#i wouldnt give a shit if it was a college class but this is a class on my highschool transcript. youre literally being paid to teach 17-

[hiroshotreplica]

my english teacher recommending us to use ai so much is making me hate everything. what do you mean you want us to use ai to check our papers and generate ideas. arent you supposed to teach us how to fucking do that? not tell us to rely on ai to do it for us? hate the world

[kooksbunnnn]

Hold My Hand: 2

Previous chapter series masterlist

Pairing: Taehyung× fem!reader

Warnings for the chapter: slight angst, college au, slightly suggestive, fluff, kissing, slight violence, bullying mentions, they're not too young in this series, probably around 25.

Words: 1.8k approx

Summary: Experiencing their first fight but they just wanna make up.

Author's note: EARLY UPDATE! this is slightly inedited so please forgive any mistakes. ALSO, DO YOU GUYS WANT A TAGLIST FOR THIS STORY? ___________________________________________

As you stand in the entryway of your apartment, one hand holding the door, you just stare. Stare at the drenched figure standing in front of you.

Your eyes lock with his, and he sighs, seeing how you're tearing up seeing him at your doorstep. He suddenly remembers how you both never even imagined that you would fall so madly for each other.

Back when he thought you were the annoying uptight classmate and he was, well, himself. Arrogant, pompous, rich, handsome, and senior at your university. Your story was a very cliché one where he just saw you as a nerdy junior while he was what everyone wanted to be, successful, charming and top of the class but right now he feels he couldnt give two shits about what he was because he is the reason behind what he loathes the most, your tears.

He never envisioned that the first argument would be over such a small thing, well, small for him because he would do this again and again and again until he feels like he doesnt need to do it again.

But the thing is, you feel mad because he could've been arrested. He felt mad because he couldn't beat the living crap outta the guy more than he already did. You see his brusied lip and let out a resigned sigh, tsking you step aside, letting him step inside as well.

"You could've gotten arrested!"

"I dont give a single fuck, baby."

"They have called you over at the dean's, what if you get suspended! "

"I dont give. A. fuck."

You remember him saying that before he walked out of the building to the deans office. You felt mad at the moment. You felt mad at him, but you were mainly mad at the whole situation.

The thing is, Taehyung really didnt give two flying fucks about the dean or the guy ending up with stitches. He did what he had to. The little brusie on your head made his blood boil again and he felt like the whole incident flashed before his eyes. You, on the floor, the table your head hit on flipped by your side, your friends trying to shield you while that asshole smirking at your fallen figure.

His fingers reach out to your bruise at the same time your hand lifted to his lip. You graze his cut and sigh, the blood slightly crusted on his skin as you both wince at the touch.

"He is probably being suspended."

You had heard some students talking, and you felt your heart clench because he had his mid sems coming.

Pulling onto his sleeve, you bring him further inside, no words exchanged, just the little pitter patter of the rain on the windows. If you knew he would lash out, you would've tried anything to avoid the whole incident. Maybe you wouldn't have confronted the guys about the bullying you heard on campus. Maybe you wouldnt have confronted the guy about him bullying your friend, maybe you wouldn't have told him you would complain because the next moment you were on the ground and the other moment the guy was getting punched, the guy underneath him with a bloody jaw and nose.

His friends tried to pull him away when they saw the blood on Taehyung's fist. When they did, you took his hand and pulled him into the corridor, noticing how the students were filming and some were calling the teachers.

"You can't just punch him like that, you cant stoop to his level!"

Thats what you said and Taehyung had scoffed.

"Might as well break his nose again."

He had said it with the blood of the bully on his hand. So fucking worth it, he thought.

He was later called into the dean's office as you decided to wait outside. Although he had told you to leave, you waited and waited until you received his text to go home where he'll come and meet you since it was getting dark outside and you used to walk home.

Taehyung (05:17): go, baby. please

The clock ticked louder every second as you both stood in silence, you werent mad at him. You just felt guilty for the things he faced today, and taehyung hated that you felt this way.

You took him to the bedroom where he left his clothes in the last time he stayed over. You had them washed and dried and folded into a neat pile into your closet. He found your organizing adorable. You picked out a comfortable outfit for him so that he could change his wet clothes, offering him a towel along with it.

He smiled at how thoughtful you were and smiled. "Baby..." he started with a fond expression. You looked away as you felt your eyes well up. You felt so bad that he had to miss his mid sems because of you because of the suspension.

He was the best student in his batch and now you were the reason he couldnt get his desired grade. Taehyung ruffled your hair as you sniffed,

"It's okay...theyre just internals, I'll do better next sem, baby." He says as you sniff again, and Taehyung kisses the top of your head, his height almost a head taller than you.

He did what he had to, he doesnt care he got suspended, he doesnt care his lip is brusied, he doesnt care the teachers arent happy about him missing his classes, he is just glad he beat the fucker who laid his hands on you and if you ask him, he'll do it again.

"Change your clothes, baby." You say sniffing and turning around to give him some privacy. He saw you turning and smiled when he noticed you chewing onto your nails nervously. He shakes his head with a chuckle, seeing that you still feel shy around him.

Clicking his tongue, he gently grabs your waist and turns you around.

You turn around, humming in question as you notice the look in his eyes. You look up nervously, eyes looking into his, widening slightly when you notice his hands going for his drenched t-shirt. The moonlight reflecting against his skin made him seem like the water droplets were glistening as they clung to his skin.

He held your gaze as if challenging you to move your eyes, you couldn't, and you didn't.

Taking off his t-shirt torturously slow, he steps closer. Your eyes flicker to his bare torso, cheeks blushing when you realize he noticed your gawking. The fact that this man had the power to make you nervous no matter how many times you have made out with him, straddled his lap, got pinned underneath him, or borderline dry humped each other. He still made you nervous.

Although you both had decided to take things slow because he knew he could be a little overwhelming sometimes so he let you set the pace, but sometimes..

He was a grown up, not a teenager but sometimes when you blushed under his gaze, wore that little sundress, wore that perfume, put your hair in a ponytail, put on his favorite gloss, pout in concentration while you studied, sometimes he felt his control slipping.

The things he wants to do to you would overwhelm the shit outta you right now, so he grits his teeth as you shy away underneath his gaze right now. His thumb slips into the waistband of his joggers slowly pushing them down to relief his hard on, his other hand reaching up to your jaw.

He feels you gulp as his thumb traces your neck while his palm holds your jaw gently. Your breathing turns slightly heavy when he parts your lips and you let out a whimper, his thumb reaching for your bottom lip, nastily pressing onto the plush of your lip to part them further apart.

Fuck. You both think.

