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bucksbisexual · 2 years ago

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#i wish i knew how to maintain friends.#i wish i knew how to give love and affection.#i wish i knew what made people like me.#i wish i was a better person to care about others deeply.#everything just feels like shit lately and its like im being reminded every day that love isnt something that i deserve #want to quit my job but no one is calling for interviews so i have to keep working in the same fucking place thats stripping my will to live #my sister just seems to be permanently angry at me every time she comes home from work #i havent called either of my grandmas in god knows when #i havent met up or spoken with any of the people that are supposedly my friends in fuck knows when #i just feel like shit all the fucking time #and i know its partly my period hormones acting up rn but its also how ive been feeling for a while and this just heightens it up #i truly wish i could turn into a ghost whenever i wanted to just so i dont have to deal with existing even if for a while #personal #don't reblog

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luck-of-the-drawings · 9 months ago

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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #cw gore #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi suckening #jrwi gabriel #jrwi gabriel montez #LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY #IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags #U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down #would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made #its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD #perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year #back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO #not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE #I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony #at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE #WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U #OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY #TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR #UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ #HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS #WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?

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valkyurii · 4 months ago

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it’s funny how things have gone full circle with malenia. she was so hated when the game first came out, but then people grew to like her. then the dlc came out and now people hate her again lmao

#i mean it’s hardly surprising given what we now know #she did all that awful shit and wasn’t even charmed #like i see people talk about how stupid miquella is because of this plan to essentially trap radahn #but that also makes malenia look stupid af too #‘go to caelid and kill radahn so i can marry him’ ans she was like sure #miquella wanted the one guy in the lands between who loves war and fighting to be his consort for his age of peace and compassion…#what a genius he is.#makes me wonder why he even needs some heavy weight to keep order for him when he can just charm people into submission #was radahn just there as a ceremonial position?#oh wait i forgot miquella thinks he’s super kind so that’s why he wants him #miq learnt about the gravity magic horse thing and swooned #honestly still can’t get over how incredibly stupid the twins look after the dlc #i think people like to imagine malenia was charmed just because it makes it all look slightly better on her part #like they are just making excuses for her #but holy shit the fact she was all but willing to fucking die so miquella could bag radahn..#what a thing to die for lmao #and he was apparently present after the battle? but didn’t do anything to help either radahn nor malenia?#instead he was helping a random redmane?#he obviously knew malenia had bloomed but ultimately didn’t care i guess #kind of like ‘oh well if she’s still alive when I get back i’ll deal with it then’#honestly wish miquella had just died in that cocoon at this point #tbh he doesn’t really do much in the dlc anyway they could have made it more about messmer and marika #hell bring melina into it please that would have been more interesting at this point #we didn’t need the dubcon incest plot micheal you could have left that one in the drafts #i gotta get this out of my head it’s driving me nuts #seriously need to move on from this game for my own sanity

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stainedglassthreads · 1 year ago

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So Dungeons and Daddies Season 2 is really just taking the average coming-of-age story and making it to every horrifying extreme, huh.

It is that moment in which you realize your parents don't know what they're doing any better than you do, and people present it like it's something comforting, but it's just even more terrifying because there really, really is no right answer. It's realizing that no, love isn't enough, sometimes you love your family and it just made everything worse. Everyone who came before you fucked things up even when they were trying to make things better, and unfucking everything just seems impossible, but not even trying is such a depressing option, and one your kids will never be able to forgive you for.

I have many feelings on this.

