#i would seriously lose my mind.
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I did not remember that the "If it means losing you, then no" conversation was literally Andrew and Neil's first conversation since Andrew got sober. Imagine you're out of your mind drugged up and there's one guy that won't stop catching your interest. Whatever, once you get clean he'll go back to being boring. Except. As soon as you get back, he says he spent two weeks being abused in a hell-hole that wouldn't even let him see the sun. And you tell him to stand down, but what does he say? "If it means losing you, then no." You're next course of action is to throw his keys off the roof and be done with him. But when he gets his keys, he looks back up at you and takes a drag from you're discarded cigarette and gives you a two-fingered salute. And to top it all off he's been claiming he doesn't swing for anyone all semester. Andrew was seriously doomed from the beginning.
#i would seriously lose my mind.#can you imagine.#and this boy claims to care about exy above all else but still puts him first#christ#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#rereading this series is a Journey#anyways#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#tfc#txt
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prick
#I wish I could ship prick because you guys look like you’re having a lot of fun over there#but everytime I try to take it seriously this picture fades into my mind and makes me absolutely lose it I’m so sorry#I fw it though#rick and morty#rick and morty fanart#rick sanchez#rick prime#rick c137#diane sanchez#should I tag the ship…I feel like you guys would find this funny….#rickcest#prickcest#there you go#f slur
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Hellstie wtf is tsp
gripping the table nails digging in the wood blood everywhere. im so glad u asked :)
the second perspective is a bsd fic for both skk and sskk (both with about equal screentime for anyone with favourites) and it’s an insanely well-written murder mystery by @wildflowerteas. like genuinely @tallysescape has an actual physical conspiracy wall and @rotisseries has made a map of all the relevant locations. it updates every sunday and finally I’ve caught up so we all go insane about it on a gc bc like I said ITS SO INSANELY WELL WRITTEN AND THE TWISTS ARE INSANE THE PACING IS INSANE THE CHARACTERISATION IS INSANE I GENUINELY CANNOT FAULT THIS FIC WHICH IS CRAZY TO SAY OF ANY FIC BUT IN THE BSD FANDOM IS DOWNRIGHT REVOLUTIONARY
#like chuuya is so beloved to me and horrible thing to admit but so is dazai like as individual characters#their characterisation is very important to me and then their dynamic with that in mind and skk as a ship drives me insaneeeee#but the fandom notoriously butchers their characters and their relationship to the point I fully swore off bsd fic#bc all it would do is piss me off like I got zero enjoyment from it#SO FOR ME TO BE SAYING AND FEELING ALL THIS FOR TSP IS CRAZYYYYYY#anyone in the bsd fandom who sees this READ THIS FIC. SERIOUSLY#AND THEN TELL ME ABOUT IT. IM LOSING MY MIND#ask#bsd#soukoku#shin soukoku#fic rec
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I just saw an absolutely incredible craigslist deal for a jly #4 and i am being SO brave and strong and not buying her. i don’t have room for or any need for doubles. brain please calm down. anyway if any of you all are near western massachusetts and want the listing let me know!
also if anyone on here is located in eastern mass/near boston, PLEASE check craigslist - there are some awesome items on there right now that are just too far from me and I would like to live vicariously through someone else enjoying them 😭
#agblr#american girl dolls#american girl#she is in a lot for twenty five dollars. WITH an older addy doll. on her own the seller is asking ten dollars.#I don’t need another I don’t need another I don’t need another I don’t need another#I am seriously losing my little mind over here#man I wish I had IRL doll friends. because like. WHAT an amazing Christmas gift that would be
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*breathing out smoke*
"...All this I want to fulfill according to my honor... and my...conscience..."
*sigh*
Shikamaru practicing the Finnish Military Oath one last time before his national service ceremony. He's doing his Military (sm)Oa(ke)...
Headcanon madness inspired by the wonderful fic Grandmaster by @notquitejiraiya
#I looked it up on Wikipedia 🤷♀️#poor shika has had 6 weeks basic training before this stage#The recrutes stand at attention eith their finbers up like so#i just thought it would be funny if shika had a fag between his two fingers hehe#maybe he picked up his habit in army? i cant remember if it says 🤔#still just developing my style with digital stuff 🤔#LOSING MY MIND WEEK 9#seriously#losing it#grandmaster#shikatema#nara shikamaru#naruto#i love gm shikatema so much#notquitejiraiya
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angel neil is strangling me to death
someone tell me how to write this shit
#:((( idk what comes next#why would i (the writer) know what comes next???? come on guys that's expecting a little too much from me#lol i'm joking but also i want to explode things with my mind idk how to get to the next part of this shit!!!!#it's a weird Transitional sort of scene and god knows i suck at those but fuckin hell :(((#like come ON#i just wanna get to the next part that's fun (well...)#>:(((#seriously though.#what should happen next? should a bird fly into the dorm and land on kevin's head?#should andrew lose his actual mind and start drawing on the walls?#maybe i'll have neil just walk in and make himself a bowl of cereal just for fun#lol. i'm joking i'm joking. (unless)#nah these are very funny and silly things but they are not what happens.#the suckish thing is idk What happens but it's not those#sighhhhhhhhhhhh#diaerie
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So you're telling me in the US they put their ballot votes in a box in the streets????
