#i’m screaming i don’t deserve this
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i’m sure it’s been said already but chappell roan is literally out there making history. no one else is doing it like her. dressed as the statue of liberty, she made a statement about freedom for minorities and people in occupied territories. and in addition to that, she mentioned turning down an offer to perform at a white house pride event, saying that she won’t do it until there is freedom, liberation and justice for everyone.
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#i’m just screaming into the void but. i adore her.#i don’t think there’s a single artist more deserving of all the attention and hype she’s receiving#chappell roan
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Codsworth: (Gets his flame thrower ready) “Giant scorpion! Try not to get stung!!!”
Jasmine: (Backs out of the stairway) “That’s not a giant scorpion! It’s a Boom Bug!”
Nick: (Jumps into the doorway to shield his daughter) “Get behind me!”
Jasmine: (Reaches out to try and pull him away) “Daddy, nooooooooooo!!!!!”
Boom Bug: (Explodes upon death and covers everyone in Boom Bug juice)
Nick: (Falls over limp like a ragdoll)
Jasmine: (Frantically hovers over him) “Papi!!! Get up!!!” (Starts shaking him)
Codsworth: “Oh dear…”
Nick: “I’m fine- I’m fine.” (Stands and starts brushing himself off) “See? Right as rain.”
Jasmine: (Scowls a bit) “Puta madre-.…. Eres un pinche tonto.” (Paces away while throwing up her hands) “It’s a fucking Boom Bug- ya don’t run into a confined space with one of those!!! What the hell is wrong with you people!!!”
Codsworth: (Starts wiping down himself and Nick with a cloth) “Oh like father, like daughter. You two are so very similar.”
Jasmine: (Angry Mexican kitten noises from afar)
Yao Guai: (Slowly backs away in fear of the feral kitten)
Nick: (Patiently waiting for his daughter to be done screaming) “Someone needs to wash her mouth out with soap.”
#With all the times that Jas has run into a battle with gun blazing and no regards to her safety-#I say that this is well deserved.#They just want each other to be safe. But they also both need to learn to keep themselves safe#Jazzy always gets overly upset when her father is in danger and needs a minute to scream out her feelings when it’s all over.#Oh yeah- I’m putting new outfits together for Nick. I’m still deciding what hat will go with that suit.#And he ran out of ammo for his gun so he defaulted to his pipe one. Don’t worry-RoboDad is usually more equipped than this.#fallout 4#fallout4#fo4#fallout#fallout 4 companions#fo4 nick valentine#nick valentine#fallout oc#fallout 4 oc#fo4 oc#fallout 4 original character#codsworth
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Silly goofy game about mouthwash!
#did scribbles#doodles even#mouthwashing anya#the only woman ever forever#mouthwashing swansea#my queen#daisuke mouthwashing#the baby#what do you mean you don’t cry over him regularly?#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#screaming biting and raging about him#put this poor man down#he deserves so much better#mouthwashing jimmy#fuck Jimmy#kill him with fire#he deserves so much worse#giving Jimmy all my cramps#I’m thinking about these guys more than I should#I’m so emotions about these guys#mouthwashing#pen sketch#sketches#art#traditional art#artists on tumblr#illustrators on tumblr#doodles#fanart
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i actually feel so incredibly uncomfortable and isolated in this space right now and i know that’s silly because of how many people there are just like me who share the same feelings but idk…the fact that people even think this is defensible behavior is making me feel sick
#nothing quite like being reminded how disposable you are#during the pandemic that set the stage for everyone to show exactly how much they don’t care about disabled people#i’m tired of people not taking this shit seriously and i’m incredibly angry about it#because i know y’all who are reckless and ignorant and think you’re invincible are going to be the same ones begging to be let in#when they ultimately become disabled too.#and you know what? i’m not ready to give those people grace yet#been screaming it for years but nobody listens until it’s too late#have already had people with obvious long covid who spouted ableist rhetoric this entire pandemic#come to me asking for advice#and honestly? i don’t think you deserve advice#i have so much empathy but i’m TIRED#i don’t fucking care anymore i get that we’ve been lied to this entire time but if you actually wanted to do the research you would#and since i know nobody cares about protecting others#i think you would at least care about protecting yourself considering how selfish you’ve proven yourselves to be#this is at the entire world and everyone who refuses to wake up to the fact that we are screwed#disabled people have been telling you this entire time and it’s still a fuckimg joke#and it will only become serious when it affects them directly#i’m so angry right now#and honestly? if you feel like this is about you at all? in any way? that’s your sign#do fucking better. TEST WHEN YOURE SIXK#stop fucking going out when you’re sick unless it’s necessary#i’m so so tired
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WHICH ONE OF YOU BITCHES WAS IT THAT CONVINCED ME TO REWATCH S2???