#i want to make a joke about how this is just like me. an adult #being made to solve extremely easy problems that other adults shouldn't have any issue with #but which feel insurmountable on an equal level with what these poor kids are going through #but it feels like it's kinda about that too #there's how scary acts with her 'no one will ever ever ever understand what i'm going through' thing #and then. well. hyperbole is a very ancient art indeed #anyways i just got to the point where these kids had some very good reasons to team up with willie fucking stampler of all people #even when they KNEW he sucked #and it all just smacked in the face like a dead fish #god i wish i could make stories as complicated and fucked at this #but i keep dithering between grimdark and happy ending #anyways. uh #dndads #dungeons and daddies #it's a great podcast. go watch it #if you liked eeaao ESPECIALLY watch it

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snobwhimsicality · 2 months ago

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hello chat i am going to be a hater in tags for a moment (jst finished natlan act IV)

#snobrambles #wow /neg #i heard the story was bad but WOWWW #hoyo you are lost potential the company #you took the topic of war and had so many different routes and perspectives to look into and you went with power of friendship #I KNEW IT WAS POWER OF FRIENDSHIP BC I HEARD MOOTS TALK ABOUT IT BUT I DIDNT THINK ITD BE SO ABRUPT?#im not even mad im just mildly annoyed #there were parts i liked like where youd see differences depending on what you decide to do #like chosing to save one or the other and seeing the consequences #i thought that was neat #other thing i liked was diff chars talking about how witnessing all this scarred them but. i wish they fed into that more #and actually SHOWED that feeling rather than just going “wow! so im traumatized now”#and dude you couldve done more with the ancient names and mauvikas past.#like you couldve at least made it so that the six heros reminded her of the people she knew #give us a bit of sorrow instead of her walking around imagining her old friends and smiling bc tbh that made me feel nothing #and god the six heros thing did not feel well earned #its yae all over again in the sense that it felt like everything got solved way too easily #like wtf were all those losses for. it felt pointless #paimon getting emotional and us probably seperating in the next act was somewhat intriguing #i feel nothing for any of the chars except kinich but thats bc i find him funny #ugh. this story couldve been so much better #war itself is such an interesting topic in stories and it has so much potential and they absolutely fumbled and flunked it #also chuychus death was so abrupt and chasca crashing out made me laugh. sorry. ik it was supposed to be sad but i felt nothing #she was holding back her inner alpha wolf THE GACHA ALLEGATIONS ARE NOT ENDING #i felt nothing most of the time #the only strong feeling i felt throughout the quest was annoyance (cough mainly bc of citlali cough)#dude even the fake sky part felt underwhelming #i dont like how they brought it up out of nowhere and then barely adressed it #“anomaly” ok. ig. so what was all that buildup abt the fake sky for. only to show it and then shove it under the rug #i have more thoughts but tumblrs going to eat my tags to tl;dr: (furina voice) BOOOOOORING

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cator99 · 5 months ago

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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care

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valvesoftware · 9 months ago

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breakups are so fucking weird. three years and just like that it's gone. huh

#helix.txt #gross i ended up spilling my guts in tags. look at them fucking writhing on the floor all bloody #dont rb please #vent #to quote fall out boy i knew it was over i just didn't know the date #yeah that's it. fall out boy can fix this.#i will feel better if i go listen to bang the doldrums #and infinity on high in general #and folie a deux. folie a fucking deux how i love that album #my chem will make me better. gerard way save me #god what a weird feeling. you used to know me better than any other person but then you moved hundreds of miles away and it worked #for a while. then two years later you said it wasnt working and that this was best for both of us. guess i never got the memo for that one #hope we treat other people better because i wasn't as kind as i should have been towards the end and you were never as thoughtful or con-#-siderate as i needed towards the end. we grew apart because you're bad at keeping contact over messaging #and in some ways the cracks in the foundation that grew from that were my fault too i guess. our conversations always felt one sided #maybe i was smothering you #you could never seem to keep more than a passing recollection of the things i liked or even pay much attention to them #but i wasn't great about that either #we just became different people. you weren't what i wanted or needed and you couldn't do long distance. whatever #i know it was the right thing i just wish it hadn't made me feel so damn awful #will we still talk after this? who knows. we didn't end on bad terms but things are definitely weird #and considering your track record with people you can only talk to online i'm not optimistic #you tried to break things off initially by saying you'd said you would improve in the past with nothing to show for it #something i didn't disagree with but i said it didn't bother me much. and it didn't #but it's complicated now. i did deserve better. but you made it clear i'm not getting it from you #you weren't as present or thoughtful as i needed #i wasn't there in person the way you needed and certainly not as considerate as i should have been. and for that second part i'm truly sorr #anyways. sorry. i'd been thinking about it for a long time anyway. i didn't want to admit it because i didn't like to think #about what it might bring. maybe i should have been braver #right. that's enough

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gotta-bail-my-quails · 4 months ago

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man i thought i moved out to escape my family but it turns out i've jumped from the pan into the fire because holy shit my guys what the fuck??

