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Where was this “censorship is bad” attitude when it came to the confederate flag. Or does this only apply to pedophilia.
Anon, I know you aren't actually interested in the answer to this question, because if you were you wouldn't throw it into my inbox like an accusation while hiding behind the mask of anonymity, but I'm going to treat this question like it was sent in good faith, because I think the issue with this argument is that people aren't willing to apply nuance to situations and to paint everything with the same brush.
I'll be honest, this question DID trip me up. I feel that these situations are different... but WHY? I'm going to make an attempt to answer, but do keep in mind that I'm a white woman and that readers of color would be better able to articulate the arguments here, but I don't want to burden them with responding to this as they have already spoken up and have had to defend their presence in this fandom more than they have had to already.
1. Tagging/Consent:
The fic featuring Joel and his daughter was tagged with all appropriate warnings. Readers could read the warnings and determine whether they wanted to read the fic or not. The themes (that most, including me, would find disturbing) were communicated at the top, and if someone ignored the warnings and continued to read and be upset by the content, that's on them.
The use of a confederate flag (as a tired and harmful stereotype of "southern" aesthetic) was NOT tagged. Readers did not know about the existence of disturbing/upsetting content because they were not warned. Readers were unaware and could not consent, and as a result some of those readers very politely (AND PRIVATELY, AHEM) asked that the author remove the reference, explaining their reasons. Things escalated when the author refused.
Alternatively, the author could have kept the reference in and tagged it as "the main love interest is a piece of shit racist" and then people could have decided if they wanted to interact with it.
2. Audience response
These two situations were met with a very different response. It might not FEEL different to those blogs that feel they are fighting for taking disturbing and/or harmful content off of the internet right now, but it is, I promise.
In the case of the confederate flag: first, the author was messaged privately and asked to remove the content. They refused. Then, several posts were made explaining the harmful history of the confederate flag and why it's inappropriate in a fic that isn't tagged appropriately warning the reader of racism. At no point did anyone "call out" people who interacted positively with the fic. No one made lists of people who liked it and called them racists. People only attempted to point out WHY it is harmful, AND educate others on the history of the flag, because as many people pointed out, non-Americans don't necessarily have the same context.
Now, in the current situation, that's not what happened. To my knowledge, no one reached out privately to the author about it. (BUT once again I must refer you to point 1, where this was tagged appropriately with warnings and any reader should have been aware of what they were consuming). The reaction was to publicly call out not just the author, but everyone who had interacted with the post, and then started picking fights with others who were adding commentary. The "I'm just raising awareness" argument falls on deaf ears because that's NOT what is happening. If that were the case, no one would have posted screenshots of my blog and insinuated that I, as a mom, abused my own child. I let that one go in the interest of keeping things civil, but that is a personal, inflammatory attack on me and does not fall under the guise of "raising awareness." This WAS meant to incite a negative response towards specific people in the fandom and we all know it.
3. Miscellaneous thoughts
I read the post detailing Tumblr's terms of service and it wasn't entirely clear to me whether fictional content involving minors is included on the list of violations to the ToS, and frankly, it doesn't really matter to me. The fic was taken down, and from screenshots of the original fic, it looks to me like the author was internationally trying to be inflammatory, which is their perogative, and I'm not particularly bothered that the fic was taken down. I'm not crying "boohoo, censorship!" because I want to read it or because I think incest is good, actually.
So it was removed. But is writing it a crime? No, it's not. Just because something may violate a website's ToS doesn't make it a crime, and people are throwing around that accusation regarding this fic, and it simply isn't true. That's where I got involved, because I'm a precise and literal person and I like it when things mean what they are supposed to mean. That fic wasn't illegal. Gross? Sure. In bad taste? That's up to opinion, and mine is yes, but my opinion on whether it's yucky or harmful does not make it a crime, nor does the fact that it violates the terms of service of Tumblr dot com. I chimed in because words like "illegal" have specific definitions, and this does not meet it.
Thanks for the question, I do hope you read and think about my response, and if anyone else has anything to add regarding the difference between these two scenarios, I'd welcome the discussion because I'm sure there are nuances I've missed.
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wildfire (cs) | seventeen.

—spotify playlist | series masterlist
—summary: assistant professor in bioengineering, incredibly attractive, lonely and divorced; that’s how most people describe san. but despite the events that have happened in his life, san has a lot going for himself. he’s a successful, sought out professor due to his brilliant contributions to science at just an early age of 32. he worked hard to get where he was now; head deep into his research, his publications, building his lab and creating a name for himself. everything was good and smooth sailing— until it wasn’t. because when he meets you, a bioengineering grad student interested in rotating in his lab, he finds himself ready to risk all the blood, sweat and tears he put in throughout the years just to keep you close— his need for you spiraling out of control like a wildfire.
—pairing: asst. professor!choi san x grad student!f. reader
—genre: (18+ - minors dni) strangers to lovers, grad school au | fluff, angst, smut
—word count: 4.8k
—chapter content/warnings: cussing, mature language/sexually implied content, very much a filler chapter but a wholesome domestic one!, couple of small flashbacks, oral (f. & m. receiving)/34+35, doggy style, mentions of multiple orgasms, the smut is not suuuuper descriptive - just enough lol, my oh my the tables have turned!, sorry if i missed anything 😞

⇢ 1.5 YEARS LATER
You turn towards the door when you hear someone pressing your door code into the keypad. It beeps twice before the door swings open and in walks San.
"Hey baby." He kicks his shoes off with a smile, immediately coming behind you to press a kiss to the back of your head.
"Hey."
"Sorry it took longer than expected, there was an accident. It was traffic for a bit at some point."
"All good. I got a little lazy and didn't start baking until a bit ago to distract myself."
"Baking, hm?" He chuckles, setting down the takeout bag down on your kitchen counter. "What're you baking, love?"
"I found a recipe for s'mores cookies online and it looked really good. Just the perfect sugar crash I need, especially when I'm at the hospital trying to sort through our study patients."
"Sounds delicious, actually." You finish scooping the cookie dough onto the baking sheet, sliding it into the oven to bake for about 30 minutes. You turn to San and finally give your man a quick peck on the lips before he starts to pull out the takeout containers from the bag. "To top it off, I got your favorites from the Chinese restaurant near my house. Might be a bit cold so we probably have to re-heat these."
"Thank you, Sannie."
"Anytime, baby."
The past year and a half had been nothing but busy and productive. Waves of excitement, stress and anxiety. But, you wouldn't have it any other way. At first, you questioned your transfer; but over time, as the study picked up and your projects continued to develop and produce beautiful, effective results, you found yourself slipping into a perfect routine. Feeling happier than ever, like you've finally found your niche, a spot carved just for you by the universe itself. Despite being busy himself with slowly prepping the new space with Jongho, teaching and his other lab obligations, San was always there to support you and push you forward every step of the way.
You've gotten your name on a few papers that highlighted some of the work you've contributed [especially Sunwoo's], you've agreed to do a few talks at smaller symposiums— still traveling near [and far] to participate as an attendee or presenter. Everything just feels.. right, like this was where you were meant to be despite the ups and downs it took to get you here.
—FLASHBACK
"Is she ready?" Christopher asks as he sits next to Jongho and San, rolling the symposium agenda in his hand.
"Let me slip in right there." Namjoon pops out of nowhere, squeezing himself through the row in order to sit on San's free side.
"Where'd you guys come from?" Jongho cocks a brow up as they sit, nonchalantly settling down without any question or concern.
"Outside, where else?"
"I didn't even think you two were still here. We didn't run into you guys towards the last half." San says furrowing his brows, catching a glimpse of Yunho settling on a seat in the far corner of the room alone. "Even Yunho's here?"
"Who is going to miss a joint presentation with Y/N and Qi Jaemi? Especially a presentation about tools we've used in the lab being the driving force in a clinical setting?"
"True." Chris laughs. "I'm excited to hear it." He nudges San when you come into view on stage next to Professor Qi. "All you, huh?" You probably can't see San in the crowd right now as you're getting mic'd up, but he thinks it's best you don't. His cheeks are flushed red because he's shy with his friends teasing him left and right, but yes.
