#i’ll go back to my regular posts soon ❤️

[icouldntfindquiet]

Thanks for all the supportive messages. ❤️ I’d post them but I don’t want to add to the negativity. I don’t like conflict but I couldn’t stand there and do nothing because if we don’t do anything, they’ll walk over us.

This is literally cyberbullying which has forced people off Tumblr and people are now scared to write/read fanfic or have sexual thoughts about someone. There is nothing wrong with that. It’s completely normal and it pisses me off they tried to make it weird and creepy. Everyone is different. They may not like the same things you do but they never shamed you for it. I’m not trying to change their mind about it. It’s not for everyone but they could’ve ignored it and moved on like any respectable person would.

We do not have to share the same opinion or interests but people should be able to do whatever they want and like whatever they want without fear of being ostracized. Em was able to create a safe community for everyone and they ruined that sense of safety. If you’re wondering where racism, homophobia, sexism, etc. stems from—this is where it starts and we need to call them out for it.

If you don’t like my opinions or viewpoints, you are welcome to unfollow and block me. Being happy that people are bullied is the most messed up thing you can wish upon someone. They’re people with feelings. You never know what someone’s going through. Be kind always.

Tumblr is a place for people to express themselves freely and anyone trying to encroach on that right is overstepping their boundaries. This is your blog—make it what you want. Hate of any kind will not be tolerated here.

[apute11as]

Everything happens for a reason ~ Alexia putellas x reader

Author note: The poll was close but I’ve decided to do it as parts as it’s easier for me to get regular smaller posts out with my work and things but I hope you enjoy❤️

⚠️ suggestive themes, slight smut, pregnancy, failed ivf mentions

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The sun light pierced your blinds, bathing your room in a gentle yellow glow. As your eyes fluttered open, you were met with the beautiful site of your wife’s naked, tattooed back asleep next to you. You knew she’d be tired, as were you after your late night activities that went on into the early hours of the morning, needing to make the most of your time together before a gruelling 2 months likely without seeing each other at all.

You admired the woman next to you, and the way that the light made her tanned skin look ethereal. Tucking the loose strands of hair behind her ears, you pressed a light kiss to her cheek but as you went to bend back up, you felt an unusual lurch in your stomach. Rising immediately, you went to empty the contents of your stomach into the toilet bowl. After gagging for a couple of seconds, you felt a warm hand on your shoulder, one that surely belonged to your girlfriend.

“¿estas bien mi amor?” she questioned with a soft look of concern present on her features.

“Si carino estoy bien I think it’s just nerves because of how soon the World Cup is and the pressure that I’m going to be under.” you replied patting her hand that rested on your shoulder.

“Ok if you’re sure let’s get some water” she exclaimed, offering her hand and using her other to lift you by the hips.

As you entered the kitchen, she quickly made you water and a warm cup of coffee which seemed to work pretty well to soothe your aching stomach, a sure sign that this wasn’t a bug but simply nerves.

——

A couple of hours passed and you were feeling almost completely better which definitely helped in reducing your girlfriend’s anxiety. She had helped you with all the finishing touches to packing your bag so that you were now completely ready to go to the airport. Despite the original plan being for you to get a taxi to the airport, after this morning Alexia insisted she drive you in her car, claiming that she could easily divert her taxi to take her to her camp from the airport. After a large discussion, filled with many kisses, you finally agreed.

You planned to leave at 8am but it was currently 7:30 so with half an hour to spare the two of you were cuddled up on the sofa, with Nala settled asleep across both of your laps.

“I’m going to miss you so much amor” alexia whispered into your neck, tightening her grip around you.

“I’ll miss you too Ale, but I’ll see you in the final, when we both get there” you replied, kissing her cheek.

“Hmm” she hummed into you, her hands creeping up your jumper and onto the bare skin beneath it.

“what do you think you’re doing love” you giggled as her cold hands made contact with your exposed midsection.

“Mmm gonna miss you so much” she mumbled as she pulled you into her further, startling poor Nala who preceded to fall into the rug, showing her annoyance with a small bark. At this point, you were now straddling her hips, and she was leaving open mouth kisses on your neck on the marks she’d left last night. She then carefully slotted her thigh in between your legs, trying to make contact though the layers of fabric between her legs and your pussy.

“Ale I need to get ready to go soon or else I’ll miss my check in.” You reminded her but she seemed unfazed as her hand reached your breasts and began to massage them. You moaned as she reached your nipples, allowing her to keep going despite the more logical side to you saying no. However, you draw the line when her hands reach down into your sweatpants to touch your pussy. “Alexia putellas segura you are like a teenage boy are you always horny?” you questioned, whilst simultaneously trying to escape her newfound grip on your hips.

“No I just love you so much bebita and I’m going to miss you and these” she said groping your breasts again.

“Ale stop it I mean it we have to go” you say sternly, finally managing to escape her grasp.

“Fine” she huffed like a child being scolded by their parent. She made a move to stand up but not before giving your ass a smack as she shuffled past you.

“You little-“ you remarked as you began to chase her, Nala joining in with her mami’s playing.

