#i'm ill for these men
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I got these two voice lines back to back and the urge compelled me Bonus After:
#art#palia#palia reth#palia jel#palia fanart#palia oc#doodles#i'm ill for these men#but especially soup man
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yo, if ur lavingo brain worm isnt gone yet can u draw more of them??? i jus saw ur lavingo stuff and its my new fav ship, u draw them so awesome its insane 2 me...
HEEHEE here's 1 thang from an old sketchpage...
#mailbox#i'm still definitely very mentally ill about these 2 old men#lavingo#still thinking about this#completely unneccessary. Ingo has every fire type in the region and a lighter in his hand
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this ace and sanji parallel of feeling undeserving of love, your honor
#they have the same flavor of mental illness your honor#those were ace's last words in marineford#remembered marineford again feeling like im being shot in the chest with an assault rifle besties#this is why you need to love your children because lack of parents' affection leaves a gaping hole that nothing else can fill#and the result is self-sacrificial self sabotaging self loathing personalities like ace and sanji#men like sanji be like I'M INDEBTED TO EVERYONE I MET#boy do u ever fucking think that YOU are the blessing in THEIR life? im abt to bitchslap them both#also mental illness aside ace and sanji fucked in alabasta btw#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#portgas ace#one piece ace#portgas d ace#ace#marineford arc#marineford#whole cake island#whole cake arc#whole cake
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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seeing people mischaracterize sanji will forever boil my blood but seeing people mischaracterize LUFFY and say that he only has sanji on his crew because he can cook actually has me wanting to kill someone HOW can you be that stupid. no genuinely how
#did you forget that sanji is KIND at his core? that he is a wing of luffy's? that he would sacrifice himself over and over again to make#sure luffy does become pirate king. that though he argues and kicks at luffy it is literally how he shows affection to men (ie from zeff)#don't even fucking bring zoro into this bc zoro Does respect sanji insanely. they are equals. they would die and live for each other#luffy does not prioritize zoro over sanji he doesn't prioritize any of his crew over another 😭 that's one of the core messages of op#that everyone is worth it#small or large whether you believe so or not you are worth it and you are family and you are his#stfu#you also need to look past the blatant mischaracterization of sanji on oda's part too—who uses tropes that make 0 fucking sense when it#comes to sanji and his relationship with the strawhats. above all fucking else sanji struggles but he is loved and cared about and cared For#god.#I'm in the middle of a shift i cannot be seething about my fav character ill explode
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༚༅༚˳ .I just want someone to be unhealthily obsessed with me, is that too much to ask?.˳༚༅༚
#so unfair#please please please#i just want attention#And a boyfriend#femcel#femcore#incelcore#female incel#incel#hikikomori#whats wrong with me#i hate men#hikkicore#i'm so lonely#hikkigirl#hikkikomori#rotting in my room#girl rotting#bed rotting#rotting in bed#loser gf#pathetic loser#losercore#loser girl#loner girl#loner#desperate for attention#ill settle for literally anybody at this point#give me attention#attention wh0r3
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Sami seemed to strike a big nerve with Jey last night
#jey uso#sami zayn#wwe#the usos#roman reigns#samijey#smackdown#this segment was SO IMPORTANT lemme tell you#YES SAMI REMIND EVERYONE WHO THE REAL ENEMY IS#jail for roman#jail for roman for a thousands years#the way jey's frown softens when sami says he loved him URGH I'M SICK#my toxic trait is that i will tear up randomly at work bc i'm thinking about these two and make my coworkers worry about me#yes hello no everything is fine haha just angsting over wet pathetic men and their dramatic 100k enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers fic#jey's character has remained so fucking consistent everything he does makes sense#wwe having years long character development that makes sense??? unfathomable#anyways vince mcmahon die challenge#what is up with this pink ass coloring you might ask#and ill tell you pink is the color of love :)))))#lies i just hate coloring gifs with real people in them oof#stuff i made
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Cos I saw someone 'defending' their misuse of the dollblr tag after receiving an ask about it because 'other people do it' - this is why it's a fucking problem in the first place. It is against TOS. It is unrelated to your post, it is spam, and don't be surprised if everything you post gets reported.
Just because other people spam the tag too, doesn't magically excempt it from TOS or user guidelines. Like at this point I am straight up breaking this down to bare bones website operation here, what's so hard to understand? It's shit like this that literally degrades website quality because as you spread your crap over multiple tags that are accumulating like a goddamn snowball, people stop actually using those tags for the topic they were meant for. People stop posting. People leave. Welcome to dead internet.
It doesn't matter if you see other people doing it, rules are rules. There is a reason WHY tag spam is against the rules and that's to keep a website useable. Actual Dollbr-bloggers? Keep reporting guys.
