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having thoughts about the ocs fhat yall know nothing about. anyway.
madeline's flowers being diane's favorite. diane always keeps at least one on her wherever she goes.
fae in this universe being able to choose where to put their faery ring. and although most decide to place it in a vulnerable area, madeline puts her's in a ring in her head so diane and jameson don't accidentally step in it and owe her anything. (because although they know she would never ask anything big of them, she still can't bear the thought of it.)
fae being able to lie. madeline telling diane and jameson that she's never been happier. they don't know any better.
#im still not set on diane's name bc i literally got it from a name generator#but its whatever#i'll find a better one eventually#oc rambles#Queue go too fast for me Crowley#<- im obviously not awake when this is posted lmaooo
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LOW STOCK ALERT!!! 🗣️🗣️ got ten or less of each of these bad boys and can't guarantee if or when they'll be comin back. get em while the gettin's good: click
#shop tag#since my other low stock post got me a handful of orders yesterday might as well post about these too#a couple of these certainly aren't coming back and the other ones probably will at a later date.#the holos in particular i need to find a better place for but i'll get around to it eventually#that's the big embrace chaos skeletons btw got a good chunk of the tinies left still. i WILL certainly reorder those soon probably
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#so i've been dealing with some irl stuff recently#nothing too bad. it was just really frustrating and exhausting for me. and really putting a damper on my mood and my art#and i'm sorry if i've been acting a little weird or not saying too much or anything#or if i've been kinda inactive for the past few days#but i'll be okay!#i just wanted to let you guys know what's been kinda going on#i'm slowly working on something really sweet involving Hugo and Noa. so that's been making me feel better#i need something happy and soft between them lol#also! I've been playing The Quarry recently!#the writing is kinda stupid and almost all of the characters act like they don't have a brain. but that's what makes it so fun!#and i'm pretty sure the devs did that intentionally. to make it seem more like a campy monster flick#i'm really enjoying it so far! the werewolves are really cool!#also it's really funny to me how they just pop like balloons whenever they're transforming#i thought it was gonna be a slow transformation. but no. their skin just immediately explodes off#and then they somehow get it all back when they turn back into humans? idk how that works but it's pretty rad#also also! the thing with the tarot cards is really cool!#i missed a lot in the beginning because i didn't know what i was looking for#and the fortune teller lady in between chapters kept getting mad at me for not finding any#but i eventually started to get it! when the game decided to really put one in my face in chapter 3 lol#and the thing with the tarot cards representing the different characters in the game got me thinking about what card Noa would probably be#i think Seven of Swords would be right up her alley#because it's associated with deception. dishonesty. betrayal. and acting strategically#and it could also signify self-deception and confessions. which is all very true for her character#aaahh now i wanna make a tarot card design for her!#but that's an idea for another day#anyway sorry for sorta rambling a bit#i hope you all are doing okay
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i know people dont like playing warrior in da. but grappling hook has to be one of the sexiest and coolest moves ever on a per-specialization ability tree.
#just yeeting a chain and going whoop there goes the enemy and yanking tthem towards you#its so hot#maybe its bc i discovered it thanks to blackwall and tib but it really is#grapecase plays dai#dai#fade walk is the second sexiest and the wall of ice#is the third#charging bull is the second coolest#with wall of ice / immolation being the third#chain lightning isnt as great as it was in da2#dang that ability SLAPPED like WOW#just always had merrill around using that shit#honestly find the warrior ability tree in da3 pretty interesting??#like it is both straightforward AND the abilities are cool#dragon age#mage comes next -- though not as cool as some of the da2 ones [and dao had its own categories dont even count it]#wtf is rogue#it is so boring#mayabe i'll change my mind when im playing it#i was never wild about varric's particular one but it was better / more interesting in da2#now i havent done the specializations so we will see how i feel. once i finish my two warriors and mage [and eventually a rogue]#i mean they do seem pretty cool. and templar is so over done -- but SO FAR??#warrior >>>#especially two handed but sword and shield is nice too
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Was browsing through early BOBF/Mando S3 criticisms on Tumblr and WOW, 93% of S2’s viewership dropped when S3 finished airing for an extremely understandable reason. As someone who got into Dinluke after all the dust settled I can only imagine what it was like becoming invested in Din’s story and being floored by the S2 finale only for it to get totally swerve-balled after a long-anticipated wait. How did you avoid the disappointment and burnout?
