#I’m yapping

[chaosandmarigolds]

“I wonder what you think of.”

johnny slowly looks up from the morning mug of coffee and to you. A few blinks before he replied, “Currently?”

“mmhm.”

“An a honest answer?”

“those are the only ones that matter.”

he shrugged, “m thinking bout how I didn’t clear building properly back in ‘18 and I killed a family.” He saw your face fall but he went on, “How everyone said it was causalities and sure they happen but these were…meaningless, caused my own daftness. Lil girl, Gail’s age, an her ma n pa, holed up in the basement cellar. Didn’t check it right. Went through with the demolition- it wasn’t even one that was important just a diversion.”

he looks back up at you, your gaze sad. So he shoved all of the feelings he was hiding back into their little cage, ensuring the key was hidden within the nooks memories. “All in the past, love, biscuits ready yet?”

(….i don’t even know idk I feel like I jus wanted to write a lil blurb with him actually having…real human emotion bc he silly and goofy and I LOVE HIM but he’s also traumatized and he’s also seen things so idk. I feel like that’s how it is with a lot of things, if we like a certain aspect of someone we can just shun the reality we know to be true away because we wouldn’t dare taint the pureness of how perceived them. I just don’t see it all that much so I wanted to dabble. Toootles! <3)

[indigo-greer-collins]

so i know the misogynistic milo thing is generally a joke (i hope), but i was thinking about it and like honestly i think he’d be the type to remind the others of their own internalised misogyny within the pack.

i’m taking this from the perspective of when they’re like teenagers/high schoolers mind you, i think presently they’ve all grown to be very well adjusted and the patriarchy doesn’t like have them by the balls.

i’ll elaborate under the cut!

there was no way under marie’s roof that milo would be caught dead treating a woman like shit, he learned from his father that doing so wouldn’t slide.

we also know that milo’s generally a pretty blunt, “feisty” guy, and that’s not really changed — so he probably called out misogynistic BS as he saw and heard it(and still does).

we also know that teenage boys have a tendency to spout misogyny when around each other (even if they don’t fully believe it, to fit in). and yk it’s kinda taught for them to think that way.

also factoring in that they grew up in the 90s/early 2000s which was better than most years, but people still got away with being pretty bigoted/saying fucked up shit.

i don’t think asher and david were overtly misogynistic. like they weren’t on any “all bitches are the same”, type shit (maybe cuz they’re fruity), but there might have been hints of it without them realising because the two haven’t necessarily been taught to unlearn things that the patriarchy teaches.

so we got a teen!milo holding his friends accountable!!

this is also why i kinda love imagining fem!darlin. i love every gender interpretation of darlin don’t get me wrong, but having a female friend around to also help them remember to reject red pill ideologies is very chefs kiss

[jambamthepaperman]

You know they had those soft moments throughout the centuries, even after Nicky died. Rio probably held her while she cried, she continued to give Rio bodies and they probably fucked on more than one occasion, and probably said ‘I love you’ too because even though Agatha hates what she did, she knows deep down that Rio provided her with a gift she did not have to: more time with her son.

[stupd000]

Sam Rambles

I’ve been seeing a lot of people hating on the BA because they don’t find how Sam and Darlin dealt with the situation to be healthy. Which raises the question, are Sam and Darlin as stable together as we think they are?

The short answer is yes and no. We can see in a few of Sam’s audios that Darlin had asked sam to bite them in previous sexual encounters, which he wasn’t comfortable doing at the time. But in the recent BA we got too see Sam take the leap, and ask Darlin if he could bite them. Obviously this was a big step for both of them, opening another area of trust and safeness in their relationship. This isn’t the part people are upset about though, it’s the timing.

Sam, Who had just gone through some emotional hot(boiling)water with the clan, and Darlin having to face the decision if they’d want to to turn or not, it’s clear the two had a lot to think about. The two were angry, tired, sad, and needed each other. They chose to let out that frustration sexually.

Is it the most healthy thing to do to associate anger with sex? No, not at all. Is it the most healthy thing to take such a big step such as biting when said emotions are so high? No, not at all. Is it healthy to let your partner know that you feel safe enough to take said leap with them in such an intimate manner? Well…

I think it’s important to account that Sam and Darlin are both very traumatized character. Sam had never been in a healthy relationship before Darlin, and as far as we know, neither has Darlin. From what I can tell, these sexual habits they’ve picked up,(angry sex, biting, spanking etc.) were from their previous relationships, Alexis and Quinn. I think their relationship shows how past relationships can affect you really well. But these relationships weren’t healthy, this can cause serious strain on the future relationship.

