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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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back on my bullshit again-- i started this stardew villager sprite overhaul project like 8 years ago (2016!) and picked it back up recently. the great news (sarcasm) is that the game updates since then have given me twice as much work to do as everyone has cute little beach and winter outfits now? im going to endeavor to at least get shane done (#biased) but i did dream of getting to everyone. we'll see how far i get this time.
heres an elliott doing a silly dance because i saw the frames in his sheet and thought it was cute
#pixel art#stardew valley#publicly posting about this because i finished shane's regular sheet (wow!) so im making tangible progress#did you know the incapacitated 6 heart event shane sprite is in the sprite sheet for all of the UI. so is motorcycle sebastian.#and a dancing marnie?#get out of there you clowns#also shane sleeps with his shoes on. but in winter he sleeps barefoot. lmao? hashtag fun facts#i wanted to keep the heights but i might need to make the women slightly taller because they look goofy. w/e i'll cross that bridge later
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mmmmmm i need to know morea rbout YOU i need to know aht CREAUTRW im beign hugged by curently.......vhrmrem
all about me……
#THE THANG look at em#whenever you send me asks sometimes its like youre sending a power surge thru my brain and then i spontaneously have art#its made me draw my sona a lot more and i love how ive experimented with them…#but anyways i originally wanted to respond to this listing a few fun or silly facts about me#but i SUCK at that kinda stuff so erhhm….#i like… sleeping in….. qnd im a winter lover… aoh jeeze#im just a hibernating animal arent i LOL#OH and i just started my inv/enot campaign in rainworld (finished all the other scugs except hunter) and it has been a pain in my ass.#THANK U for getting me into rainworld finally… smiles it has been all ive played as of late#asks#myart#myposts
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I would love to understand why my brain and body are desperate to not shower in the safety of my own home but perked up at the offer to go shower at the gym that’s full of people I don’t know and men who could pin me and locker rooms with open doorways and less control over cleanliness than I can get in my own apartment. Something something the years of swim practice and swim meet locker room showers being safe I guess?
#I’ll allow it#I’ll even encourage it if it can help me get over 6 miles walked per day again#but can I please fucking shower? I feel so gross#I have never in my life had as hard a time showering or bathing as I have this year and it’s been killing my self esteem#I feel like everyone knows I’m gross and I KNOW I need to shower#it’s important#and I don’t want my hair greasy or anything#but I go out of my way to avoid it except for an occasional hair wash or body shower when I need to go to an event#and it’s driving me CRAZY#cleanliness is really really next to godliness in my family and also I know everyone in the world views hygiene as a moral issue#and I CAN SHOWER I did it for YEARS I even did it daily for years I used to be SO good at always always doing at least the minimum#even if sleep deprived or sick#but now it’s like I’m stuck SCREAMING and slamming my palms bloody in a containment cell somewhere in the center of my concept of a body#BEGGING to just stop being so gross and to do a daily face routine and use lotion and keep my teeth healthy and keep my hair clean#and it doesn’t even matter#I’m so ashamed all the time#but my brain doesn’t give a shit about it anymore#it views the endless shame as a lesser evil and god I hope I figure out how to get that stopped#I don’t even get triggered in the shower!!! I don’t know what’s wrong! my brain just does everything it can#to keep me from undressing and showering#no matter how much I hate it#and this is so tmi sorry oh god#I’ll probably delete this later#but#shh katie#add to journal#is it the dissociation? is it the adhd? is it the ptsd?#FINALLY my POTS symptoms chill out for the winter and now THIS?
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Hunter after just one night of Amity and Luz constantly checking on each other's bedroom: OK so Luz's safety obviously requires us to use the bedroom she slept in last night as a decoy with an illusion of Luz and everything, and oh I guess that leaves us with just one viable bedroom...
SNORT. i was just thinking he'd grumpily throw pillows at both of them like "are both of you gonna wake me up again??? or will you stop being stupid and just share the damn bed." hunter currently exists in a position of enormous privilege called I Have Never Been Physically Attracted To Either Of You that makes him Extremely unsympathetic to amity and luz's respective bed-sharing hangups.
framing it as a luz safety thing IS hilarious though.
#replies#amity and luz are both self-diagnosing imaginary pathologies because they both want to touch the other so bad#hunter is like i'm not a matchmaker and cannot help you. simply stop irritating me#if you want to kiss then kiss. if you don't then don't. i can sleep thru anything except you guys making a huge racket walking in and out#later he'll try to sleep near willow and be haunted by this#this is all very silly. compels me though.#'there was only one bed' but for 3 people who are all varying levels of repressed#toh#princess luz au#shitty idiot repression gang#lumity#lavender winter#for the tags
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Hematite Headshots!
