#i’m gonna fail my classes
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a completely random list of songs i can perfectly picture edits to but i can’t for the life of me edit
the bomb - TIMEBOMB TIMEBOMB TIMEBOMB
suburban legends, specifically the “and you kiss me in a way that’s gonna screw me up forever” - IS SO AU TIMEBOMB and then it would switch to ekko alone on the roof for the screw me up forever bit
ceasar on a tv screen - viktor. okay this is one where i have like a whole vision so bare with me
And just for a second, I could be one of the greats (that shot of him where jayce puts the man of progress mug down and covers him then maybe another shot of jayce)
I'll be Caesar on a TV screen, champion of my fate (him injecting the shimmer into his leg
No one can tell me to stop (him leaving jayce) I'll have everything I want, anyone (him with his disciples)
And everyone will like me then (him pulling everyone up)
Everyone will like me then (jayce)
When I was a child, I never felt like a child (him falling as a kid)
I felt like an emperor (him outrunning the boat) with a city to burn (the astral plane or something
california - vi, ok another with lyrics
Come get me out of California (her in prison)
No leaves are brown (mylo and claggor dead, powder sobbing)
I miss the seasons in Missouri (her being happy with them)
My dying town (her in the lanes)
Thought I'd be cool in California (her with cait and being an enforcer)
I'd make you proud
To think I almost had it going (jinx holding up the flare)
But I let you down (them fighting)
could also be the whole bit of her returning to the lanes and even with all the changes, she still fits and just immediately is back at home, that whole sequence means so much to me
st bernard - jayvik, i can’t picture it exactly, i think it would be more viktor focused
francesca - ekko focused timebomb, are you kidding me? listen to tgat song and try to tell me it’s not literally ekko like the “if i could hold you for a minute darlin i would do it again” and the “though i knew my heart would break, i told them put me back in it, and i would do it again”
the exit - vi and jinx, how they are both kinda just stuck in time from when they were split
#arcane#suprise! for once it’s not the marauders#songs#edit#edits#i can’t edit for the life of me but i do love me some zoning out and daydreaming to songs#i’m gonna fail my classes#viktor arcane#powder arcane#jinx arcane#vi arcane#rip ekko you would have loved francesca by hozier
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Mars, you have a lot more patience than I would at this point gdhfkjgdsfg. If you'll allow me to choose violence for a second:
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Hi anon! Did you know you can engage with other people without interpreting every word they use in the worst way possible, making a million assumptions about their background and prescribing opinions to them they've explicitly told you they don't have?
I don't even disagree with all of those rebuttals, but if you want people to engage in discussions with you you have to treat them like human beings, not your opposition in a court case. What are you expecting to get back when you act like this? About nonexistent fingers in his ass guy?
You should at least have got off anon and owned what you said- unless you're using anon to block evade, in which case you should consider respecting people's boundaries.
:D waow…. feeling very cared for in this chili’s tonight
#ask#lyre#as for my patience: yeah i am a bit more patient than i’d like to be#but anons like that are enrichment to me lmao#i try not to feed the trolls but there’s smth very satisfying in showing someone that they have failed to get under your skin#it was how i dealt with troublemakers/bullying in school as a kid ^_^#in one of my art classes (8th grade i think? so like 12-13yo) there was a kid who just refused to follow any directions#and would also try to distract and annoy everyone else#it pissed me off. so i decided i would literally just pretend he didn’t exist#he would get my attention and i wouldn’t respond. he’d try to startle me#wouldn’t even flinch. i got to the point where i could look Through him#it pissed him off so bad. i think i lowkey crave returning to the level of power i felt in that moment#anyways i employ a similar strategy with these types of anons. i’m trying to have Less patience with people but i’m not an angry person?#i don’t experience anger at individuals very often#i DO however have a strong competitive spirit and a trickster’s sense of humor#(yes i was raised on looney tunes can you tell)#so i laugh whenever ppl try to get under my skin like that because. heheheheee they’re madddddd they’re soooo angry#and it must piss them off sooooo bad that their words don’t make me feel bad :(( poor thang#this is probably a character flaw of mine in excess. but right now it’s funny#and hey if someone is gonna refuse to treat me with respect i think i’ve earned a few potshots right
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love submitting assignments i finished 700 words under the limit and 2 minutes before the deadline and didn’t proofread despite me starting it a month ago.