"Tae.." You whisper breathlessly, gaze flicking down to his thumb hooked into his joggers, and he groans, tightening his hold slightly on your jaw.

"Give me a minute, baby. I'll meet you in the lobby after I change." He says, pulling his hand back reluctantly as you nod, slight disappointment on your face at his hand pulling back but you understand. Slow.

You take a step back but step closer again, staring at him for a sec contemplating how to say what you want to say, "um.." you hesitate, and he hums in question, encouraging you to continue.

"I...wanted to thankyou.." you whisper looking at your feet.

"Baby you dont have to-"

"I do, taehyung. No one has ever stood up for me this way, ever so..." you say looking up and tip toeing to his height, kissing his lips gently.

Hands curled by your side, you tilt your head deepening the kiss. You hear him take a sharp breath you nibble on his lip, loosing yourself in the feeling, you gain balance by gripping the sides of his joggers. Your fingers grazing his waist slightly as you hear him take a deep breathe before pulling you towards him with a whine. A whine.

He pulls you in by your waist and squeeze your hip, you mewl into his mouth making his push his tongue inside. You wanna feel his body so bad, touch him all over, but you refrain. The day has been stressful for the both of you and even though you both could help each ither with the stress, you knew you both need some calm.

Some other day.

As he pulls away with a wet smack, he smiles, seeing how you chased his lips. He gently bites down onto your jaw, and you whimper.

"So..thankyou." you smile seeing him pant after the kiss and he smiles back resting his forehead against yours.

He feels like his heart might burst due to the love he feels for you, the urge to protect you from the world making him hold you waist tighter.

"Go baby, I'll come cuddle you in just a minute." He says, nudging his nose into yours as you nod still fiddling with the fabric of his pockets. You turn around and smile, "dont take long.."

"I wont." He says

The whole day felt like a fever dream to you, so many layers and so many things happening at once. Your gaze fixed on your already open laptop on the table in your living room, the netflix screen staring at you asking to choose an account to start the app.

You feel so safe with him it makes you scared, the what ifs, the insecurities, the past break ups make you feel scared. He might make sure that its okay, you just hope this doesnt affect anything in the future.

Your zoned out brain shivers out of the trance when you feel Taehyung squeeze your nape massaging it almost making you moan, he sits next to you, cuddly and warm, hair slightly damp but still the coziness he provided was better than any blanket you had.

"It's gonna be okay..." He whispered into your hair.

And even though the day didn't go according to how you wished or imagined to be, but in his arms, you believe that everything will surely be okay.

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Requests regarding the scenerios you would want me to write about this couple are always welcome but please know that I cant write it as instantly I recieve it, I will try but please stay patient. Love you all!🩷

[magnuscomedybracket]

Quarterfinals Match 3

034 Anatomy Class vs. 131 Flesh

Propaganda under the cut!

034 Anatomy Class

The delivery. The teacher going crazy because students asking questions.

#fear beings who want to know more about the human body and decide to go to college about it (via @/the-goose-caboose)

#all those “students” had like. sneak 100 surely their behavior was completely unsuspicious lmao #and at the end theyre genuinely just like “hey thanks for teaching us about the insides” and the teacher's just completely traumatized (via @/silverywillowtree)

131 Flesh

so the episode starts with jonathan IDIOT sims of the FUCKERY INSTITUTE deciding you know... to get into the torture coffin i need to have a connection up here on the surface so i can find my way out... so, obviously, youre like awwwhh is this the moment he realizes he needs martin and saves him from the lonelt❤️❤️❤️ does he have a heartwarming connection w his coworkers and realize he needs his friends and cant just do everything alone❤️❤️❤️ and then that fool, that absolute bastard, that CIRCUS of a MAN goes. i nees physical pain AND THEN TRIES TO CHOP HIS FINGER OFF FOR FIVE MINUTES WHILE THE EYES GOIN hey ! hey stop ! hey ahahhaha stop what are you doing hey ahahah you need your finger hey stop doing that !! and regeneratjng his finger and then goes damn this wont work... IM GOING TO REMOVE ONE OF MY RIBS ! :D and then he goes to find JARED BONETURNER HOPWORTJ who yk has KILLED PEOPLE which helen just had IN HER DOORS, YK, FOR FUNZIEZ !! ands like heeey can u remove my rib bbggg hahahahaha ;] and even JAREDS like what the Fuck. then sure ! if u let me out of the DOORS ! then jons like hey btw :3 can i have ur statement :3 and jareds like yah sure if u give me another rib, and jon, jonathan fucking sims. AGREES ! that is like the equivalent of tradinf a rib for a burrito. so jared gives jon his statement and. SURPRISE ! its shit and unhelpful. and now jon has two less ribs, THEN jareds likd yoooo ur rib feels weird as hell and then helen promptly dumps jared into the nearest river. and rhe entire timd tou cannot make out SHIT of what jareds saying i wouldnt be surprised if you told me that guy was speaking in TONGUES. but oh wait ! it gets better ! elias fuckdd up and thd apocalypse wouldve at LEAST been delayed if jon DIDNT take his ribs out. BUT OH WAIT ! IT GETS EVEN BETTER ! later in the gardner jareds like hey ur ribs weird take it back i dont want if anymore it feels weird and then jon fucking smitss him [why the fuck does his rib feel weird btw..does hd have rib eyes? would that mean hd has eyes on all his bones? organs too??? id likd to think so.] *bows* thank you ! thank you !

#flesh is so funny I love melanie in that episode #she’s so pissed off and done with jon #idiot can’t even cut off his finger right :/ god jon you useless piece of shit come with me I know a guy (via @/backslashmagpie)

[my-castles-crumbling]

hi cas!!

im gonna rant at you for a bit if you dont mind :)

Im a minor that lives in a super tight night, close minded community. Super religious, super homophobic transphobic ect. Seeing as im a teenage girl whose questioning their gender and is definitely attracted to women thats kinda problematic lols. Honestly idek how to explain the situation without a bunch of details, but basically, theres a fifty-fifty chance of me being sent to conversion therapy or just cut off from any internet access (and i mean ANY. i have a flip phone for fucks sake.)if my fam finds out im queer, i have no support system outside of some internet friends who know nothing about my situation, and within the next few years(so like once i turn 20ish, thats in like 4 years but whatever) my family is going to expect me to get married to a man and start popping out babies asap. Btw thats whats expected of me in this community, marriage under the age of 25, have like as many kids as physically possible and god forbid higher education. And im not okay with that . Ffs i want to go to college, major in fine arts, meet a person i like and fall desperately in love or maybe not just have a bunch of close platonic relationships i want cats and a dog and a cute studio in a big city where i can dye my hair whatever color i want aand get an obsene amount of piercings, i want to wear pants!! I just want to live. Without expectations or limits or people who love me hating everything they dont know about me. Is that truly so much to ask for?