[Little note in the tags from the mods <3]
#;;The Harvester#The Harvester#TH#;;White's Archives#Mati the Hematite#Mite the Hematite#Mago the Hematite#Tam the Hematite#Tiny the Hematite#Hita the Hematite#Jet#Meta the Hematite#Hema#Red the Pink Pearl#Ti the Hematite#[GOD I hadn't drawn the squad all year....... it was a crime I had to fix]#[hello everyone <3]#[It's been a long. long year. the worst corrie and I have ever had to endure. including 2020.]#[But. we're still here. We're still alive and despite everything that's happened. we're having a nice christmas]#[and we had to get these guys doodled last night in a fever state]#[We know there's only been 1 update this year. and for that. we are sorry;]#[We wanted to do SO much this year with our writing. with TH. with literally anything]#[But this was one of those years where all you can do is survive. and that's good enough.]#[And unfortunately. we have no grand anniversary thing planned for January 1st. BUT. Know that we're here.]#[And we appreciate every single one of you that still follows us and keeps up with the project through its winters]#[even through the silence. we've planned things for the plot. sorted out some character things. planned some rewrite stuff]#[we still ADORE TH and don't plan to leave it in the dust. it's simply been sleeping for a long while.]#[No promises that next year will be super active or anything. I hate making promises I can't keep. BUT. We will be /trying/ to get back]#[At the very least we want to post more chapters next year than the last two.]#[Happy Holidays. and Happy Hunting.]
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pleaseeee for the love of god don’t let me be sick…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#still just congestion. but it’s such bad congestion that my entire face hurts#it kept me up all night too. i had to sleep with a tissue in my nose#so now i’m sleep deprived and hurting and congested#if i’m sick i’ll have to call my doctor about it bc i’m on the prednisone#and then i’ll have to figure out if i should start tapering down the rest of the way#i’m on a low dose but… if i taper down too fast i’m gonna go through withdrawals#and that’s gonna suck. and could cause another flareup#which could mean another hospitalization. or another withdrawal from school…#i don’t think i’m running a fever. but the rest of my family is acting like i got this from them#bc they’ve been experiencing congestion too#but like. it’s winter. in a different state. surely it’s just bad hay fever right#please please please don’t let me have an infection. please for the love of god#fuck. i’m fully scared about it i won’t lie#might go to my parents and freak out at them. for Support#i really don’t want to let my aunt know bc she dotes really hard#which is like. sweet. but it’s way too much and i can’t deal with it on top of alla this
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I’m going on a trip tomorrow and the amount of shopping and packing I’ve done — just to be prepared- overplanner for real.
#i can’t even count the things ive bought#its the little things#i have a sunscreen but im like hm what if it gets messy and i dont want it so lets buy a sunscreen spray and a sunscreen stick#makeup products#travel size containers for my very particular body wash bc?? what if??#and the conditioner and the body lotion???#different winter clothes bc i dunno how cold it’d be#co-ords for sleeping bc what if we click pictures all drunk i need to look awesome#unhinged packing#accessories for every fit#necklace earrings bracelet rings#ive overspent so much im regretting it lmfaooo#also ?? new hairbrush bc it looked cute#jesus#en rambles
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I am new to motogp, but what the fuck is the deal with Uccio and the rosquez drama in 2015.
My brother in Christ are u stupid? Why don't you tell Vale to put all his stamina and mental games on f.ing Lorenze, the actual threat to the 10th? You could scheme the divorce in 2016 or sth you stupid Ipad stand!
Oh my god! An opportunity to analyse Uccio! Persona non grata and public enemy number 1 on motogpblr (btw, are there any Uccio shooters on Tumblr? My inbox is a safe space, I wanna hear your side of the story).
There is no way for me to know for a fact why Uccio ended up being the first domino to fall that led to Sepang 2015 but I did look around to see if I could find a bit more about the relationship between Vale and Uccio.
These two go all the way back to the crib, literally. Uccio mentioned in an interview that Tavullia is a small town and they were only a few months apart in age so they ended up at the only day care in the town together.
Uccio has been called a bumbling fool and a freeloader and what not (look at this post openly roasting him for being Vale's Lackey) and despite my dislike of him I won't do the same (for once lol). Vale shot to stardom at a young age doing the death sport that required him to travel extensively. What better way to feel grounded than to have your childhood friend near you at all times (the fact that Vale didn't leave Tavullia for flashier places like Monaco or wtv has been reiterated in so much writing about him, and Uccio has said the same). There is definitely an element of familiarity and comfort that both Vale and Uccio seek from each other. Uccio mentioned that they would come back from a weekend of racing, put down their suitcases and immediately get on the phone with each other, which, teenage bestie-ism is such a force lol it could power cities if harnessed.
