#i want to sh so bad
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having perhaps a full anxiety attack over that email i dont know why i responded i cant work a job i cant do any of it i am so weak i can barely get down the stairs i am so ugly i am so bad at talking i am so Scared. i am just filled w dread i want to hide i want it gone i Cant Breathe
#the more time that passes the worse i feel#i want to b silly i want to play game#but i just#scared#so scared#what was i thinking why did i think i could to that#now its too late#if i miss this opportunity i can never work there#i need money#i need to get out#but does it have to be this way do i have to do it this way#im so scared#i cant do this#i want to hide i want 2 Hide i need to hide#i keep expecting it 2 pass but it isnt n i am just shaking n crying n wishing it would stop#its been going on for hours#i am so tired#but im too scared to even sleep#because if i wake up i might have a reply#and i cant handle that#i cant handle any of this#i want to sh so bad#i just want it gone#just make it stop#u can kill me if u want i dont care just make it go away
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It's Getting Bad Again™️
#I just keep fucking up#I am convinced I am going to be fired#I want to sh so bad#my ed is kicking#everything is so out of control#mental health#mental illness#mentally unstable#help me#goddess help me#I'm so scared
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She’s the most like me
#dungeon meshi#aj art#chilchuck#meijack#chilchuck backstory stuff#dungeon meshi spoilers#Sort of ?? Is it?#AHA. Ahah sh shsh sl#sjchdjjfv#THIS TOOK ME SO FUCKING LONNGGGG#I was thinking. About how Chilchuck would feel about Mei doing lockpick work#Since he mentions that and even recommends her to Laios in case he dies#So I was like. Idk I thought that was really interesting#Bc I can’t imagine that his initial response to her career goals was positive#Given his own experiences as an adventurer being so very Bad#Like his ass aged a decade in two years#So I wanted to draw what I thought that initial reaction would’ve been#anywayy
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The house is just starting to feel depressing. It feels like the house I grew up in. I hate what I've gotten myself into. I hate how I feel. I don't want to be stuck forever. I don't want to be saying I co-own a house with my mom forever because it sounds weird. I wanted separation like a town house and now we're stuck with a 4 bedroom home.
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originally for my ask/rpblog!
#you cant REALLY tell but goro's ears r red in his 2nd panel#TY FOR THE ASK!!! these were really silly and fun LMAODSJKGSDFW#i still want to come up w scenarios fr the other thieves but my smlal brain... soon... ueueue#drawing on my laptop sucks so bad btw the lag is insane even with only like 30 or so layers GET ME OUT#cele draws#sumire yoshizawa#akira kurusu#goro akechi#shusumi#akesumi#royal trio#(its also defijnintely sh/uakes/umi but wont tag since no jokercrow in here but IT IS. IN MY MIND PALACE!!!)#persona 5 royal
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quite simply character of all time to me i keep coming back to doing screenshot redraws of Shiro in fall of the castle of lions & tears of the balmera. episodes of all time to me no notes.
#voltron#vld#my art#i wanted to make it so the lighting from the fighting pose effected the lighting of the other three scenes which was a fun challenge#lance mcclain#takashi shirogane#lance#shiro#shiro voltron#lance voltron#one of the things about vld that is a little treat for me is that i love teal and purple and pink glowing stuff and so many things glow#im tempted to go back and brighten up the fighting pose bc i colored it first and it ended up a bit darker than everythign else but also i#i have been working on this for TOO long i want it done#my passion and hobby is taking the boo boo lines on cartoons and making them real scabs and bruises and blood#i love when shiro is an unstoppable force that will ignore injury to his own body without hesitation to win a fight i love him so much#blorbo of all time forever to me i wish i could save him from being in voltron bc after s2 it only treated him BAD#sh*ladins will be blocked
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amsterdam night one are you ready for it? i hope so because it’s time to play the surprise song game! all you need to do to participate is leave your guesses in the tags or replies and after we will have a celebration where i give shoutouts to all the winners 🥳 (although warning that these might be extra delayed this weekend because i’ll be on vacation)
my guesses are chaotic as hell today but fuck it i’m going end game x how did it end? and mary’s song x how you get the girl
#I HOPE SHE DOESNT MASHUP MARYS SONG THOUGH#it’s just been stuck in my head today so i took it as a sign#also i’m mad because she lowkey could totally play end game x so high school#and i want to win for shs so bad. i want her to play the full shs so bad#mine#taylor swift#surprise song game
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this one girl at group therapy has these super deep scars on her arm and now i want to relapse
#i wanna relapse so bad#tw s3lf harm#$h tumblr#$hblr#baby cvts#cvutting#cvt#sh cvt#depressing shit#cvtt!ng#i want to cvt#cvtaddict
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why do they call it suicide when you of gun kill the self of put the knife pills out in...?
