To Hell With Duty
Lewis Hamilton x soulmate!Reader
Summary: youâve always known that being Princess of the UK means that a soulmate is a luxury you canât afford ⊠but then you meet your soulmate and decide that some things are worth turning your back on duty for
Warnings: abusive family dynamics
Note: I promised to write something in honor of Lewisâ win and this was born (now Iâm tempted to make a soulmate AU series)
The sun blazes overhead as you step out of the sleek black car, your designer heels clicking against the pavement. The roar of engines and the excited chatter of the crowd at Silverstone envelop you, but you can barely hear them over the pounding of your own heart.
âYour Royal Highness, this way please,â a smartly dressed aide gestures towards the paddock area.
You nod, forcing a smile that doesnât quite reach your eyes. As you walk, you absently rub your wrist, feeling the slight raised bumps of your soulmate mark beneath the carefully applied concealer.
âI wish you didnât have to hide it,â your best friend and lady-in-waiting, Sophie, whispers beside you.
âYou know I donât have a choice,â you murmur back, glancing around to ensure no one overheard.
The memory of your brotherâs ordeal flashes through your mind, as vivid and painful as the day it happened ...
âNo, please! You canât do this!â Edwardâs anguished cries echoed through the palace halls.
You huddled in your room, hands pressed over your ears, trying to block out the sound. But nothing could drown out your brotherâs screams as the royal physician burned away his soulmate tattoo.
Later, when you snuck into his room, you found him curled up on his bed, cradling his bandaged wrist.
âEddie?â You whispered, your voice small and frightened.
He looked up at you, his eyes red and puffy. âY/N ... Iâm sorry you had to hear that.â
You climbed onto the bed beside him. âWhy did they do it? Why canât you be with your soulmate?â
Edward sighed, pulling you close. âBecause weâre royals, little sister. Our marriages are about duty, not love. Soulmates ... theyâre a luxury we canât afford.â
âBut thatâs not fair!â You protested.
âNo, itâs not,â he agreed, his voice hollow. âBut itâs the price we pay for our position. Promise me something, Y/N. If you ever find your soulmate ... run. Run far away and donât look back.â
The memory fades as Sophie gently squeezes your arm, bringing you back to the present.
âAre you okay?â She asks, concern etched on her face.
You take a deep breath, straightening your shoulders. âIâm fine. Letâs get this over with.â
As you make your way through the paddock, you canât help but feel a twinge of envy at the carefree laughter and excitement around you. Everywhere you look, people are proudly displaying their soulmate tattoos, some comparing them with friends, others stealing glances at strangers, wondering if today might be the day they meet their perfect match.
âYour Royal Highness,â a race official greets you with a bow. âWeâre honored to have you here today. If youâll follow me, Iâll show you to the VIP area.â
You nod, allowing yourself to be led through the crowded paddock. The official drones on about the dayâs schedule, but your mind wanders.
âWhat do you think your soulmate is like?â Sophie had asked you once, years ago, when you were both giggling teenagers.
âI donât know,â you had replied, tracing the words on your wrist. âBut I hope theyâre kind. And funny. Someone who sees me for who I am, not just my title.â
âYouâll find them one day,â Sophie had said confidently. âAnd when you do, itâll be magical.â
Now, surrounded by the bustle and excitement of race day, that conversation feels like a lifetime ago. Youâve long since resigned yourself to the fact that youâll never meet your soulmate. Even if you did, you could never act on it. The risk is too great.
Lost in thought, you donât notice the figure rounding the corner until itâs too late. You collide with a solid chest, stumbling backward. Strong hands grip your arms, steadying you before you can fall.
You look up, an apology on your lips, and find yourself staring into the most captivating brown eyes youâve ever seen. Time seems to stand still as you gaze at each other, the world fading away around you.
And then he speaks, his voice low and warm.
âWhoa there, careful Princess. Iâve got you.â
***
Your heart stops as Lewisâ words sink in. Theyâre an exact match to the tattoo hidden beneath layers of concealer on your wrist. For a moment, youâre frozen, lost in his warm brown eyes, your mind reeling with the implications of what just happened.
Then reality comes crashing down. You canât do this. You canât put him in danger. You canât risk the pain your brother went through.
âI ... I have to go,â you stammer, pulling away from his gentle grip.
Lewisâ brow furrows in confusion. âWait, whatâs wrong?â
But youâre already backing away, panic rising in your chest. âIâm sorry, I canât ... this isnât ... I have to leave.â
You turn and run, pushing past startled onlookers, your heart pounding in your ears. Behind you, you hear Lewis call out.
âPrincess, wait! Your words ... theyâre on my wrist!â
You falter for a moment, his words piercing through your panic. But no, it doesnât matter. It canât matter. You keep running.
âY/N, please!â Lewisâ voice is closer now. Heâs chasing after you. âI know you felt it too. We need to talk about this!â
You duck around a corner, trying to lose him in the maze of the paddock. But Lewis is faster, more familiar with the layout. He catches up to you in a quiet area behind one of the garages.
âPrincess,â he says, slightly out of breath. âPlease, just hear me out.â
You shake your head, tears threatening to spill. âYou donât understand. We canât do this. My family ... theyâll never allow it. Theyâll hurt you, or worse.â
Lewis takes a cautious step closer. âWhat do you mean? Why would your family hurt me?â
âBecause youâre my soulmate!â The words burst out before you can stop them. âAnd royals arenât allowed to be with their soulmates. Itâs all about duty and arranged marriages. They ... they burned off my brotherâs mark when he found his soulmate.â
Lewisâ eyes widen in horror. âThatâs barbaric. They canât do that to you.â
You laugh bitterly. âTheyâre the royal family. They can do whatever they want.â
âNo,â Lewis says firmly. âThey canât. Because I wonât let them.â
You look at him, confused. âWhat?â
Lewis takes your hand gently, his touch sending sparks through your body. âY/N, Iâm not just British. Iâm also a Brazilian citizen. And in Brazil, there are laws protecting soulmates. If weâre truly matched, which I believe we are, you automatically gain Brazilian citizenship too. Your family canât touch you there.â
Hope flares in your chest, but you quickly squash it down. âIt doesnât matter. Theyâll find a way. They always do.â
âNot this time,â Lewis insists. âLook, I have a race to drive soon, but after that, we can fly to Brazil immediately. Iâll keep you safe until then.â
You shake your head. âItâs too dangerous. If they find out ...â
âThey wonât,â Lewis promises. âMy driverâs room is private and secure. You can hide there until after the race. No one will think to look for you there.â
You hesitate, torn between hope and fear. âI donât know ...â
Lewis squeezes your hand gently. âI know we just met, but Iâve been waiting my whole life to find you. Please, give us a chance. Let me protect you.â
You look into his eyes, seeing the sincerity there. Slowly, you nod. âOkay. But we have to be careful.â
Relief washes over Lewisâ face. âWe will be. Come on, letâs get you somewhere safe.â
He leads you quickly through the paddock, taking care to avoid busy areas. You keep your head down, heart racing every time you pass someone. Finally, you reach a door marked with Lewisâ name.