And im incredibly dramatic cuz i literally have the dream life. My family loves me, my parents are upper middle class, theyve never hurt me before(besides for all the anti everything rants haha) i literally have a full sized bed, which for some reason i see as the peak of being spoiled idk why. I go to school, not even public, a private religious school that prob costs thousands of dollars, i have friends(who are all part of this community btw and id bet my entire savings that most of them think gay is only a word that ppl use to mean happy lol) close ones even!! I have adorable neices and nephews(my 3 sisters all were married by the age of 20, so i have 11 niecesand nephews while my oldest sister is 31) im living the dream life. But i hate it and i have no way out. No hope of college to get on my feet and find someway out, no people that'll help me fucking run away or some bullshit like that, hell ive considered it and then felt like shit, cuz what am i even running from? Im probably attracted to men it wont kill me to marry one. And i like kids, i wouldnt mind having any either. But.... i dont want to be trapped anymore. Cuz ill be honest thats what i am.if some one asked me to run away with them rn i would, no hesitation.

God im a mess😭😭 anyway this was me ranting in my notes app, im just apologizing for dumping this on a complete stranger(we're moots actually!!) albeit a very kind one :) i dont know what im looking for, but ill take whatever your comfortable giving ig.

I love and appreciate you<333

And hey this has been oddly cathartic so lmk if its okay for me to do this again sometime :))

"im living the dream life. But i hate it and i have no way out."

Hon, you're not living the dream life...there's a difference between financial privilege and being happy, you know? It's pretty clear that this isn't what you want.

I'm not sure if you're asking for my advice here, or if you just want to vent. But I care about you, and if you want me to research some things to try to help you, I'm more than willing to (that way it's not on your search history.) Just say the word!

Until then, you are ALWAYS allowed to vent to me.

I'm naming you venting anon in case you write again!

[lilylamps]

mayumi angst/angst ideas but it’s not rlly coherent cuz a lot of it is outta order(tbh when is it even coherent):

tw ig for mentions of suicide and death??? (but i don’t write it as emotional or anything im just yapping)

also this isn’t proofread and i was delirious while writing it sooo sorry not sorry if it’s written stupid

-OKAY SO IN MY OPINION OF HER TRAUMAA shes very mitski coded as in like parental issues and age regression (IK THATS NOT THE CORRECT TERM (at least im pretty sure its not??? idk) BUT SINCE SHE WAS A KID SHES HAD TO ACT AND BE LIKE AN ADULT/MOM FOR HER SIBLINGS BECAUSE HER PARENTS WERE ALWAYS BUSY AND SHE HAD LIKE THE MAJORITY OF HER CHILDHOOD TAKEN FROM HER ESPECIALLY SINCE MAJORITY OF HER CARETAKERS ARE DECEASED SO SHE HAD TO TAKE CARE IF HER SIBLINGS ALONE) point is that she was forced to be an adult at her tween years and emotionally she’s still a child (im bad w words guys idk how to explain it)

- anywaysss to try and explain what i’m fucking on abt here r the lyrics:

(im crying????)

- but yeah the jist is she had her childhood stripped from her BOOOO 👎👎👎👎👎

- THIS IS WHY SHES SO FUCKING EMOTIONALLLL SHES EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED GUYS

- she’s also class of 2013 coded im just saying yall she just wants her mama even tho she was neglected

- SHE JUST WANTS PARENTAL LOVE GUYS

- but yes she’s also very class of 2013 coded:

- like even tho her mom like unalived herself, she still visits her grave out of respect and because she misses and loves her even tho she was neglected 2x (she values her family above anything else tbh)

- she constantly pines (???) for her childhood, wishing her parents would’ve stayed yk ALIVE DUH and would constantly wonder what it would be like if her parents actually parented 🧍🏽‍♀️

- also she had to give up everything she wanted to be so she could take care of her siblings full time and also be sea spider and also go to college (not sure if im actually gonna keep her in college tho so i might change that part of her lore, because idk how you can do all of that full time tbh IM NOT JN COLLEGE SO I WOULDNT KNOW)

- i think if i were to take her out of college, i’d think she do it to take care of her siblings, AND THATS WHY THE LINE “i’ll leave what im chasing for the other girls to pursue” (other girls meaning as in her family in general) BECAUSE SHES LEAVING ALL HER DREAMS BEHIND SO SHE CAN TAKE CARE OF HER FAMILYYYY and all she wants is for her siblings to be happy and successful so they don’t end up like her 🥲🥲 ITS GIVING IMMIGRANT MOTHERRR🔥🔥🔥

- also im thinking abt making her 16 yr old self walking in in her mom post unaliving herself cuz THATD be traumaaa

- my girl is STRESSED 24/7 365 but holy shit somehow she manages to stay positive all the time (it’s her siblings she loves them) and she’s constantly pretending that she’s all good and can handle it, being positive for her friends and siblings

- but her siblings like KNOW her and how she is even though she always tries to hide it, so they always try to make her life easier

- especially manny cuz dawg is very megumi coded (for my jjk fans out there), even though he doesn’t speak majority of the time he’s always trying to take care of her urgrhyrgr he’s cares abt her a lot

- also ime but she’s more silly than anything 😭😭 love herr sm 👹👹

- but Mayumi always tries to protect her siblings from the trauma she’s experienced, like w family deaths and stuff cuz she never wants them to go through what she’s going through

do you guys even care

do you guys even care abt my shitty hcs

DO YOU GUYS EVEN CARE ABT THEM AS MUCH AS J DO DAWG

DO YOU EVEN CAREEEEE

anyways good god thanks for listening to my rambles that never make sense

I APPRECIATE YOU SEAPUNK NATION 🔥🔥🔥

[sadshitonmain]

DICEY I S DRUNK

Needdd to write my note before i ctb in a week ish so

Fuck u mom how dare you fucking give up on me. Picking new family and popping out kids like a goddamn pez dispenzer instead of like faking interest in shit i actully enjoy for five mins.

Same goes for dad but extra FUCK you for never visiting when you had the chance and extra extra fuck you for getting sick and losing what little ego you had left so you dont even recognize me anymore. Asshole move.

