#i will write for them again soon ^-^
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Squid's Fanfiction Masterlist
I just wanted to put a list of all my fic in one place on tumblr for the hell of it. I may perhaps also be procrastinating rn but that hardly matters! So, here are all my posted works:
Stranger Things:
Cunningway
She Tastes of Bubblegum : 326 words [✓]
Existence Herself : 602 words [✓]
Blondies, Brownies, and Kitchen Catastrophes : 4,595 words [✓]
Your Number in the Pocket of My Jeans : 1,077 words [✓]
Ceramic Hearts : 63,582 words [✓]
Knowing is Touching Hands : 1,432 words [✓]
Hold Me Like You're Scared To Lose Me : 842 words [✓]
From the Shallows : 1,292 words [✓]
Pink Cheeks, Aching Wrist : 1,926 words [✓]
A Colour So Divine : 1,095 words [✓]
Red Strings Tether Secret Hearts : 851 words [✓]
Pumpkin Guts : 1,495 words [✓]
Can We Skip The Shovel Talk? : 2,205 words [✓]
dear daffodil, my daffodil : 712 words [✓]
Porcelain. Gold. : 583 words [✓]
Even On Bad Days : 758 words [✓]
To Cherish and be Cherished : 427 words [✓]
Princess : 426 words [✓]
Meet Me After Work : 2,176 words [✓]
The Courage to Stop and Stare : 646 words [✓]
In a Patch of Sunlight : 434 words [✓]
The Cat Curse : 612 words [✓]
Harringrove
I've Been There For A While : 1,004 words [✓]
Sometimes Werewolves Need Baths Too : 4,374 words [✓]
Dear Moor Monster of Mine : 15,746 words [✗]
Not Quite Less Than Romantic : 2,624 words [✓]
2:46 AM : 4,901 words [✓]
Love me in the night : 3,277 words [✓]
The Curse of the Byers' House : 2,906 words [✓]
A Rainy Date : 2,089 words [✓]
Like Fireworks Across A Dark Sky : 1,922 words [✓]
Sleeping In Cars : 4,164 words [✗]
Cheerparty
letters that i can never send : 25,571 words [✓]
Byergrove
to taste, as you would a galaxy : 9,498 words [✗]
Jonathan/Jason
show yourself, i’ll capture the moment : 2,229 words [✓]
Steddie
Crimson Gloves : 3,203 words [✓]
Gen
Waffles Fix Everything : 925 words [✓]
Sharpie on Stone : 1,730 words [✓]
Maybe this is family : 902 words [✓]
Bone and Black Vein : 304 words [✓]
Not How Magic Works : 1,195 words [✓]
Harry Potter:
Harry/George
Communication and Cuddles : 1,173 words [✓]
Anxiety and Acceptance : 1,146 words [✓]
Christmas and Candles : 5,700 words [✓]
Severus/Sirius
Lions and Snakes and Phoenixes, oh my! : 21,089 words [✓]
Wolfstar
The Tale Our Stars Tell is of Beauty and Tragedy : 2,117 words [✓]
Gen
Severus Snape and the Burden of Responsibility : 16,491 words [✓]
Harry Prince and the Philosopher's Stone : 27,455 words [✗]
Broken Boys With Loaded Shoulders : 2,180 words[✓]
Thank Me When I Deserve It : 2,571 words [✓]
Andi Mack:
Wonah
Best Day : 2,015 words [✓]
Rester
Really : 1,403 words [✓]
Tyrus
A Couple's Costume : 1,478 words [✓]
Suffocated : 1,193 words [✓]
❤️Tyrus❤️ : 4,816 words [✗]
Ambi
🧡Ambi🧡 : 4,849 words [✗]
Muffy
💛Muffy💛 : 2,122 words [✗]
Jibby
💚Jibby💚 : 287 words [✗]
Gen
💙Landi💙 : 1,326 words [✗]
The Suicide Squad:
Quinnflag
Someone I Just Want Around : 3,228 words [✗]
Teen Wolf:
Sterek
What He's Good At : 5,197 words [✓]
Detroit: Become Human:
Gen
Thirium Pooling in His Chest (Bleeding Different, Feeling the Same) : 4,145 words [✓]
Arcane:
Jayvik
Our Legacy Forged in Destiny : 8,724 words [✗]
Encanto:
Camilo/Reader
Playing Pretend : 50,283 words [✗]
Little Nightmares:
Gen
The Ache : 1,254 words [✓]
The Host:
Wanderer/Ian
Between Sleeping and Waking : 1,809 words [✓]
#yayyyy fic masterlist#not that people read most of my fics cause i write for ships that maybe 10 people have any interest at all in#but YAYYY!! :D#we're gonna ignore the andi mack fics lol#i was like... idk... 15 when I wrote those??#a girl's allowed to write awful first person POV for her blorbos when she's a fandom baby#also love how plainly this list displays my insanity#cunningway really are the girls of all time to me#i will write for them again soon ^-^
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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sebastian on mtv's headbangers ball, 1992 ♡
