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plaqying · 9 months ago

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‘i’ll say fuck as much as i fucking want too, thank you very fucking much, fuck you how’s that?’

HELP ??????

#ok milo #i’m gonna make a list of things from this audio that made me start pissing myself at 2am #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted milo #redacted fooliverse

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wibblyv · 1 year ago

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They were planning their future together and then somebody just took that away from them. IT HURTS SO BAD

#f*ucking hell i should've not read this #nothing but tears again today #they were planning their future #they were going to be future fishwives!!!#i’m gonna [redacted] myself!!#siuan sanche #moiraine damodred #the whee of time #wot #rosamund pike #sophie okonedo #siuaraine #moiraine x siuan

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autumnhobbit · 6 months ago

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y’all pray for me tomorrow

#was going to try to buy a couple small kitchen appliances #but wanted one of my siblings to go along with me because while i /can/ do multi hour drives on my own #i don’t necessarily like it #well found out the family’s going to (redacted) this weekend anyway to visit grandma #great i think! i’ll just swing by and grab one of them early to take along #(since mom said they were going to church tonight)#but dad has once again screwed me by having something to do at mass tomorrow #so i gotta go by myself to pick up the blender #i’m waiting to hear if the person with the food processor will be available for me to pick it up tomorrow #at least grandma’s okay with me coming by the retirement home early #but zach will not be happy i’m going by myself #if i tell him #which i’m gonna try to avoid doing lmao.

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luvranton · 2 days ago

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porter: you will find moonlit nights strangely empty because— when you call my name through them, there will be no answer.

treasure: rather melodramatic, aren’t you?

#ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHH #redacted audio #redacted fandom #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted porter #redacted treasure #jax’s musings #i’m gonna kill myself

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paperpocalypse · 5 months ago

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i’m scared

#i’m gonna watch s4 anyway but 😭#[redacted] and [redacted]?! that’s a joke right ??#i’m so tempted to spoil myself further but i cant and it’s hard :((#sam says stuff

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saturdaynightghostclub · 6 months ago

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I GOT INTO GRAD SCHOOL Y’ALL

#time to brag about myself for just one second #this program has been my literal dream for years i’m actually super proud of myself #and i’m moving back to [REDACTED] yaaaaaaaay #I’M GONNA HAVE A MASTERS #add it up baby #wfr bachelor’s cdl masters i’m hella certified #academic toady 2.0 incoming

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lemonxdebaby · 2 years ago

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Patreon spoilers??? I haven’t actually listened to anything but I have read the transcript this is more a call to arms for those who both have and have not listened but it is probably still spoilers tbf.

Would anyone like to join me in the “not listening to Geordi audio” corner? I’ve read the transcript and have seen all that I need to.

I have homemade chocolate chip muffins hot out the oven and warm blankets! In fact I have enough to cover those who have listened to, I’m sure you guys need it.

#in the tags: for those who didn't read the post you guys are still entitled to homemade chocolate chip muffins just btw #redacted asmr #redacted audio #t is rambling #I’m gonna listen to my brain and body on this one and not cause myself unnecessary upset #redacted geordi #the muffins are really good made them myself #patreon spoilers

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starbuck · 4 months ago

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sometimes all it takes is noticing one interesting narrative construction to take a film from “it was fine i guess” to “i feel like these guys having terrible, fucked up sex would compliment the themes really well”

#these characters are a sandwich and i am EATING THEM #i was literally just explaining the order of the deaths to my mom and i was like WAIT!!!!!!#i was so excited and have not stopped thinking about it since #honestly? if i love something the first time i watch it i may very well love it forever #BUT if i start out disliking something or finding it underwhelming and then GROW to love it… we are brothers in arms #i feel like i’m never gonna be REALLY crazy about this - but i am enjoying myself #like. they’re already all fundamentally about [redacted] since he killed them all in [redacted]#and someone could write a very fine Master’s thesis about that #but personally i am going to write [redacted] fic about it in my head #thank you and Goodnight!

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hearts1ckness · 2 years ago

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SHE WAS DEAD THE WHOLE TIME?!?!?!?!?!

#OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA KILL THIS BITCH MYSELF #IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS FUCKING GUY MAN I NEED HIM GONE #quinn’s bastard bitchass is lucky i’m not there bc when i tell you i’d kick his ass into the next millennium #I BETTER GET THE AUDIO OF DARLIN FUCKING QUINN UP IDC IDC I NEED IT FOR ME #THERAPY IS EXPENSIVE THE POTENTIAL AUDIO OF DARLIN FUCKING UP QUINN IS FUCKING FREE & I NEED IT ASAP #redacted asmr

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livvyofthelake · 7 months ago

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oh my goddddd tv show can you not have an episode about seeing the future i’m sad enough as it fucking is about this stupid ass plot you’ve set up that i knowwwww goes to SHIT. you can’t be bbc merlining me already i trusted you

#post that probably does not obviously give away what show i’m watching but i feel like it does. ok #well i have to post my little posts or i’ll die so. if the show is obvious to you it just means YOURE also a freak who watched it so i don’t #wanna hear any judgement rn.#and don’t try to guess oh my god i’ll kill myself if you tell me you’re detectiving and compiling all the crap i’m saying and you’re gonna #figure it out or whatever this isn’t redacted era this is for real redacted….