FUCK YOU EMILY GOD FUCK I LOVED YOU AND I ONLY FUCKING LEFT BC I KNEW I COULDNT STAY AWAY IF YOU EVER CALLED BACK AND IM STILL WAITING FOR IT 6 GODDAMN YEARS LATER. Im sorry too. I wish I'd had the help i needed before we tried to run away. I wish my wife coulda seen me at my best instead of my worst and ill never stop dreaming of a world where at least you're happy -even if itsone without me, Bc as far as i know you're probably dead and its all my fault. It never got better for me but at least im in control and hot now.

I'm sorry Sebastian. JP and FL and Kitsu. For my own good i shoulda stayed out of it. But at least i tried unlike you idiots. At least you had only one dead kid that year, if not for me there'd be two so fuck you. I just wanted to do some good for all my fuckups and i couldnt stand the idwa of another dead qu*er child. I miss you all, I hope missing me eats you alive.

To my new friends.

Skye, plz dont beat urself up over this one,.its my choice. Im not the same as her and you couldnt chamge anything, you just got caught in the crossfire.

Maddy, be smart be safe be yourself. Fuck someone and chase that femboy.

Thylia.. fuck you're the first real person ive met in a decade. I wish id met you sooner. Be strong.

Pip. Make a goddamn choice girl. Either be yourself or play it safe and be miserable. This life is hell and i wouldnt wish it on anyone. You still have a future, just be smart about it. Finish college, chase your passions. Transition quietly, practice looking how you want and move far the fuck away when its safe. Everyone goes through an ugly phase and thats fine. And seriously SERIOUSLY, just chill the fuck out and go with the flow.

No one else is worth mentioning. You all betrayed me. You all said id be nothing but a burnt out worthless fag and then you made that reality not me. I hate you all for it. Hopefully these bottles do me in.

Emi.. Alex.. whatever you go by now, howdy stranger. I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm sorry my ideas abt love and passion and loyalty were so fucked up.. it really was how i was raised and it still really was my fault. There isnt a day that goes by i dont wonder what would have happened had i stuck around for a few more days and let us both cool off. I was completely obsessed and jealous and who could really blame me, I clung to that stupid dream for dear fucking life for years and when i finally had the chance the world literally came crashing down around us. If not for covid, if not for SPDs fucking power trip, if not for how i was raised if not for how broken i was if I had just listened to you and respected you fuck our dream could have come true. I love you. I'll never love anyone else, I've always loved you since the day you were quietly introduced and sat in Mr. Baker's class across the room all those years ago. I knew then and I know now 14 years later that you were always my better half.

I hope eternity is real, I hope I suffer for it. This shitty trailer has been my exile for 4 years and in a week it will be my tomb.

In truth if id had any courage at all id have ended it a long time ago, but im a total goddamn coward even piss drunk on a work night. Im still praying you'll save me but i know it wont happen, it cant happen. I'll never change, I'll always be the crazy ex, always be another person that abused your trust and chased you across the city we were supposed to grow old in. I hate everything i was, and everything i had to be to survive and everything i am now. I don't blame you, i don't even hate you.

You were always right.

I still love you.

Dicey,

(Formerly Lusy, formerly Lyrah)

Fuck you all, i give up

[theuniverseawakens347]

CHEMISTRY TEACHER … yeah girl THE WHOLE CLASS SHOULD HAVE FAILED YOU WAS DOING MAGIC ON THEM GRADES CAUSE BABRELY ANYONE RETAINED ANYTHING OFF THEM AP TESTS .. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT.. AT MICHELL LEDESMA AND KENNEDY LAUGHING CAUSE I WAS THE ONLY ONE TO CALL HER OUT AND SAY WHAT THE WHOLE CLASS WAS THINKING

“Miss you lead the class”..

So again YOU ALL WORK FOR OR ARE HIRED OR OWNED BY LEE HOWARD NUGARLINGTON… SO ITS LIKE YOU KNEW SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT ABOUT ME .. KIROLA MISTER ANDERSON .. wanted to fuck but got in trouble … cheese it you telecommunicated to bring you snacks I did .. I read your mind for desk sex.. HAPPENED MENTALLY.. at scared when we matched on tinder but WANTED TOO SAME W SEEING ME WORK AT PANTAGES WICKET MERCH SHOP … AND THE ART TEACH MARTIN…YOU WOULDNT KILL A SPIDER FOR ME CRAWLING IN MY FACE BC YOU WERE MAD I FELL ALSEEP IN CLASS… you weren’t teaching anything NEW TO ME.. AT USE MY ART IN YR BOOK AND SABOTAGE MY NAME 🖕🏽😌 OUT OF JEALOUSY BEING BETTER AT A YOUNG AGE… PLACED ME NEXT TO AP ART SOPHIA LOVED HER WORK DANGLED AP ART IN MY FACE BUT NEVER PUT ME THERE PAID OFF EXTRA FOR YOUR MOUNTAIN HOUSE BY LEE NUGENT …Douglas… ALWAYS PUSHED BC THEY KNEW I WAS SPECIALLY GIFTED INSPIRED DOUGLAS TO RETIRE BY MOUNTAINS AND PAINT SAME W KNUDSEN LET THAT INNER CHILD FLOW AND DO YOUR OWN THING … RECIVING THE ELDERLY THRU THE YOUTH .. Sophia Dixon was ALWAYS INSPIRED BY ME AND LOVED SITTING NEXT TO ME .. we weirdly SHARED COMPETITION FRIENDLY SAME W LOGAN BAYS BUT TOOK THE SAME BAIT TASHA DID AND THEYVE HAD RELATIONS IN COLLEGE PARENTS FOUND OUT AND KOCKED BAYS TO THE CURB SHE APPRECIATES ME CAUSE I WOULD TELL HER THE WAY HER PARENTS TREATED WAS SHIT .. YOU FAIL THIS YOURE FORCED TO PLACE THIS SPORT .. same w EJ JACKSON ERIN.. DAD HATED ME BUT LOVED ME BC I PUSHED THEIR KIDS TO BE BETTER..

AGAIN ITS LIKE YOU ALL KNEW SOMETHING WAS SOECIAL ABOUT ME …

COACH BRI TRYING TO GET ME TO CONDITION W BASKETBALL AND ME TALLY ABUSING ME TO STAY ON TRACC WHILE THREATENING TO GIVE MY SOOT AWAY AS CAPTAIN AND TEAM MATE I SAID IF I QUIT THE WHOLE TEAM QUITS AND WELL.. how’d did sr yr go for us AFTER MAKING JUNIOR YR CIF OR WAS THAT SIPHOMORE YR W PRESTON.. z

CALLED YOU OUT ALL THE TIKE ABOUT LYIBG ABOUT YOUR COLLEGE SPORT ACOLADES AND THEN THAT DAY WE PASSED BY THE STAIRS W COACH FEDI A JEALOUS NIGERIAN OLYMPIAN OF ME .. YALL WAS AFRAID TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES…

THE STARE OF DEATH WHEN YOU PISS ME OFF / I KNOW YOURE A SHIT LERSOB..