âHere we are,â he says, ushering you inside. âLock the door behind me and donât open it for anyone but me. Iâll knock three times, pause, then twice more. Okay?â
You nod, taking in the small but comfortable room. âOkay. But Lewis, what about your race? You canât miss it because of me.â
He smiles reassuringly. âDonât worry about that. Iâll race, and then weâll leave right after. Itâll be fine.â
âBut what if something goes wrong? What if they find me?â The fear creeps back into your voice.
Lewis takes your hands in his, his touch grounding you. âHey, look at me. Nothing is going to happen to you. I promise. Weâre soulmates, remember? That means weâre in this together now.â
You take a deep breath, trying to calm your nerves. âIâm scared.â
âI know,â he says softly. âBut youâre also incredibly brave. Youâve lived with this fear your whole life, and youâre still standing. We can do this.â
A small smile tugs at your lips. âWeâve known each other for all of ten minutes and youâre already saying âweâ?â
Lewis grins. âWell, thatâs what happens when you meet your soulmate, I guess. Everything changes in an instant.â
You laugh softly, feeling some of the tension leave your body. âI suppose youâre right.â
âListen,â Lewis says, his tone turning serious. âI know this is all happening very fast, and I donât expect you to fall in love with me right away or anything. Weâll take things as slow as you want once weâre safe. But right now, I need you to trust me. Can you do that?â
You look into his eyes, seeing nothing but sincerity and determination. Slowly, you nod. âYes, I think I can.â
âGood,â Lewis smiles. âNow, I have to go get ready for the race. Remember, three knocks, pause, then two more. Donât open for anyone else.â
âI wonât,â you promise. âBe careful out there, okay?â
Lewisâ smile widens. âAlways am, Princess. Iâll see you soon.â
As he leaves, you lock the door behind him, your heart still racing. You sink onto the small couch, trying to process everything thatâs happened in the last hour.
Youâve found your soulmate. After years of hiding your tattoo, of living in fear of it being burned away like your brotherâs, youâve actually met the person whose words are etched on your skin.
And not just any person. Lewis Hamilton. World-famous driver, activist, and fashion icon. Youâve seen him on TV, of course, admired his skill on the track and his passion for social justice. But you never imagined ...
You rub your wrist absently, feeling the slight raised bumps of your mark beneath the concealer. For the first time in years, you allow yourself to hope. Maybe, just maybe, you can have the life youâve always dreamed of.
But doubt creeps in. What if Lewis is wrong? What if Brazilian citizenship isnât enough to protect you from your familyâs influence? What if they find you before you can leave?
You pace the small room, alternating between hope and fear. The sound of engines revving in the distance tells you the race is about to start. You find yourself holding your breath every time you hear footsteps pass by the door, terrified it might be palace security coming to drag you away.
Time crawls by agonizingly slowly. You try to distract yourself by watching the race on the small TV in the corner, but every time the camera focuses on Lewisâ car, your heart leaps into your throat. You silently urge him to be careful, to finish the race quickly so you can escape.
Finally, after what feels like an eternity, you hear it. Three knocks, a pause, then two more. You rush to the door, your hand hesitating for just a moment before you unlock it.
Lewis slips inside quickly, closing and locking the door behind him. Heâs still in his race suit, his hair damp with sweat.
âAre you okay?â You ask immediately. âHow was the race?â
Lewis grins. âIâm fine, and I won. But thatâs not important right now. We need to go.â
He grabs a bag from a locker and starts shoving clothes into it. âIâve arranged for a private jet to take us to SĂŁo Paulo. We need to leave now, before anyone realizes youâre missing.â
You nod, your heart racing again. âOkay. What do we do?â
âIâve got some clothing here that might fit you,â Lewis says, pulling out a hoodie and sweatpants. âPut these on over your clothes. Weâll need to be discreet getting to the airport.â
As you change, Lewis continues talking. âOnce weâre in Brazil, weâll be safe. There are strict laws protecting soulmates there. Your family wonât be able to touch you.â
âBut what about your career?â You ask, suddenly realizing what heâs giving up. âYou canât just leave everything behind for me.â
Lewis pauses, looking at you intently. âY/N, youâre my soulmate. That means youâre more important than any career, any amount of fame or money. Weâll figure out the details later, but right now, keeping you safe is all that matters.â
His words make your heart swell. Youâve never had anyone put you first like this before. âI donât know what to say.â
âYou donât have to say anything,â Lewis smiles. âJust trust me, okay?â
You nod, feeling a sense of calm settle over you despite the chaotic situation. âI do trust you. Letâs go.â
Lewis takes your hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. âReady?â
You take a deep breath, thinking of all youâre leaving behind â your family, your duty, the only life youâve ever known. But as you look at Lewis, you realize youâre also stepping into a new life. One where youâre free to be yourself, to love who you want, to follow your heart.
âReady,â you say firmly.
And with that, Lewis opens the door, and together, you step out into your new future.
***
The private jet hums softly as it cuts through the night sky, carrying you away from everything youâve ever known. Youâre curled up against Lewis on the plush leather seat, your head resting on his chest. The steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your ear is oddly comforting, grounding you in this surreal moment.
Lewisâ arm is wrapped around you, his hand gently stroking your back. With your free hand, you trace the lines of his soulmate tattoo â your first words to him, now etched forever on his skin.
âI still canât believe this is real,â you murmur, your fingers following the curves of each letter.
Lewis chuckles softly, the sound reverberating through his chest. âI know what you mean. Iâve imagined meeting you so many times, but nothing could have prepared me for the reality.â
You look up at him, a mixture of emotions swirling in your chest. âWerenât you afraid? When you realized who I was?â
âAfraid?â Lewis considers for a moment. âNo, not afraid. Excited, nervous, maybe a little overwhelmed. But not afraid.â He pauses, his expression growing serious. âBut you were. Youâre still afraid now, arenât you?â
You nod slowly, dropping your gaze back to his wrist. âIâve been afraid for so long, Iâm not sure I know how to stop.â
Lewisâ hand moves to cup your face gently, encouraging you to look at him again. âWill you tell me about it? Help me understand?â
You take a deep breath, steeling yourself. âItâs ... itâs not a pleasant story.â
âIâm here,â Lewis says softly. âWhatever it is, weâll face it together.â
His words, so simple yet so profound, give you the courage to begin. âIt started with my brother, Edward. He was always the rebellious one, you know? Always pushing boundaries, questioning traditions. When he found his soulmate, he was over the moon. Her name was Lily, and she was ... she was perfect for him. Kind, funny, passionate about the same causes he was.â
You pause, the memory of your brotherâs joy contrasting sharply with what came after. Lewis waits patiently, his presence a comforting anchor.