That's all him, and he's fucking proud of it.
"Yeah, she is all mine."
"She's come a long way. I knew the opportunity would help her thrive. She was perfect for it." Namjoon says, tugging on his blazer.
"She might top you on the charts, bro." Jongho jokes while San nudges him.
"I don't care. Fine by me if my lady shines."
"You're so—" The lights dim, and the host is getting ready to kick off the start of the next session. It's a smaller session during this symposium; there are other big talks currently happening, some from Nobel laureates, some from highly accredited folks in the bioengineering game. But the four [along with Yunho], are sitting here to support you and your work. They've all been following your progress over time, interested to see how everything grows.
How you excel, how you blossom.
"Hi everyone, my name is Jaemi, and this is my grad student, Y/N. She's been doing fantastic work both in the lab and in the clinical setting, so I asked her to join me today to present her findings with our study patients and how we're driving some of these studies with the knowledge we've grabbed from running rodent behavior experiments in lab." Professor Qi steps out of the spotlight in order for you to introduce yourself. San's got big twinkles in his eyes, pure of love and adoration. He's so in love, he almost finds himself doing a standing ovation until Namjoon presses his hand against his chest and subtly nods.
"Keep your ass down." Jongho laughs to himself, making San click his teeth and sigh in response.
"But, that's my lady."
"So, let your lady do her thing and applaud her after she's done. You'll probably make her more nervous."
"Fine." San pouts, a small smirk creeping up on his lips the more he stares at you and watches you do your thing with Professor Qi on stage.
—END
All of this unfolded the way it was meant to.
As for San, he's been busying himself with Jongho, getting things together for their new lab space in the other building. They've already got their equipment and the layouts of each room set up, and they've slowly started to move a few of their lab members over to start collaborating and working on a new developing project they had been discussing. He plans to finally hire himself a lab manager who can help oversee his labs and help him run the day-to-day operations while he focuses on his classes and running things behind the scenes.
San seems way happier, and you couldn't ask for more. He's definitely busier [as if he wasn't already], but he never fails to make time for you. Regardless of how exhausted he may be.
San is unwavering.
After San reheats the food, he sets everything down onto your coffee table, along with your chopsticks and a can of your favorited sweet tea [as of recently]. You plop next to your man after the cookies finish baking, setting them on a small heart-shaped plate alongside of the food. You put on the show you two had been indulging in, a show inspired by the theme of Clue and a case of 'whodunnit.' You love the show, but you mainly love watching San get worked up over his own theories.
"So, I heard." You poke at your rice and sesame chicken before scooping up a small amount with your chopsticks.
"What?" He looks at you before returning his attention to your TV, chopsticks almost missing his mouth while he furrows his brow at the scene.
"I heard Yunho and Iseul separated." San chuckles a bit.
"Oh, that. Yeah." San continues to eat, unbothered. Part of him is always going to wish them well and hope for the best regardless, because he's not the type of person to wish any negativity even on his worst enemy. But, he can't say he's not glad to finally see the karma come back around. All in time, he supposes. "I learned about the separation through Chris."
"Hm." You hum. "Yunho must have probably come to his senses."
"Maybe."
"Would you.. ever become friends with Yunho again?" San pauses before he shakes his head.
"Nah. We just weren't meant to be in each other's lives and I've accepted it. Hope he's good, though." You softly smile at him before laying your head on his shoulder before eating some more. "Did you hear about the other bit with Iseul?" He continues to eat, eyes trained on your TV screen.
"I just heard her papers were under investigation, but I don't know the details. Jiung and them didn't know either."
"The panel is investigating her and her lab because they're claiming there was falsified data in her some of her papers. They don't think she had anything to do with it directly, but she's still being scrutinized for not catching it and for not overseeing her lab members who worked on the project properly."
"Really?" You look at him with wide-eyes. "Did you.. ever get wind of that or get a feeling about it?" He shrugs.
"Not really, I honestly didn't think she'd ever be in this predicament. I've read her papers and have seen the work her lab members do."
"Hm. Do you think she didn't know anything about it at all?"
"To tell you honestly, I'm not sure."
"Well. Guess you really don't know someone like you think you do."
"Yeah." Is all San says before he gives you a small smile and presses a kiss to your forehead. "I know you, though."
"Do you?" You tease and he taps the tip of your nose.
"Better than I know myself, I'd like to think."
"Yeah." You giggle, kissing his lips sweetly. "So, tomorrow." You set your things down onto the coffee table, prompting San to stand and gather all the dishes to wash in the sink.
"Tomorrow, yes." He chuckles. "What time is your mom coming?"
"She said not too early because she wants to sleep in." San laughs louder.
"Felt that for sure. Excited to spend the day with two beautiful ladies, though."
"My mom is excited, too. We finally have a man to drive us around." You tease jokingly and he snorts.
"At your service, indeed." San wipes his hands dry after setting the dishes onto your drying rack. He indulges in the fresh cookies you made, plopping himself back down next to you with an arm draped over the back of the couch. You cuddle up against him, laughing as you continue to watch your show together without any major distractions for the first time that night. Well, until—
"Baby." San cuts in after a moment of silence that falls between the two of you mid-episode.
"Hm?" You hum, your arm wrapped around him while you rest your head on his shoulder.
"You should really take your weekends off like this. Don't burn yourself out, especially since you do so much heavy lifting in the lab and hospital." San's fingers gently rub at your arm.
"Says you, huh?"
"Nah uh, you don't get to do that." He pinches your side, making you giggle and squeal. "Don't be like me. If there's anything I truly want and value, it's to make us different than the past. I want us to work together and be on the same page no matter what."
"I know, Sannie. I want that for us, too."
"You know you can always come to me if anything's wrong or if you aren't feeling your best. I'll always do what I can to work it out and make you feel better." He taps your nose. "I'm here to take care of you, but I also want you to take care and make sure you aren't overworking yourself."
"I think I'm doing pretty good with setting up boundaries for myself. But, that goes for you, too. I know it's been hectic getting the new lab space ready." He shrugs a bit.
"Hasn't been too bad having Namjoon and Jongho there. I appreciate their help a lot."
"That's good. I'm glad. I'm glad you always have Jongho and them to lean on." He nods before looking back down at you with a small smirk.
"Have I told you how proud I am of you?"
"A few times, but I could use the reminder." You match his energy, crawling onto his lap. He looks up at you with the sun, the moon, the universe, in his eyes, his arms wrapped lazily around your waist.
"I'd be happy to give you another reminder." He sits up to hold you flush against his body, lips grazing your neck to litter feathery kisses across the surface. "Maybe.. one that I could show you instead?"
"Oh yeah?" You giggle, squealing when San suddenly lifts you up into his arms and wraps your legs around him— carrying you to the room in your one bedroom apartment. The show is a long lost thought in the background; San gently dropping you onto your mattress. He removes his shirt from his body, tossing it to the floor with yours.
Until you're both bare.
He kisses you heavily, messily, until he fixes his position on the bed and rests his head against your pillows. He brings you towards him, gently having you sit on is face while you work away at his cock. He laps away while you throat him deeply, loud moans vibrating against the other while you continue your motions.
That 69, all that face time.
And right before you're about to tip over the edge, San snatches your orgasm away from you, pushing you down— ass raised high for him while he's got your cheek pressed to the mattress. He fucks you into oblivion, pistoling his hips into you at a rough, harsh pace; San damn near drooling over the red marks he's leaving on your ass. He pounds into you, earning the repeated moans and calls of his name until your body feels like it'll go limp any minute.
White noise.
Static.
The orgasm rippling through your entire body as San continues to chase his own high. He praises you the entire time, his deep moans, growls, echoing in the room. Your legs feel like jello, and your body is still dealing with the post-orgasm aftershocks, but you're too far gone to care. Too deep into San, too deep into your love for this man. He finally reaches his end, releasing his seed into you, letting it drip down your pussy when he pulls out and disconnects himself from you— tip of his cock messily spreading the stragglers along your ass unintentionally.