#skid row#sebastian bach#headbangers ball#80s rock#mtv#80s mtv#i know this isn't met content and i'm sorry#but i found these gifs and he's way too pretty in them for me to not compile them together and make a gifset#i'll start writing again soon i promise
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The L Word: Lookbook ↳ 2.01, Life, Loss, Leaving
#the l word#jennifer schecter#mia kirshner#bette porter#jennifer beals#shane mccutcheon#kate moennig#tina kennard#laurel holloman#kit porter#pam grier#ivan aycock#kelly lynch#dana fairbanks#erin daniels#alice pieszecki#leisha hailey#carmen de la pica morales#sarah shahi#ok i tried to find the two random farmers market lesbians but i couldnt#easily the highlight of the ep for me but also tbf anytime the l word has LESBIANS in the background or whatever who look anything less tha#the supermodel perfect appealing main ensemble my eyes get huge and i see You. I . See. You. doesnt even matter if theyre just acting lets#just enjoy the peeks of reality the l word gives us so briefly#jenny staring at them Sigh jenny u were so butchfemme tbh if only chaiken knew how to 'write' or could envision lesbians who didnt look lik#like... like this like that like perfectly feminine conventionally attractive amalgamations of Showtime Produced Television#anyway her staring at them and also soon when she gets the haircut like i just know what u are#anyway theyre all cute here i also forgot this was the bizarre kit realising ivan is like i dont even know actually like whatever#more of my tags will be along this line as this entire season goes down again#but again jennys cute waitress outfit and ugh#tlwlb
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This Blind Panic Could've Been a Q&A Session
Sleepy King masterpost
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Clark was disappointed, to say the least, that they were giving up on Danny so quickly. Whether the Ghost King was Pariah Dark or Phantom didn’t change much, the poor boy had still been stolen from his bed in the middle of the night and had an unknowably powerful being stuffed into him. It was a comfort, small as it was, to know that Phantom likely would be just as horrified at the situation as the rest of them and likely would do his best to save Danny. But that’s all it was: a hollow comfort.
Still, the decision had been made and it wasn’t as though there was much Clark could do in this situation. It’s not as if he knew much about magic, even if he did decide to spirit Danny away there wasn’t anything he could do to actually help the boy.
So back to the town that was magically hidden from everyone it was.
He tried not to sigh as he led their strange little procession through empty hallways towards the zeta tubes. Well, mostly led, Constantine and Raven had enough of a lead on them that Danny didn’t seem to smell their demon blood. It was them both stopping short and spinning around that alerted Clark to something happening, barely having time to halt himself before something simply appeared out of nowhere near them and flew at Danny.
“Ow!”
Clark looked down to see Danny picking up some kind of… was that a boomerang?
“Guess Jazz got imp-... uh… what?” He looked around at them, fully awake and clearly confused.
“Well, it’s a good thing we were just taking you home then, right?” Clark asked with a nervous chuckle.
Danny looked at the group of heroes around him, then down at the strangely glowing boomerang. Clark reached forward, ready to get back to guiding Danny towards his home.
Danny ran.
Clark reached for the boy, but he seemed to slip right through his fingers and then right through a wall.
“Shit,” Constantine said loudly as he hustled up to the startled group. “Congrats, the Ghost King is awake and loose on yer fancy space station.”
Diana frowned and Clark frowned along with her, they’d both heard him talking about his sister before fully realizing where he was and who he was with.
