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GO READ NEARLY WITCHES BY @tired-pirate (idfk ur ao3 ….oops) ON AO3
anyway here’s caped justice and call from that ONE chapter (call took him into the sunset)
#i’m sorry it’s shitty it’s old#from hmmmmmmm??? january..?#anyway#also!!! have you read Heroes of a Lifetime it’s also a superhero Magisterium AU#it’s by Lianasgarden and idk if you’re in the magisterium discord so idk if u know abt the cat fight that went down between us and someone#else#OK sorry#here’s call and caped justice!#the magisterium#magisterium#callum hunt#aaron stewart
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as much as i have stuck to drawing child tommy, as thats the version all of us are most familiar w and the version we know well, its also really inspiring to imagine him grown up. to imagine what he would look like and which features he would grow into and who he would resemble be it by genetics or choice or both. this character that was never allowed to live, never allowed to die on his own terms, being able to finally grow up like normal. what would he look like? of course when i imagine an older ctommy, i simply can’t divorce him from the image of cwil no matter how much i may want to. they’re brothers, by blood or not depends on your hc but to me it doesn’t matter. they look alike, sometimes almost eeerily so. not that they would ever be indistinguishable, there are a few very visible differences, but it’s the little things. all the little things that make them so painfully like despite the obvious differences. the way ctommy tugs on his curls when he’s upset, the way he paces the room frantically muttering and cursing when he’s stressed. the way he sings while making potions, the way he sometimes lets the dramatics take him and allows his gangly limbs to swing like misweighted pendulums as he waxes not so poetic about something or another. the way he hunches up to make himself look smaller without even thinking and ctubbo always has to remind him not to slouch. and the way he stands up tall and holds himself like their former commander in chief when he’s trying to be a BIG MAN. i started this post thinking of the specific facial features and details ctommy would have as an adult, and how they would relate and differ to his brothers, but now i am lost int he sauce of imagining eve r little mannerism ctommy picked up being raised by cwil and no matter how far away from each other they are these connections will always remind them of each other (because god knows wil has picked up just as many of tommy’s mannerisms over their many codependent years together) and it quickly gets too painful to think about. anyway im normal .
#anyways i’m gonna go draw ctommy#maybe as an adult#20 yo ctommy and 28yo cwil#brothers finally in the same age bracket for a whole two years#cwil is now old enough he’s beginning to get the full philza (old man) treatment#he’s 28#this makes no sense but i think like three people on my side blog would even get what im talkin about so#here it is#unfiltered moriphyte crimeboys ‘meta’ stream of consciousness style#it’s shitty and i don’t care#turns out i’m stupid#sorry
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Well would you look at this. 😵💫 Because obviously if you dare say anything as wild and controversial as “lesbians don’t like men, please stop using a label that hurts us and tries to force men into our identity” you’re a raging terf radfem transmisogynist. Because obviously ONLY trans women use the bi lesbian label and it’s not like there are transfem lesbians who are rightfully against the label as well or anything and it’s not like terfs use the label to refer to cis lesbians who date trans women and why can’t you just let people identify as how they want of course lesbians like men stop the infighting already if you disagree with me that lesbians can like men then surely that’s because you’re an exclusionist gatekeeper who hates trans women.