Spite is an incredibly powerful motivator, let me tell you.
I'm halfway joking about that, btw. I could say I'm used to disappointment and I also worked really hard not to take things too personally after being disappointed time and again year after year by fandoms I was in. Imo the healthiest attitude is that no show/movie/book/videogames/etc will ever play out the way you want/think it should so take what you can get and trash the rest. By the time I started watching The Mandalorian, I'd been burnt badly by Star Trek AOS, the Sequel Trilogy, the MCU, and the Disney machine, and I had to figure out how to accept that I like what I like, I can't change what I can't change, and I can/will run the fuck off with what I can change, which is making wildly fun and fulfilling transformative shit like fanfics and fanart.
I was actually excited about TBOBF and was utterly betrayed by the executive decision to throw him and Fennec to the side in order to absolutely trash the Season 2 finale of the Mando Show by having Din and Grogu reunite just like that. I guess I got lucky in that I had a long-running fic series that I was heavily invested in and I was not about to let Disney stop me from finishing it. Instead of letting my frustrations kill my interest in the show and fandom, I turned it into motivation to keep telling the story I wanted to tell based on the fallout of Season 2. It also helped that Andor happened.
I quit Season 3 of the Mando Show after the 1st episode and it was the best decision I ever made. I had a really rough time with it and was encouraged to step away if it was giving me too much stress. I'm glad for that. Less time and energy picking about Filoni&Favreau and Disney Lucasfilm's decisions and disappointments, more time and energy spent writing and drawing the dinluke I want to see. The nice thing about Star Wars is that it is an old and vast sandbox. Plenty of room here to build whatever sandcastles and dig however many holes you want while canon goes floundering by.
I think also that it really helped to find spaces to share with people who vibe on the same wavelength, so I'm not alone to my thoughts and spiraling myself out of a fandom I enjoyed (like what happened with TLJ but I shan't go there bc this response is long enough). Those posts about having friends you can shit-talk things with? Valid af. You need outlets to vent your grievances without setting bridges on fire, and it'll help your enjoyment of things in the long run.
I didn't avoid the disappointment but I figured out how to make something of it, so I'm still writing dinluke, I'm still drawing dinluke, I'm still getting giddy over dinluke. I actively choose to do what I want with them, and nothing Disney Lucasfilm puts out is ever going to stop me.
#shirozora awkwardly responds to asks#dinluke#the mandalorian#star wars#tbobf#fandom things#realized I still have a lot of thoughts about TBOBF and Mando S3 while answering the ask#i should post them at some point#but really I can be a really spiteful person who uses rage to fuel certain ideas#if i see a story I don't like for a thing that I like I will rewrite things and I will create things to get over that rage#it's like that quote in frankenstein#it's like. i like this thing so much and i expect better from it so if it won't reach there then i'll write/draw it myself#the burnout will get to me eventually if the hyperfixation doesn't get to me first#but for now i am really enjoying the ride and i remain heavily invested in the story i'm telling with Dangerous Dreams#sometimes you just gotta find the one thing in the fandom you really like and stick with it to the end of the line
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Help?!? Laughing at the plain bland sleepwear but also WHY IS HE ALWAYS BAREFOOT IN OFFICIAL ART?!?
#Levi ackerman#official art#sorry it's blurry!!#i'll probably find a better one eventually#i was literally taking a nap then this lmao#attack on titan#aot#shingeki no kyojin#snk#aot official art
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My favourite aspect of Dogma's storyline in the Forceful Intervention AU, is the path to slowly coming to terms with a lot of his mixed feelings towards the 501st and what happened on Umbara. A path which leads to him healing and growing to become a better person.
