#i wish i had irl friends
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#i really appreciate and need my alone time but the thing is...i wish i didnt have so much of it#i wish i had irl friends#i wish i had people who actively seek out my time who want to be around me and love me#i wish i had people who i love to be around and who make me feel safe and happy#but i dont and honestly im not sure i ever have#never had a best friend#never had anyone who has ever initiated anything its always been me and ive always been the one left out#and i know that im not an easy person to care for i know that and i understand why but still#its just incredibly disheartening and devastating#and at this point im about convinced that ill just be this lonely for the rest of my life#and i fucking hate it
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i wanna see the little mermaid again, but i have no one to go see it with. 😔💔
#*and this is icarly!#the little mermaid 2023#i already saw it by myself!!!#i wish i had irl friends#the two people i was really good friends with both cut me off while i was going through mental health suff#and they're still on tumblr themselves too 🙃#i hope they see this and know i'm referring to them and i hope they choke
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it’s kind of silly but i wish people i knew irl cared about the fandom stuff i care about :(
#no one i know cares about supernatural or it at all#my brother likes naruto but won’t finish the show or read the manga#i’ve gotten 2 people into iwtv but neither of them like armand#i guess i don’t really have a lot of friends which contributes but idk#this is a very silly complaint lol like it’s not a big deal. and i’m glad i have you guys to talk to :)#but i also wish i had an easier time making irl friends i guess
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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I did actually dress up for you today!! But i got distracted baking blondies for the bestie 😅
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#I am gaming with her (watching her catch up to where I got to last night)#And it's absolutely hilarious and I would do this for 1 million humans to see the decisions they make#I wish I had more irl friends!!!#satans knitwear#alt pinup#pinup girl
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wanna be hanging out with a friend and a group of people i barely know when my friend starts touching me in front of them. maybe they start innocently enough, a hand on my back or an arm around my shoulder. then, when i don’t move to stop them, they start getting more bold. squeezing my thighs, groping my chest, kissing and biting my neck.
i want them to start undressing me while everyone watches and talks about me like i’m not there. i want them to tie me down to the table and start playing with my cunny until it’s soaking wet. maybe they make me cum a few times until i’m nice and pliant before they invite everyone to play with me. i want them to shove objects and toys in my holes, clamp my nipples with clothespins. all the while, everyone is talking to each other and ignoring me.
i want to be treated like a toy. i want to be nothing more than entertainment for them. something to play with, to bond over, to fuck. leave me like that for hours, so people can stuff me full. bottles, baseball bats, food, dildos, cocks, fingers. whatever is available to use on me. candles, ice cubes, massagers, balls, kitchen utensils.
i want to be a broken braindead slut by the end of the night.
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A lab joined our brittany party 💚💙💜
#dogblr#rory borealis#irl bffs#so kinda crazy#i met this friend through instagram but she is local to me#and she got a brittany specifically because she had seen me compete with mav irl#(i didnt know this until after - she introduced herself to me when i was showing rory in confo)#her rally debut with her lab was the same day and show as miles's rally debut with pike#objectively i know i influenced people to get into sports#(i dont say that to be immodest - i attended a lot of show made a lot of social media posts and talked to a lot of people irl#but it's crazy to actually meet people irl who 'knew' maverick#who know who i am because of my beautiful dog#anyway its always such a pleasure to hang out with her#our dogs get along so well#i wish she couldve met mav instead of just watching him from afar#but im glad she got her very own little brittany friend#(when she told me that i cried btw#i couldnt believe someone actually loved watching mav so much that they would get their own britt#very meaningful to me specifically#and shes doing a great adapting to the huge major differences of lab vs britt)
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Danganronpa × RAIN CODE Crossover ①
Yuma and Shinigami meet the Danganronpa characters for the first time. (In this manga, only the protagonist of DR2 appears.)
日本語版はコチラ。
*This may not make much sense to non-Japanese speakers, so there is an explanation at the end.
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Background information: There are four different ways to read the name "日向", the most common being "Hinata", but there are also the readings "Hyuga", "Himukai", and "Himuka". Also, the character "創" is generally read as "Sou", and the reading "Hajime" is a special reading that is only used for people's names. So it is generally difficult to read this name correctly without clues. The reason why Shinigami was disappointed is that Hinata Hajime sounds much softer than Hyuga Sou, the reading she first predicted. Hinata and Hajime are not really lame. However, the name Hinata could be used as a first name for girls, so it gives a cute impression to Japanese speakers. 😄
#my art#my manga#rain code#yuma kokohead#shinigami#sdr2#hajime hinata#danganronpa × raincode crossover#I've had this idea in my head since January of this year#so I'm really happy that I was finally able to draw this.#Hajime Hinata is a great name! I swear!#But when I described him to one of my friends IRL#she said “Huh this is read as Hajime Hinata” and then I realized that it was hard to read without clues.#Anyway I still want to draw some crossover manga and already have two ideas in mind#but I wonder when I can draw the next one!#I wish I could finish one of them before RAIN CODE Plus was released.
