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this explains sm abt me lmao 😅
#like y i luv#tapestry#n carpets#n textiles#i was always wanting a rug like this#ffvi#final fantasy#ff6#final fantasy vi#final fantasy 6
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You know what, I figured out why we're having so many errors in Destiny 2 now. It's because with the addition of Micah-10, we've finally reached a critical mass of women with drop dead gorgeous voices, and the game simply can't handle it anymore. It's like Telesto. Too powerful. If they'd actually put Ikora Rey in a rendered cutscene for more than 5 seconds it would have shut down the servers for good
#destiny 2#destiny the game#destiny spoilers#the final shape#the final shape spoilers#micah 10#ikora rey#eris morn#mara sov#elsie bray#savathûn#we're really quite spoiled for women with amazing voices#you know what we're Not spoiled for?#ikora rey being allowed to be part of the fucking story#look its a fantastic expansion ok.#its just incredibly galling that my least favorite thing is Also happening alongside it.#once again ikora gets shoved out of the limelight in favor of everyone else#gets relegated back to emotional support#is allowed one Tiny outburst of her own hurt feelings only for it to be swept under the rug because there are always Bigger Problems#why didnt we get to hear from ophiuchus?#we got beautiful interactions between every other guardian and their ghost#literally everyone else got a nightmare gauntlet exploring their insecurities and flaws#but no ikora gets to quietly meditate and fail to commune with the traveler#and then cayde gets to contact it instead#all i wanted this expansion was some emotional resolution for ikora#i was so excited after her reunion scene with cayde i was like oh god we're really doing it!#but no. no no.#the sexism of it. the racism of it. the misogynoir#im so tired this has happened in every goddamn fandom ive been in for the past decade#sourghost.jpeg
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i like them together....
#a doodley#jumpscaring everyone again#im stilll deciding talons nose shape#saw a nose shape that looked a lot like his the other day and im trying to integrate it with the old way i used to draw it too#undecided if he should have very visible nostrils or if theyre more hidden like al's#speaking of al he's existed for over a decade and im still deciding eye color!#i feel his whole scheme fits the light grey or green eyes ive always given him#but. light eyes scare me and he is my forever girl. so we're leaning brownish again rn#it all goes back to brown. like how i cant stop drawing talon with his original eye color when he's meant to have the scary purple eyes#as a vampyre#AND FINALLY im trying to find a way to add more texture to talons face#i have to do more intentional wrinkles around the eyes and sockets that add form#i give al his acne scars + bumps + pores#wanted to give talon liver spots but he is a vampire! no sun exposure!#might also just do like. bumps and blemishes#the illusion of rugged skin
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Kinda got a love/hate relationship with the history of K/S because it's like. Can I please have a queer discussion about this 1960s television show without it being reduced to "shipper discourse". I thought Spock and Kirk were homo long before I knew that their characters spawned a fanfiction counterculture. The bisexual dude who wrote the episode that really kick-started the movement didn't know it was going to coalesce into the fan phenomenon that it did, he was just writing what he knew how to write best: the repression of burning male desire, and two dudes doing homoerotic shit. Can I just talk about the repressed burning male desire please, and the implications of a gay angle to Kirk and Spock's story, without it being referred to as shipper discourse. Can I do that. Does this make sense
#yes queer men write fanfiction but the subculture itself wasnt really centered around us or around closeted male desire which is the part#i related to#and I don't always think it gets to be talked about in a way thats ever fully divorced from that context if that makes sense?#one could argue it never WILL be divorced from that context but I believe said subtext existed before k/s was invented so#anyway this is one if my most autistic posts to date#historic moment#i hope this makes sense#k/s#star trek#the premise#like i just feel like glossing it over as ship discourse is demeaning to the actual GAY part of the discussion. this was even seen when#Gay-Gay Abrams was making his reboots and people brought up the subtext as a possibility#and creators were like “grrrrr you shippers just want your two favs to kiss onscreen” which downplays the significance of two men#being INTIMATE ONSCREEN#and is a lazy way to sweep queer male rep under the rug idk idk Im tired#Kirk and Spock will always be dismissed as a possibility and thats the excuse thats always used#its just so tied up in that fandom culture#i mean its interesting its just also frustrating at times
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Where have you been?
This week's @galladrabbles prompt by @gallabitch73, "Where have you been?"