Anyway, back to racing. The consensus is that Vale didn't have the best rivals in Biaggi and Gibernau, they were inconsistent and susceptible to mind games. Vale enjoyed the initial years of his career as an untouchable, peerless talent. And then..... the winds changed direction :)
Vale was 36 in 2015, most pro athletes are considered done and dusted at that age. He had been putting his body through years of premier class motorcycle racing. Add to that how bad the Ducati years had been and just, so much life had happened. I don't want to talk about Sic's death, but that too and while racing at that. Vale had already started working on the academy (Franky was signed in 2013 afaik). Vale had moved on from the glittering, ebullient, darling of every circuit personality. Imo choosing to be a mentor and doing that well is among the most impressive things Vale has done but when you mentally cross the rubicon to accept your youth is decidedly over, it changes things. For starters, it's a real question of whether you've already chosen to hang your boots. What I'm trying to say is, a lot was at stake in 2015 for Vale. The kind of, calm and bemused, quietly malicious as and when required public persona that Vale has honed over the years needs the solid bedrock of consistent winning to seem graceful. It wasn't just a championship at this point, it was a question of pride and cementing your legacy and being the architect of how the world perceives you when the odds have been stacked against you for a while.
Back to Uccio. He simply didn't trust or like Marc. Or anyone who was on the racetrack at the same time as Vale (he didn't even spare sweet nothings for Viñales). I have no concrete theory for said distrust short of just saying Uccio is a bit of a slimy character (this interview of Uccio when he's doing his best impersonation of henchman from an old Hollywood western). Uccio wasn't even happy when Marc made the infamous visit to the ranch in winter of 2014. Guess the whole "Marc is helping Jorge win" thing was Uccio's attempt at reminding Vale of his ruthless nature that he thought Vale was finding hard to tap into (Vale did say Marc was an updated model of him). A friend once said that a lot of time public facing figures aren't as cruel or rancid in their interpretation of the world as much as the followers of said people. So Uccio started talking shit and given the circumstances of 2015, it made an impact.
Ultimately the odds were stacked high and Vale made a mistake. I suppose Vale knows a thing or two about how pressure can make someone succumb to errors :)
So that's my take on the whole deal. Uccio, croney par excellence, used Vale's desperate title bid in 2015 to purge some of his misplaced blood lust. He made Marc his target because according to him the young ones on the grid were nothing but a nuisance. Vale fucked up and let it drive his paranoia and made a big fucking mistake.
#sorry for the delay my big girl jobs needed attention and I managed my time poorly this week and winters make me want to sleep for longer#thank you anon for the question I loved having to read and hustle for it#sorry brevity is NOT my strong suit I'll work on it#another thing is that shit just goes missing from the internet :(#its heartbreaking all the interviews and stories you want to access have turned to dead links#i love asks I'm finally making my way through them!!!!!#any excuse to talk about Vale lol#uccio salucci#valentino rossi#uccio#vale#motogp#asks#anon#sepang 2015
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Im so mentally ill right now pls hand me my vitamin d pills i need to be fixed, i haven't felt sunlight upon my skin for a week and it's raining over the snow so it's all sloppy and slippery and dark out so i can't go anywhere without getting my feet soaked and my inlaws are asking me what i want for christmas like specifically which means i have to share my interests but i don't want to be perceived right now because I'm feeling the winter paranoia/madness and also i had to take the trashcan out yesterday and faceplanted in the snow and my glasses are all scratched up so i think im going to need new ones and if i want to go ANYWHERE i need to defrost my fucking car on the daily and i hate it. I hate winter i HATE IT. And i have an exam on friday as well as work and a christmas party to attend. I need to move to the forest and become one with nature, just leave society behind and live like Isak in Growth of the soil even though i fucking hate Knut Hansun, that nazi bitch.
#the only thing i have the energy for is apparently scouring ao3 for fics to read through my very specific search methods#and im reading stuff im NOT proud of at all (very cringe) so no im not giving any fic recs#i need the sun please god i miss the sun sooo much give it back aaaaaa#me in the summer: i miss it being dark at night i miss sleeping#me in the winter: i have deficiencies summer me could never understand#why did my ancestors (my danish grandmother and grandfather from bergen) decide to settle in the mental torture part of norway#i need to LEAVE im going INSANE i don't want to live like this#every season is its own kind of hell‚ the only semi good one is autumn and it's usually too short anyway‚ but if it's too long#it's as bad as winter because it gets dark without the snow to bring some kind of light to the day so you're just depressed#and then it gets icy but there's no snow so your car gets zero (NIL) grip on the road and then ur life flashes before ur eyes#abd spring gives you allergies and a low sun so you can't wven drive comfortably#and summer is too hot and it's bright all the time and like. it's FINE. im used to it. i just put up some decent curtains.#but it's disorienting and my internal clock is always completely and utterly fucked.#and i know im raving like a madman right now but i slept for like 13 hours and i have the mental clarity to know im going a little crazy#and i just need to get it out of my system
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So looking at how much i'm sleeping recently and how much i've slept during the last couple winters... Well if it continues at this rate, then in five years time i will be hibernating through the entire winter season
#disability#disabled#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#from ages 10 to 16 i had winter depression but now that i don't have it anymore i just. keep. falling. asleep.#all the fucking time#sleeping more than being awake for two weeks now#no end in sight#i'll feel like i have energy and want to do stuff and next thing i know i am waking up#feels so weird#mostly because the chronic fatigue isn't even worse than usual i just... sleep a lot?#suddenly?