It's a journey that takes literal years for him.
It's honestly a very unclean, ugly and volatile process. Full of sleepless nights full of guilt, self-doubt, deep-seethed anger and anguish, a whole lot of denial, and even a few moments of clarity in between others where misplaced hatred does occasionally cloud his judgement.
It's grief in all it's raw glory. Imperfect. Human.
Dogma gets to be human. Feels all the ugly things a human can feel, and then the beautiful things as well. He overcomes his trauma through hard work, forming meaningful connections with others, and a lot of introspection.
He flourishes.
And isn't that just a wonderful thing to be able to write for a character you love? To give them the chance to reach their full potential? To become more than just another number?
#star wars#the clone wars#forceful intervention au#clone trooper dogma#I'll be honest I don't make it any easier on him#there's another side to the story after all#one that he's not privy to that he only got the worst possible glimpse into#and it hurts him and it confuses him and it makes him angry#but things get better and eventually he finds peace#such is being human and Dogma is learning to be ok with being more than just a soldier
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They dream, sometimes. Of things far-too-real and surreal and impossibly clear.
Faded edges.
Dull and dead.
They look at their 爷爷, sometimes. He's not dead. But sometimes he is. Rarely. It's terrifying.
They will not allow that.
So they build up Alfred Pennyworth in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they see the despairing ones left behind, they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Alfred Pennyworth does not die.
That is one of the truths of their world.
But they would not be Corus Wayne if he was the only one there. (What happens when you take away their pillars, their light? What happens when you take away their family? Is there even anything left?)
They see an acrobat, sometimes. Strong and dependable. Angry beneath the surface. A neck snapped crushed under a pillar they see-they see- and they are terrifi-
No.
They build up Dick Grayson in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they see the dead body, they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Dick Grayson does not die.
That is one of the truths of their world.
They see a guide, sometimes. Deft fingers over a keyboard. Legs that will never walk again. A guide. A mentor. She does not tell the future, but her name fits her well anyway. Competent in ways they could never hope to me.
They build up Barbara Gordon in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they stumble and their legs buckle beneath them, they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Barbara Gordon does not die.
That is one of the truths of their world.
They see a regret, sometimes. Not theirs. Someone else's. Bitter and charred, smoke clinging on. Death-defier, Gotham's child. He was already dead. But they see a world where he is not-quite-a-knight, and broken resentment drips down his arms.
They build up Jason Todd in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they see the not-quite-knight, they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Jason Todd is still fighting on.
That is one of the truths of their world.
They see a detective, sometimes. Smart and curious and maybe just a bit too curious, a bit too inquisitive. They see someone who chose this path and stayed on it.
They build up Tim Drake in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they see that accursed lie- that accusation- they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Timothy Drake does not die.
That is one of the truths of their world.
They see a child, sometimes. Once assassin, now more than that. Blood-son. But kind nonetheless, to creatures of four legs and wings and other such things. They glimpse at a world where his heart turns cold, a world where he is judge-jury-executioner.
They build up Damian Wayne in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they see the executioner, they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Damian Wayne does not die. That is one of the truths of their world.
They see a man, sometimes. A figure. An ideal. Vengeance-justice-fear and hope. A father prepared for anything- almost. Almost. They see someone scared. Someone who pushes everything away. They see dead eyes. Hollow. Gone.
They build up Bruce Wayne in their head. A gleaming statue, a constant pillar. And when they see those dead-dull eyes, they turn their gaze towards that pillar.
Bruce Wayne does not die.
That is one of the truths of their world.
Let's shatter those pillars, shall we?
Let's see what the world is without them.
They see a fool, sometimes. Something loved when it should not be. Something desperate and dangerous. It disgusts them. Irks them. It is a parasite.
