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I'm interested in your thoughts on the new trailer!
And that voice actors was... not my first pick, personally 😅 there were so many others they could've chosen! 🥲 cuz while it's not confirmed who's speaking I can't think of anyone else it could be--
alright, so just a heads up, im not trying ruin anyones fun and i hope you can ignore my very weird opinion without hating me bc theres never been a new zelda game while i was this deep into the fandom and cared so much and when i care about something alot i have very strong feelings about everything ... so here are my honest thoughts after seeing the trailer twice (it might differ with time but this is how i feel now)
the gan voice sucks ( english is unbearable to me but so is all the english VA unfortunately, german is .. fine but sounds like discount daruk?? but at least its fits more to a mummy, japanese is the best one but also a bit generic) its way too light, expected much deeper, and also way too clear, you cant tell me a 10.000 year old mummy can talk like that
typical villain "uhohohoho im so eeeviiiil"speech, i expect as much of the plot now
that very light skinned in white dress person is either hylia or "ascended" zelda or some shit and i hate it (yes partly bc i have been trying to write my comics plot around the lore in a way so it rarely if ever contradicts canon and my fear or totk throwing all that work out the window is now greater than ever, yes yes i can just ignore and move one but i cant .. i guess thats my autism brain or soemthing else thats wrong in my meat orb but i just care too much, i just spent so much time working on this plot and it might all be for nothign now bc i specifically wanted it to fit neatly into the empty spaces the canon left .. and i KNOW im being an ass, this is just how i feel, unfiltered ..) but not JUST bc of my stupid little story i made up about a franchise i dont own but just generally hoped she wouldnt play role and stay in those damn statues and mangas or whatever
lastly the buidling ..... wh ... i do not like .. fortnitetification of botw..... no ...... i guess it could be fun to fiddle with but if its the focus ... no thanks ..
i hate to be so negative, i hate to hate, i hate that i care so much i hate that i feel like this
but i feel like this, right now :(
#ganondoodles answers#of course im hoping for the best#but i am very scared and disappointed right now#i need to sleep and think more about it#and please#im not trying to be a hater or annoying#im sorry im like this#i wish i didnt care#...
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Isn't it just lovely when your best friend purposely tries to drift away??
#especially for a controlling piece of shit boyfriend#she's done this twice already and always comes crawling back.#this hurts#what did i do to deserve this#im not sure i can forgive her this time#all i did was be there for you#friends#friendship#tw depressing stuff#depressing quotes#depressing shit#anxious feelings#tw self destructive behavior#feelingsoftheday#sad thoughts#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#negative thoughts#feelings suck#i wish i didnt care
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they're burning ballots in the US now btw. in case you wanted to know where things are at.
Edit: to clarify, locations mentioned are Vancouver, Washington and Portland, Oregon. This news story does not involve Canada.
Important info: Context: Dropbox location was Fisher's Landing Transit Center near Southeast 162nd Avenue Hundreds of ballots lost, voters should contact the Clark Auditor ASAP Clark Auditor contact info: clark.wa.gov/auditor (Washington voters) can confirm your ballot was received on: vote.wa.gov (Oregon voters) can confirm your ballot was received on: sos.oregon.gov General Ballot tracker: voteamerica.org/ballot-tracker
#us politics#god i wish i didnt have to care about this election this much#i hate you USA i really do fucking hate you#us election#edit: added helpful links. i dont want this to be just a doompost.
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You literally listened to someone trash talk and slander me and your cousin for over a year, and not only did you not say anything about it, you BELIEVED IT and you didn't say anything about it. And THEN you had the gall to tell your cousin that they weren't trying hard enough when they were in fact trying so hard their body was suffering for it and they were justifying abuse to their abusers face. Did you know they've gained almost 20 pounds since breaking up? Their bones don't show anymore, does that mean anything to you? Did you know that VIPER told your cousin "it's hard because I don't feel like I love you" on your cousin's birthday trip- which was, by the way, a trip consisting entirely of events specifically to please the viper as a grand gesture of love made by the very cousin you just said DIDNT TRY HARD ENOUGH?
You barely spoke to me for three years, you started arguments and took all my words in bad faith, then you said it was my fault for not reaching out to you enough. In action, you made it clear that if I KEPT reaching out to you, I'd lose you. But you're right, it's my fault and I abandoned you. And you're so gracious for still considering me a friend.
You've started all the things you said you were planning to do with us. You told us for years you weren't ready, but as soon as you leave and you're surrounded by others, then suddenly you're good to go.
I gave you the chance to hear my side of the story, before I ever even knew you were being poisoned against me. And all you had to say was that my words made you uncomfortable and you didn't want to hear it. You didn't want to hear about the happiest parts of my life because they caused you pain and discomfort.
No, I don't want to look at you. Or hear about your life. And you already told me you didn't want to hear about mine, so why bother.
#vent post#again#for the vent blog i guess#if i didnt love you it wouldnt hurt so much#i wish i didnt care#i wish i felt like i could get away with not caring
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I thought i was done with that flop sport but i followed it for yuki
#i wish i didnt care#i just wanna see him do well but i fr hate this sport#ad21 u will always be my enemy
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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The Princess and Hero of the First Great Calamity
The orange snoot is very important to me….