#it’s me#i am bitches#whyd I decide to do this bro#will bby you don’t deserve any of this… :(#why is his trauma not a bigger part of the series??#and mike was in the room when will was tied up and screaming… he looked horrified#my babies :(((#mike suffered so much too…..#i cannot with this I’m gonna cry#byler#will byers#tw all caps
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watching the last episode of season 5 in 2026 and steve gets fatally injured and then the first notes of when it’s cold id like to die start playing and we all know in that moment it’s over
#i’m sad rn#i’m so scared for steve#i was scared for him in season 4#but now i’m like… so petrified#i just cant lose him#he’s not even real but#if i have to sit there and watch the life leave his eyes#watch this character take his last breath#so young#he deserves to live a full life#i’m gonna literally lose my mind#and definitely DONT think about robin and dustin being the last ones there to see him go#definitely don’t think about robin screaming at him to wake up come on steve get up you’re fine YOURE FINE let’s go#definitely don’t think about dustin just sobbing in disbelief because no not again please please i cant do this again not you too#not steve#anyways uhhhh#sorry#stranger things#steve harrington#stranger things 4#stranger things 5#robin buckley#dustin henderson
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This will be my Stripes
#mckenna grace#celeste o'connor#scream franchise#scream movie#Hopefully this is good maybe it can be my consolation prize after GBFE#I’m happy for Celeste they deserve to be in better movies than Madame Web good grief#Also praying I don’t need to catch up on 7 movies worth of lore to understand this one I only saw the original#… Will Roger Jackson come back?#(Phoebe Lucky & the Cheshire Cat in the same movie would be insane)
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IT’S SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME TO WATCH SCREAM VI KNOWING THAT HE’S GOING TO DIE AT THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!😭😭😭
#jack champion#Ethan Landry#ethan kirsch#ghostface#gf!ethan#I miss him#I can’t#I don’t give a fuck if he’s a killer!!#I don’t give a shit that he’s the killer#he deserved to be the first ghostface to survive#why did he have to have such a brutal death#I can’t watch his death#scream vi#scream iv#scream franchise#it’s so hard#I just can’t#I don’t care that I’m being dramatic#scream 6#scream 2023
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i hate to say this because i know how it makes me sound but i got so used to being screamed at over things that weren’t my fault/had nothing to do with me/were beyond my control multiple times per shift when i worked at target that i’m actually finding it kind of weird and strange that that’s not happening at dunkin
#there’s been one Screaming Incident but i feel it was kind of deserved….certain coworkers of mine made questionable comments#over the drive thru speakers. and the couple came in and started screaming at me because i was the first person they saw.#and i was just like ‘i’m sorry. that wasn’t me you were speaking to.’ and then my coworkers came over & they left me alone#i mean don’t get me wrong there have been people that are assholes for no reason but that’s like maybe once per shift#unlike at target where it was like maybe 50% normal people 25% assholes and 25% just straight up crazy people
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Sometimes I go like “I’m fine” and then remember that one friend whom I loved dearly who did a complete 180, told me to fuck off and essentially split apart our entire friend group in 2022 simply because I was Russian and she was Ukrainian. We didn’t talk politics, didn’t discuss the news too much, nobody held any anti Ukrainian opinions. We showered her in nothing but sympathy and support. And yet somehow, it was all our fault. We were 15 and it was our fault. Because we were Russian, so how could it not be?
I’ve never been the same since
#it’s what made me realise how conditional friendship can be. how disposable I am#if I can be dropped for something way beyond my control… what else could I be dropped for?#that’s what radicalised me. I think#I used to scream about how pro ukraine I was from every rooftop. got into so many arguments with relatives over it#but at the end of the day. it doesn’t matter what you do#as long as you’re russian you can never be ‘one of the good ones’#you’re the oppressor. the genocidal monster. the coloniser#with no culture or history or folklore of your own. with a language no one should speak. with a nationality the world hates#according to these people. the only good russian is a dead one. and I’m beyond caring#people wonder how propaganda works. but how much of it is propaganda if it’s true?#you’re told that the world hates you. you look around and realise it’s true#sanctions. history revisionism. xenophobia. on and on and on#it’s not made up. it’s not exaggerated. it’s not even hidden#and it gets to you. it really does. especially when you’re expected to sit there and take it bc you deserve it#to the point that even one person finding out you’re russian and not treating you any different is a gift from the heavens#I don’t support the war. of course I don’t. did I not just say that I’m not a genocidal mosnter?#but it’s hard to give a fuck. it truly is#it’s this curious little thing about the human psyche#when the world hates you and doesn’t bother hiding it. you start hating it back#it’s a reactionary response but a natural one. and it made me who I am today#if to the rest of the world I’m russian first and a human second. then so be it#that’s what I shall be
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What's PMD Explorers of the Spirit? 0v0
It’s a PMD Sky romhack! It serves as both a sequel and a canon divergence kinda thing. I’m not super far into the game but it’s really interesting so far 👀 I’ll definitely be posting more about it as I play through it!
