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25 YEARS OF SUPER SMASH BROS.
#screenshots#smash bros#super smash bros#i worked so hard on this aha#apologies if the quality is wack i had to scrunch it up a bit to get it on tumblr
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Vaporeon, Sylveon, and Jolteon ko-fi doodle for Kaitlyn!
I'm accepting pokemon ko-fi doodle requests here! ✨
#artists on tumblr#pokemon#vaporeon#sylveon#jolteon#gotchibam arts#ko-fi doodle#thank you sm for the request!! ;w;#sorry for the slow progress aha o(-<#been finding it hard to work bc I couldn't use my mouse & tablet at the same time#but I just bought a usb hub & new mouse so I can now use them both anytime I want >:)#it should make my workflow easier now uwu#ty everyone for the requests & waiting patiently ;w;#my slots are still open btw so feel free to request more pokedoodles!
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#piece titled “futility” from 2022#ive been making similar pieces since i started uni#guess its the stress aha#i had really bad grades in the first year even though i worked so so hard and it was very demotivational#the system makes people feel dumb if they didnt attend a high school geared towards training for university#this mindset of “you should have studied this before” is making me sick welp IM HERE TO STUDY SO TEACH ME THEN AND STOP COMPLAINING#okay im done ahaha#orv#kdj#orv kdj#omniscient reader#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#illustration#my art#digital drawing#fanart#omniscient readers viewpoint#orv fanart#kim dokja#orv kim dokja
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Lorah: Lilac Knight's Love
Artist: @littledashdraws
Wanted to share this commission by Dash, who so lovingly illustrated my vision for Gunter's first wife!! Although Lorah's lived in my head since 2017, this is the first time I've had her drawn. Because I'm so thrilled over this art, I put together a little introduction for her!! you can read more about her below~
Residence: Duet Mountains Occupation: Farmer •❀• Bedside Nurse •❀• Homemaker Birthday: July 11 Gender: Female Relatives: Gunter (Husband) Katerina (Daughter)* Personality: Shy •❀• Bubbly •❀• Optimistic Hobbies: Crafting •❀• Gardening •❀• Baking Age: 21 (when she first meets Gunter) •❀• 36 (at death)
A Nohrian commoner whose known the kingdom's southern mountain range and neighbouring valleys her entire life, Lorah was a recognizable resident of her town even though she kept to herself. Learning the basics of herbal remedies from a young age, she would split her time between tending to the fields and easing the woes of the sick. In adulthood, she would chance upon meeting a Nohrian Great Knight during her town's annual spring festival. The couple's engagement, after seven years of courting, had become one of the most highly anticipated moments amongst the townsfolk.
*NOT the Nohrian Queen. I named their kid before I realized what Xander's mom's name was and by that point I was already ATTACHED (tell me Caterpillar is not the cutest nickname). So now the reason they share a name is lore relevant (which is a part of this fic!).
divider by saradika
#fire emblem fates#feif#fe14#gunter#yeah sure this can go in his tag#fire emblem oc#paranoid over tagging her as an oc cuz. she does exist in canon. but also. canon gave us nothing!#i'd like to consider it free real estate for oc development purposes#also cuz if intsys ever does decide to publish details about gunter's family i would say:#what do you mean. i've been letting his family live rent free in my head for almost a decade.#ANYWAYS YES SHE'S A RED HEAD. who do you think i am. /of course/ im gonna make her a red head.#things about me: gunter i am also attracted to your wife. therefore: she is a red head. case closed.#HER LITTLE COWLICK I LOVE IT SO MUUUUUUUCH#also dash gave me the behind the scenes info that she and Leigh have the same eye colour AHA#sorry gunter you are bound by a cosmic fate to fall in love with a certain eye colour#this will come up in a future fic. im sure. the freckled shoulders are already going to >:3c#oh yes if anyone else is curious. i did in fact sit down and map out a timeline to get her age how i wanted it.#by my calculations gunter would have been ~28. they have approx. 15 years together before everything falls apart#their long courtship is important to me okay#anyways to end this off. MISS LORAH I LOVE YOUUUUU beautiful woman who has been baking in my head for over 7 years.#I am taking good care of your husband don't you worry!! the old man is getting all the love he needs#god I wish she could have seen him as an old man. GOD. I work so hard cuz I'm loving him for her and me!!!!!!#gunter (fates)#lorah (oc)#fef#gunter's family
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I am. about to hit 1k which. I lost track of. Uh. Is there anything anyone would like to see as a thanks/celebration of the milestone?