Learnt that because apparently they are being sent on fire which is exactly what I'd expect with that kind of system...
#i know you guys vote online#but do you do the thing where you have to wake up a very sunny sunday (not in November i guess lmao) and walk to the voting point of#you city???#and try to avoid eye contact with the local representatives so they don't ask you to come back at 6pm to count the votes???#im very curious because i wouldn't trust the postal services to be on time here djdjdbenene#but anyway seriously#everything i know about the us voting system baffle me#you tell me a candidate can win the popular vote but lose the election????#i mean i knew that fact since like highschool but i still can't wrap my mind around it#apparently the US is the only democracy with no direct universal vote#also i did know that till very recently#i always wondered how tf some srates had more power than others#and like last week#i learnt that states with slaves used them as a one third of a voice and that's how they gained more powers#but when finally long years later they could finally vote#the same people who used them went on the streets to try to stop them to vote (which is sadly not surprising)#the whole thing is fucked up#I mean not saying here is really better at the moment#but at least one voice = one vote#im trying to imagine having ballots hanging outside in France and this would go so fucking bad omg#and the 'fun' part is that it won't be because of fascists (i mean today it would) but because stupid kids would take it as a challenge#anyway i don't want to talk about this election#im not American and shit#but it's kinda really stressful to see dumb shit like that on an election whi will have as many#if not more#consequences on the whole world#oh also what the hell are their official programs?#i mean except saying fascist stuff vs saying fascism bad and calling each other stupid#anyway case closed#but im very dreadfully curious about the voting system though
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People are usually generally right when they say if a story is good a spoiler won't ruin the experience etc but every so often I remember the dude who went to see the Phantom of the Opera without knowing that the chandelier drops and thought it was real. Imagine having THAT experience.
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THE NEW ONE SHORT????? WOWWW
#hfjone#dont have a ton to say about this one but PARKER!!!! PARKER OMG#parker my beloved i am SO glad he's finally getting some attention#he cares so much about his friend :(#i like how we all kind of caught it that he wouldnt be taken seriously and that people would think he had something to do with it#and the guest animation was SO GOOD#the loose scratchyness really lends to the fact that he was probably losing his mind#also the minor swearing in the episode was oddly fitting#kind of wish wed gotten more of that in the actual show#anyways yeah PARKER#Im gonna draw his design later to celebrate#i missed him
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Okay so yknow how clay is obsessed with the knights code to a cultish level and literally said it controls his actions thoughts and life? Well yeah that’s really interesting to me and I viewed it as part of his character that could’ve been developed but during a recent conversation I had with my sibling about nexo knights I came to the realization that the writers were almost certainly joking about it. Like they thought the whole knights code thing was just a joke and it had no bearing on clay as a character. Like it’s not a serious issue with him but just a funny thing to laugh about every so often. And now I’m having to question how much of the character stuff in nexo knights was actually just a poorly executed joke
#nexo knights#clay moorington#yeah don’t mind me I’m just having to question everything about this show#like seriously was any of it serious.#were they /srs or /j#if they were /j I think I would lose my entire mind
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might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by
#depresso rant incoming skipp all this if you dont wanna hear it#txt#el/ena might have to become a deadname for lack of a better word sjdhfg#putting the slash because im beyond paranoid now#nothing on this earth is sacred i feel like ive lost the only safe space i had left#would you guys call me some silly name if i asked :-( fuck#shit im so hurt this is the worst#trying to be positive so im not just a huge drag but im so isolated in my real life and as stupid as it sounds#tumblr was becoming a little home id carved out for myself#and i feel like im never going to feel safe here again#but in order to tell you guys about a new blog url ill have to post about it which means they might see it too and uagshfg#and god it doesnt even matter bc my arts out there anyway and a few random 10k+ note posts so theres a chance theyll find me no matter what#and shit i loved so many of my old urls but i cant ever reuse them and i feel like im seriously losing my fucking mind trying to hide#like tumblr and having you guys was the only thing keeping me going through all this shit and it feels like ive lost all of that comfort#this is gonna be the worst fucking birthday ever dude just for that extra cherry on top like i seriously have nothing going for me rn SJDHG#denver and a few lovely mutuals to keep me kicking but oughgf#i feel sick#feel like i need to shower and scrub my soul raw to get this vile ass feeling out#god im sorry to be negative i rlly am i try to keep things cheery round here but im styeadily reaching my limit#and i want to reblog stuff to comfort myself but i dont want to reblog anything in case theyre watching and fuck im so dfjsfgjksfjkgsfkdgh#i could really go for a hug right about now s'all
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Wow, 8+ messages in the past 12 hours; is this what it feels to have fans?