After a painful 15 minutes of Alexia touching you in anyway she can, you finally made it to the car with all of your stuff and Alexia of course opting to carry as much of your stuff as humanly possible, the princess treatment ever present as always. And of course once you had begun your journey, Alexia had placed her hand on your thigh for the entire 30 minutes.

Once you finally reached your destination of the airport, Alexia parked up her Cupra and promptly strolled around the other side of the car to open the door and offer her hand to you so you could get out. Hand in hand, you both ventured to the car trunk to collect your bags, and of course Alexia carried as much as possible; ever the gentlewoman.

So you walked over to the airport hand in hand. After unloading your stuff into the baggage section, it was time to say goodbye to your girlfriend for the next two months. What you hadn’t expected was for the tears to form in your eyes so easily.

“Amor are you crying” alexia asked, her eyes slightly glassy too.

“Yes sorry my love” you responded, letting the tears fall without restraint now as she held you tight in her arms, just had she had after every failed IVF attempt.

“Don’t be sorry I’m just shocked you don’t normally get this emotional I’ll see you soon I promise cariño” she stated with a pitiful smile.

“I think I’m just having one of those days my love I’m really going to miss you” you replied

“And I you guapa” she smiled.

With one last hug, the two of you parted ways and you headed to security and baggage check, boarding pass in hand and unsettling feeling in your stomach.

Once you boarded the plane, you quickly found your seat, it was next to a woman and a small child. Placing your stuff in the overhead storage, you sat down by the window staring into abyss. Around 20 minutes into the flight, the unease in your stomach returned and you suddenly felt bile begin to rise up in your throat. Noticing your discomfort, the woman next to you spoke up.

“are you alright love” she questioned with a maternal glint in her eyes.

“Oh- yes sorry just feeling a bit ill” you replied hesitantly.

“would you like travel sickness tablets?” She asked with a smile.

“Oh no thank you I don’t usually get travel sick” you assured her.

“Well haha I thought the same until I was pregnant with this one here” she said pointing at the toddler asleep next to her.

“I was great with travelling but then I just started to feel sick every time I entered a moving vehicle” she chuckled.

“Oh wow I’m sure I’m not pregnant though” you offered weakly.

“Probably but you never know” she rebounded.

“Actually I took a test the other week we were trying for a while, but after the last negative we’ve decided to give it a break” you replied with a hint of sadness.

“Ah I see but those box tests aren’t always correct, I’m sorry if I’m overstepping here but given what you’ve told me maybe it’s worth taking another” she professed.

“Maybe” you said weakly, offering a small smile.

Throughout the journey your thoughts spiralled, what if you were pregnant and the test had been wrong? How would you explain this to your coaches, to Alexia? The sickness persisted, you excused yourself to the bathroom once or twice, but nothing but dry heaving occurred. The likely reality of your predicament began to settle in and what felt like an extensive flight, despite the fact it was only 2 hours, the plane touched town in rainy England and as you stepped out of the plane, all that you felt was dread.

[onepiecepetalfanfics089]

Come back pls 😭

AWWW GUYS DW IM NOY GOING ANYWHERE 😭😭❤️❤️❤️

I’m just working on the new enchanted chapter and I plan to make it longgg! After that, I guarantee I’ll be back to my regular schedule of posting every 2-3 days!!

But OMG I’m so excited for the new chapter! I feel like you guys will love it!

It’ll even have some non-strawhat crew members!

Blackbeard(not yet anyway) and MAYBE Enel!! I’ll see you soon my lovely petals!! I’m so excited! I’ll see you guys soon!💘🌸💕💗‼️

[thechaosmuses]

Hey darlings, I just wanted to pop on and let y’all know I’m gonna be on in a little bit, I promise. I’m also gonna talk about why I’ve not been here under the cut just to give you guys an update on me but please do not feel like you have to read it, I’m just putting it there mainly to ease my own mind and get stuff off my chest. Before I get to that though; first off, I just wanna say thank you to everyone who’s been patient with me these last few weeks. It really means the world to me that you guys still wanna rp and talk to me even though I know I’ve been really bad at being here. Just, thank you all from the bottom of my heart. And secondly, if anyone would like memes or one liners sent their way just reply to this and lemme know who you want or if I can just send for anyone. And lastly, I hope everyone is having a great day/night and a great start to the New Year so far ❤️