#I had been working on a dtiys for 1k on insta before I had to Leave </3 but those don't really seem so popular/common here#but the last milestone (600 I think..?) I tried to do a big qna thing and got like. two asks </3#and if I'm being totally honest despite somehow gaining followers interaction has been suuuppper low for the last like. year-ish#barring a few of my posts getting a lot more traction than I'm used to. so I feel kinda anxious/unsure abt even trying to do anything bc#idk. just always feels embarrassing to try doing more interactive stuff and having it flop hard aha#sunny with clouds
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finally got my pc set up and running 💖
#thank u to my bf for doing all the hard work aha :3#I need to install so much but I’m just happy to have it running !!#allie.txt
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merry crisis guys!!!!
#‘it isnt christmas yet’ ‘it has been christmas for h o u r s ur late’ sshhhh my timezone is law ok~~~#cheers to the last week of the year~~~~~~~~~#sometimes i forget that it’s supposed to be a christian holiday though… i remember going to church for the ‘mas exactly once#it was boring :( i didnt even get the little bread biscuit thing :( i’ve always wanted to try it tbh#only bc it sounds crisp when people bite into it. i wonder if it has the same texture as like potato chips or sth#or like those ‘toasted bread chips’ that occasionally pop up in the stores… i like the cheese bread variations#or maybe it’s crisp at first bite then turns soggy (like those potato wheel crackers) m a n. do i hate those potato crackers.#they’re all salt; no substance. the dried and fried onion crackers are 100000000 times better#ngl i had no idea what those onion crackers were called for. like. 90% of my life so i called them ‘suntanned keropok’#only bc my mother used to dry them out under the sun on bright days (or in the toaster when she got lazy) before frying them#since frying them straight away without drying made them super hard instead of light and crispy..#man i kinda want onion crackers now… the slightly over-browned ones were the best~~~~~#anyways!!!! free holiday!!!!!!! no work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i’ll try to get ch36 of idol sengen up later~~~~~~~ i was gonna do part of it earlier but then i took 3 hours to finish my dinner sobs#not making any concrete promises though~~~~~~~~ all i want for crisisssss is asunaaaaaaaa#(asuna and… onion crackers… that is… aha~~~~ keropok bawang loml…)
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Kaomisa
#here is a kaomisa love trial thingy I did aha! abahahahahahsoshsja#I’m also working on an animatic but it’s more like. my work. more original. yeah.#spent most time on this just editing but I know how to do that so it wasn’t that hard just time consuming#kaomisa#kaoru seta#misaki okusawa#bandori#bang dream#bang dream girls band party#YURI#art#idk#misakao#MV#mini mv kind of ig idk IDFK
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layla briar is such a banger name but do you know what other name goes harder? rhys briar. put a ring on that guy
i was about to say "thank you i did a lot of searching to make it sounds good while also be accurate to her design"
#my brain exploded so fucking hard#~ mailbox#nero tag#sauagdth..h.... euggh.#kevin rhys briar AHA!!!!!! CARBON MONOXIDE!!!!!!!!!#sorry running joke that yomiel and i call him kevin rhys like that's his full name becahse it works so well
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Uh oh. Essay in readmore time
What's so frustrating is that for almost all of my life I didn't know I had adhd, and only found it out 5ish years ago
During ALL of my studies i was intensely freaked out and even when i got a grip on some of my mental health shit at uni, importantly I was still unaware of the adhd. And only had some professional tell me about their suspicion about it AFTER I could have received any support in my schooling.
And I have been working damn hard over the last half a decade to learn about myself and the way I work, and be kind to myself and open minded, and learnt from many many different people with adhd how they function - especially through advice on here bc much of Google is shit, and learnt what does and doesn't work for my personally.
I slowly unravelled and found myself. To a point where I'm actually functional and content in myself.
So now i find myself in the most intense, stressful period of my life since then. Grieving and finally understanding what people meant when they spoke about grieving a very close loved one. How nothing feels real even.
And I've found myself so extremely wired from having to do a very vast array of tasks all crammed into a short space of time with a close deadline - exactly the same conditions as during my studies.......... where nothing ever helped.