Word Count: 100
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"Where have you been?!" Ian asked, as he pulled the front door open. "It's 3:30am I was about to call…" He stopped when he saw the state of his husband.
Mickey walked forward, soaked, mud covering him from head to toe.
"What the hell happened to you??"
Mickey was in a daze as he plopped down on the couch, not caring about the mess.
"Mickey, Jesus talk to me!"
"Cartel. Tried to bury me. I dug myself out."
Ian sat stunned as he began touching Mickey everywhere to make sure he was okay.
"Are we in danger here?"
"Yes."
#galladrabbles#dun dun DUUUN!#I've been watching a shitton of horror movies#Wanted to write something scary#but it's hard to do in 100 words#i always felt like the cartel thing was swept under the rug a little#not that i minded i was tired of gallavich drama at that point#but i always wondered
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In Chapter 88, when All Might confronts the League, Shigaraki makes yet another declaration to destroy:
Viz translates it as "Justice this and peace that... All these vague things have kept a lid on our society's filthy underbelly... we're smashing through, through... And to do that, we're removing you from the picture, All Might."
The bolded ("kept a lid", "we're smashing through") is what's highlighted in red in the panel above. 'Futa' translates to lid/cover; 'bukkowasu' translates to destroy, a word that Shigaraki is fond of.
At this moment in time in the story, Shigaraki does not have his memories back yet. But he knows that he's dissatisfied with the world, that he and villains have been ignored and hidden away by society; and he seeks to destroy that cover.
In Chapter 281, with all his memories back, what Shigaraki seeks remains the same, though he's able to articulate it much clearer:
Viz translates this speech as "For generations… you pretended not to see those you couldn't protect… and swept their pain under the rug."
It's correct, though a more literal translation would be: "The things you couldn't protect, you pretended not to see... put a lid over their pain."
And, of course, a few pages later, Shigaraki vows to destroy all of this - Heroes, the system they've built, the society it's housed in. It's still his goal, as he states in Chapter 379, when he broke out of AFO's control, and in Chapter 410, when he tells Deku he'll sink the entire country.
In latest Chapter 412, "destroying the lid" is brought up again, though this time by Deku, as he thinks back to exactly what Shigaraki was saying back in Jaku about Heroes ignoring pain of unsaved victims:
Lit. translation: "That lid, until it's destroyed, I won't stop striking at it." The same words Shigaraki uses.
The scanlation has rendered it as "shredding the rug," which is correct and trying to match with the Viz translation, but I think that loses the slight nuance in this thread of "destroying the lid/cover" that can be traced all the way back to Chapter 88.
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It sounds a bit like Deku and Shigaraki are actually on the same page now? Getting rid of the cover that hides the failures of Hero Society is all well and good, but what would it entail? Shigaraki has decided it means getting rid of everything. Obviously that's bad. I wonder what Deku would propose instead.
#tl;dr: Shigaraki is largely correct. as always#Shigaraki Tomura#nalslastworkingbraincell#bnha#mha#heroaca#i'm a sap so i was actually touched by Deku's insistence that Shigaraki is coming from a place of pain#and he wants to 'shred the rug'#but it does feel like he's playing catch up
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hii, i am so curious about what you thought of tdp s7
Hi! I haven't engaged with tdp material since S4 on purpose, since I've learned I don't do well being a creator in fandoms whose canon is so actively updating. I'll binge all of tdp and catch up on everything eventually, but it might be a while, and I'd like to ask for strictly no spoilers for anything since S4 until then! I'm great at avoiding spoilers on my own but if people send them to me I can't really avoid that :P
(thank you for being so spoiler free in your ask btw, appreciate it!)
#asks#I'm still in rain world fandom anyway tbh. could be a while before i want to move on. this fandom been great for my art#and i got a buddy here#but yeah i just. didnt cope well constantly having to figure out my take on new bits of canon info#i had to be like god so for my stories do i incorporate that do i adapt that or do i throw that out#and if i chuck it what's my justification for doing so#and tdp updating after s4 was CONSTANT.#there was always a new little short story or interview or whatever i had to catch up on to make sure i was Fully Informed#and it was super stressful tbh#for me it was like living with most of my brain in a fandom where i felt the rug was being pulled from under me nearly every day#pre s4 it was fine because there was that huge hiatus between 3 and 4 for me to settle in and get comfy eith established canon#but after that? no chance#rain world is much sleepier by comparison. theres a new campaign getting added next march#which is basically two years after the last major update#that's the kind of new content schedule i can cope with in fandoms im creatively active in#thank you for reading my overly long explanation for why i noped out of tdp after the hiatus ended#have a lovely christmas if you celebrate etc
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ruthlessly deleting old 2021/2022 posts (not by me) from my dean studies tag like *click* un-incorporating that from my beliefs system! also the way SO many posts have me like ok uh-huh good aaand then say one completely wrong thing that loses me. it's so many posts.