#lesbian#anti-bi lesbian#trans women#lesbophobia#the raging hatred for lesbians on this site is getting to an all-time high y'all will stop at NOTHING to gaslight us and make us out to be#hateful terf bitches for our sexuality#how many times are we going to do this same old song and dance#no i will not calm down i will be taken seriously#you CANNOT be a bi women as a lesbian idfc if you’re trans or cis#lesbians do not like men and bi women shouldn’t have to ‘pick a side’ by calling themselves lesbians#it’s absurd maddening and sad how little y’all respect us#and trans women always have a place in the lesbian community that doesn’t mean that ACTUAL MEN DO#shit#trying to frame this as ‘well you must be a terf if you are against bi lesbians’ is a shitty move and you’re not being original or clever#go fuck yourself#trans lesbians exist and are valid and the bi lesbian label hurts them just like it hurts cis lesbians if anything it hurts them more so#and i will block ANYONE who supports bi lesbians it doesn’t matter if they’re a trans woman a cis woman a trans man non-binary etc idfc#stop trying to frame this as exclusionary radfem rhetoric#bi lesbian as a term DOES support corrective rape idgas what lesbophobes like you want to say about it#that’s all goodbye#sorry but this got me mad you do not get to use transmisogyny as a clutch to spout blatant ass lesbophobia#i’m so tired of this shit#blocklist#op
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(WIP) shitty old man yaoi sketch
#i gave up on the tattoo#old man yaoi#butter#jb22#mw x jb#formula one#tire d art#tire d art 🔞#it looks horrible i’m sorry#i hate this#i’m miserable and posting shitty art that i drew a while back
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i offhandedly mentioned having seen a movie from the 2000s to my friend and she was genuinely flabbergasted because she thought i “only watched old movies”
#i was like GIRL THE SECOND TO LAST FILM I WATCHED WAS FROM *THIS YEAR*!!!!!!!!#she was SHOCKED#just for that i watched ANOTHER film from this year bc i MUST beat the allegations#i tried to explain The List to her and how i break it up by decade and have intentionally tried to diversity what i watch#and TO BE FAIR to me#the films i have shown her so far have been from the 90s 60s and 40s#which is a BIG range if i do say so myself#like. sorry we haven’t watched any current films together…#you literally LIVE in a building with a theater in it#FIGURE IT OUT#seriously tho i am so grateful to have someone who will watch films with me#i ordered Citizen Kane on Blu-ray so we can watch it together#bc she told this CRAZY story about her shitty ex#and in the back of my head i was like ‘you KNOW what this reminds me of…’#so i intentionally waited to offer to show it to her until we were past the breakup situation#but NOW i am hype#and she is hype#and to be fair that’s probably why she thinks i only watch old movies#but it’s not even old to me#like. if it has sound it’s not old…#i’m gonna have SO much fun in my intro to film history class if i get to take it#my goal is to have already seen every film they discuss in the class so that i can just chill out and enjoy it#the final project is comparing and contrasting two films of your choice and i’m still figuring out what i want to do#excited regardless tho#i’m taking it my last semester as a treat for finishing my degree <33
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Error seducing 😦
#ok yea I lied abt not interacting with this au#I’m sorry its addicting to draw em eddie specifically#dreamswap#ds cross#b!ds caiden#ds nightmare#b!ds nate#ds error#b!ds edmund#ds error x ds nightmare#mention of errors shitty old “friend#isaacballz#dreamswap band au
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My friend has always supported me and every halloween he commissions a cosplay (months in advance) and like the first one i made his was before i had a sewing machine so it was all done by hand and some hot glue at the end lol. But this was the latest and i’m so proud of my improvement
#i did that !!!#i made patterns and and i like did it holy shit#i’m so talented 🥹 i forget sometimes#but like he’s wearing my art#and i made the pumpkin a purse e a zipper bc the dress has no pockets lmao#he didn’t ask for that but i wanted to be helpful#and he like paid me for it wish yeah makes since but if you told like 5 year old me people would pay to wear my stuff she wouldn’t believe u#anyway i guess im sappy tonight sorry#i’m just really proud of me and i want to idk#idk i just yeah want to see the things that i’m good at bc i feel kinda shitty rn#noodle art#noodle posting#kimjunnoodle
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why did you take down all ur artwork from late last yr??
my shit blew up very suddenly last fall and i feel now that i had very little room to experiment in obscurity and figure out what i liked in terms of style and content before people started paying attention to my stuff. i do not like a lot of my art from that time anymore, and i deleted it because i don’t feel like it is representative of what i want my art or online presence to be.
#no one is entitled to seeing my shitty old art and i really do wish i had not gotten the attention that i did for it at that time#sorry i’m cranky today
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why does writing have to be so difficult
#sitting here still working on my tma au 😔#sorry for keeping yall waiting I just write at the speed of a snail#they should invent a writing where you can write all of your ideas in like a week max#it has been a month. and I’m like maybe halfway through#13 year old me was able to write this in like 2 days while depressed on shitty x reader fics why does it take me so long now 😭#fuck this stupid baka life#Sam’s ramblings
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so I get what Bree is saying in feeling betrayed—having been lied to, but it is just so funny and twisted hearing her say “I thought this was something special…there wasn’t any part of this that was mine!” like?? oh to be the mysterious mistress that she thought she was? what a sick and bizarre position to covet. and idk maybe the foundation of something special doesn’t begin with having an affair with a 45 year old man.