Yet. In the last thirty minutes I've unwound because I instinctively KNEW what to do. I found myself following all the things i taught myself about my adhd, and now I'm like 70% more chill???? Huh?????? Noticed suddenly that I've been using my ADHD self knowledge for the past few weeks and coped remarkably well because of it.
It's shocking because imagine what i could have done if I had ANY help with my adhd EVER in my life from the adults who were supposed to notice in my entire childhood. Like HUHHHHHH, I am shocked. Imagine how I'm here as an adult using 5 years of learning adhd related advice and stuff I learnt through self awareness .... and feeling better.
SHOCKING!!!!
PS - long ass tags that immediately ramble away from my initial post and go into something positive and that made me feel fluffy inside. You've been warned
#It's so fucking aggravating#i was a self contained child and didn't display the Expected ADHD traits or what fucking ever and so i got left to rot by the system#fantastic#sighhhhh but on the bright side - i am damn PROUD of myself tonight. I've come so far#It's very hard being neurodivergent and I'm doing amazing by own like standards#btw secret lore - first time i ever said aloud that i was proud of myself was in therapy like 6 years ago#and it was indescribably hard to get to that stuttered halting sentence 'i am proud of myself'. so hard and my therapist was so clearly#over the moon for me. i still treasure that memory and the path i have taken to being kind to myself and that's why every time i say#i am proud of myself#it holds the memory of every time I've ever said it or thought it and believed it#every time i see someone do something good i make sure to say well done because I'm proud of them too :-)#i do it apparently with such conviction and sincerety that people stop and stumble sometimes aha#i think it's beautiful to help people notice when they do well. like 'oh skipped work every day until today' - well done u made it today!!#'i cooked a meal and got it the way my mother makes it after many failed attempts' - well done you must have worked so hard#'i made a important phone call' (from friend who has told me before how much they struggle w calls) - BIG WELL DONE that must have been har#It's easy to notice and pay attention to people and congratulate them for these things that may not sound Big bc 'everyone else can do it'#as they say. or they are too busy to notice they did something that took effort on their part. It's so wonderful to make a difference#and hope they can be proud of themselves too in that moment#man this took a positive turn.... this is something I've not really said before. but it is truly so joyful to congratulate people to me
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Have I told you guys about the fucked up dreams I've been having recently? I've been having some fucked up dreams lately. yeah <3
#sorry this is mostly about a dream I had yesterday and if I just say it it's gonna sound so creepypasta-y#like I have a lot of creepypasta-y dreams it's just how my dreams have always worked hehe#It wasn't fucked up because it was scary or anything it was fucked up because of how I felt in it#how to describe it...like I was like almost too calm and accepting of my fate#like okay previous dream context (whether this was context from another actual dream or just. lore my brain made up idk)#I got sentenced to execution. It's...really hard to describe the context without it sounding really silly.#like it was a part of some sick game that a person planned out and it all ended in a white maze room#I was told I could either choose to go free from a month and then be collected for execution or be trapped in the room forever but alive#and I chose to be executed. everyone knew. we all even had silly inside jokes about it ehe#like my friends were picking music out for it. it was really silly hehe!#but the person who came to collect me for execution was so striking. she was like. almost literally a doll#A big doll!! Like she was so so tall!! she actually shrank to be more my size as the dream went on. she was strikingly pretty#and kind. she was so kind#we walked around and said goodbye to everyone. she made friendly conversation. she guided me through how everything was going to go#god the tenderness of it all makes me sqee a lil aha. a little fucked up I think#it was self-inflicted you see. Rose bushes over a tall fence. that's why she was so tall. to help me over#I caught on pretty quickly that she was a person who decided to stay in the room instead of being executed#that's what becomes of them. they become subservient to the game master. they're made to collect the ones who chose to leave and die later#she told me that deep down she kinda wished that doing this for him would convince him to make her human again and to let her be free#I told her that it was bullshit and that he'd never do that. and she was like. yeah. but a girl can dream right?#another one of those dreams that have lines that stick out in my head as well...okay one of them was just really funny#'Hey guys' 'I'm being executed today :D' 'oh. okay!'#dhdhdh#'It's scary isn't it?' 'yeah. it is' 'Well. It'll all be over soon'#like gwah. gwahhhh#'There is something wrong inside of you' levels of impact on my psyche I reckon#me and the doll girl kissed a few times. it was weirdly quite natural. nothing intensive#but I think we both had an understanding that we weren't seeing eachother again and we cared about eachother#it was so greatly platonic and nice. yearning for something I will never experience aha ^^;#Idk if I even want to be in any sort of QPR but it was definitely nice in this dream
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Austin: You head into this- this gas station convenience store, right? Uh, and there's uhm, theres a, there's someone behind a counter- Keith: (cross) This like a Cumbys? Austin: I- (exasperated noise) Dre: (cross) A what? Sylvia: (cross) Huh? Austin: (cross) We're not doing this. This is already on a clapcast. We're not doing this. Keith: Hey, 1$ on friendsatthetable.cash. Who knows which one that is.