#it's usually when they randomly drop some line of fanon. like saying dean has never admitted to being wrong in his life#or never expressed an emotion or been vulnerable or doesn't Talk About Feelings or is super duper RepressedTM#like i'm sorry. have you watched the show. oh and have you taken off the sammy POV goggles first?#bc this guy is always crying and being vulnerable and talking about his feelings. he is self-aware.#he may not always want to talk to sam abt things! but he sure does talk about things with other people#do i need to reblog the compilation posts AGAIN?#(also re: his sexualiy? AWARE. sorry i saw him flirt and be flustered by so many men. he knows how he feels.)#and then 'first time ever admitting to being wrong' this one came from a post abt dean's prayer in the trap#like i'm sorry but first of all. dean apologizes more than any other character on the show. there are hard numbers on this.#people have tracked this on spreadsheets. i think ilarual is one of them.#and often he is apologizing for things that aren't even his fault! but he still feels responsible for bc he's been made to feel that way#his whole life!!#other characters *cough samandcas *cough* apologizing Less doesn't mean they've Done less things wrong#it just means they're not owning up to it and brushing it under the rug. something both do frequently.#anyways. aside from apologies. dean also has no problem admitting he's wrong y'know when he's actually wrong#which is less often than you'd think bc he has pretty good instincts and intuition and often suspects things which turn out to be Right#but anyways. another thing abt the trap prayer is. i don't think cas Needed to be forgiven#i think dean was justified in feeling angry w cas over the circumstances leading to the Death of His Mother! totally normal grief response!#i think cas also understands dean to be someone who needs time to process and deal with his feelings (he says as much to jack)#however. despite me not think dean Needs to forgive cas. the thing is. with dean when it comes to cas the forgiveness is implicit#when he says /of course i forgive you/ and in the cut like /of course i wanted you to stay/ like. yes he was mad and dealing with grief#but also. yes cas was already forgiven even back then. he just needed Time to work through the feelings#anyways i think dean says he 'forgives' cas bc it's what CAS needed to hear to stop feeling guilty and dean gives him that closure#but i also think cas was already forgiven even in dean's anger. he wants him there always. i'd rather have you. we can fix this. etc etc#a lot of tags for a non-rebloggable post ajksdfs maybe i'll make these into a real post sometime#vic.txt#dean and feelings#so i can find this all again later
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might have fucked up so its going on the blog
#father left me on read for 2 weeks#showed up yesterday to ask if all was well with me#like i'm the one ignoring him....#then sent his standard goodnight message#i asked him explicitly for reassurance that#the issue i'd been trying to talk about#was going to be resolved#but started it by asking for the reassurance before we brush this issue under the rug#'as per usual'#OOPS#regretting that one#but it's what he always does#can never sort out anything we disagree on#because he'll just not speak to me for ages#then start acting like it's all fine and nothing happened#until the next thing#except now he's so afraid of me leaving completely that he usually ignores things before they get to the argument stage#so nothing is even spoken about#easier for him to ignore me over text#because if i phoned him he'd shout#he scares me so much tbh can't pretend that he doesn't#omg he also asked me when i'm visiting for christmas#well. that depends on you 👍#maybe i'm tired rn but maybe it's his fault that my biggest problem rn#is being convinced i'm unwanted#because the first time he's told me that he does want to spend time with me#was when i was already an adult#and after the divorce and his mother's death#so i'm a last resort#fdndjbdjdbdj dramatic tags
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This will get completed… eventually… one day.