MADDIE SR .. WANTED TO FIGHT ME MY FRESHMAN YR BC I CALLED HER OUT FOR CUTTING THE LINE AT LINCH AND THEN BECOME “friends” OVER FB CONVO OF “girl this how you wana spend sernior yr” … Sam JOSEPHS MOM.. ALWAYS BEEN INSPIRING YOU FOLLOWING MY GRAMS.. MISS YA 💋 FAMILY!!

AJIMA FAMILY MAD CAUSE I CALLED YO BRAIDS PLASTIC THEY WERE AND YOU ALSO ALWAYS TALKED SHIT ABOUT ME WITHOUT KNOWING ME..

IT WAS ALWAYS JEALOUS BITCHES LIKE LAURYN REESE WHO KNEW OF ME BEFORE THEY MET ME PERSONALLY AND I HAD TO VERBALLY OR OHYSICALLY EVELYN PUT IN THEIR PLACE … MISS RUCKER ASKIJG ME TO TAKE HER IN AS A FRIEND BC SHES CHALLENGED IN MAKING FRIEDNS AND I DID PUT MY EGO ASIDE AND LEE PAID HER TO FUCKING DRUG ME JUNIOR YR HE GET BACK FOR CALLING HER GORILLA WHICH SHE WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL MY GET BACK FROM WEST HOLLYWOOD CAMP AND 7th grade WANTING TO “pretend” LIKE YOU DIDNT KNOW ME IN MATH CLASS ..

miss rosalez THEY REASON I FAILED GEOMETRY TOLD YOU I WASNT READY TO LEAVE ALGEBRA AND YOU FORCED ME 🤷🏽‍♀️😌🖕🏽

[rechnermensch]

actually incredible how I procrastinated on scheduling an advising meeting for 2 months because i needed to call, ended up not even meeting with my ACTUAL advisor, and then that advising meeting did nothing but give me an autistic meltdown .

I thought when scheduling an advising appointment to get help registering classes, i wouldnt just get told how there was a bunch of shit I was supposed to do ( but never got any reminder for, or even clear instruction on in the first place ) and then get sent a video explaining how to register for classes, instead of like, being walked through it on call .

I sure do wonder why no one wants to go to college anymore !

[sitronel]

Been going to therapy for my depression and anxiety and I just feel nothings working :') its like im dead inside. Been feeling shitty since my diagnosis & health anxiety kinda exacerbated to insane levels. Just living with fear, sadness and a lot of stress. Never would think of needing to take meds for my heart. One and half month after im still coping with the diagnosis, like idc if my fam calls me a dramatic, being sick out of nothing just feels weird and its so f difficult. Ngl, Im depressed bc I ended dropping art college bc I was SO stressed with all this shit. Then my dad and brother spend like a LOT of money on my Holters and exams, I feel like im in debt with them. Then Im here going to languague learning classes to distract my mind but dont feel complete happy. Also I really wanted to study gastronomy but the mensuality was around 16,000 pesos and have to give up, no fucking way im paying that shit. I want to do comissions to help my fam, but I dont have the strength to draw, just feel like a useless shit rn. I mean, Im not even lying when I say the news about season 4 mantains me alive, even if some days I think I wouldnt make it to next year... Wich sucks bc technically im not in risk bc my meds are really useful but my god, Im just so discoursged, angry, sad and tired 24/7. Never would thought to be chronically ill. Also I dont have any friends, after things I ended alone and my Internet friends just dissapeared. Maybe im the problem here but who knows. Now I just want to stop being a coward and be brave enough to try to be happy again. I hope someday...

[psychotrope777]

I Wish I Wasn't Fucked Up!

i was immensely depressed in middle and high school and it only got worse every year. it became increasingly difficult for me to focus on schoolwork and at some point i just gave up on doing most of it. i ended up doing everything last minute or late if i even did it at all and obviously my grades took a hit. basically all of my teachers saw me as some little punk kid who just didnt give a shit about school and was being difficult just to be a dick and looking back i wonder if they had really all never dealt with any of that. i was going to school every day with dirty hair and shitty clothes often not eating and sometimes flat out passing out in class. did no one see that?

i still remember how helpless i felt. school counselors and child therapists tell you they have this rule that they have to tell your parents if youre thinking about hurting yourself or others or whatever. based on what i had heard from other people, they might tell your parents if you tell them anything less than that as well. you have no agency as a minor. youre at the mercy of the adults. everyone wanted to know why i wasnt doing any work. i was afraid i could end up in an institution if i told them i was depressed. if i told them i felt hopeless. if told them i thought about killing myself every single day. so i told them i didnt know. it felt like they cared less about WHY i wasnt working and more about the fact that i wasnt working in and of itself.

i still remember. "what's the point of doing any of this shit? i don't have a future. i can't afford college and i'll never have a decent-paying job. i'm not good at anything and i'm not smart enough to get a scholarship. cops are killing people in the streets and everyone i know is poor." i remember not being able to pay attention in class because that was all i could think about. i remember trying my hardest to focus on a math test but all i could think about was that i wanted to go home and go to bed.

i literally thought i was going to kill myself before i graduated 12th grade. i still dont know if i can say i was "really" suicidal because i never made any attempts to kill myself. but i did think about it literally every single day. i had a plan. there was a river within walking distance of my house. i thought i was going to sneak out one night and drown myself. maybe i would take some drugs so i wouldnt be able to swim to shore. even suicidal people try to fight in the throes of death and i figured it was for the best that i wouldnt be able to. it never did happen. i hated the idea of anyone finding my body and obviously i was a pussy. i wonder if i would have killed myself if my parents had a gun. i sometimes still feel like it was a mistake that i survived. sometimes i feel like i never stopped being 15.

[tulipanthousa]

you mentioned like casually ages ago about laoft logan wearing a vibe plug to a revel and giving the remote to virgil who doesnt know what it is and just turns it up all the way and i havent stopped thinking about it since i am so enamoured with the idea of (once they get over the apologies and making fun of them) shy logan in public just outright giving virgil control over his pleasure theyre so cute

ALSO thoughts on virgil gifting logan an app controlled vibe linked to his, pattons and romans phones whilst hes away at college..?

