#i'm having delusions rn

[preciouspiastri]

my day with all the "james vowles being a terrible team principal, logan being treated like shit as usual" nonsense that's going on

[skipblebee]

And I love you love you love you, no it's not so hard to tell And I love you love you love you, is it obvious to everyone else?

Petrigrof fluff for the soul because I NEED it before the finale

[specshroom]

Just failed my driver's test :(((((((

Anyway, completely unrelated but

♥ Choso would hug you while you cry about failing your driver's test.

♥ He understands how pent up emotions and stress would cause an outburst. He doesn't think it's weak, he finds it endearingly human.

♥ Even if you feel ridiculous and childish he doesn't think so. He just holds you until you calm down a little. He'd stroke your hair and softly say things like "It's alright", "It's okay, you just got nervous".

♥ He'd kiss your forehead and when he feels how hot it is, he'd get you some cold water and headache medicine.

♥ He'd be so kind and patient. He'd feel honoured that you'd be so open to showing your emotions around him.

♥ If we're talking about no Au/ canon Choso he'd probably unintentionally make you laugh by saying something like: "I don't even know what a driving test is so it can't be that important."

♥ If we're talking Normal AU Choso then he'd say something like "At least I still have an excuse to drive you around :)"

♥ He tells you the story about how Yuuji almost crashed the car when he did his driving test and jokes that you couldn't have done worse than Yuuji.

♥ You wouldn't need to explain much to him, he'd just let you cry and sleep it off with your head laying on his dampened shirt. He doesn't feel the need to rush you and he'd let you tell him about it when you're feeling better.

[keeps-ache]

need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay

[delta-lethonomia]

sometimes I read over my notes for For All The Wrong Reasons and just go: why is so damn dark. where did this come from. why??

and then I remember my childhood fixation on silent hill 2, 3, and 4 and it all makes sense lol

spoiler alert: Scratch was the villain all along!!!

[theygender]

This has been on my mind for weeks and I talked to my therapist about it today and told my girlfriend about it too so now it's time for me to update the gay people in my phone: I may have schizotypal personality disorder

[frightmeister]

thinking about this idea for josh's gf i've been stewing on for a bit now and like i plan to be so brave and not actually incorporate it into his canon here because i can't keep having these hyper important npcs built into my muses' histories, like if i wanna do that i gotta think of a plot and just do a fucking fanfic. no one wants to read about my fucking oc bullshit, especially when it can never be all that relevant to anything going on here skldjghldsjgfhds

[inniave]

i need people to stop misusing 'delusional'

[nygleskas]

jean-ralphio save me...... the horrors persist...

[sylhea-raemi]

the nero and airi connection is so important it's not just bcs theyre my faves

[jupiter--dream]

Mutuals I think I might have ocd

[suguwu]

and if i said i was writing for crepus...what then. what then.

[spiriteddreams]

I've seen some people do this so why not! Give your moots Valentine's ships?

:O omg so cute!! let's see.....

@stellumi - cyno!! ya'll vera c3'd cyno. i watched her make little cards on her stream as well as draw cursed radish nahida LMAO but like vera + cyno is so cute and vera also writes cyno so well??? it's giving warm and happy gf with grumpy general who's only soft for her

@baeshijima - this is obvious. xiao. jk it's al-haitham, xiao's mine :D have ya'll read sophie's writing about al-haitham?? it's literally perfect and she's the expert on him i've consulted her for advice bc she's already gone on dates with him before so....

@kamiiyaka - kazuha! mimi's theme is kazuha and it's so pretty and i can already imagine them going on little dates where kazuha shares poetry and they share little inazuman pastries :O

@amatxs - xiao!!! kay + xiao <3 very pretty gf with very pretty bf it all works out! and also bc kay is like the best xiao writer and def can and will help him and hug him all the time

@astranne - her name is "anne loves kazuha" soooo self explanatory. also bc anne's style is very much like prose poetry which works out bc then they can write all sorts of little poems together :D

@k-zu - dainsleif. 100% kyo and dain are in love. ya'll. you missed it when i was trying to figure out who to write a fic for and the server was playing a game and kyo kept screaming at me "liben" but meant dainsleif and i was so confused LMAO

@lilikags - ayato!! just two peas in a pod that love each other very much. they're both super hard working but need to take care of themselves i am staring so hard at you rn lili but they balance each other out! "ayato kisser" fr

@venexus - albedo!! idek why this man jumped into my brain when i thought of you but you're blog and knowing you a bit gives me alchemist vibes bc you're so smart and your writing is laisfjd;lajf nom

@lxvebun - hanma bc your pfp is hanma and i'm about to send bees and feet emoji into YOUR INBOX askjflasjf but srsly based on your very soft and cute theme i think you would balance shuji very well!

if you're my moot and i forgot to ship you with someone pls don't hate me akjsdhf;alk

[hyperfixation-tangentopia]

When you need a reality check but nobody's awake <3

[crow-talks-hockey]

do you ever think about those that remain. do you ever think about how one of the best and most competitive athletes in pro sports, his best defenseman and close friend, and his other half and monster in his own know exactly what it is to win. three times actually. and do you think about the two that joined them and stayed. do you think about the seemingly fragile boy grew to play top line every night and be loved by his city. about the boy who goes forever underrated and under appreciated for the things he does. about the those five that stayed and that know. that know what it is to win. and now, must learn, again, to lose.

everyone else says they come here because pittsburgh is a winning city. that it's an honor to play with the big three, and that it becomes even more incredible to play with guentzel and rust too. but they don't know. how could they? they weren't here in those golden and black and white days. they weren't around to play with hornqvist, kessel, sheary, hagelin, cole, maatta, kunitz, daley, murray, dumolin, flower. they weren't around, really, truly, for those two cups in 2016 and 2017. they just don't know, and that's ok... but sid does. geno does. tanger, rusty, and guentz do. they remember. and that makes all this only hurt more.

it is the joy of winning that makes the losing so much more difficult. to know you have been there before, but that it may never happen again.

and do you ever think about those who never wanted to leave? that were torn away? do you think about flower, about dumolin, about all the others? do you ever long so badly for something you never experienced (what's up new pens fans <3 also older fans, im jealous of you but in a good way) that it hurts? do you have to remind yourself to just enjoy those big three and their "eldest daughters" while you can even when they lose but in reality you just don't want to because you just want to win. because it sucks losing and in some small way, you know how they feel out there on the ice each night. longing for something that might well be completely unachievable. do you think about that?

[euclydya]

ok mAybe if the body goes to bed i get to Not be ehre anymore. that would be swell i think this brakn has Net Zero Information on what i Used To Know like An hour ago. fucked up honestly. sidenote the fuck do you mean my life is a video game here. fucked ul to be real.