#i’m moved to my CORE
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no but i sincerely think everyone involved in this episode deserves an award. the music, the dancing, the editing, the acting. everything’s done with so much reverence and weight. like they intimately understand the heartbreak and delicately lay it out in a way that you can’t help but feel it deeply
this episode embodies the quote, “it's not a ghost story, it's a love story” in the most beautiful and heart wrenching way. and i’m so glad it exists in the way it exists, not glorifying the tragedy but reinforcing the love
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Somerville <3
#my parents are actually considering moving to somerville which would be interesting#somerville is pretty close to the top of the peninsula#not as close as pearcedale though#so they end up with these super weird inbetween vibes#they aren’t deep peninsula like we are where i currently live but defo aren’t melbournians either#idk why i’m even bringing this up all of yous are from different parts of australia or not even from australia so none of this means anythi#to ya#australian gothic#regional gothic#peninsula gothic#mornington peninsula#australia#victorian gothic#small town gothic#rural gothic#small town#small town aesthetic#small town photography#small town vibes#small town life#small town girl#rural core#rural australia#ruralcore#rural aesthetic#rural landscape#rural photography#rural decay#rural life#rural
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I just wanna say I love the way you handle your fan base! Btw you’re my favorite artist 🤩
Oh thank you!
That’s so sweet to hear, cause I’m always trying to put my best foot forward with you little creatures.💖💖💖
I know most of you guys are here for my Hazbin fan art, so I’m just hoping to entertain as much as I can until I move on. 😜
Im a big fandom nomad, but all you little hype goblins have made me stay in one place for the first time in a long time. 💖
#grey answers#grey really enjoys having a little fan base for her art#you’re like a bunch of kittens that feed on angsty art#💕💕💕#no matter how short lived my fame is gonna be I had fun the whole time!😄#but at my core I’m a fandom nomad I’ll move on to something else eventually#and that’s ok I’ll go crazy again when season 2 drops
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1/4 Mexican Curtis brothers…
#cuz I hc their dad as half Mexican#they’re the most no sabo ever (me core)#bc it’s encouraged to try and blend in with everyone else and not speak spanish (what happened to my family)#so their dad (who moved when he was really little) didn’t learn a lot of full mexican culture#his mom didn’t do too much to show him his heritage either#he knew how to cook tho dw#they ain’t eating unseasoned dry chicken trust 🙏🏽🙏🏽#passed it on to the Curtis boys#mrs Curtis was full Irish tho#smile#I’m yapping#whatever#clarity speaks#mr curtis headcanons#mrs curtis headcanons#mrs curtis#mr curtis#the curtis brothers#ponyboy michael curtis#darry curtis#curtis brothers#darrel curtis#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#the outsiders#the outsiders headcanons#darry headcanons#ponyboy headcanons#sodapop headcanons#curtis brother headcanons
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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣
re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’
wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!
#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag#we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more#heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee#confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left#liv in the replies#trevor zegras#mason mctavish#need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason#right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he#wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle#i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes#up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry#ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of#trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things#could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave#about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor#who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only#trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil#from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l
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If Jane Austen could write about my family from the outside and I could read it then maybe I would be healed.
#moving out has helped! but is there is not a new social life/core for me yet#maybe ever? idk#but within the actual family unit there is ….. so much going on#so much suffering. so much change. unbelievable levels of stress and anxiety and depression#like I really cannot emphasize enOUGH how much#and my parents are essentially full time caregivers#and I both want to help and be a stabilizing factor and I also want to be honest about how much of a toll it takes on me#because i think it’s A Lot#but also I don’t like modern rhetoric on any of these difficult topics and I reject it even though I use a lot of the language#hence why I need Jane Austen to do it for me#to bring this full circle#anyways if you could say a prayer for us. for my parents especially but also my sister#well all the sisters and my brothers!#anyway reflecting angsting etc.#tbh I would love to know the medium of the average family’s unhappiness and stress#Because I think ours is off the charts#But idk. Would love to know more tbh#I would love to know if a lot of it just the human condition! But sometimes I’m just like this is not normal lol#thanks for listening
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as much as i love being back into fandom writing again, there was something in the air in 2021. why were we all so unhinged
#like what do you mean there’s a fic out there pairing me with toji’s worm#and it was a series#and what about all those ask games we’d make up#‘send an ask pretending to be me and i’ll rate your audacity from 1-10’#‘ship your moots together’#‘which one of your moots would get caught vaping’#‘assign your moots a weapon’#if i name everything out of context it’s just so???#snail kink was a core memory#pasi and nire if you see this you will know exactly what i’m talking about#y’all were directly with me in the trenches#chitchatting ᵔᴗᵔ#it’s so funny to think that moots from this era became irl friends and moots on my personal socials#and most of them have moved on from tumblr#and i’m back here like ! lol ! i bet you thought you saw the last of me !
