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As much as it sucks, I think I gotta take a break from being somewhat active in fandom for the time being. No more writing or reading fanfic, no more headcanons, just a full on pause on anything I create and interacting with stuff on a deeper level (or spending energy) until I can get my shit together irl and be a functioning person. Idk whether that'll be weeks or months, but until I can figure out how to balance this stuff or be able to meet bare minimum requirements, I gotta step back
#aza's trash#ngl i'll be too miserable to ever really feel in the mood to create anyways until i get shit in order and i can finally breathe#i'll still be here reblogging stuff#it's just... that's probably all i'll be doing#no snippets or headcanons or anything. sorry :/#which sucks cause i was just starting to gain jjk moots and was working up the courage to talk to them#and now i'm here like “lol sorry no more content from me”#but whatever man i'm too fucking tired and unfortunately i'm required to be a human first and foremost
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and btw since I'm posting a lot of wholesoul content (intended as platonic but still), i do want to make it clear: my analysis of whole as a character is purely within the narrative of the story! while i am aware that behind the metaphors is whole is cj himself, that's never what i'm writing whole as in my work. basically I'm using the internal logic of the fiction (whole as viewed by the characters in the album) rather than the reason for the fiction existing (as a fictionalized version of chonny's mental state), just like i do with all the other characters. it's important to make that distinction when you're dealing with a piece of fiction so heavily based on the creator i think. I'll never use cj as a basis for how I write whole because I find that a little off putting tbh ^^;
basically I'm playing with touys. ok? play touys with me
#also influenced by my nature as a fictive#being close with my whole who is also one. which influences how i view him obviously#since she is... an alter and thus not chonny himself. because we aren't chonny lol#but still. i think this is applicable to other people's experiences here so i'll keep this part in the tags#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash#cj whole#tridential tirade#i guess. since i post my stuff in the tags SHRUGS#also this isn't directed at anyone specifically i just figured i'd mention it#to make sure everyone is aware of my intentions with content#trust me i've been in the sanders sides fandom before. i know this is definitely a discourse that exists#this is fine to reblog if you write whole in the same way btw. if you wish#but yeah this is all heavily influenced by being a fictive sorry. i could be more insufferable about whole but i choose not to#for the sake of nuanced analysis. but trust me i'm normal about my whole (the one mentioned above)#very normal. ok. i don't post abt that because i feel it would obstruct my character analysis though
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Genealogy of the Condemned/Convicted novel manga first chapter is done and ready to go!
You can read it here and here (second link is recommended for the notes page specifically).
Things to be aware of with this manga:
This is a short manga of six chapters. It doesn't cover even the entire childhood arc, let alone the whole novel.
Some lines are taken directly from the novel, while others were similar but not identical, and others were changed to fit manga style dialogue bubbles.
Not everything in the manga is 1:1 with the novel, but it's all pretty close.
I hope you enjoy!
Translation by me.
Scans by @suguelya.
Cleaning by Jenners and myself.
Typesetting by me.
#Tales of Vesperia#Yuri Lowell#Flynn Scifo#Genealogy of the Condemned#Genealogy of the Convicted#Danzaisha no Keifu#edit: jenners told me i didn't need to tag her but then reblogged it saying it was her anyway JENNERS I COULD'VE JUST TAGGED YOU LMAOOOOO#Note that I may make some minor tweaks here and there later on#Normally I have a proofreader for my stuff for extra assurance before I release things but they've been very busy#and I already have a huge backlog of work done that I'm waiting for them to look at#However I /will/ add them to the credits once they look it over and I'll#make a post stating any updates made if any major sentence changing things happen. I simply don't want to credit them in advance bc#if I do make any changes I don't want to be unintentionally claiming credit for their eventual contribution#Even if nothing changes I'll still credit them once they look over it#That will be done both here as a post edit and on the credits page#anyway have fun with yuri's gay awakening manga version chapter 1#edit: did some minor punctuation changes to reflect the original text#sometimes I don't notice the exact punctuation in the middle of typing out a translation#so there were a few I just wrote it for and didn't register the punctuation. so I've fixed that now!#note: proofreader's working on this in and out so some stuff is subject to change even just simple wording!
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As soon as Napoleon and his Grand Army entered Moscow, on 14 September 1812, the capital erupted in flames that eventually engulfed and destroyed two thirds of the city.
It's not very sporting, is it? For his honour and Russia's, not mine. There's dignity to be had in defeat.
