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W E L C O M E -------
TO THE FORGETTABLE-AU BLOG鈥硷笍
by @sunsestart also on twitter!
This is a pinned post that I'll keep updating where I'll organize everything :]
If you're a Papyrus fan you might have heard of the Papyrus is Gaster theory.
I did and even though I don't think it'll happen I like how it would compliment papyrus' backstory since he doesn't really have one. It's an interesting concept why not make an AU out of it.
THE STORY
The main story is set on the past, years before the events of undertale and will explain what exactly led Gaster to shatter across time and space and how Papyrus came to be! It will also fluctuate to the present in a post-pacifist timeline where Papyrus is figuring some stuff out.
MASTERPOST <----
Art and comics are all organized here for easier access! :D
Keep reading for more links and more info
HOW DOES THIS AU WORK? <----
Here I explain the basics of this au :D !
FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS <----
DUBS
Feel free to dub any of my comics! Just make sure to add proper credits and a link back to the original blog!
This post might be useful if you want to dub the comic! I talk about how Papyrus' and Wingdings' voices are different
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hi tptm-ers. use with freedom...
#tptm#the post traumatic manifesto#the post-traumatic manifesto#cactertalk#i geuss... it's not really art#i saw a post of someone else's tptm stamps and remembered i've been updating this bad boy for. a while now#i have a lot of stamps (mostly just gifs from mvs i like) that stay on my computer + discord server because i plan on moving them to my +#own website one day... WHENEVER THE FUCK i'll finish that thing#point is i enjoy making them. please use this one in whatever way you want#also i'll probably update it when girl 9 and the last one finally come out
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I love your art a lot!! kinda like glossy eye candy. would you ever draw hyacinthus again or continue the winter soldier au? you convey character expressions rlly well!!
This is so sweet omg thank you 馃ス馃挄 I'm actually in the process of outlining how I want the story in the AU to go so yeah, I'm definitely continuing it! Figuring out Hyacinthus' personality is a bit tricky because of how little we have of him in canon (and also kind of because of the whole premise of this AU) but it's coming along 馃
Meanwhile here's a little Hyacinthus sketch for you <3
It was originally a test for a fake Hades screenshot but I ended up making Helios instead so this is what's left of that attempt lmao
#i should draw him more often 馃様#anyway about the au. it might take me a while#both because i have some things going on irl#and also because i'm very very prone to procrastinate things i find hard#but i WILL finish it eventually i promise#i'll try to give you updates along the way <3#lonely thoughts#ask#toa winter soldier au#scribbles#trials of apollo#toa#pjo
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thank you all so much for the salvador love w a a a a a a a
i bring you a warm up sketch from a few months ago as thanks dsjkfhgkjshdlkfjg
#miodoodledavinci#local man pretends to have the temper and disposition of room temperature steel#is actually a funny little steam whistle who cannot go five minutes without embarrassing himself beyond measure#he's such a nerd but i love him for being a nerd and apparently other people do too w#I SWEAR I'LL POST THINGS WITH HIM EVENTUALLY . . . . .#JUST NEED TO ACTUALLY FINISH HIS QUALITY OF LIFE UPDATE AND MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE . . . . . .#salvador auto recovery
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Hey guys! I know it's a weird post to be making out of the blue but something about the new year made me want to clean up and finally post the mod I started to create in either 2019 or 2020.
Five years later and I for one cannot believe it's finally here, an Oz centric storyline. It takes place over four events, with a new ending. I'll post an event guide if anyone wants it :p
#Feels so weird to finally be putting this out here#its kind of a love letter to myself from this time period#changing from a person riddled with terrible anxiety who wouldn't leave my house for periods of months#to who i have become#someone willing to go out and try new things#felt cathartic to finish this is what i mean#anyway the sprites and art are still pretty unpolished#maybe i'll update those#maybe i wont#btw if you find any grammar/spelling mistakes please lemme know#oz yellow#monster prom#monsterprom'#oz monster prom#monster prom oz#monster camp#monster roadtrip
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My Experience being diagnosed with bpd.
for me it was a relief to finaly have an answer, something to explain my thought process and behaviours, as well as confirmation for something i highly suspected.
the unfortunate thing is that i got diagnosed when i had a breakdown that scared me so bad i admitted myself to the psych ward behind my parents backs, having such a bad experience at the ward that being in that same hospital anywhere away from the er or first floor gives me panic attacks.
i went back to the er after my body shut down, my mom having to support me heavily as my body refused to cooperate and let me walk, they lent me a wheelchair and i was stuck in the er overnight till the afternoon the next day. when they finally got us in and did tests on me they couldn't see what was wrong physically but saw i had a bpd diagnosis so the psychiatrist there sat me down with my mom, gave us a booklet on bpd and told us it must have just been such intense stress from my bpd symptoms that my body couldnt take it.
i always thought it would be something like my spine defect to cause me a complete loss of mobility but knowing now that if i dont regularly take medication to manage my bpd and stress levels my body will decide on its own its had enough and stop responding.