âFor a few months, they managed to keep it a secret. But eventually, someone saw them together. Word got back to our parents and ...â You shudder, remembering that awful day. âThey were furious. They gave Edward an ultimatum: give up Lily or give up his place in the line of succession.â
âThatâs horrible,â Lewis murmurs, his arm tightening around you.
You nod, continuing, âEdward refused. He said Lily was more important than any throne. So they ... they decided to take matters into their own hands.â
Your voice breaks as you recount what happened next. âThey had the royal physician burn off Edwardâs soulmate mark. I can still hear his screams echoing through the palace. It was ... it was torture.â
Lewisâ body tenses beneath you, his voice tight with anger when he speaks. âThey had no right. How could they do that to their own son?â
âThey said it was for the good of the country,â you reply bitterly. âThat royals canât afford the luxury of soulmates. Our marriages are political tools, nothing more.â
âWhat happened to Edward and Lily?â Lewis asks gently.
You sigh heavily. âEdward was never the same after that. The spark in him just ... died. He does his duty now, makes the appearances heâs supposed to, but itâs like heâs just going through the motions. And Lily ... last I heard, she moved to Australia. I think being anywhere near the UK was too painful for her.â
Lewis is quiet for a moment, processing your words. âIâm so sorry you had to go through that, Y/N. No wonder you were scared when you realized we were soulmates.â
You nod, feeling the weight of years of fear and secrecy lifting as you share your story. âThatâs not even the worst of it,â you admit softly.
Lewis looks at you, concern etched on his face. âThereâs more?â
You take another deep breath, steeling yourself for the hardest part of the story. âMy father ... he had an older sister. Aunt Margaret. I never met her, but I found out about her a few years ago.â
Lewis listens intently as you continue, âShe found her soulmate when she was young, maybe 20 or so. And she refused to give him up, no matter what my grandparents said. They tried everything â threats, bribes, even attempting to arrange another match for her. But Margaret stood firm.â
âShe sounds brave,â Lewis comments.
You nod, a sad smile touching your lips. âShe was. But bravery wasnât enough. One night, both Margaret and her soulmate disappeared. The official story was that theyâd eloped, run off to start a new life together. But that wasnât the truth.â
Lewisâ body tenses again, as if bracing for whatâs coming. You press on, the words tumbling out now that youâve started.
âMargaretâs soulmate was ... dealt with. Permanently. And Margaret herself was institutionalized. Locked away in a private facility, hidden from the world.â
âThatâs ... thatâs monstrous,â Lewis breathes, horror evident in his voice.
You nod, feeling tears prick at your eyes. âWhen I found out, I couldnât believe it. I managed to find out where she was being held and I ... I visited her.â
Lewisâ hand resumes its gentle stroking of your back, encouraging you to continue.
âShe was ... god, Lewis, she was just a shell. Decades of being locked away, of being separated from her soulmate ... it had broken her. She didnât even seem to realize I was there.â
A tear escapes, rolling down your cheek. Lewis gently wipes it away with his thumb.
âThatâs why I was so scared,â you whisper. âIâve seen what my family is capable of. What lengths theyâll go to in order to keep up appearances, to maintain their idea of duty.â
Lewis is quiet for a long moment, his arms tightening around you protectively. When he finally speaks, his voice is filled with a mix of anger and determination.
âListen to me, Y/N,â he says firmly. âWhat happened to your brother, to your aunt ... it was wrong. Cruel and wrong. But I promise you, I will not let that happen to us.â
You look up at him, seeing the fierce protectiveness in his eyes. âHow can you be so sure?â
âBecause weâre not alone in this,â Lewis explains. âWe have resources they donât. My citizenship, for one. The laws protecting soulmates in Brazil. And beyond that, we have the power of public opinion.â
You frown, not quite understanding. âWhat do you mean?â
Lewis shifts slightly, his expression thoughtful. âThink about it. Your familyâs power comes from public support, right? What do you think would happen if the world found out they were separating soulmates, institutionalizing people?â
âIt would be a scandal,â you realize, your eyes widening.
âExactly,â Lewis nods. âWeâre not helpless. If they try anything, we can fight back. We can tell our story, rally support. The world has changed a lot. People believe in the sanctity of soulmates now more than ever.â
His words spark a tiny flame of hope in your chest. âYou really think we could do that?â
âI know we could,â Lewis says confidently. âBut more than that, I donât think weâll have to. Your family isnât stupid. Theyâll realize the risk isnât worth it. Especially not with someone as high-profile as me.â
You canât help but chuckle at that. âModest, arenât you?â
Lewis grins, the tension of the moment breaking. âHey, Iâm just stating facts. Seven-time world champion, remember?â
You roll your eyes playfully, but then grow serious again. âLewis ... thank you. For listening, for understanding. For not running away when you realized how complicated this all is.â
âHey,â Lewis says softly, tilting your chin up so youâre looking directly into his eyes. âYouâre my soulmate. That means weâre in this together, complications and all. Iâm not going anywhere.â
His words wash over you, soothing fears youâve carried for so long. For the first time, you allow yourself to truly believe that maybe, just maybe, you can have this. You can have him.
âSo,â you say, a small smile playing on your lips. âWhat happens now?â
Lewis grins, his eyes twinkling with excitement and possibility. âNow? Now we start our adventure. We land in SĂŁo Paulo, get your citizenship sorted out, and then ... well, then the worldâs our oyster. We can go anywhere, do anything.â
âAnything?â You ask, the concept of such freedom almost dizzying.
âAnything,â Lewis confirms. âWe could travel the world. Or we could find a quiet place to settle down if thatâs what you prefer. We could work on charitable causes together, or you could pursue whatever dreams youâve had to put aside because of your royal duties.â
The possibilities swirl in your mind, each one more exciting than the last. âI ... I donât even know where to start,â you admit.
Lewis chuckles, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. âWe donât have to decide everything right now. Weâve got time. For now, letâs just focus on getting to Brazil safely. We can figure out the rest as we go.â
You nod, settling back against his chest. The steady beat of his heart syncs with the hum of the jet engines, lulling you into a sense of peace you havenât felt in years.
As you drift off to sleep, wrapped in the safety of your soulmateâs arms, you realize something. For the first time in your life, youâre not afraid of the future. Instead, youâre excited to see what it holds.
Whatever comes next, youâll face it together. You and Lewis, two halves of a whole, finally united. The journey ahead may be uncertain, but with him by your side, youâre ready for anything.
***
As the private jet touches down on Brazilian soil, a mixture of excitement and nervousness flutters in your stomach. Lewis gives your hand a reassuring squeeze as the plane rolls to a stop.
âReady?â He asks, his warm brown eyes meeting yours.
You take a deep breath and nod. âAs Iâll ever be.â
The cabin door opens, and the humid Brazilian air rushes in. Lewis leads you down the steps, his hand never leaving yours. At the bottom, a tall woman in a crisp suit waits, her dark hair pulled back in a neat bun.
