#i’m just.. having a rough time
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thank you for the tags for wip wednesday, but i’m having a weird brain time today, so i’m not gonna share anything. i did post chapter 4 of aware of the stars if anyone is interested though
#i appreciate the tags#i’m just.. having a rough time#where i feel like i don’t belong#and shit#but thank you#don’t forget about me please#ramblings
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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very important debates are held on this balcony every night 🍊 (the raccoon is named baby!)
#ts4#ts4 screenshots#ts4 edit#the first peek at the boys in action ooo it looks very rough#but i’m very excited!!#sim: blue#sim: josh#sim: kyle kyleson#kyle is blue’s roommate and that is his best boy josh#he invites him over 24/7 so blue and he became besties in a week#naturally i retrofitted that to the few months he and kyle have lived together in my head lolol#they yell at each other all night and throw controllers when they play mario kart#but they love each other v much#sorry if its hard to read i ain’t done this in a minute 💀#time to clean the apartment and get ready for work dhshfh#kyle and josh; the broest of cis bros and The allies of all time#they’re definitely in bro love but they won’t admit it to themselves yet teehee#just a note! blue is transmasc!
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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Fishy parents
#sebastian solace#sadao takahide#painter#p.ainter#p.ai.nter pressure#confluence#fishbug#ignore the sizes I am too lazy to make Seb huge#I just wanted to make a happy little thing#since it’s been…a rough start#but I’m here for anyone who needs#it#and have something happy in this time
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this moment where benson holds the door open and makes randy walk under his arm to get inside the diner drives me crazyyy. it's such an intoxicating interaction and i can’t help but wonder if he's ever done this to randy before… maybe when they've closed bbb together and randy's been a little slow gathering his things from his locker. benson's just been standing at the door all quiet, waiting. and randy's shuffled over embarrassed and feeling guilty for holding benson up. says a quick 'sorry' that has benson turning the keys over in his hand, not saying anything back. pushes the door open but stands in the way and waits again, arm up, eyes dark but the contact pointed. randy blinking. “oh. thanks.” goes under benson’s arm, gets so close the smell of cigarettes is dizzying. rubs at his nose as he heads to his car. only pausing halfway there when he realizes benson is still at the door to the restaurant, just standing there, door still open, arm still up. a fluttery, confused, “benson?” leaving him as he looks around. and then benson’s back to business with a roll of his shoulders, key in the lock, quick pull on the handles to double check. randy a little hopeful as he says “see you tomorrow?” by the hood. benson nodding, replies with a rough, knowing, “you will.��� that makes randy warm.
#i’m having. a time with this movie rn#i should really just. write the prequel fic that only exists in my head already#in my head they’re each other’s favorite coworker and they barely speak 💕💕💕#randy does most of the talking but it’s. nervous. shy almost.#trying to make a friend on the playground maybe.#benson mostly just responds with sounds#doesn’t talk much unless he’s interacting with customers#doesn’t really have anything to say anyway#but he’s nice#so randy likes him#and he likes benson’s general presence#benson is the most fun to me when he’s. obsessed with randy a bit so ❤️#‘you will’ bc he keeps up with randy’s schedule#also in my head his voice is only that rough and low bc he hardly ever talks.#the more he talks the less gravelly he’d sound#r#the passenger#mv#v
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i haven’t been the same since this man picked up that electric guitar…
#head so full from all these rockstar/guitarist!hongjoong fics i just read#gODDDD#he can rap…so he’s good with his tongue…#he can play guitar…so he’s good with his fingers…#…oh i’m feeling a little faint#that’s a lethal combo#him using his rapper tongue and guitarist fingers#his fingers rough and calloused…#no no i cannot do this I don’t have the time or energy to write a fic about this QISBWUBSHS#hongjoong smut#hongjoong hard thoughts#joongie#☕️
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(whispers) hey friends I appreciate your excitement but gentle reminder it’s not very polite to ask fanfic writers when the next chapter is gunna come out
#remember friends: fanfic writers do this for fun when they have enough down time and wanna write#I’m an adult with a lot of adult responsibilities going on!!#again I appreciate your enthusiasm but ur just gunna have to trust me#ESPECIALLY since I sort of have a posting schedule#gentle reminder that fic writers shouldn’t need a schedule ever#I just have one because it keeps me on my toes#and that’s just a personal preference#but even then it’s just sort of a rough guideline— sometimes life stuff happens!!#and remember!!! a chapter that takes time will always be better than a rushed one#sorry to pop off but ya girl has had. A Week.#I’m not mad just a little tired#probably gunna delete tomorrow#but for now g’d night#pastel prattling
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I just think there’s something incredibly special about being a mage Hawke romancing Anders. All of the other companions find the mage plight annoying at the best of times and WRONG in the worst of times. Hearing their banter HURTS me sometime because hey… you’re saying all mages deserve to have Meredith imprison them because they’re all weak?? IM one of those mages you’re talking about! You think tranquility is fine? That’s ME you’re talking about??