losing my mobility slowly was scary enough, bpd symptoms giving me episodes of full immobility was terrifying. while im glad i had an explanation for it, i still wish they'd properly told me about the bpd diagnosis before when i was there self admited.
had i known any time earlier, i would have been able to better set boundaries and look after myself, recognize what didnt help me and what my symptoms and behaviours were and prevent such terrifying episodes from ever happening.
it was a relief when the psychiatrist i saw at the ward mentioned it off hand because i had suspected it already and that confirmation made my concerns feel even slightly validated. that was probably the only positive that came from that visit.
it wasnt what started my research on bpd but it sure as hell influenced me delving way deeper into it, and after one too many bad stressors and reactions to stress, i am still trying to do more research to help myself and others cope better and better understand ourselves.
hopefully my book "understanding borderlines" can do that.
#i'll update the book with this post as an addition after i finish the chapter on the booklet the psych gave me#mod sparrow#bpd#bpd awareness#borderline personality disorder#borderline personality disorder resources#borderline pd#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#important#cluster b#actual bpd#borderline pd resources#bpd resources#bpd recovery#bpd vent#borderline things#borderline blog#bpd diagnosis
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I seriously need to update so much but I'm so cooked like idk how I'm gonna survive next week 馃
Like there's hw, exams (I have a big ass exam in 2 weeks <- I'm cooked fr), working on art, trying to swim out of art block by doing some shitty doodle or smth, trying to ORGANIZE my life
There's so much things I need to work onnnn
Don't be like me I'm cooked
#aexon yapp#nah seriously idk how i'm gonna catch up#i'll draw some shitty doodle i made at school if i can even think of it#i'll just drop some things i finished ig#i'll try to also update my story WHEEZE
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)) I have like 5 tabs open with the RP threads I need to reply to properly but my executive dysfunction makes it a chore, so don't feel like 'oh god I'm being ignored'.
)) like no I am just soooooooooooooooooo mentally ill man I'm a Windows 98 system trying to run Discord like the .exe is just not compatible with my internals man.
#piko-piko-hammer#)) i've been slowly churning out replies and using the queue over the past few days#)) but i still feel bad because some days i'll go to draw or attend to irl stuff and i'm like 'oh that's Bad'#)) it's like the thing of 'this task is low priority but i said i'd finish so i feel bad i didn't'#)) lalala#)) ALSO because i have to get back into recording and editing audio#)) i told myself 2025 i'd lock in!!!#ooc update
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Fresh Powder in the Pine Trees Masterlist
Welcome to Cloud Recesses
Junior's Club
Insult to Injury
Jack of All Trades: Ski Patrol - Hot Chocolate - Rentals
Shotski
Mountain Immortal
Follow Me Under the Rope
Teach Me
Chairlift Confessional
The Nurse is NOT a Drug Dealer
House Party
Sake and Cider at Sunrise
Ski/Skate Week
Hot Tub Burn Out
Cabin in the Woods
Sluffed Off
Gaper Day
The Long Chair: Gusu Express - Phoenix Mountain Express
Blizzards During Blizzards
Alpenglow Winter Series Presents: Xiao Xingchen
Meeting the Boss (Reprise)
Naked Run
Post Season:
On the Flats
Helicopters
Two Weddings in the Mountains
Halloween Snow
#fpitpt#my writing#ski resort au#god this entire thing is just an exercise in nostalgia for me#i have no idea if i'll ever actually finish it because that's both a good thing and a bad thing#but i'll keep posting the ones i finish!#and i'll update this as we go#i have small pieces of all of these written#and if people actually like it and care then even if i don't post prose about a thing i can always post those bits and some extras
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Here's the thing
#not even going to finish that sentence#because it wasn't going anywhere good#I know it's a less than a second glimpse#the thing is I have issues#chelsea fcw#jessie fleming#canwnt#jflem#the occasional jflem#that's the new jflem tag btw#I'll go back and update posts later
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i know that graduating one semester later is not that big of a deal and i haven't made any plans about what comes next so it doesnt even make a difference. so why does it feel just so terrible
#there are no chances of us finishing the thesis on time#i mean the presentations are only until the 24th so we should have already be done with it#but miss girlie said one week ago that she'd add her parts of the introduction and today i asked her and she said she'll do it tomorrow#and then there's the results and conclusions which i havent even started yet cause im a complete idiot and ive wasted so much time#and i very much doubt she has written anything about them yet#which okay i understand that she is working and i know working 蟽蔚味慰谓 isnt easy#but she could have at least done a copy paste#whatever#i need to at least focus on the exam#i only have a few more slides but i started feeling a panic attack coming so i took a break to try and stop it from coming#if anyone knows how to stop that little voice in your head that always tells you how big of a failure you are please lmk 馃檭#okay gonna go finish#then I'll cook lunch and maybe if i spend the rest of the day writing we'll make some progress#maybe we can ask for an extension? idk. i doubt she has even bothered calling the professor even tho she said she was going to#whatever im so done with everything#not looking for pity just needed to complain about it#which seems to be the only thing ive been doing sooo yup#okay going fr now#jo says stuff#university update
