#my brain exploded so fucking hard
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jils-things · 1 year ago
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layla briar is such a banger name but do you know what other name goes harder? rhys briar. put a ring on that guy
i was about to say "thank you i did a lot of searching to make it sounds good while also be accurate to her design"
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saturnsfather · 4 months ago
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sorry im thinking about pathologic again and the contrasting meta narratives. theater performance vs childrens game. the very real tragedy of peoples lives vs the pixels on the screen of a video game. the hands of the developers vs the hands of the children vs the hands of the script writers vs the power of the kin’s mother vs the watching eye of the government. there are so many things in control of this world shaping it to their own whims and none of them in conversation with the other. a town pulled in a million separate directions by the very nature of it being a constructed narrative being false and yet so very real by its nature as a story that influences those who experience it. the places different players have in that narrative that story that constructed truth and the varying awareness each has of its true nature and what even is its true nature? is it a real living breathing world? is it a play? is it a game? is it a video game? who is aware of what? mark immortell is clearly aware of the theatrical realities, but what about his place as a character in that story? about his nature as a flat image on a screen? what about the rat prophet and the catcher? what about aglaya? shes clearly somewhat aware, explicitly in haruspex’s game, but of what? does she see the audience in the theater? glimpses of the garden her town resides in? can she reach out and brush her hands through the code, with no way of controlling the trajectory of it?
what does clara know?
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lemongogo · 3 months ago
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..
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#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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gaemms-chamois · 2 years ago
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presenting u Detective Ines
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teddybeartoji · 8 months ago
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Fem!Tooru is messy messy and gets sooo pink in the face and cums so hard when she tells you she’s gonna pee n instead of stopping, you just kiss her n tell her it’s okay to just let it all go while you’re fucking her 😞
Also begs you to piss on her cunt while you’re scissoring cause “‘s so nice n warm” ://///!!
FUSAIJDOHKJ3HFKFHKJGKAJEGFHKSEJFKJ3HFLSEKHFJAEHFKWHRIOH2QKJBDKDLQDHKQJHRHDKQJWDLKQHQH2KQ2FKJ3HFIU3HFKJ3BKFJQ3KJFBQ
YOU REALLY ARE FUCKING INSANE AND I WANT YOU SOOO BADDD FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUCKKK SHE'S SO FUCKING CUUTEE AND SHE'S SOOOO FUCKING WHINEYY SHE'S TRYING TO PUSH YOU AWAYY BUT SHE'S JUST SOOO WEAK WHEN SHE'S LIKE THISS AND SHE GETS SOOOO FUCKING EMBARRASSED ABT THE PISS RRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH TRIES TO HIDE HER PRETTY FACE AND YOU JUST HAVE TO FORCE HER TO LOOK AT YOUUU
AND OHMYFUCKING GODDDD OF I HEAR HER SAY " 'SO NICE N WARM".. I AM. EATING HER. CANNIBALISM STYLE. YOUUUU CAN'T DOOO THIS TOO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUUUCKFUCKFUKKKKFUCK FUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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kingprinceleo · 9 months ago
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"Poor meow meow (tortures people)"
Does this mean there's lore for the dessert vampires au 👀👀👀👀👀
theres always been lore ! im still fleshing it out though, theres no overarching plot rn its just setting up the most important base details i have a REALLY clear vision for how i want to introduce the whole au so its pretty unfortunate i cant share anything until i drop the introduction
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kaisollisto · 3 months ago
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clawsextended · 7 months ago
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on a note to all: my plotting style is something i like to call i have adhd and if i see you on the dash and have an idea chances are i’ll im you about it. i’m an anxious little dude who isn’t always active in a broad scope, and it’s always been my nature to reach out to people. that doesn’t make me even remotely anxious. not even remotely expected to answer me — i totally get it, sometimes you don’t feel the vibe — but a general psa about how i work. i come from the dinosaur era where the only way to communicate with one another on any level was to directly talk to them and frankly i don’t even know how else you’re ever supposed to plot with a person otherwise. like… how do you write if you never talk????
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[honest to god this isn’t shade at anyone im literally just trying to explain i am never on the dash and when i am i take handfuls of rando#snapshots to send to whoever’s in my scope at that second. which is i know ridiculous but when you’re me and you’re mobile 100% of the time#because the other 75% you’re doing everything for everyone in your life it becomes exceedingly hard to WANT to stare at a laptop screen.#even if im home im 100% mobile most of the time. basically what im saying is: as an rper i will totally drop into your im’s randomly if#something strikes my fancy. if that’s not your bag i totally get it. the plotting call life has never been mine to own. a lot of the time#it’ll be a person likes it and then you reach out and it turns into ‘haha neither of us have an idea’ which then kills the whole thing.#hence why -i- tend to approach especially if you reblog something or wishlist it and it crosses my path. like. im so happy to try almost an#anything someone wants to give a shot so long as you feel like playing ping pong with me about it. I’ve always been an exceedingly social#person because i just… love people. and for a person literally exploding with anxiety… I don’t do anxiety about talking to people. I USED#to long ago until I LITERALLY forced myself to just… not give a fuck. but honestly? do it scared and now it’s just fucking do it. I#apologize in advance if I can be a pain in the ass and if it’s not your dig I comprehend an unfollow. im a very involved and interested#writer and frankly it’s how I keep myself able to enjoy this hobby by not making it too serious. like. sometimes I read someone’s rules and#im like Jesus Christ I would love to remember all of this but my brain only has so much ram. idk when the big invisible book of online#etiquette was written but I must have been sleeping in class for that one.]
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ralofofriverwoods · 6 months ago
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GUYS!! THEY GOT TO SEE MY CHARACTERS HOT FUCKING BROTHER FINALLY!!
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Heheheheheheeh I’m so HAPPYYYYYYYYYY
Other stuff from dnd today:
1. “The stickmother”
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2. Azalea being the honorary straight man(she is a woman+lesbian)
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3. My honest reaction to that information(my character’s lore is coming along nicely)
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4. And generally the feel for the last two sessions
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greeds · 1 month ago
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the way that i would have deified this one online friend if not for the fact that they like watching american football. like i literally need to remind myself they enjoy football so i can tear down the temple i build for them every time they talk
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companionwolf · 2 months ago
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i don't even care anymore. siesta everybody go to sleep. 'but pr we won't make it thru the night later' i don't care.
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smytherines · 3 months ago
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genuinely swamped by Owen Carvour and Cate Dunlap thoughts but my brain doesn't work good today so unfortunately all I can do is howl
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the-casbah-way · 1 year ago
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did you know that octavius and jedediah are kissing in my head right now and no one can stop them
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herenya-writes · 9 months ago
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i feel a deep need to scream into the void think i’ll sleep instead
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago
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Me, explaining things in a way that's completely incoherent: I don't understand what you find so difficult to comprehend???
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seraqhites · 2 years ago
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the paradox of self-awareness 😵‍💫
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