San presses a hot trail of kisses up your spine before holding you close and turning you over— brushing the hair away from your face as he stares deep into your eyes, examines every bit of your beauty. He's not done with you yet, no. As a matter of fact, he dips forward to kiss you slowly, deeply. Hands roaming across your body, pinching and teasing at your nipples.
Leaving hickeys on your breasts because only he can see his own artwork.
Then, he goes again, and again. Fucking you with your head damn near hung over the edge of the bed, pounding into you against the shower wall.
Pushing you to your climax for another two times that night.
Because you're his good girl, and he's so damn proud of you.

Your phone starts blaring on the nightstand, causing you to jolt awake— an eye still shut as you lean over to answer the call from your mom.
"Hey mom?"
"Hey lovey! I'm gonna be there in about 30 minutes. Sorry, I figured I'd come earlier, hope that's okay. Couldn't sleep in as much as I wanted to." You suddenly feel more awake than earlier, immediately throwing your legs over the edge of the bed while San's hand lazily falls onto the mattress.
"Yeah, of course. We'll be ready for you."
"Sounds good! Excited to see you two." Your mom says cheerfully before ending the call. You let out a breath as you set your phone down, gently nudging San awake. "Sannie."
"Hm." He hums sleepily, not moving from his position in the bed. You quietly laugh to yourself seeing his bed hair and red cheeks, hand roaming the mattress to find any sign of you nearby.
"San, get up. Mom is on her way."
"I'm so tired." He groans and whines. "Wore me the fuck out last night."
"Choi San!" You scold him as you hurriedly grab his shirt from the floor and slipping it on, rushing to the bathroom to quickly wash up and get ready before your mom comes knocking.
"What?" He sits up groggily, running his hand down his face, the sheets still covering his bare torso. "It's the truth."
"She's gonna be here any minute." You blabber while brushing your teeth. "Please put on some clothes." San chuckles and dips forward to grab his boxer briefs from the floor— the result of you two choosing to sleep bare that previous evening.
"Okay, okay." He slips into his boxers and walks over to the bathroom to join you in getting ready for the day. You throw on a denim mini skirt and a long sleeve button-up top with knee-high boots. San dresses in slacks and a short-sleeve button up, his hair softly framing his face. Just as he messily ruffles his hair and sprays on a bit of his favorite cologne, your mom knocks on the front door. You happily swing the door open and squeal at the same time your mom does, engaging in a tight, comforting bear hug.
"My hunbun, how's it going? I know it's been awhile since your schedule has been so busy." Your mom cups your cheeks and pulls you in for another big hug. San comes out of your room, smiling at the moment you're having with her. Your mom smiles at him just as she pulls away, making her way over to him with arms wide open. "San!"
"Hey mom." He says, wrapping his arms around her tightly.
"So handsome, my god." Your mom mutters while pulling away, making you and San laugh. She quickly shoves a bag full of food she cooked into your fridge, telling you to share with San so it doesn't go to waste. Your mom knew your schedule had been crazy— from your class schedule, to working in the lab and in the hospital for the clinical study. She worried about you more often than not, even texting San to make sure you were getting enough rest in between.
Hence, all his reminders.
"Not even." San blushes. "Anyway, you two beautiful ladies ready to head out?" You and your mom nod, grabbing your purse from the counter before heading out of your apartment.
You and your mom link arms as San is leading the way to his car. He opens the passenger and back door for you and your mom, making sure the both of you are comfortable before driving off to the first destination.
Today was meant to be a day to spend good time with your mom and San, being that all three of you finally aligned on schedules. Your mom kept hinting that she wanted to head to the outdoor outlet about 30 minutes away from your apartment before indulging in a deep tissue massage, then an early birthday dinner celebration for your mom.
During the car ride over, your mom asks San for updates and how things are going with his lab and the new lab space. You love the way they both easily converse with each other, making it ten times more comfortable for you [and less work of carrying conversation]. They tease and joke around with each other, making you laugh in between.
You're grateful they were able to build a good relationship over time, just like you and San's mom. San's dad is still slightly closed off and keeps his distance, but you weren't gonna force it if he wanted to keep it that way.
—FLASHBACK
"Where is she, where is she, where is she!" San's mom repeats as she races out the front door and to the car. You laugh as she approaches the window, San barely putting the car in park. You step out and immediately embrace her in a hug while she quickly waves at San and forgets about her son all together.
"Hi to you, too." San laughs as he digs his hands into his pockets, watching as you two head into the house. He shuts the door close and steps out of his shoes, his mom pouring the melon juice she made into cups. She rushes over to the dining table to hand you a big bag, and San already knows she bought you a few things from his parents' trip to Paris. She takes out the items to go through them one by one, the both of you completely oblivious to San standing nearby. He sees his dad come out from his study and into the hallway towards the kitchen, eyes peering over his glasses.
"San." His father says, looking back down at the tablet in his hands. He sees the two of you laughing and drinking the melon juice.
"Look who's here! Y/N came by with San."
"Hi Mr. Choi." You can openly call San's mother 'mom,' but you hadn't built that relationship with his father and you weren't sure you ever would.
"Hi Y/N." He says. Politely, but he doesn't give you much attention after that, asking San's mom about their upcoming schedule. San comes from behind you, gently rubbing at your lower back, placing a kiss to your temple as a way to reassure you.
"I'm sorry, love. He always bothers me at the wrong time." San's mom playfully rolls her eyes. "So you two, tell me what's new. Especially you, dear." She brushes your hair back. "How's the clinical study going?"
—END
When the three of you arrive at the outlet, San is able to find a parking spot nearby. The outlet has a couple of stores both you and your mom are excited to hit, leaving San to trail behind— happily watching as you two move from store to store, piling on bags and bags. Eventually, he takes over and holds both of your bags, letting you guys freely enjoy yourselves as you continue to shop and enjoy each other's company. Amidst all the shopping excitement, you, San and your mom sit down for some iced drinks and pretzel dogs; snacking away for a bout of energy to walk through the last half of the outlet before heading to the massage appointment.
At the end of the shopping trip, you and San go halfsies on buying your mom a cute Louie Vuitton bag she had been eyeing. She almost cries when she comes back from the bathroom, watching the staff pack it up nicely and wrap it up in a big bow to top it off. She continued to urge you two to return it, but you brushed it off and pretended to not hear her.
Your mom deserved every bit of today, and you were glad you and San could deliver. She, too, had been working so hard, pulling in overtime just to keep herself busy and on her feet. She deserved to be spoiled.
The spa is only 15 minutes away and not busy when you arrive. The three of you are taken inside to separate rooms, stripped down to robes and asked to get comfortable. You didn't realize just how much you needed the massage until it finally takes its course, your eyes shutting contently and in peace.
You were definitely close to falling asleep a few times, might have actually dozed off once.
After the 60 minute deep tissue massage, you feel like a brand new person. You feel more light on your feet, less tense and tight around certain pain points. San pulls you in for a sweet kiss when you reunite, your mom teasing the both of you for being 'too cute for words.'
For dinner, San made reservations at a fancy restaurant right near the coastside, making sure to put in a good word for your mom's birthday when he called. It's a very busy Italian restaurant— big in size, staff running from end to end while chefs are calling out orders in the back. There's a ton of chatter going on from table to table, booth to booth. The host brings you to a booth right near the window, giving you a good view of the sun setting below the horizon, ocean waves crashing against the shore at a distance.
"This is beautiful, San." He smiles.
"You like?"
"I love." Your mom says in awe, staring out the window.
"All on me."
"But, you covered the massage. And my purse, god my purse?!"
"And I'll cover dinner." He chuckles. "It's your birthday. I wanna treat you, okay?" You laugh.
"He does have a point, ma. Today was a birthday celebration for you." The host comes back with two roses, handing it to both you and your mom in tiny vases.
"Roses for you ladies." The host says, doing a curt bow.
"This comes with it, too?"
"Course. And another surprise later."
"Uh oh, we get a birthday song and cake!" San laughs and shushes you.
"Baby." He mumbles under his breath and gently pinches your side, making you laugh loudly as you skim the menu.