“Look, there’s still a chance we can take care of things peacefully if we can find the little bugger and get him back to his egg before the council of mother hens shows up. And trust me, no one wants a bunch of angry gods looking for their missing godling.”
“I recommend asking J’onn for assistance,” Bruce suggested.
Clark nodded along, he seemed like their best option.
Everyone’s comms pinged, “Unidentified vessel approaching the Watchtower.”
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Danny stopped when he felt like he’d put some space between himself and flipping SUPERMAN! He took a moment to try to get his heaving breaths back under control as he looked around the room he’d ended up in. It was pitch black, no lights on, no windows, the door shut tight. It didn’t mean much, what with Danny’s ghost eyes. A gentle green glow reflected in the cramped space of what seemed to be some kind of storage. Okay, time to take stock.
Danny looked down to find himself still in the clothes he’d gone to bed in: an old, stained T-short and the ragged Marian Manhunter pajama pants someone had given him for his 12th birthday that he’s technically since outgrown but keeps wearing because do you know how hard it is to find Martian Manhunter merch?! So that means Superman and everyone else in the Justice League saw him wandering around in a stained T-shirt and pants so short they were half way up his shins. Great. He also had a couple new additions: namely a pair of plain white house shoes and some kind of… blanket?
Danny held up the dark cloth he’d grabbed on instinct when it started to slip from his shoulders during his blind panic. It was… well it was dark. And strangely heavy. He tucked the booo-merang into his waistband so he could use both hands to spread out the blanket(?) and get a better look at it. It was kind of shaped like a half circle, but with these spiky edges on the round part? And it had a kind of dip? In the center? And… latches? What?
Danny flipped the blanket? Shawl? Poncho? Whatever it was so it sat over his shoulders like he’d been wearing it earlier. It settled comfortably, hanging down around him and pooling on the floor by his feet. Heh, with how well it sat and how dark it was he kind of felt like a vampire. Danny grabbed an edge and held it up, “I vant to dwink yur blüd!”
Holy shit, this is Batman’s cape!
Danny threw the cape on the ground and tried not to panic. He was pretty sure the guy in all black with the little devil horns standing near Superman had been Batman, and he definitely didn’t have a cape. There had also been others, like Wonder Woman and Captain Marvel and some lady dressed up to do magic tricks at Vegas or something.
Danny kicked aside the cape and started pacing furiously in the small space. “Okay, focus. What do I remember?” What did he remember? It was all kind of blurry, he’d been half asleep and not really paying much attention. He’d been lost? But Dad and Pandora were there? Trying to find a way home? Except he hadn’t seen either of them after he got smacked by the booo-merang. And it was pretty clear he was somewhere with the Justice League and they’d said they were taking him home. That was a good thing, right? He was starting to feel kind of silly for panicking and running away.
But then why had he been hit with the booo-merang? That meant his family was looking for him, so did they not know where he was? And the way it’d hit him it had to have come through a portal, which means they’d thrown it in the Infinite Realms, which means they really, really didn’t know where he was and were trusting it to lead them to a portal. So they didn’t know the Justice League had Danny? Did… did Danny get kidnapped by the Justice League?
Danny wasn’t sure how to feel about that. Well, first things first was to get home and find out what he’d missed. If the Justice League came after him again at least he’d be awake and have his family backing him up. Now, he just needed to know where he was. Considering how canned the air smelled he was probably underground, so up it was. He was about to start flying and phasing through floors when he was hit upside the head by an incredibly loud sound, like being attacked by static that stabbed straight into his brain.
Danny collapsed to the floor, clutching his head in agony.