hi. i do : ) Clapcast 21: The Community at your disposal. i know this because i listened to it 5+ times total and also noted down the topics to put on the fatt.wiki clapcast page
#that is my pet project page. it's very relaxed work because it's so non-essential. who even looks at this page? well. me#but I would like to finish it eventually#still have some unfinished topic lists in my notes app...it's kind of hard for some of these.#I would say appreciate my work but I haven't added a signifier on which I've added vs just copied over from Patreon#& I can't think of a good way tbh... open to ideas smile. or topic listings#all that aside this clapcast also has a bit in it that almost made me cry bc i was on the bus and trying REALLY hard to hold laughter in#which for that it's actually better if you don't look at the topics. bc it's out of nowhere & so funny to me#Palisadeposting#I guess yeah?#Palisade spoilers#I was like aha! finally! an application! when Keith said that which made me laugh.
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Interior of the Ministry of Truth
I might change some colors so everything is more visible for any [sharp inhale] rotoscoping (good god) I’ll have to do. But this is the first of the many desks I’ll have to make. Making the set base and figuring out the desk (relying heavily on the source material at all times) took me about three hours. Before this I worked on the hallway scene for an hour. The Mountain Dew Slurpee hyped me up shsbsbsjsbsjsnjsjs
Oh, and just for you to understand the sheer size of this 3D model:
That’s how small the desk and little guy are in comparison to the base of the set. Yeah. I’m going to die lmaooooo
#aha#ahahahahahaha#AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA#1984 book#nineteen eighty four#3d model#eyestrain tw#grids#please don’t trigger a sensory meltdown please don’t trigger a sensory meltdown p—#My very first Really Bad One was because of using Particubes for an excessive amount of time so… yeah that’s a barrel of laughs#Can’t wait to curl up in the fetal position covering my ears for two hours in absolute agony because I can hear people blinking#I also can’t wait for the three day hangover where I can’t read size 72 font that’s right in front of my face#I’ll (obviously) try very hard to prevent that from happening (please I don’t need another severe setback after what happened in April)#But we’ll see what happens#I should probably sleep since it’s almost 2:00 AM but I want to keep going#Mountain Dew is some good focus juice I must say lolol#hhhhhhhhhn#well at least I’m not watching movies late at night like I was before while working on Winston’s room… maybe I won’t overload???#idk
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HI droppin by for a bit just to say hello and hope you all are doing well, don't forget to take care of yourself 🥺💞
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#REVIEWING FOR CETS IS A FUCKING PAIN GOOD LORD HEAVENS ABOVE take me now#hhi uhh pray for me please ... im not religious and mayb you arent too lol but please hope fr me aha......#i have been slacking on reviewing ill admit but im p confident in myself after having a ton of breakdowns lately#and i am working Hard Hard Hooray i still feel like im going to die but whatever uh this is just until June#and then after that is. Oct/Nov so kill me again but i will be fine /gen i hope <3 !!!#anyway tho do not forget to take care of yourself !!!!! contrary to what i believe for myself pls also rmbr u are Not a failure#SORRY BIT OF DARK HUMOR THERE im not a failure as well dw ik but yeah. treat yourself kindly okay? ill try to as well <3
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no one's looking! quick post my vile rambles abt mr ishere in the notebook @ school 2day ^_^ read at ur own risk
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(editors note this one was about s3) omg. like is he aware of the consequences of his actions?? does he care anyway ? he just does stuff and thinks in the frame of his master plan so he plays with trust and death of others who just wanted to live and live normally, for what again. to bring peace ?ok ashole. freak. and my little meow meow who is harmless.,
my new spoke hc just dropped , every time he meows half of the living things in a 2000 block radius dies a painful death. keeping up with the minecraft thanos theme
what was the apo promises spoke wanted them to break. sorry i havent fallen asleep to the latest vid enough times to remember it all. protect players, protect spawn and bring order i think??? what does that mean spoke does that mean your goal is to kill players, destroy spawn and bring disorder??? like im not saying thats a bad thing spoke has never done anything wrong obviously. just want to hear him admit it
(a very poorly drawn thing that somewhat resembles a black cat) 🐈⬛ <- wiped out everyone. to bring peace!
