#i was fine :(

[nimmo-tube-cheese]

The first time I donated blood I almost fainted. I did not sleep or eat before donating and it was also...the first time I lost a lot of blood at once. I usually talk about it to get a funny story out of it, but right now that information is being pretty useful in my story.

[frontlinet1tties]

me, for months now: i’m scared to listen to noah kahan because he has been compared to hozier and i can’t handle a Second Hozier

the literal first song of his i seek out to listen to: *speaks to my intense fear of fucking up my relationship because it would literally destroy me*

me, now: 🤡

[electronix-arts]

bday party went hard i got a milkshake from wawa and felt myself slowly dying of being cold but its ok it was really yummy and i didnt die

[mtnlei]

flashback to that one time we moshed at james n mackenzies wedding and i got yeeted

[eggo-witch]

It is 10:55pm and I am evil

I should shower and reevaluate

Maybe blare some music directly into my ears and try to draw

[oediex]

One difficulty as I weave my way through these depressive days is food. Buying it. Cooking it. Eating it. Six months on, it is still a massive hurdle every single day. One strategy I have been embracing is visiting my parents. I'll stay with them for a couple of days and won't have to worry about food.

There is one big flaw in the strategy, however: when my parents decide to go on an outing that involves food and I am left to my own devices once more.

[hagrag]

My boss has cared more about my being sick than my own mother lol

[lxverofmine]

life is so hard when you literally never know what mood your parents are gonna be in

[ermackshually]

FUCK

why did I do that.

[monkeytrick]

I judt got pulled over for the first time listening to this fuck you king crimso

[starry-eyed-baby]

The things I would do to keep your attention

[strikingamatch]

what they don't tell you

is that whenever you have

a good day

the guilt fills your heart

like the ticking of a clock

until you wish

it had been a bad one

something you deserved

because how could i

have a good day

when someone i love

is not?

how dare i not feel pain

not cry not bleed not rot

when someone i love

is hurting?

i am the only one

who deserves the pain

for you will always be the living

and i am forever the dead

[a-ikuoliver]

mamma mia soundtrack: 💓💞💖💞💓

slipping through my fingers: 🥹

[lensdeer]

me after mixing bleach and ammonia: call me imagine dragons bc I'm about to breathe in The Chemicals

[aberooski]

I need a new job

[thots-and-thoughts1031]

I have this sinking feeling of dread and I don’t know how to deal with it. It feels like life was moving 1000000 mph and then slammed to a screeching halt. I already had a small cry in the bathroom. My husband is sick. I’m supposed to meet a friend after work but honestly I’m not sure I’ll make it through work at this point. I already took a day off yesterday to go look at houses. I feel like I’m literally on a rollercoaster and my breakfast is threatening to come up.