#i will get better this is temporary

[unablethethird]

oh yeah heads up not going to be online for the rest of 2day because i am trying to cope with something and help my sister w smth else will be back after tmrw or tmrw if things go well

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Battle sprites and extra content from my Dungeon Meshi RPG battle post!

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Spring is here , the true beginning of the year , the season where my soul reborns and blooms .

I have made some progress in terms of the person I am becoming, truly in all my honesty all that i have done is to stop caring for everything that once used to matter , the less I care about anything in particular the less I am bothered and the happier i stay. And i really hope everyone here is doing well and I appreciate all the love that was sent.

The problem is I care a lot about everything and i don't even get the bare minimum in return and when i do get it it's too late, so much time has passed by then ,when it comes by then i do not want or need it because it's the not care that came out of love it came out of their guilts. And the longer i wait for it to come by -the more I learn why I don't need it anymore .

I am slowly learning to value myself ,trying to put myself in a position where I can agree that i too deserve all the good things and love even on the days when i have nothing to offer .

Idk guys I am just here to rant and to be stupid

Better late than never they say , I guess it's not too late for me either, I will start my life and live up to what I want & how I feel ,i don't have to care about anything else as long as I feel alive in my bones things will eventually flow, I will fall in love with myself little by little day after day.

I will choose myself instead of choosing others and I will fall in love with my solitude instead of bearing it with me , i don't care if I end up alone if I do end up all by myself I will be with someone who i know has a tendency not to give up .

Life is really short i just don't want to sit and watch it pass by , if I am lucky enough I will have 40 more springs to experience , I have clear boundaries and thoughts in my head now, eventually i will find peace through it I hope so.

Ramdan kareem to people who celebrate it here please remember gaza in your prayers and fastings

[studyblr-perhaps]

A tangent from my studyblr posts but as much as I love being born in the generation I am, I sometimes yearn for the time my mother describes as her childhood, but simply in terms of nature. How there used to be snow in her yard, being a village in the Himalayas, how you could see mountains and mountains, vast and magestic. I only remember bits and pieces from my memory as a child of how gorgeous they used to look.

Now because of global warming and pollution you can't see anything except for the closest mountain, and it hasn't snowed there since she was a teen. And it's just so sad, how we've lost the beauty of nature in the name of development. Now that I wish to go to Europe and settle there, objectively better in terms of seeing nature, hearing the news of natural disasters and global warming causing an issue even there makes all my motivation to do better drown. What if I cannot experience nature the way I want to even there? What if I am never destined to be able to look at the blue sky, clouds, trees and mountains?

[sadisthetic]

BURST💥

[moongothic]

Seen a few people too many discuss the concept of Dragodile Baby 2 and my hot take is that there's no way in hell Crocodile would ever detransition just to go through nine months of horrible dysphoria again, let alone go through pregnancy ever again (or allow Ivankov to even touch him, what if they died and weren't able to trans Croc's gender again afterwards? Hell naw, ain't worth the risk)

But this leaves an opportunity for a Funnier Option:

Dragon wants another baby? Sure, but it's his turn to carry it >:)

[pushing500]

Well, Ivy seems to be adjusting to her new arm/flesh whip/companion well enough (she's named it Henry).

The Jones Boys were naturally a bit shocked and confused when they got back to find a pool of blood by the twisted obelisk and a writhing tendril where their kid's arm used to be, but we all have to put up with strange stuff on the rim.

After ensuring Ivy and Alistair were okay, the Jones Boys returned to work until a transport pod fell from the sky! They begrudgingly rescued the hapless occupant, as it was a person from Wasbum, which is the faction we need to become allies with to get the first piece of the Archonexus map.

Mechi seems to be enjoying his new private bathroom (being an Acolyte has its perks) to get some well-earned relaxation time. Surely nothing else could happen to stress him out today, right?

Who's spreading rumours that Mechi is charming?? The man has the approachable personality of a moose with a toothache.

No, Purple, he's not marrying you. Don't be silly.

With that nonsense taken care of, it's time to curl up in bed with Security Chief Ratchet keeping a dutiful watch so no aspiring fiancees make it past.

Goodnight, Mechi. Enjoy your beauty sleep.

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[rivermoonmythos]

Tarot with Lady Athena today :) she's made me feel way better about something going on in my life...im so thankful for her

[xxplastic-cubexx]

you say they can’t put telepaths in marvel rivals, yet we have some very credible leaks that jean grey and emma frost are gonna be in the game soon.

that being said, jean has telekinesis (and the phoenix force) and emma has her diamond form. telepathy is all charles has, lmfao. odds are pretty low for him, but maybe not zero if they give him telekinesis!

if yall have me say he got psionic blasts one more time i am going to scream HE HAS MORE THAN TELEPATHY . LIMITED BUT HE HAS IT <- he has gone against sentinels and disabled armies with it before HE CAN FIGHT I PROMISEEE

and technically they did give him telekinesis in krakoa (and very weak telekinesis sometimes before krakoa) so .... not my fave move but he does have that ...... and ig they give him a gun sometimes ........ last resort type shit but he has options ..

[disableddyke]

pet peeve of the day i can’t stand when abled people get fairly minor temporary injuries and then start throwing around the word cripple like it’s theirs

[2pen2wildfire]

Saw a guy complaining about weight gain from T on tiktok. Rolled my eyes. Checked the comments, every goddamn comment was expressing fear/distaste for T weight gain. Grew increasingly disgusted and disheartened. Testosterone could have a 100% chance of making me 50 lbs heavier and it would only make me want it MORE. Fat transmascs are god's strongest and hottest soldiers.

[synthshenanigans]

Is this ur evil twin? /j

Oh no. That is my close best buddy. I use to play Saxophone so me & Sax Shenanigans go WAY back

This fucker however-

[fromtheseventhhell]

"Ned doesn't know how to talk with Sansa" Okay but like…where though? Where is it actually anywhere in the books that Ned has trouble speaking with Sansa? Or that he doesn't know how to handle her or "what to do" with her? The conflict people try and invent between them is just so...forced. I wish people would just let it go and stop trying.

[justinegreenpie]

[isdalinarhot]

@ myself Skylar white voice Do not. Relapse at 11:30 pm on a Sunday night

[jankwritten]

“You’re such a sweet talker,” Leo teases. He bumps their hips together and picks Will’s bowl of fruit back up, feigning stability.

Jason aches. Leo darts around the kitchen with sudden energy, pulling things down out of cabinets and fussing over something in the pantry, talking to himself, or maybe Jason, about the useless kind of things he keeps stored up in his head for when there’s a silence needing filled.

Jason would listen to him all day, obviously. Forever, even.

Still. It aches, to watch this man he loves board himself up into the wall space of a home he’s welcome in. It aches like a fucking spear through him.

“Leo,” he says.

Leo slows his roll to a stop, on the other side of the kitchen, still grinning that damned grin. Jason’s stomach curls. He puts his hands on the counter and pushes off.

“Tell me, next time.”

“Tell you what?” Leo’s eyes track him as he passes the island, coming around not to box him in, but keep himself in Leo’s space. In his proximity, of his own choice. Leo can’t push him away if Jason keeps chasing.

The grin doesn’t waver, but something in Leo’s eyes is too shiny.

“The next time you need me,” Jason says. He dares to touch Leo, then, just a fleeting press of his thumb against Leo’s jaw, before he backs off. He can see the cogs turning in Leo’s mind, a well-oiled machine that doesn’t always have the right bearings.

Gods, this brilliant man.

He resists another touch as he slides past, leaving their mechanic alone in the kitchen with a bowl of fruit.