also explosives explosions kaboom xplosions !! hes literally me . my heart belongs to pharmaceutical synthesis but my side interest will always be energetic compounds. i will buy c!spoke tons ans tons of azido compounds just for him to play around with. idk why i wrote the c! its not like im gonna mail cc! spoke three metric tons of azides
he has a tail. btw . he has a tail
#this entire post is just a giant ‘block me’ billboard#so it works as intended…… dni if u dont obsess over a minecraft personality embarrassingly passionately 😹😹🤪#i had nobody to share this to and consequentially annoy#being a mcyt fan somewhere youtube doesn’t even exist. worst fate of all#at least i can post my delusional thoughts here#i was thinking about him so much at school today i almost blew up. just. spontaneously#very timely! i literally have a math exam tomorrow#idc i will keep on thinking about spoke#i mumbled in the tags too aha! didnt see that coming did u#i am more annoying than i thought i was im so sorry ill stop#sleeping now im gonna fail the exam so hard. i will still continue swagging#what does any of this mean
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I tried reading this urban fantasy called Jane Yellowrock or something like that, and she was basically a base-cougar shapeshifter. Like she could spend a lot of time as a cougar comfortably, and it matched her body mass pretty much. When she was little, she had a bobcat or something. Oh, and being shapeshifted gave her twilight-werewolf-kind-of-immortality, though that might’ve just been a her thing. She spent like a century in cat form.
Transforming into other animals was harder. When she needed more mass, I think she ate? And/or used a stone or log lying around and absorbed its mass. It’s been a while. When she turned smaller, she converted her extra mass into a stone and generally tried to get that stone back, because it was magically easier to reintegrate.
She had to keep a body part from the animal to shift into it I think. And she always shifted into that specific individual. And I think she was kind of getting swallowed by the part of her that spent a ton of time as a cat.
I was trying to think about the ole "what would shapeshifters do with their extra mass when they turn into something smaller" and I thought "maybe they just convert it all to energy" and then I thought "uh my guy that's a lot of fucking energy"
#this is vaguely remembered#the series got racist after a while so I stopped reading#tbh it was very hand-wavey Indigenous inspired stuff#like Mercy Thompson but way worse#but I stuck around for a bit because I hoped it would get better#it didn’t#anyways if this kind of stuff interests you#probably the best to check out is Kate Daniels and Mercy Thompson.#they do try a lot more than this series does#but it’s a low bar. Kate Daniels is Eastern European (sorry I don’t remember more)/#Ancient Human probably from the Middle East (her dad is complicated)#and that series does decently with her cultural background and the side character’s backgrounds as far as I could tell#I don’t remember her name but there’s a funny girl white tiger shifter who is South Asian American#and because (?) her tiger form is the type to often have vision problems she has to wear THICKASS glasses and prefers to hang out as a human#(shifters in that world were people across the globe who had been carrying the gene since the last age where magic was around. so her#parents aren’t magic I’m pretty sure. magic and science get turns being in charge every 10k years in that world lol and the time came for#magics turn) and anyway she gets romanced by a hot (jaguar or wolf?) guy in her side story. it was fun#aha! just relooked it’s up. Dali Harimau is actually Indonesian American and likes to drive fast and crash hard & her bf is Jim the Jaguar#then there’s Mercy Thompson. she’s a bit of a stereotype - half Coyote-spirit but raised by her white mom so she doesn’t have a ton of#knowledge about her Dad’s culture really. she did kind of get mentored by an older brother type but he was usually off doing his own thing#but the author does kind of try#tbh she does a lot better with fae and werewolf stuff probably because it’s “easier’’ to work with (note the quotes) but it’s still very#fun to read more me. lots of murder and mystery.#funnily enough Mercy also likes cars. she’s a mechanic when she’s not solving magical bullshit
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