(side note this made me think of a totally non-sexual dialogue and then spawned an entire bit of worldbuilding for the bell backstory so thanks for that /pos)

i dont know if an app would be necessary when virgil could make a magicaltoy that did the same thing, and also the dodgy cell tower shit with wickhills (wickhills wireless my beloved niche worldbuilding) but do like the idea of all three of them having it and like..... Logan even getting a sense for whose messing with him based on the timing and patterns of usage.

knowing roman will give him brief little high-power jolts in class of only a second, just enough to make him react and leave him on edge waiting for the next one that may or may not come. just enough to infuriate him.

recognizing Patton late at night, coaxing him with long, lowest setting vibration s that become impossible to ignore until he finally groans and calls patton on the mirror "yes i get it im going to bed can i please orgasm now"

virgil waking him up out of a dead sleep (obvi theyve established this is ok/expected or he wouldnt have gone to sleep with it) with an orgasm so brutal and quick that its barely satisfiying and mostly just leaves him feral and furious, calling for virgil in the mirror and chewing him out that gradually devolves int helpless whining as virgil just keeps calmly overstimulating him until he cant anymore

yes yes. very good concept. i rotate it

[linogram]

my dad says he went to college, but at the same time he seems to have a v misconstrued perception of it

[p0is0nvalz]

i can shut him up.

summary: you are the only one who knows the 3 ways to shut Eddie up <3

100th post special!

warnings: reader with big boobs, big thighs, chubby!reader, reader has tongue piercing, poc!friendly, reader is supposed to be in college but is living in eddies trailer instead, reader sits on eddies face, very suggestive but super fluff!

vals notes: to be honest i started working on this and just completely stopped. But then i found a reason to post it so i just did🤷‍♀️

 1. kiss!

“im just saying, that little shit is a liar and it just seems unrealistic! i believe he has a girlfriend but superpowers?” you rolled your eyes for what felt like the hundredth time, watching Eddie pace around his room and listening to his rants about some boys “girlfriend”, playing with the bead of the piercing on your tongue.

With a sigh you got up “so, instead of coming home and having sex with your super sexy girlfriend in may i add a lace bra which might snap at any second and boxers, you come home to your super sexy girlfriend and have a talk with her about some 14 year old boy his superhero girlfriend?” you tilted your head in fake innocence, batting your eyelashes

“yes, and i will continue to talk to my super sexy girlfriend all about my day because she loves me very much and i’m the bes- mph!” you cut him off with a kiss as he slowly melted into it, the mixture of your tongue piercing scraping his mouth and his ringed fingers crawling down the plush of your body sending your body aflame. When you pulled away he leaned in further “i do love you and id love to hear this story another time but i’m soo wet” you whined, bringing his hand down to your clothed cunt making him feel how wet you were

“well shit, how am i supposed to turn down my girl?”

“i’m not paying for new boxers by the way”

“me neither”

2. boobies!

when Eddie “the freak” Munson claimed he has a girlfriend, who just seemed to somehow never leave his trailer and was hotter than any person he’d ever seen, it was pretty extremely unconvincing for everyone, so when he came home from school with a pouty look on his face, you, his girlfriend, was determined to find a way help him.

a few days later, you were all alone due to Eddie being at hellfire and had a “cartoon lightbulb on your head” moment, you decided you wanted to go to hellfire. and maybe make cookies while you are at it.

"so it was thought my friends-" "Eddie ohmygosh finally I found you i saw like 6 couples having sex in classes, closets or bathrooms did we do that when i was a senior??" "hi y/n. oo cookies, and i beleive we were doing piercings in the bathroom, but we did have sex. Like. Alot " Eddie grinned at your sudden appearance and everyones shocked faces, giving you a big kiss, sparking the confusion and shock further in the room "WHAT!?!?!?!?" they all screeched as if they were birds going through puberty

"thats right, boys. I get this pretty lady aaaalll to myself. not you, but me. im honestly shocked and betrayed that you-" he immediately shut up as you grabbed him by his hair and smushed him between the plush of your breasts "sorry, he just needed to be shut up. i brought cookies! snickerdoodles and chocolate chip”

yeah, screw Eddie you were the hellfire leader now.

3.thighs!

“Eddieeeeeeee i NEED to tell you about all the drama that happened today!” You slammed the trailer door open and ran into his arms, laying on the bed with him, straddling his hips “Soo you know jason, right? The bitchy one who i always have to pick you up from fights with?” “Yes i do remember, and he sucks. A least favorite of mine” “jason dumped vals food on the floor then boom. Guess what? She fucked Jasons girlfriend!” You were sat on his chest, slowly inching up and hoping he wouldnt notice.

You plopped your clothed cunt on his mouth, having him lick at the fabric as you told him more about your day “honestly, im so glad val did that because shes been crushing on chrissy for years. She was always complaining about how ‘straight’ chrissy was like. Are you fucking blind?” You kept rambling until you felt him push the fabric of your panties to the side “hey. Dont get too close there, munson” “says the one whose soaking wet” “y’sure thats not from you drooling all over me like a damn horndog?”

“shut it”

[ohayopoko]

LETS FUCKING STRIKE. OCTOBER 15TH, 2021 LETS FUCKING GO!

Do you work for $15 an hour w shitty 30 minute breaks, no healthcare or benefits and an absurd amount of taxes being deducted from your meager paycheck? Do you get depressed because you have to work? Do you stop taking care of yourself because you have to work? Do you stop indulging in your passions, your family, your happiness because you have to work? For a shitty $15 an hour at that? We as the working class hold all the power, we MAKE OR BREAK this economy! The rich are %1 and we are the %99, we hold power in our numbers, just like how they hold power in the money we slave away to make for them!

I have over 1,000 followers on this platform and I wanna use my voice to FUCK CAPITALISM IN THE ASS! Quite literally!

WHY STRIKE?

Hold on let me give you some fucking reasons👏🏾

-WE ARE LITERALLY BEING UNDERPAID FOR OUR LABOR! Labor that fucks with our mental health, our physical, emotional health and our happiness!

-Minimum wage is meant to support a family, it was literally designed for a person to be able to own a home, have a family and pay their way through college and granted it DID serve that purpose for a time BUT the government inflated prices, THEY RAISED THE PRICES OF LIVING WITHOUT RAISING THE MINIMUM WAGE AND THATS BULLSHIT

-DOES ANYBODY ELSE NOT SEE SOMETHING DEATHLY WRONG WITH WORKING 5 or shit 7 DAYS A WEEK FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES JUST TO BE ABLE TO SURVIVE? NOBODY?!

