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thank you for the tags for wip wednesday, but i’m having a weird brain time today, so i’m not gonna share anything. i did post chapter 4 of aware of the stars if anyone is interested though
#i appreciate the tags#i’m just.. having a rough time#where i feel like i don’t belong#and shit#but thank you#don’t forget about me please#ramblings
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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Fishy parents
#sebastian solace#sadao takahide#painter#p.ainter#p.ai.nter pressure#confluence#fishbug#ignore the sizes I am too lazy to make Seb huge#I just wanted to make a happy little thing#since it’s been…a rough start#but I’m here for anyone who needs#it#and have something happy in this time
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Can you please get a journal
i assume you’re the same person who keeps sending snarky messages everytime i vent but you really do not have to follow me i know its annoying or whatever to see me vent time and time again but you literally do not need to see it
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completely at your beck and call
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#having a rough time so i’m editing old-ish mattodore screenshots to cope#it’s relaxing to do this with quiet music playing and zero thoughts in my brain#it’s like doing a coloring book#art therapy vs editing therapy#i reread the questionnaires earlier. that’s where i’m at mentally#i wanted to write today too but knew i’d be too critical of myself rn so#gestures. i’m just doing this#at… one in the morning. lol
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Stan was in love once, forty or so odd years ago, when he was just a boy who didn’t even know what love was.
At that age, love was the person who made you smile. Love was the person who you’d wake up to every morning. Love was the boy whose glasses always slid down his nose because they were one size too big. Love would hold Stan’s hand in his as they dreamed about sailing around the world.
Love, as he got older, got more complicated. Love became something he’d toss and turn to at night, afraid that when he closed his eyes he would see the boy who still meant the word love. Love, as he got older, seemed to slip between his fingers. The harder he held on, the more it seemed to fade.
Love, it seemed, didn’t love Stan the way he loved it.
Love was harsh and cruel, yet he still loved it. To others, love was something soft and warm. But to Stan, Love was something he couldn’t imagine, not anymore. Love was far away, on a long abandoned swing set, telling stories about pirates, treasure, and adventure. Love was something between two boys whose dreams were just that, dreams.
Stan was in love once.
#stancest#I’m alive!! I only have one more final tomorrow so here’s a little snippet of a Drabble I have#remember my romantic Stan post?👀 this is related :))#to the Anon that’s been so kind to me in my inbox I just want you to know that I love you so much !! you’re so nice ❤️❤️#this is basically just how many times I can fit the word love into a few paragraphs#it’s still very rough lol sorry if it’s not very good
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i haven’t been the same since this man picked up that electric guitar…
#head so full from all these rockstar/guitarist!hongjoong fics i just read#gODDDD#he can rap…so he’s good with his tongue…#he can play guitar…so he’s good with his fingers…#…oh i’m feeling a little faint#that’s a lethal combo#him using his rapper tongue and guitarist fingers#his fingers rough and calloused…#no no i cannot do this I don’t have the time or energy to write a fic about this QISBWUBSHS#hongjoong smut#hongjoong hard thoughts#joongie#☕️
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(whispers) hey friends I appreciate your excitement but gentle reminder it’s not very polite to ask fanfic writers when the next chapter is gunna come out
#remember friends: fanfic writers do this for fun when they have enough down time and wanna write#I’m an adult with a lot of adult responsibilities going on!!#again I appreciate your enthusiasm but ur just gunna have to trust me#ESPECIALLY since I sort of have a posting schedule#gentle reminder that fic writers shouldn’t need a schedule ever#I just have one because it keeps me on my toes#and that’s just a personal preference#but even then it’s just sort of a rough guideline— sometimes life stuff happens!!#and remember!!! a chapter that takes time will always be better than a rushed one#sorry to pop off but ya girl has had. A Week.#I’m not mad just a little tired#probably gunna delete tomorrow#but for now g’d night#pastel prattling
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I just think there’s something incredibly special about being a mage Hawke romancing Anders. All of the other companions find the mage plight annoying at the best of times and WRONG in the worst of times. Hearing their banter HURTS me sometime because hey… you’re saying all mages deserve to have Meredith imprison them because they’re all weak?? IM one of those mages you’re talking about! You think tranquility is fine? That’s ME you’re talking about??
The only one consistently fighting, consistently seeing mages as good and PEOPLE is Anders.
He’ll fight by putting his very life on the line for our freedom. Hawke is willing to throw away his home and be on the run again for their freedom.
I just think that’s really beautiful and really special.