#dollblr cleanup crew#dollblr#i was serious when i said I wake up every morning to pressure hose down tags#also the irony of them claiming people politely asking them to stop are narcissists#my dude ... please look up the definition of narcissistic#'I see what you're saying but actually I'm more important because excuse that doesn't make sense because it's against TOS anyway'#fandom discourse#you're just as bad as pornbots#i am old. i have watched the rise and fall of multiple social media platforms. i have watched the marching progression of enshittification#tumblr is the only social media that doesn't actually make my mental health worse and i will die on this hill#i won't let bad actors ruin everyone else's experience or mine#yeah i could have said this to them directly but 1. I am not the type to do targeted de-anonmyised callouts#2. conscious of the fact a lot of these coquette posters are literally half my age (15) and are minors#2.5 sidenote jesus christ please find a bettee niche than yeeting all your autonomy to men and glorifying your mental illness#your adult self will thank you#3. looking at current replies they got big 'lalala not listening' energy and having my own post means it is unavoidable and not eraseable
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fine if you insist i'll sleep but it's party time tomorrow
#nightshift time baybee#i'm on site for emergencies essentially#and i don't expect anyone to actually need me for anything at 3am#so#today i sleep at 3am because i must#tomorrow we stay awake like men#maybe ill write some kevallison smut on company time or smth#GOODNIGHT sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite#love u
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Idk any actual lore aside from what I've picked up in other fics but listen. I need to write something about Ramattra have you seen the man???
Ramattra x male reader (not specifically trans but that's implied in all my fics 💜)
You started worming your way into his life the moment you first cracked some dark joke about the state of humanity
He was initially curious - what would make a human turn on their own kind?
And, even more confusing, why were you still so kind to those around you - human and omnic alike?
It started as pure curiosity. A simple need to understand.
He started to....linger...near you at times, you could feel him watching you occasionally (every time you turned to catch him staring you'd find him focused on something else way in the distance)
It took more effort than he'd like to admit to stop his amused chuckle at the suspicious squint you'd always send his way
something something now you're dating so bonus thots™️ under the cut
SFW
Ramattra sometimes gives you his version of piggy back rides
It's really just you standing on his hips, arms draped around his neck for balance, watching over his shoulder as he goes about his day
He'll let you hang out there as long as you want tbh he likes being close to you
It's very silly to see but if Ramattra catches anyone laughing...... 😬😬
🔞NSFW🔞
Sometimes, Ramattra is amazed that you, a frail human, would put so much trust into him. That you'd feel safe with him in your most vulnerable moments. He was an Omnic built for war, not-
The thought makes him weak when he's knuckle-deep in you
Though you writhe and pant under him, gripping the sheets until your own knuckles turn white, strangled cries escaping your open mouth while you teeter on the edge of release
Though you haven't even touched him yet
Somehow, Ramattra is just as much of a mess as you are
He feels as though he's trembling, terrified of hurting you (part of him still scoffing at his own concern for a human)
He's so focused on your reactions he swears he can feel your heart beating in his own chest
If you were able to hear anything over your own sounds, you'd notice the once-soft whirring of fans within Ramattra's body has gotten much louder, vents opening on his back to release hot air
He's desperate, touching you as though he'll find his own release through yours
You reach up, intent on dragging his face down to you, but Ramattra beats you to it, burying himself in the crook of your neck
When you finally do tip over the edge - back arching high off the bed as your head flies back with a startled cry - the deep groan that rumbles in your ear and against your chest makes you think he might actually have come undone just from touching you
The thought sends you over the edge a second time, legs locked and trembling around his arm
#ramattra x reader#ramattra x male reader#overwatch x reader#overwatch x male reader#ramattra headcanons#no kids allowed#he's literally the first robotic character I've fallen head over heels for and I'm heartbroken ill never get to hug him#i wanna figure out what makes him hide his face in the crook of my neck!!#i wanna make him flustered and shy!!!!!!#i wanna hear his cranky grumbling when i kiss all over his face#leaving smudges all over the place#his nemesis form? built for hugging. boyfriend shaped. I'm in love with him#no beta we die like men#this is apparently my 100th original post on this blog? nice
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Not me remembering when I lived with my mother and she was pissed that I wore smoky eyeshadow because it was "wrong". I'd gotten a few compliments for it though!
Except I wasn't wearing any. it was my chronic illness, especially when I hade flareups. I had dark circles under my eyes and looked like a pale sickly Victorian child.