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“Transformers One looks to be a goofy movie for kids.”
Oh thank FUCK.
Like I wasn’t really looking into it very much and was a little worried they would be trying to appeal to adults for some reason. I didn’t really care about an origin story (and origin for WHAT. Another continuity? Because that’s not an origin, anyway) given the origin is different pretty much every time, but I’m glad it’s apparently just trying to be a decent kid’s action movie.
But huh, I’m cool with the villains ironically being an alien invasion lol, wonder how the Quintessons will be dealt with here. Also presumably Megs’ start of his decent into being the scourge of the galaxy. Guess there’s a decent way to make it a “We have to get Them before They get Us” motivation for galactic conquest but eh, who knows.
I hate putting plants on Cybertron though. It makes no sense and helps give me a feeling of “this is just Earth again.” But whatever.
Anyway that all sounds alright. Maybe I’ll watch the trailer at some point. Probably the movie if the reviews are decent. Probably at some point even if they aren’t.
Will say robot designs look nice. And Hollywood stop casting stars for their names.
#Transformers#Maccadam#Like… at its core this franchise will always be a goofy action show for kids#Even as I get annoyed by some of the more annoying stuff in some of the shows#I have to remember they’re for KIDS#And my more honest critiques should take that into account#I’m not always the best at it but still#I like complaining. What can I say?#But then you have things like the ‘86 moving which is UNFATHOMABLY stupid and I love it#Delete later maybe
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one of the uglier side effects i’ve noticed in myself while healing from child abuse is the fact that i am just so fucking angry so much of the time.
like, i’m an adult now. a grown ass person. i’m twenty whole years old. but every so often, i’m struck with this deeply childish rage that bad things happened to me as a kid. it’s so sudden and so intense that it makes me dizzy with how mad i am. i’m sick with it.
the grief of it all overwhelms me whenever i think about it too hard because i was just so little. i was so tiny and small and helpless. i was a child. a baby. my parents hit me before i was old enough to sit up by myself or even hold my own head steady. my parents hurt me before i even knew how to say their names. they hated me before i even knew what hate was.
and i loved them. still do, somehow. impossibly. i love them. i was so young. they were my heroes. they were everything to me. i was so innocent. i loved them so, so much.
how could they do that? how could they bear to hurt someone so tiny, so loving, so incapable of anything but pure, childish adoration? at twenty years old, every time i see or hear or read about a child—even a teenager—i want to smother them in maternal love, protect them, take care of them. they’re just children.
and so was i. i was just a child. it makes me sick with rage. i was just a child.
but i don’t want to be angry. i want to be good. there’s nothing more in the world i want than to just be good. i don’t want to be angry like them. i don’t want to hurt anyone. i want to be good.
oh god, i just want to be good.
#personal#i am. working through things.#i love repressing things until i’m away from my family and then watching it explode out uncontrollably as an adult#this is so fun! 😀#tw child abuse#tw abuse mention#perhaps#fiona gallagher core#?#like when she moves away?#idk. i just think she’d have to do a lot of work on her hurt and anger#oh shit so do i huh.#i pretend i do not see it
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I've forced 7 people in my lifetime to start watching the show! I'm ready to write lines back and forth!
I have a confession I never watched after marissa died oops but the core 4 were my LIFE
#I was SHOOK to my core I feel like that was the first tv death where I was like 😟#I also have the attention span of a gnat if one episode of tv bores me I’m like ugh moving onnnn
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was rlly excited to watch more 👻busters today but then i got bad news soooo i’m no longer motivated to do that at all… i just poorly drew melody and phoebe instead but 🧟♀️ the “poorly” is not powerful enough of a word to describe what it looked like i think
#my legs and core are super sore too :/ can barely move so that’s also nice#and my coffee didn’t come out right#so now i’m just upset#it’s okay though#goeun’s been rlly funny on fromm today so that’s nice#it was nice to see#will probably delete this#all i need is forbidden ghost x human yuri though … all i need rn🧟♀️ and then yeri
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… how does my mind decide what is too much to post on here like I deleted one about not having a mental map of my elementary school at all and not remembering big parts of it,,, oh, siffrin moment it was me admitting I struggled to remember the friends/people I hung out with often I had then. That’s what I decided was too far but now that I’ve worked through that and joked about it it’s chill to say, god damnit that one post isn’t the first post again
#this is a post i made#and also probably cause it was a bit of a spiraling post with no end but google maps saved the day#okay listing out things I can remember I found helps so#I when I first moved elementary schools I made a friend in my teacher and I ended up going over to her place a couple times and I think I wa#her kids friend as well and when we went over in the basement I played Tony’s pro skater and that’s why that was the first game I got on my#emulator and I think that friend I had in her kid was one of those people that I was like I might have a crush on them back when brain didnt#know I don’t get those and looking back it might’ve been a work thing I might’ve been like yeah that’s be cool… and it’s a little terrifying#being able to say that but not what are actual relationship was or what we did together#… it’s weird knowing to the core of my being that I care about that family so much and the few times I’ve seen them I’m so excited and then#barely remembering them…#man yeah really thanks I sat cause my brain is calming itself down by saying yeah sif would say that
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Good Omens fandom is really getting me through this crisis.