#tell me lies#tell me lies season 2#bree#oliver#marianne#Hulu#tell me lies hulu#like it’s SPECIAL how 2 such shitty people found eachother ? idk#couldn’t find one ounce of remorse or sympathy during the whole episode#so sorry I’m just cracking up the whole scene#baby girl is so delusional#also wish Lucy had the capacity to tell her the truth in the beginning. like where the fuck did she think this was going?#laughed every time she was like oh my boyfriend..he loves me#🙃#and she’s supposed to be 19 years old ?!#fuck Oliver and Marianne especially#also fuck Lucy for gaining a conscience too late. like she was down in the beginning and then suddenly she wasn’t?#don’t be shy. tell her what you really think??#it’s not judging/shaming someone when you’re just telling them what this relationship actually is
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I wrote a whole post about how I’m reading this book about abuse to try and validate the abuse I went through in my last relationship but tumblr ate it and now I’m pissed in a different direction so the long short of it is this book is just describing my life for the 9 years of my last relationship, feeling crazy about thinking it’s abuse is part of the fuckin gameplan for this shit, and I’m pissed at my old friends for siding with that piece of shit after I told them he was abusive to me. So. Fuck em.
#this book is bringing up a lot of feelings#the majority of them rage#genuinely how fucking dare any of them treat me like this#I reconnected with my middle school best friend the other day#have not spoken to this woman in like 13 years#she caught me up on her life since we had a falling out in high school. I told her my shit#and you know what she said to me? ‘I’m so fucking sorry you had to go through that dude. I wish I could have been there for you.’#you know what my best friend at the time of my divorce said when I was going through a life-upheaving crisis?#did not acknowledge almost anything I said#live tweeted their fuckin washing machine repair journey and then asked for dating advice#anyway.#and then gave my whereabouts to my ex.#mistakes are mistakes and maybe someday we can talk about it if they get their shit right#but I do not need that in my life right now.#this book kind of applies to my ex and my old friends and that’s really shitty.
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If the boomers get saddled with the shitty stereotype of having fucked up the economy/being deeply selfish on a society or collective level? (Though honestly that’s not necessarily fair depending).
I’m afraid my generation (millennial) has to contend and realise it has the shitty stereotype of being terrible terrible parents/being deeply selfish on an individual level.
If you’re a millennial parent and that doesn’t apply to you: congrats. But there is, it seems, a near epidemic of this shit online.
Honestly think protections so kids get money later simply isn’t enough. Like we might need ban for putting kids faces or identity online/ at all/ until they’re old enough to get their own social media accounts (so like 13?) minimum. Like when they can at least voice things for themselves anyway.
#Polka blabs#parent influencers should dieeee I hate it#they are completely fucking over Gen alpha and Christ kids I’m sorry people my age are so awful#Some are like not teaching their kids to read?? I mean I’m not a parent but like don’t have to be to know that’s shitty parenting#It also has a lot of millennials making their old trauma their kids business#whatever happened to not passing the trauma forward?#Generation Y nee#whiney (you know)#It’s a major thing to be a parent but so many of my Gen are using their kids as props#If you choose to have a kid you have to be a fucking adult: you don’t get the option to opt out#Grow the fuck up man#I think I pay more attention to my pets needs then you do for your kids that’s just fucking sad
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I wish I just knew when/if I did something wrong
#the truest repairman posts#I’m probably making a big deal out of notjing but hey ho this is tumblr what is it for if not. Ranting about your emotions#A little too personally#I’m glad my cat is here honestly because I’d probably be reacting worse if she wasn’t here#I won’t remember this in a month so I don’t need to worry about it jaw clenched hands shaking#I guess I should have expected this I mean what’s the point of feeling like you’ve done something wrong and being upset when it’s confirmed#I just wish I knew what because now it’s the triple element of#If I did something wrong feeling guilty for that#If I didn’t and someone is just upset with me feeling guilty for causing that#And if someone is just a dick not caring about what they say but immediately worrying that by brushing it off as some shitty comment im#Ignoring someone who I actually upset#I shouldn’t get this worked up over something it’s 100% because I’m so tired#I was just already feeling so shit and then it was just confirmed like that… I wish I had someone to talk to now even so I could feel like#Haven’t upset EVERYONE at least#God I hope someone was just being a dick so I can stop giving a fuck#I’m too old to get upset like this man#Sorry for the long tags ig#Vent#Yeah we’re getting there I’d say#Probably should have tagged my like. One other post as vent too
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So this chick has been on-and-off again stalking me since high school. I could go into paragraphs of detail (I was about to), but no one wants to read all of that. Suffice to say, I guess she’s had some kind of crush on me for about 15-20 years or so (why??), and every few years it seems she pops up somewhere contacting me to try to persuade me to give her a chance. I should mention we never talked in high school, I actively avoided her, told her I didn’t like her, etc. nothing doing.