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Totally forgot to post these! My friend and I dressed up as Chloe (him) and Rachel (me!) for Oz Comic Con last weekend. Imagine my friggin surprise when they put out a new Life is Strange trailer TWO DAYS LATER.
Anyway, ENJOY!
ALSO MY FRIEND MADE HIS SHIRT WITH POSCA PAINT PENS AND DOTTING IT ON. WHICH IS SICKKKKK
#I wish I could have shown our faces#but ha nope#only certain irl peeps know about this account so#BUT#my friend did my makeup and he has so many piercings it fits chloe so well#also comic con was so much fun AH#we had so many people asking for photos it was great#life is strange#rachel amber#chloe price#lis#life is strange cosplay#rachel amber cosplay#chloe price cosplay#oz comic con#melbourne oz comic con#souls bs
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Man not having anyone irl who knows about regression stuff SUCKS like bro I wanna YAP but there’s no one to listen
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#wish I had more irl agere friends#middle space charlie#agere charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel agere#little charlie#sfw agere#agere blog#hazbin hotel#age regressor#hazbin hotel age regression#age regression
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trying to convince my partner to see 'youre next' in our local theater even though they don't want to be branded as an anime fan but i will actually drown if i dont get my mha fix this weekend
#i wish i had irl anime friends!!!!#it would be the bubbles my god#tbf i do not have any irl friends so KSJDKSDF I COULD START THERE BUT#I'D LOVE ANIME BUDDIES IN THIS AREA
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I wish I were normal :[
#idk I just wish I was normal kid who lived a normal life#and no it isn't epic different like I'm not secretly a magical girl who fights evil (that'd be so cool though I'd be down)#I mean like.isolated and not allowed to interact with people different#just sucks hearing everyone around my age going out with their friends or having sleepovers or just like.going out and enjoying life#meanwhile I'm stuck in my house with a strict mom who doesn't want me to make any irl friends#“you won't keep the friends you make anyway” SO??????#AT LEAST LET ME EXPERIENCE HAVING THEM#AND LET ME LEAVE THE HOUSE!!!!!#I don't like talking abt this bcz I don't want ppl to feel bad for having what I wish I had#I mean.it's not their fault my mom is super strict and controlling#so I try to refrain from bringing it up or posting abt it but it is REALLY affecting me right now for whatever reason :'D#so I just had to get something out abt it. I feel like I've kept that in for too long#vent
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I get so so so jealous whenever I read fics about the marauders having fun at school
Like what’s that like??? I wouldn’t know 😞
Experiencing great friendships, partys, and running around without fear of how much you’ll be able to do the next morning. I wonder what that’s like.
Maybe if I wasn’t autistic or ill and I had a good friend group I’d still be in school but!!! I guess I can’t have everything 🙁 talking like I even liked school in the first place (I didn’t) I’m glad I left but the marauders friendgroup opportunities 💔
#remus in tcoptp talking about the pictures lily gave him of all their friends and how much fun they had at school inspired this post btw#idk I just wish I loved to live#I wish I could experience joy like before Covid me could#I’m still young and have time to experience this so I’m just being dramatic#but still 😔#I do online school#I have one irl friend#I hardly go outside#I’m really not helping myself here#but the autism and post viral fatigue combo is winning 💔#wouldn’t it be nice to go out shopping with my friend and not have to schedule 3 days recovery time#wouldn’t that be nice#autism#post viral#long covid#covid#i fucking suck#i fucking hate it here#autistic#i don’t even know man#marauders#marauders era#fanfic
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one thing about me is i love my friends
#I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!! I LOVE MY FUCKING FRIENDS!!!!!!!#I WISH I COULD SPEND ALL THE TIME WITH THEM :(((#I LOVE THEM#literally FILLED#had a party today that was JUST perfect#i love them i love them i love them#💜#irl
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I need to sleep for 70 hours and then maybe I'll feel not evil again
#Robin processes emotions on main#mghmfph#THE BRAIN GUCK#holy spirit fix me. holy spirit. holy spirit save me#the stupid brain guck man..... I need to move out I need to sleep more I need to. need to be braver#I need to write this new story idea I need to. bury myself in zombie au#my brain's coming up with new ocs and even as I'm doing it I'm going wow these are the ocs of a stressed-out teenager#I'm not a teenager but living with my parents again is making me feel like one I NEED TO MOVE OUT#ANYWAY#everything will be fine I'm just venting#I'm just particularly frustrated with myself today and talking myself through it. I hate feeling selfish. ugh.#I wish I had money for therapy :[#I want to do therapy again. but it's just me my comfort media and the holy spirit against the world right now#also in addition to feeling selfish I'm feeling super isolated#I HAVE NO COMMUNITY no irl community anyway#and living with my parents... makes it. genuinely super hard to try to make community. ugh. again: wish I could move out and get therapy#figure out what I'm DOING figure out people to do it WITH#yeuch that was a lot of gross emotions and thoughts sorry#love you. have a glass of water or something. that's what I'm going to do now#oh also I'm stressed out Today bc parents are having friends over and I don't feel up to it. but I like them. but I just want to sleep#SIGH#okay I'm done for real now
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