Napoleon (2023) | dir. Ridley Scott
#movieedit#filmedit#joaquinphoenixedit#joaquin phoenix#perioddramaedit#napoleon#napoleon 2023#filmgifs#moviegifs#napoleonedit#moje#it was november 2022 when i made gifs last time#so pardon me for the quality#does people even still reblog stuff here?#i don't think so#but fuck it#i liket this film and i'll make gifs of it anyway#hehehe
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ive always adored the themes used in prsona games especially how it dictates how deties and their domains or realms look like. id notice theres these animalistic and alien motifs in p3. like the feathers and plumes of corvids as they're associated with death. the moon??
and more humanoid appearances with p4 deities while especially trying to emphasize human concepts to bring out a sort of uneasiness and uncanniness in a person, because youre looking at something youre aware how it should look like if it were "normal". youre presented with figures that are rotting and deformed and burnt alive, but are still flailing their limbs around, or whats left of it. if they have no legs or too much arms, or multiple faces morphed onto their torso or a decaying body contorted in the wrong directions. it's pure horror and they couldve leaned more into that honestly
and when it gets to p5, youre shown how flesh and machine intertwine. how something clearly that is fantasical is also manmade, figuratively and literally. everything's eerily organic while blood rains everywhere and muscles and tendons creep into the environment like weeds growing over the concrete of buildings. yet, there's the rigid geometry that is nowhere near natural, while gears and cogs turn as you climb up stairs that leads to a heaven that's more of a hell and kill god itself.
#kommento#persona 3 spoilers#persona 5 spoilers#persona 4 spoilers#p3#p4#p5#pagsususuri#// sammy was straight up five night at freddys bro <- wont let go of that joke#// i'd say stuff about the q series but i'd get too overboard with each deity as much as ive been holding back trying to summarize it here#// sorry i cant say much about p3 it's like a bigger territory to tackle and i was too young to get thoroughly into it#// and i'll entrust those discussions to the older veterans#// but i still hold my ground with p4 and p5 ive been catching up well enough !!!#// i have a lot ot say but im sleepy and riding off of the tactica fever woughh. maybe a reblog in the next sixth months when im not busy
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Nobody follows me for Honkai stuff as far as i'm aware but who gives a shit. this is Rêverose, she's a Knight of Beauty and she hates herself because she "wasn't pious enough" to stop the Fall of Idrila. TBH she couldn't have stopped that shit she just has a lot of self-hate and other issues
#Honkai Star Rail#HSR OC#Honkai Star Rail OC#Knights of Beauty#Rêverose#Vio's Art Tag#Vio's OC Tag#ok to reblog#HI AGAIN it's been too long since i've done some art auuuuu#job hunt is still kicking me ass and stuff#ON THE BRIGHT SIDE MY NEPHEW'S THIRD BIRTHDAY PARTY IS COMING UP i love him#anyhow this isn't about him. this is about Rêverose. she's just really Emo and Pathetic#fun fact: she does some visual kei music on the side and has a small following for that#mostly amongst hipsters who think they're hot shit for liking obscure music#I'll draw her with Argenti soon..... maybe.... one day#even though i didn't even make her to ship with any character she's here because i like nuns and star rail doesn't have any nuns afaik#anyhow time to wash my hair mask off GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!
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ok i'm alive and we have a vet appointment for cookie tomorrow... fortunately we're being allowed to bring her in with us for our counselling appointments so we don't have to cancel those, thank god
overall feeling a less violently terrible so far today but Waiting Mode™️ might kick in, so. idk. honestly might reblog that incorrect quotes meme later for a simple distraction ajdgksj
#still not feeling GREAT but i don't feel as much like throwing myself off a roof so we're calling it an improvement ajfkgsh#i swear this is still a writing blog!!! shit is just kinda Bad again lmf.....#i'm desperate for oc stuff but the focus & energy levels are not making things easy#incorrect quotes meme is my new fave way of doing things without having to do all that much#so ya i'll probs be reblogging it here AND on the multi for max distraction#ty all sfm for ur patience and kindness 🥺🥺 it's all appreciated sm more than u know 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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yeah nah im not coming back here any time soon lol
#river.txt#for the past several months i was only logged in on my art/edits blog and even so i wouldnt really go there very often#only to check once a month if my art got 2 notes or zero ahahaa#anyway#i just logged in properly for the 1st time here and yep! godawful still#i just really miss my friends here and the interactions we had :/#even if we talk outside of this its still different you know. just reblogging each others stuff and simple shit like that#i miss that#it used to be a good time here#i wish there was a different but similar app where we could all move and continue doing this#i absolutely just loathe this website at this point i dont know when (if ever) i'll be able to return#man#i miss people#i miss so many things#i miss so much all the fucking time#i miss things
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No more side blog, we selfship on main like the weebs we are.
