#i’ll never be good enough

[dethprincess]

I’m not anybody’s first choice, hell I’m not even anybody’s last choice. I’m a placeholder, a stand in option only, a time to be there while they heal or get over some type of heartbreak or struggle. I’m the one you meet while you’re at a crossroads overcoming some shit. I’m the one left after all that madness has passed, holding the pain while you move on. So yeah I’m not anybody’s choice.

I found this from someone else.

[rottinglittleprincess]

the thing is, you’ll never understand what i feel inside and you’ll never try to understand it. that’s where we differ.

[toothlespoggers]

So I was feeling kinda depressed since my blog kinda dies when I’m focusing on my health and irl life, and character development, writing and art takes a lot of time to create something impressive and coherent.

so since I need notes for my blog to stay alive while I work on stuff i thought I’d make a cool sans au to show everyone on tumblr so I get thousands of notes and really cool fanart and get featured in tiktoks and stuff with my character.

Since this is all it takes to become famous in the undertale fandom I thought I’d just throw away all the research I’m doing and just go with what works yanno?

😳 maybe I’ll draw horny art of him next, that’ll reel in the notes.

[bass-alien]

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[ragx17]

Why can’t it be me? Why didn’t you choose me?

[nathan-thiry]

It’s getting more and more difficult to continue on in life. Always feeling not good enough for anyone. Having to deal with everything you put me through and continue to put me through. What you did wasn’t a “one and done” situation, I have to carry this with me for the rest of my life. Bet you didn’t think of that, huh? Maybe you did and thought, “how could I possibly ruin your life even after I destroyed your self esteem?!”

It worked. I’ll never be good enough now for anyone or any career. I’m losing myself each and everyday. Time is almost nothing now. My hopes and dreams are destroyed because of you. My life goals are not attainable anymore. I’m trying to refocus my energy on new goals. Helping people is all I wanted to do. You took that away from me! The more and more I have to tell my story about what happened, the more I lose a piece of myself. I hope karma comes through for you. In the meantime, I’ll continue to keep my head above water. Above everything that is dragging me down. It’s almost impossible to move on from you when I’m constantly being reminded of what happened because I’m still dealing with it. And will be for at least another two years. At this point, I’m not sure if I’ll be around in two years. This may just eat me alive even more to my absolute breaking point. I can tell I’m getting close to that. I’ll never be good enough to be with someone again. No one will want damaged goods.

If you ever receive a letter from me, know I’m gone. For good.

[sp00kysk3lly]

I’ll never get to know this feeling. Where someone actually loves me and wants me to live… 🥺🥺🥺😢😢

[sadtimesnorhymes]

Oh man

[fakevariety]

i’m just so sad

[snickerdoodl3]

i think about how i’ll never be her and then realize that i should probably just prevent myself from existing any longer

these feelings are my fault for falling in love and getting into a relationship. it’s not that i don’t love my boyfriend, it’s just that i know i don’t feel this way when i’m not attached to someone

i’m not enough for him anyway so what’s the point in existing

[dethprincess]

[rottinglittleprincess]

[badgebunny01]

I guess I forgot big subs aren’t allowed to be subs

[kxylx222]

If they wanted to they would. Remember that.

[lazy-daisy-thedumbass]

Fuuuuck that late night dysphoric depression be hitting hard and i really wanna cry but goddamn bottling up for years won’t let me

[im-the-lesbian-aunt]

There has to be someone out there that can love me completely. This can’t be it. This can’t be what I deserve. You don’t touch me, can’t remember the last time you gave me any words of affirmation, you don’t say I love you first. Im here for convenience, so you don’t feel alone. We shouldn’t have got back together. I can’t keep doing this. Im giving every single piece of me and you can’t give me a sliver.