They build up Corus Wayne in their head. A cruel warning. A constant reminder. And when they crumble to their knees- they cannot turn their gaze away.
Corus Wayne always survives.
Must that really be a truth of their world?
#kkposting#corus wayne#writing#again#dc oc#please do NOT KILL ME IF I MISCHARACTERISED THE BATFAMILY...#idk i'm just. rambling#I'LL ADD STEPH AND CASS AND DUKE WHEN I UNDERSTAND THEIR CHARACTERS BETTER. ONE DAY. I SWEAR#i love them all but. god i can't write any of the batfam#corus wayne and their eternal self hatred#batfam oc#batfam#technically.#by BARE TECHNICALITY BECAUSE THEY APPEAR.#one day i will be able to write characters in character but that day is not today!!#please i swear i can write#one day i will be a writer#maybe#tee hee#anyways#i swear i'll do better writing them!!! eventually.#not today#corus wayne you have my heart. i made you. yes#occasional injustice references#i couldn't find a way to fit tim's spleen (or lack of one) into this#“tim drake does not have a spleen. that is one of the truths of their world”#trust!! trust!!#i should not be allowed to write#corus corvid corvus!!! i love them
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potatoes are the most satisfying crop to grow literally nothing is better than reaching into the soft warm autumn soil and digging up these perfect little nuggets of gold
#i have the best recipe for rosemary potatoes i'll post it in just a sec#potatoes potatoes potatoes#im quite partial to yukon gold potatoes but also i haven't had every potato so maybe there's an even better one that i'll eventually find#solar yells abt stuff
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trying not to think about it but also i need to figure out what im gonna do with my hermit crabs and it's not like. urgent but at some point im gonna have to figure out how to change out their substrate and also there's a solid chance i'll have to rehome them someday :(
#(not rehoming them anytime soon but i wanna mentally prepare myself a little for when that day comes)#anyway re: substrate change. this is a 45gal tank filled with ~50lbs of sand etc. and i live in a 4th floor walkup#playsand comes in 25lb bags which i am not physically capable of carrying up 3 flights of stairs. my ex had to do it when we moved here#maybe i can like. hire someone to carry it up the stairs???#but then i have to figure out how to dispose of their current substrate which again. LOTS of sand.#i could probably board them at work for a week or so in a smaller tank while i do the changeout#idk man it's just like. a lot#i feel bad their tank is so fucked and it's like. i can't physically fix the problem!!!#and as far as rehoming like. idk if move out someday i really doubt im gonna wanna move the tank.#i guess it depends on what kinda living situation im going to#and eventually i'll have to move out. or my roommate will move out and i won't be able to afford the mortgage on my own#and still have to move out lol#anyway again none of this is happening soon i just need to accept the reality of the situation#and like am i really gonna go through the nightmare logistics of a substrate change only to rehome them soon after?#but on the same token. am i really gonna give someone a nasty-ass tank? lmao#so. idk. i gotta think on that one.#i just feel bad for them i mean they have a fairly good quality of life#especially considering what most hermit crabs suffer lmao#but. i wish i could do better for them#i could probably find someone to take them at least because of my job lol#the logistics will suck no matter what and also i love those little guys and i'm getting sad just thinking about it :(#but they're only gonna get bigger and i definitely can't upgrade their tank in my current living situation#so either way something has to give ya know?
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I just started the layaway for a Carter Half Open Eyes Demon Ver. with the B45-014 body. Haven't ordered a doll for most of the year now, but I had to get this boy before his limited time went away.
Also picked out an outfit for him, his wig, and eyes.
But yeah, I wanted a doll with elf ears and the fangs are a plus. Like, is the face exactly what I wanted? No, but few of the characters I shelled were 100% perfect, ya know. But this handsome boy will do.