But we haven’t seen strain we have seen growth between these characters. We’ve seen how the two came to an agreement and used these habits in a healthy way. They have enough trust in eachother to know that these habits won’t affect them emotionally or damage them. The two have come a long way in so many aspects of romance. Boundaries have been set, and they are followed. At the end of the day that’s all that matters

[pyukumukun]

Wei Wuxian wears 18 different outfits throughout The Untamed…. I never noticed until the art book pointed it out.

Edit: here is another post where someone took a picture of all the outfits they noticed WWX wear in The Untamed they also include which episodes for each outfit

[queerly-done]

I love that half of the Ratio/Aventurine ship dynamics I see on my fyp for Tik Tok is Yaps(Aven) x Listens(Ratio) but in reality it’s more

Aven(Yaps about random nonsensical stuff) x Ratio(Yaps about any topic he finds intresting and he has knowledge in)

They both yap. When Ratio is on screen he doesn’t really shut up. I love them dearly

Edit: I made I meme for it

[oddities-collection]

I am still on my thinking about Bucky Applebees shit.

I want to know what he really thinks about his god. His sister was The Chosen™️, and he was just one of the church kids, he was her brother. As a church kid myself when you get labeled in relation to your siblings it never leaves. Can you imagine everyone in your life saw you as an extension of a the one that got away, got out. He must have so much to prove but so little to believe in.

Cus this a world where you know the gods are there they can hear you. But sometimes you beg and beg for power, for change, to just take her place as chosen so you can live up to the expectation, and nothing. Then BUDDY DAWN shows up! He’s handsome and happy and excepted and he gets to spend time with your sister. Proof that you are missing something, what you want is possible, it’s just not yours.

It feels like Bucky will either end up with a deep hate for “God” or be the most radicalized member of this cult.

[cervviidae]

The song playing during this scene adds so many layers of tragedy, echoing the same heartache and beauty that accompanied the song that played during Hannibal's first visit to Will in prison at the end of season 1. It encapsulates the turmoil within Hannibal, the confluence of romance and despair once you grasp the depth of the deception. It’s both achingly sorrowful and profoundly lovely.

The notes are a honeyed trap, drawing them both into a moment of raw connection, each with their masks set aside, unguarded in the shared solitude of their company. Even though betrayal looms, the song suggests a fragile peace, like the tentative bloom of flowers in a desolate place, or the first gentle throb of a heart rediscovering safety. Hannibal feels an almost giddy relief, as if someone finally sees him for who he truly is, not banished or condemned, but understood.

The music stirs sensations akin to falling in love, its melancholic beauty carving a space in the heart where longing and tenderness coexist. Each note holds the pulse of an impossible hope, like the bittersweet awareness that even a fleeting connection can seem eternal when it fills a void so long ignored. Hannibal is a man who prides himself on seeing through facades, yet in this moment, he allows himself to believe in a lie, to trust the brief sanctuary of a kindred spirit. He lets himself feel, if only for an instant, what it's like to be loved. 🙁

[olasketches]

sukuna did not tell kenjaku about his plan to change vessels, which makes me wonder… what makes us and maybe even sukuna think that kenjaku told him everything. another yapping session incoming cause I need to get this out of me. we don’t know the terms of their agreement but sukuna is certain that yuuji’s only purpose was to seal his fingers and mind you that says the man who throughout the whole manga kept underestimating him and saying how boring he is, which creates a perfect blind spot. sukuna is so uninterested in yuuji, probably as a way to keep some sort of distance between himself and yuuji, that it is very much likely that he’s not aware of the actual plans kenjaku had towards yuuji. why was it important for them to keep sukuna caged? wa yuuji always supposed to have an engraved curse technique(s)?? why is he slowly turning into another sukuna?? and I’m not saying it to take away yuuji’s agency as a character but to point to the fact that the lines between the curse known as ryomen sukuna and yuuji are beginning to become more and more blurry with each new chapter. sukuna referred to himself as the fallen angel/disgraced one, but who was he BEFORE that?? and what’s the actual reason behind angel wanting to kill him? there’s so much we don’t know and honestly… as intelligent as he is I don’t think sukuna truly knows what is going on either… but I might be totally reaching and I still don’t why I keep brainstorming all of it cause gege is just too damn unpredictable so I really don’t know what’s relevant here or what’s not but there are just so many unknowns in this story that I just can’t help but wonder… (more in the tags)