âMr. Hamilton,â she greets with a warm smile, extending her hand. âAnd Your Royal Highness. Welcome to Brazil. Iâm Dr. Raquel Santos from the Department of Soulmate Affairs.â
Lewis shakes her hand. âDr. Santos, thank you for meeting us on such short notice.â
âOf course,â she replies, turning to you. âYour Highness, itâs an honor.â
You shake her hand, feeling slightly overwhelmed. âPlease, just call me Y/N. I ... Iâm not sure how much of a royal I am anymore.â
Dr. Santosâ smile softens. âOf course, Y/N. Why donât we move this conversation somewhere more private? I have a car waiting to take us to a secure location where we can discuss everything in detail.â
You and Lewis follow her to a sleek black car. Once inside, Dr. Santos turns to face you both.
âFirst and foremost,â she begins, âI want to assure you that you are under the full protection of Brazilian law. As soon as you stepped off that plane, Y/N, you became entitled to all the rights and protections we offer to soulmates.â
âJust like that?â You ask, hardly daring to believe it could be so simple.
Dr. Santos nods. âJust like that. Brazil takes soulmate rights very seriously. We believe that the bond between soulmates is sacred and should be protected at all costs.â
Lewis leans forward, his expression serious. âWhat exactly does that protection entail? Y/Nâs situation is ... complicated.â
âI understand,â Dr. Santos says. âYour assistant filled me in on some of the details during our phone call. Let me break down the key points for you.â
As the car glides through the streets of SĂŁo Paulo, Dr. Santos begins her explanation.
âFirst, as the soulmate of a Brazilian citizen, Y/N is immediately eligible for Brazilian citizenship. We can begin the paperwork right away. This will provide an added layer of protection against any attempts at extradition.â
You feel a weight lift off your shoulders at her words. âSo my family canât force me to return to the UK?â
âCorrect,â Dr. Santos confirms. âBrazil does not recognize any authority over soulmate bonds, not even royal decrees. Your status as a princess is irrelevant in the eyes of our law when it comes to your rights as a soulmate.â
Lewis squeezes your hand, a smile playing on his lips. âSee? I told you weâd figure it out.â
Dr. Santos continues, âFurthermore, we have specific laws protecting soulmates from forced separation. Any attempt to interfere with your bond â be it physical separation, coercion, or even attempts to remove or alter your soulmate marks â is considered a serious crime in Brazil.â
You unconsciously rub your wrist where your tattoo is hidden. âWhat about ... what if they try to claim Iâm mentally unfit or something? To try and invalidate my choices?â
Dr. Santosâ expression turns serious. âWeâve seen such tactics used before, unfortunately. Thatâs why we have safeguards in place. Any claims of mental unfitness would require extensive evaluation by multiple independent Brazilian psychiatrists.â
âAnd if they try to use their diplomatic influence?â Lewis asks.
âBrazilâs stance on soulmate rights is non-negotiable,â Dr. Santos states firmly. âWeâve stood up to pressure from other nations before, and we wonât hesitate to do so again. Your bond is protected here, regardless of external political pressures.â
You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. âThis all sounds almost too good to be true.â
Dr. Santos smiles warmly. âI understand your caution, Y/N. But I assure you, these protections are very real and very enforceable. Now, let me explain some of the practical aspects of your situation.â
As the car turns onto a quieter street, Dr. Santos pulls out a tablet. âWeâll need to register your bond officially. This involves a simple verification process â usually just a visual confirmation of a matching font on your soulmate marks. Once registered, youâll be issued official documentation of your bond status.â
âWhat does that documentation do?â You ask, leaning forward with interest.
âIt serves several purposes,â Dr. Santos explains. âFirstly, itâs legal proof of your bond, which can be used to claim various rights and protections under Brazilian law. It also serves as a form of identification and can be used to expedite your citizenship application.â
Lewis nods thoughtfully. âAnd what about privacy? Given our high profiles, weâre concerned about information leaks.â
âAn excellent question,â Dr. Santos says. âWe take privacy very seriously, especially in high-profile cases like yours. All information related to your bond and Y/Nâs presence in Brazil will be classified at the highest level. Only a select few government officials will have access to this information.â
You feel a surge of gratitude towards this woman and the country she represents. âDr. Santos, I canât thank you enough for all of this.â
She smiles warmly. âItâs my pleasure. Protecting soulmates is not just my job, itâs my passion. Now, letâs discuss some of the support services available to you.â
As the car pulls up to a nondescript building, Dr. Santos continues her explanation. âWe offer counseling services specifically tailored for soulmates who have faced separation or threats to their bond. These services are completely confidential and can be invaluable in helping you process your experiences and adjust to your new life.â
You nod, feeling a lump form in your throat. âI think ... I think that might be really helpful.â
Lewis wraps an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close. âWeâll get through this together, love. Whatever you need.â
Dr. Santos leads you into the building and up to a comfortably furnished office. As you all take seats, she pulls out some forms.
âNow, I know this is a lot to take in,â she says gently. âBut Iâd like to start the official registration process, if youâre ready. The sooner we get this done, the sooner youâll have legal protection.â
You look at Lewis, who gives you an encouraging nod. âOkay,â you say, taking a deep breath. âLetâs do it.â
As Dr. Santos begins to explain the forms, a thought occurs to you. âDr. Santos, what about Lewis? How will all of this affect his career?â
Dr. Santos smiles. âIâm glad you asked. Mr. Hamilton, as a Brazilian citizen, you have the right to have your soulmate with you wherever your career takes you. We can provide diplomatic assistance to ensure Y/N can travel with you freely, without risk of detention or forced return to the UK.â
Lewis grins, looking relieved. âThatâs fantastic news. I was worried I might have to give up racing.â
âNot at all,â Dr. Santos assures him. âWe believe that soulmates should support each otherâs dreams and ambitions. Our laws are designed to facilitate that.â
As you begin filling out the forms, a sense of surreal calm washes over you. For the first time in your life, you feel truly protected, truly free to be with the person youâre meant to be with.
âThereâs one more thing,â Dr. Santos says as you finish the paperwork. âAs part of our soulmate protection program, we offer a safe house service. Itâs a secure location where you can stay while you adjust to your new situation and decide on your next steps. Would you be interested in that?â
You and Lewis exchange a look. âI think that might be a good idea,â Lewis says. âAt least for a little while, until we figure things out. My home here isnât exactly inconspicuous.â
You nod in agreement. âYes, please. That sounds perfect.â
Dr. Santos smiles, clearly pleased. âExcellent. Iâll make the arrangements right away. The location is completely confidential and guarded 24/7. Youâll be safe there.â
As she stands to make some calls, you turn to Lewis, feeling overwhelmed by everything thatâs happened.
