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What the fuck. WHAT THE FUCK??? What the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
I expected a lot of things, but this?? This is not one of them
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omegasmileyface · 8 months
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im slowly becoming more certain that ive lived an aromantic or aspec experience but im starting to think my experience was VERY much not the norm for those
#i feel like ive rarely had romance pushed onto me. ive been flirted with for usually a day or a couple days which felt so bad but its#over quickly. there was no background pressure for a relationship. i was never grilled or pressured by my family#in school my best friend was a boy which got me some 'oh they must be dating' but (a) nobody gave a shit about me enough to push lol#and (b) you can only consistently have guy friends for so long in a small school before people just get used to it#i feel like dating in high school wasnt really a thing. and i could be wrong but if ir was a thing it was a thing the same as having your#own car and playing varsity sports and doing spirit week etc etc. that was a world so outside mine it genuinely felt like there was no#crossover. we were a gay friend group but we were HIGH SCHOOLERS in the middle of nowhere. we werent gay as in 'dating queerly' we were#gay as in 'queer expectations for future dating' which was a very aspec INCLUSIVE experience#its very likely that the only reason i didnt experience this constant overwhelming pressure to conform that i hear from other aros is just#because im not very observant of emotions. im an autistic outcast who only cared about dating as a concept not a reality yknow? you would#have probably had to say it directly to my face if you wanted me to think you thought i was supposed to be in a relationship#i was just chillin. i dunno. anyway all this is to say i fuckin love valentines day#its a family holiday to me :)
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mistninja · 1 year
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important update: he agreed to watch one of the shows i recommended if i watched severance which is a win win for me cuz it was already on the list 👍
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spider-man-2o99 · 1 year
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when are you gonna see the new spiderverse?
it's not set in stone or anything, but we're aiming for sometime within the first week of its release if we can afford it!!
(on the note of spoilers: i Strongly Prefer to not be spoiled, but they won't like. Ruin My Life or really even my Day, i just would prefer to not be spoiled cause it's. like. a dick move, y'know? thanks. love yall)
#talking tag#asks#atsv#across the spider-verse#generally movies r a luxury we have to wait a couple months after release 2 see but i have been waiting for This One for Five Years so--#--it is a very VERY special treat :}#...even if they did For Some Reason decide that THE best color to flash wildly during like. Every Mig Scene is Give Cap Migraines Yellow.#foolish fool fools. if you wanted to reference the end of Issue Number One you need a PALER more DESATURATED yellow or a red/black gradient#in fact pushing the Paler Colors would work a lot better to contrast against him in a properly colored BLACK AND RED SUIT. LIKE THIS DESIGN#sheesh he lives in The Bleeding Neon Future but they pulled Future Inspiration from one of those boring sleek white smooth round shape guys#Nueva York in the comics wasnt meant to be a Cool Future it was meant to be half-criticism of Modern NYC by ppl who Lived There--#--and the other half was Speculation abt what it Could Be if Nothing About The World In (e616s) 1992 Changed For 107 Years#(...dot dot dot. comma. As Written By Overwhelmingly A Bunch Of Middle Class Cishet White Comic Book Guys[TM]. LMAO)#(the good stuff is GOOD the fun stuff is really REALLY fun and the Bullshit in comic book fashion offers up new writers to KILL On Sight <3#look man im just. im rambling at this point but like i love marvel 2099 i think there are absolutely Some books that ARE worth reading--#--from the imprint and dismissing All Of It just for being 90s Comic Books is unfair to the many teams of people who worked on them yknow#i Do Not Like Pat Mills (MANY reasons.) but the initial art team behind Punisher 2099 (especially the penciler) put SO much passion into it#people only really remember Spider-Man 2099 today but e928 has a really rich developed lore that i get the sinking feeling we;ll probably--#--never actually See Again in any of the same capacity that it once existed at. but. yknow. time passes & things change & that's.. fine.
