#i'm emotional its fine
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
honestly i just want to say that the iron ring actually inspired a lot of the feywild in my dnd campaign, so it’s so cool to hear you’re into dnd wow
This actually made me scream on top of my lungs because WHAT DO YOU MEAN?? WHAT YOU DO YOU MEANN?????? IT INSPIRED YOUR DND CAMPAIGN??????????????? SAY SIKE RN I'M GOING TO CRY ACTUALLY and I did in fact immediately message a friend and tell them that I was screaming about this lmfsoisjogijrsgoij. I love dnd sooo much. I've only played in a handful of campaigns/one shots but I also like consuming dnd content whether it's watching it or reading about it and bg3 I'm going to throw in this category. It literally has such a big place in my heart. WOULD LOVE TO TALK DND WITH YOU ANY TIME.
0 notes
Text
Thank you Robert Aramayo for being a better person than the entire internet. It was a beautiful scene and you and Morfydd handled it perfectly 💚
#tropspoilers#Robert Aramayo#Morfydd Clark#Prepares to be cancelled in 10 9 8...#I love it guys sorry#I always thought that scene would be a goodbye from the short trailer clip we got#I even made a post about it#Emotional beautiful scene in an epic episode#I'm still so overwhelmed by it but wanna make some GIFs and stuff#But also for my mental health am looking at the net from an arms length right now#As I don't want anything bringing me down#Trop is my light#Love you guys and I loved the scene and the entire ep#LOTR has always showcased deep kinds of love#Many which are not romantic#And this is a perfect example#They love each other so much and have such a special bond#I really wish I could tell Robert irl because this cast gets too much shit from haters#And often actual Tolkien fans too#Please let rings of power exist in its own right and it's own space#If you disagree it's fine but I just can't be dishonest about how I feel
73 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Indomitable Fear Response"
#voidart#not vent art if I finish it while I'm fine#its also more so about frustration with emotion despite it being justified.#technically hms sonas#but I kind of took out some features of heart and mind#I have a version with them still though#wahoo!
87 notes
·
View notes
Text
me after getting attacked after saying that lowkey kissing someone while dating another person is a bit cheating-esque🤔
#unfortunately i have my own opinions#and a voice to say said opinions#and fingers to type said opinions#and eyes to read said book over opinions so i will be saying my opinions#and respectfully you can have your own opinions too!! go for it!! its fine not everyones gonna agree but why are you attacking me over it.#like. what. have a little whimsy#tracy deonn#selwyn kane#nick davis#bree matthews#oathbound#the legendborn cycle#legendborn#legendborn spoilers#maybe if it's PROVEN that nick knew and gave consent to it maybe then ill freaking tolerate it#mind you it was emotional cheating before nick sel and bree talked in the bloodwalk#i'm sorry but if i have a boyfriend i will not be caught dead getting practically pinned in a bathroom with another guy#like you got me fucked up#hell no#absolutely not#never#nah#no thanks#i love you bree but WHAT? WAS THAT? SCENE? WHAT?#i like that scene but the context that she's already dating someone gives me the book ick#if im attacked in the comments or reblogs for this you are further proving my point
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
im gonna stab the star-mirror creature
#i guess its time to explain how my emotional trauma can be equipped and used for additional exp#cool thanks very helpful and make s me feel better#isat liveblog#it's fine i'm very patient........
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
#KICKING AND SCREAMING#jeon jungkook how are you real#we definitely need more creative director jk#the more i scrolled through the photos the more i lost my shit#his soooo fine#omg the coloured version is making me dizzy#am i okay#obviously not its jeon jungkook#jjk#oh wow its been on hell of an emotional roller-coaster hey#its currently 5 am and i'm already freaking out
113 notes
·
View notes
Text
oough..... thoughts of mr godot............
diego armando...................
