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xxlelaxx · 8 months ago

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My daughter is in a screaming phase. She just spends the whole day shrieking and screaming and I have had the most terrible headache. The last night's she cried for a Minimum of two hours because of the teeth and today everything was fine. I did everything I could and it was fine. We fell asleep. I wake up 45 minutes later to her screaming again and I just can't take it anymore. I've had too little sleep and I've been around her for the last 3 days... Even when I was interacting with her she was still in the same room screeching. My husband complained after two hours and honestly next time he does I'm gonna tell him to shut up about it. I haven't stopped crying for an hour cause now I can't sleep again cause I'm so agitated. I hate mother hormones. I hate not being allowed to sleep. I hate headaches. I don't want to get up and finish all the chores.

#ignore me #somehow all of this is going to a very toxic direction and i dont think my husband even notices #i cant stand his whining about free time and wjatever other shit he complains about #I'm stuck with the kid for days snd even my days of are hakf days at best where i sleep a few extra hours and he spend the rest of my free #time around me or i do shit for the house #i just wann die #at this point i wanna die #and all the people I'd ask are too busy or i know that she wojt saty for longer than an hour with them #i screamrd at her to shut up cause i couldn't take it #i cant do this anymore #she spits out her stupid pacifiers and then cries about it not being in her mouth #i had to hold it with a little force so she would be able to suck on it and get back to sleep #i pass out while breastfeeding cause i am too exhausted #I'm gonna have to take care of all the new clothes that will arrive soon which will be an extra day of work and honestly i dont have a day #i barely have enough time for me #there sre says i dont eat so i make everyone else happy cause i just feel like i dont matter #now my brother needs help with resumes and i know nobody else will help him but he needs something soon or it will fuck up his life #my parents are getting older and it sometimes tests my patience that i have to baby their feelings again #and my sister's health is so bad i dont wanna ask her #also most of my friends are busy or sick themselves #well anyways gotta go clean and prepare everything for tomorrow

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