#*regina george voice* why are you so obsessed with me?#checking hourly my blog for everything i post?? neat#in all seriousness this is actually harrasment#its kinda funny seeing someone losing their minds over me celebrating my favorite actors#but the insults are not fun buddy#and doing it on anon of course because you know you're being a homophobe and a coward#why dont you tell everyone loud and clear what you think about an actor none of us know to judge?#flashnews sweetie just because you insult him that doesnt make you a hero/not a racist#it just makes you hateful and nasty and nobody wants you here#okay so im blocking you now and stopping this bc i thought you would but you clearly can't stop being insane#and i came here to celebrate my favorite book/movie and up until now everyone has been wonderful in this fandom#so im keeping it that way#hope you find some general love in you heart#it must be awful to live with the ugly feelings you keep spewing in my inbox..#stuff
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complaining about. acting technique in blood of youth under the cut
tbh, it's all fine / i can't really say for the most part. i am just Annoyed about how the actors are interrupting each other lol
like, im not an actor (AT ALL lmao)! i know so little! but oh god the pacing of the interrupting is killing me lol! there's a full beat, every time, between the speaker being cut off and the speaker who is interrupting and this keeps happening! sure, it breaks my immersion every time when the guy being interrupted stops talkong in order to be interrupted, yes, annoying for me but its tv, time passes. but worse (imo) this acting choice keeps reading as 'the character cutting themselves off' which is a totally different action than 'another character in the scene cutting them off' — totally different dynamic, totally different way to build tension in the scene!! aaargh, haha.
and the fixes for this are really straightforward! a note i have heard theater directors give a lot is "inhale a few words before your next line so you will be ready to talk" — this helps keep the pace of the scene (and in theater, prevents the runtime of the show from being longer than what's printed on the show programs ahaha). the other note i've often heard given is for the speaker being interrupted to have something in mind for the rest of the sentence — something they probably want to know for character work anyway (lol, i say as i frequently interrupt characters in fic BECAUSE i have no idea what i want then to say next, but that's beside my current point). again w this technique the goal is to eliminate that space of silence between the lines, and preserve that feeling of "being cut off" for the audience. but it's such an easy note to give, its just timing!
ok /rant
#ahahaha dont mind me. my 2 cents of theater knowledge bring me much joy and much pain everyday#would i ever direct? i seriously considered it in college#i think if i'd gone on to grad school in theater i might have dabbled#ugh i miss working on PLAYS lol dance shows are well and good but STORY .................. i miss u character notes ....#hidey speaks#theater tag#anyway it turns out if you are writing for like 10h a week and then suddenly totally stop#you end up with WAY more energy and time? shocker right#anyway due to various injuries i havent been to anything all week and won't for several more days and im losing it y'all#all i have now is stretching ....... and walking at grandpa speed ...#if u have read this far i commend you 🫡#hidey watches blood of youth
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Omg so you’re telling me you could be going through like the biggest crisis of your life, world falling apart and all and yet your stupid body would be like you know what I’m feeling very h-
#FUCK YOUUUU (it wishes)#first of all pretend you do not see this I just needed to confess for a second#seriously though wtf#someone talked and breathed a bit too close to me and I was panicking inside#and not so long after that he opened the car door for me tf this is the worst person who could be turning me on rn#i think the worst part was when he sighed a bit moany-y and it disturbed me more and then only a few minutes after his colleague asked me#what I was thinking…(because we were all discussing something) so anyway brain is even more damaged than it used to be#anywayyyyy#there’s nothing behind it I’m just losing my mind btw#like a day before I dreamed of someone I haven’t seen in like 2 years and it was a bit uhhh confusing#thank god I haven’t seen him in that long#not that I would do anything with him if I saw him but yk#anyway stfu you bitch this is not the time#going crazy what’s new
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extremely loud, obnoxious laugh track
(oh my god this game is so bad lol i thought i was prepared but who can truly be prepared for the wild ride that is zero time dilemma)
#alien transport pods. shifting is a super cool flashy superpower now. i'm losing my mind#nobody's personality is even vaguely consistent including returning characters. akane is religious now???#death traps you can't remotely take seriously bc they're so impressively ridiculous#oh american carlos you're so funny and american (this one is wholeheartedly positive it's so goofy)#don't get me wrong if i was a huge vlr fan and esp if i had eagerly been awaiting this game i would be upset#but i'm just an onlooker fully aware of what she was getting into#so i'm entertained#except with q team then i'm just fucking falling asleep#i haven't even gotten to some of my (anticipated) favorite parts i'm holding my breath for the Stupid#txt#laceze#zero escape spoilers#zero time dilemma spoilers
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what if Jack had been the one to go with Mac on that mission where he lost the use of his hands
#the majority of 4&5 i was sitting there like 'this would be so much better if he were on this mission with literally any other character'#but this episode in particular was. infuriating to sit through#when they added her to the VO narration i lost my mind#thats MACS THING#sorry rant over seriously but imagine jacks reaction#jack seeing the kid lose the use of his hands#doing his best to be macs hands for him#wondering what if this is one thing he cant fix for his boy?#macgyver 2016
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