#at least at home we have people competent enough to not flush wet wipes and tampons down the toilet #let alone FOOD???#and we don't leave our dishes out for so long by the sink that they start to RUST #like ok my lil brothers make a mess sometimes and accidentally shat on the floor a few times but at least they're fucking children why tf #should i deal with shit water because of your incompetence #and yknow i can deal with noise. im the noisiest at night at home b/c i always go shower late but im not fucking SCREECHING and chatting #so loudly you'd think i was at a concert or some shit #and this bitch?? can't comprehend i just want to not have crumbs all over the couch???#like girl. how did this become a slight against you. why would i ask you to keep the couch clean b/c you slept there once or twice #BITCH I CLEANED THE COUCH COVER ON MY OWN DIME *BECAUSE* I KNEW YOU MIGHT SLEEP THERE AGAIN & WANTED IT TO BE CLEAN FOR YOU #YOU NOT ONLY INSULT ME BUT ENTIRELY MISCONSTRUE MY KINDNESS TOWARDS YOU??? WHY WOULD IT BE DIRTY B/C YOU SLEPT THERE???#you can't make this shit up i hate having roommates holy hell #only slightly made up for by the fact i get a room to myself these days #the other one smells like weed all the time and the other other one doesnt wash her hands properly after using the toilet + keeps her dishe #out by the sink + doesn't pick her hair up #also i'm the youngest so that's just even sadder #i was also the youngest last year and bitch. you have no idea #this is what being the eldest sibling does to a mf #not really related but they made the ugliest doormat ever i wish i had been there to stop them from that atrocity #and why do they not take their shoes off. girl i mop the floors like every 2 weeks #it's fucking clean trust me just take them off bitch #am i being holier than thou? probably but fucking DESERVED #i can't be taking care of people two years older than me like this. yall have too much fucking drama

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offthewall1979 · 1 month ago

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my review of Moonwalk: hot mess. ★★★.

#i will refer to it #but oh god... it's just #1st of all. the added afterword from 2009 should have been a FOREWORD bc it gives you the context for how this book was made #so they did have a real writer put it together based on long transcripts of interviews one of the publishing people did with mj #if those tapes exist or pieces of then exist i need to find them. i think i've seen some floating around #bc ... the way it's written sounds very michael. it's not well written. so i'm surprised they even had an actual writer do it #but that makes me think maybe the writer just pulled a lot of exact wording from the tapes?#i hope that's how it happened #like the publishing lady said i Also wish michael had been devoted to this project. this could've been really good #i'm interested in anything that comes straight from michael so ultimately i'm just grateful he did a book at all #and really WAS involved in it #but it just. it's a mess. it's disorganized. it's disjointed #it just does not deliver in so many ways #there were so many times i would read a couple paragraphs and be like. wait What. that went Nowhere #there are really wonderful parts of course too #first of all i'm happy to hear him talk about parts of his life he didn't necessarily talk about that much #i find everything he says about motown and esp the mid-late j5 motown years Supremely interesting #everything written about music and dancing and performing is great. seeing the way he thinks about those things. divine. enlightening.#the thing is. the tone is extremely defensive and passive aggressive throughout the whole book #which is amusing and i mostly like it. michael jackson was one petty and spiteful mf. he loved being right and he reiterates that a lot #but bc of the press treatment of more personal things like his appearance and relationships. those parts are just. eugh #like when it comes to music/dance/performance he can defend himself no problem. concrete evidence that he's fucking awesome and he knew it #he brings up dating and stuff and it feels like he was like. floundering. maybe he just couldn't decide how much to share?#idk it just feels like. he won't outright SAY some things but he'll sort of hint at things. and i can't tell if what he's hinting at #is the real truth or him being defensive and wanting to give the impression that he was 'normal' so people would just leave him alone #i can't tell. i really can't. i wanna just believe him but i'm like. wtf do you mean. and then there'll be inconsistencies #like WHAT R U TRYING TO SAY. you might as well just tell me what you WANT me to think and what you want people to stop bothering you about #ok anyways #it definitely feels like they rushed to get it out asap #i have like 10 questions for every page. i feel like a writer/editor should've been working with him in that way