-THE GOVERNMENT WAS BUILT TO SERVE THE PEOPLE AND ITS NOT, IT HASNT, NOT IN A VERY LONG TIME

-THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS WOULDNT EVEN LET US FULLY QUARANTINE BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING *Doofy voice* eCoNOmY *Doofy voice again*

-THEY WERE WILLING TO LET US DIE TO KEEP MONEY IN THEIR POCKETS AND MOST OF US HAD NO CHOICE, I was a frontline worker the ENTIRE pandemic because I had no choice

-I WAS RISKING MY LIFE TO MAKE MONEY TO SURVIVE BECAUSE I HAD NO CHOICE!

-We are literally trading our precious time here on earth, in this world for MONEY! MONEY! A MAN MADE PIECE OF PAPER, A MAN MADE CONCEPT W NO VALUE! The only value we have for money is because we need it to survive, we need it for water we need it for food we need it for fucking air and that’s not right, that’s not right at all!

-AND I BELIEVE IF WE HAVE TO “NEED” IT, IF WE HAVE TO TRADE OUR LIVES AWAY FOR MONEY, WE SHOULD BE GETTING PAID FAIRLY,

-YOU WOULD NOT SELL UR PUSSY (or dick I don’t judge) for $15 an hour to a complete stranger, SO WHY SELL YOUR LIFE? YOUR TIME? YOUR FREEDOM? AND STILL GET SHITTY PAY?

-TUHH, babyyyyyyyy, ima need u to gone head and support this strike cause things have to change! 😮‍💨❤️

SHIT YOU STILL ARENT CONVINCED TO STRIKE? HERE ARE SOME MORE FACTS, BITCH, STOP BEING A PUSSY AND HELP ME MAKE A BETTER TOMORROW FOR OUR CHILDREN!🤬

The U.S. Government is not serving its people

The United States is the only developed country that requires zero paid time off for maternity leave (2)

Unemployment rose to 14% in 2021 because companies refused to raise wages (3)

Only 100 corporations are responsible for 71% of all global carbon emissions (4)

Federal Minimum wage hasn't been raised since 2009 (5)

40 million Americans live at, or below the national poverty line (6)

Pharmaceutical companies are extorting patients for medications (7)

And the average American is $90,460 in debt just to afford basic necessities like housing, food, clothes, education, and medical bills (8)

(((these facts are from the October strike website and I strongly urge you all to participate!)))

PLEASE I URGE ALL 1,187 OF YOU TO REPOST! SHARE! SPREAD THE WORD! BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY AN ORGINIZED STRIKE WILL MAKE THE CAPTIALIST FUCKERS QUAKE IN THEIR BOOTS AND LISTEN TO OUR DEMANDS IS IF WE STRIKE IN NUMBERS! WE, THE WORKING CLASS, HOLD POWER IN OUR NUMBERS! If we ALL STRIKE THEY CANT FIRE US ALL, FOR ONCE WE’L BE ABLE TO MAKE THE DEMANDS! Come on! If we’re going to be made to work until we die we might as well be paid our fucking worth! 👏🏾

[weirdmageddon]

five years too late let’s analyze this. the commentary has gotten me back into gravity falls reigniting thoughts and insights i came to years ago

i love everything about this commentary in general it hits the points of humor, genuine analysis of the characters, but most of all im so glad hirsch addressed that the droid not detecting any fear from dipper here doesnt make any scientific sense because that was a massive CinemaSins moment for me

IDK the fact that dipper can fucking stand after an airship crash because theres a bigger threat at hand is literally one of the defining capabilities owed to adrenaline lol...... IM SORRY im a biopsychology student if i dont point that out iwill seethe and die because that was just . its a grudge ive held for a long time about this episode but didnt rant about because it was something so minor and i’m sure nobody would care.

i was 13 when this episode came out and i’m almost 19 now, i had a special interest in biology and i still do but now i’m actually having college classes in biopsychology so i can give my arguments more oomph now. and i have to say, now that i know more about the brain and autonomic nervous system the more this scene bugs me, if that was even possible. and it says a lot of dipper and ford’s relationship.

if dipper clearly wasnt calm before, why would he be now just because he’s put up an outwardly confident facade? before he was in the flight but now hes in the fight. my boy just rode on top of a spaceship by nothing but a magnet gun that could detach at any time if it failed and then the ship crashed, he sustained injuries, is in emotional turmoil because he thinks his uncle is Fucking Dead and the threat of a security droid that detects adrenaline is on his tail and produces a Big Fucking Gun in response to dipper saying “i hAvE a MaGNeT gUn” and hes screaming and has his teeth clenched but sure there’s no adrenaline coursing through his body in that moment i can totally believe that

when dipper asks what happened, ford says “the orb didn’t detect any chemical signs of fear, it assumed the threat was neutralized and self-disassembled” but i don’t think measuring someone’s heartbeat alone is particularly relevant in detecting ... chemical signs of fear?? they dont really tell you this shit but noradrenaline (and maybe adrenaline too if the acetylcholine from sympathetic outflow always activates the adrenal medulla??, theres two pathways) is always active in small quantities to make sure your parasympathetic nervous system doesnt slow your heart to dangerous levels on its own, regardless of your emotions. it’s just a homeostatic mechanism. your sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems are CONSTANTLY modulating control of your organs on a see-saw, literally with every breath you take. simply standing upright causes specialized mechanoreceptor neurons in blood vessels to signal your brain to project signals to release catecholamines via the sympathetic nervous system to constrict your blood vessels so that blood is able to reach your brain and not pool in your legs. i have a deficiency in my body’s ability to adapt to this which is why i know so much about it. if i stand up my heart races to compensate. i’m not feeling fear, my body is just adjusting—albeit grossly and incompetently lol.

but what im saying here is that the security system is flawed. it’s a cool idea to have security droids detect fear, but in practice by detecting adrenaline, and not even directly by detecting the molecule itself—it’s done in a roundabout way by reading the heartbeat, could be a recipe for false alarms. like what if someone’s on beta-blockers. that’s not really an adequate way to measure “fear”; there’s so many variables that could interfere with the measurement the farther you abstract from what you’re really trying to detect. and besides, adrenaline is NOT just a sign of fear, it’s just for preparing the body for action. i know the sympathetic nervous system and adrenaline is constantly linked with the “fight-or-flight” reaponse to a stressor, but 99.9% of the time the sympathetic nervous system is used in your life is to balance out your parasympathetic nervous system to maintain homeostatic equilibrium for mundane things.

i think detecting amygdalar activation would be more efficient in detecting fear. the amygdala sends projections to the hypothalamus which then in turn modulates the autonomic nervous systems. but the amygdala is intensely activated specifically in response to a fear-inducing stimulus (it does activate in response to other emotions but they’re mostly negative and is most activated by startle and fear), and wouldnt be highly activated by many other confounding variables like measurement of the heartbeat could be. the amygala is one of the first stops directly from external stimuli.