#Several things I’ve noticed:#Idk if they adjusted the level curve or what but HOLY shit. The dungeon mons are so strong for some reason.#I never got my ass kicked this hard early game until this hack lmao#Also. Us bickering with Chatot is very funny. And deserved.#But it also makes me sad bc I love Chatot SO much#Don’t fight with him he’s just trying his best :(((#It’s really strange how much the hero seems to hate the guild#When I watched Smant’s playthrough of Sky he mentioned how much the guild is like a cult and I SCREAMED#BC HE’S KINDA RIGHT. And the hero alludes to this too#Anyway. Again I’m not super far into it yet but I will recommend it ;)#Bc a friend recommended it to me and I trust their judgement lol#I’m enjoying it so far!#Pokemon#PMD#PMD EotS#Shima answers questions#thatrobotgirl
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the feminine urge to bitch slap every man ever
#expect hobie ofc#he doesn’t count as a man though#he’s too good to be a one of those#men are so annoying#loud#gross#they have so much audacity#and they smell#and every man I’ve met is at least a tad bit sexist#like#oh sorry that I don’t wanna clean my brothers fucking piss off the toilet seat!!!#guess I’m a “pretty pink princess” for that!#Or sorry that I don’t wanna pick his nasty ass socks off the floor for him!!#Or sorry that I don’t wanna clean his shit stained underwear for him!! Guess I’m a “pretty pink princess”!#And sorry that I accidentally bumped into you#I DEFINITELY deserved for you to shove me and flip me off#or sorry that after a long shitty day at school#and I would like for it to be at least a BIT quiet!#Guess I’ll let my brother(quite literally) scream at his bloody laptop and repetitively slam it down!!!#Oh!! Sorry for getting upset at you after I said no multiple times and you kept bothering me about it!#guess i’ll just go fuck myself#i hate men
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SUPPORT ALL THE BE MY FAVORITE FIC PLEASE <3
I need everyone in the world to know that a friend of mine is writing a Witcher AU starring Kawi and Pisaeng from Be My Favorite and I’m reading an early draft of it on my lunch breaks and it’s become the best part of my day.
This thing is likely gonna be over 60k when it’s finished, and I’m really gonna need everyone in the world to leave kudos and comments on this fic when it’s done because my god she’s making an incredible piece of fiction and it’s so ludicrously charming. I don’t even play the Witcher games, I just casually watched the Netflix show and I don’t even think you need to have seen that to keep up. She’s just doing an incredible job.
I’m so happy our little time travel show is still attracting such incredible talented writers and such fun, exciting ideas in fanwork.
If you haven’t been keeping up with the AO3 tag obsessively like me:
Along with the stupefyingly, brilliantly executed genius of Mr. and Mrs. Smith AU Mr. and Mr. Jirawarakul (50k and one more chapter to go!!!) by Looorelai, there’s the nuanced The Long Way Home by saisei about the after-effects of Pisaeng’s time travel, and the punch-you-in-the-soul twist of Writing Ourselves on the Walls of our Future Hearts by Synergic.
Be My Favorite has had some incredible fics written for it.
If you loved the series and you’re missing it and KawiPi, I highly, highly encourage you to check out the tag or my bookmarks.
Tiny fandoms like BMF truly flourish when there’s warmth for them to grow by—or at least glow at a consistent rate. So when you read any fic ever and it makes you happy, please leave kudos and comments if you have the bandwidth. Especially if it’s old. Especially if the fandom seems tiny. It will mean more to them than you may realize; it may even mean the difference between that writer never writing in that fandom again and writing more.
An ember can start a fire.
Just as an example, I left a long comment recently on Clawed by daisydiversions in which Famous AU Kawi and Pisaeng (mostly Pisaeng) are battling a crane game in Japan, and the writer responded thus:
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I thought, “Ooh, my screaming nonsense gave them a fic idea! That’s fun!”
Two days later, I had a notification in my inbox!!
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And like! I get it! I wrote my 38k WinTeam fic Fireproof on the strength of my friend screaming at me after every chapter posted as well as the comments screaming even more. If I had been writing that on my own with no engaged readership, I would’ve gotten bored and unmotivated and given it up.
I’m not saying, “Leave comments in case the writers will write you fic.” I included that example as a, “Look what unbridled enthusiasm and active community spirit can inspire when we reach out to artists and tell them we appreciate what they created!”