"Thank you, love." You respond.
"Of course. Any appetizers you wanna start off with?"
"The calamari sounds good."
"And the spinach artichoke dip with chips." San nods.
"Solid choices. I agree." The three of you order some non-alcoholic drinks before giving the waiter your order for appetizers and the main courses. It doesn't take long for the appetizers and drinks to arrive, keeping you busy until the main entrees arrive. You, San and your mom talk a little bit about your time in Professor Qi's lab and how you seem to be doing better about balancing your workload. They listen as you explain what next steps are, what directions you're hoping to take with your projects in the future.
Well, at least, you feel more positive about implementing changes to your routine so that you aren't overworking yourself or burning out quickly.
"I'll be right back, I need to go to the bathroom." San nods and gives your thigh a squeeze before scooting out of the booth to let you go.
"I think it's all the way towards the back." He says. You nod and he continues to stand, watching until he feels confident you're headed in the right direction. You scurry off to the bathroom towards the back of the dark, dimly lit restaurant, leaving San to entertain your mom while you're away momentarily. But you don't worry at all, especially when they don't even seem to mind you being gone; too deep into their own conversation about you, your relationship. Seemed to be the perfect moment, anyway.
"I'm glad she's finding a little bit more of a balance with her schedule now, San." He nods and smiles toothlessly.
"I am, too. I'll keep reminding her. Don't worry." She nods and laughs a bit.
"I'm just worried about her, as always. I know it took her a lot to get into grad school and where she is today. She struggled for awhile and finally felt like she was in a good place, like she had purpose. I know all she wants to do is work hard and push through, but I don't want her to get sick or hurt herself. I don't want anything to happen to her, and I especially don't want all of this to be taken away from her in any fashion."
"It won't. She's amazing at what she does, and she's passionate about it. It doesn't take much to see that. But, I think she knows her boundaries well. She knows when she can and can't push herself, or when she shouldn't. She'll find her rhythm over time and it'll be better." Your mom sips on her water and slowly nods.
"You take good care of her. I can tell you genuinely care about my daughter."
"I do. I love her. I really love her. Deeply." He pauses before fiddling with the edge of the napkin. He feels his nerves growing, and he's trying his best to push it away. "A-And if it's not too much to consider now, I'd like to get your permission and blessing to care for her and take care of her, especially after she graduates."
"Y-You're asking now?" Your mom asks in slight disbelief, even though she's mostly in shock because San is asking now. It's not that she doesn't believe him, or doesn't think he'd keep his word. It's the fact that he's even doing it in the first place so early on.
"I, yeah." San chuckles. "I'm sorry, mom. I don't mean to scare you, but I'm certain about her." San sips on his drink. "I don't necessarily hop from one relationship to another. I'm not that kind of guy. And I know you might've heard a bit about my last marriage, but I can assure you—"
"I know, San. I know." Your mom puts her hand on his arm and gives it a reassuring squeeze. "Y/N told me all about it. I hope you don't mind. She told me everything about Iseul and Yunho. Those unbelievable bastards."
"Oh— yeah. Right." San laughs with your mom before they sit in silence for a bit.
"I'd love for you to take care of my daughter and be there by her side." Your mom breaks the silence with her sweet statement. "You've been a good support system for her and I can't thank you enough for being there. For remaining by her side despite the hard circumstances."
"Always. I'll always be there. She's my priority."
"And I know you mean it." Your mom looks at him and reaches over the table to gently squeeze his hand. Because for the first time, she sees the real, genuine definition of love, support, safety and comfort— all wrapped up in one person.
San.
And you just so happened to be his end goal.

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No clue if you're even open to receiving this since your inbox also has spirals but I thought I would send it just because it does make some decent points. Hope you have a lovely day!
Q. I don't understand why you all get so annoyed about people being anxious or nervous? It's normal. It's reasonable to spiral when we get news we don't like. We wanted Eddie movement and we now know there isn't any in this episode. We're allowed to be annoyed by that.
A. You've seen the episode? You've watched the episode in its entirety and saw nothing happen with Eddie whatsoever? Because unless the answer to both of those questions is yes, then you know absolutely nothing about this episode. And if your definition of movement is him coming out, telling off his parents, and confessing his love for Buck all within one episode, that's your problem, because that was never going to happen in one episode. Let alone the first episode of the Texas arc. I am truly baffled as to why this is something that is so hard for you all to understand. Any kind of movement on the Eddie and Christopher storyline is Eddie movement. Period. Because he cannot move forward without resolving things with Christopher. That is the main priority right now. Eddie has to deal with Christopher and his parents. The Buck stuff will simmer underneath those other plotlines for now. That's what the phone calls and FaceTime calls are for. This is not complicated story telling, people. They are being very intentional plot wise right now and as a result they are following a very basic story pattern.
The leak I got for last week's episode, and I cannot speak for anyone else, but what I received was one line.
Buck and Tommy hook up in Eddie's house.
That's it. That's all I got. Leaks provide no context whatsoever. The leak sounds not great. The context the actual scene provided though was amazing and changed what the leak implied all together. Yes, they hooked up, but that hookup had nothing to do with Tommy whatsoever. Do you understand that? Leaks are meaningless without the context. And I'm sorry but if it was a big leak, a super important leak they probably wouldn't have given it to literally hundreds of different people. Everyone had that freaking leak. She wanted as many people aware of it as possible. And it was a meaningless leak in the end. She leaked what she knew would cause problems. End of story. Which probably also indicates that she's not actually seeing the episodes early either, she's just getting a list of random events from the episode. And without the context of those events, what she's receiving and what she's sharing are meaningless. It is the first episode of the Texas arc. It's the first of the Eddie focus. It is long overdue and they have a shit ton to cover. If you are not capable of being patient and letting them tell the actual story that's your problem. Stop trying to make it mine and everyone else's problem. Because I'm having a blast. Look at the way Eddie is dressed in those stills. Does that look like Eddie to you? Clearly stuff is happening. And I'm sorry but if he's really selling the truck then that's major movement because that's the equivalent of Buck getting rid of his loft. There's clearly movement and things happening. Perhaps you should not listen to people who openly hate Eddie talk about Eddie. Because they have no actual interest in the Truth of anything. They only care about their one sided beef with a fictional character because he's not the plot device they decided to worship at the altar of.
Thank you Nonny! I'm actually good with this one, because Ali does make a few really good points. I agree.
The thing is that the dooming always starts because someone figured out one single fact about the coming episode. It's just one random thing. Like 'Buck hooks up with T in episode 11'. And then people will start speculating about this. They'll see some takes from the other side and run with them. Why? I do not know. 🤷♀️
It's important to keep using your common sense and critical thinking skills. For example: 'If Buck does hook up with T, why would he do that? How does it fit in the narrative we have so far? Because it's very clear from earlier episodes that Buddie is in the works. So why would this happen now?' Then you automatically come to some possible reasons of why this would happen.
I assure you that they'll be more accurate than whatever the Tommies are speculationg about. 🙄 In fact, episode 8x11 proved us right. Did they hook up? Yes. Was it a positive BT scene? No. Was it good for Buddie? HELL YES! 🤗
So let's also use that common sense and those critical thinking skills for 8x12. Eddie is back in El Paso. He won't be happy. He's cut off from his support system (aka Buck and the 118) by distance. He's probably going to have a hard time reconnecting with Chris. His parents might try to sabotage his attempts to reconnect with Chris. He is broke and can't find a job.
But we do know from Oliver, Ryan and Tim that Buck will keep in touch with him through FaceTime, so he will at least have that. If we do get to see one or two of those calls, we have to wonder what they're about and what the tone of their conversations will be.