#LISTEN Lin Manuel will always be Alexander Hamilton in my eyes#tarlos#posted this bc it’s been a minute since I’ve been with my boys#rwrb meets tarlos or the other way around?#kinda want to draw Alex and Henry as Carlos and TK lol#send help#slowly but steady… it would’ve been sooner but I got the flu and now I’m currently speaking like Danny Trejo#so rugged. I know… super sexy.#I’m sick and high on cold medicine. don’t indulge me#911 lone star#Carlos reyes#tk strand
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going to ask if i can repaint my room for my birthday lol im scareddd i think im going to get berated bc i got to choose what colour i wanted it painted when we moved here 2.5 years ago but ive hated it ever since i moved in ive regretted it from the very start... if i am going to be living in this room for the whole summer i at least want it to be a colour that doesnt depress me
#its like a dusty sage green which is a colour i really like! it just really doesn't work in my room.. if it was just an accent wall i think#it would be fine but on all 4 walls its so suffocating and my room gets no sunlight so it always feels really grey and drab the colour is#just not bright enough...#& also i have a green rug and green bedding (both of which i love so theyre staying it's the walls that need to go) so it's just too much#green it feels so weird and unbalanced#i think i want just plain white walls & then theres a really thick trim between the ceiling and walls which i want to be a deep dusty pink?#but i have to think about it more. and find out if my mother will actually let me lol
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so like now what.... where does pinocchio get his power from now that reality is shattered and is on stepmothers shit list like..
#neverafter#dimension 20#neverafter spoilers#i just havent seen anyone talk about this...#im still reeling from this episode holy shit it was insane#bc she is his patron right#like i know patrons dont always like their warlocks and want bad things to happen#like whats his name from cr#i didnt really get into it#but doesnt his patron try to kill him or something idk#but like..#EDIT: i havent watched the adventuring party#i just hadnt seen anyone on here talk about it#and idk what this opens up like so much happened#the rug got pulled out from under us and now reorienting is gonna be hard#especially since we have little to nothing to go off of
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MAGENTA.
#look...our profs are the experts but even experts get things wrong even experts have biases even experts are not equipped#to handle certain situations#this person completely invalidated the complaints others in the cohort have had this term on profs grading with bias and not communicating#what they want to see on assignments not to mention there's evidence of favoritism#this is the kind of shit that lets counselors and therapists like my former supervisors get away with bullying clients and colleagues#because they're “experts” they get a pass on being assholes or acting holier than thou#as a peep who plans to specialize in trauma specific to clients receiving trauma from clinics and other practioners#im hella disappointed#just because you didnt experience anything negative doesnt negate the experiences of your peers#there is something going on obviously that deserves to be looked into#it doesnt mean that your cohort is saying “the profs dont know what they are talking about”#gtfo of here#i can admit right now i gotta work on not getting angry when theres an injustice done on others whose voices aren't being heard#and i naturally have an aversion to authority figures that i know isn't always appropriate which ive unpacked through trauma work#but man some of y'all need to work on not being kiss asses to people in positions of authority who should be questioned#especially in this fucking field!!!#if a prof clinician practioner etc etc cant handle having a conversation about behavior or clarification then wtf are they doing#working with vulnerable people???#magenta is my vent word#magenta is my vent tag#sorry peeps theres something in the air today#im normally not this mad#and hindsight i admit maybe im jumping the gun a little but when i heard this kind of shit#where concerns are being swept under the rug i get peeved af#im happy i took summer off#heres hoping fall is better
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-->And then it was back home around 10 PM! Where they were greeted by Shock, herself back from her off-lot adventures for the day. :p I had Alice give the kitty some pets while Smiler went to scavenge the trash piles she’d created from her earlier attempts to repair the turbines for parts and Victor Repairioed the remaining turbines and one busted water collector. Smiler then got put on recycling duty (recycling all the various bits of trash in everyone’s inventories, the eggs they forgot to put in the fridge, some of the muckleberries and morel mushrooms in the household inventory, and a fancy Crystal Creations square shelving unit that I apparently forgot to delete out of the household inventory earlier) while Alice serenaded Victor. This put him very much in the mood, so I sent them upstairs to have a little woo and hoo while Smiler got put back to work on making their new Servo buddy (they’re up to the torso!). I ended up ending the playsession with Victor taking a post-woohoo pee while Alice decided to mop up the puddles outside because, again, Erratic (though hilariously, it started raining again on their lot the moment she decided to do so) –
-->But, before I left the save file entirely, I took a moment to hit Manage Worlds and visit Newcrest – then popped into the Gallery and looked up Petey Plays It’s user ID. Because in-game, the gang was up to Fall Monday, aka Spookfest – and out-of-game, my next playsession fell on 7/7/2024 – aka the Valicer Anniversary! So I wanted the session to revolve around the gang having a group date – and because of the holiday, I wanted an appropriate place for them to go. So I swung by Petey’s to grab his Haunted Museum lot from the “better museums” video of his I watched a little while ago! :D I plopped it down in Newcrest and vowed to give it a bit of a spit-shine before their date (as parts of the museum felt a little empty to me) –
But that you will be seeing next update. ;) Or, well, if you want a teaser, you can always go back and look at this post. XD Either way, Spookfest Valicer Group Date next time! Hope you're looking forward to it!
