#i was in my parents car btw

[inkskinned]

one of the things about having an unstable parent is that it can so easily ruin your future. you want to get out, but getting out takes having agency. it takes the resume and the grades and the stellar community service history.

but you have to choose your battles. you know if you sign up for an after-school activity, it'll be okay for a while, so long as the activity is parent-approved and god-fearing. over time, like all things, it will become an argument (i can't keep carting your ass to these things) or a weapon (talk to me like that again, see if you get to go to practice). sometimes, if you love the thing, it's worth it. but you also know better than to love something: that's how they get you. if you ever actually want something, it will always be the center of their attention. they will never stop threatening you with it. telling you of course i'm a good parent, i came to all of those stupid events.

you learn to balance yourself perfectly. you can either have a social life or you can have hobbies. both of these things will be under constant scrutiny. you spend too much time with her, you should be at home with family is equally paired with you're acting like this because you're addicted to what's on that goddamn screen. you cannot ever actually win, so everything falls within a barter system that you calculate before entering: do you want to learn how to drive? if so, you'll need to give up asking for a new laptop, even though yours died. maybe you can work on a computer at the library. of course, that would mean you'd be allowed to go to the library, which would mean something else has to bleed. nothing ever actually comes free.

and that bitter, horrible irony: you could be literally following their orders and it still isn't pretty. they tell you to get a job; they hate that your job keeps you late and gives you access to actual money. they tell you to do better in school; they say no child of mine needs a tutor. they want you to stop being so morose, don't you know there are people who are really suffering - but they revile the idea you might actually need therapy.

you didn't survive that fall the way other people would. you've seen other people scramble and get their way out, however they could. maybe you were made too-soft: the answer didn't come to you easily. it wasn't quick. it was brutal and nasty. some people even asked you why didn't you just work hard and escape during school? and you felt your head spinning. why didn't you? (they control your financial aid. they control your loan status. they love having that kind of thing). maybe in another life you got diagnosed sooner and got the meds you needed to actually focus and got attention from the right teachers who helped you clear hurdles to get up out of here - but for now? here?

the effort of trying. the effort of not-dying. that kind of effort was absolutely agonizing.

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Dean Winchester of Supernatural fame is NOT reading parenting books he is putting on Cheaper By The Dozen, Daddy Daycare and Honey I Shrunk The Kids taking notes.

[ayziak]

oh my god even my mom wants me to be an egg

[forgetful-nerd]

Why oh why does the Donnie speed demon remind me of the Little Shop of Horrors plant!?!

I mean they just look…….similar to me.

Why?!?!?? Is it the big bobble-head? The teeth? The GIANT mouth?? I don’t know, but I hate it.

[variksel]

i know i talk a LOT about glenn and nick respectively and together on here but goddamnit i just relistened to the episode where they glenn meets nicholas after prison and i cant get how tragic it is out of my head. spending almost twenty years in prison to protect your son from harm, from having to most likely face being orphaned. spending all that time trying to escape with only him in your mind because he is all you have left after your wife died years ago and when you finally meet him again he looks at you with disgust and the son you once loved so much is effectively dead and buried. hes got a new dad who you KNOW, factually and objectively because it was ordered by a court, did a better job raising him than you did with your son. you did try but eventually you ended up repeating the patterns your own parents left in your life and thats not good enough. your son ends up in an objectively better position without you, without needing you anymore despite everything you did for him, and you can do nothing but accept all of that

"glenns not stupid, he knows morgans death affected nick. he doesnt want him to have to go through it again" and (ron): "your son.. sucks now" (glenn, grabbing him from the collar): "you say that shit to me one more time." and "this is the first time ive seen- [the sunlight]"

[supurman]

[clarabowmp3]

my driving instructor was so mean today but I was so brave abt it (starting crying 10 min in the lesson and spent the rest of it trying to hold back tears/stop my nose from ruinning)

[ladysophiebeckett]

had to go to mexico today (Tj) and this is the cool stuff i saw\happened:

the little ceasers there has a drive thru. american innovation ur nothing.

ordered a frappe fm a coffee shop and it was for real loaded with coffee. i have never had anything so strong. they are holding back the caffeine intake in america. it must be stopped.

i think the barista loaded it the frappe on purpose bc i paid in dollars and she had to do the peso to dollar and vice versa calculation. and i was flustered when i ordered. im sorry.

the caffeine crash wasn't fun : (

the mcdonald's had an ad saying they were selling espressos now. american fast food ur nothing.

we got detained and sent to a secondary location for inspection and it was 'so random'.

has never happened to us. did not enjoy it. was absolutely premeditated.

i hope that white man gets ran over and anyone who chooses to work for border patrol dies <3

[sasukelandia]

sasuke nation i have a question to ask you. should i get on dating apps to find butches or what

[mothric]

AYO THROWBACK TO THE TIME I TOTALED MY CAR ON MARIO DAY

I got ran off the highway and the person who ran me off didn't stop (:

[crowcryptid]

hm

I’ve been 23 for 2 months

Mom just walked in and complained and said “you’re almost 24”

not how that works

[sebfreak]

My message to Seb:

*packing my luggage* So, that´s it folks. The end of the season is here and this means my f1 break is starting. I was dedicated to this sport for 22 years. Yeah I was five years old when I started watching it with my dad. I remember it like it was yesterday. A time where we had no recorder so I had to wake up 6am in the morning and sitting in a pyjama to watch f1. My dad was there too and we were always enjoying it. It was a tradition we´ve built up and we saw ups and downs during that time. And yes we witnessed during this time this young driver named Sebastian Vettel. 

