#i’m also tired so if this makes no sense…sorry
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I had an,,, au idea. basically I asked myself, “what if 007n7 got tired of the sentinals (1337, chance, shed, maybe two time after his rework and possibly builderman cuz his big GUNS) beating up his son, so he decided to join his son?”
Basically, it kind of started when he noticed Chance about to shoot c00lkidd one day. He kinda tackled or snatched the gun from him? idk which i’d say, i’m not too entirely sure on the personalities of these guys yet and what they would/wouldn’t do >_<"
but 7n7 stopped Chance from shooting c00lkidd, and he got away. The two got into a bit of an argument, which ended with Chances’s gun in 7n7’s hands.
7n7 eventually went off to find his son, and made sure he didn’t get hurt for the rest of the round. He borrowed a sword from him, too, to make sure nobody thought of trying anything. He told c00lkidd he’d decided to team up, because an 8v1 is not fair.
Most of the survivors were all, “yeah, i didn’t have a good feeling about that guy, but I wasn’t expecting anything like this!”
And even tho 7n7 teamed up with c00lkidd, he’s still not allowed in killer lobbies. lol. which leads to some awkward moments in the survivor cabin, getting into arguments with the orher survivors and whatnot. Chance still hasn’t gotten his gun back :,).
And during rounds where c00lkidd isn’t the killer, 7n7 mostly hides from the killer. I feel like the other killers might not mind him as much? because he’s helping c00lkidd?
also, 7n7 is only has beef with Guest1337, Chance, Shedletsky, and maybe Builderman (and two time only after his rework.). All the other’s he’s normal around. Though they aren’t normal with him. eheh.
sorry if this is just like… ramble that doesn’t make sense. I yapped a bit, aha.. :,)
…thoughts?
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It does make sense. Interesting.
#forsaken headcanons#forsaken#forsaken roblox#roblox forsaken#🐳 anon#007n7 forsaken#c00lkidd forsaken#chance forsaken
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You know, when I go on instagram and read comments about Logan (idk why I do that it’s safer on tumblr for the most part), they always say he was a shit driver but it’s like…none of them want to acknowledge the fact that he was driving a SHITTY car made with parts from the previous year, making it heavier AND he didn’t have the same upgrades as Alex. He was making the best of a shitty situation. I don’t think anybody could have done better than him in that car, honestly. But it’s always easier to blame the driver rather than blame the team, right?
#f1#logan sargeant#i need to stop scrolling through instagram comments about logan#cuz after this whole mess it’s like…either people are RIGHTFULLY upset or people treat him like he’s nothing#and it’s just frustrating because it’s not HIM#yes he had some crashes and what not but that does NOT warrant him getting dropped mid season#when everyone damn well knows that he’s probably not coming back the next season#they could have handled this with grace and dignity and let him finish out the season but NO#motherfucker decided to boot him with a shitty two sentence goodbye…fucking DURACELL gave him a better goodbye than his OWN FUCKING TEAM#i’m also tired so if this makes no sense…sorry#long day at work#but anyways#the whole thing is still stupid and i hope everything at williams crashes and burns
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idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.
#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers#riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves#gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay.#and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz.#even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could.#also#the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him#anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much#especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way#while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate)#i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe#this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would.#but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me#idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭#sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired
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so some thoughts on jayvik as characters/a ship that devolves into broader story thoughts (keep in mind im not done yet i only just finished s2e3 but i generally know what happens)
jayce and viktor are, for a number of reasons, such interesting mirrors of each other, but also such important reflections of their respective homes!
At a very superficial level, Viktor does not make Many impactful choices throughout the first season, and his big one towards the end is something that has pretty immediate and irreversible ramifications. Even though in some capacity it’s out of his control (he tells jayce to destroy the hexcore, jayce ignores him), the one time he takes control of a situation, that’s kind of it, there’s no coming back from it.
On the other hand there’s Jayce who from the beginning gets the opportunity to make a lot of decisions—what to do with hextech, how to use it, how to announce things, to not make weapons, to make weapons—and he’s usually making, narratively, the wrong choice but it always feels like there’s a chance for him to try again, change his mind (for all the good it’s doing lmao)
and i think that’s a) so interesting for their characters but also b) so indicative of the shows depiction of zaun and piltover. the bad choices of a few end up causing major ramifications for the citizens of zaun but that’s really all we as viewers are seeing on screen. meanwhile piltover is systemically fucking over their neighbors, and even when it’s so clear that as a nation piltover is going down a bad path, they almost get…excused from taking the brunt of the blame? And not even just by shifting the blame onto Zaun, but even by the decision to have Ambessa stoke the flame of the conflict. It takes away the responsibility Piltover should be facing for their treatment of Zaun.