âLewis,â you say softly, âI canât believe youâve done all this for me. Youâve turned your whole life upside down.â
He takes your hands in his, his eyes shining with emotion. âYouâre my soulmate. My whole life was leading up to finding you. Everything else? Itâs just details weâll figure out together.â
You lean in, resting your forehead against his. For the first time since you can remember, you feel truly, completely safe. Protected not just by laws and governments, but by the love of the person you were always meant to find.
As Dr. Santos returns to finalize the arrangements, you realize that this isnât just the end of your old life. Itâs the beginning of something new, something wonderful. A life where youâre free to love, free to be yourself, free to explore the bond that fate has given you.
Whatever challenges lie ahead, you know now that you wonât face them alone. You have Lewis, you have the protection of Brazilian law, and most importantly, you have hope. The future, once so terrifying, now shines with possibility.
And as you leave the office hand in hand with Lewis, ready to start your new life together, you canât help but smile. Because for the first time, youâre not running away from something.
Youâre running towards it.
***
The roar of engines and the buzz of excitement fill the air as you stand at the entrance to the AutĂłdromo JosĂ© Carlos Pace. Your heart pounds in your chest, a mix of nerves and exhilaration coursing through your veins. Lewisâ hand is warm and steady in yours, a constant reminder that youâre not alone.
âAre you ready for this?â Lewis asks, his brown eyes searching yours with concern.
You take a deep breath, squeezing his hand. âAs ready as Iâll ever be. Itâs time to stop hiding.â
Lewis nods, a proud smile lighting up his face. âThatâs my girl. Remember, whatever happens, weâre in this together.â
With one last reassuring squeeze, Lewis leads you into the paddock. The moment you step into view, a hush falls over the nearby crowd. Then, like a wave, whispers and exclamations ripple outward.
âIs that ...â
âIt canât be ...â
âThe princess!â
âWith Lewis Hamilton?â
Cameras flash in a frenzy, and reporters surge forward, held back only by the security team flanking you and Lewis. You keep your head high, your hand firmly in Lewisâ as you make your way through the paddock.
A brave reporter manages to shout a question over the commotion. âYour Highness! Is it true youâve been in hiding in Brazil?â
You pause, looking to Lewis. He gives you an encouraging nod. Taking a deep breath, you turn to face the press.
âYes, itâs true,â you say, your voice steady despite your nerves. âIâve been in Brazil for the past few months, under the protection of the Brazilian government.â
The questions come rapid-fire after that.
âWhy did you leave the UK?â
âAre you and Lewis Hamilton really soulmates?â
âWhat does the royal family have to say about this?â
Lewis steps forward, his arm protectively around your waist. âWeâll be holding a press conference later to address all your questions. For now, we ask for your patience and understanding as we prepare for the race.â
As you continue through the paddock, you canât help but think back on the tumultuous months that led to this moment ...
The first few weeks in Brazil had been a whirlwind of paperwork, security briefings, and adjusting to your new reality. You and Lewis had stayed in the safe house provided by the Brazilian government, venturing out only when necessary and always under heavy guard.
One morning, about a month into your stay, Dr. Santos had arrived with a grim expression.
âWeâve intercepted some concerning communications,â she had said, her usual calm demeanor tinged with worry. âIt seems the British royal family has intensified their search for you, Y/N. Theyâre making threats.â
You had felt your heart drop. âWhat kind of threats?â
Dr. Santos had hesitated before answering. âTheyâre threatening to use their diplomatic influence to pressure Brazil into returning you. Theyâre also ... theyâre suggesting that you might be mentally unfit, that youâve been coerced or manipulated.â
Lewis had immediately pulled you close, his jaw clenched in anger. âThey canât do that. We wonât let them.â
âAnd we wonât,â Dr. Santos had assured you both. âOur stance on soulmate rights is non-negotiable. But I want you to be prepared. This might get ugly.â
And it had. Over the next few months, your family had tried everything. Diplomatic pressure, media manipulation, even attempts to infiltrate Brazilian government systems to locate you. But Brazil had stood firm, and you had remained safe.
A commotion near the Mercedes garage snaps you back to the present. You see a group of men in dark suits pushing their way through the crowd, their expressions grim and determined. Your blood runs cold as you recognize one of them â your fatherâs head of security.
âLewis,â you whisper urgently, âtheyâre here.â
Lewisâ arm tightens around you as he quickly assesses the situation. âStay calm. Remember the plan.â
As the men approach, the lead one steps forward, his voice loud and authoritative. âYour Royal Highness, by order of His Majesty the King, you are to return to the United Kingdom immediately.â
You feel all eyes on you, the paddock having gone deathly quiet. Taking a deep breath, you step forward, your voice clear and steady. âIâm afraid that wonât be possible. I am here of my own free will, protected by Brazilian law as the soulmate of a Brazilian citizen.â
The manâs expression hardens. âYour Highness, please donât make this difficult. Your family is concerned for your well-being. They believe you may have been coerced or manipulated-â
âThe only manipulation here,â Lewis interrupts, his voice sharp, âis coming from those who would separate soulmates for political gain.â
Just then, Dr. Santos appears, flanked by Brazilian officials. âGentlemen,â she says coolly to the British security team, âIâm afraid youâre overstepping. Y/N is under the protection of the Brazilian government. Any attempt to remove her against her will would be considered means for an international incident.â
The head of security sputters, clearly not having expected this level of resistance. âThis is a family matter-â
âNo,â you interject, your voice stronger now. âThis is a matter of human rights. The right to be with oneâs soulmate. A right that Brazil recognizes and protects.â
Dr. Santos nods approvingly. âFurthermore, any claims of mental unfitness have been thoroughly disproven by independent psychiatric evaluation. Y/N is here of her own free will, in full possession of her faculties.â
The security team looks at each other uncertainly, clearly realizing theyâre outmatched. The lead man makes one last attempt. âYour Highness, please. Your family misses you. They want you to come home.â
For a moment, you feel a pang of sadness for the life you left behind. But then you feel Lewisâ steady presence beside you, and you know youâre exactly where youâre meant to be.
âI am home,â you say softly but firmly. âMy home is with my soulmate, wherever that may be.â
The man opens his mouth to argue further, but Dr. Santos cuts him off. âGentlemen, I believe itâs time for you to leave. Unless youâd like us to involve the authorities?â
Realizing theyâre defeated, the security team begins to retreat. As they leave, you hear murmurs of admiration and support from the crowd that has gathered to watch the confrontation.
Lewis pulls you into a tight embrace. âYou were amazing,â he whispers in your ear. âIâm so proud of you.â
As you pull back, you see reporters clamoring for comments, their cameras flashing incessantly. Dr. Santos steps forward to address them.
âA full press conference will be held later today,â she announces. âFor now, I can confirm that Y/N, formally known as Her Royal Highness, is here legally and of her own free will as the soulmate of Lewis Hamilton. She is under the full protection of Brazilian law, and any attempts to interfere with their bond will be met with the full force of our legal system.â
As Dr. Santos continues to field questions, Lewis turns to you. âAre you okay?â He asks softly, his eyes searching yours.