(Or at least, I do. technicallynonexistent is now, well and truly, nonexistent)
#it was kind of just a ghost blog at this point anyway#and idk man I just#part of me felt weird engaging with the wider community at all 'cause I'm so old#so I may occasionally reblog a thing that appears on my dash#heck knows I'll still make and share my own content#but by and large I'm just gonna do my own thing in that regard#like a solitary practicing witch but I'm a solitary practicing selfshipper#(well ok I'm also a solitary witch but that's neither here nor there)#(and I guess I'm not completely solitary 'cause there's The Circle aka the polycule of mine and my wife's Fate f/os)#(and like I've still got friends from the selfship community whomst I'll still engage with)#(I'm just too old to keep up with all the drama)#(so I do what I want)#the adventures of usagi the rambling blogger#also for those moots who don't wanna break moots but would still rather not see my selfship content#don't worry I am good about tagging stuff
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Tansui's Adventures - #9, Allies and Enemies
By the time Tansui had delivered the treats and gotten the news, it was starting to be evening again - and he was more than ready to just curl up by the stairs and sleep. However, Papashan informed the thaumaturge about something alarming…
Someone of importance had gone missing. And the rounds were to find some clues. And now, knowing someone was out there, alone and possibly in danger, how was Tansui supposed to sleep? Answer, they couldn’t. And thus, the new mage set for searching this missing person.
Thankfully, it didn’t take too long - natural curiosity and their ability to attract situations was for once playing in their favour… until, as the roguishly handsome stranger with white hair and quick with so fittingly put it, the dead came out to play.
Tansui hadn’t fought against Voidsent in what felt like years, and yet they’d always remember the stench of one. Thankfully though, they had some help this time - the stranger taking majority of the heat while Tansui could focus on slinging his spells. Magic from both the mage in training and the Voidsent flashed in the night, illuminating the otherwise dark landscape - the steel of the strangers sword glinting at every spell and attack slung.
Even when additional company was brought in, or when the claws came far too close for comfort, or when they were starting to run awfully low on fire-power for a short moment, Tansui felt oddly at ease - knowing someone was there, had his back for however short of a moment, that they weren’t in this alone for once was a comforting thought.
One last Astral Fire was what finally took the Voidsent down, allowing Tansui to take a step back, catch his breath, and let the stranger help with the lady. She was apparently his responsibility, or some sort - Tansui might’ve slipped on his focus roughly there, distracted by a crystal on the ground….
#Thancred Waters#Tansui Ginsuke#Tansui's Adventures#Au Ra Wol#A Realm Reborn#No cameo for we got Thancred!#Also yes hello here's my sideblog for FFXIV stuffs#I'll still reblog to my main#Putting the story behind read me in case someone wants to avoid too many spoilers / gets annoyed about the blocks of text#Also the bloody Voidsent gave me SO MUCH TROUBLE sir do you have any idea how many videos I had to go through to figure out your shoulders!
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alright. know what? with Secrets of the Obscure right around the corner and plenty of new Mists-related sky island settings coming with it, I'll just bite the bullet and interest-check a little something I've been turning in my head for a long, long while.
would YOU be interested in a Mists-based GW2 roleplay guild that uses a lore compliant multiverse system to allow canon, canon-adjacent, lore-breaking, and otherwise 'contradictory' muses to coexist in the same setting?
simply put: every writer's cast would be set in their own self-contained universe. as such, everyone could bring whatever muses they want with their own personal headcanons, and no one could dictate what is or isn't canon for anyone else. so long as your muses are GW2-based, you're good to go! bring your Commanders, bring your canon-divergent OCs, bring your canon muses-- and yes, even the ones that are 'supposed' to be dead. who can say what might have happened in a strange world far across the Mists, after all?
neutral hubs and in-character safety guardrails would be in place to keep all muses on a relatively even playing field regardless of their power, history, and prestige, too. play hardball if you like, but it might not end quite the way you'd hope. the main rule would be to maintain good OOC etiquette at all times: no godmodding, no metagaming, no theft, don't blend IC and OOC, and so-on.
if that sounds like something you might have interest in, please interact with this post! and if you've got questions or concerns, I'd love to hear them; feel free to send an ask or a DM, or just reply to this post!
