#i would lose my fucking mind
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Someone mentioned in a post some time ago how it's likely that Izzy might call Stede "captain" out of spite for Ed
BUT NOW I can't stop thinking about Lucius, the oldest sibling one betrayed by both of his captains, being the first one to call Izzy "captain" in front of everyone
(Also considering how much OFMD likes parallels, this would be a good one:)
Gif by @lamberts
#i would lose my fucking mind#also i think every crew memeber would back lucius up#not only because they genuinely think izzy is better as a captain that both of them#but because their older sibling just said something so he's right just because#ofmd#our flag means death#lucius spriggs#ofmd lucius#izzy hands#ofmd izzy hands#ofmd s2#ofmd spoilers#my silly little headcanons#hells originals
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What if they show up in self titled-style outfits? 👀
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Hi! I do not have the Kickstarter but I saw that you do :) I was wondering what order the books are coming out in? What’s next? I’m guessing that will be received sometime in Autumn if they keep their seasons promise. Is Better in Black next? Please say yes pleaseeee
okay okay i got u, boo! 🫶🏻
first, we will get the secrets of blackthorn hall book, then (hopefully in autumn!) we will be getting 'careful of books: a novella collection' so matthew’s novella if you remember (!), then 'notable shadowhunters and denizens of downworld' and the last book will be 'better in black' (ik u wanted it next but unfortunately it’s the last :( i'm also super looking forward to it and it's sucky it's the last book but i predict something might happen in it that might give us a little hint towards the beginning of twp!) -> BUT YEAH! THAT'S THEM ALL IN THE CORRECT ORDER!
i'm looking forward to getting them all SO much like eeekkkk! hopefully the promise of getting them every season will be fulfilled, fingers crossed 🤞🏼<3
#i cant wait to get notable shadowhunters and just stare at kit’s updated flowercard until i go insane#AND OMG WHAT IF WE GET MORE INFO ABOUT HIM AND HIS BDAY#I WOULD LOSE MY FUCKING MIND#PLS LET THAT HAPPEN#seasons of shadowhunters#cassandra clare#kit herondale#the wicked powers#twp#tsc#asks
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no bc this is already so straight out of a fic if they leave poker and eddie invites buck in for a beer and they end up on the COUCH some random late night movie playing as one of them looks at the other fondly—
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I'm an independent woman but I see images like this:
And I-
Imagine this prince scouting the oceans for you while also looking like this???
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me if true
#daniel ricciardo#f1#txt.me#rough for nyck tho rip king :/#i would lose my fucking mind#tho i really would
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Watch "Nimona | Official Trailer | Netflix" on YouTube
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I'm screaming and crying this looks amazing I can't wait to watch it and nimona is a fucking gremlin and I love her
#nimona#nimona movie#netflix#i can't wait#please let the homeaphopes leve this alone#let us have this#i just wanna have a queer little movie#just one#please sir#i would lose my fucking mind#if thay cancel this again#fuck disney#as usual#Youtube
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Oohh. Thinking about when Jutty sang a bit of "Tuyo" by Rodrigo Amarante(?). I think he'd totally by able to do "Avientame" by Café Tacvba
#i would lose my fucking mind#if you know what song im talking about. ily#that song fucks me up every time#both of em do#jutty taylor#unmasked ghouls
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is attaching somebody's photo to your mirror normal bestie behaviour or are we having a sapphic storyline this comeback
#i trust them so i won't be disappointed either way#but my GOD would i love it to be the second option#i would lose my fucking mind#cho miyeon#kim minnie#nicha yontararak#(g)idle#g idle#gidle#mine#i-dle
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(Image ID: A tweet from Gordon Morris that reads "On my first day in Budapest for #TheTerror I went for a swim in the hotel pool. I'd been growing my bead & knew there'd be lots of beards in the show. I saw a guy with a beard in the pool so I swam across and said "the terror?"
He swam away really quickly
He wasn't in the show" /end ID)
losing it
#HELP#imagine you're in a pool and a very scottish gentleman starts swimming towards you saying 'the terror?'#i would lose my fucking mind
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act 4 :(
@chipper-smol and i came to a realization
#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE#i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk#i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror#theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext#i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2#im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it#i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different#cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong#than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time#although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy#'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#isat act 4 spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sona#puppysona#friends#chipper#doodles
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Listening to “Everything is New to Me” on repeat and screeching at how simple and beautiful it is for a child to find wonder and love in every single thing. My heart pouring onto the floor at “what to do with it, with it?” “Nothing, just love it.” “Love it! I love it!”