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the-casbah-way · 3 months ago

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i found loads of pictures of my uncle i am going 2 cry

#he looked so sweet…..he looks SO much like my dad #i found the last picture of him that my granddad took a month or so before he died it’s so sad #trying to decide if i should tell my mum that i know about him or if i should just keep it to myself #idk if somethings wrong with me maybe it’s because i was already grieving before i found out #but it’s really getting 2 me i can’t concentrate on my uni shit i just keep thinking about it #i think i rlly need to talk about it with someone but i have no idea who or how or what i’d say. but it’s weird because it’s a secret yk #like i’m not even supposed to know he existed #idk. i have a gender clinic appointment next week and i’m going to ask if they can recommend any therapists #me being very very brave and trying therapy again after being forced into it my whole life and ending up a bit traumatised #idk. i feel bad that i’m alive and i’m wasting my life when my uncle got killed when he was just a kid #it makes me feel like i should be more grateful and do more with myself.#and i am going to try but i’d rather he was here instead. same with my granddad #every time i experience something beautiful or good i wish my granddad could experience it because he deserved it more than me #and the best i can do is experience it for him and be grateful. but i would chance places instantly if i could #him and his kid deserve to be here they were so special. i know i don’t know his kid but i’ve heard they were similar #so i know he must have been special too #i found a fb comment today from a family friend i’ve never met and she was saying that she only met my granddad once #but she called him gentle and it made me cry. because he was very scottish and sweary and traditional and masculine #so everyone just assumed he was tough and scary but if you knew him he was really quiet and kind #and i’m glad someone who only met him once could see that #i’m going to be half asleep for the rest of my life i think. i’ve been dreaming since my granddad died and i don’t feel like i ever woke up #nothing has felt real since i was nine years old. everything just stopped and never started again #i’ve just been waiting. i’m waiting for him to change his mind and come back. idk. i don’t know what to do with myself #and i continuously feel fucking insane and stupid for being this way. it’s like fresh grief all the fucking time #but it was fifteen years ago. why does it still feel this way #i can’t even tell people because they won’t understand why i’m still so bothered by it #he was my parent for nine years. i lived with him he was my sole caretaker #i was nonverbal and him and my brother were the only people on the planet who knew what my voice sounded like #he’d think it was silly if i failed my exam because i was crying about him instead #he’d tell me to whisht and stick in. so i will