#tloz#princess zelda#link#assumedly?#botw#totk#technically#loz redesigns round 2#the first great calamity#the ancient heroes aspect#the ancient hero’s aspect#art#my art#redesign#listen this is probably the one and only time ill draw something furry so if it looks a bit wonky i dont really care lmao#this is one of the few designs where im Under designing one of the characters#ie the heroes aspect is such a messy design#i went of the mural a little bit more for the coloring so a little more orangey red involved in his design#and also changing his face to look a little less offputting#and the greener looking eyes from the mural#the darker fur also helps the teal pop#but yes i made his armor a little less zonai-y and a tad more guardian inspired?#i didnt take away all the zonai vibes because he’s seemingly related to them somehow#i do wish we had a timeline for how long after rauru sealed ganon that this calamity happened#but oh well#but yeah uh zelda#vaguely based on sonia#thats pretty much all i have to say about her lmao#i used more neutrals on her dress to semi emulate the pure white of the mural#while also bringing in more of those sheikah tech colors
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Constantly feeling like I don't belong
#anywhere really#doubt anyone will see this#but then again whenever ibsay thaf someone sees this stuff#ugugug#i wish i didnt care#naes brain posts
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remus is very unimpressed, sirius is very happy :)
based on this post
#i spent like 1.5 hours on this that i definitely should have spent studying instead considering i have an exam tomorrow :')))))#anyway enjoy it extra hard to wish me luck please#remus lupin#remus lupin fanart#harry potter#harry potter fanart#marauders#marauders fanart#Hp#My art#marauders era#Mine#he was supposed to look like a malnourished noodle but i failed at that#and didnt have the time to actually put effort into it#Ive not gone through the process of letting it lie around for a couple days tp find all thr mistakes#So noe im already spotting them but its too late to fix#(Or rather. You guessed ir. I domt have thr timr)#Like the first one is fime but i have several issues with thr second one#But oh welllllllll who cares yolo and all tht jazz
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slab guy
#my art#ethoslab fanart#etho fanart#ethoslab#etho#trafficblr#life series#i put a lot more time and thought into this design than i normally do#tried to make it a teensie bit more detailed to see how it would look#since i want to try different things with my art ?#i’m… decently ? happy with how it came out.#+ i’ve been working on my colors and UPDATE !!! I no longer have a burning hatred for them. i somewhat enjoy coloring things now#um anyway this was meant to be a double life design because i was rewatching ethos pov of double life because im not okay#but like the only thing hinting at that is the boat patch and i think this would be my normal design if it didnt have that. SO.#whatever#I also kinda wish i made the background darker. but i do not care enough to fix it
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(nature au) you said that while dale dislikes dev using a cane in the house he doesn’t really care too much, but what if dev used a cane in public? i can’t imagine dale would be okay with that at all. he’d be pissed, like confiscate the cane kind of pissed
Originally the gag here was just going to be Dev clinging onto his dads arm for dear life while he shivers like a chihuahua but he is just. So small.. I couldnt get it to look reasonable
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#The horror of putting Dev in a situation where he would 100% be wearing his sunglasses#Like NOOO the perfectly construction expression of horror I was going to give him#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop dev#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#fop dale#fop peri#art#digital art#fanart#I cant tell if I got the tone right with this one#Theres a very careful balance I try to strike with comedy vs horror and Im not sure if I got it#I also try to keep a sort of balance when depicting characters that are just straight up awful#I dont like depicting characters as cartoonishly evil but I also dont want to make him seem overly sympathetic#or like he's 'deep down a good person' because he's straight up not#He's awful and selfish. What he's done to his son makes him deeply uncomfortable with himself#but that discomfort means absolutely nothing when he refuses to change or become a better person#and he does refuse to change. changing is hard#he still keeps hurting Dev at every turn and maybe to tries to justify it to himself as being for Devs own good#but regardless he is still refusing to listen to him and hurting him even more in the process#idk im rambling#I like to keep the abuse balanced out with these nothing little concessions on Dales part#tbh even this concession didnt come from the good of his heart he just wanted to avoid making a scene#also because the visual of Dale deciding CARRYING him everywhere is better than just letting him have his cane is very funny to me
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blue happyduos for the soul
#i care about them a lot…: sighh….. yeah……#skeppy#skeppy fanart#badboyhalo#badboyhalo fanart#bbh#bbh fanart#happyduo#happyduo fanart#skephalo#skephalo fanart#mcyt#mcyt fanart#mcytblr#wish the stream that i based the last one on didnt have… certain individuals present… but its fine ill live off the random reuploaded clips…
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lifes fleetin do whteve yu want & die 2be a buttrfly aftrwrds
Ta p in to no blurry
#thank u to my gramaw friends who r transwomen in their early 30s-late 40s n took care of me i hold the memories i have of uall so dear#sorry draiwng transfem toshiro made me ee feel so remembering of the past#i've been painting a while so i didnt feel like colorin sorry#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#nakamoto toshiro#hien#idk if i should tag falin since she has like. very small presence here#veen feling like daytime drinking#anyways i wish there was more acceptance towards falins and toshiros dynamic with eachother bc i think it could b sweet/fun#for me its moreso olatonci abd such .... 2 transexuals who r friends & like bugs & r quiet most of the time#i guess its just bc i grew up w transwomen alongside my life but truly there needs2 bmore asian transwomen in this worldr.....#we need mroe transexuals and bakla and bayot and beki and tibo and tbirds now more thwan ever#i am not a v creative ir imaginaitave perosb so i love all of the peeopler who ware making trans toshiro hcs#it is like bein given bountiful rain duriign a seasons drought .... as a flower is to a bee
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did a quick edit, green begone
#ganondoodles#this is official art i edited#bc im sick of his green skin#and no i dont care he always had that#i wished he didnt this time ok
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internet is pretty haunting today
#gonna take a lil space. ill respond to things asap i just needa be away from social media i think. if you sent a nice message today i#appreciate ya very much#head hurts so much#if youre struggling rn please take care of yourself the best you can and take any breaks needed that you can#i wish i didnt have to post. and pack. and live my life on the internet. some true space would be nice. some true rest would be nice.#z''l
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