#the sculpt kind of reminds me of my first doll#but yeah even if I find a better one down the rode I still really like this boy#I'm hoping that maybe I find a better wig in the probably six months it will take before I get him#but the one I picked is at least close enough in color#idk maybe I'll eventually learn to make wigs to get the hair right#but for now this character will work fine to shell Astarion#especially since I wanted a 1/4 doll#I ain't gonna be picky#since all of my dolls but the two kids are 1/4#besides the one coming next month but that 1/3 is supposed to be like a god character so he can be wildly taller lol#des says stuff
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I'm gonna talk about this once and then never mention it again lol because I'm a loser like that. So I'm writing this post httyd 3 fic that takes place when Zephyr and Nuffink are teens (I think maybe 15 and 13) and it's such a self indulgent fic that I'm literally too embarrassed to ever post it. Most of the characters are ocs. I've ignored the canon kids' canon personalities. I bring the dragons back. I do want I want.
#Me: I don't care about being cringe#also me: if anyone knows about this fic I will delete everything#To be fair I constantly say my main personality trait is being a cringe fail loser (affectionate?)#Basically the plot is that Zephyr never gets to go on any fun adventures and is just cooped up in a restless state and eventually she runs#into Dart (that one Nightlight) who had escaped the hidden world because she also didn't like being cooped up there in a restless state#They team up and try to find a way to bring the dragons back without endangering them#Hiccup's like 'what the heck why would you do this that's a horrible idea??? They went into hiding for a reason???' and Zeph's like 'i do#what I want.'#To tag or not to tag that is the question#I could leave whoever sees this purely up to the Tumblr gods or uhhh if you're already following me#Or I could inflict this onto everyone following the httyd tag#Hmmm#You know what. I do what I want#how to train your dragon#Oh my god and it's also in first person pov. I always talk about how much I don't like 1st person pov in fics but here I am. A hypocrite.#I say I was cursed by the cringe fail loser gods but I AM the cringe fail loser gods#You know what it's gonna be better than Homecoming I'll say that#Fuck you Homecoming you know what you did#send tweet#And post#I've been adding tags to this for thirty minutes come on Jack post the fuckin post#Cheers sláinte and all that#my posts
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i've been listening to more of arknights' ost n i love it so much
#🌙.rambles#[ arknights. ]#i've been playing like daily for the past few weeks ! i think#I'M GNA PLAY SM MORE#i finished episode 3 earlier n i'll continue sometime soon bcs#when it comes to story i srs have to set aside time to sit for a while 😭 i love reading n all but#when i get it unfinished or if i put it down i typically forget to pick it again n i get nervous to continue for some reason#god i love the ost so much though#n i love the game so much as well it's. definitely gna eventually be one of my favs#like if there's final fantasy/drakenier then. this'll be my gbf/arknights ><#speaking of ff i will catch up on xiv n the rest of the series. i definitely will.#n drakenier i'll finally finish automata n replicant & play more of reincarnation. catch up on the story#gbf i stopped playing a bit after gw ended T_T like. nah more like i'm still playing everyday but not farming as much#i'll take care not to push myself. that's my goal w the farms#arknights i'll finish more of the main story n the side quests n all too ? n the event rn hehe#first school tho but ngl i've been getting everything done much easier. compared to last year esp w my horrid sleep#i barely talk w ppl but honestly i've never been the kind of person to rlly. socialize? sometimes it drains me more#but. everything in moderation after all#but compared to last year i feel much more free. just being myself. thriving. it's a bit lonely at times though so#i just need to manage it better to balance it. find what works for me. yes. i'll find my way eventually#n make my peace w all my woes n distresses. i believe in myself c: n then i'll do what i can for others as well. i really want to still#so ! first tho i'm gna do the rest of my assignments for this week since they're all easy n maybe some more stuff too#n i'll play ffxiv when it's 6 n i'll multitask w some other games too? n fix stuff in between. YEAH. bye bye i'm gna do a lot 🤍#so far tho for arknights the ost i've listened to on spotify r the ones from lingering echoes. n ständchen ofc hehe#n specter's song & the ost from what the firelight casts & yeah some songs from the anime n others too#i will. listen to More. i rlly love the ost#still obsessed w ständchen fr tho oh god the orchestral n then the progressive rock. perfection for me
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-Nova
He thinks that’s cool -Jasmine
[ J:\\ THE ANIMATING TOOL I USE TO MAKE THIS MADE ME HORRIBLY PIXELATED BUT CONSIDERING MY AESTHETIC, IT KINDA FITS. ]
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Forgive the unedited basement lighting on this photo but. My god. My shopping did NOT pan out at all I can't stop laughing every time I glance over at poor Tris. What have I done to you my precious baby. boot to big for his dotdang feet.