#I use “mother” loosely#hey men wear makeup i look great in it#i'm mixed and when i'm sick/flaring my complexion gets so fucking pale it scares people#she always thought i was lying about my chronic illness though so she didn't believe me lmfao#chronic illness#disability#chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе#fibromyalgia#spoonie#actually disabled#chronic pain#cfs/me#me/cfs#cfs#pots#long covid#cpunk#cripplepunk#cripple
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dumped ✅️ left on read ✅️ taken out of cf ✅️ silenced ✅️ muted posts✅️ muted stories ✅️ mentally put in the trash bin ✅️ fuck him ✅️ couldn't even make me cum ✅️
#girlblogging#girlhood#female hysteria#im just a girl#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#actually mentally ill#limerence#obsessive love#dating#situationships#boy drama#boys#ughhhh#ugh#why are men like this#why are they like this#im going insane#just girly things#i'm just a girl#heartbreak#lana del ray aesthetic#this is so stupid#dank memes#female rage#femcel#fuck him#i'm so tired#:(
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Mcr fans posting "Rob Bryar was a bigot yes but you can still show compassion because he was human and died in a horrible way" just makes me wonder how many of them would say the same about a radical feminist dying. How many would bring up humanity to their TRA friends celebrating if JK Rowling died. Gendies are all about being kind until the person they have to defend is female.
#“he turned right wing because he didn't get any psychiatric help”#even alt right men can be excused by their mental illness#but not women who experienced crippling misogyny their entire lives and saw through it#honestly i'm just glad his dogs are ok#radblr#rad fem#radical feminism#radical feminist safe#terfsafe#terfblr#radical feminists do interact#gender critical#radfems please interact#radfems do interact#radical feminist community#radical feminst
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personal opinion has it been said abigail is a version of mischa and he wanrs to relive the codependence they shared and with abigail it's all at once a father daughter recreation of what she had with her own father. And a brother/sister and father/daughter recreation of what he felt with mischa and he was also in live with her and it was all of that and it was that because it was all of that. I think. is that anything
oof i'm not the local hannibal expert, so my answer is probably as inadequate and superificial as it gets, but i could see how hannibal would conflate those feelings/trauma around his sister with his (predatory) paternal affection towards abigail like that and this even pivoting into something romantic (capital r)
it's definitely more than one thing; hdhd i've always wondered what hannibal feels about having his own progeny, given that he likes to shape and transform the people around him. abigail surely fills multiple roles here for him. daughter, sister, someone he believes he can relate to, someone that is his to moulde tc
anyone having any more insightful thoughts on thw subject??
#divinecruelty#thank you for the ask ❤️ i'm just ill-equipped to answer it#i do think for him (as it's for will actually) abigail herself is a non-entity#like who is that girl even beyond what these men project on her anyway#also it's been like 8 years since i watched the show 😌
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Proof that bsd would be a lot better if they just let it pass the Bechdel test more often
#It barely counts too since the conversation between Kyouka and Kouyou verges a lot on men but eh that's the best we can offer#Idk I just really like Kyouka's arc and think that in this episode too it was well developed.#Her relationship with Kouyou really is one of the most interesting of the whole franchise.#About that I LOVE LOVE LOVE KOUYOU WHY AREN'T WE TALKING ABOUT HER ALL THE TIME I want her back as soon as possible 😭😭😭#And her va is k/l/k's Ryuuko va aka my favourite va ever from my favourite anime ever. God I love k/l/k an inconceivable amount#Which is funny because k/l/k also does have a villain mother figure#The Kyouka / Kouyou dynamics are a lot like. The very watered down version of the Emma / Isabella dynamics.#(I'm once again saying read t/p/n)#I just think. Kyouka's interior struggle is really interesting and we don't talk about it enough!!!#Also FINALLY SEASON 2 ATSUSHI HOW I'VE MISSED YOU!!!!!!!!#I really don't know what's up with anime Atsushi every time he's on screen I'm hit by cuteness aggression. It's an illness.#Next. Can we agree Reason Living is the best b/sd op of them all both music wise and visuals wise#MAYBE on par with True Story for visuals but that's it.#Again I really can't vibe with Granrodeao but that's intrinsically a matter of personal taste //////#MARGARET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MARGARET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Also Akutagawa voice cameo eheh <33#There'll probably be a lot of screaming over characters this time lol sorry in advance. Unfollow me now etc. etc.#random rambles
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"You've got to be nice to people with demonized mental illnesses 🥺 If you experience delusions and hallucinations and intrusive thoughts I love you and you are safe with me UwU"
Yall couldn't handle Jimmy Mouthwashing and act like James Sunderland was the antichrist.
#'Zero but those are fictional characters' well yeah I'm aware however#it's still telling when someone can't spare an ounce of kindness towards a fictional chacter who experiences hallucinations#and delusions and crippling guilt#the way fictional men are treated when the story is about their demons is so unkind#“but Zero they hurt people” they still need help though#they still need a support system and medical care#their stories are about their suffering and the way it turns both destructive and self destructive#people with 'bad' mental illness do that a lot#it's not just a diagnosis#more often than not the diagnosis comes AFTER someome got hurt#and I don't think most of the 'accept stigmatized mentally ill people UwU' truly understands this#considering the general reaction to when the theme is present in fiction#k I'm done
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