Alright now onto where I’ve been… So the days after Christmas and before New Years were a blur for me because I had been sleeping in the house the past few days from it being so cold and now I was suddenly back in my shed but I’d gotten used to being in the house again; anyways; it just took a few days for me to readjust and then by time I did it was NYE which was pretty good for me but I got tired pretty soon because sleeping in the house had changed my schedule. And then I started having weird medical things happening; like my ears have been hurting and other sinus things, and then I’ve been feeling lightheaded and dizzy sometimes and a bunch of other things. Luckily, I had a doctor's appointment on the 3rd and what I found out then was that everything looked good, no Covid, Flu or RSV and nothing in my blood work that was bad (including my A1C which my mom and I both thought was causing the dizziness and whatnot)- the only thing that was bad was my cholesterol levels, both the regular and bad one. So I essentially just have to work on my diet and all that which I’d wanted to do anyway since I noticed I’ve gained weight- Anywayssss- after I got off the phone with the lab the other day I called my Mom to tell her what they’d said, and she decided to just now inform me that heart problems run on my sperm donors' side of the family. And then when I asked her how I was supposed to know that she told me I should’ve stayed in contact with them. And I could go on for hours about why I cut them out of my life but basically it all boils down to one thing; they were nowhere to be found when I lost my Great-Grandma and my Mamaw in 2015 and I lived 20ish minutes from them then and for two years after, and they didn’t bother to check in on me when my Great-Aunt passed in 2017. I still have one my Aunt’s who's like a year older than me and my cousin on some socials but that’s it. So yeah, I’ve just been dealing with all of that and trying to figure out what to do and what I can and can’t eat and all that because knowing I’m apparently at a higher risk for heart problems is scaring me a little bit (plus I’ve been having some issues that I thought were anxiety related but now am second guessing that so I need to bring that up to my doctor) Also, my Mom is getting me a job where she works, she does taxes and is currently running the store where she works, so in the next two weeks or so I will be a bit less active because I’ll be working. Though like I said my Mom will pretty much be my boss so as long as no one is in the store I don’t think she’ll care if I whip my phone or laptop out. I think that’s pretty much all I have to update y’all on, I’m gonna make another OOC post in a bit because I need your guys help on something but for now I think that’s all I’ve got to say. If you read all of this, I really appreciate you and hope you have the best day ever.. And of course as always, have a forehead kiss..

[darkdoverpseeker]

🕊️ Info : Alora, She/her, 19

Hello! I want to keep this short and sweet. My name is Alora, I am over 19 so please do not come to me unless if you are over the age. Be mature and be ready to do some pretty romantic roleplays on my side. All of my roleplays will be romantic, I love romance it’s my big thing. So please be open to big love sick stuff! I can get bored easily and romance is really the only thing that keeps me hooked. 🌺

Also I prefer a partner that will talk about head canons, ideas and everything. I love interacting and getting to know you.

Quick note : I’m going through a really hard time and just need some big sweet romance mixed with angst. So I’m up to one shots and just regular roleplays.

:: Requirements ::

    • Ships : Oc x Oc only

— I love shipping my oc with your oc’s! If you have an oc to go with her. She really needs a cute partner that will take care of her and love her. Someone she can make dumb cookies and cakes for. That she could bring on picnics or go out watching the stars. I’d love to have her with someone who’s very loving. Or.. they could be mean and manipulative yet sweet and loving? Have some big angsty love? I ship her with girls and boys. I’m open to any ideas!

    • roleplay length :: Anything above 10+ lines.

— Like it says. Just stay about 10+ lines and add good detail. Make sure your response responds to what my characters do. Because if I have my character do something there’s a reason. It’s so your character with interact. Other then that grammar and such does not bother me. Just add a good amount of detail and such and I’m happy. Though be warned, if I like the roleplay.. I will write over 2 2’000 messages without a problem.

    • Who I play : My oc, Maya.

— Maya is a girl, she’s bisexual and open to any gender. She is the sweetest thing, she’s mostly a sub. But, she can become a dom. I’m looking to have a fun pair with here! I can’t wait to learn about your oc too!! ❤️

Alright thank you for reading! Like the post and I’ll get back to you soon. I usually roleplay on Discord. 🌺

Discord : _mylove.

_mylove.

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

If you *were* isekai-ed into Twisted Wonderland, what else would you do differently? (btw I think it’s hilarious but also sort of sad that you’d ignore malmal like that? 😂)

[Referencing this post!]

*rubs hands together*

Some disclaimers before I begin:

1) I will be assuming no prior knowledge of Twisted Wonderland when I am isekai’d (so I won’t know anything about the world, the characters, how their magic works, etc.).

2) I will be writing the things I would personally want to do and say; I am a separate entity from my OC, Raven Crowley, and whatever I write below the cut is not indicative of what she would do and say.

3) Some of the things I’d do/say would drastically alter the events of the main story; for the sake of argument, just assume that the main story progresses as normal despite my actions realistically leading to drastically different consequences or damaging my reputation with certain characters.

4) These are just the immediate things that come to mind, I might have missed some things I’d do differently because I didn’t comb through every scene of every chapter before writing.

Okay, now it’s time to turn Twisted Wonderland’s main story upside down 😷

***Main story spoilers below the cut!***

“If you’re not going to entertain me, then what good are you?” — me as Yuu, probably

Firstly, I’d be extremely protective of Grim right from the get-go, and I would spoil him to death. I’ve always wanted a pet cat, and a sassy talking one is even better than a regular cat 😂 As soon as I pop out of the coffin, I’d chase after Grim like Alice chased the White Rabbit into Wonderland (forget following Crowley to the ceremony, I’d go after Grim and ignore the headmaster). I’d also aggressively shove Riddle and Azul aside at the entrance ceremony to grab Grim for myself (probably shouting something like “MY kitty!! Everyone BACK OFF, he’s MINE!!” while cradling Grim with my body). After that point in time, I’m giving him all the head pats and canned tuna he wants (he’ll probably grow round because of it) 😌 You know how people baby-talk to infants? That’s me with Grim. I’ll “uwu” to him and call him “Grimmu” instead of Grim while smushing his cheeks. He can call me a minion all he wants, I fully support it ❤️ I’m also never EVER letting that sucker out of my sight, I’d ferry Grim everywhere tucked under my arm and I’d use him as a cat-shaped flamethrower for self-defense.