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zappedbyzabka · 1 year
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So you're a Johnny blog (a Zabka blog really but still) and what's fun about your blog and your writing is the variety. I mean sure, you've got your preferences, but you explore so much within that preference - different ships, characters, inspirational pictures and you also cheer on the things you like by reblogging others. No hate reading or anything, just what you like (it's nice)
also you tag your posts and damn that is delightful (as is you reblogging yourself - not enough blogs do this and it does work (for me))
I have like zero perception of how my writing (when I do write) and posts are perceived by really most except the people I personally speak to so I really appreciate this ask—and any others like this I’ve gotten before.❤️ I do know there are people who like my stuff even if it’s someone enjoying just a small portion of what I post and I’m thankful especially since I know I don’t have the popular opinion—thats pretty lucky to know of more than three people who think the same as me or mostly enjoy what I enjoy when its not expected and most of the over all fandom effort goes the other way! Like oh there’s all that art and content over there for that stuff but you still came here :^) <3 Or even if you do go over there, I’m thankful for any support. I’m not entitled to anything. thank you anon. And woohoo self reblog is working!
Its hard to be bashed and I hope no others have felt attacked or disliked by me for their stuff. I don’t feel anyone is bad or wrong for their opinions and I don’t have to like it or agree with them to like them as people and treat them as such—let that be clear yall. Its all fiction.
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coolauntlilith · 1 year
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There is something so nice about Fionna being a 29 year old *failure*
Like. I am 30 this year and my life has gone to shit recently and there's something so nice about a 29 year old who's biggest wish is to be somewhere magical, she's single and a cat lady, she's rude and messy. 🥺🥺🥺 She's perfect.
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faggling · 1 year
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realized that as far as I know my abuse primarily started after 9/11...much to think about
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samwisefamgee · 1 year
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I can't even fucking WALK OUTSIDE WITHOUT GETTING SHIT FOR IT HERE FUCK OOOOOFF
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aintmyjewelry · 2 years
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violentviolette · 1 year
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@aynrandslashfiction
exactly! u understand lmfaoooo like the car is crashing that's happening we need to accept this and move on to step 2 which is attempting to exert some modicum of control by trying to *at least* steer it into a less catastrophic direction to burn in ajklhsdjkahksldj
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ratwars · 6 hours
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If some official process takes someone 20 mins it will take me 2 hours and there will be like three different problems and I will be crossing my fingers at the mercy of the govt employee helping me hoping they accept my eternally cursed documents.
#it is always something 😭#something always breaks too a printer a scanner we have to wait and move to a different station because of that#there is some error like today with the scanner. “its never done that before huh” sry i radiate a toxic aura that frightens office#equipment in state and federal facilities this happens every time 🥲#i have bad luck. and the state i was born in used fucking faded ass stamps for everything so nobody can read the numbers that are#apparently important even when i have a certified copy because my original was the fucking same and my mom got tired of dealing with it#only to get a new one with the same issue like my live birth number is cut off and faded and it is a fucking stamped number while the rest#was like done on a typewriter or some shit idfk#from the looks of it. i have been putting off getting a new passport since mine expired a long long time ago because i remember being stuck#in this office with her gradually losing her shit more and more when i got mine as a teenager i dont remember all the issues but it was an#entire ordeal and then she was mad at me ofc for existing idk#i am cursed. semi related but maybe not who knows flying is terrible for me i am glad i havent had to do it in a long time#we used to fly at least twice a year growing up and through high school both here and to mexico every year#but i always get picked for enhanced searches. every single time. and then bonus sometimes there was some issue idk what even but we would#have to wait for a supervisor to come sort out some computer problem they wouldnt tell us what. maybe it was related to the enhanced#screening but they always told us that part first#always took forever too and then my whole family as per usual would be mad at me but like at 14 it wasnt my fault lmao#i swear the fact i am patient and super nice is the only reason they try to figure it out or accept my stuff sometimes because