You nod, feeling a weight lift off your shoulders. âIâm more than okay. For the first time, I feel ... free.â
Lewis grins, pressing a kiss to your forehead. âGood. Because weâve got a race to win.â
As you make your way to the Mercedes garage, youâre overwhelmed by the support you receive. Team members, other drivers, and even fans call out words of encouragement.
âWeâve got your back, Y/N!â
âLove wins!â
âYou show âem, Lewis!â
Inside the garage, the team greets you warmly. Toto approaches with a smile.
âY/N, Lewis,â he says, shaking both your hands. âThat was quite an entrance. Are you sure youâre up for all this today?â
You nod firmly. âAbsolutely. Itâs time to show the world that love doesnât make you weak. It makes you stronger.â
Lewis beams at your words. âCouldnât have said it better myself. Now, letâs go win this race, yeah?â
As Lewis begins his pre-race preparations, you find a quiet corner to collect your thoughts. The events of the past few months flash through your mind â the fear, the uncertainty, but also the overwhelming love and support youâve received.
You think about your family, about the life you left behind. Thereâs sadness there, but no regret. Youâve found something more precious than any crown â the freedom to love, to be yourself, to follow your heart.
A gentle hand on your shoulder pulls you from your thoughts. You look up to see Lewis, now in his race suit, his helmet tucked under his arm.
âPenny for your thoughts?â He asks softly.
You smile, reaching up to cup his cheek. âJust thinking about how lucky I am. How grateful I am for you, for Brazil, for everyone whoâs supported us.â
Lewis leans into your touch, his eyes shining with emotion. âWeâre the lucky ones, Y/N. To have found each other, to have this chance at happiness. And I promise you, Iâll spend every day making sure you never regret your choice.â
You stand, wrapping your arms around his neck. âI could never regret choosing you. Youâre my soulmate, my home, my everything.â
As you lean in for a kiss, the garage erupts in cheers and whistles. You break apart, laughing, to see the entire team watching with grins on their faces.
âAlright, lovebirds,â Toto calls out good-naturedly. âSave it for after the race. Lewis, youâve got a championship to chase.â
Lewis gives you one last quick kiss before pulling on his helmet. âWatch me fly, Princess,â he says with a wink.
As he heads out to the track, you take your place in the garage, surrounded by your new family â the team that has embraced you without question. You feel a sense of belonging, of purpose, that youâve never experienced before.
The roar of engines fills the air as the race begins. You watch Lewis navigate the track with precision and skill, your heart swelling with pride and love. This is your life now â the excitement of race day, the thrill of competition, but most importantly, the joy of being with your soulmate.
As Lewis crosses the finish line in first place, the garage erupts in celebration. You rush out to meet him in parc fermé, not caring about protocol or propriety. Lewis sweeps you up in his arms, spinning you around as the crowd cheers.
In that moment, with the sun shining down and the sound of celebration all around, you know that youâve made the right choice. This is where you belong â by Lewisâ side, free to love and be loved, ready to face whatever challenges come your way.
Together.
***
The familiar scent of motor oil and rubber fills the air as you step onto British soil for the first time in over a year. Silverstone buzzes with excitement, but you canât shake the nervous energy coursing through your veins. Lewisâ hand finds yours, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
âYou okay?â He asks softly, his eyes searching yours with concern.
You take a deep breath, nodding. âI think so. Itâs just ... strange being back.â
Lewis pulls you close, pressing a kiss to your forehead. âRemember, youâre not alone. Weâve got security everywhere, and Iâm right here with you.â
As if on cue, the head of your security team, a tall, no-nonsense woman named Maria, approaches. âEverythingâs clear, Ms. Y/N. Weâve swept the entire area and have eyes on all entry points.â
You smile gratefully at her. âThank you, Maria. I donât know what weâd do without you.â
Mariaâs stern expression softens slightly. âJust doing our job, maâam. Your safety is our top priority.â
As you make your way through the paddock, you canât help but notice the stares and whispers that follow you. Some are curious, others admiring, and a few ... less than friendly. But your security team forms a protective barrier around you and Lewis, keeping any potential trouble at bay.
âY/N! Lewis!â A familiar voice calls out. You turn to see Fred Vasseur approaching, a warm smile on his face. âWelcome back to Silverstone. How are you holding up?â
âItâs ... intense,â you admit. âBut Iâm glad to be here, supporting Lewis.â
Fred nods understandingly. âWell, youâve got the whole team behind you. Anyone gives you trouble, theyâll have to answer to all of Ferrari.â
As you continue through the paddock, greeting team members and other drivers, you canât shake the feeling that youâre being watched. Not just by the curious onlookers, but by someone ... familiar.
Thatâs when you see him. Standing near the VIP area, looking as regal and composed as ever, is your brother.
Your heart skips a beat. You havenât seen Edward since that fateful day you ran away. Lewis, sensing your tension, follows your gaze.
âIs that ...â he asks quietly.
You nod, unable to find words. Lewis turns to Maria. âCan you make sure we have a private moment?â
Maria nods, already signaling to her team. Within moments, theyâve created a small bubble of privacy around you and Edward.
Edward approaches slowly, his expression unreadable. For a moment, you both just stand there, years of unspoken words hanging between you.
Then, to your surprise, Edwardâs composure cracks. His eyes fill with tears as he pulls you into a tight embrace.
âY/N,â he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. âIâve missed you so much.â
You cling to him, your own tears falling freely. âEddie ... Iâm so sorry I left without saying goodbye. I just ... I couldnât ...â
Edward pulls back, holding you at armâs length. His eyes roam your face, as if memorizing every detail. âDonât apologize. Not ever. What you did ... Y/N, I am so incredibly proud of you.â
His words catch you off guard. âProud? But I abandoned the family, my duties ...â
Edward shakes his head firmly. âYou chose love. You chose happiness. You did what I was too weak to do.â
You glance at Lewis, whoâs standing a respectful distance away, giving you this moment with your brother. âEdward, this is Lewis. My soulmate.â
Edward extends his hand to Lewis. âItâs an honor to meet you, Lewis. Thank you for protecting my sister and giving her the happiness she deserves.â
Lewis shakes his hand, his expression sincere. âThe honor is mine, Your Highness. Y/N is the bravest, most amazing person I know. Iâm just lucky to be part of her life.â
Edwardâs smile is tinged with sadness. âPlease, call me Edward. And youâre right, she is amazing. Always has been.â
You look at your brother closely, noticing the lines of stress around his eyes, the slight slump in his shoulders. âEddie ... how are you? Really?â
He sighs, running a hand through his hair. âItâs ... not easy. The family is in turmoil after your departure. Father is furious, Mother is heartbroken, and Iâm ... well, Iâm trying to hold it all together.â
âAnd Lily?â You ask softly, referring to Edwardâs soulmate. âHave you heard from her?â
Edwardâs expression clouds over. âNo. Not since ... not since that day.â
You take your brotherâs hand, squeezing it gently. âItâs not too late, you know. You could still reach out to her.â
Edward laughs bitterly. âAnd say what? âSorry I let them burn off my soulmate mark and married someone else. Want to grab coffee?ââ
Lewis steps forward, his voice gentle but firm. âWith all due respect, Your High- Edward, itâs never too late. The bond between soulmates ... itâs not something that can be erased, no matter whatâs done to the physical mark.â
Edward looks at Lewis, a glimmer of hope in his eyes. âYou really believe that?â
Lewis nods. âI do. Y/N and I found each other against all odds. Whoâs to say you and Lily canât do the same?â
You squeeze Edwardâs hand again. âEddie, you deserve to be happy. You deserve love. Itâs not too late to choose yourself, to choose love.â
Edward looks torn, glancing around at the crowds, the cameras, the weight of expectation thatâs always surrounded you both. âBut the family ...â
âWill still be there,â you say softly. âBut youâll be facing them as your true self, with your soulmate by your side. It makes all the difference, trust me.â
Your brother is quiet for a long moment, clearly wrestling with years of ingrained duty and expectation. Finally, he looks up, a new determination in his eyes.
