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i would pay literally any amount of money to see the bob’s burgers movie in theaters again
#😭#i think i saw it in theaters 4 times????? and it wasn’t enough#i was fucking sobbing at the fox logo and gene’s sound effects#i almost threw up hearing sunny side up summer for the first time#i will never forget the shock i felt when the big reveal happened#i was literally pointing at every single character like !!!! they’re in a MOVIE!!!!#i want to relive it 😭#bob’s burgers
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Highlights of 2023 → Danielle and Stefania
#station 19#station19edit#danielle savre#stefania spampinato#danielle x stefania#eoy*2023#mine#this took so long 😅😅#but i got to relive all these moments which was nice#even though it made me miss them so much 😭😭#any time they want to start giving content for 2024 it would be greatly appreciated!!
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Daniel Ricciardo plays Would You Rather at the 2024 Italian GP | via
#passenger princess daniel doesn't want to be carried around like a a baby?? colour me shocked#but also#I would like daniel to be able to relive his first race win#I would also like to relive daniel's first race win#😩😭#daniel ricciardo#dr3#italian gp 2024
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did y’all know they make squishmallow popsockets 😭 i immediately ordered one when i found out this morning at 8 AM
#personal#the journey of reliving my childhood the way I want to live my childhood is in full force lol#my inner child is so happy#she’s a pink cow 😭#omg#they had a mushroom and a bat too 😭
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#i just want something that WORKS for once bro i’m tired of reliving hope and heartbreak every year 😭#grace being stupid#lgbtq#wlw#lesbian#sapphic#lgbtq memes#wlw memes#sapphic memes#lesbian memes#meme#memes#shitpost
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I think today I will cry about BC not making tour vlogs anymore 😔
#yes i'm still bitter about the live performance video they posted yesterday#it seemed more like something made for promotion and marketing rather than for fans to relive the moment#or for fans who couldn’t attend to experience it as if they were there#the frame wouldn’t span on one moment for longer than 1.5 seconds which made it kinda messy#and you didn't really get a good picture of what the show was actually like#they didn't show how awkwardly long it took for the curtain to be gathered and carried away 🤭#instead they showed moshpits THAT DIDN'T EVEN HAPPEN DURING THOSE SONGS 🙄#and the content you see on their band account on tiktok/ig is no different#good for promotion i guess. uninteresting for their existing fans 🥱#i get that editing vlogs is extra work (for joonas) and that some of them may not want there to be a camera on their face all the time#and that *siiiiiiiiiiigh* ''youtube is dead'' 🙄#but i don't think i would have fallen for this band half as bad as i did if it wasn't for the umk/esc vlogs and the content from summer '21#followed by more tour vlogs from their other tours#nowadays it's only fast-paced tiktoks and promotion and joel's SUPER FUNNY filters 🙂#i would give up them all for 5-minutes of vlog-like content from the EU tour 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#whose dick do i need to suck for this huh?#joel is it yours (as the band's social media guy)?? i will do it in the back alley of your local sushi buffet#just tell me when and i'll be there but make sure your cock's already out and hard i haven't got all day
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you know how my display name is straight up local catboy even though im outright terrified of cats. well this week a miracle happened: ive interacted with a cat for once?!?!?!?!
you see i was at campus this week and the college cat started chasing me everywhere and even waited for me as i went to the bathroom and i was so scared😭 as i got out of that bathroom I was cornered girl was already camping outside... I thought i was going to faint to die but then turns out she was running after me because she wanted to rub herself on my legs???😭😭
it struck a soft spot in my heart because she reminded me of my dog because she does the same thing (plus bonus points my dog is black and the cat was a black cat so. double hit) and here's the miracle... I crouch and talk to her🫣🫣 this sounds very simple but i usually keep cats at a distance since they terrify me so this this was a very intense moment for me fr
so yes display name local catboy who also happens to be terrified of cats despite that display name interacts with cat for once in his life
#not art#i talk!!!#it didnt help that the college cat is really well fed like#i didnt know that was the case and i thougjt she was pregnant which was a triple hit to my tint heart#i have a big soft spot for pregnant animals it makes me think of my dog daughter when she was pregnant at some point#it was a really sentimental time of my life 😭😭 so seeing what i thought was a pregnant cat softened my fears briefly#anyway i have no idea why she was so hellbent on chasing me for that like genuinely what did she even find interesting in me#did she think it was funny that my gut reaction once i saw her approaching the desk i was sitting on being an expression of pure fear#i dont know how cats work so i have no idea if they can even percieve those kinds of things but i assume they do like#she really saw that genuine fear and how i moved away as like. “yeahhh i should chase him🔥🔥🔥” i thought i was going to die#shes so silly in retrospective its very cute but i dont know if i woulf relive it because it was so nervewracking www#like. im fine with images videos of cats i think theyre cute but being near or interacting with a cat in real life freaks me out#i dont even know why??😭😭 ive been told that what im trying to describe lines up more with dislike rather than fear#but dislike is a strong word i think cats are neat theyre cute theyre goofy but i want nothing to do with em i will die/lh
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Okay, kyanako said that I can ask for a director's commentary on the fic you wrote for me.