#luckily there were 2 parts and i completed the first part with a week to spare#and that would have been the really hard one to do in a rush considering it was 50 hours of work experience certificates and signed by my#manager#i think my grade for each will be ok. if i don’t fail i’ll be happy#now i only have the dissertation and ethics application to worry about#but i’m gonna get some sleep first (and miss my class in 2 hours because i haven’t slept in a whole day)
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i really liked the design of this shirt but 1) too many dollars 2) i wasn’t about to stand in that merch line for an hour and 3) it’s not on the website anymore??? idk
anyway i have decided to embark on a fun project in which i recreate this design but instead of the city names it’s the 8 ball from that show, which means it won’t be done until april! so i’m gonna post progress updates as i do them. graphic design is my passion or whatever
here is the current draft updated through 3/4:
i’m doing it in illustrator because i have access through my school and also it’s easier to move things around as stuff gets added. i don’t know yet if i’ll try to make it into a shirt or maybe a poster or something once it’s done
my main obstacle to making it really similar to the original is these fucking song titles jesus christ. it took me like 5 hours noodling to get the current composition. slump isn’t even one of their longest like if they play get busy in raleigh i’m cooked. i am having fun though so that’s what matters
finding the fonts is also very time consuming but still fun, there are some i straight up can’t find anywhere (and the image isn’t hq enough to be able to tell exactly what they look like anyway) so for some of them i’m just gonna use the best match and then convert to shapes and fuck around until it looks right; i did it with the 3.3 and 3.4 idk if it’s noticeable
i’ll rb this post with more updates!! hopefully posting will also structure the time i work on it so i don’t end up completely missing schoolwork due to hyperfocusing on this
#fun stuff!!!#bees’ art#fall out boy#fob#2ourdust#i’ve looked for the fonts through austin but i’m trying to not fail my classes so i’m pausing the search until after the following show#i’m realizing they might eventually repeat an 8 ball like last year but i think it’ll still be cool#also for double 8 balls i’m gonna put both if they’re both fob songs but there hasn’t been a double 8 ball yet! so no worries 😐#ahahaha.#i’m open to constructive feedback too lol i have very limited graphic design training and am mostly self taught#bees' graphic design adventure
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#not mine#but i’m feeling it#i am literally hopeless with my executive dysfunction rn#i’m gonna fail my classes dude fuck#autism#autistic#actually autistic#asd#autism spectrum disorder#on the spectrum#autistic things#autistic problems#autism problems#autism meme#autistic meme#executive dysfunction
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I hate this I hate being singled out as the only person who doesn’t know what’s going on
Lady you didn’t need to single me out and make me feel bad especially since your projector wasn’t working and you’re not able to show everyone where to go like why did you need to call me out specifically
It makes me feel bad and it makes me feel dumb for not understanding and now I want get out of this library room rn and cry
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MY COLLEGE ALGEBRA TEACHER IS MR. CAIN IM LOSING MY MIND
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He doesn’t admit but when we would play house as kids on the playground, I’d hate the typical playing house where you take the roles of parents child etc and would instead try to write a fantasy scenario of my own with whatever dolls and toys we had at hand and Caleb would be so annoyed about me refusing to play his wife- he would still play along but would pout a little afterwards
#😔😔😔😔#I’m thinking more of the fic I’m gonna write and guys ngl I think it’ll have like some#core moments from my childhood#was thinking abt some stuff that had happened and my folks happened to discuss it at dinner too so now w refreshed memories jsjfjfjf#when I complain about the class end of year dance we need to do and how according to it my ‘partner’ should tweak my cheek- caleb gets soooo#pissy shjfjjf but he’s so giddy and happy to hear me complain about it he can just picture me backing away every time the poor guy attempts#to do so at the end of the dance only to fail and the scene makes him giggle#he wonders if that was him instead would I have let him then (the answer is yes…)#war of the foxes
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so i’m on academic probation…fuck 
#this is all because they put me in a bunch of classes that had nothing to do with my major#my college does this thing where first year students CANT pick their classes#unlike my old college that let us#and they fucking put me in a bunch of classes that don’t even go to my major cause i’m already ahead of most of the people in my year#and i dropped out of one#now that i picked my classes im really gonna fucking LOCK IN#all this while doctor is testing me for ADHD and autism#like they really want me to fail#BUT IMMA LOCK IN
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accidentally took a fairly objective step away from myself today and went. oh shit. i’m like REALLY hard on myself aren’t i?
