#i will not be moving from my seat

[pigglepiephi]

Not another one??? 👀🧛🩸

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[bizarrelittlemew]

i was hoping to make a post like this under happier circumstances, but here goes.

as some of you know, everything with the cancellation and renewal campaign has happened right on top of the worst part of my mom's cancer treatment (plus the show was cancelled on my actual birthday 💀). i won't go into details, but it's been tough. lots of ups and downs, mostly downs, luckily ending (for now) on as much of an up as circumstances allow. the whole thing has been weirdly tied to the cancellation for me, kind of amplifying every feeling. the grief got mixed up, and there was so much of it - mourning the loss of the kind of future i thought i'd have with my mother and the time we might not get, mourning the end of a show that means so much to me and is such a big part of my life. different types of grief, sure, and of different magnitudes, but in one big ugly swirl. i sort of had a breakdown right at the start of february, and it was because of news about my mom, but it morphed into my brain telling me everything i'd ever written was shit and wanting to delete it all. stuff like that, spilling over.

anyway. i was holding off on writing this post to see if the show got picked up by someone else. but i still want to say it. because what also spilled over was the support and community from this fandom, and being in this space (despite the rough times and high emotions) helped me through it, because of all of you here. whether we talk regularly, or you left a comforting reply or simply a like on one of my posts about having a hard time (i tried to keep them few), or wrote a nice comment on a fic, or said something funny or nice or insightful in the tags of a gifset, or was active here (or on twt) in any way, talking/sharing/creating stuff about the show - THANK YOU.

you all helped me through all the ups and downs, and i am so grateful. thank you for being here, listening, distracting, helping me feel some joy despite the horrors. i love you and i love this incredible show and all it has brought and will continue to bring and inspire, and although it should go without saying, i'm not going anywhere. just do me a favor and give yourself a big ol' hug from me, and know that you made a difference for some random guy on the internet (but in reality for many more, and for this fandom as a whole, just by being here and being you) 💕

[tj-crochets]

Hey y'all! I think I've asked this before, but do you have any home remedies/advice for handling muscle cramps, knots, and/or spasms? I'm staying well hydrated, taking electrolyte supplements, and using a hot water bottle as my current management method but it's not working super great this time Also, crafting updates may be delayed on account of ouch

[tekitothemagpie]

He's so damn sexy when he looks mad.

And that, is me, sitting in his lap.

[bacchuschucklefuck]

the never stop blowing up vhs is where cute twinks go to get harmed

[staycalmandhugaclone]

So: good news - I'm finally proofing a chapter to share! Obviously the bad new is that it's taken me forever to actually finish it... Y'all remember when I was able to post every week? Sometimes a couple times a week? Man, those were good times...

In truth though, this has been a... challenging month. We finally got our house listed, and, not a week later, someone broke into it and robbed us. The same day, my car decided to die (literally a week after we had maintenance done on it), so I couldn't even get there in time to talk to the police. And then, on the way to the dealership, some guy decided I needed more stress and started screaming at me and punched my window before storming off. It was a lot.

I'm also still struggling with a personal thing that happened between me and someone I met on here that I considered a close friend. I hate to admit it, but it's really left me pretty gun-shy with online friends, which is really shitty and I'm really sorry and it's totally not fair to you guys...

I'm really glad there's still such a big community on here to share with and commiserate over my way too violent hyper-fixation of tasty clones, and I'm going to try to get over that to interact more often with you all

[officialkendallroy]

saw way too many fucking football fans today i hope the ball explodes

[astrobei]

most despicable members of society include those who see people trying to squeeze onto a standing room only full capacity bus and still won’t move their very normal sized non obtrusive bag off the seat next to them to make space

[meezer]

in high school people used to visit each other's classes a whole lot. sometimes this rando would just walk into your class and you'd be like who's that? and people would say oh that's so-and-so's friend who came to visit. she'll be going to her class in like 5 minutes. sometimes upperclassmen would just show up to your class to meet the new kids, that's how we regrettably met redacted too.

[bogkeep]

whewwwwwww only barely made it onto my next train but i DID make it..!!!! i wish i could let the swedish conductors on the other train know because they were genuinely worried for me

[pagesofkenna]

if i ever DO decide to move to the midwest, or just generally the US east, which is where the midwest is, ive got to start an influencer-style shortform video series where i try out non-Californian things for the first time from an extremely Californian-perspective

[martyrbat]

driver's seat — dc holiday special (2017)

(ID in alt!)

[disabled-dragoon]

Unfriendly reminder that you don't get to play the abled saviour and pretend to care about disabled people just to sow hatred against other minority communities

[dogtunes]

changing your anatomy, hipbone is connected to my heart / every time i think about love, i think about you thinking about me

[cryoriku]

[mogseltof]

It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 💀