#i will probably delete this soon

[cheesecakemermaid1048]

Wait is bill cipher a preteen? I heard the book confirmed he was but I am not sure.Someone confirm it if it's true or not

[foreverdolly]

I wanted to post something super quickly just so that you all know why I didn't post anything on Saturday.

I am a human being that does not get paid to write on this site or any other for that matter. I write what I feel motivated and inspired for. Sometimes that means that a series that you enjoy isn't quite ready to be posted. Whether that is because I haven't finished it, don't want to post it yet because I'm still editing, or I am excited about something else that I have written- it is my choice. I love you all, and I try to post what you all want to see, but at the end of the day this is my blog. Can I not enjoy writing? If I posted what I felt excited about, then you guys would be getting posts weekly again. It seems that every time I do that though, there are people that private message me "Where is Fake dating" "When will the last part of Fake Dating be posted" "I saw you just posted, but where's Fake Dating" every single time. I love that you all enjoy that series so much. It makes my little heart happy, but sometimes it can feel like a slap in the face- like the thing I just posted wasn't worth your time.

Someone said something on Saturday that rubbed me the wrong way, and made me feel as though no one cares what I write as long as it isn't for this one particular series. "Fake Dating" is fun to read, I totally get it. It's a lot of people's favorites, and I'm so glad you all enjoy it to this degree. Notes wise, however, it isn't my most popular work. The last update, despite being pinned to my page, has less than four hundred notes.

I'm trying to reach new people on this platform, and I'm also trying to get interaction back up to the level that it once was. The hiatus that I took (which is completely my fault) has made my blog plummet in popularity, which is damaging to me since I spend so long on my fics. It's not just hours, but days of work. I write the first draft, do a read through so that I can add/remove certain things that don't flow well, edit it, and then read through it again. This is the reason why it takes so long for me to post a fic.

I was unbelievably excited to share something that I had written, which has been my favorite thing to date. I adore all of you. I adore writing. I adore Elvis and Austin, and I can't wait to broaden the range of this blog and start writing for other people and characters. Fake Dating will be completed shortly, but please allow me to post some things that were on my WIPs in the meantime. I have not and will not post anything that I'm not proud of, so when I post please give it a chance. Who knows, you guys might like this series even more than you do Fake Dating.

Chapter One of my new series will be posted this Friday at 5:30 est.

[batmanshole]

what the hell did bakugo do to your last relationship.

lowkey scared to answer this as said ex has admitted to stalking my blog but it’s been 10 months so i think we’re good (hi if you’re reading this can you send me the recipe for your moms crispy beef dish? it’s rlly good and i miss it)

anyways it wasn’t the only / main factor but it was. a large part of it. tldr she was obsessed with bakugo and towards the end of our relationship it was getting weird and there was a 3ft tall toddler bakugo plush involved. most of it was just growing apart and differences but also there was scary images i was shown of him

[poisxnyouth]

i have grown so detached from posting to socials that aren’t twitter but sometimes my head and heart feel so achy and journaling doesn’t quite scratch the itch

hello to everyone who reads

hi guys ik y’all know my fics but i just want to throw it out there that i was still in hs when i wrote them and i feel the need to say that obviously hs dave was not written with any malicious or creepy intent lol i was just in high school and a little delulu okay? not to mention dave is lowkey cancelled now anyways

my life trek after high school didn’t go as i thought it would; i had this vision of art school, a city, an escape, a change for the better where i could truly find myself. my senior year, just as (the one) application response i truly wanted to be a yes was supposed to arrive, covid took the world by its reins. and that application? solid no.

that summer, i spent it with my friends. i got a boyfriend, a real, committed one, and he had me convinced that God was not only HIS answer, but should always be mine too. he was the type of christian that was homeschooled, grew up in it, and while i think my actions were wholehearted, they were so obviously swayed. my 18th birthday, after he had gone to dinner with my family, we were in his car because there was no where else to go. we started fooling around, and suddenly, there’s his dad. standing in the window. you get the drift here? i didn’t get to speak to him for days after that. (we were both 18+.)