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#you can always tell when I'm done taking pictures in these playsessions can't you XD#to be fair not much happened once they got home#other than the woo and the hoo#but they have fun#living their best lives as a bunch of cottagecore occults#and yes we have fun haunted museum times soon!#I saw that place in Petey's video and was like '!! want!'#and it was very worth#like I said I ended up updating it a little bit#new rugs and stuff to put on the walls and all that#but the base build is really good#I look forward to gushing about the jack-o-lantern display area later :p#for more reasons than one#queued
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been feeling mixed on some of my friends recently
#i love them but im gonna explain#i don’t want this to boil over like the twins did#but one of my friends i feel so cast off sometimes#i get it bc shes full time adult job employed now#in healthcare no less#but im just getting fully annoyed at her lack of availability and it makes me sad#im getting even sadder actually bc she also always seems to have time to hang with her uni friends whuch hurts#like im like okay i know you have this from 6-7 so how about we meet for dinner at 7:30 bc i wanna see you casually and she says no#and i think i really need to talk to her bc it makes me sad and then i feel slapped in the face#even on nights out we always have to go home early. which my friend basically said:#i think in future if you wanna go home you can but others shouldn’t have to too#bc my other friend got so sad she was forced to come back early and i was like yea i would have liked to have sat at manly with yall#bc i feel we don’t do this any more#i honestly think it’s better to just let her figure it out and go#i don’t want me to sweep so much shit under the rug until i despise her#bc i know this isn’t her fault i just wish she would let loose or make an effort#my other situation is my childhood best friend#i love her a lot she’s amazing. but but but. sometimes i feel she can be too protective of me.#it comes from a place of knowing me for so long#and i do trust her opinions on people who i surround myself with bc she fucking hated those twins#but sometimes i feel she has been treating me differently since my neurodivergence diagnosis#even with a certain high school friend she held this dislike even when i said she was not like the twins#bc she was hanging out with the twins at the 21st#like this girl was also having her issues with the twins and was the person in the firing line of the breakup#even when i was in nl she was so worried about me and its nice to have her have my back#bc after that guy kissed me directly on the lips she suddenly became concerned about ppl taking advantage of me#and its like to me great she cares but also i did in fact learn from it#but she gets super defensive when ppl take advantage of me and i just wanna her to step back#i just feel sometimes i don’t need her feeling like she needs to protect me or that i need to hang neurodivergence up like a flag#idk its a lot. thank u for listening
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Skye did nothing wrong. They're all neck deep in a lot of emotions. Grief can messy even when it seems like the people are estranged.
#tsitp#the sunmer i turned pretty#skye had every right to say what they did#you have to understand that Skye sees Susannah though all the ways shes hurt their mother with her toxic positivity#like susannah not telling her kids shes dying so they could enjoy the summer would have been EXTREMELY traumatzing to them#even if they found out when she wanted them to#the recent episode proved that she has always just prefeded to sweep any and all emotions under the rug#which means she barely allowed her sister to grieve the death of their father with her#because Susannah decided itd be best for everyone to ignore it#Skye is likely watching their mother try to get rid of the house in an effort to move on from the past in a way she never got to#and that doesn't mean shes totally in the right but it doesnt mean shes evil#and skye had every right to point out that there were two sides here#Skye and their mother are probally having a very hard and conflicting time with the loss#i had a horrible relationship with my father and when he had a stroke i was a wreck because there were so many things that werent resolved#and they werent even my fault they were his#grief hits people like a truck#skye hasnt seen their cousins in a long time and its under such horrible circumstances#and they have taken every chance to shit on their mother#sure a lot of their points are right but there IS more to the story and it is okay that Skye got upset and pointed that out#neither of the sisters are perfect thats how people work#demirose glasses off#i wouldnt be surprised if we learn even more about how dysfunctional the family was when they were kids or other trauma#tsitp spoillers#the summer i turned pretty spoillers
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