to show you how integrated the amygdala is as the first step in registering fear after receiving input from sensory stimuli let’s look at the auditory-amygdala connection for example

see how the auditory thalamus projects to the primary auditory cortex and auditory association cortex? the cortex is where conscious awareness of what the stimuli is comes from. this is the “high road”. it goes sensing -> perception -> emotional response. but sometimes you can be startled without even processing what it is you’re sensing, like the startle response of an alarm or a phone ringing in a quiet house before you even register what it is. this goes sensing -> emotional response, without perception happening until after you’ve already felt the startle. that’s when it takes the “low road”. here’s a simplified version:

even if that were the case with these droids though it’s obvious dipper is still fearful on some level here. his body language, voice, expressions all give it away. for the amygdala, aggression isnt too off from fear so it would be detected equally.

the reason this is so important is because ford uses this as evidence for why dipper is special, “i did it?” “you did it. this is what i was talking about, how many 12 year olds do you think are capable of doing what you’ve just done?”

but like....did he really? i’m not saying this to shoot dipper down or make him out to be more of a wuss, he was incredibly strong-willed here and i dont want to take that away from him because it WAS growth on his part. but the underlying psychophysiological reactions of aggression and fear shouldn’t be that different and this was a total asspull. maybe the droid was so old that it fucked up. maybe dipper being covered in grime and dirt made it harder for the droid to measure the correct heart rate through photoplethysmography (im assuming since they use a camera and are non-contact).

and in all honesty everything i just said brings into question the interpersonal healthiness of ford’s judgements, what he thinks, his expectations, and how he communicates that. in this video alex already talks about how ford is projecting onto dipper. and i think ford may be projecting his expectations for himself onto people who are not him, and the fact that it’s on dipper here makes it far more unfortunate. you realize how much this boy idolizes ford, right? how much impressions matter? dipper even tells himself before he leaves in this same episode, “all right dipper, this is your first big mission with great uncle ford. don’t mess this up.”

even though it’s unstated, the implicit message dipper is perceiving from ford based on their dynamic is: “do you have what it takes for me to be proud of you?” and to accomplish this he must be like ford, even though he’s clearly not and he knows this. he says “i don’t think have what it takes. i was tricked by bill, i was wrong about stan’s portal, heck, i can’t even operate this magnet gun right.” then, by simple chance without even knowing what he did, he activates the magnet gun and pulls out the adhesive, which immediately takes the focus away from what dipper was telling ford about his feelings of inadequacy to ford saying, “yes! dipper, you found the adhesive!”

these thoughts of dipper’s hang in the air without resolve or comment from ford. we don’t know what ford would have said. but it then becomes painfully self-evident in the scene immediately after when the droids emerge and ford tells dipper, “they’re security droids and they detect adrenaline. you simply have to not feel any fear and they won’t see you”, to which dipper replies with an exasperated (and rightful) “WHAT?”

dipper goes in a panic trying to indirectly tell his uncle that this isn’t something he can do. and he is completely right and valid to be freaked out by that full stop. that IS crazy. you can’t control your fear. you can control how you interpret that fear in your higher brain regions but the physiological changes will stick around for longer than it takes to cognitively calm down. it’s easy for me to detach from my emotions to analyze them, but being able to do this does not come naturally for everyone. even i have an irrational fear of wasps and i can’t control it by detaching myself, my body is just automatically primed to get the fuck out of there. i know it’s stupid and i know it’s irrational and isn’t helpful to get myself worked up but i literally can’t stop how my body reacts no matter how i cognitively think about it. expecting composure from dipper in a situation like this when he’s being made to consciously be aware of his anxiety is absolutely fucking insane. look what you did, placing these cruel expectations on him, now he’s afraid of being afraid! this isn’t a case where two wrongs cancel out, they just stack on top of each other.

there’s a good reason these scenes were put side by side but it seems up until now it had remained unanalyzed.

what dipper fears from ford is disappointment. not living up to his uncle’s (quite frankly badly placed) expectations for a twelve year old with anxiety. not once did ford say or subliminally communicate “i don’t expect you to be able to do what i can since you are not as experienced as i am and that’s perfectly okay, no judgements”. you don’t put a child on bike before training wheels. you don’t throw a kid into a swimming pool without giving them swimming lessons. the way ford is doing it, there’s no room for trial and error or mistakes that are an opportunity to grow and learn; instead, it’s life or death. he only seems to pride dipper on what he can do while ignoring the underlying struggles that plague him and never making it known it’s okay for dipper to fail in front of his hero and that he won’t think anything less of him for it.

and that’s why i found the ending scene for dipper and ford’s adventure in this episode to feel so.. wrong. on a scientific and social level. because by the sound of it ford focused more on what dipper had done to dismantle the droid (the droid not detecting any fear) instead of how dipper displayed love and protection for him even if he was truly afraid. what if the science was accurate and the droid detected adrenaline while dipper was confidently standing up for his uncle. would ford still be proud of him regardless?

[fapper]

seconding what anon said about loneliness... i get it i was like you in my first 2 years of college, maybe worse.. i almost never left my room, i was depressed, reclusive, failing my classes, not in any clubs, never socialised, terrible relationship w profs. it escalated to a crisis where suddenly i had to choose btwn being "normal" (not saying weird shit that only i find funny, trying to fit in, suppressing my real introverted hater self all of which basically meant not being autistic lol) and being Happy... i chose being happy n #authentic #free #real. now i have a small circle of friends, doing only the things i like, going outside bc i like doing things by myself. got better at homework n attendance, participated in class, stuck to hobbies which made me feel accomplished, started looking for opportunities to feel fulfilled (internships, mini personal projects, going out of my way to meet friends i cherished and who i knew cherished me, saying Yes to things i wouldnt otherwise do just to challenge myself). im a senior now and obviously things arent perfect but theyre better. And when i look at you, like i look at my younger self, i have the greatest sympathy bc i know you will grow into yourself. this is just the hard part of not giving up. TLDR be with people YOU like, do things YOU like, and have faith in yourself. Easier said than done but i believe in you fr.

REAL SHIT 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 ON TOP 👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆 dude let us prayyyy i find the right ppl on this campus, everyones such a loser like all they do is study meanwhile im trying to procrastinate in peace 😭 and im gonna take ur advice on neing with people I LIKE, bc i rlly dont rock with anyone omg…im gonna keep doing me just like how i yelled out my answer while answering on of these anons while my roommate was trying to sleep LMFAO… lord knows that bitch does worse to me every single fucking morning Inshallah we will get through this dark period of time