The only one consistently fighting, consistently seeing mages as good and PEOPLE is Anders.
He’ll fight by putting his very life on the line for our freedom. Hawke is willing to throw away his home and be on the run again for their freedom.
I just think that’s really beautiful and really special.
#dragon age#dragon age 2#handers#Anders romance#Toby rambles#this brought to you because this game is amazing but sometimes it make me so frustrated#Isabella hating slavery but being a jerk about the mages while actively wearing my favor#fenris constantly talking about how magic ruins everything while actively wearing my favor#like plz y’all….#have an ounce of empathy? please?#this is my first time playing as a mage and it’s ROUGH#and Lowkey is heart breaking because these are Hawke closest friends?? these people who are so indifferent about all the abuse?#critical#<— tagging that just in case? s#I’m just upset y’all 😭#also fuck Cullen specifically bevause WOW
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Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew
#I am literally following them around and getting excited like a little puppy its insane#I cant decide who I wanna marry I like all of them… I was a little torn between Sebastian and Harvey at first but now Alex is an#unexpected fav??? and I like Elliott and Sam theyre so goofy.. and I appreciate how down to earth Leah is#Emily is also quickly growing on me she feels like the valleys manic pixie dream girl to me. or at least Clint’s manic pixie dream girl#the only characters I don’t have much to say abt are Shane and maru.. Shane’s still a little mean to me like I know he warms up to u as#u get to know him but I’m not there yet.. and I’m just not all that interested in Maru sadly#it’s not just the marriage candidates its almost all the NPCs especially Granny Evelyn SHES SO NICE?? shes fun to talk to I love giving#her my best flowers.. I also like saying hi to Willy and Marnie they’re nice!!! I love Marnie’s smile it’s so cute#I’m also fond of gus after seeing Linus’ 2 heart event that was so sweet of him… mister gus I’ll give u my best ingredience……..#I’m too busy trying to finish the community centre and make money before I go around marrying anyone or building up friendship#so I haven’t had a lot of time to get to know everyone ;w; I’m trying to trigger the wizards heart events now that I’m at like 9 hearts#with him cuz I wanna be able to move my buildings around#I actually have 2 saves rn one on my brothers pc and one on iOS. but the one on iOS is cosmos file and it just playing as him as a character#not as myself and I think he would marry Alex. but my pc save is my personal file so I’m marrying Harvey#until my pen gets fixed I’ll be drawing at a snails pace pairing the stupid thing but Im making cosmo a ref definitely#I kinda wanna get to know Pam too.. she’s like rough around the edges but in a jaded way I wanna know what she’s like yk#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#Stardew#yapping
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Chasm: Curse of Kaine (Vol. 1/2024), #1.