#I haven’t written anything in over a week#but to be fair my mom is here#and I moved#and my insect phobia was triggered hard core#so I’m back in therapy#and my landlord yelled and threatened me#so it’s been a wild time
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michael the type of older brother to drink straight from the carton. sorry
#he’s just like that he has to be#at least as a teenager his room (while messy) was very older brother core he had posters and cds and shit#and then he moves out and it’s just. r/malelivingspaces#mattress on the floor (he doesn’t deserve a bed frame) if he has posters there are less maybe he’s got like ONE little dresser otherwise#his shits on the ground HE’S WORKING ON IT (kind of. not really)#i have so many actual serious concepts spinning around my brain rn but this is what i choose to post so sorry#fnaf 4 nightmares can be michael that’s just not his fucking room i refuse to believe it#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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‘this bond will last for eternity. i won’t tolerate betrayals or running away.’
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so speaking of kuukou probably has attachment issues in the form of being too attached, he has this arb line lmao
i revisited the kiyohime legend, and in some iterations of the legend, she specifically turns into a dragon of rage after she tried to cross a river and died to follow someone she loved who promised her he’d stay by her side, but only did so in order to escape her. makes me think this legend really is kuukou’s blueprint lol 🤔
#vee queued to fill the void#my brain has so much going on about kuukou lol if it feels like i’ve been talking in circles you’re right!!!!!#i’m circling around a kuukou topic i have so many bits and pieces to but can’t concretely piece them together so i’m super focused on it lo#like point of interest for this thought are:#kuukou relating to the mc in arb main story because his mentor left without a word#and maybe not so oddly enough but kuukou consoling hitoya to let the anger go#like yeah arb isn’t canon but it’s a story based on what canon has to offer#which means kuukou again relates to people who’ve been left behind because it’s core to his character (despite him not talking about it lol#it’s been a VERY long while since i said kuukou sometimes doesn’t put the money where his mouth is lol#but i wonder if him preaching to hitoya to move on is contradictory to what he’s keeping to himself#mr ‘you’re not allowed to leave me or betray me we are forever’ lol#is bat’s brand of codependency about to fck me up lmao#this looks like a festering sadness and anger towards someone that deeply hurt him by leaving and refuses to go thru it again#lol kinda relatedly i am so amused that kuukou’s fursona might be because he vibed with a story of an angry lady’s lovesickness#kuukou looked at this angry dragon lady and said kin LMAO#c: kuukou👑
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thinking Weirdly about that time an ex friend was telling me about how she shittalked me with one of HER ex friends about how I was pretentious and how like, deeply alien to me that was. like I refuse to talk down to people (or try very hard not to) and I have difficulty Distilling shit into shorter sentences because I hate reducing ideas or not being totally clear, which isn’t for everyone but. pretentious?
#and then she said that their friendship had fallen apart and this was probably the moment I should’ve RECANTED my 15th second chance#but the pretentious accusation is so funny. no idea why I’m thinking about it right now but it’s so funny#like I’m sorry I guess. I don’t talk to people like they’re stupid.#will do that next time boss 🫡#I don’t know… being pretentious is so ew. I then sat and listened to two hours of ‘what I would do if I met the queen of england’ like what#what was I doing!!! this was embarrassing for us both.#I hate the ‘I AM pretentious’ culture though so it was really bothersome at the time#The life I lead is Not dark academia core I can only assume I hit some insecurity nerves and move on#now I have zero patience for cloying attempts at praise in the form of ‘are you sure I’m smart enough to talk to you 🥺’ so#maybe this was weird for everyone involved.#I am surrounded by some really smart people and I’m only grateful for it!#sometimes the conversation isn’t for me or it’s above my understanding but it’s still fine?#🍂.txt
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