So we know all of this. This is a wealth of knowledge. So who cares about some leak that might or might not be true? Let's stick with what we know and go from there without spinning out about it. 🤷♀️
I for one am thoroughly enjoying the Buddie arc as it progresses. Every single episode from 8b has been a banger so far. Let's just see what 12 brings us. It's an Eddie and Maddie episode. It can't miss. 😋
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hello! biologist here :] I love cybugs a lot, and wanted to say your taxonomy is pretty good. It can be an absolute pain to tackle for speculative projects and you are applying it to tiny vehicle people. My heart goes out to you
I'm no entomologist but there are a few terms that might help with cybug classification. Subspecies usually applies to somewhat minor differences in a species that typically don't live in the same area, where the subspecies interbreeding creates offspring with a mix of both parent's traits. For the seekers though there's also such a thing as morphs and breeds. Morphs of the same species can appear very different physically from the wildtype (like glaucus tiger swallowtails) and offspring will either have the morph of their parents or present wildtype. Breeds on the other hand are a lot like subspecies but imply human selection. They can interbreed and the result could be either like a morph or a subspecies depending on the genes involved.
(didn't expect to be sending an ask about breeding seekers on a Friday morning, but here we are)
As for Jeetle a better word than subspecies would probably be caste/sub-caste. A queen/worker/drone is a caste, while differences between workers is called a subcaste. If a colony needs more protectors -> chemical signals or special foods can alter grub development. (Though, if there is no physical change only a behavioral one, it might not even be considered a subcaste, it might just be a Job. Like honey bees have.)
And usually with mimics, the better of a mimic they are the less likely theyre a subspecies and the more likely they're their own species. That's never a certainty though and bug genetics are weird. Heck, a mimic could even end up being just a morph. It happens in butterflies (like with the dark swallowtails)
Sorry for the word wall 🙏 Hope you're having a great day and thank you for bug

*nods and takes notes* !!!!!
I LOVE THE WALL OF TEXT :DD thank you so much for your input as a biologist, its very fun learning things <3333
Also, image comparison of the mentioned tiger swallowtails and the different morphs for others who are interested:
(source // A is a male with standard colouration, B is a female with the darker morph [a mimic!], and C is a female with the yellow [non mimicking] morph!)
I've mentioned elsewhere that I've been using "subspecies" as more of an easily understood shorthand (essentially just. [subcategory of "species"/larger grouping that can interbreed*] ...as such, the somewhat inaccurate usage at times. i try not to think too hard about it >>) which is why after getting that ask I was like. huh. I wonder what the actual taxonomy would look like... and now I'm here :^]
*as far as I'm aware, animals of the same genera can also interbreed but their resulting offspring are considered hybrids and/or tend to run into issues with being infertile? idk, i know a more abt breeding plants LMAO. plant hybridization is pretty common!
but yes!! onwards! taxonomy chatter under the cut.
For Readability purposes there are headers.
SEEKERS
👀!! Seekers having different morphs and breeds...
There's been mention of Thundercracker being a domesticated Seeker cybug (i agree!!) so that's interesting to think about that in context of breeds having a human influence... Seekers like TC are bred to be bigger and more easy to handle, with focus on large, pretty wings and bright colours...
I did consider the fact that one of the criteria for subspecies is that they are geographically distinct (e.g. the Bengal tiger vs the Siberian tiger) and when I was making my taxonomy chart I was actually debating shifting Seekers category-wise (either up to genus, or down to subspecies) which also got me thinking about breeds when writing that other post (as such, the debate of shifting Seeker to subspecies**) but forgot to mention it because researching the differences between how species/subspecies/breeds are defined was making my head spin and I gave up on taxonomy GDKFBSK,,
(**Like domestic dogs and cats!! I think they're currently taxonomically defined as their own subspecies (?) but some people still argue that they are their own species...? taxonomy </3)
As for Starscream and Skywarp, I was thinking that Skywarp is uh. very very far from his typical environment (whereas Starscream is native to this region), which is why I was considering whether or not subspecies would be actually applicable here... buuuut also there's inherently something very funny to me thinking about Skywarp being the "goth" morph thskfhfkfndb,,,
I'm still not entirely sure where they actually would fit in taxonomically, but thinking of the variation in Seekers like how different breeds of dog exist is the most accurate :] (although without specifically a human influence in many cases. While Starscream and Skywarp may seem feral, that implies previous domestication��� *i am forcibly shunted into the next section*)
PROWL / PEETLE
OOOH... caste/subcaste is the word I was looking for for sure!! In Prowl's case there are physical differences, but just not as obviously dramatic as solider ants :D! Enforcers tend to have different colour schemes (black and white, with blue and/or red highlights) as well as the addition of sirens and lights. I also think they'd have thicker armour and sharper chevrons!
AND YESS... chemical signals/differing food alters grub development!!!! I also hinted at that in my notes here!!

Colonies will increase the amount of Enforcers if under strain (much like many irl ant colonies do) >:3c
Playing with specbio in terms of funny little bug robots that also. turn into vehicles allows for some leeway in terms of realism (for. obvious reasons) but I like rooting some aspects in reality where I can :D! (also presumably obvious, considering I tried to work out potential taxonomy largely unprompted)
(SLIGHT SPOILER FOR UPCOMING STUFF, skip next paragraph if you don't want to know)
That being said, I don't think that the process (of defining caste within a colony) can be stopped once it's started in irl cases, buuuut imo that's why The Grub will look so similar to Prowl colour-wise once they pupate :] They were originally going to be an Enforcer (caused by colony under stress) but since they got taken in by J+P they got a little mixed up and don't end up as an Enforcer, despite looking the part (Monochrome sorta colours, but no sirens/lights)
SPOILERS OVER
JAZZ / JEETLE
I waffled over where to put Mimics the most LMAO. I also considered categorising them under being their own species, but ended up sticking with subspecies at the time because I imagine that they can interbreed with others of their frametype.
HOWEVER now you've brought up morphs... that probably fits what's going on with Jazz the most! Maybe? He's meant to be mimicking the general look of an Enforcer just at a glance. I imagine he's got the ability to mimic their sirens as well, but that's probably more of an overall species thing where they can mimic sounds (like some birds can).
anyhow. TAXONOMY. YAY. im not going to remake my diagram (... yet) but thank you so much for your input and discussion <33!!
#velwy.txt#cybug extras#inbox#cybugs#cyliph#smth smth. we should all be breeding seekers on a friday morning- *shot*#also i'll take “pretty good” ahfkfbdk a high honor... (/genuine)#i love specbio but i do not know enough abt it to actually Get Into it deeply LMAO#i apparently know more animal fscts than the avg person but not enough to be able to discuss biology on a deeper level than “this is cool!”
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Thank you!

General:
Name: Amber Starling Alias: Em (Jean when they were friends), Starling (Jean after their fallout), Stalker (as informant). Gender: Cis Woman. Age: Depends on the verse. To be honest, I don't really think about numbers in bio. xD That includes weight, height, etc. Spoken Language: English. In some verces russian (haven't decided that yet). Sexual orientation: Demi-Besixual and Demi-biromantic. Occupation: A highly in-demand information broker nicknamed Stalker. Crimes Records Specialist at GCPD.
Favorite:
Color: Orange/Ginger, green, blue. Entertainment: Fandoms activity. Selfshipping… sometimes obsessing over "interesting people"… before stalking them. Pastime: Watching media. Reading books, often psychology books and books about lies and manipulation.Gathering info on those she likes. Food: She keeps her diet strict and gets very nervous when she falls from her course. Drink: Milk, water, wine, pineapple juice.
Have They…
Passed University: In some verses. Often she has fake documents that she did. Had Sex: No. But she masturbates and has toys. Had Sex in Public: No Gotten Tattoos: No Gotten Piercings: No Gotten Scarred: In some verses. For example, in Zero Year!Verse she got a scar during Riddler's reign because she was a beginner at her game, and the city was a pretty wild place at that time. Had a Broken Heart: In a way — not romantically, but her broken friendship with Jean affected her a lot, also making her believe that she is naturally evil.
Are They…
A cuddler: Sometimes against cuddles completely, sometimes can't get enough of them. Scared Easily: Not anymore. Jealous Easily: No and YES. She doesn't get jealous over other people simply existing around her special one and playing significant roles in their lives, but if they try to take "her place," that's when the mad yandere comes out to "clean up." Disrespecting "her claim" is the right way to make her commit crimes. Trustworthy: Nope. She cleansed herself from all kinds of shame, but she does have standards. She also does her "work" honestly - for reputation reasons.