It could inspire more fic, sure, but more importantly: it’ll make writers feel like we aren’t pantomiming for a silent, uninterested audience. That’s how fandoms survive for ten, twenty years. Or longer. Not just through love for canon.
We thrive because we show love for each other. Love for the stories and art we share with each other. Love for the community we’ve gathered.
Love is what brought us to fandom in the first place, after all. That’s where we excel. <3
A nice comment on a fic might be the difference between someone staying in fandom and leaving. You’re more influential than you know, and you can evoke incredible joy in people’s lives with a simple, “I loved this, thank you for sharing!”
#be my favorite#be my favorite the series#kawi x pisaeng#i love all these fics so much#and god they all deserve so much more love#i know people move on fast nowadays but we don’t have to!#i’m determined to keep my li’l microfandom well fed with screaming and admiration#always leave comments if you can#you may not know it but god it has an enormous influence#a friend told me recently the only reason she didn’t quit a fandom was ONE COMMENT#you’re more powerful than you may know <3
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screaming crying throwing up
[VIDEO ID: Joy Wang is standing in front of a car, facing her mother, Evelyn Wang. The scene is dark, with minimal lighting from the left side of the frame. Joy is crying as she asks Evelyn, “why not go somewhere where your — where your daughter is more than just this”. She laughs ruefully as the camera turns to see Evelyn looking saddened. END ID]
#yes I’m still obsessed shut up#eeaao#everything everywhere all the time#jobu tupaki#joy wang#evelyn wang#stephanie hsu#key huy quan#michelle yeoh#every so often I’ll watch this on repeat for an hour for the sole purpose of acting out my mommy issues#sobbing screaming crying#you don’t understand#I’m OBSESSED with Stephanie Hsu#she was ROBBED at the Oscar’s I’m sorry but you know I’m right#like I get that Jamie lee Curtis has had a long and influential career#but also she didn’t deserve the Oscar for that particular role (as IRS lady)#cause Stéphanie’s performance had me crying so hard I was on the verge of throwing up#she is next level and I’m in love with her omg#mommy issues
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being told you don’t deserve kindness or empathy because you won’t fuck someone is so ridiculous you’d think it wouldn’t hurt to hear, but it does. it really fucking does.
#Like you don’t have to like me#but I’m a human being#and I watch you extend kindness to strangers and people you’ve never even met over the internet and coworkers you don’t even like#I’m the mother of your children#I almost died and went to hell and back twice to carry on your shitty as bloodline#and despite your cruelty I am kind to you#as kind as I can be#so kind it’s fucking embarrassing and pathetic#I make you coffee and breakfast in the morning and lunch for work and I take care of everything and I almost never ask you for help#you don’t shop or cook or clean or get up in the middle of the night and you can hardly even spend time with your family#because you need hours to get Hugh and drink and play games before you can exist near anyone#I always text to make sure you got to work safe and home safe and I always ask you how your day was and#I posted on the internet to get you local friends to play magic with and I literally try so fucking hard to make you happy#so our son can stop witnessing these fights but every day you find a new reason to scream at me and then I’m the crazy one#the argumentative one who lost all her friends because I’m too awful to withstand#and yeah I’m not my best right now but I am trying and I have never been this cruel#I’d sacrifice every piece of my soul if it made you happy enough to be a good father but nothing I do is ever enough because I won’t fuck#You BUT somehow when I was fucking you#when I tried to fuck every negative thing out of you so you’d be happy#it still wasn’t enough#and somehow that’s my fault too#how the fuck do you look someone in the eye and say nothing you ever do will be enough until you fuck me and I have no kindness or sympathy#for you because you don’t deserve it#I made you fucking soup and brought you meds when you had a cold and I took care of two kids alone while I had the flu and you complained I#didn’t get enough done??#like not once have you asked me about my day or offered any support or helped when I was hurt or sick or on no sleep you left me in the#hospital alone the day I gave birth#BUT I AM THE ONE UNDESERVING IF BASIC HUMAN DECENCY#I’m gonna throw up. I’m stupid for my choices and the kindness I extend to you and I’ll never deny that#but even stupid people and broken people and people who make mistakes deserve kindness and that is a hill I’ll die on
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cried in the night shop while trying to buy ramen after getting off the phone with my dad
#i don’t deserve him honestly#wearing flip flops and my tank top under my wool coat very hot girl behaviour lmao#zero food in the fridge cause i haven’t restocked for this week#zero hours of sleep at a normal time#the only thing that could fix me rn would be screaming at the sky i fear#or him kissing me really i’m not picky lmao#this is for no one in particular i just need to vent#*
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