Writer: Steve Foxe; Penciler and Inker: Andrea Broccardo; Colorist: Brian Reber; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Chasm: Curse of Kaine#latest release#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#(…why am I feeling reminded of Spider-Man 3? alshsksj)#and Kay???? As in Sir Kay of the Round Table? Arthur’s foster brother known for his acid tongue? (please excuse the arthuriana)#anyway so here’s the thing#Kaine is ???? remarkably mild-mannered here???#which sure is something…#I guess the argument could be made that his time working with the New Warriors and leading a team during Scarlet Spiders#could have matured/mellowed him out a bit#but idk man#I always perceived Kaine as what you’d get if you wore down Peter’s already surprisingly short temper with chronic pain#and I liked that about him#he would cuss a blue streak at an old lady but he would still save that old lady#he had some major teeth and some very rough edges#maybe I’m blowing things out of proportion with only one issue out of this series#but I was just surprised by how…comparatively subdued Kaine is here#but all in all and again#at least he’s back on-panel and not as a last minute cameo after being absent the whole event hahaha
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look i totally get it’s all love now but genuinely every kipperlilly sympathizer that only talks about how it’s so valid she hates the bad kids and how she’s a side character getting fucked by the main characters simply just feels like they themselves have hella side character syndrome and are relating to kipperlilly a bit too hard and might need to consider that they’re only a side character if they convince themselves they are
(my tags explain it a bit better but i was too lazy to copy them up here)
#and look i’m not here as a kipperlilly hater in any way she is very relatable in many ways that i have posted about before#BUT it’s giving the kid in class with awful grades saying u only get good grades cause the teacher likes u when the teacher likes u cause#it doesn’t come easy to u but u reach out and ask for help and work really hard so they know you’re invested and appreciate that#and obviously that’s a personal experience but i guess what i’m saying is i’ve rarely heard a person complain about unfair treatment#(in non-systemic issues) outside of times where other people put in like 200% more work than them and they just refuse to believe it#and instead feel salty and hide that behind ‘it’s not fair’ and ‘[insert authority figure here] likes them more’#and i’ve also seen a lot of people acknowledge that but also some people are just like going on ab how it’s rough to be a ‘side character’#and how it’s unfair and whatever and in the majority of the instances in this show i think the bad kids have genuinely earned their rep#original overanalyzing#fhjy#d20 fhjy#fantasy high#fig faeth#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#fabian aramais seacaster#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#fhjy spoilers
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“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you
tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!
i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyy”
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol#I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds…#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart#I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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#bearz rambling tag#I’m curious#I do at least 2-3 rough passes#because my first rough is just squiggly lines I note down so I have the general vibe of what the pose and timing look like#I don’t even know if that counts#ok now I’m think about it if that counts then I do at least 4+ rough versions#which is#very not efficient
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I can’t remember what canon is like (and there’s so many different versions of canon anyways) but there’s a lot of Spiderman fics where he’s talking to someone he knows as both Peter Parker and Spiderman but they don’t know his secret and there’ll be this lil convo where they’re like “oh did you talk to [his other identity] about that?”
And a good majority of the time he’ll say yes instead of pretending like the two identities just never interact
And I just really really want to know how people think those convos go, like do they think they’re friendly to each other? do they think Peter harasses Spiderman like the paparazzi harass stars? do they think Peter’s just trying to get a couple of pics and Spidey traps him to have someone to tell all his jokes to?
How do people imagine those conversations going???
#stayed up all night to get that paper done#it’s not up to my standards but technically I’m only turning in the rough draft today#but I hate rough drafts!!#I like doing. the one paper. just fix it up as I go#unfortunately I need one more page but I def didn’t have time to do it#oh well#my focus now is just getting to campus early enough to print it out#Spiderman#spider man#spider-man#Peter Parker
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Day 150 of posting Jevil every day
#jev :]#I feel bad drawing such a simple jevil on what’s otherwise a big milestone but todays been rough on me#I’ll be fine I’m not hurt or anything but I still don’t feel like drawing#nevertheless it amazes me how far I’ve come. Here’s a bit of lore of the person who runs this- I actually have a super hard time-#-doing projects that are long term. Whether it’s big projects or things that take a long time I just can’t bring myself to do em#and yet here I am on day 150. I didn’t expect to last a month!!#I feel like I say this every day but I’m very proud of myself#and I wouldn’t have been able to do this without everyone’s constant support#thank you all verrrrrrry very much <3#dailyjevil#deltarune#deltarune jevil#jevil#jevil deltarune
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