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I think that initially Jungkook wanted to come up and get acquainted, as was the case in the first part, to invite her for a walk, and he tried to do it again at the bus stop, but he got too nervous and expressed a similar plan?!?!? or he planned this in advance with Taehyung in order to somehow get in touch with her, even if she cost him too much and thought that he could then get out of this contract, it was important for him to start communicating with her and be close.
I think that he is the guy from the bathroom and even at the first conversation he liked her and he wanted to get to know her better. and when he found out that she was Jimin’s friend, seeing her, he was definitely convinced of it. just like you described his intentions in the first chapter, when she fell asleep in his car with Jimin. he really loves her very much and he doesn't seem like a liar. I'm very interested in reading his POV, seeing oc through his eyes, and not reading oc's observations that she doubts and definitely doesn't guess. please let some chapter or drabble have Jungkook's pov from the moment he first saw her and after🥺😭
I understand how painful it was for him in the end to understand that she does not believe his actions and the love for her that he puts into her and surrounds her. but he must understand that she believes in their bet with Tae and is only playing along with him, but at the same time she has forgotten herself and fallen in love with him. he needs to confess to her soon and reveal the truth to her before it ends for both of them. time is running🥲
I would really and forever want to talk to you about love to hate you, because it is literally a masterpiece in literature, your style is elegant and the plot is incredibly exciting, especially for romantic souls. but you're probably busy and have more important things to do than that. just know that I love it madly. please let this never disappear from internet. 🥹❤️🫶🏻
okay oh my god im answering this so incredibly late but this genuinely has to be one of my favourite asks ever 🥹 i cant thank you enough for how much love you have for lthy and oc and jk. even more so for sharing all of your little thoughts with me 💓💓
i still wont confirm or deny whether or not jk is bathroom guy but i can definitely see why you and others might think that haha i know theres a lack of jungkook's pov in most chapters, so if i do find the time i would be down to write a drabble or two from his pov. its not a promise tho but if life allows it, i really would love nothing more because god knows i owe you guys some clarity. plus i think his pov would be v interesting for you guys too!! i like how much youve included from the previous chapters and even remembered how he approached her etc!! i feel like with how far we've come with the story its almost easy to forget, at least sometimes even i forget haha i guess only time will tell if you are right and if jk is actually genuine or not 😭
and you dont need to worry!! even if i stop posting one day, i wont delete my work. at least i dont plan to do so right now! thank you so so so much for reading and being so kind 💕
#you guys are so incredibly sweet :((#im sorry im so bad at responding#i wish i could be online more#i do really miss interacting with you guys but i rarely ever have the time smh#fic: love to hate you#linh.ask#linh.anon
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the lollipops that lighter likes turn his tongue a different color. red for apple, pink for strawberry, blue for blueberry, purple for grape, etc.
he prefers grape the most but he doesn’t always get it. he tends to share the lollipops with you so that he has a higher chance of getting his grape lollipop. so it isn’t a surprise when he’s talking to the other girls and they notice that his tongue is purple…
but what they don’t know is just a few minutes ago, you were both all over each other. heated kisses after finishing your sweets. it was an unlucky day, he got blueberry and you got apple. he finished it regardless but craved for his usual, or maybe something sweeter. you turned to him, taking the stick out of your mouth and before you could even say anything, his lips were on yours.
sweet, slightly sour, but oh so addicting. his tongue fought for dominance over yours, tasting the remnants of the apple on your tongue. this was definitely a different way to relieve his pressure, especially since he couldn’t get his usual grape-flavored pick-me-up. he deepened the kiss, pulling you closer into him, barely letting you breathe.
his phone began ringing, lucy’s name flashing on the screen. he didn’t want this to end but he reluctantly pulled away, panting in between. he picked up the phone, clearing his throat so that she wouldn’t hear his heavy breathing. his eyes were still on you as he talked to lucy, you could hear her voice over the phone. he gives you that look as he licked his lips, reminding you that you’ll both continue this sweet treat later.
#luminotes ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#lighter lorenz#zzz lighter#lighter x you#lighter x gn reader#lighter x reader#sorry this one is like short asf#but i have been having thoughts#also cuz a part of me feels like i have written every single cliche thing for him i could think of#so i kinda have to scratch at my head to think of more scenarios#but i like thinking of him in very cliche scenarios#maybe i should watch romance stuff#i physically cringe though at it#I AM NOT MADE FOR ROMANCE I FEAR#but i feel like he’d see such things online or irl or in movies#and he’d wish to do the same things with you#what a lewser#i love this man
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if i had a nickel for every time i played a remedy game that featured courtney hope’s character trying to get to a world-altering polyhedron in a universe where humans wear special harnesses to survive a world-ending threat, i’d have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's sure weird that it's happened twice
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beth deserved so much better...please quantum break sequel where she's happy :) please remedy...the IP is worth it i promise I'LL fucking come back for her
#two sides of the same coin...#anyway i played quantum break!!#it's been in my library forever lol#i def see how they built off of it mechanically to make control#overall clunkier and more awkward but everything i found annoying they basically directly improved upon in in control#but i think the appeal story wise is totally different obviously#qb story was really cool but i wish there was more discussion online so i could read about the LORE ougughh#art tag#quantum break#control#control remedy#jesse faden#beth wilder#control 2019#control game#remedy control#i dont really think this is super my normal art style but was cool to experiment!