#this is both cute shippy thoughts and angsty thoughts simultaneously#i cannot convey the emotion i am feeling currently#i simply rotate him in my brain like a rotisserie chicken#i've been watching a lets play of someone who has never played T&T before#and they are knee-deep in bridge to turnabout#i'm not ready for them to finish the trial. i'm not mentally prepared to see the ending again#please i'm both excited for the reveal and also so so so sad#its okay because it adds to the LORE [clenches fist]#everything will be okay in the end when my insert and him canonically fall in love its FINE [gnaws on the metal bars]#waiting for you ☕#🌸 hana speaks
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
btw one of the things i want to do when i really rap up atbb for real is spontaneously get the energy at will to do actual updated fullbodies of the main 4 since now i actually have the ability to draw them the way they look in my head & have the skills to put some more variety in their shapes. basically i wanna
#warning big character design rambling in these tags but like. were u expecting any less#if ur wondering what changed-#first of all everybody has bigger hands bc i'm actively deciding to commit to that decision because i like it :3#next russ is a bit taller . i'll probably change some other things like making his armor look more solid & making him look more frail#-without it but i dont wanna pick up my tablet rn so thats all i feel like editing with my mouse lmao#edge has the biggest changes mostly in just being Wider. i want to make him Look stronger yknow#currently its just one of those annoying “skinny anime girl actually has 2d spraypainted abs and can lift a truck” tropes that i Hate#its a lil too many triangles when he should really be more like a triangle-flavored square. yknow#that being said the weirdly feminine hips were not intentional but only time will tell if they make it into the actual final design or not#i will not be making his pauldrons wider than they were originally. those things are already wacking everything around him they're fine#fluff's change is just being a bit skinnier so he looks more pathetic and sad. probably gonna try to make him look a bit younger too#but age is hard to represent with skeletons from The Land Of Sharp Features#i might also change up his pants/shoes more idk. Baggy Everything makes a very difficult silhouette and the boots are just boring tbhh#they're the bi flag but i dont think a single person has ever noticed lmao#and stretch's biggest change is that he's going to Have A Fullbody Reference That Isn't From 2019#probably make his hoodie longer/looser so i can make the transition to the leggings less awkward & show off his tank under it a bit more#the leggings & sneakers get to stay tho i think. the red wraps the design up well & the chicken legs are funny to me :>#and karma isn't here but he'll probably also get an update to be more square as well. and NOT SKINNYYYYYY#i gotta cram some more emotional repression & inferiority complex hints into his outfit so his post-void look contrasts more its IMPORTANT#AND ALSO NEVER USE UNDERTALE SPRITES AS A REFERENCE FOR ARMOR EVER EVER EVER AGAIN#that being said im really excited to one day finally sit down and draw his post-void design i think i'll have fun with that one#theres a reason my sf bros dont really fit their “roles” in the au yet like undyne & alphys do. hehehe#basically to sum up all these tags: becoming more skilled at art is a curse because you KNOW you can do things better now
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
System Collapse AU where everything's the same except in this scene (when Murderbot has lost half its hand fighting that one SecUnit and Iris notices and goes "Ah! Your hand!"), Murderbot - with its performance reliability low and dropping further and a warning due to low power and just. not functioning optimally - finds itself saying "It's only a flesh wound."
#it didn't mean to say that#and it takes one or two seconds for it to process *why* it said that#and then it feels an emotion that its not going to look at further or name right then#because fuck you ART and your certification in advanced trauma protocol >:(#anyways#i had a little moment reading this scene#i wonder how often murderbot thinks about miki#the murderbot diaries#system collapse#system collapse spoilers#also god has someone already compiled a chart of every single time murderbot responds “fine” or “i'm fine” when it clearly isnt??#because AHHHHH#𓄿
42 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#need to be held#everyone holds you differently....#so craving the kind of holding that you'll likely never get again because you got broken up with by that person is... hard. really hard.#17 days is not enough time to be better from a breakup.#i can act like im doing fine around others#i can fill my days with all sorts of things to do.#but in the slow parts#the parts filled only by my thoughts and my longing?#the hurt leaks out. drips and drops.#its not a thing where the hurt will ever truly go away. it meant too much to me for that. but i'll do my best to grow around it.#extra challenging part is that i'm trying to be friends with her still while my emotions are probly not processed enough.#i don't have a great track record of staying in touch with exes. i hope things with her turn out differently than my past times.#to those who have been reading these vent tag posts#sorry if i keep repeating the same things.#my sadness has a cyclical nature to it#or so it would seem.