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So you know how some girls dream that their man is cheating on them sometimes, and they get super offended and actually mad about it?
Harshest Winters Aemond dreams stuff like that. And you bet your ass he wakes you up at 3 am to ask you if you still love him
Aemond: Tell me the truth. Are you cheating on me?
(Y/N): Aemond, we're practically together 24/7. When would I cheat on you?
Aemond: Well shit, darling, you still shoWER WITHOUT ME
#the harshest winters#harshest winters aemond#dark aemond targaryen#dark aemond x reader#bookcanon aemond x reader#some food for thought#this man is JEALOUS#are you sure you want him?#that's all i had to say#jace never woke you up like that fr#he let you get your beauty sleep
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You don't get it.
If I recover, that means it doesn't matter that someone murdered me and left my body alive.
I have to die because otherwise no one will ever care that someone raped me to death.
It took 15 minutes.
It took 3 years.
It took a lifetime.
If there is a god, any gods, all gods, I want them, all of them raped to death because this happened.
#being gangstalked#Jordan peele nope#nope#rokos basilisk#artemesia gentileschi#chapell roan#sabrina carpenter#bambi sleep#go meg myers#the only living boy in new york#these words are knives and often leave scars and truth be told I never was yours#i never was anything#but i already fulfilled my end of the bargain#i did it the night we met#and you imprisoned me in a sadistic reality until i could do something I already did before we met#because???#and no one will ever repay the debt and no one will ever care#and all I want is to die#you dont understand that this isnt going to get better or go away#there is no consolation prize#i want to die#anything i do in the meantime is just passing time because i bought a helium tank and there wasnt helium in it#and i tried to buy a gun and my background check glitched#and i tried to take poison and i didnt die#and i wanted to freeze to death and winter came 4 months late#if you didnt want me to die you shouldnt have taken everything i loved about my perfect life from me and made everyone act weird and creepy#around me for so long that im even afraid of strangers#there is nothing you can do that will fix this or make it better youre just torturing me to torture me#the game ends if i buy a cat because im happy#i will never buy a cat because i will never allow a chance that someone would kill it
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#i just want to curl up in all my blankets and sleep#hibernate like a bear#the winter blues are really kicking my ass this year
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idontwanna play enstars aevent i dont wanna Yes i do yes i do yes i do yes i
#tours are more fun#getting multiple copies of a card in song event is torturous though. only have ever done it for kanata And only 3 of him like i#i dont understand the ppl that rank in jp music Iknwo its lik e they just have a bunch of dia and usually have#the maxed gacha cards for point bonus and shit but oh my mama. ITs frightening to me.#Getting 3 kanatas was so horrible and to be fair i was also working full time and incredibly sleep deprived AND LITERALLY SICK AT THE END O#IT#ive called off from my current job One time since ive had it and it was on the last day of stella maris event bc i had winter allergies and#so incredibly exhausted and i wanted to finish the event without staying awake for 24+ hours or some evil shit#but kanatas stella maris scr matches with chiakis bridegroom scr. So its all worth it in the end really#i think i have like 200+ clears of miwaku geki bc of that goddamn event#like as in i wasnt even at 100 before it
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You need to finish your schoolwork you have so much to do I say
You won't be able to draw Marx or anything at all if you don't finish, I say
You can't play your video games until you finish, I say
As I then proceed to play Sonic games for the entire day
#that and watch several Arcane tiktoks#and sleep late#I reaaaally dont want to do schoolwork over winter break sigh....#but also I barely did anything school related for the entire day yesterday#procastination you clingy fucker GET OUT GRRRRRRRRRR#thats its time to get on that GRIND 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#if I dont finish my chores and get lots of schoolwork done then I think I can be executed/j#funny part is is that after all of that im still going to get assigned even more schoolwork that is going to pile up again#I love cycles 🙂👍 (im 100% going to have massive burnout again)
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