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so glad to see u post again!!! hope ur doin well
thank you!! it is appreciated. i want to come back, i've been really creatively bankrupt and extremely depressed for the past year and a half and have just been discouraged about drawing consistently.
i kind of just havent been drawing fanart much lately and stick to mostly OC content so ive felt kind of nervous about posting stuff. but lately ive truly just been like 'fuck it we ball' and if people wanna leave because of it they can, it's all fine and i dont mind. i want to go back into drawing again more often as im having a major life change for the better soon, so hopefully that will help
#yaaaaaay#i also really enjoy being offline..... hope that doesnt sound mean or anything#its been really healthy for me!!#even though i wish i could be friends with more artists online sometimes#its good for me to step away
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was assigned to do art for school based on the color green so of course i chose the green ninja (accompanied by long xiaojiao)
#ninjago#lego ninjago#monkie kid#lmk#lego monkie kid#mei dragon#lmk mei#mei lmk#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#aphid artisms#aphid ninjamonkies#finally…art#this was originally smthn else entirely but i hated that ver so much that i restarted and finished it in like 1 day#im pretty proud of this though i realize that i need to do more color/lighting studies#lloyd taking a nap with his oomf#they would be totally friends like 1 day with mei and mk could fix all of lloyd’s problems#steps 1 foot inside the arcade and the light returns to his eyes#this was also heavily referenced from a pose i found online kibbitzer i think is the name#idk if im even allowed to post this but ill jjst priv it if needed#yayyyy lloyd gardon#yayyyy mei dracon#i wish i couldve also incorporated tmnt into this but i was rushing#im still super learning bt how to draw and light environments and all erps
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the company i work for decided that its switching from the german formal "You"(Sie) to the informal "you" (Du) in all of our websites so now we have to scour the entire database to change it and i quite frankly hate that, not just bc the unecessary extra work but especially bc its such a weird and unecessary change
i bet its bc everything here is getting englishfied (both literally and culturally it feels like, when my new boss talks its half in english bc every second german word is just replaced by an english one despite there being perfectly fine words for it in german too, its so annoying) and bc they want to sound more personal in hopes of getting more clients bc 'company is your fwiend uwu!!', i know this here is the amercian tm site so you wouldnt understand really but i do not want to be greeted with 'du' by companies, no, thats too personal, you dont know me and im not giving you my data, stay away!!
i guess thats how i would describe it .. the formal you is like a polite distance, like someone you dont know staying outside your personal space, but when its the informal 'you' it feels invasive unless i told you you can call me that, and that goes double for companies
maybe its a small thing that doesnt seem important but i cant stand it, im just a little part time worker doing data work so i got no say in it but the companies founder also announced hes giving his post to his kids some time ago so ...... since then theres been alot of changes and new projects that solely aim to imitate whats popular and whats done by other companies, despite ours being one that is, or used to be, intentionally different, like, that was the POINT, but i guess chasing trends is just too appealing for CEOs
#ganondoodles talks#personal#rare personal rant#theres more and more changes that feel so weirdly forced#like man#i thought being different was the whole point#like climate and ethics are .. or were .. the core idea and now i guess its just fine to do whatever conventional companies are doing#yeah woohoo lets also do an app thing that forces people to sign up if they want reasonable prices!#smartphones the standard everwhere!#who needs anything physical if you can put it in an a phone so syphon off data directly out of people fingertips!! yea!!!#lets use AI pitcures bc we refuse to hire more graphic desingers and they are jsut so overworked uwu#climate? ethic? whats that#argh#sorry this needed to get out#recently had a stupid conversation with a coworker bc i asked them why we are okay with AI shit now when it goes against what this-#company was presumably founded on#and he was rly defensive and said welll we dont have time and its cheap and also maybe we should got WITH the time#like that last thing especially pissed me tf off#but i cant afford to lose this job#im starting to hate it more though so the dream of being able to stay like this might not be real#i cant get a job in this place that is as nice to my mental health so idk man#i wish i was good enough at merch and online stuff so i could live of that#but even trying to find out how taxes work on that stuff is a nightmare to me
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Palestinian Campaigns Compilation
Hello everyone, we've gotten a lot of asks over the past week, and since there's been a lot of them, I decided to put them all in one post, which will include previous campaigns. I've done my best to pay attention to the ones that have been vetted.