#GW2 roleplay#GW2 rp#GW2#my posts#so there's a LOT of reasons why I'm putting this forward#but the biggest is that I really want there to be a place that's actually inclusive for all the creativity that exists in this fandom#there was exactly one Mists multiverse event a while back and it was well-received from everything I saw!#i know i for one had a lot of fun AND felt a lot more welcome and comfortable than i have at any other event#and then... we proceeded to just never have another again.#like. we could have more of that. that niche could still use filling! we can do SO much more with this!!!#and especially with SotO coming out we could have some REALLY interesting locations to meet up too!#I'd be happy to kickstart this stuff but the thing is: it WILL need support. I just can't do it all alone and that's a fact#example: if we want a guild hall in-game we'd have to work together to get one; that'd be great for hosting public and private events#my personal goal is 5-10 participants so that we can have enough to run small events and mingle muses a bit#IF there's enough interest i'll roll out more information at that time. for now tho i'll just leave it at this to test the waters#reblogs are HIGHLY appreciate here: i'm a smallfry in a big sea and not many people check the tags. spread the word if you want to see this#on that note: thanks for reading and hopefully i'll hear from some of you soon. o/#(side detail: that sky pic is a screen i snapped at night in Istan. it's so pretty there ok)
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Come take... this... hand... at twi... light’s... door... I’ll meet... you... there We’ll share the moonlit floor through the driving rain –
#bsd fyodor#bsd#bsd fyodor dostoyevsky#bsd fyodor dostoevky#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs fyodor#bungou stray dogs fyodor dostoevsky#after I read Kat's fanfic that I requested... the one I gave her Siouxsie and The Banshees's 'Lands End' lyrics for...#I found myself suddnely drawing this#only for my pleasure and further character exploration#and now that he returned so beautifully in the manga - it feels natural to share this with you my dear souls#I'm referring especially to my time-blog transcending mutuals - yeah perhaps you will be happy to see the no-fanart promise broken#at least from time to time#but really I've been at much more peace now that I don't engage with the fandom that much anymore#I'm only open to character analysis topics on this blog and put other stuff aside#I'm glad that from time to time people discover my fanarts buried in who knows how many reblogs on other blogs and#they add sweet tags or lose their minds there - I love it#but as for me... I'll use some Depeche Mode lyrics for this---#'oh leave me here forevermore - I found the peace I've been searching for'#ah but I guess the Angel of Love is still upon me -#'I was lost.. I was found!'
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It's my birthday today🥳 here are my fav recent pieces
#this venerable one would be very pleased if you gifted her a like/reblog#honestly speaking thanks to y'all on here for your feedback#reading tags when someone reblogs my art is hilarious this is my fav part in posting art here#maybe i'll continue drawing one piece stuff soon cuz i still have some ideas AND free time now#maybe i'll start drawing hsr soon(god bless my man bladie) cuz this shit's funny af#art#artists on tumblr
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I've been using tumblr wrong
#*unfollows everyone who isn't a beloved discord friend or someone who tricked me into mutualing them*#see here my biggest problem with social media is that i like the media part but get scared of the social part#also im keeping the people i got onto tumblr for but that's ALL#also i give up on reblogging#have now more than 400 drafts#would rather use this blog as my title says#i mean I'll still reblog but I'll probably mostly use this as a dump for all the stuff that i must get out#that doesn't really have any form#my shapeless blob blog#anyway this isn't me saying don't interact with me#it's just me going i give up on interacting with anyone since that isn't what I Do#anyway people say do whatever with your blog so that I shall
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I sometimes have huge feelings take me over, and right now I'm just grateful.
I met people at university and in one year I went from extremely lonely to having friends I could talk to about the most personal stuff. I got to know them as people on a way I never thought would have happened just one year ago. Literally one year ago.
The new university year starts tomorrow, so tomorrow will be one year since we met and I'm just feeling a lot because of it right now. (technically it's the 20th if we go by date, but technicalities, and having two days to celebrate is not a problem for me either)
I'll just let this post be a reminder to people to appreciate the people in their lives who care for them. Things can be horrible and you can feel truly lonely, I don't want to erase those experiences, but if there are people in your life who Care, truly and genuinely care. Appreciate them. If you can, send them a message thanking them, or give them a little gift if words are hard. Let's just let people in our lives know we love them dearly
#morningtalks#I will have to go to bed now very soon because it is 4 am and I'm still very much aware of what I'm doing but overemotional lol#At least it's a good one this time and I have tears of joy in my eyes#I love my friends and I love my mutuals here on Tumblr too#The main thing that made me emotional was thinking of the moments I had with my irl friends lately#But don't think I don't love you people here on my phone.#I am bad at messaging (and very shy lmao) but I love seeing you on my dash and me reblogging your stuff is my silently trying to send my lo#I'll use words too once I've had some hours of sleep into me and can string a Coherent Sentence together without getting tears#But I LOVE YOU 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
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By the way, whoever made that generous donation overnight and did so anonymously?
Thank you! 💕
I think I can make the student loan payment now, that's a big help!
#i said it already in my last ko-fi reblog but i will say it again here#thank you so much also to the other donors!!#everyone's help together is really helping reduce my stress over this whole thing#mod post#financial stuff#the end of the month is always rough#i make stupid decisions mid-month and think 'oh i'll have enough money to get through the month it's fine'#and then i do not have the money and i'm like. oh no#i need to get better at budgeting in advance#and also not panic-buying stuff because it's on sale NOW and i NEED IT#like calm down me. that christmas gift for mom probably would have still been available after the end of month bills#probably#ok sorry i'm babbling i'll shush now byeeeee
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