#i’m so hard on myself that it’s maybe single handledly causing at least 80% of my problems#and the crowd goes…. well yeah no shit#and like i knew/know that im hard on myself#but it’s just like. honestly am so convinced i deserve it that most of the time i don’t even think im being hard enough on myself#but then i’ll finally vocalize one of my thoughts out loud in front of someone and they’re like dude What the fuck are u good??#and i’m left sitting there like 🫥#i literally got a grade back on a final today that was not only higher than i expected#but it meant that i passed a class id convinced myself i was gonna fail#and the first and only real thing i could feel was so much guilt bc i didn’t think i deserve that grade#(still don’t but eh)#but it’s like bro you passed a class unexpectedly#got proof that your prof clearly doesn’t think you’re doing as bad as you are#or at least has empathy for the fact that it’s clearly been a bad semester#and now you also get to take that worry off the list and STILL#my brain finds a way to ensure i can still only feel bad about it#it’s like i feel like i deserve bad things so much that ill find any way to twist things around to make me feel bad#i really go ‘is nobody gonna torture the living hell out of this white boy?’ and then DONT wait for an answer#ugh anyway#i need to go to therapy#silas speaks#anyway my tip for the day is maybe try being nicer to yourself and giving yourself more grace and understanding#at the very least try to be more aware of how mean your thoughts get bc sometimes u get so so used to it u don’t realize ur doing it#or how bad it’s getting#mental health#mental illness#self hate
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Sometimes I really hate English exams because I find it so hard to put my thoughts and feelings into words like I have these great ideas and i understand but I can’t relay them and it makes me angry or upset which only makes it harder to do the exam cause I’m not thinking clearly
#I have one tomorrow#for like two and a half hours give or take#can’t wait!#I also missed the classes where they taught us one of the poems and also how to answer questions correctly#so I’m having to reteach that to myself during some personal issues#oh and also I have TWO WEEKS OF EXAMS#OUT OF NO WHERE#I’m failing science im well on my way to failing maths#I have to do further maths because my parents and teacher won’t let me move down to a more comfortable set because ‘I can do it’#even though I find it hard to even show up to maths class these days#if I moved down I’d be sat with my friends and a teacher I know and trust#and the work would be less stressful#I’d still be able to do higher!!!#I just wouldn’t have to do further maths!’#now I’m on study leave meaning I have to monitor my own study#through all of this shit#mind you we haven’t studied ANYTHING for my dt exam because we’ve been focussed on coursework#so I have to reteach all of that to myself instead#I’m gonna give up one of these days#also Christmas is gonna be shit this year for reasons#and I won’t be able to catch a fucking break until like halfway through January maybe#even then I’m just closer to my real exams#and that’s worse#I swear to fucking god I’m moving down in maths if it kills me#I’m just done#I’m so done#I can’t go five seconds without crying#I miss my friends#I miss normal#reached the tag limit woah I didn’t know that existed
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Hot tip for teens: maybe don’t go to college straight out of high school, especially if you don’t know what you want to study, have zero work ethic, motivation, or desire to succeed, and no goals correlated to obtaining your degree to motivate you. Cus if you do, you’re gonna be pretty fucked.