All numbers are as of August 5, 2024
The Alanqar Family - €44,710 / €49,000
Mohammed Hijazi - €5,947 / €20,000
Jad Al-Haq's Family - $6,295 / $40,000
Doaa Jadalhaq's Family - kr68,784 / kr300,000
Safaa's Family - $5,120 / $75,000 goal
Mahmoud Alkhaldi's Family - $5,680 / $50,000 goal
Wafaa's Family - €13,340 / €100,000 goal
Youssef Al-Habeel's Family - £7,527 / £20,000 goal
Ghazi Younis's Family - $1,880 / $50,000 goal
Sohaip and Mohammed's Family - £202 / £6,000 goal
Abdul's Family / Paypal - $23,975 / $78,000
Please read their stories, all of which are written in their campaign pages as well as images and some videos. I will be linking this post to our pinned in case anyone wants to use this as a reference.
#I'm sorry. I wish I could do more.#For those reading‚ please keep talking about Palestine. No one is just a number.#It is also more than just Palestine.#Warning for graphic imagery in some of these campaign pages. But they are important stories if you will open them to read.#If not‚ remember that you can always just donate or share campaign posts.#I do not own a credit card‚ so online donations are difficult on my end.#Therefore I have been focusing more on local efforts for Palestine in my country instead that involve other mode of payment.#From Kurapika#Also please watch out for scams. We recently got sent a scam campaign and it was incredibly disheartening.#Just never ever let it make you lose hope. I hope it just fills you with determination instead.#Palestine#Free Palestine#Campaigns#Not Funnier As a Fictive
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yknow as insane as they're acting these days nothing will ever, ever top that yoga pose from giving the people what they want
#the head-in-crotch one if you're blanking#literally what on earth could they do more insane than that#i'm still not over it HOW THE FUCK WAS ANYONE SUPPOSED TO PREPARE FOR THAT#i was not on online dnp spaces around that time and i truly wish i could've been to see the damage#like holy shit. that was 2018. that was pre-coming out#i am so scared (translation: excited) for dan and phil 2.0#what the fuck are they gonna do#dnp#dan and phil#phan#amazingphil#daniel howell#me post
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who gave you the right?
#sir?#😳💕#peter krause#casey mccall#sports night#abc sports night#sports night 1998#my gifs#i wish I could clean this up more but uhhhhhh#I'm good with his graininess actually#another brown eyed boy ruining my life#I offer the grainiest gifs available online ♡#obligatory peter posting#qt🥧#not for nothing but uh#bobby nash#is attractive as all hell but this peter?#...no. i shan't say.
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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amazing news regarding my modern sort of retelling of theseus and the minotaur 🐮
i'm in an anthology book now
#i'll have more news in the future because i really want people to read this short story#genuinely it's one of my favourites i've written#but idk if it'll only be accessible physically or if the editors will provide an online option#also depending on how many copies we sell we'll write more anthologies 🥰#i genuinely Adore this group of writers they are all so supportive and you don't really realise how much you need a community#of people with your background and ethnicity until you are seated at a zoom call with them talking about shared experiences#there's also Such a range of ages and this is the editorial that said my writing was like borges'. which holy shit i wish i could frame that#but yeah <33#pia.txt#pia.docx
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saw some fan art that went like this and it kinda destroyed me lmao
#vee queued to fill the void#the gentaro fans are on it and it’s so fun to see lol#i think the post i liked the most was from this one user mentioning that poet had also written in a different poem#that lies and truth were twins and i wanted to vomit lmao the one living a lie and the one laying comatose for telling the truth GODDAMN—#i also really appreciate the take about gentaro at war with himself as more truths come to light and his role draws to a close#and who the hell is he without this identity I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE RIP APART THEIR DEPRESSED FAVES LIKE THIS LMAO#it makes me wish i could have been online for the drop my for you page is pretty clogged balancing three fandoms 😭😭😭😭😭#i wanted to see that burst of information come thru in real time 😭😭😭😭#the hypmic site was also pretty evil for their description of the song lmao what’re we thinking chat#does the metaphorical gentaro die this track????? are we finding out if our yumeno’s real name is kanata?????#what does gencha have in store lol
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The main characters of that Fourth Wing novel look like poor Feyre and Rhysand copycats it must be said because at first glance I did not even realize it wasn't acotar art. The day that fantasy romance authors stop making their love interests dark handsome Schrodinger's MOC airbrushed dudes and the women Mormon lookalikes is the day nature heals
#SJM has done fucking irreperable damage to fantasy romance#saw someone describe this book as eragon and throne of glass and game of thrones rolled into one?#jesse what the fuck are you talking about#anti booktok#anti intellectualism#fourth wing has been all over my fyp im TIRED#i don't want to sound like a book snob but like#i'll hate read it in like a year or two when they actually start selling copies in my country#the copies online are 100+ dollars that's Insane#edit: that xaden guy actually looks more like cassian rhysand wishes he could be that buff
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[Image ID: A drawing of a selfie taken by Sam Manson with Damian Wayne. They are both dressed up in formal attire, Damian in a black/dark grey suit with a red tie, and Sam in a purple topped off the shoulder dress with black straps. She is wearing a variety of jewelry, a necklace with a bat pendant, a black choker with a star of david in a circle pendant and cartoonish spider shaped earrings. Her hair is reminiscent in her half-up hairstyle, but with two ponytails rather than one. The background is a dark wall, a white collumn and white tile flooring. There is a window in the back, with green curtains, and outside the window is a cityscape of Gotham at night. There is a watermark of the artist’s username in the top left corner @pathetichoney. End ID.]