Family:
Siblings: None. Parents: She grew up in an orphanage. Some families adopted her, but ultimately she was returned. The first family went broke after they got scammed by their bank after it was robbed. Second was very strict with raising her to their perfect image—that's how she got anxiety and perfectionism. However, her stepfather started to go inappropriate with her. That time she met her classmate Jean (in the new school she was transferred to since adoption), so she started to avoid her dad like Jean avoided his home because she didn't want to go back to the orphanage and be separated from her one true friend. At that time she started to go more and more twisted, blackmailing her stepmom with what she knew about her stepdad when Mom demanded that she end her friendship with Jean. When friendship fell out, she reported her stepdad to the police and was returned to the orphanage in the end. Then she was adopted by a very mentally ill man named Seymour. He taught her self-defense, and they actually loved each other, but he was cut off from his medications and lost his job eventually. Later in a psychotic episode, he tried to kill her "to save her from this broken world," which resulted in her stabbing him in self-defense. After that, she was once again returned and gave up on stepfamilies. And then she met one of the orphanage's benefactors and decided to get his attention to gain his favor. In the end he was like a father figure to her, teaching her things and giving a start to her informant "career." I know my writing here is messy, but I'm trying to convey it as shortly as I can. xD Children: In some verses, she has a son named Seymour. Pets: None. She likes them, but doesen't have time for them and too paranoid to belive they won't be used against her.
@stargazingdustbunny @wandamayday ;)
Oc tag game!
I was tagged by both @scandistar and @optimisticgrey and couldn't not fill it with Glass! So, here's my girl.
Tagging @vspin @loony-lupus @monsterlimbs @drownedrow @queen-belial @abysskinn @corpsesticks @cymbelines-flame @citruskushh @rinwellisathing next. Without pressure!
General:
Name: Saorsie Vellard Glassred Alias: Glass by her family, Red by Gortash and party, Gender: Cis Woman Age: 37-40, she doesn't remember exact number Spoken Language: Common, Infernal Sexual orientation: Pansexual and gortromantic Occupation: Former bhaalist leader, then adventurer, lately - Lady in Baldur's Gate
Favorite:
Color: Gold, red and black Entertainment: Hanging out on streets. Usually alone, sometimes with Gortash or Gale Pastime: Cooking. She is actually good at it, but it's usually unnoticeable, because she likes raw more Food: Yes Drink: Anything that can burn - she can drink it
Have They...
Passed University: Not actually. She is educated, but once she killed her family, Glass stopped learning new things beside what she needs in life Had Sex: Easier to say who wasn't in her bed Had Sex in Public: It was part of some "rituals" Bhaal demanded. Do other cultists count as public? Gotten Tattoos: All over her body Gotten Piercings: Earrings Gotten Scarred: I can't show it on her model in-game, but she actually has a lot of scars. The most important - traces of Slayer's claws (it was Bhaal in slayer form) on her ribs, autopsy scar on her chest and stomach and three scars with Gortash's surname: on her arm (real one), thigh and stomach. +Prosthetic arm, but it's not exactly a scar Had a Broken Heart: For that she need have a heart first,
Are They...
A cuddler: Not at all Scared Easily: If it's not about motherhood - no. She reacts with blank face even on her death. But if it is - 100% yes, she would go mad immediately Jealous Easily: It's hard to make her jealous. Glassred treats physical contact as a mere need, just as she needs food and sleep (through, she almost doesn't sleep, lol), so she would be completely fine with her partner sleeping with others. But should they decide to have real polyamorous relationship, she would become very angry and bitter Trustworthy: You don't want to trust her. Really, you don't
Family:
Siblings: ...how many children did Bhaal have? Well, this number Parents: Not mention her Father and her first adoptive family (they were too kind for their own good), the most important parent figure in her life was her second adoptive mother, Deidre Vellard. That woman took Glassred to her house in Upper City and raised her as her own daughter. Main problem was that Deidre was very stoic and closed woman, who tried to give her daughter better life, but did this through violent punishments and sometimes owners treat their dogs with more spoiling and care that Deire did with Glassred. But in the end Glassred became well-trained and educated girl and she even regretted a bit about killing her mother. That woman deserved respect Children: No. No. No. Glassred fears pregnancy and childbirth almost to the point of hysteria and the idea of becoming a mother can drive her to nausea. Pets: None.
I admit it, she's a walking disaster and enjoys that
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i'm talking about in relation to your own posts!
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the 'smattering' of blood poll option for Teresa?

Kill, girl, kill!
#em draws stuff#em is posting about sharpe#sharpe#teresa moreno#problem: the sketch for this one was really cool but I don't actually know if I like the final result on this#been watching a lot of drawfee lately (only thing I have the time / brain for) and coveting jacob's grunky markery brushes#autodesk doesn't Have brushes like that so I tried my best to hack an existing one into what I Wanted it to be#and it looks interesting but I don't know if I Like it. also could be a 'staring at this for six hours' problem#I definitely don't like it as much as the ones from last year I did with my usual brush and also this was so hard and for what.#but. what the hell ever I Post It. also teresa is very hard to draw due to being the world's most beautiful woman of all time.#blood as an accessory series#<- here you can look at the rest of them. decide what you think about it.#also I'm still taking prompts for these so...
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Gonna say it again, "Just stop consuming the genre" is THE WORST POSSIBLE RESPONSE to someone complaining about the lack of representation in their preferred genre!! And "Consume other stuff too" is not much better!!! I don't care how much you think varying media consumption is a Good and Holy lifestyle, not everyone wants to do that! There is no obligation to do that and there should not be! Because it's fucking entertainment. It's not a college major.
And! And and and. I would be remiss to not point out that when you tell someone, "If you want well written (minority) just get out of (genre fandom)" you are, regardless of your motivations, rhetorically aligning yourself with the exact same bigots who just want the pro-representation crowd to shut up and go away.
#I don't know how people can say “shonen is written for teen boys so obviously you're the idiot for wanting good rep from it”#as if teen boys don't also deserve stories with well-written diverse casts??#as if the poor reactions they often have to diversity are just inherent to their boyish nature and not a result of a widespread lack of rep#as if diverse casts in popular media aren't A PROVEN WAY to reduce implicit biases against groups of people on a very large scale#you people are dogs. how can you unironically say “this genre was made for teen boys so everyone else should stfu and gtfo”#and not immediately see that you've just aligned yourself with the actually bad people in the fandom#these stances also perfectly miss the point of “I love this genre and want to see a flaw in it corrected” because they are overwhelmingly..#...written by people who do not love the genre in question and are not interested in loving the genre#like yeah ultimately I understand that most of these posts don't give a true shit about helping people find rep in media#their main purpose 99% of the time is to publicly gloat about their supposedly superior media fixations#It's a real autism on autism violence (internet style) so I find it contemptible in a way that pulls all the muscles of my face downwards#“haw haw read another book (the ones I incidentally find engaging) and stop reading your dumb idiot books (the ones you find engaging)”#you can actually shut up tho that's the thing#you can just not say anything and make the world a better place Luigi Marioparty style#it's a wonderful strategy to use#if you've read through all these tags then 1. I thank you and 2. I have a little request if you're willing to give me more thought & time:#try to pay close attention the next few times you're talking about broad media fandoms which you aren't a part of#watch those little twinges in your chest and ask yourself#“is what I'm saying true? do I actually know enough to say that? what is the point of what I'm saying here? what do I want these ppl to do?#I think we all get caught up in Media Gloating sometimes#if you find that your thoughtless comments become concerning after you put thought into them#maybe it's time to not make them#or to even (as a totally random example) make a post arguing AGAINST those comments#because guess what? your bad take there was probably not yours alone; I'd wager 1000 other similar people have made similar takes#but they're not all gonna reflect on that unprompted; that's where you can come in#shonen#lgbtq representation#female representation#representation in media#queer representation
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Lmao, I feel ya. I ramble abt Chrono Stone issues a lot, too. For me it's still in the top 3, because I love GO with my entire heart, but CS is definitely on a thin ice, and half of my affection for it comes from my own rewrite of it (shameless promo). It really pains me, though, because the concept is amazing, just the execution that leaves A LOT to be desired.