And while i love it for the characters, bc they are forever just products of where they are from until THEY break the cycle, I’m really frustrated by the direction things seem to be going in in the second season because it doesn’t feel like it’s being done in a way that puts Piltover in a bad enough light. idk!
#this might not make any sense i’m tired lol but wanted to get my thoughts down#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#piltover#zaun#also i’m sorry but i hate caitlyn so much and i don’t like where vi’s character is going lmao
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PLEASE!!! so curious ,,
i think too many retellings try and avoid portraying her with negative traits to try and combat the way she’s portrayed in the og texts, which i always thought was really strange and almost like it’s just circling back to misogyny again but in a different way? because now she’s not allowed to experience any sort of anger or defiance only ‘good’ positive emotions
#i’m very tired so if this doesn’t make sense sorry shxkwnfhzkwndjak#also. saying this just in case this is not directed to anyone in the fandom#this is more abt newer retellings i’ve seen#thank you for the ask btw!#saintsonnet#asks#beep beep richie#queen guinevere
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literacy, empathy and nuance are dead fucking arts and there really is no coming back from it.
#🪷—faerie whispers#girl I tried to keep my mouth shut#but I’m really having to treat this app like Twitter now#and only come on here when I post and leaving#bc people really are not intelligent enough to have a conversation with less known share my work with#I’m tired of seeing elitist childish ass takes abt this election#watching folks scream abt community but watching these same airheads wishing death on ppl living in red states#abandoning Palestine and Gaza bc they asked you simply to hold ppl accountable#making fun of them#telling legal Latino ppl they’re going to be deported#disgusting behavior#I wanted to go on another long winded tangent but it’d only become misconstrued#and I’m not here for it#the apathy that has come out of this whole situation has made me despise humanity#also considering making my page 23+ bc I have nothing to discuss w literal children#so sorry but I’m realizing that many ppl just lack common sense#prolly deleting this later but I’m just frustrated#to see ppl saying your entire state deserves to be flooded and killed off by hurricanes bc of a vote I didn’t even make is sickening#ppl are stuck in constant survival mode and ur angrier at them for trying to make ends meet and do what they feel as best#than those in power who are public servants
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ty to the people who continuously support me and love me I just. I love yall a lot <3
#camera talks#I’m going to bed right after this#but I really just wanted to say like. the hearts in my ask box really do mean something to me#and saying your giving virtual hugs and blankets etc like. it gets me through sometimes#and moo i know I say this all the time but I love you so much. genuinely my biggest supporter and you make me feel so so cared for#I don’t think there are words to express it#you all make me feel really close and warm when I realize people see me and care about me#also my irls too. he’s not on here lol but shoutout Ben. I really needed that hug#totally unprompted someone I’ve never hugged before and he just hugged me and I think he knew I needed it and yeah I did.#I really appreciated that. I know that’s what all of yall would have done too <3#I’m still not doing 100%. I’m going to bed now hoping I can feel better we will see#but I talked about some important stuff with my mom and it went well I think and I’ve been crying all day but I’m going to make it through#I want to live and I love my life so much. I want to see everything else that’s in store for me because I want to keep living <3#sorry if this doesn’t make sense I’m tired#okay. good night yall <33 I love you so much and thank you for everything. I know I can get through this#and I dedicate a lot of that to yall so <33
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#last night was really so so so fun and it was super hard to get myself to go out? like#in the sense of I really wanted to because I knew it would be fun but I also knew my anxiety was eating me alive#and it would be an obstacle getting through that without alcohol and I need to be … careful#but I got fun drunk and didn’t have too bad of a hangover and didn’t feel super anxious once we got out :#and a different friend wants to make plans for tonight but I am really bad at making plans in advance because sometimes I physically can’t#do things after work bc tired bc neuro disorder and it’s frustrating to my friend with severe control issues#bc she needs to make specific plans like a week out and I’m like erm babe I can’t like#do that? and then if I don’t feel well day of and need to be home she gets (rightfully) frustrated because I’m bailing but it’s#challenging. and you don’t understand unless you live with it.