When he won in Monza for the first time. This young boy made my dad smile and fanboy like a young kid. My dad you must know was a f1 fan for so many years. He remembered the 60s he saw the brutal side of this sport. He was so many times on the tracks, with his little radio (yeah in the past there was no live tv and lifescreen) he listened to the commentators and saw the sport changing. But he was never ever a fan of a specific driver until Schumacher came and then Vettel. And his first words were, while we saw this young boy standing at the top of the podium: “This kid there will be number one, believe me.” 

And he was right and we saw these four world titles. Unfortunately the end of Vettels dominance meant at the same time the end of an era. My dad died 2016 and since then I was watching f1 alone. Sometimes with my mum but many times alone because I followed Vettel and I wanted to follow him until the end. And this end is now here. Don´t get me wrong it´s not like I won´t watch f1 anymore but I need a little break. 

So, I´m gonna say goodbye to an era with Vettel and I´m sure he will find something new. (but please don´t make a Stefan Raab move) But I don´t wanna write sad things, I wanna do something different, so I´m trying to highlight his funny and good sides. 

So I´m saying thank you Seb, to a boy, who: 

- showed us his Vettel-Finger so many times 

- was/is strategist, mechanic, engineer, fireman but most importantly INSPECTOR!! (he is the only one who has this license) 

- made an appearance in Top Gear and was talking about white socks and driving an absolut shit car to the top list. 

- imitated Kimi perfectly and yeah they are best friends 

- who had a funny comment in every possible situation and made every situation more interesting for drivers and journalists and fans. Maybe it´s because of his german humor. (yeah we can be funny okay?)

- who pointed out that everybody is a ferrari fan and even if they say they are not, they are. (later we made it into a seb fan and oh boy we were right. everybody is a seb fan)

- listened to one of the most famous question: “Gentleman a short view back to the past..” (for me it´s one of the best question and one of the most interesting one, so give this journalist/reporter more credits <3) 

- had a marathon run in hungary 2021. 

- was and will always be a nerd (in a positive way). He is one of the biggest f1 fanboys out there and he was proud enough to show it to us in every situation.

- gave us Multi 21. A moment which gave us a possibility to discuss until today about it. And while we hated each other in the past (mark webber fans looking at you) today we are laughing about it. It was a controversy but it was also a funny and interesting moment. And yeah even my dad and me had the deepest discussion because of this situation. It took us five races to come to a conclusion. XD 

- brought f1 back to germany. This sounds weird for some of you but let me explain. After Michael, germany was so happy to have this little boy out there driving against one of the biggest names like Fernando Alonso. 

- although he had his sassy side he was always very kind and in the last few years he wanted to learn more about the world outside of f1. 

- was always a human and never ever tried to be somebody else he couldn´t be. 

-was always a f1 dad, a f1 friend, a f1 brother and a person who listened to everyone, especially to other drivers. 

- was once a pirate in Monaco. Arrrrr Seb. <3 

-wished Feliz Navidad to Perez. 

- gave us one of the most funniest mechanic pranks out there.  

- sang, ranted and joked on his teamradio and made us laugh, cry and fear. 

- broke records and gained achievements. He is one of the best and inspired so many people to start a racing career. 

-  made his debut with such a young age.

- put stickers (smiley faces) in his cockpit for each win. 

- was always called “little kid” by my mom and dad. (they are a little bit older so for them he was always a kid) 

- was the reason that my dad started being a little fanboy after Michael Schumacher. (yeah he really liked Seb) 

- who was the reason that I started with tumblr and made my own blog. 

- who gave me the opportunity to meet so many f1 fans and yeah at one point I had my own vettel fanclub (in a forum) with hundreds of people. 

- who inspired me to start writing stories (my first story was a seb fanfiction <3)

- who made me motivated enough to learn english because in school I couldn´t find the motivation. But he gave me the important push to learn it, to read it and to speak in this language (write posts, talk with people). 

So thank you Sebastian Vettel. A 4-time world champion who inspired so many people and made them laugh. Thank you for your wonderful era and no matter what I´m gonna be your fan and I will support you no matter what. You deserve your break but please don´t disappear forever. I know we gonna see you in ROC, so this message is meant for the time after that. 

Danke Seb! It was an honour to have met you and although you don´t know my existence it was a great and important time for me and you are a part of my family. If people gonna ask me which f1 era they should watch, I´m gonna show them your time. I´ll make sure that nobody is gonna forget you. 

And I´m not gonna put away my little Seb corner. It will always be there and I will think about his time in f1 which had so many great and funny moments: 

[theclosetedskeleton]

ENOUGH WITH THIS IM EXPANDING MY MUISC TASTE A BIT BY LISTENING TO A GOTH MUSIC PLAYLIST AND THERES AN ARTIST MY PARENTS LISTEN TO ?? IM LISTENING TO A SONG MY DAD PLAYED IN HIS CAR SO MUCH ON THAT PLAYLIST JE;[

[kimtaegis]

someone else pushing the annie as jimin agenda!!!!!!! i love to see it as a believer

😭😭😭 stooooop that is such an insane thing to say!!!! I do strive to be more like him every single day though, I think we all should <33

[yourlocaldisneyvillain]

okay so i gotta drive my brother to visit my parents with me and i arranged my entire schedule around it and i'm like i'd like to go wednesday morning, like really early before the heat kicks in, and he's like uwu we will talk abt it <3 and i'm like my boy i don't think u understood. *i* will be going then and if you don't go with me you have no ride :)))))))))

[minglana]

"casa rural" but its literally the house that his grandma bought so the entire family could go back to the village and spend the summers there.