I wouldn’t be scared of the Ramshackle Ghosts during our first meeting. If anything, I’d just be fascinated that ghosts exist at all??? I’d stand there and ask them a billion questions about how ghosts “work”, since they’re technically dead and defy all laws of how science classifies creatures as “living”. Yeah, I know magic is a thing in this world, but ghosts transcend death itself. How could I NOT want to know about them? (Then I’ll go and brag to everyone about my cool ghost uncle room mates 🎵)

I’d eagerly volunteer to help Crowley around NRC instead of Crowley volun-telling me to do it. I hate hate HATE seeing unfinished tasks, especially when I know that one small thing being left undone can disrupt the entire system (aka the school). Even if they’re not MY personal responsibility, I’ll feel compelled to help complete them anyway just to see them done. If Crowley actually tries to guilt trip me into do something (like the whole “woe is me” act), there’s a much higher chance that I’ll resist doing it because I hate it. Just come out and outright tell me what you want so I can turn it down faster without the lingering bad taste in my mouth from guilt, Crowley 😊

I wouldn’t treat Ace and Deuce like my friends or classmates, but as annoying little brothers that I constantly need to nag and supervise. This especially goes for Ace, whom I see as the brattier of the duo. I won’t stand for him shit talking my cat (he can shit talk ME all he likes, but if he insults Grim, the kiddie gloves are coming OFF). Deuce gets more leniency, but I’d still tug on his ear and tell him to go study or something. I will put them in child leashes. I’M NOT AFRAID TO DO IT.

It’s not very clear what Yuu does during in-game battles, but personally I’d just chill in the back while shouting orders at Ace, Deuce, and Grim. I’m not going to count this one as a change, since I think the game implies that’s what Yuu is doing via the player choosing which characters and spells to deploy every turn, BUT I will say that sometimes I’ll just sit in the back with snacks and watch people fight like it’s a free movie or something 🍿

Since I’m so protective of my favorite child (Grim), there’s no way I’d let him eat any OB stones. I’d smack the OB stone out of his paw, or pap him on his butt until he spits it up. Eating rocks will mess with his digestive system, and I’m not about to have that.

I wouldn’t even use the Ghost Camera to take pictures of people. I’d use it to take pictures of things I think are super dumb or super interesting. You’ll get a bajjllion pictures of food or nature before you find a picture of a real fleshy human being on my camera.

When it comes to taking classes and being involved on campus, I’d be a very active student. Even if Grim is the one responsible for any classes that involve magic, you’ll probably find me lurking in the background taking notes (on Grim, on the class materials, on other students, etc). I’d want to learn as much about this world, the people in it, and how everything works, and I’d want to document it ALL. Basically, I’d be Rook Lite—

I would pick a fight with every student I come across when possible (like, I would purposefully annoy/taunt them in hopes of getting them to snap and throw some magic at me). Why? Because it would be fun, that’s why. I’M HERE FOR A GOOD TIME, NOT A LONG TIME. When will I get the chance to be beaten up by magic in my original world, huh? If I’m going to experience living in a place with magic, then I want to experience as much of that magic as possible, and that INCLUDES getting my ass handed to me multiple times. Healing magic exists too, so I can even experience how THAT feels ❤️

I know my personality seems to be all over the place from the bullet points I’ve written so far, but I think I’d have a pretty well-established personality compared to Yuu: someone who’s pretty serious, dry, and sarcastic, prioritizing work and gathering knowledge above all else. However, I’m willing to take risks if it means I get to experience something new, fun, or interesting (think “curiosity killed the cat”). When it comes to dealing with people, it’s VERY clear who my favorites are (*coughsmytalkingcatcoughs*). I act like a jaded, overworked, and unimpressed mom to everyone else, straight faced and trapped in perpetual disappointment.

My personal goal wouldn’t be to get back home or to keep Ace and Deuce out of trouble, it would be to keep myself amused. I get bored extremely easily, and being thrust into another world with all these new factors is just a recipe for disaster. I’d honestly make for a terrible classical heroine, because my priority would be “what would be the most entertaining way to spend the day” instead of “how to save the day”. I’d hesitate to help someone if them struggling is the more entertaining option for me to watch unfold. In a way, I’d be just as shitty as the NRC students themselves 😂

Honestly though??? I’m kind of distrustful of others and unwilling to do group work due to bad experiences I’ve had in the past. I’m also pretty proud, so I would be super hesitant to accept help from anyone; I’m more likely to think of it as an act of pity or something negative rather than as kindness. I’m literally a poster child for Not Being Amicable (TM) and Independence over Cooperation, which is probably the opposite of what Crowley wants. I guess this will all be one massive learning experience for me too??