[eraofelizabeth]

goddammit nicole WHY did u put kill yourself juice in some of your songs (late luteal vibes)

[chaosandmarigolds]

ok so, my partner and I (in EMS setting fyi) had a ride along today and here are some of my fav excerpts-

grim (my partner but I won’t say his actual name so-), walking to the truck: who is that kid-

me: oh yeah we have a ride along today

Grim, turns around and walks back in to dispatch:

Two minutes later

grim: I couldn’t talk them out of it. I’ll buy coffee

me: …

me: hey, can I get-

—

ride along: so what you guys mainly do?

me, seeing in the front of the truck: like- like when we’re sitting here? Waiting for a call? ride along: yeah!

grim: make bets on who will kill someone this week

me: HES KIDDING-

—

grim, as I drive to a 911 call: so how comfortable are you with vitals and stuff

ride along: I cling to sample and ABC’s like a baby koala

grim: …valid ok

—

ride along, to patient who was just involved a fall, en route: and sir how did you fall again?

patient: … so a squirrel went into my-

grim: I think that’s unimportant

—

post patient

Ride along, to me: so how is everyone back home?

me, with a mouthful of food from the EMS room: ?

ride along: well like in Ukraine-

me: not Ukrainian.

ride along: so Russia!

Grim: what the fuck?

—

me: I say we get dinner and THEN go back to our post

grim: or you shut the fuck up and drive

me: I’m abused as an EMT

ride along, in the back: is…is that normal?

grim: no but I bully her

me: he’s lying. you have to become a paramedic or go fireside

—

grim: !! Coco practice IV’s! me, as we sit while we wait for our food: I thought you said I was never allowed to stick a needle in your arm unless you were dead?

grim: not on meeee, on ride along

me: I think that’s-

grim: HEY KID-

(I didn’t do that)

—

ride along: hey so I left my Epi at home

grim: …?

ride along: I’m allergic to wheat

me, blinking: ..? ride along: and I didn’t want to tell you guys to not go to the place you wanted and I didn’t want-

me: oh my god, I’m getting the epi-

(anyway fun story on how our ride along ended being a emergent transport)

[answithvanzz]

wait does what cabby said in iii 14 correlate with what happened in the newest episode because they bring up not remembering parents specifically, and even if cabby didn’t remember her parents, you would think she would at least have a file on them or something right? (idk I’m stupid)

lol Bot’s the only one with canonical parents

[claritys-silly-things]

1/4 Mexican Curtis brothers…

[femcelfuneral]

i often wonder how hannibal felt about killing georgia madchen. was he disappointed that he didn’t get to eat her? did he feel bad that her death had to be such a painful one? most of his victims had relatively quick deaths (minus that guy he disemboweled in italy), but i believe that he killed him so violently because of the betrayal. georgia never did anything to him. i wonder if she reminded him of abigail

[bulldog-geckorahhhhh]

What if I made a vampire spookymonth oc who was a doctor who specializes in bloodwork and detects blood diseases in patients. And they’re. A “vegan” vampire who drinks coconut water mixed with animal blood! And stuff and stuff

Oh and also he’s an old man. I gotta keep my brand 😌 or. Old woman…or. Gender.. I dunno

[fokuroi]

Lately I watch and listen to EPIC and I really love it!! And I think about eremika as EPIC a lot!!

EPIC is the draft(?) musical by Jorge Rivera-Herrans base from Odysseus

The latest album has just been released.

And this some lyric from song in the album

[After everything you've done]

[how will you sleep at night?]

"Next to my wife"

and I think about Eren!! and who is his wife? MIKASA of course!!!!!

and I think like oh what EM and their friends gonna be in EPIC and I think about it for a long time!! (After my friends started to yapping about EPIC then I came along with them)

Well

Odysseus as Eren

Penelope as Mikasa

I don't want Historia to be Calypso, but on the other hand, she's also suitable for Circe. ahhhhh

You can talk to me if you want I really brainrot about thEM so much 😭