I'm pretty sure I've said something similar - found it, here! Yeah, CS suffers greatly from just having too much ground to cover, as a result not having enough time to not only have characters be, yknow, friends, but also to even cover what it wants well. There are exceptions, sure, but it's extremely felt. I won't repeat myself here, tho. What I can say is that Chrono Stone is aggressively plot-driven, to the point of neglecting its characters unless it's their time to miximax.
Yeaa. I think GO is for the most part fine, tbh, but CS is a tragedy, and Galaxy is only marginally better. Much as I love it. There's a lot of stuff, even characters, that aren't given anywhere near as much attention as they needed. Idk, potentially a spoiler but Minaho is such an underused character I'm still salty. He (alongside Tsurugi) was the first to notice Matatgi's Dark-trademark side, it could've been such an interesting dynamic between the two, half of the characters don't interact with each other, Shindou's literal only real connection, excluding Raimon), is Ibuki... And don't get me started on how Faram Orbius is handled or Ozrock plot in general. I have A LOT to criticize it for.
Also, 100% agreed. It's actually something I recall myself talking with people before - how Fei's only bonds (in Raimon) are Tenma and Kinako (more bc he's literally her son than because they're close or anything - speaking of which, what I NEEDED was for Kinako to become friends with Fei, and actually, yknow, put some work to get to know her kid, instead of running of info from Asurei, essentially - I wanted to see her organically grow to care about him).
It pales especially when compared to Fubuki. Both are their series' 2nd season's central characters, and the difference is like a night and day. Fubuki has numerous important bonds and they are all necessary for his development, Endou, Someoka, Aphrodi, Gouenji... from the top of my head. (And his interactions with their opponents are important, too). And still you feel like he's a part of the team, and not just, essentially, Tenma's friend from the future who also plays with us. Like, Fubuki mattered to everybody, and Fubuki cared about them, too - it was never something that you felt the need to question. With Fei I'd say the only person he genuinely cares about is Tenma, and even that relationship feels more like it's running on They're Similar :) than them actually being friends.
As I've said in that other post, even Shindou and Tsurugi aren't given all that much focus beyond their arcs. Sure, they get a bit more for the main trio status, but it's still very little. It's something I still recall myself noting while watching&rewatching CS. I think Tsurugi even moreso? But that's speaking from memory, I'd have to finish the rewatch to say for sure.
And yeah. Also. Fucking Torb. Like, I don't dislike him, ok? But he's a randomass late addition that doesn't get much of anything, to be honest. He's just kinda there. Kariya should've had this miximax and I'll die on this hill. Especially after he gave Kirino that chance, it kinda felt like he desevred something for it smh.
Gamma is there to be used by Zanark, which pisses me off so fucking much I just can't. Like, I genuinely feel more bad for him than I should. Bro was just trying to do his job & was soul hijacked by a random criminal or whatnot, and then yeeted out, too, for the good measure. Zanark, too, while he has some stuff going, it's just... not enough... He join Raimon on a whim, he miximaxes just like that, and anyway, cool, we spent the entire season finding all these ppl/dinosaurs to miximax, and he just... rushes it, essentially. It feels too random, too fast, kinda like the writers woke up, realized there was one person missing, and just threw Zanark there. Like, I can genuinely believe that Zanark was always meant to join, but his arc is so fragmented that it starts to feel out of nowhere.
All of this. But even aside from that, what I wished was for exploration of Shindou and Kirino's relationship, especially post-France. I don't remember, so correct me, did Shindou notice that Kirino was starting to doubt himself before they went there? Like, Kirino is very attentive to Shindou's emotional state, we've seen it, but I don't recall Shindou ever doing the same. I love him dearly, but it does feel like he takes Kirino's presence and support for granted. And, sure, you can chalk it up to Shindou's trust in Kirino being that strong, but there's trusting, and there's ignoring the emotional well-being of your best friend. Kariya was far more attentive and showed far more care for Kirino if my memory doesn't fail me.
Literally just said that, lol. But the positon was a defender, so my pick is Kariya. Like, again, I don't dislike the character or the concept, but it's undeniable that he is the most useless character there. He's more of a gag character than a character, which is something I despise.
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Are you fucking kidding me dude I'm living my best life here, I love talking and I love discussing, literally the only thing I can say is add your part in the post not in the tag you coward it's not like i did the same
still thinking about them. they're both wearing green sob
i love this scene so bad, kirino walks up to this nobleman with no fear, tells him like it is and when kinako sees it she jumps in to support him, letting him do the main talking and have his moment while she gets to taunt the guy (and use her upperclassman as a shield skshfhfkjs). her support of kirino during this arc was SO sweet. she liked jeanne too, she connected with her as well but she saw that as much as she wanted to miximax with her, it was not something she needed. but kirino did, so she selflessly decided to help him achieve that :( screaming crying throwing up
truly the duo of all time, if chrono stone bothered to give them more moments together
#i feel ya dude#i'm trying to get the Master's degree this semester#needless to say: EXHAUSTING#inazuma eleven go
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friend from work offered me a dead bird to taxidermy today bc it died in his apartment complex stairwell
#I love that I give the vibe of being of into taxidermy but I actually find it very unsettling#I did watch animal dissection videos and stuff bc I'm interested in anatomy but the final result of taxidermy is too uncanny valley inducin#lifestyle blogging
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Forever thinking about this panel
He will NOT be accepting hugs for any mundane reason and if you try he will react like he's being hunted for sport
But I am ALSO thinking about
He will give a little sympathetic pat on the back........ if you're feeling down ......
Alfonse physical affection seems to vary and is situational 👍
#fire emblem#feh#he's better than me tbh but that is exclusively bc i am so autistic about touch#like i get distrected if i'm upset and you try to give a supportive touch even something small like rubbing the back#and really the best thing to do is give me space unless if i say otherwise. and i act as if that is EVERYONE'S default#which results in: 🧍 <- he is 100% supportive and concerned and cares for your plight#still i think these panels are so interesting bc one shows a general baseline/boundary#and it's easy to extrapolate he's like that across the board. but also i think it's interesting that#he will give a little pat on the back. like i would never think to write him/portray that otherwise#when i write alfonse and touch he is very reactive. never thinking and/or daring to initiate#which i think so much about w sharena too like it's SO clear she is so physically affectionate#like that first panel is from a comic where SHE IS.#i am just. always thinking about it.#AH ACTUALLY BEFORE I END THAT THOUGHT. the fact that whole comic is about hugs/differing boundaries#and the implication that sharena had to learn alfonse's boundaries probably the hard way#i am just. ALWAYS thinking about sibling incompatibilities where they love each other anyway.#just... ouuughghhh..........#fe alfonse#fe kiran#sharena
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I've been wondering about this, lately
And by "the whole package", I mean not only their whole story within an original series run, but also sequels, extras, etc., regardless of canonicity.
#send post#This is bc I was thinking about how I mostly think about Madara in the Warring States Era and very little about him while he's being an#actual villain. It's like... there's not much TO think about there because at that point he's in a sort of ''final stage''; the character#development is done and we're seeing its result.#Also I'm into Ace Attorney now and one of my favourite characters is Edgeworth and while I'm not uninterested in his character development#throughout the games I'm more interested in thinking about him while being mentored under Manfred von Karma bc I think it's the most#interesting period of his life to think about
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WHICH SYMBOLIC FRUIT ARE YOU?
Cherry. (Man, this is going to need some tag rambling; because while it's what I suspected and it's very fitting in many ways, I need to address one element).