the lady who#helped me today said she just used the number that they put in the last time i lived here but she was pretty sure they made it up#i was like...great hahaha what. “itll be okay probably as long as they match i will just use it” watch this comes back to bite me if i ever#manage to get a corrected copy or something or someone decides it says something different#itll be the same thing i bet. i will be stuck for hours. polite. apologetic. listening to a federal employee and their boss shit talk#whoever took care of my crap before and just make the executive decision to process it i still wonder if that is what happened with my mom#back then. fun times. this is so personal sorry lmao#yes my background checks also take a long time to come back for jobs too. i have never been denied but i have had my dates pushed back#because it took “way longer than usual”#i always assumed that was from living in a different state every 3 to 5 years of my entire life and the name changes#but eh. maybe just also my luck.#-pers#i am making my partner get our new plates because god only knows what will go wrong if i am the one to go do it
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quiltedlovers · 28 days
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unfortunately every memory comes on when i hear that old song that we used to sing with the words all wrong and i remember the faces and familiar places and i sing along but acadia is gone
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arolesbianism · 4 months
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I should rly get around to designing the Jackies and Olivias from my swap aus now that I have ideas for how to differentiate them for their non swapped counterparts, but at the same time the eternal dread of having to commit to either keeping or changing the gravitas uniform for the swap aus hangs over me with ever increasing pressure, so maybe I can just only draw headshots of them and commit to that til the end of time instead
#rat rambles#oni posting#but actually I probably will keep the uniforms because I like them and theyre fun to draw#plus I dont think making olivia director inherently means that the uniform would change so I can get away with it#olivia and jackie would have probably come up with that together anyways simular to the rest of gravitas branding#theyve probably had all of that decided on since their college days lol#but yeah Ive been thinking abt the swap aus more since it's fun to put olivia into a more antagonistic role#even if the levels of antagonistic varry heavily and in most of the universes jackie is also an antagonist even as the primary pov#a lot of these in universe would be mostly jackie pov rambling about some bullshit that doesnt matter while the real meat in the other logs#all imply some gnarly shit abt olivia and how shes faring as director#shes typically not as bad as her non swapped jackies but she rly pushes it in the swapped rat universe#and by that I kind of just mean she is simply just worse but she at least almost handled the divorce better than canon jackie#I say almost because she did proceed to kidnap the woman after she admittedly broke into gravitas facilities after being fired but still#generally speaking kidnapping and semi murdering your ex for science is t a cool move no matter how justified you feel#the other two olivias are a lot less openly corrupt with rabbit au olivia being mostly just more mean and raccoon au olivia just having a#smidge of a god complex that she generally never acted on to be shitty#also one of those olivias was in a toxic codependent relationship with her unstable wife and the other was also in an toxic codependent#relationship with her wife but her wife proceeded to murder her about it#the jackies are all pretty shitty tho even if in mostly different ways#we have petty incel jackie we have emotionally manipulative jackie and we have the reason raccoon au olivia has a mild god complex jackie#and then we're forced to sit and watch as each jackie reads through their shitty actions as memoryless pods acting like theyd never do that#only to remember and sit in horror at the fact that at the end of the day their actions had little concequence to the greater universe and#that the only thing they achieved in life was hurting the woman they loved most and dying in a way that ultimately meant nothing#which is another reason Ive been thinking abt these aus sm as I love narratively kicking the shit out of jackie its fun#its a sign of my deepest love <3#Im so much nicer to main au jackie which is saying smth since one of them gets literally murdered#albeit swap rat au jackie also gets sorta murdered so raccoon au jackie rly isn't special in that regard#at least she wasnt held hostage before hand it was a spur of the moment event#anyways I need to shower before it gets too late Im trying to maintain a msidgen of a sleep schedule
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sheila--e · 8 months
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. you think Sheila ever brings flowers to Clara's grave. do you think she can bring herself to do so. imagine she stopped going and then one day came back and saw her gravestone all covered in dirt and in a horrible state because there's absolutely no one to take care of it. because her only surviving family was her 10 year old sister. think of it. are u.