#dpxdc#danny phantom#dc comics#justice league#sleepy king au#nenna writes#so my idea for danny's pajamas is they were actually a bit big when they were bought for him#again: hard to find MM merch outside of big cities#danny can't get the shirt over his shoulders anymore#and the pants only because they're elastic waist#but they're also at the limit#he gonna outgrow them soon and he's gonna be so sad about it#but he can't be toooooo sad because growing#i'm sure after this is all over he's gonna get a bunch of MM merch sent to him UwU#also i've decided that as a writer clark abuses italics and i shall be incorporatin that into my writing from now on
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The Preferable Alternative - part 12
Start - Previous - next
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#tmnt#rottmnt#preferable alternative#my doodles#i had too much fun drawing this#I'm going to try once again to take a little break from this#b/c i need to update family web and donnie vs soon#and i haven't done much writing for either of them as of late#instead i've been drawing this and watching startrek#also need to figure out how to do the next parts anyways so yeah#all will be explained eventually#but for now know i promise everyone's alright
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Thinking about my TMA OC... A motorcycle butch that just so happens to be an avatar of the lonely :-)
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Little doodles.... Rambling + thoughts under the cut (yeah I can't draw helmets lol eave me alooone I had no referencesssss)
I want her to be very much like. Kind motorcyclist. Just looking to give some guy a ride. they never remember her face or her name and she never stops driving, but eventually the road theyre driving on just goes on, and on. And everything is so loud and cold and they want to scream and they want to go but their limbs feel like lead and. And at some point she dropped them off, but they're begging her to take them for another ride. somewhere back home. their original destination. and when she's not there for them when they turn around they'll have become so lost that theres nothing there.
Which of course sounds nice and all but I really want there to be more to her than Depressing Motorcycle Ride yk
Alongside that, however, she's a lady who goes out to bars to find people predisposed to loneliness and romance them and flirt with them until theyre alone with her, and just ghosting them into the lonely in the middle of a makeout session. Hello? hi? Getting quite literally lost in someones eyes because they're too desperate for connection to realise theyre slipping away, and once no one in the world exists but her then they stsrt to dissapear too. Okay? Okay. in anycase, I was struck by the sort of Time Dilation-like trance you get from driving motorcycles for long periods of time. Everything just passes by in a blur yk. you know you can see people you know you can feel the rain on your back, but the wind and the mist just kind of glide over you and it's peaceful....
I have suuuch a visceral vision of a statement giver describing her cigarette smoke. It would have filled them with warmth, It should have put fire in their blood, sparks in their brain— but it just seeped cold until their bones ached for something to anchor onto. The chilling mist brushing their nape like a lover. And its suffocating and its so, so frigid and they feel so alone in her touch, but what else is there? Next thing they know even SHES not there and theyre wandering through the lonely just looking for something to hold but their haaaands keep passinggg through everythingggg and im just. WOUGH
One of the more important and reoccurring details of her are her smiley face keychain and her leather biker jacket with "YOU HAVE NO ONE BUT YOURSELF" etched on the back. Mostly unimportant but I just wanted you all to know. Hehe
#shes the epitome of a life-changing conversation you had while drunk and you couldnt even remember the persons name or what you said back#its embarrassing its suffocating its so so melancholic. and youll never see them again#really want to encapsulate the lonliness of strangers in the night yk#at some point ill write a transcript-style statement both from her and one of her victims. soon#its alienating its a cold ending and its utterly unsatisfying. ah shit its another metaphor for heartbreak#i like her a loooot i havent come up with a name for her though which is funny#tma oc#the magnus archives#tma#tma oc art#original character#art cabinet
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In the cooking ask, you said Wing Dings has a hard time cooking if instructions aren't clear enough, and as an autistic person who feels that TM every time I'm given instructions, is your Wing Dings supposed to be autistic? (I'm also going off the head canon for most of the fandom that canon papyrus is autistic, as he certainly does act like myself) (There are way more things that canon paps does that make him seem autistic, if you havent heard of it you should check it out)
OHH! Yeah I've heard of it and I totally see Papyrus as autistic!
And so Wingdings is also autistic!
At least I'm trying, it's implied
It's not really relevant to the plot, but it's something I find relevant for his characterization personally fjefnekfjef
See it like this:
Wingdings is autistic but he's VERY high masking (dude, that's bad for your health)
And Papyrus is also autistic, not as high masking, but he does try, he's just not that good at it
It's a detail I personally like c: because yes, so many autistic people relate to Papyrus (me) and I want to keep that...even if it's not a canonical aspect but it's canon to me
#Honestly I'm using a lot of my own experiences to write Wingdings in these cases#It's great!#AND IT MAKES WINGDINGS MORE PAPYRUS WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY MY INTENTION SINCE THIS IS A “PAPYRUS IS GASTER” AU#I'm not officially diagnosed with autism but#uh#trying to get one soon when I move out#I DO wanna clarify that#Okay I JUST had this thought but#LMAOO#IF WE TAKE INTO ACCOUNT WINGDINGS' PROGRESSION INTO PAPYRUS#IT'S LIKE#ONE DAY YOU WOKE UP AND YOUR MASKING SKILLS WERE GONE AND YOU HAVE TO DEVELOP THEM AGAIN IFHKDSF#I would be so mad
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i made. jeaneil kiss.