The pure joy of “I don’t even know what this is but isn’t it so amazing???”
I am having so many feelings about GDT’s Pinocchio and all of them are “the kids genuinely didn’t know why you would want anyone to lose when everyone can win and work together because love and play and joy are instinctual and hate is a learned behavior we pick up without even understanding why”
#lex whines a lot#gotta take my meds because I’m getting Too Emotional and that’s a red flag#but also#how fucking beautiful is it that he is created and is immediately full of so much love?#all kids are like that guys#every child I’ve ever met is like that and it is absolutely mind-blowing that they have such capacity for delight#this is why I can’t have kids#imagine having this little joyful creature and watching it learn pain and shame and hate#I would lose my fucking mind
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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.
now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.
He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.
(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)
The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.
The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.
And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.
(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)
The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.
anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)
#mxtx svsss#svsss au#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#svsss#*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival#and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst#he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna#see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i#*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM#i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways#so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt#revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about#demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he#couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss#this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on#his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]
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what if i went clinically insane for like 5 seconds
#im losing my fucking mind#i woke up in a cold sweat and had to draw it#i did not use a ref drawing prince d and it is very apparent i will do better next time i promise#kill me i think#prince d trolls#clay trolls#idek what this ship is called#clince trolls#its over for me#im just saying prince d would appreciate sick drip when he sees it#trolls#my art
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
#mark and the fact he is fighting for this fucking life to avoid the Many Bad Endings???? im pacing. getting out the red string.#when the season is about who you are and what you could become. when trying to be good is an active choice and a struggle.#RAHHHHHHHHHHH#chewing on the bars of my enclosure...when every mark is evil OUR mark is the outlier. the exception. the OTHER. RAHHHH#dog poetry being mark poetry because how often can you kick a dog before it starts snarling before you raise your hand?#how often can you beat it before it rips into you without mercy? when it bites not at your hand but at your neck?#when does violence for survival and violence for vengeance start and end? when your opponent is down and you keep drawing blood?#circling and pacing and losing my mind over this btw if you care#anyways self vs self gets me going crazy. did you know i loved the end of atsv? because it shows.#i think o!mark would lose his fucking mind at what evil wasp looking mark has done + this mf wasp would LOATHE mark's kindness#they both see the other as the WORST version of themselves and they can't stand it. They can't shatter the mirror but they think they can--#--change the reflection.#evil mark seeing mark and seeing what he USED to be#mark seeing what he COULD be#CAN U SEE THE VISION??????#digital art#invincible rotating in my mind#invincible fanart#fanart#mark my beloved#mark grayson fanart#mark grayson#invincible s2#invincible show#mark like hello this is my secret twin and he is NOTHING like me hahahaha anyways wanna debate about having mORALS and LIFE#mark grayson vs the urge not to accept every responsibility as his own#he's batman coded that way#ok im done yapping#if this happened in the comics in any way shape or form dont tell me JACK SHIT or i will PUMMEL YOU with my SHOES
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for me it’s not really about the sex. it’s about the smiles and the laughter the unshed tears in their eyes the white knuckle gripping of each other bc they’re all that they have left and they’re the only ones who can possibly understand each other. it’s about their lives being more intertwined than any two people’s have any right to be, it’s about how they want and they want and they want, but they don’t know exactly what they want from each other, not really, they just know they want to be close (need to be close), side by side, they don’t even need to be touching necessarily, though they do, just have the reassurance that they could if they needed to, it’s their inescapable codependency with each other, it’s the long searching gazes, it’s the silent don’t leave me don’t leave me in the clench of a jaw, stuffed down and unsaid because it’s something that can’t be said, not with them, it’s the looking away when the feelings of love-ache-want become too overwhelming and threaten to bubble up out of their chest and spill out all over the inside of their stupid car, it’s about losing their minds whenever the other is threatened and throwing all their principles and morality to the wayside until they’re safe and together again, it’s about knowing each other in the small things it’s about doing anything for each other in the big things, it’s about there ain’t no me if there ain’t no you, it’s about dying for each other over and over, it’s about their lives being empty without the other even when everything else about their life is better, it’s about dean and sam and sam and dean and all that they mean to each other. and yeah. sometimes it’s also about the sex
#sorry i’m just losing my mind over here#incoherent ramblings from me#i KNEW i shouldn’t have started a rewatch i KNEW i would get too into it#fml#wincest#samdean#i don’t fucking know#my post
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