Anyway, somehow she’s been on one of my social media pages and saw I was having a hard time lately, so she found my phone number (what?? I hate that you can just find that online) and texted me out of the blue yesterday. Usual protocol is ignore and block so I don’t piss off an unstable person, but they decided to be gross, so
I wasn’t planning on posting anything about this before. If they were creeping around on my pages, mentioning it would only feed into them. Maybe. I don’t know. But this just kind of made me really uncomfortable and their response was shitty. I could have been a lot meaner. I wanted to be. But whatever, that wouldn’t have helped. So I just blocked them and hope that this time it sticks. If they see this, then hey… not cool.
#and then I post this for what? attention?#I dunno… this just made me feel really shitty#like… you can’t just leave me alone?#you know I’m having a rough go at it and you think this is the perfect time to insert yourself into my life?#I don’t care about your puss!#I really really have to reiterate I have never ever had a real conversation with this person#we’ve never talked or hung out and I always avoided them#god this is such high school bullshit. I’m in my fucking 30s. I don’t need this teenage drama.#and I want to imagine all this as just someone who never grew up buuut…#they found my phone number. they went looking for my personal information. they’ve been stalking at least one of my social media pages.#probably twitter but who knows maybe here too#this is like… 15-20 years of this. why? why are you still obsessed with this?#and maybe these texts don’t seem so bad but I’ve had to block them on Facebook too#and that was after my ex and I broke up a few years back#it’s like she waits until my life gets extra shitty and then tries to convince me that we’re old friends & she wants to date finally#fuckin… just… not really cool ya know. damn.#stalker lady… I am not worth all this pining. just move on.#lol but I have been saying “my puss is so wet right now’ to myself all day so that’s a positive#anyway… sorry to post this bullshit. just wanted to vent.#sorry if you read all of this#text
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#LOL#tried to text the mental health hotline thing#was such a waste of time#all they said was#‘took courage to reach out what can I do to support you today?’#bro I don’t fucking know#asked a few questions and they’re like ‘idk I’m not a mental health professional’#and I’m like okkkkk#well sorry for wasting your time#and then they ended the conversation on me?#like#i don’t feel like they should be able to do that but ok#that just made me feel a whole new type of shitty#I’m at an all time low if anyone cares#had a stupid ‘girls night’ with some old best friends that I haven’t seen in months maybe a year#and damn that made me spiral HARD#was actually doing ok and feeling good for the past few days#and then wasn’t even a spiral tbh it was just a straight drop#just feels like no one cares#I mean they were supposed to be my close friends and they clearly don’t give a shit about me#vented to my ex about everything and he could care less#can’t really talk to my parents about everything cause I know they are just going to play the religion card#‘well have you been praying??? maybe you should come to church with us’#feel like going to a mental hospital is the only option at this point#I can’t tell you how shitty it feels knowing you’re wasting your life away but you can’t do anything about it cause you’re trapped#I had such big dreams growing up… what the fuck happened#sorry ignore me#delete later#shut up rosie
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I wish I had someone I could share shitty memes and insta-posts with 😔
#Like how Asian guys or food recipes or shitty mom stuff or kdrama stuff or just funny stuff in general#*hot Asian guys#somehow all my old friends moved away#i also lost a couple of friends after I had my son#my best friends lives somewhere else and we somehow grow apart More and more#sure i do share stuff with my husband and I know I can share everything with him but idk#i do have a good relationship with my co workers but they’re not my friends friends#if you know what I mean#and now with getting older I realize how much I miss a friend I have in person who I can hang out with and send shitty memes#and like I’m ok about it on some days but on others days I’m just incredibly sad#sigh#Personal#sorry for the rant#to be deleted
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