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hollow-vok · 4 months ago

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Ohh im obssesed

#uprooted #uprooted naomi novik #solya #marek #my main playlists dedicated to them :]#idk why they cought my attention in 2018 and since that year they have had a special place in my heart. sometimes throughout my day-#i realise im obssesed with them and they're not just some random characters i like. ive dedicated a lot of time on them #i wonder how my interest in them will be when i get older. i certainly know that i will miss them if i stop thinking about them #you could say they have seen me grow. i knew them BEFORE quarantine. they were with me DURING. and AFTER #they have been through so many phases of my life. its so strange.#they changed so much too...except Marek. he still looks the same I imagined him in 2018. solya is definitely different tho #but i do think i have a different more in depth understanding of both characters #even if the words i read in 2018 are still the same now that i look back at the book. they were so many things unsaid but if u looked-#closely you could understand them. solya and marek as individual characters have so much depth...even if its not explicitly said #or maybe its just me reading between the lines too much. i wish i just knew more about them. this is getting so long-#but I got a bit nostalgic. is crazy how i was just a child and somehow even tho solya was just the total opposite of the type of characters-#i like there was something in him. something that made me look at him. and i think thats actually so in character of him #i think that in the book even if someone didnt like him. it was still hard to look away because he stood out from the rest.#there was definitely something about him that attracted people. or else how would have he gotten so far in his schemes?#I may be overanalyzing it. but i love the Falcon so much. and i do like marek a lot as a character. i find him very interesting. i know he-#did bad. terrible. things i like him as a character. not as a person.#i wish i could have seen what was going on in that damaged mind of his...#analyzing his behavior its so entertaining to me. i love making up scenarios where he is at his worst. im not gonna lie #marek suffering and then finding comfort in not comforting things is one of my favorite headcanons.#his obssesion with his mother is also a very important part of his character (ofc) and i love imagine him doing things related to that #thinking about the ways their personalities connect and make them have a very toxic bond keeps me up at night..they made each other worst #and we actually never see that in depth in the book. everything is so subtle but my crazy brain can find the signs in any part #i will stop this rant here. i feel its so long and if i made any spelling mistake i apologise to my future self (probably my self from-#tomorrow) because i know i won't be able to fix the misspelling and that will stress me SO MUCH.#future self please dont stress about it. just be happy. and enjoy thinking about these insane characters

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randall-lloyd · 6 months ago

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being a mentally ill adult SUCKS

#lloyds meowing #work drained me so much my anxiety Disorder kicked in full gear and now i cant dm anyone without feeling like a nuisance #i literally have tried talking to FOUR SEPARATE PEOPLE and the ONE PERSON I COULD DM i ended up apologizing #for what you may ask? i wish i knew the fuckin answer myself!!#whys talking to people ive made long term connections with so hard i cant even dm a friend n remind em i love em

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robinsnest2111 · 7 months ago

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looking at the pre-saved events in my calendar, having to change "coffee and cake w/ aunt + visiting grandma" every two weeks to just "coffee and cake w/ aunt" now that grandma's gone is making me feel some type of way. not really sad, not anything I can name. but it sure is making me feel something

like something that was a regular part of my life the past 10 or so years is over now. will never happen that way again. it's gonna be different. not good at dealing with things changing...

#i also think my mother and aunt picked up grandma's few belongings from the care facility today #saw grandma's tv remote on the kitchen table when i got home from work. made me feel some type of way as well #wish i wasn't so caught up in my own mental fucked up ness to experience normal human emotion like grief or sadness #like why can i not just feel that? why can i not be like other people. how do they do it. why am i just blank and/or ???????#wish i knew what it felt like to feel things/properly categorise emotion beyond the basics #and a vast sea of undefinable weird idk feelings

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pears-trinkets · 7 months ago

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#really randomly fell down a weird rabbit hole today #i was watching the X-Files and finally felt like reading up on david duchovny #like i see u fellow slav what kind of slav are you #so i opened up his wikipedia article and saw that his dad was jewish and from ukraine and went like AHA WE ARE THE SAME #and just out of curiosity looked up the place he's from because im curious about jewish shtetls in the ukraine #because my whole family except my biological father is from several of them and i thought hey maybe they were neighbors #which they fucking are omg theyre just 20km apart #my greatgreatgrandma is from makhnivka which i even found articles and history about and how the jewish population grew & declined #even though i did not find any steinbergs in the archives #anyway when i read up on Berdychiv where duchovnys family is from it said #early settlement by the Chernyakhov Culture #which was an archeological culture between 200 and 500 CE existing at the same time as the roman empire #....... is this how i finally find out where my name is from??????? like?????????#i wish i knew so much more than i do #like i only found out that im not russian i was just born in russia like 7 years ago or so??? because my mom never tells me anything #all the information about my great great grandparents and where theyre from is from my grandma #and her dementia is really bad now and shes just angry and screams and calls people names #my russian is too bad to properly read up on stuff like that and theres barely anything in english or german #i just want to know idk #but genetic testing is too expensive and also very america centric and the only family i have in the us is super conservative #i had to block them on facebook when my grandma made me write to them once over 10 years agl #and i know a huge chunk of my grandmas family moved to israel too so i dont want anything to do with that either #although id be curious if it would actually find my half siblings i found out about also like 8 years ago #i just wish there were more archives and more people i could talk to about this #on my grandfathers side theres nothing really left #my grandfather passed suddenly and apparently before he did he took ALL THE FAMILY PHOTOS AND DOCUMENTS somewhere to maybe digitalise them #but we dont know where so theyre literally gone for ever #but his whole family was from kiev and is apparently named after this culture era #his dad was a higher up at a sugar factory and i still cant find anything #my grandma had so many cousins and they were so interconnected and knew so much and i literally just have my mom and no one else