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badolmen · 9 months ago

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So funny how trauma will just kick you in the fucking teeth with the most random triggers.

#ra speaks #personal #watched the most recent quintin reviews vid which like yeah I went in with expectations of the content #and it’s not like I actively avoid stuff that depicts/discusses abuse I’ve been going to therapy long enough to know my most sensitive #triggers and stuff. but…idk something abt when he got to the drake bell section just set me off something fierce.#I’m all nerves and stress and self loathing/misplaced guilt from my own past bullshit #like brain can we please cool it we’ve been over this for years why you freaking the fuck out now? (I mean. logically. I know why #and how trauma works and that I’m just having emotional flashbacks but still. ugh.)#brain please be real niceys to me I have a meeting in an hour we cannot be having a panic attack.#you’re safe you’re good it wasn’t your fault etc etc can we please go back to being an adult more than a decade past all that? please???#survived my meeting so I’m gonna vent abt this a bit more bc. let’s be real.#I don’t rememember a solid 3 years of my adolescence and it fucks w me sometimes.#I remember things before 4th grade. I remember 4th grade. then bam I’m in 8th going to high school. and like #I know logistically what happened. I know emotionally I hated/was so fucking scared of [redacted] until I finally left that fucking school.#it’s just. frustrating bc if I remembered maybe I’d feel more justified letting myself get upset abt it. but I don’t so suck it up buttercup #it probably wasn’t even that bad if you don’t actually remember it so pull it together.#hell for all you know it had nothing to do with [redacted] and you were just on bad meds/depressed and forgot three solid years of your life #after meeting [redacted] <- I am not convincing myself unfortunately.

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wifegideonnav · 2 years ago

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ran into my ex best friend today. so that sucked.

#like thank god we didn’t actually interact #i was at my college’s scene shop meeting with its head abt a project #and he just happened to be there #but he kept fucking looking at me #fucking infuriating #at least my friend [redacted] was there #even tho we’re at a weird place rn. some of you may have seen. the posts abt that. el oh el.#at the very least she and I aren’t fighting it’s just tense bc she’s dealing with shit and needs space #whatever I’m getting off topic #almost cried in the car on the way home but like. im fucking done crying over that friendship #even though I have to remind myself that every time I think about it I am literally done #it just sucks cause it would be so much easier if he’d been a really shitty friend. but he was BOTH a shitty friend and a really good one #and I didn’t want that friendship to end. even though looking back I think it’s probably for the best that it did #but yeah. felt like a low blow from the universe to be reminded of losing him at the same time im temporarily losing ms redacted #which is a whole other vent post that im not actually gonna make bc I talked it through pretty well with my best-best friend #honestly it was a little poetic #whatever #personal

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emofujoshi · 2 years ago

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Hi love! Backslide is my favorite fic. These two's sexual chemistry is unbelievable! Forgive me for sounding like a middle schooler right now, but do you see Backslide having a happy ending?

Your favorite?! Wow, thank you so much. 😭 I already have a planned ending and it’s really up to you if it’s a happy ending or not. I wanna be more direct about it but then it’d be a spoiler (kind of). <3

#ask emo #backslidefic #i promise i’m still writing the new chapter #i wish i was one of the quick update girlies but i’m not built like that :(#i hate myself so much #truly gonna research how helpful [redacted] hotlines are

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robertsbarbie · 2 years ago

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my mother telling me that she wishes i wore more clothes that “fit my body type” and that everything else looks bad on me because i’m fat

#and then she’s like ‘i’m not trying to hurt your feelings i’m just trying to tell you the truth’#but it’s not! because i feel confident in clothes while not necessarily tight fit to my body #and i hate i HATE baggy clothes on myself i feel so unbelievably ugly and huge in them it’s not even funny #so no i’m not gonna wear baggy clothes just cause society says that’s what looks best on bigger people cause for me it’s not true #and stuff that flares out is different because at least there’s structure but a loose dress with no belt #or an oversized shirt that’s not tucked in or twisted on me makes my skin crawl #but apparently i am embarrassing and ugly to my siblings when i where stuff that makes me comfortable :(#eris: text #[redacted]

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majicmarker · 2 years ago

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i wish i could write books as quickly as i do fanfic (particularly in the past half-year) but the thing abt fic is that—even regardless of au!!!—it takes so much less explanation, you really can just dive into the story with like 90% less development than an original—but even so i’m still gonna have to find a way to get four books out this year bc the slow roll is just not doin it for me emotionally

#this is what i’ve chosen to fixate on to distract myself from the [redacted] thoughts #i’m not gonna be a person anymore i’m just gonna be a thing that writes ig #(ps if you’ve messaged me lately i WILL get bsck to you i’m sorry i’ve just been not existing lately)#a/n

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irate-iguana · 2 months ago

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Saw a major spoiler for The Magnus Protocol cause it wasn’t correctly tagged. I’m gonna scream.

#i wanted to give myself a bit of a break between tma and tmp (tmagp?)#but i’m gonna start the podcast as soon as i finish malevolent #except now i know that [REDACTED] in the s1 finale /:#original post

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