Forget Ace calling Riddle out for his bullshit, I’ll do it first. My patience would be wearing thin by the time Riddle rejects the apology tart (and besides, wasting food and Grim’s cute new ribbon are such sins 😤). I’d tell Riddle that he’s being childishly unreasonable and acting like a spoiled brat, no sugar coating at all. This would no doubt accelerate his OB, maybe even bring on an early OB, but like???? I’m not going to just stand there and let him throw a tantrum over something so small, that’s ridiculous (keep in mind that I have NO idea about his past, and even if I did, that still doesn’t justify any of the awful things he did). The same goes for most of the OB boys; I might as well call them out and give them a piece of my mind (once I get fed up with each of them) since I have little to lose compared to the students of each dorm. What are the OB boys gonna do, fight me? MAYBE THAT’S WHAT I WANTED ALL ALONG, EVER THOUGHT OF THAT? Do it, you cowards.

My only incentive in trying to solve the injured students mystery is just because it would be fun for me. I’d seriously commit to the bid, too—get dressed in a detective outfit, or pretend to be an ace attorney investigating the crime scene and interviewing witnesses... Heartslabyul and Grim can stare at me if they want or complain about how much time I’m wasting, but I’ll be having the time of my life 😌

Every time I spot J word or Rook, I’d curl up into a useless uncontrollably sobbing ball on the ground. If I have to engage with them or interact with them, I’ll just straight up refuse to make eye contact or shout something really normal like “step on me” 😷 or ask them to mug me in a sketchy back alley and bleed my wallet dry while they’re at it, and hey I’m free 24/7 if they need a human-sized footstool or something an—

I become a crazy cat lady by adopting Chenya and Cheka into my cat family. (Leona is perma-banned.)

I’ll come out and say it: I wouldn’t want to help those anemone’d students in the first place. It’s their own faults that they weren’t willing to put forth their own effort to pass the exams and tried to take the easy way out (and besides, it’s much more amusing to watch them suffer through the consequences of their actions than be freed of them). I’d even be disappointed in Grim for this 😔 but I guess I’d reluctantly stick my neck out once I saw how shittily Grim was being treated as Octavinelle’s new dish rag.

I’m overly cautious, so I’d try to negotiate the terms of the agreement with Azul. (I’d probably only want Grim’s freedom and maybe J word as my butler or something). I wouldn’t feasibly be able to retrieve that photo he wanted anyway, since I can’t swim (which is KIND OF a requirement if you’re going to be underwater).

If I somehow still had to go underwater (and Azul still sent the twins to interfere), I think just SEEING their true forms would make me lose my mind because HELLO???? WHY ARE THERE SUDDENLY CYAN EEL ABS??? 😂 IS THIS REAL LIFE?????? They wouldn’t even need to fight me, I’d break down on the spot clutching my stomach and screaming into the water.

I fold like a piece of origami paper and immediately cave to whatever J word asks of me—

I sob at J word’s feet and thank him for evicting me and Grim from Ramshackle—

As I mentioned in the referenced post, I wouldn’t befriend Malleus. In fact, I’d probably think he’s some weirdo that hangs around on my property at weird hours of the night despite me yelling at him to get off of my lawn 😤 You bet I’d phone up Crowley or campus security or SOMEONE to remove the horned stranger from the premises. And honestly? (This may sound pretty mean since TWST tries to present Malleus as lonely and misunderstood, but please remember that I, as “Yuu”, don’t know that going in; we only know this information because of our perspective as the PLAYER, not as the actual isekai’d individual.) Once I start hearing rumors of this “Malleus” person, there’s no way I wouldn’t put two and two together and adopt the same general opinion as most of NRC—“Malleus is dangerous, he is a monster and he should be feared, etc.” If I had a lot of courage one particular day, maybe I’d approach him and ask him to strike me down with his lighting just so I know what it feels like to be vaporized to ashes, but other than that?? It’s safer for me to assume Malleus is dangerous based on his magical capabilities alone, because this is the smartest choice for my survivability. Yeah, I want to fight everyone, but I also need to pick and choose my battles strategically, because if Malleus ends up doing major damage, then I won’t be able to fight everyone ELSE in the cast.

Jamil doesn’t need to Snake Whisper me to convince me to come to Scarabia during winter break, I’ll literally accept any excuse to absorb free food and see what the dorm is like🎵

I’d probably die in the desert if Jamil drags me along for those training sessions/parades, because I cannot deal with hot, sunny weather...

I wouldn’t care all that much during the segment where Jamil’s keeping me locked up in a room?? Like, I’d be mildly concerned, but the situation’s pretty interesting~ It’s like being held hostage and an escape room all in one. I’d still definitely try to get out, but I’d be way less worried than Yuu is shown to be in the game.

I laugh at how silly Jamil’s OB facial hair is and get my ass kicked for it—

I’d fistfight Vil to include Grim as the 8th member of the VDC group and as the c e n t e r 😤 I would also fistfight Ruggie to get Grim’s deluxe menchi katsu sandwich for him because Grimmu deserves nothing less than the best ✨

I would resist the VDC group using Ramshackle as their base of operations for training. I do NOT like the idea of 7 random boys (most of which I barely know) invading my living space 😔 and the lack of privacy disturbs me............... If they somehow still yoink Ramshackle for their training, I’ll just pad around in the background in my fluffy house slippers, sheet mask, and pajamas while staring at them in disappointment from a safe distance away.