#dragon age#dragon age 2#handers#Anders romance#Toby rambles#this brought to you because this game is amazing but sometimes it make me so frustrated#Isabella hating slavery but being a jerk about the mages while actively wearing my favor#fenris constantly talking about how magic ruins everything while actively wearing my favor#like plz y’all….#have an ounce of empathy? please?#this is my first time playing as a mage and it’s ROUGH#and Lowkey is heart breaking because these are Hawke closest friends?? these people who are so indifferent about all the abuse?#critical#<— tagging that just in case? s#I’m just upset y’all 😭#also fuck Cullen specifically bevause WOW
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Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew
#I am literally following them around and getting excited like a little puppy its insane#I cant decide who I wanna marry I like all of them… I was a little torn between Sebastian and Harvey at first but now Alex is an#unexpected fav??? and I like Elliott and Sam theyre so goofy.. and I appreciate how down to earth Leah is#Emily is also quickly growing on me she feels like the valleys manic pixie dream girl to me. or at least Clint’s manic pixie dream girl#the only characters I don’t have much to say abt are Shane and maru.. Shane’s still a little mean to me like I know he warms up to u as#u get to know him but I’m not there yet.. and I’m just not all that interested in Maru sadly#it’s not just the marriage candidates its almost all the NPCs especially Granny Evelyn SHES SO NICE?? shes fun to talk to I love giving#her my best flowers.. I also like saying hi to Willy and Marnie they’re nice!!! I love Marnie’s smile it’s so cute#I’m also fond of gus after seeing Linus’ 2 heart event that was so sweet of him… mister gus I’ll give u my best ingredience……..#I’m too busy trying to finish the community centre and make money before I go around marrying anyone or building up friendship#so I haven’t had a lot of time to get to know everyone ;w; I’m trying to trigger the wizards heart events now that I’m at like 9 hearts#with him cuz I wanna be able to move my buildings around#I actually have 2 saves rn one on my brothers pc and one on iOS. but the one on iOS is cosmos file and it just playing as him as a character#not as myself and I think he would marry Alex. but my pc save is my personal file so I’m marrying Harvey#until my pen gets fixed I’ll be drawing at a snails pace pairing the stupid thing but Im making cosmo a ref definitely#I kinda wanna get to know Pam too.. she’s like rough around the edges but in a jaded way I wanna know what she’s like yk#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#Stardew#yapping
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god kuukou is so tiny next to the yamadas lmaooo
#this is vee speaking#hypdream’s the dream#there’s a lot i want to say about the story lol but one thing i would like to mention#is that it’s a shame that saburo’s terrible habit of intentionally not bothering to remember doppo’s name was not carried over to this game#like i’m heartbroken actually lmao it was so funny 😭😭😭😭😭😭#but anyway i have been fed by this event lmao#saburo and kuukou is a dynamic i like to develop in my head and it’s significantly more volatile than it was portrayed here lol#but there was so much respect going on between them holy shit 😭❤️😭💜😭❤️😭💜😭❤️😭💜😭❤️😭💜😭❤️😭💜#like kuukou’s not stupid lol and he and saburo were almost playing leap frog jumping to correct conclusions after another#all based on their own methods of info gathering#and then having them very subtly disagree on course of action was so sick 😩🙏#like kuukou moves very quick and saburo prefers take time to think things thru#it didn’t cause friction but it was just really cool to see them quip about it 😭😭😭#idk who all kuukou refers to by their first name but he called doppo ‘kannonzaka’ and saburo by name#and he’s reserved that to his teammates and i mean all of them not just jyushi and hitoya but samatoki sasara etc#is it a byproduct of being married to ichiro and therefore kuukou considers the yamadas family and refers to them as such lmao (🥺👉👈)#ALSO ITS CRAZY ICHIRO JUST MISSED KUUKOU HE REALLY NOPED OUTTA THERE JUST AS KUUKOU IN HIS COSTUME ROLLED UP#SAMATOKI AND SASARA GOT TO SEE HIM IN THE FIT BUT ICHIRO GOT LEFT OUT THATS SO ROUGH LMAO 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Chasm: Curse of Kaine (Vol. 1/2024), #1.
Writer: Steve Foxe; Penciler and Inker: Andrea Broccardo; Colorist: Brian Reber; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Chasm: Curse of Kaine#latest release#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#(…why am I feeling reminded of Spider-Man 3? alshsksj)#and Kay???? As in Sir Kay of the Round Table? Arthur’s foster brother known for his acid tongue? (please excuse the arthuriana)#anyway so here’s the thing#Kaine is ???? remarkably mild-mannered here???#which sure is something…#I guess the argument could be made that his time working with the New Warriors and leading a team during Scarlet Spiders#could have matured/mellowed him out a bit#but idk man#I always perceived Kaine as what you’d get if you wore down Peter’s already surprisingly short temper with chronic pain#and I liked that about him#he would cuss a blue streak at an old lady but he would still save that old lady#he had some major teeth and some very rough edges#maybe I’m blowing things out of proportion with only one issue out of this series#but I was just surprised by how…comparatively subdued Kaine is here#but all in all and again#at least he’s back on-panel and not as a last minute cameo after being absent the whole event hahaha
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look i totally get it’s all love now but genuinely every kipperlilly sympathizer that only talks about how it’s so valid she hates the bad kids and how she’s a side character getting fucked by the main characters simply just feels like they themselves have hella side character syndrome and are relating to kipperlilly a bit too hard and might need to consider that they’re only a side character if they convince themselves they are
(my tags explain it a bit better but i was too lazy to copy them up here)
#and look i’m not here as a kipperlilly hater in any way she is very relatable in many ways that i have posted about before#BUT it’s giving the kid in class with awful grades saying u only get good grades cause the teacher likes u when the teacher likes u cause#it doesn’t come easy to u but u reach out and ask for help and work really hard so they know you’re invested and appreciate that#and obviously that’s a personal experience but i guess what i’m saying is i’ve rarely heard a person complain about unfair treatment#(in non-systemic issues) outside of times where other people put in like 200% more work than them and they just refuse to believe it#and instead feel salty and hide that behind ‘it’s not fair’ and ‘[insert authority figure here] likes them more’#and i’ve also seen a lot of people acknowledge that but also some people are just like going on ab how it’s rough to be a ‘side character’#and how it’s unfair and whatever and in the majority of the instances in this show i think the bad kids have genuinely earned their rep#original overanalyzing#fhjy#d20 fhjy#fantasy high#fig faeth#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#fabian aramais seacaster#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#fhjy spoilers
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Trish cause I love her
#devil may cry#dmc 5#dmc trish#I’m alive I’ve just been having a rough time lately but I’m gonna try to draw more
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#bearz rambling tag#I’m curious#I do at least 2-3 rough passes#because my first rough is just squiggly lines I note down so I have the general vibe of what the pose and timing look like#I don’t even know if that counts#ok now I’m think about it if that counts then I do at least 4+ rough versions#which is#very not efficient
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