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
quick little vent using Grace
#would I rather talk about my stupid emotions yeah but drawing vent art using my favorite character is easier so y'know#idk if i'll keep this up tho lmfao#everything's fine btw I'm just tired of shit rn#(also just started senior year and i'm really relating to that lost at sea type of deal a bit rn)#shits rough but its nice to just stare at the ceiling while listening to indie rock y'know#have something nice in the wake of it all
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
🐺🫧: I was gonna send u this... hahaha
#m.bubble#chan#no one .#say a thing#it's fine#ITS FINE . DO NOT SAY A THING#i .#. ?..8-9-9..#i don't know where to focus .#my eyes jsut teared up . not from . sadness or happiness . there's another emotion but it's fine#i cant look at this picture#anymore#it's . fine#i'm fine#i literally#i#i just#i'm#it's#i m#uh#um#the#uh .. uh um . uh m um#i . i want#i'm not sure what i want . but i want...
53 notes
·
View notes
Text
tbhhh i've said this before but there are like a million ways to write dark's speech in eng because there's no good 1:1 for him.... all nuance is forever lost he's both casual yet still eloquent all at once and esp with my portrayal/natural writing style i Do have to put a lot of thought into his dialogue sometimes so that he doesn't resemble krad('s keigo) when he's not being sarcastic. in jp dark's forms of speech and mannerisms are overly casual no matter what which can be taken as outright vulgar in english (guy who waxes deep ass poetics but like in a casual bro to bro way-) and he does basically cuss / have the occasional 知るか or くそ equivalent. the angrier he gets the more he drags out his words and growls plus he uses a LOOOOT of english which?? eng is eng in eng man. its not cool and ~stylish~ like its supposed to be in jp but it's fine whatever the point is whenever i consider this + how many variations of dark there are across all of dnangel media and how subtly varied his portrayals are too i feel like daisuke looking back on his family history telling himself 'wow i sure haven't met a lot of darks'
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#like there are some constants that i think should be maintained in regards to his overall ATTITUDE#but the way anybody wants to translate that is kinda free game#i try to stick to my own impressions which comes from onosaka's portrayal + the ln's descriptions#with the manga's emotional processing since it feels the 'fullest' to me#nobody asked im just rambling...... daisuke's characterization is the most consistent as the mc no matter where u look#but dark is kinda the series' bingo free space#ln dark is nonstop smarmy and hella mean no matter what he never fumbles or has too much emotion lmao#drama cd dark is silly but doesn't get as pissed as readily as manga dark#etc....#ANYWAYS i only bring this up bc there are like dead dark blogs from 2012 where he talks#completely different from mine#and the manga eng translation dark w the goth font has his own 'voice' too#mine's a weird chimera but i'm not writing in jp so its fine. u all trust me. i believe in this#also dark's occasional fuckig ore-sama behavior aowehahwojalkjgkj GRAHHADKJ he's so embarrassing
8 notes
·
View notes
Note
I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself
Thanks mate <3
stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped
just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp
#vent in the tags - so warning ig#got home from uni#have been in fight/flight mode since#turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast#accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though#she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now#so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh#processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her#like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit#so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out#and now I've been on off crying for a week#feeling fragile as shit#but Improving#somehow#I think#*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly#last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster#then when I manage to get back up#put myself back together#have a little breather#get immediatly broken back down#I just want a fucking hug man#and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something#I don't know#nothing really feels all that good to me anymore#but I'm holding on through it#there's light at the end of the tunnel
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Finally finalized a redesign for one of my metalocalypse self inserts, Ransom!
So much happier with its design now
It/Its pronouns only please
Here's a little comparison shot of the new design and its original design from *checks notes* almost 3 years ago good lord
Minors and Proship please do not interact.
#⚙️ A Gear In The Wheel Of The Klok ⚙️#🎨 bandit art 🎨#The vast difference in quality of art is so funny to see#I do still like the tripp pants but I think I'm just gonna give them to garronrath instead I don't think they fit ransom quite as much#Agonized over removing the whole Its Eyes Aren't Visible Unless It's Feeling Intense Emotion thing I had going for it#But honestly it made giving it fun expressions hard and I just don't vibe with the choice anymore honestly so womp womp lmao#It's fine I like this more anyway
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
kicking my feet and giggling i love consuming problematic media sooooo much
#sometimes the worst* podcast is the same one where some of the characters feel so real it gives you shrimp emotions#media that makes you want to punch a wall (affectionate) (derogatory)#anyway i'm relistening to the supernatural of podcasts again. as if i can help it#on first listen a character in it made me so mad irl i had to pull my car over to calm down and i've been chasing that high ever since#its unfinished and never will be finished. which is fine.#🌿
8 notes
·
View notes