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lunarflare64 · 1 year
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Transitioning to firefox is NOT as easy as everyone said it was, fuck you guys, kicking dark mode into gear was a pain in the ass (and even now with extensions forcing everything into dark mode it still doesn't always work. I'm going to stab somebody. Dark mode is a fucking accessibility feature, not having it HURTS AND GIVES ME MIGRAINES) they don't have fucking tab groups which is MANDATORY for mobile (I DONT HAVE A FUCKING COMPUTER DONT TELL ME TO "JUST USE DESKTOP" THE NEXT PERSON TO SAY THAT SHIT IS BUYING ME THE GOD DAMN COMPUTER), I've encountered so many actual errors since I started, and I started two hours ago so that is NOT a point in firefox's favour. The user interface is trash and I hate the everything they have going on, I want to go back so fucking bad, I hate it here. The whole "transferring my tabs one at a time" thing is not helping, even after doing a clean out of all unnecessary tabs I've still got 40 tabs to get through. Fuck this browser and fuck everyone who said it was better.
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strawberrymatchawhore · 6 months
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baby
summary- babying your "tough" hubby rafe.. maybe some freakydeakyness at the end
note- this is the complete opposite of the rafe ive been writing about LMAOOO.. this man is SO BAD help me
it was 2am and you were in your bedroom scrolling on your phone, a random netflix show playing in the background. you've been waiting for your husband to get home for hours, being the wife to the chief of police did have its negatives. this was one of them.
you heard footsteps walking up the stairs and immediately turned off your phone, throwing the covers over yourself you pretend to be asleep. the door opens and you feel the weight of the bed shift.
"hey baby. sorry for getting home so late" rafe says giving your forehead a kiss, you jokingly ignore him.
"c'mon now i know youre awake.. get up and hold me." he begged tiredly, you couldnt help but giggle at how desperate he sounded.
"fine." you mumbled into the sheets but stayed in your position, he hugs you putting all of his weight on your body.
"okay okayy, i got it. now get off me you fatty." you whined, pushing his large frame off of you. you leaned against the bed frame and opened your arms, the both of you adjusting to a more comfortable position. which was the both of you propped up against a pillow.
"im so tired." he yawns into your chest, you played with his hair as the both of you stayed in silence.
"i know you are, you need a day off. youve been working too hard." validating him, his hand plays with the ribbon of your pajama shorts.
"see? youre still in your uniform, youre gonna make the bed dirty." you patted his back and drew circles on it.
"what, you want me take it off? if you wanted to see me naked you couldve asked sweetheart." he looked up at you and smirked. you glared at him, lightly slapping his arm.
"not what i meant.." you blushed.
"youre so cute you know that rafey, honestly when i look at you i just want to eat you." you confessed and massaged his temples, his face nuzzles into your chest even further. clearly he was blushing as well.
"i dont know how i got so lucky, im so glad i have a such a beautiful boy in my life. everything about you is just perfect." you cooed admiring his sculpted face, the way his plump lips curled into a smile.
"stopppp" he whined. you couldnt help but pull out your phone and take a picture. because if you didnt, who wouldve believe that your 6'2 husband loved to be babied like this? not like you were going to show anyone, its just for your eyes only. you wanted to cherish this moment forever.
"did you just take a picture?"
"let me see it." he shot up and reached for your phone. you put your phone under your pillow and laid on it, making sure he wasnt able to grab it. the two of you started play fighting.
"nooo please, you look so cute. let me keep it!!" you laughed, he started to tickle you. and you slowly started to fall off the bed. your legs wrapped around his waist and dragged him down, if you were gonna fall he was going to come down with you.
the laughing coming from you both died down and you looked up at him, what a funny position. you both were on the floor and he was in between your legs hovering over you.
rafe leaned downed and passionately kissed your lips, his hand starts to play with your shorts. you eventually pull away and slap his hand.
"nuh uh. go shower first. you stink." you got up to your feet then helped your boyfriend get up as well. you looked up at rafe with your head tilted, what was this man plotting?
"not unless you join me.. you cant say no" he quickly said and grabbed you by the waist. hoisting you over his shoulder and carrying you to the master bathroom.
"ahhh! rafe stop!!" you busted out laughing, kicking your feet as he practically dragged you to the shower. he put you down and turned on the warm water, it poured over you both. you furrowed your eyebrows.
"great now my clothes are all wet." you pouted crossing your arms over your now soaked tank top.
"more reason to take it off... lift your arms f'me"
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