I betray NRC to squeal about how cute Neige and the dwarves are, especially Timmy ❤️—

I’m not sitting around and waiting to save Grimmu from STYX 😤 I’m immediately formulating a plan, grabbing supplies, and recruiting a rescue squad because NO ONE TOUCHES MY CAT; I am closing this post as I opened it, with CATS—

[natsugia]

I’ve been on a recent literati binge, obsessed with them, and stumbled upon your literati fic, “‘this is tailored made (so what’s the sense in waiting?)”, and wanted to say thank you so much for it. I can honestly say it took over my life for a brief 3 day stint and now, I’m yearning for more of them! YOU DID AMAZING! You gave them justice where the revival lacked. The closure desired from these two. It gave me so much pain and happiness, you wouldn’t believe it. I left reviews, ofc. I can’t thank you enough for how amazing that journey was for me, a delight, through and through. You are a marvelous and gut wrenching writer! You actually know these characters. Thank you so much, again, and I hope to see more from you! Will be checking out your other literati fics, indubitably!

🥰❤️ Thank you so much! The love for this fic has absolutely blown me away. I’m truly humbled and feel blessed to have you and others as such lovely amazing readers. And thank you for leaving a review. They mean the world to me. I’m completely backed up, but eventually I will respond to the rest of them, even the ones who have been waiting for a reply for like a year or two. I’m sorry! You’re not forgotten, I promise. Just overwhelmed with life. 😘 (@milothirst I haven’t forgotten about the Jess + sex post. Posting it soon!)

As for more in the universe, I have a small-ish follow-up I’m working on. TITM’s coming up on the 1k kudos mark on AO3 😱🤯, so I thought to maybe do a wedding sequel as a 1k celebration. I’m about 20% done with it at this point. Given how slow I am at writing with my hectic life schedule right now, we’ll see when I can get that out. Hopefully before summer of next year.

As for my other fics, I am still working on those as well. Next update will be for TWWCIL. I’ve got about 65% of the full story written, but of course it’s mostly towards the end. Once I finish fleshing out the middle, I’ll be able to rewrite chapter 4 and start a more regular update process. After that will be Chapter 8 of OSAS, the full story which has about 7 more chapters left to write before it is finally complete and we can post it regularly as well. And then I’ll post the 2 part Chilton AU, the Lit + cats au, and then finally the time loop AU I’ve been writing in my head for like four years.

So a lot of things to come. I just really need the time to be able to sit down and write. Thought I would have it this year, but my car got taken from me at the beginning of this year due to theft and vandalism, which was a huge loss cause my car IS my livelihood. I make majority of my money from driving gigs, and now that I’m spending about $500 a week with the rental I have while also making less money than before due to constraints of the rental program, it’s been a lot of expenses that I’m juggling at the moment. Once I’m able to buy a new car, I can go back to my ideal three day/weekend work week and get back to writing semi regularly.

I hope you’ll stay tuned. Feel free to come by here to chat or for any updates. I also recently made a Twitter (I HATE myself), so I’m gonna try and start posting more on there as well. Anon from months ago, if you’re still here, you can now find me @natsugia1 on Twitter. I should warn you though that my twitter will probably be a LOT more eclectic in terms of what I tweet on there, given what I’ve already been sucked into on that dumpster fire of a platform.

Wishing you a beautiful and wonderful summer. Sending you the QUEEN for Fun and Love and Life

[storiesofsvu]

How would Rita react to one of the svu detectives(maybe sonny?) trying to flirt with her girlfriend? ❤️

(For the sake of this I’m using Sonny, but as the ADA)

You & Rita have been together for years, you met at one of the legal world’s events/galas and things have been smooth sailing and full of sass & love ever since. You usually only pop by her office with lunch or to pick her up from the courthouse.

That is of course until her regular assistant ends up on medical leave. At first she tries to handle it herself, thinking it’s not going to be that long/hard, but she’s soon very overwhelmed with everything on top of her open cases. Since you’ve got the experience PA’ing at other firms, you offer to help (aka, you happen to be up earlier than her one morning and when she gets up you’ve gotten al of her paperwork and files organized in the chronological order that she’ll need them, colour coded and post it noted, along with a sheet of messages that she should reply to asap)

Sonny comes into the firm to try and talk deals/pass off motions/whatever. He sees you in the outer lounge, flipping through a file as you move back to the usual assistant’s desk. The door to Rita’s office is half open, but she’s on the phone. You tell Sonny as much, giving him a soft smile as you offer him a coffee, joking that Rita can afford the good stuff.

You drop down into the desk chair, Sonny can tell you’re either bored, or not really doing much that’s super important, so he takes a perch on the chair arm in front of the desk and starts to chat with you.

It starts out innocently enough, friendly, he mentions that he hasn’t seen you around the firm and you mention you’re just helping out for a little bit. About halfway through you glance up to see Rita’s off the phone, her eyes trained on the two of you, smirk on her lips and you cast her a *look* but she simply shrugs, gesturing toward her paperwork.