obviously that didn’t go over well, and we broke up a few months later. i was heartbroken for such a piss in a pot guy. working a dead end job already, and did about a semester of college before realizing i did not have the mental capabilities to be working and schooling at the same time. i chose work instead. it was a gut decision, and mainly because i wanted to move out.

july 2021, my dad was diagnosed with stage 3 colorectal cancer. what an interesting way to twist a family into knots. fuck cancer. i have never seen someone so weak and so, so, so fucking strong. my best friend’s dad had same type of cancer, stage 4, and our fathers were born one year and one day apart. every time it is my dad’s birthday, i think of john also. john passed in july 2022. i am very lucky to still have my father and it is a blessing i could never again take for granted. and i miss john too.

following the timeline…

i met my current boyfriend. well. i’d always known him. he was a best friend’s brother. (like the victorious song) i hung out at her house all the time, he was of course always there and always flirting. came out in a towel after a shower at some point, arms spread up on the door beams, and i really don’t think i could hide anything then. we’d started to have movie/tv show nights all together, and eventually it just happened. and i’ve never felt the same since. the love, the warmth, the respect, the understanding, the patience - truly, i do not think i could have picked better.

a month into our relationship, he moved 1.7k (i counted!) miles away to a little ski town in colorado. he said just for the winter season. as cold as it was, it was hell. it felt like he was a carrot dangling in front of me. he promised me that if he hated it he would come right back, and a very selfish part of me wanted him to hate it so badly just to come back. i didn’t want to just make memories with him over facetime. not in the primitive stages of our relationship, at least, but on the flip side, i knew that if we got through that, we will be okay through anything else.

i visited him one or two months in, and the day that i was leaving to go home, i distinctly remember looking at all my stuff packed up. he went in the bathroom before we drove to the airport, and i was already looking at jobs. i remember thinking, “hailey, you’ve been here once now. you’re going to move? that’s kind of silly. for a boy? just like that?”

…just like that, indeed. two more months later and he was picking me up from the airport with my four bags in tow. i was nervous. i was excited for this next step.

good god it was awful! i don’t think i’ve ever argued with someone as much as those few months. but we stuck through. i was also a raging hormonal bitch because of my depo shot. not an excuse but genuinely, i felt crazy. we picked it up in the last month or so of being there, and it was awesome. without the aching loneliness of being so far from home, it was independence and freedom. it was being able to love him freely, without care.

we moved back to florida after the snow started melting at the end of may. the ski resort had pretty much closed up shop anyhow. i went back to my old job. i did miss it and i did miss the people. but the days feel like weeks, and the weeks feel so long. i got too good at my job. it got boring. i’m still working it and i am still bored. everyone asks me questions they have because for some reason, i am the only one who has sat down with our computer and knows exactly what buttons to push. it does not take a genius and i am certainly not one.

since being back, we’ve gone on 3 vacations: a tiny home that is also a school bus, went to NYC for the first time !!, and skied the FUCK out of park city. it was honestly a great year between last june and now. but adulting is hard and sometimes the roster feels so full that inch by inch, a cinder block is attaching to me and i’m sinking underwater. drowning in responsibilities LMFAOOOO

so we’re moving back in like two and a half weeks. i have that same feeling in my stomach but all i have wanted is to make a life of my own with this boy. no kids for a long time, just the process of settling down with him electrifies me.

honestly if you read down to here you nosy and i like u. lets be friends.

[miniiredd]

Ok if we see this, let’s pretend we didn’t…. I just need to shout in to the void k? Thank

So yesterday I played of my favourite game…. who remembered and who forgot my birthday🙌🏻

Upside my brother who always forgets my birthday remembered all by himself for the first time in like 4 years? 🙌🏻 he remembered to send a text (which for him is like 10/10, and then we didn’t interact at all when he got home lol)

The other side? Look I’m not going to complain, cause I don’t want to be/sound ungrateful or like I expect people to make a thing cause I don’t, I don’t like being the centre of attention….. I will say I was surprised but also very kinda much not at all lol

But I am very very grateful for the ones that did

And I’m seeing my favourite band tonight so balance🙌🏻🙌🏻

[vinestaff]

z-13 the saboteur

[hoofpeet]

Call this the "I'm hyper-alert for any fracture in my mental health because a good portion of my extended family is either senile or insane"

[dawnofiight]

While on this break I redrew my Dear.. so

I may delete this I may not. Whooooo knows.