âYouâre right,â he says, his voice growing stronger. âYouâre absolutely right. Iâve spent too long living for everyone else. Itâs time I lived for myself.â
You canât help the smile that spreads across your face. âDoes this mean ...â
Edward nods, a mix of fear and excitement in his eyes. âIâm going to do it. Iâm going to find Lily. Iâm going to make things right.â
You throw your arms around your brother, hugging him tightly. âIâm so proud of you, Eddie. And Iâll be here for you, every step of the way.â
As you pull back, you see tears in Edwardâs eyes, but also a lightness that you havenât seen in years. âThank you. For showing me that itâs possible to choose love. For being brave enough to pave the way.â
Lewis steps forward, placing a hand on Edwardâs shoulder. âIf you need any help â legal advice, security, anything â just say the word. Youâre family now.â
Edward looks at Lewis gratefully. âThank you. I might just take you up on that.â
Just then, Maria approaches discreetly. âIâm sorry to interrupt, but we need to move. The press is getting restless.â
You nod, turning back to Edward. âWill you be okay?â
He takes a deep breath, squaring his shoulders. âI will be. For the first time in a long time, I think I really will be.â
As you prepare to part ways, Edward pulls you in for one last hug. âI love you, little sister. Thank you for reminding me whatâs truly important.â
âI love you too, Eddie,â you whisper back. âGo find your happiness. You deserve it.â
With one last squeeze, Edward steps back. As he walks away, you see him pull out his phone, a look of determination on his face. You have a feeling you know exactly who heâs about to call.
Lewis wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you close. âYou okay, love?â
You nod, wiping away a stray tear. âMore than okay. I feel ... hopeful. For Eddie, for us, for everything.â
As you make your way back through the paddock, youâre struck by how different everything feels. The stares donât bother you as much, the whispers fade into background noise. Youâre exactly where youâre meant to be, with the person youâre meant to be with.
âYou know,â Lewis says as you reach the Ferrari garage, âI think Iâm going to win this race.â
You raise an eyebrow, a smile playing on your lips. âOh? And what makes you so sure?â
Lewis grins, pulling you close. âBecause Iâve got my lucky charm by my side. How can I lose?â
You laugh, the sound light and free. âWell, in that case, youâd better not disappoint. I expect nothing less than a victory, Sir Hamilton.â
As Lewis leans in for a kiss, youâre vaguely aware of cameras flashing and people cheering. But none of that matters. What matters is this moment, this love, this life youâve chosen.
You think back to a year ago, when you were terrified of finding your soulmate, of the consequences it would bring. Now, standing here at Silverstone, with Lewis by your side and the hope of your brother finding his own happiness, you realize that choosing love wasnât just the brave choice.
It was the only choice.
As Lewis heads off to prepare for the race, you take your place in the garage. The roar of engines fills the air, and you feel a surge of excitement.
This is your life now. Supporting Lewis, championing love, and showing the world that sometimes, the greatest act of duty is being true to yourself.
As the race begins, you watch Lewis tear around the track, your heart swelling with pride and love. You may not wear a tiara anymore, but youâve gained something far more precious â the freedom to love, to choose, to be yourself.
And as the chequered flag waves and Lewis crosses the finish line in first place, you know that this victory isnât just his.
Itâs yours. Itâs Edwardâs. Itâs everyone whoâs ever had the courage to choose love over duty, happiness over expectation.
As you rush to congratulate Lewis, wrapped in his arms as the crowd cheers, you know that this is just the beginning. There will be challenges ahead, obstacles to overcome. But with love by your side and the strength to be true to yourself, youâre ready to face whatever comes.
Because in the end, love always wins. And you? Youâre living proof of that.
***
The warm Brazilian sun streams through the windows of the spacious beachfront home, filling the living room with a golden glow. The sound of childrenâs laughter mingles with the distant crash of waves, creating a symphony of domestic bliss.
Youâre seated on the plush carpet, surrounded by an array of colorful toys. Your three-year-old daughter, Emilia, is busily stacking blocks, her little face scrunched in concentration. Across from you, Edward is attempting to wrangle his own two-year-old son, James, who seems more interested in knocking down Emiliaâs creations than building his own.
âJames, darling, letâs build our own tower, shall we?â Edward coaxes gently, redirecting his sonâs attention.
You canât help but smile at the scene. Five years ago, you never could have imagined this â you and Edward, raising your children together, free from the constraints of royal duty.
The sound of a door opening draws your attention. Lewis walks in, his arms full of grocery bags, closely followed by Lily.
âWe come bearing snacks!â Lewis announces with a grin.
Emiliaâs head snaps up at the sight of her favorite person. âDaddy!â She squeals, abandoning her blocks and running to Lewis.
Lewis sets down the bags just in time to scoop up his daughter, peppering her face with kisses. âHello, my little racer. Have you been good for Mummy?â
Emilia nods enthusiastically. âI builded a big tower!â
âBuilt, sweetheart,â you correct gently, getting to your feet. âAnd it was a very impressive tower indeed.â
Lewis sets Emilia down and wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you in for a quick kiss. âAnd howâs my other favorite girl doing?â
You smile, leaning into his embrace. âBetter now that youâre home. How was the market?â
âBusy,â Lily chimes in, setting down her own bags. âBut we managed to get everything on the list, plus a few extras.â
Edward stands, hoisting James onto his hip. âExtras, you say? Let me guess â more of those brigadeiros that youâre definitely not addicted to, right, love?â
Lilyâs cheeks flush slightly as she laughs. âI plead the fifth. This baby wants what it wants.â
Your eyes light up at the reminder. Lily is five months pregnant with their second child, and youâre all buzzing with excitement.