Carisi jokes that the coffee’s so good he ought to repay you with a drink. You laugh it off, trying to to blush as you remind him it’s technically *Rita’s*coffee. He’s polite enough about it, but laying the flirt on pretty heavily, you cast another glance into Rita’s office with a “help me” little look on your face and she simply smirks.

Eventually, she figures she’s made you suffer enough, moving to the doorway of her office.

“Carisi...if you’re done hitting on my wife, I’m sure we can talk deals.”

Sonny literally stumbles backwards, his cheeks reddening instantly as he fumbles over his words, apologizing profusely (cause lets be real, Rita lowkey scares him, esp if he’s stepping on her territory).

She simply laughs it off, gesturing for him to join her in her office. Behind his back you shoot her a hard glare and give her the finger, in a “i cannot believe you made me suffer through that for twenty five fucking minutes. I hate you.”

On his way out Sonny apologizes to you again in lightning speed before leaving the firm.

“Seriously?!” You call out to Rita and she laughs, crossing the room to you

“What can I say? It’s fun to torture the poor kid.” She kisses your cheek softly, “I’ll be finished in ten, make it up to you with dinner?”

“You’re lucky you’re cute.”

[fluffybutt-7]

Hi! I'm so sorry to hear about the major health scare you're going through. I really hope you'll get better soon. That's... really fucking scary. Since I read your post at the end of a 4500+ calorie day, it made me feel shitty for taking this risk, rather than proud or accomplished. I mean, I guess all gainers know on some level that they're doing something risky, but it's super easy to get carried away anyway. Were there any warning signs that you didn't recognize, which looking back maybe could have sent an early signal? Or anything that, looking back, you would have avoided if you had known? I'm asking because I'm hoping some of your followers -- including myself -- could learn something from the situation you're going through. If it's too personal or sensitive, or something you don't want to answer while you focus on recovery, I totally understand. All the best and take good care of yourself!

-N

Sooo honestly we don’t know what caused it. My family has a pretty heavy history of diabetes, and with me having COVID earlier this year we think that may have thrown me into it as well (we’ve seen that it’s happened to others as well, and we all know COVID does really fucking weird shit to your body). But, the doctors didn’t think it had to do with my weight. I didn’t even notice any changes until a few weeks before I went to the hospital- it came on very suddenly.

That being said, everyone’s body is different. I’ve seen gainers pack on weight faster than I did and be perfectly fine. I’ve seen some gain slowly and still have diabetes later. Yes there’s a risk to gaining- but it’s really kind of a gamble 🤷����‍♂️ I would say that if you are concerned about it, keep gaining but start having regular check ups with your doctor. That will help give you a good picture of how your body is responding to the weight. Most importantly, listen to your body! I probably stopped trying to gain around the beginning of July because I could feel something was off in my body, but I just didn’t know what. Maybe someday I’ll gain again, or maybe I’ll stay thin and find a cute boy to fatten up. Either way, the most important thing is to listen to your body, start seeing your doctor to monitor your body if it is something you’re concerned about, and do what makes you happy. ❤️

[renerosin]

people keep sayin mick was media trained as if no one else has ever received media training. lewis? seb? george? no mick is the first ever that’s why he’s tone deaf remarks are acceptable pffttt 🙄 you don’t have to answer I’m just here to rant because I know mick is not cancelled nor will he ever be because pretty faves get PAUSED at the very most, our regular scheduled mick content of fan cams and gifs will be back on your dashboard in 48 hours. btw it’s because I saw your earlier post about not knowing what will become of F1 after lewis is gone and I felt that I don’t a single one of these rich white boys to care about anything that isn’t a rich white boy

Hey Anon. Sorry it’s late. Full disclosure: I left this in drafts because I didn’t know if I wanted to talk about it. I am always so triggered by race issues and I try to avoid them because it brings up a lot of negative emotions for me. I just don’t think black people have anything ever to warrant the hate we receive on the regular but askghftfh I’ll stop before I start crying.

Your points are valid. I don’t think what Mick said was great, I hope people can explain that to him kindly. Like if someone asked me “how do you feel about Mick being compared to a Nazi?” and I said “No comment” there’s so much implied there. Indifference on serious issues often doesn’t look good even if you mean well. (For the record I think the Nazi comparisons are awful). There’s a quote my history teacher used a lot, can’t remember who said it but “The world suffers a lot. Not because of the violence of bad people. But because of the silence of the good people”. My concerns for F1 post-Lewis was based on that. When certain drivers are making ignorant statements on BLM and they’re being met by the silence or rather indifference of drivers like Mick, the sport is going to become an uninviting place for minority’s soon. And I really hope that doesn’t happen. 🙏🏽🙏🏽

❤️❤️❤️

[arnold-layne]

I used to follow you back in, 2019? I came to check on ya, because it always stuck(sort of bugged) me how much I related to you. Wild how the first post is something wildly relatable. Hopefully, one day we’ll find a way to get the help/care we need without loosing it. I still feel like the day I let loose, I’ll never feel relief, so why impede on my life? Good to see you still write misery to outlet your own. I still read misery, so somethings stayed the same. Best wishes!- An old regular anon