#i had so much fun writing this scene#will make them kiss again soon#if u want casual jeaneil makeouts at the nest u must write casual jeaneil makeouts at the nest#aftg#neil josten#jean moreau#jeaneil#aftg wild geese au
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Reflections
#Please give me more suggestions for doodles i should do with these two. i am going insane ol7#it has been. too long since ive drawn these two#this is based off of a scene i never got to write in my neonnova au / fic 'in the eye of ganymede'#slowly falling in love with them again so you may be seeing more doodles of them soon whether you want it or not#neonnova#novaneon#ও shooting stars#nsr#no straight roads#neon j#dj subatomic supernova
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There's just something really cute about being the segments' firsts. Their first hand-holder, first kiss, first hug, first date. They all have memories of you from which their creator imbued into them, but they didn't actually do those things with you. It's not their specific memories. It was merely Prime's memories from that stage of his life with you. So, in reality, they're all kind of... sad little clones who haven't felt the touch of love in their entire lives. Solely fulfilling their duty as one of Prime's segments. The affection they remember never actually being experienced by them personally. The feelings never actually felt by them.
The younger segments especially get more worked up about it. Especially when they see you being so blatantly affectionate with Prime. Oh, how they wish that could be them. That you could give them the time of day too. It ends up frustrating them to the point where they nearly break equipment in the process. The older segments are more aware of their place, so they don't show their urges much outwardly, but that doesn't mean they aren't disappointed.
When you finally get comfortable enough around them, they're tripping over themselves to figure out how to persuade you best so that you'll spend them with them instead of the other segments. So that they'll receive lots of kisses and your attention will solely be on them, for the first time since their creation date. (Would you care to join me in dissecting a body, dearest? No, [Name] would much prefer to examine Ruin Guards with me! As if. They would much rather help me out in the lab instead.)
Once you give them a taste of what you have to give, there's no going back. Because the thing about being their firsts, is that they'll demand for you to be their seconds, thirds, and fourths as they truly can't be enough. They might suffocate you, but you'd like that, wouldn't you? You have two hands, shoulders, a lap, a back, and more for a reason!
#smooches talks#dottore love notes <3#gives them all a little kiss#haiii guys i spent all evening doing math hw. so am tired#im going sleep now <3#i have exams again soon ... but ive been working on my fic here and there#its erm... already 12k+ words and i have sm left to write. i hope u guys like super long fics#pls send help
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Tim putting little boots in Lucy's locker because she's technically a rookie TO (temporary or not) so he can call her boot again. that's it. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
#chenford#lucy chen#tim bradford#okay but that's not it#because she keeps them and puts them on her car dash or something#or just goes to 'thank' him for them#and they have a little chuckle#and he sees her smile because of them#and he smiles because he made her smile#and they're going to be okay again soon#i really believe that#the boots are a small dose and i can't wait to see those small doses play out#but oh i am ready for Lucy to tell Tim she's done with the small doses and it's time for big doses#and then that's the point where i pass out and/or die but chenford will be together so at that point it's fine honestly#i have a lot of feelings#and it's mostly around these boots tbh#not boots as in seth and miles#though seth is my new tiny adopted son#look at him#he's a baby#and if the show doesn't do this#i'm going to need to beg/threaten/bribe some fic writers to write it for me#mostly beg and bribe#the only threatening i do is threaten to love you more#which is a terrifying prospect honestly#i'm intense#and this is why i stay out of the fandom tags mostly sorrrrryyyy#not sorry#no but i am though sorry
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
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#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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omg hi if it wouldn't be a bother i'd love if you could expand on your perspective on curly's character representing how patriarchy, rape culture, etc, negatively effect men?