âSpeaking of the baby,â you say, moving to help unpack the groceries, âhave you two decided if youâre going to find out the gender?â
Edward and Lily exchange a look. âWeâre still debating,â Edward admits. âPart of me wants to know, but thereâs also something nice about the surprise.â
Lewis chuckles, joining you in the kitchen. âI remember that debate. Though if I recall correctly, someone couldnât handle the suspense and made me call the doctor at two in the morning to find out.â
You playfully swat his arm. âHey, you were just as curious as I was!â
As you all work together to put away the groceries and prepare snacks for the kids, youâre struck by how natural this all feels. The easy banter, the shared responsibilities, the love that permeates every interaction. Itâs a far cry from the rigid formality of your royal upbringing.
âYou know,â Edward says, as if reading your thoughts, âsometimes I still canât believe this is our life now.â
You nod, understanding completely. âI know what you mean. Itâs so different from what we always thought our futures would be.â
Lily comes up behind Edward, wrapping her arms around his waist. âDifferent, but better, right?â
Edward turns, pulling her close. âInfinitely better. I wouldnât change a thing.â
As you watch your brother with his soulmate, you feel a wave of happiness and gratitude wash over you. It hadnât been easy for Edward to follow in your footsteps, to give up his place in the line of succession and choose love over duty. But seeing him now, so relaxed and genuinely happy, you know it was worth every struggle.
âEarth to Y/N,â Lewisâ voice breaks through your reverie. âWhereâd you go just now?â
You smile, shaking your head. âJust thinking about how far weâve all come. How different things could have been.â
Lewis nods, understanding in his eyes. âDo you ever regret it? Giving up your title, your life in England?â
You donât hesitate for a second. âNever. This life, with you, with our family â itâs more than I ever dreamed possible.â
A sudden crash from the living room interrupts the moment. You all rush in to find James standing triumphantly atop a mountain of scattered blocks, while Emilia looks on in horror.
âJames Edward Henry Albert Windsor!â Lily exclaims, trying to sound stern but failing to hide her amusement. âWhat have we said about destroying other peopleâs creations?â
James, looking not at all repentant, grins widely. âI king of the castle!â
Edward struggles to keep a straight face as he lifts his son off the block mountain. âYes, well, kings should be builders, not destroyers. Letâs clean this up and then we can all build a castle together, okay?â
As you all pitch in to help clean up the blocks, Emilia tugs on your sleeve. âMummy, will James be a real king someday?â
The question catches you off guard. You exchange a look with Edward, unsure how to explain the complicated reality of your familyâs situation.
Lewis kneels down next to Emilia, his voice gentle. âNo, sweetheart. James wonât be a king and you wonât be a princess. But thatâs okay, because you get to be something even better.â
Emiliaâs eyes widen with curiosity. âWhatâs that, Daddy?â
Lewis smiles, pulling her into a hug. âYou get to be yourself. You get to choose who you want to be and what you want to do with your life. And thatâs much more special.â
You feel tears prick at your eyes, overwhelmed by the simple beauty of Lewisâ words. This is why you left, why you chose this life. So that your children could have the freedom you and Edward never had growing up.
As the afternoon wears on, you all migrate to the back patio. The kids play in the sand under the watchful eyes of their parents, while you, Lewis, Edward, and Lily relax on the comfortable outdoor furniture.
âSo,â Lily says, her hand resting on her growing belly, âhave you two given any thought to expanding your own family?â
You and Lewis share a knowing look. âActually,â you say, unable to keep the excitement from your voice, âweâve been thinking about it a lot lately.â
Edward raises an eyebrow. âOh? Do tell, little sister.â
Lewis takes your hand, giving it a squeeze. âWeâre thinking of adopting. There are so many children out there who need loving homes, and we have more than enough love to give.â
âThatâs wonderful!â Lily exclaims, her eyes shining. âOh, Emilia would love a little brother or sister.â
You nod, watching your daughter play. âWe think so too. Weâre just starting the process, but it feels right.â
Edward leans forward, his expression serious. âHave you thought about how this might affect things back in England? The press ...â
You sigh, having expected this question. âWe have. And honestly, weâve decided that it doesnât matter what they think. This is our life, our family. Weâre not going to let fear of judgment or outdated institutions dictate our choices anymore.â
Lewis nods in agreement. âWeâve already faced the worst they could throw at us. We came out stronger. Whatever comes next, we can handle it together.â
Edwardâs serious expression melts into a proud smile. âYouâre right, of course. Iâm sorry, old habits die hard I suppose. Iâm thrilled for you both, truly.â
As the conversation flows, touching on everything from potential names for Lily and Edwardâs baby to Lewisâ upcoming ambassador campaign, youâre struck by how perfectly imperfect this life is. Itâs messy and chaotic at times, full of unexpected challenges and joy in equal measure. But itâs real, and itâs yours.
The sun begins to set, painting the sky in brilliant shades of orange and pink. James and Emilia, tired from their day of play, curl up in their fathersâ laps. As you watch your brother gently stroke his sonâs hair, you remember a conversation from years ago.
âEddie,â you say softly, âdo you remember what you told me the day they ... the day they burned off your soulmate mark?â
Edward looks up, his eyes clouding with the memory. âI told you that if you ever found your soulmate, you should run. Run far away and donât look back.â
You nod, feeling Lewisâ arm tighten around you. âIâm so glad I took your advice. And Iâm even more glad that you eventually followed it too.â
Edward smiles, looking down at James and then over at Lily. âSo am I, Y/N. So am I.â
As the evening draws in, you all move inside. The kids are put to bed, their excited chatter about building sandcastles and racing cars fading into peaceful sleep. You, Lewis, Edward, and Lily settle in the living room, glasses of wine in hand (sparkling juice for Lily).
âA toast,â Lewis proposes, raising his glass. âTo family, to love, and to the courage to choose our own path.â
âTo freedom,â Edward adds, his eyes shining with emotion.
âTo second chances,â Lily chimes in, her hand resting on her belly.
You raise your own glass, feeling a swell of emotion. âTo us. All of us. And to the beautiful, chaotic, perfectly imperfect life weâve built together.â
As you clink glasses, you catch Lewisâ eye. In that moment, youâre transported back to that day at Silverstone, when you first ran into each other. The fear, the excitement, the life-changing decision you made in an instant.
You wouldnât change a thing.
As the night wears on and conversation flows freely, you realize that this â this warmth, this love, this freedom â this is what happily ever after really looks like. Itâs not a fairy tale ending, but a beginning. A beginning of a life filled with love, choice, and the joy of being truly yourself.
And as you curl up in bed that night, Lewisâ arms around you and the sound of the ocean in the distance, you know that youâre exactly where youâre meant to be.
Your familyâs story is still being written. And you canât wait to see what the next chapter brings.
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