Taglist: (i contemplated doing this)

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[nmirah]

Everyone is so "no such thing as cringe" until it comes to something even remotely popular or something you don't personally like or find annoying and then you turn back into cringe haters. you can't pick and choose!!!!

[shortnsweetgf]

selfie night but its mostly my frogs and you can barely see me?

[gloomy-prince]

me when i have officially drawn 49 pages of my script out of the total 76 pages currently written, even though it took an entire year to draw that much: oh no I'm getting close to where it stops I need to write more before I catch up, it could be any day now : (((

[yesimwriting]

not to be a hater but i’m starting to feel like people who keep mentioning “legalizing marijuana and abortion didn’t pass…” in the same breath are unintentionally harming the reproductive rights movement

i don’t say this to say it’s wrong to have wanted the legalization of marijuana or to believe that it should have passed (i am in favor of it), i just feel like words have power and when you keep pushing them together like this it gives extremists an excuse to equate these two issues

i’m not against the legalization of marijuana at all! but reproductive rights feel like a much more serious issue to me because of its direct impact on bodily autonomy and i don’t want to give intentionally obtuse people an excuse to ignore that

[elliscousland]

thinking about the time i put a raw, rotten chicken through my friend's abuser's window

[ssreeder]

Hi so I'm probably going to reread liab soon and like catch up bc the last thing I remember reading I think they were in BSS and they've probably moved on from there now like I think it's probably been like a year since I've read it I think I remember trying to reread at some point but then I stopped so trust I'll properly do it this time probably maybe but anyway the point is it occurred to me I haven't talked to you in ages so how have you been my beautiful Sreedy?? I miss annoying you and sending you mysterious anon emojis but honestly I like to think I've matured a bit since I used to do that I mean max will probably tell you otherwise but don't listen to her her opinion is irrelevant also don't listen to anything Merlin says ever bc we met in person and they're actually just a little bitch so yeah um ily im going to start liab now and if not now soon and I might put updates in the discord if im feeling it but also im looking forward to finding my old embarrassing comments I used to leave on every chapter so theres that

HELLO AGAIN 👋 LOVE YOU 🫶 I MISSED YOU

HIIIIIIIIIIIII BEAUTIFUL SPYYYYY!!!

I wholeheartedly agree about M&M (Merlin & Max) and the fact you traveled all the way to visit Merlin is IMPRESSIVE but now you both need to come visit Max and then roadtrip down to Florida. Mmmkay? & funny story is the boys are STILL in BSS haha. The fic will end in BSS(ish) - so we’re still there preparing for battle haha. I also slowed down quite a bit with updating & spent a lot of time giving the boys some healing and getting through some conversations & building up situation-ships but now would be a good time to catch up considering we’re about the battle it out! Yippieeee

as always spy you’re amazing <333333 you three stay out of trouble haha

[sunny1927]

Sometimes, I wanna make epic Mickey merchandise(like pins, stickers, keychains etc) and sell it online and such… but I don’t know how-

[stiffyck]

So I've seen some posts about body neutrality and I think it's a great way to look at human bodies but some of the posts are. Not sure how to put it but some posts just make me feel really weird about what the op meant.

"Some people are ugly and that's okay" I feel like this just circles back to calling people ugly and being negative about something. It's the opposite of calling someone pretty.

Just like beauty, ugliness is subjective.

I genuinely don't think calling people ugly or saying "some people are ugly and that's okay" is productive or a good way to look at it sorry. It just doesn't feel like neutrality to me.