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killjoy-prince · 7 months ago

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Ray's After Ending is so funny because for a good chunk of it, most of the RFA members are knocked out by V's sleeping gas (Saeran is immune, Saeyoung isn't present bc he was kidnapped by his agency under his father's orders and MC wakes up in like an hour) but the game has a call feature where you can call the characters and it would be a waste if you couldn't use it bc the characters were unavailable so instead they have other people pick up the call (Jumin's driver picks up Jumin's phone, Jumin's father picks up Zen's phone, Yoosung's friends and mom pick up Yoosung's phone and Jaehee's coworkers pick up Jaehee's phone) and we do get to learn about the characters from outsider's point of view but it's so funny to me that these people are visiting their loved ones and suddenly the phone rings and they decide to just. answer it. and start talking to this stranger they've never met

#prince's talk tag #maybe its not actually weird people just pick up their loved one's phone call for them but i personally wouldn't #i cant stop thinking about how its Jumin's father that uses Zen's phone like Chief Han what were you doing in Zen's room??#i know they needed to assign somw character to Zen and he's not on speaking terms with his family #but I would of thought Chief Han would go to Jumin and the driver could go to Zen #does this mean something? am i thinking too hard about this?#also rip yoosung his friends and mom lowkey kinda dragging him in their call with you #and with the friends since one of them is a girl one of the options is like 'A girl?!?! are you dating??' and shes like 'no lolol'#'he's nice but i dont see him like that'#the main thing that made me make this post was thinking about Yoosung's mom saying how Jumin calls her sometimes and sends her holiday gift #like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk man that just plays on a loop in my head #i know thats like a very professional thing to do. Jumin was raised to please people in a business capacity #and the he cares about the RFA so yea it makes sense. im sure he has gifts sent out to companies his works with #and I'm sure if the other members had a good relationship with their parents hed do the same with them #but in the RFA Yoosung and I guess V are the only ones with parents they talk to #idk if he sends a gift to V's father tho bc we never talk to him #but man. while i know hed do it with the other members if he could just the fact he does it with Yoosung is sweet #and it makes the part in Seven's route where he calls Yoosung's mom about her son's dilemma make sense to me bc they do talk once in a whil #so its not too out of the blue when he does it i guess #but man can we talk about how awesome Jaehee is? bc her coworker that picks up her phone spends every call gushing about her #like we knew she's great at her job but man hearing her coworker talk about her fills me with such love and admiration #and she's apparently really loved by the other assistants too like they all gush about her #jaehee is the best character in the game im not joking around #they wanna get close to her but bc she's their boss it's hard T_T #and the one that picks up the phone wishes Jaehee knows she was the one that stood with her overnight when she wakes #Yuni (the assistant you're talking to) says she would of quit the job had it not been for her #LIKE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAA!!!!#it was a nice way to use the call feature during the first two days of the characters not being awake to answer #and even though this is supposed to be the last thing you play before completing the whole game #you still learn something new about the characters you've known since day 1

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