#not even advice really#I’m just going through it kind of#I’m a failure#I don’t know why I thought I could do this I barely survived senior year#how the fuck was I expecting to manage my own work with zero accountability or guidance of my work#I just. I’m gonna fail one of my classes. and I’ll have to take another first year writing class which means all the fucking time I wasted#in that stupid fucking class ended up meaning nothing. it was fucking pointless and a burden bc I might not even pass#I don’t know what to do with my life#I feel like I just need a year to get my life together before college??? but part of me knows that wouldn’t fix anything#in fact it may make everything worse but god I was just tired of being hassled by my parents and I wanted to do the ‘right’ thing so#I fucking went to college instead. what a stupid fucking idea.#I can’t fucking do this. I can’t do anything. I can’t even be responsible for myself#fuck dude#idk what to say
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hey guys have u guys heard abt the darkness that’s on the edge of town……..
#TN ILL BE ON THAT HILL CAUSE I CANT STOP ILL BE ON THAT HILL W EVERYTHING I GOT LIVES ON THE LINE WHERE DREAMS ARE FOUND AND LOST ILL BE#THERE ON TIME AND ILL PAY THE COST FOR WANTING THINGS THAT CAN ONLG BE FOUND IN THE DARKNESS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️#hai tumblr it’s been so long……….#moved so far away to a new college and it has been so wonderful and beautiful and perfect yayyyyyyyy :D ^_^#i got an awesome internship and i’ve been making friends and taking sick urban studies class and i’m so happy and proud of myself ehehehe!!!#I AM SO WOERIED IM GONNA FAIL ALL OF MY CLASS ACTUALKY THO LOL#and my adderall has been iffy or my tolerance is fucked or SOMETHING BUT ITS OKAY ITS OKAY THERES A DARKNESS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN#bruce is playing near me in like a month and i wanna go SOOOO BADDDDDD i saw him last february it was MAGICAL#TIL SOMEDAY THEY CUT IT LOOSE CUT IT LOOSE OR LET IT DRAG EM DOWN WHERE NO ONE ASKS ANY QUESTIONS OR LOOKS TOO LONG IN UR FACE IN THE DARKNE#SS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN 🗣️🗣️🗣️#em.txt#bruce springsteen
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Stayed up past midnight (usually sleep at 10) just to call dibs on the spring classes I wanted
#and i got them!#it was only 2 classes but 1 of them is english 101#so i wanted to snatch up a nice 11am full-term class#the other is exclusively online and it’s math for computer science#not technically required but it means one of the elective requirements and it’s applicable to my degree#i’m probably gonna regret taking a second class alongside english but it’s fiiiiiiiine#(english is simultaneously my strongest subject and my worst class)#(it’s the executive dysfunction paired with hyperlexia)#(i either finish the book in one sitting or i’m studying sparknotes before the test)#(research essays are hell on earth but i can write a damn good short story or poem)#(i have failed multiple english classes because i just burnout from the essays and the reading)#(but it’s my only english requirement so if i can just get through one semester then i can be done with it once and for all)
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My new fav lil guy to draw when I’m in class.
#south park kyle#south park#south park fanart#it’s the hair#it’s so fun to draw#this is why I’m gonna fail my alevels tho#I’m too busy doodling in class
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Rager teenager fall
#I can’t think about the fact that I’ve actually been an alcoholic lately so I just don’t think basically#this kind of applies to a lot of things. we go so hard each weekend but if we stop it’ll be worse bc then I have to think. oh and I’m gonna#fail all my classes yay yippee#.txt
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