In popular culture, cherries have come to represent sensuality, sex, and seduction. In the cult classic, Twin Peaks, Audrey Horne expresses her sexual expertise by tying a cherry stem with her tongue. "Cherry" is also used to refer to the concept of virginity: why? I don't know to be honest, but here we are. Much like the cherry, you're a sensual person who enjoys all the creature comforts the world offers. You enjoy delicious food, dynamic relationships, passionate lovemaking and stimulating conversation; however, you may also come across a touch vapid or shallow, due to your quickly fading attention when something has served its usefulness to you. To quote some man on tinder: "you're here for a good time, not a long time". You can come across, at times, slightly tart, carrying a bit of a bite to you that not everyone can handle. That’s okay: you’re an acquired taste!
Tagged: @basbousah (Thank you 🩷) Tagging: I don't tend to tag for quizzes easily but this one was actually fun, so let's harass. @immobiliter (how about Furina?) @kushtibokt @genus83 @genius81 @spiderwarden @delusionaid (Wriothesley, or Zhongli— porque no los dos? 🤭) @apocryphis (Topaz) @aventvrina @resolutepath (Elio) @daybreakrising (Blade) @astrxlfinale @kahakera @cygnor @chasersglow @scrtilegii (Jing Yuan)... and anyone else who'd like to do it, say I tagged you because I'd love to see the results!
#[ games. ] the game only works when we follow the rules; though i'll be none the wiser if they're broken. let morality be your guide.#[ this has been open in a tab since yesterday. ]#[ okay but i actually /love/ this result. BUT LET ME SPECIFY-- to those who haven't read my other post. ]#[ please read 'sex' and 'seduction' through a very old fashioned lens. very old fashioned. ]#[ and then i think it's a lot more fitting. think film noir/1940s femme fatale /instead/ of the modern femme fatale and you got it. ]#[ seductive in the way that a woman can be inherently alluring. ]#[ sex in the way that it /is/ something she engages in. but in the way that one does without overindulging at all. no promiscuity. ]#[ i'm not saying religious-type 'it means everything'. but i'll forever live by that line by blade. ]#[ “she must have sought something extraordinary. everything she does comes at a great cost.” ]#[ the thing is-- he knows she lacks fear. so i don't see 'at a great cost' being a value tied to anything because of personal risk. ]#[ or fear of chasing after it. it also means something that it comes from blade. who likely also has an interesting tie to 'fear'. ]#[ but any way that means 'at a great cost' means investment/engagement (time. effort. sacrifice?) ]#[ which shows a deep rooted dedication to something. which speaks to me of a certain passion that needs to propel something like that. ]#[ and if we take passion into the equation-- then i think that fits for how she speaks and handles everything blade and tb-related. ]#[ then i also can see 'sex' very fitting. she would; when engaging in it; be incredibly all-encompassing but not in a 'dominatrix' way. ]#[ nor a traditional 'dominant' way. but simply incredibly present. engaged. passionate. ]#[ those two things can fit incredibly next to sensuality if you simply look at it from a specific lens that isn't casual and/or modern. ]#[ outside of that... dynamic relationships? ☑️ stimulating conversation? ☑️ which PLAYS INTO THE NEXT PART. ]#[ which is /yes/ she is bored. she gets bored. you /need/ to be able to stimulate her by having something of your own to interest her. ]#[ she also wouldn't/doesn't like people who serve her every whim. no. have your own interests. ]#[ as to elaborate on an acquired taste: she isn't everyone's cup of tea. if you don't have something that interests her-- you won't... ]#[ enjoy being around her. if she doesn't /like/ you. you won't think she's fun. in /that/ she's an acquired taste. ]#[ and has a bit of a bite. ]
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#unrebloggable because i dont want anybody who sees this to do so without knowing that i fucking hated dj at the time#largely bc the fan content was uh. i don't want to say bad but it was deeply uninteresting. but in the comic on the other hand?#i actually found the resulting conflict interesting and seeing two human characters have to reckon with if being mlm would change how#their friends perceived and treated them was literally the best and most grounded and most validating portrayal of what it was like to be a#queer teenager that i had ever seen. it meant a lot to me#but that wasn't really the same as shipping it#which i very much do now as an adult#teen me would hate myself but its okay me i got older and gayer and came back to this comic with a bunch of mental illnesses you're welcome#i'm not dissing rosmary btw i fucking loved it as a teenager. so much. it just didn't have the same reckoning with the reality of queerness#i was obsessed with rose as a teen. i wish i could go back. now i like her deranged gay dad instead
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don't think I've mentioned here, but there actually is a S.ugiura fankid! She's very lovely!
#ash rambles 💚#mask off 🎭#her name is Emi! named after her father's late sister. she likes horror movies and ghosts and she's studying to become a detective#not a private investigator like her parents and uncle y.agami but like. with the police. she greatly enjoys studying the law#and ofc she spent a lot of time as a kid around y.agami since he used to be a lawyer + all of the g.enda lawyers#being around lawyers and detectives along with members of organized crime like her uncle h.igashi have made her very interested in the#concept of justice#i like to think that when she's older she can have a game of her own hehe!#she'd make a really fun protagonist! a mystery featuring a ~20 y/o Emi and some of her friends! she's very fun and she's a good fighter too!#i think there would be a style switching mechanic too with a combat style like each of the j.udgment 4. but her default is most like y.agami#they're very close- k.amurocho isn't a very safe city but she spent a lot of time there as a teen with her uncle solving cases#also due to her mom being an ex-thief she's a very good lockpick- and she's skilled in parkour also considering who her parents arw#I'm worried that she sounds overpowered but i swear she's not ajdhajdjs i just really wanna drive home that her upbringing is very#interesting as a result of growing up alongside the whole cast of shady figures in j.udgment. she's actually a lot like t.animura from y4!#they're both half-japanese detectives that are sorta little shits but have a strong moral compass that they stick to-#oh! and i think she dyes her hair! gets it from her dad#i have 0 interest in dyeing my hair but s.ugiura is bright orange and i love it <3 i think her hair is red#oh also she has a bit of an iced coffee addiction-#okay yeah that's it for my ramble! i originally only wrote her as a kid because it was very amusing seeing the cast deal with a little one#but. then i realized that her as an adult could be very fun to write.. so yeah!#oh also she's gay- i don't know the specifics and honestly i don't care but i was writing her relationships with some of her friends and#went 'i know what you are...'#the vast majority of my fankids are not straight#anyways yeah! emi is neat! i love her lots <3 my daughter!#my daughter who better stay safe since being a y.akuza protagonist is dangerous business-
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We should normalize bringing these sort of "small talk ideas" cards to meetings with other people so that it's possible to avoid the awkwardness of not knowing what to talk about to kick things off or if it's considered normal to talk about this specific thing and AUGHGHFCG all this stuff.
#i don't know what these cards are actually called. but what i mean by this is that well. ok let me tell you the whole story#which is that in my attempts to become more normal and functional i started attending these 'social skills exercise' group meetings#and at our first meeting instead of subjecting us to the awkwardness of introducing ourselves one by one#the group moderator prepared these cards with questions that we would take and answer in turns#and then invite all the others to contribute a bit as well. and that part was also not as scary as i feared it would be#some of the questions were kind of not very good interesting questions but still it didn't matter that much#because i am once again being proven that as long as the conversation is about something specific#it's really not that much of a problem for me to contribute like how when i had these zoom meetings with people#that discussed my interships back in my two final semesters of uni of course at first i was super stressed. BUT once the meeting started#and it came to the actual talking? it was no problem at all suddenly like wow sometimes i actually can talk to people#but yeah the 'what do i talk about' is the problem. and another realization i had here is that i'n in fact naturally predisposed to rambling#because i rambled a lot during this meeting i feel like and i think i'm already starting to vibe with one girl from my group in particular#yet my biggest problem most of the time is not saying anything at all in most situations. because of. the masking#it's literally such a big thing to overcome i've been having such huge realizations about this. but yeah anyway#i already had the opportunity to mention sparks lol. bcs one question was to tell the others about a movie#that left a huge impact on you and well why would i lie about this and not talk about TSB and my tendency to become obsessed with old bands#another observation is that when you put 4 socially awkward people in one room the result will be that it will feel very akward#to no suprise of course. but also there is something relieving about not being THE ONLY awkward one in a group you know#but well yeah all in all. man the mysteries of human communication. maybe i'll get it all one day#goosepost
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