I think Curly is there to represent the idealic person for the scenerior but in a lot of wrong place wrong time and a sort of deconstruction.
Curly’s enabling is never just the “He wouldn’t do that, he’s my friend, I know him.” type. Yes, he is not nearly as concerned as he should be with Jimmy’s behavior but he’s not completely blind to how he can be and is aware that Jimmy is just a guy who had it rough. He clearly is very keen on keeping Jimmy calm for the trip, very accommodating to all of them in a way that he honestly should be but can be used to explain away favoritism. If everyone can get away with a little something than it can then be extended to Jimmy. A big problem of Curly’s is he extends to much curtesy to everyone which a lot of people ignore to just focus on Jimmy and his relationship.
In specifics of rape culture, he’s the sad truth of people don’t immediately cut off the abuser. There is a lot of this in irl cases that can range from the inability to open the selfish not wanting to but here it’s because his relationship with the abuser is also not healthy/abusive, falling into the former with how confined they are despite how it can be seen as bros protecting bros due to how underplayed emotionally unhealthy relationships between men can be. His relationship with Jimmy is not just one of wanting to protect him from himself but keeping him docile, safe to bring around others. There is a tension in almost all of their private scenes where Curly is trying hard to make sure his words are understood and don’t set him off. It’s subtle but real and an aspect of RC that gets overlooked when it’s comes to men coming forward themselves or on behalf of others. The way they can’t directly oppose each other because their safety may be the least of their concerns. They know men and in this case he knows this man won’t target him but the others, especially Anya, case point: not wanting her to tell Jimmy alone.
There is an inherent intimidation that can also happen in male spaces we see Jimmy use due to the specific social condemnation effect he has with Curly. Even if he is a bad friend to Curly, he is a dear friend and a lot of apprehension with men on the side of Curly in RC comes from that social anxiety, that fear and the very real idea you or the person you were trying to help will be further retaliated against/isolated just like we see happen to an extreme in canon. We don’t know how much Curly and Jimmy interacted between the party and the crash. We can assume they didn’t at all or perhaps went on as normal, but we know something changed after the conversation with Anya both at night and in the cockpit.
I think the card being in the locker shows he was gonna make the complaint, taking her ID to get her numbers for the report as it isn’t there before hand. With the recent reblog of how complaints have to be filed, he was likely storing it, possibly it was close to a time he could send something if it was even possible. Though everything was inevitably too late.
Curly is the ideal man on paper in terms of a patriarchal system. In shape, handsome, the top of the pecking order, competent or otherwise on top of his perineal duties. The issue is he is deeply unhappy just as someone like Jimmy who reflects all the negatives. This should be what he wants but he’s realized it’s unfulfilling, boring and he’s given up too much of himself to get up a ladder he doesn’t even remember why he climbed in the first place. He is not keen on keeping that status, I am a contrarian in thinking he honestly didn’t care if the report when on his record, more so he was in shock it happened at all. Didn’t want to believe his friend actually did it and he of all people would have to be the one to turn him in for it. It’s selfish and it’s a personal thought but it’s real. It’s denial because even if you know it’s for justices sake, you grieve the friendship you had and the perceptions that were shattered. It’s not supposed to sound good or noble or kind because it isn’t, it’s human.
All together I think Curly represents a big way these systems negatively affect the men that everyone assume benefits. He’s unhappy with the power he has because it ties him to responsibilities that bring him no fulfillment, he also gets retaliated against by Jimmy because he was never immune and in a way was aware of it. He’s unequipped and nervous to handle such a delicate situation because it isn’t protocol, there’s no protocol. He followed the rules of all the concepts mentioned, trying to do the right and normal thing and it either left him with nothing to show for it or damned him and others in the end.
This is a shorter post than I would write but I just feel like I’ve tackled these aspects so much individually or in lumped together posts that unless it’s something specific I will just create run on tangents.
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Okay so what if I have 2 or 3 ex husbands for John Dory .....
#trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#the ex husband that filed a death certificate is a rock troll. maybe they toured together cause jd wanted to play music again#it got messy there was money issues.. etc etc#maybe ill write some ideas about that at some point#i made lilith create a cowboy guy for jd too and i have some art for them that ill post soon
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