#and it’s frustrating for us both. I don’t want her to think I don’t value her because I do and I force myself out often enough bc I#genuinely feel bad. but it’s so fucking hard sometimes . she also lives sort of far so going from work and having#to drive an hour to her place to then go somewhere and be out like#I’m spent before I even get there#friend I saw last night and I don’t talk consistently but when we do it’s always the same vibe and so fun and we just catch up about life#I feel like when I see my other friends they have things to always talk about because they’re in a discord call almost every night#I don’t have the energy!!!!!!!!!! like I’m so sorry that’s so much for me#idk she isn’t answering me now but if she wants to do something I need to know in the next hr bc if not I’m literally going to bed#I love her but there’s a disconnect between us rn and I don’t know how to mend that gap#but I do love her friendship so I’m just like. sigh#idk it would be different if she was closer and I know that#I hope getting back on medication helps get me being more social again. I’m just so tired this week that speaking is hard lol
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thinking abt joe/carlos
#ashita no joe#yeah#idk just the way that they loved and understood each other#when that understanding necessarily came from physical violence they must inflict on each other#that post that’s like joe can only understand affection when it’s punching him in the face is true!!#when someone like noriko who he does care for tries to connect with him#the connection can never be complete bc she doesn’t understand what boxing is to joe (and carlos)#which is interesting bc someone like yoko who is one of joes number one enablers pretty much ever tries to have a more personal conversation#with him that’s not about his fights (him getting in the car with her bc he assumes she’s taking him to jose#him avoiding and getting throwing shit at her over the course of the series when she tries to personally help him)#he is hostile to for a lot of the time#idk it’s just like yoko is the closest thing he has to one of his oppenents in terms of understanding what boxing means and he lowkey hates#her maybe bc she is extremely privileged#she’s kind of playing at this boxing is everything when to her it’s really not#her family is incredibly wealthy and she never goes through turmoil herself over the plot (expect for the loss of rikiishi)#while the boxers of the series go through hardship#joe is a homeless orphan#rikiishi is in the juvenile detention center for almost killing someone#carlos also grew up in the slums#pretty much every boxer in the series has a reason why they MUST box#while there is no reason why yoko MUST be a promoter really other than her odd enabling of joe#i got far away from my original point but i just have so many thoughts abt this series😭😭#the anime elitists cooked with this one i fear#anyway it is now 1am and i’m tired���#have no clue if this makes sense#need someone to yap abt this to😭#sorry for the block of text that probably does not make any sense
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It’s summer for me! Last summer I got my friends to listen to a long explanation of EMH (shoutout nightmind for the videos cuz some of the posts aren’t available anymore) so how do I top that this summer? Hmmm…I’m thinking a long explanation of Who’s Lila. Gotta hit them with some more fucked up reality changing/repeating and the folly of humanity when it comes to facing powerful beasts. How we can lose but still win, even if the game we’re trapped in is unfair.
P.S: if you’ve never seen/played these, you totally should! My disco elysium mutuals you guys might like who’s Lila. Who knows (it is kind of a cognitohazard tho so like fair warning if you don’t enjoy knowing about that kind of stuff)
#I like taking hopeful stances on these pieces#like the emh guys get up and try again#they’re friends in every universe#they kill each other in a lot of them#but they always meet up and talk again#like Sisyphus kinda#i believe in them#and with detective yu for who’s Lila#a final devious trick#and yet does that not give the answer?#that might not make sense#but like#these stories take very human desires and play with them#and I enjoy that a lot#who’s lila?#everymanhybrid#my beloveds#I can elaborate if this makes no sense but also I’m tired so like#sorry lmao
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You know when a family member keeps reaching out to you but you know it’s only because they’ve asked you for smth and you haven’t done it yet and so they keep reaching out in different ways under the pretense that they care about you and want to see how you’re doing but you know you just know they don’t mean it and as soon as you reply they’re gonna be like ‘yay cool have you done the thing yet’ and you just wanna tear your eyeballs out cuz you don’t wanna waste tears over this??
#it would be nice to be unconditionally cared about by my dad#god he just feels so suffocating#I don’t even know if I’m in the wrong here cuz it makes sense for someone to reach out if they haven’t heard from you in a few days#but also I’m like 95% it’s ONLY because he wants me to do this thing that I haven’t done#I hadn’t heard from him for like two weeks before his request#so idk#if nothing else I just hate feeling like my own father will only reach out if it benefits him#sorry for the tmi I’m just tired
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*Looks at all of my mutuals*
How? How am I your mutual? You are literally such a cool person and are so talented how am I your mutual?