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Still debating whether or not I want to try for a second draft of the Hornblower time loop fic or just do some basic edits and throw it into the world as fanfic was intended to be published
#the thing is that i'm not sure it's getting at the things i want it to get at enough#but also i have such a backlog of projects and i want to get those done too#and start working on dragon king more this semester instead of fics :///#i think i'll see how it reads when i finish and then decide. hey ho. if it doesn't come out here there's always oracle fic too#also debating rewriting the hornblower/maria genderflu as full-on regency novel pastiche but that might be too silly of me#someone restrain me. i don't have the time or the bandwidth or the anything for this#hornblowerfic is at 15k though we made it!! (on the train trip!)#and still need about a chapter and a half so will probably end up being about 20k?? or maybe not even#updates you didn't need on a blog you can't find or whatever my old clever tag was#perce rambles#percy yells at cecil scott#SPEAKING OF WHICH. aubreyad football au needs to come back i want to finish her!!!!! <- yet another project for the docket :')
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For the last couple of weeks I've been trying to get this Price/ex-wife fic finished. Instead of doing that I have:
Worked on a Gaz/Price/OC fic
Worked on Lucky Bunny (Poly141 but we're in a Gaz/Ghost/Reader threesome right now)
Handwritten most of chapter 7 of Retirement Party (and started typing it today)
Made several new graphics for various projects
Started a brand new story that I am now 4k into because @dragonnarrative-writes was sharing work from their slasher series and I'm impressionable and love it when she yells at me
Come up with 2 new Farah fics I want to write
Someone needs to spray me with water every time I try to work on something else I'm so close to the end I can taste it
#cave writing#I'm gonna go make pasta rn because I'm hungry but when I come back Price is going to rail the shit out of his ex!!!!!!#And then it will be finished at last#And then I'll finally post it#And then I can work on other things guilt free (I don't actually feel any guilt about this)#updates#Gemma was yelling at me too and I also love that#Pretty much any time anyone shoots caps at me I rub my evil little hands together like a villain
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silly wip
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#i'll do a lil update when i finish the bg and flat color#ik some things r missing#imma add them during coloring#prsk#pjsk#wip#art by me#prsk fa#azusawa kohane#kohane azusawa#not adding all the tags bc it's just a wip
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Idk who needs to hear this but if you really like a fanfic someone has written, please don't do these things:
don't read through the whole fic and only ever comment at the very end with just "update please"
don't dump all of your trauma in the comments and talk about how this story literally stopped you from committing suicide. Talking about how the story helped you and that you've been through similar experiences is fine, but please do not tell me the story singlehandedly stopped you from killing yourself.
please do not describe said attempt to kill yourself in detail in the comments directly addressing the author. Just don't do that please.
PLEASE DO NOT EVER IMPLY THAT IF THE AUTHOR DOESN'T UPDATE THE STORY, YOU'RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF. DON'T DO THAT. PLEASE DO NOT EVER DO THAT. NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER DO THAT.
-sincerely an author who had that happen to him just now and has had things like that happen before (though to a less extreme degree)
#Wattpad is fucking insane#fanfiction#fanfic#fandom etiquette#Fanfiction etiquette#I haven't updated that story in about two years but because it's popular on Wattpad I still get comments#And a lot of them are nice they really are#But some of them just. I've never met people more entitled. Literally.#It's because they're all kids. They're all teenagers that think authors are just a story machine#I'll finish this story one day. But on my own time and because *I* want to#Not because some asshole read the whole thing and commented 'update please' once#Or because some kid thought they could sway me by graphically describing their trauma and suicidality#Fucking hell
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Got my Zane/Wake charm from Vograce today! I'm not obsessed with it, so I probably won't be going through with making more.
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(1st taken in fluorescent light, 2nd with a flashlight 3rd with a homemade attempt at a lightbox)
I think Vograce's charms just generally look better if they're brighter and have more saturated colors. This doesn't play to their strengths. It does look an awful lot like a film slide, that's just nit compelling me enough personally.
If you're interested in the charms and really really want one, leave a comment or something - I can see about getting a handful made - but this doesn't seem like it'll be worthwhile to go ahead and try to sell multiples of to me lol
Looks cool on my wall of (mostly not made by me) charms though.
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#update#zanewake#keychain#it does look *cool* though#it's very striking on my white charm wall#that being said i just don't think it looks attention grabbing enough#also there are some oddities in the print quality and that makes me think that something w this many subtleties of tone is probably not#best suited to this while a more cartoony thing like my stunticon charms works better#....one day I'll finish Dead End#ill put the rest of the tags later when they wont show up in the main tag ... I don't think its necessary
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