Ohh hey anon! It's kinda sad that it's been 3 years at this point and nothing really changed for both of us. For a while I thought that I got better but I rolled back now, which you can see by the increasing amount of whining on my blog. And I'm sorry that you're still in the same place as me. At this point it seems to me that nobody will see how much I'm struggling unless I snap, because I've been repressing myself for so long nobody but the three people I mentioned have any clue I'm struggling at all. And asking for help before it happens is not an option because I'm so dreadfully afraid of inconveniencing anyone. So I'll just wait and see, I guess. But I hope you don't have to go this way and that you will get the help you need before something regrettable happens. And yeah, projecting my misery onto fictional characters is still my primary (and most harmless) coping mechanism and one of few things that give me joy, so I see no reason to give it up 😌 I really hope you get better darling!! I don't plan to leave this hellsite any time soon, so drop by my inbox sometimes ❤️

[insanechayne]

UPDATE!!

Another TLDR will be posted below for those who can’t/don’t want to read all the details

I’ve been offered a job! I’ll be working with a new lab company opening in Valencia (Santa Clarita, CA) that’s gotten a contract with the state gov to assist in getting COVID tests done and processed so that people can get their test results much faster. I’m so grateful to be able to go back to a job in healthcare and be able to help people during this pandemic, especially because I have previous experience in lab work. I’m set to start on October 12, and once my paychecks come in I’ll be making enough money to help support my family and hopefully get us back on our feet and out of this homelessness nightmare we’re in.

About two weeks ago my father received a few of the FEMA payments for unemployment, so we have been able to use that money to stay in a hotel again for a little while. The EDD says they’ll be sending more of those payments soon, but he currently hasn’t received any others aside from his normal benefit amount and we don’t know when those other payments will be coming in. Other details about our finances are listed in the above post, if you want more info. Anyway, we still have very money to continue staying in hotels and out of the car, and soon we will need to relocate closer to the job site (as of right now we’re about an hour away, and we couldn’t afford gas back and forth from here to my job every day). We are almost out of my food benefits money for this month too, and I won’t get more until the 7th of October

I’m looking for help mostly in being able to stay in a hotel closer to the job site until my first paycheck comes in, that way I’ll be able to shower and rest properly before shifts, and so that my dad and our dog will have a safe, stable place to stay while I’m at work. Also looking for help with food for us until my benefits come in, and getting other needs (dog food, our regular pain medications, etc.)

Any help at all would be greatly appreciated, even just helping me share this updated version around! Thank you all in advance ❤️

TLDR: I’ve been offered a job, starting Oct 12, just need to survive until my first paycheck then we’re all good

Help me and my family literally not die!

(TLDR and links at bottom of post for those who don’t want to/can’t read a big long thing)

I know that probably sounds dramatic, but my dad and I are in a really bad place right now. Because the government dropped the ball with the extra money in unemployment payments, my dad’s only getting about $335 every two weeks, which is not enough for us to survive on. We are already homeless, and have been for two and a half years. We live and out of motels, and lately have been living in our car more often than not.

I receive food stamps benefits for us, but trying to feed two grown adults and buy food that can last in a hot car means the money runs out super quickly, and I only get one payment for SNAP per month. We also have a dog, and she needs her own food and water too; most of the time I share my water with her and have to buy her packs of lunch meat because we can’t afford cans of dog food on top of everything else

My dad also received alimony from my mom, but she’s only been paying $600 a month (broken up in $300 payments every other week) when she’s supposed to pay $900. He can’t afford to go to the courthouse to file a judgement against her, so we just have to deal with this for now, but it doesn’t help as much as we need it to.

Even with her payment coming on Friday, after paying for bills and using up the last of my food benefits we’re looking at spending about 10 days in the car (or more) and having maybe $45 for food, water, dog food, and pain medications (over the counter stuff, since we are both disabled and live with chronic pain) to last that entire time.

As it is right now, we will be in the car today and tomorrow (Wednesday and Thursday), get one day in a motel on Friday, then right back in the car with everything I mentioned above looming over us. And on top of that, it’s really fucking hot around here lately. California sucks in the summer, very hot and humid, and when you’re outside in a car it’s really hard to stay properly hydrated or regulate temperature, even in the shade.

I’m just posting this around and hoping to get some help for us to have enough food and water, at the very least. If we could get enough to stay in a motel room, even off and on, that would be a wonderful bonus. Mostly I’m just worried about us running out of money and facing dehydration, since no one will let you bring in bottles to fill up at a soda fountain or tap due to COVID, and there aren’t any other safe sources of water around us. I also want to ensure my dog has enough to eat. My dad and I are overweight and can skip a couple meals but she can’t.

I’ve included my PayPal link, but I can also accept money via Zelle if that is easier for anyone. If you’d like to use Zelle please message me directly for my info.

Even if you can’t donate, please share this around! Exposure so that others can see goes a long way to helping us get donations!

Thanks in advance yall ❤️

P.S: I’m going to also tag a bunch of fandoms I’m in so I can try to get more exposure, sorry if this clogs the feed

TLDR: My dad and I are homeless, living in car, running out of money for basic necessities. Need to keep us and an adult dog hydrated and fed for 10+ days, possibly. Also trying to raise funds to be able to stay in a motel again, if possible.