Anyway Ty everyone who follows me I’m shocked there’s as many of you that there are
#my brain is so tired rn#y’all are all amzing#(also plz don’t take this as me talking down to myself bc I’m not)#(y’all are just epic people)#sorry I’m tired I feel like none of this makes sense#rando ramblings#moo’s moots
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i hope you don’t mind me not participating in sunday six for so long and not updating my fic... i’m having a bit rough time handling my life irl right now
#meaning i’m having the worst start of the year ever#i’m EXHAUSTED fucking exhausted from my living situation and it doesn’t seem to get better any time soon#naturally i don’t have it in me to write because i don’t have enough time to relax. it’s been three fucking weeks.#i just don’t know even my body gives up from this stress and not like something terrible is happening#it’s extremely upsetting also considering that i love writing and it’s the only activity that makes sense to me#and always has been like that it’s in my core#and i. can’t do it. i can’t. i have no willpower or strength and it’s not writer’s block i’m just SO TIRED ALL THE TIME#therapy and years of medication mean nothing at this fucking point. props to me for not killing myself tho. well done 👍#sorry for ranting i am so frustrated that i can scream. i have actually. didn’t help.#well ahem i hope you understand 🙏 i feel bad that i’ve promised the chapter a long time ago and NOT TO BE THAT AO3 AUTHOR but#i really wanted to keep my promise. fuck me i guess#putting letters together one word at a time
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i fucking hate horse race journalism
#no i am not talking about the literal journalism that covers horse racing#i’m talking about how the news media in the USA handles politics LIKE it’s a fucking horse race#idk who came up with the name bc it’s been a year since i read up on it#but jfc it explains why my skin crawls every time i hear about national politics bc it truly feels like news stations are treating#everything political like it’s sport stats. everything about policies or acts or bills or whatever the fuck all go down to their polls#Polls this#Polls that#but our margin of error will be in tiny fucking font that you can’t read bc it’s on TV and you’ll need to get real close to read it#also that will only make sense if stats wasn’t an elective#i am so fucking tired that every quote is met with a ‘ooooooh is [representative] gonna take it???’ or some shit#sorry i’m annoyed rn#presencial debate is on and i can’t change the channel despite how much i want to bc something tells me that this debate will#cause me to lose braincells#but what the duck do i know#anyway#ignore me#prob will delete later
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Apparently the thing I’ve learned about Hunger Games fanfiction is that typically it’s less of a study of the universe and the characters that inhabit it and more a study in people’s reactions to the universe and/or people’s assumptions about like. Life in general. Idk I just have so many questions for these ppl. What do these people think living in poverty is like? Do they really think Katniss’s one room home on the outskirts of the country’s poorest region has a wall thermostat? How do they think that thermostat operates, in a region that regularly goes long stretches of time without electricity? How do they think glow in the dark stars are manufactured? What about plastic pee on a stick pregnancy tests, how do they think those are made? Why do siblings or family members never share beds, especially when it’s literally mentioned in the book? Why do they think that Katniss and Peeta, whose relationship has been subjected to endless government scrutiny and who live in a region known for it’s lack of government oversight, would ever want or need to get legally married? Why do they think that Katniss would ever change her last name, which is in many ways one of her last connections to her dead father and her dead sister? Where do they think lactose free milk comes from? Why does Katniss have a dishwasher? Why does Katniss. Have a dishwasher.
#a toaster oven I can forgive even though that still makes very little sense but a dishwasher?#they don’t have running water.#do you know how often I see the dishwasher too???? do you have any idea how often miss Katniss no running water Everdeen has a dishwasher???#I am genuinely just so fascinated by this like I’m not even enjoying the fics for the most part I’m just so intrigued by ppls assumptions#I can’t get over the dishwasher thing tho like. how am I supposed to act normal knowing many people think Katniss Everdeen has a dishwasher.#also yeah sorry idk how to explain myself on this one#Idek when/why I started reading this stuff it wasn’t a conscious decision#I’m going to be so tired at work tomorrow and it’s solely bc I am HAUNTED by these dishwashers
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lmao
#saw someone saying people give JL the characteristics of LJY in order to ship zhuiling and#??????#that doesn’t make any sense to me because I’ve never read any zhuiling fics where either of them are OOC or switched characteristics#because you really don’t need to in order for zhuiling to work???#my dude#JL and LSZ are canonically close friends /because/ of how well their personalities get along with each other#like it’s literally canon that JL ends up being close to LSZ because of LSZ being so patient and supportive with him#idk what else to tell you#except sorry you hate a fictional ship so much that you gotta fabricate reasons to dislike it??#what I usually do if I don’t like a certain thing in a fandom#is ignore it and go on with my life bc it’s not that serious#but go off I guess lmfAO#anyway#delete later#also reminder that I’m not going to argue with you over this so don’t bother#apple babble 🍎#since the headcanon of them being related has been debunked over and over#i feel like people just grasp at straws to shit on zhuiling specifically and it’s so wild like#how do you never get tired of being so crusty 💀
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