#i think once i cut and style the wig it'll look okay but the boots... i fucked up. thats on me lol.#i couldn't find 1/4 shoes that were wide enough for his feet so i though i'd just... get 1/3 scale ones instead. oops.#well. as i told myself when i ordered them. i do want a 1/3 doll eventually so i'll consider them an investment in that dolls wardrobe. ehe#anyway. Tris does have new clothes and a new friend but i'll take better pictures to introduce those later.#i just could not get over how messy he looks with those big ass shoes and those long ass bangs.#he's got new eyes on under there as well. but they're just ok so he will probably have his old ones back in when i take pics again#doll pics
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I was on call for nearly 7 hours between streaming my samurai game, watching anime, and then just chatting some. Which was really great for getting my mind off things!!! Hung out with a good assortment of friends, which was pretty great.
Though. Now I'm alone again. Which I usually enjoy. But it also has me remembering why I was on such a long call to start with...
I have therapy tomorrow, and I don't know whether I should mention this. She's primarily my grief therapist, so it'd maybe feel weird to spring something else on her... but I don't know...
#speculation nation#just kinda remembering again how fickle it all was.#all the compliments... the 'i love you's... nearly 6 months of them...#dropped so suddenly for a days-long infatuation...#ultimately i guess it's for the best that this happened before i got Too deep into it.#unlike my ex from 2020. where i was literally living with him and genuinely contemplating eventual marriage.#the idea was floated vaguely of my recent ex and i living together next year if we were still together by then.#so if she's gonna be so shallow and selfish as to drop me just like that for a new 'love'...#going so far as to say she doesnt actually love me & every time she said it was just automatic impulse...#like. ouch.#adding in the fact that i admitted to her that i struggle with trust and abandonment issues#due to prior experiences with being dropped for being too difficult or having someone choose some1 else over me...#she promised that i was the only one she wanted to actually date... but then turned around out of nowhere and said she wanted to add one#but when i stood my ground and voiced my concern about her daying someone else given the obvious communication issues going on#(aka her standing me up without warning and ignoring me all day. which she said was bc she was too distracted by the person#she's in 'love' with. to the point where i just wasnt even a thought in her mind...)#(though i literally called her when she didnt show up to the time we agreed on. idk how she'd miss it. but oh well.)#anyways i was rightfully worried about it. and Thats when she ignored me again only to say she couldnt see us working out#bc there was no way of her feeling the same way with me that she does with Her...#frankly i think shes blinded by infatuation and is going to regret this later down the line.#throwing a good thing away for a passing fancy who's planning on moving away soon Anyways.#but. well. it's not my problem anymore is it? even if she begged for me back theres no way i would#after the absolute shitshow that's been the past day.#and it sucks bc i really did like her and spending time with her. but im glad it happened now. before i got too deep in it.#i'll give myself time to recover. focus on my interests again. and school.#and in a few months' time maybe i'll join the dating pool again. this time with a better idea of my wants and boundaries.#it really sucks to have 10 exes. it's kind of embarrassing. but with each one im learning more about myself.#in time maybe i'll find the person that's right for me. who wont drop me bc im too much of a hassle or bc someone else is better.#i have worth as a person. im not perfect but plenty of people do like me.#and i'll find the person who wants to stay with me for good. sometime. eventually.
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