#i want to die rn actually#tw sh joke#tw sh related#tw sui implied#tw sui talk#tw sui vent#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#tw sh implied#tw sh destructive behaviour#bpd splitting#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd problems#actually borderline#bpd safe#this post is a joke but please send help i want to die so bad lollll
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hi *runs away like a scared foal*
(⚠️body horror, SH/sui ideation past read more⚠️)
the nice house on the lake au ^^ it's one of my favorite horror comics as of late. the basic premise is that this guy, walter, takes 10 people to this lake house in wisconsin, and while they're having a nice vacation the world is ending outside of this bubble. it's like an opposite weirdmageddon situation. good book 👍 alas i am brained so i can't enjoy it without combining it with another thing i like. anyway
(⚠️the note has the SH/sui ideation⚠️) panel redraws
misc doodles ig lol
#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney au#add this to the ever growing list#phoenix wright#bobby fulbright#i ain't tagging everyone#i'm normal#i say#cw body horror#tw sh ideation#tw sui ideation#there is blackbright always assume it's implied#i wanted phoenix to suffer SO BAD#that's why trucy and edgeworth and apollo and athena aren't here#maya is here though ^^#if i tagged improperly do tell#what if x met y
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#asiiqx#tw sh related#sh related#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harm#relapsing#i wanna relapse so bad#i want to relapse#i wanna cvt#i really do#i want blood#i want this#$h relapse#self h@rm#self distruction#cvtting addict#sh cvts#cvtblr
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Dear signle📖 .
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I want to sl!ce down my arm and lose all sensation
#sh cvt#tw s3lf harm#sk1nn1#self h@rm#tw self destruction#self h4te#sk11ny#i wanna relapse so bad#cvtt!ng#i wanna cvt#@na shit#@tw edd#@n@ diary#@nor3xia#⭐️rving#@na vent#@nor3×14#@na motivation#@n@ tips#@putinrf#⭐️ ing motivation#i want to cvt#i need to lose this weight#i wanna be tiny#i wanna be perfect#i wanna lose weight#i hate it here#i hate my body#i hate this
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Hello! I'm quite new to the idv fandom, and I was wondering why luchinini is so popular among many? No hate or anything like that towards it, I'm just curious!
welcome. it is batshit in here be prepared. AS FOR YOUR QUESTION.... I actually don't know. for me it's the character dynamic. I think they fit together well as far as complimenting eachother. antonio is a romantic hedonist who lives to love and be loved. and luchino is. WELL. other than being a freak for reptiles. a logistical sort with a great curiosity and an even GREATER penchant for sating that curiosity. other people might have different reasons!!!!!!!!!! I just think personality wise they compliment each other well. It's popularity (i say that lightly) could honestly potentially be attributed to the fact they're both Italian. WHICH IS KIND OF FUNNY. a lot of ships are very random here anyway so I wouldn't be surprised lol
#sorry if thia is very lownenergu i just woke up#arenblab#aab#HAVE FUN IN THE IDV FANFOM#been partly having fun and p a rtly losing my mind for 4 years#i lov eit#i do have to admit that#another reason that i ship it#OR RATHEE WHAT GOT ME TO SHIO IT.#Was fandom work#specifically art (circusblades used to be a big one for me)#AND THEN EVEN MORE SPECIFICALLY.#this one fic.#it isn't bad. LIke morally ot anything#IT CAME FROM THE “PRE-PFOFESSOR” ERA. BEFORE HE GOT A CANON SURVIVOR DESIGN#the plotline was that. antonio and luchi (hunter form) are together. luchino#and kne day luchino manages to cure himself of his mutation.#(which yk he wouldn't actually really WANT. he canonically is crazy about it but i was invested so sh...)#so tye baron moves him to the survivor side. and he doesn't tell anyone what happened.#melly finds out though and they become besties. (hence my platonjc luchimelly bias)#baby-steps by mochiipetals if youre curious. im not writing the whole thing down but when i tell you i was checking this#work for updayes everyday.#it is pretty ooc yhough
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Hello everyone/mutuals!!! I’ll be taking a break from tumblr. For mental health reasons. I have currently have tried to end my own life and just need to step back from the internet for a while. I hope you guys can understand that. I have been suicidal for the past few months and I just need to step back. I will continue to reblog Palestine stuff tho. I also might reblog art I like. I’ll probably be back in a few weeks. Love you guys.
I’ll @ all my mutuals so they can know, thank you guys for being so great.
@funkylilblob @hyyyperfixated @call-me-camryn @dan-is-watching @bugsyboo-bb
#tw sh related#tw sh implied#tw sh destructive behaviour#tw sh in tags#i wanted to die#i wanted it so bad#my moots#taking a break#bye everyone#love you guys ❤️
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Imagine cvtting out of guilt because you can't help them😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹
#cvutting#sh things#self h@rm#self destruction#cutt1ng#i want to kms#tw sh related#i wanna relapse so bad
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