i am back on my bullshit this time with a v special new way that i’m drawing bc i got a new phone that i am paying out the wazoo for, however i can draw on it so my art has gotten significantly better. though of course i had to test myself and do both 1. a full background 2. a character who wears lipstick which i always struggle with unless their mouth is in a particular position and 3. a character that i have never ever tried to draw.
so like. rip me lol.
anyways i am back on my bullshit bc this is fanart of fanfic!!!! i always feel exactly in my element when i do this, it’s just always so good??? and fun?? and when i first read this fic, i mean oh god i just fell for it so hard. i ended up rereading it again like barely 48 hours after i’d finished reading it the first time lol
the fic in question is a damian and danny are twins au! it’s called Leap Before You Think by TourettesDog and i just-- the characterisations are just so well done it all feels incredibly natural especially with the merging of the two different universes into one cohesively and seamlessly it’s wonderful. there are a few faults with this pic i think, however i am still incredibly proud of it. as a bonus, here’s a better view of the window scene because i’m still really proud of that one:
#my art#danny phantom#batman#batfam#dp x dc#dp/dc#sam manson#damian al ghul wayne#fanfic fanart#also i am not jewish and i could not find a solid answer for this: but my intention w sam's choker necklace pendant was to be#the jewish star of david however when i looked online to find if i was right when i was doing the image id it was called a wiccan symbol?#as in the star of david in a circle and i couldn't find an answer to the question if they were two separate symbols or they're the same?#if this is NOT a jewish symbol then i can v easily change this and will make an edit for it even if it looks rather gothic for sam#i added the circle because the star that i'd drawn felt unfinished but i can v easily go back and add more detail to the star to remove it#as for damian i wish i could have accurately portrayed his murder scowl but due to my unfamiliarity with him i literally had to redraw him#like 10 times and i was v much relying on my friend to tell me exactly what i needed to adjust rip#in the end i gave up because this was the closest i could get to him and sigh oh well#i'll get it better next time i draw dp/dc stuff bc i probably will be doing it again soon lol#ALSO i am still v new to writing image ids so if there's any issues with this one please let me know!
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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i dont know what the plan is now, i have never had a plan for anything, but i dont want to delete the previous posts bc it feels like im trying to sweep things under the rug or act like they didnt happen
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i wish it was easier to know when to stand my ground and when to see i am wrong or when to ignore things#i am a chronical self doubter so even for the most obvious things when someone talks against me theres a moment i am hit with doubt#someone could tell me 'ganondorf is actually a perfectly true representation of all arabic people at once (somehow)'-#and i will go 'wait is he??' no hes not you idiot you know it isnt you spend alot of time learning about it the fuck#if it werent for those horrible scary (rare-not online) meltdowns i think how easily i am to doubt myself and be influenced by others is-#-what makes me feel the most childish#idk if thats an autism thing or just a me thing#even when theres a belief or opinion that is cemented into my brain unchangibly i still doubt if its right or if i am allowed it somehow#its such a contradictory thing again. easily influenced and made to doubt myself but also immovable .. even on dumb things#like theres nothing that can change how i feel about totk but i still doubt it anyway#what if i am wrong and an idiot and everyone saying the opposite of me is actually more right?? (still doesnt change opinion but doubt tm)#also can tumblr plese stop recommending me suicidal tags when i type 'what if' in here???????????????#i am trying to get OUT and AWAY from that as far as possible i dont find it funney hehe#(and i dont think i typed any of those phrases before)
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