Is there anything you’d like to share about writing this fic? Any thoughts during the writing? Maybe any questions for me?
Not you too 😭😭😭 Haha, but thank you for the option to ask you questions, because I actually do have a few! My normal commentary is in pink, but I put questions in blue :) Some of them are specifics about your characters, but I also just want to hear your takes on writing Es 👀 I don't write them super often, so I'm curious how you characterize them...
Es clutched at their head. Their fingers tore through their hair. It was the middle of the night, so they resisted the urge to shout. They didn’t want to draw any attention to themself. If they remained completely silent, though, they wouldn’t need to refrain from crying.
And so they cried.
I wanted to start off right away by setting the theme of Es experiencing the typical pain of a child in their position, but refusing to be treated like the are.
You see, there is only one sensation worse than waking up from an awful dream: waking up from a very, very, good one.
I'm kind of relying on readers understanding this feeling already, I didn't really know how to put it into words 😅 (Is this common for people?) It's happened to me several times, and it genuinely can hit harder than a nightmare.
Es had grown accustomed to the nightmares that Milgram produced. In these dreams, Es might take the place of the prisoners. Their stomach would twist with horror at the blood on their hands. Other times, they found themselves in the victim’s shoes. They’d wake in a cold sweat, feeling hands closing around their throat, or weapons swung at their temple.
I feel like a lot of fics (rightfully) focus on all the messed up things Es experiences on a daily basis, like this. I'm usually more upset by their canon lack of interest in their past and future. Their refusal to miss/hope for anything better is really what hurts me, and it took a while to figure out what may push them to the point of finally acknowledging it. I thought a dream was a good start. When you picture them, are they wondering about their identity a lot? Would certain things be enough to jog their memory, or do only extreme situations get through to them?
But they weren’t prepared for a dream of absolute peace. They were happy. They were laughing. There were people nearby, smiling. It was all emotion and no detail – not a single face, place, or voice, was clear – but they knew for sure what the dream had consisted of.
Es was with their family.
I debated so long on naming specifics about what they saw, whether it was glimpses of your characters or small lines of dialogue... I still hadn't decided if I wanted the dream to be a real memory or just their imagination, though, so I kept it up to interpretation. (Also, I was so afraid of getting something wrong about who they'd be close to or how they'd react in your mind 😭 "he wouldn't fucking say that" fr). In an early draft of this, Es had fallen asleep while cataloguing the prisoners' family members, and dreamed that they were a part of some of those families. It wasn't as effective as I'd hoped, so I got right to the point and made it their own family here.
So uh, I guess, what would they dream about if it were 100% accurate to their real family? I also thought about making the dream a vision sent from them to communicate a message -- is this something that a family member could/would do? And which relative is Es closest to? I've heard you talk more about their father, but I wasn't sure if that necessarily meant they were the closest. (I wanted to make a more specific parallel with one of the prisoners. I'd pair them with Amane if they were close with their father, Haruka if it was their mother, Mikoto if it was a sibling. Since I wasn't sure, I thought Haruka was a safe bet.)
They choked out another sob.
For the longest time, they wondered if they even had a past to remember. But that was all foolishness – Milgram was in the business of judging humans, not creating them out of thin air. They’d tried asking Jackalope, once. He turned out just as cryptic as some of the prisoners in their interrogations. Another time, they had considered using the prison’s mysterious machine on themself. There was no way to operate it alone, though. And when it came down to it, they were always alone.
Yeah. So. I made myself upset realizing the isolation Es feels :((( They're at Jackalope's mercy as much as the prisoners are, but they can never truly bond with the others over it. They're different from the prisoners, but they don't even have that much power over them (only responsibility). I thought about including an actual attempt to use the machine without someone watching over them, and what a risk that would be. It ended up taking the story way off-focus, but I wonder what could actually drive them to the point of doing something dangerous in the name of getting memories back, or would they always be accepting of the situation, given their personality?
They curled themself tight, dragging the bedsheets with them. Usually when they wondered about their past, mere curiosity washed over them. Now, they were flooded with an entirely new type of longing. It filled their chest. No, that wasn't it. Rather, the feeling left a wide hole through them.
I'm glad you thought the curling up was cute ;--; I just wanted the reader to remember how young and small they are ;----; I was sad writing this and needed everyone to remember along with me 😭
If they did have a family, had Es been stolen away? Could there be someone else out there right now, crying in the middle of the night, just as hard as Es was crying for them? The thought was not comforting.
Or, like Es, had they forgotten all traces of their connection? That possibility also did more harm than good.
Es tried to reassure themself – if this family hadn’t come looking for them, maybe it meant they weren't wanted in the first place. Maybe Es had been willingly turned over to Milgram, their parents glad to be rid of them.
That thought didn't help at all.
I had a lot of fun evilly choosing the most painful possibilities for Es to consider >:3 (<- SHE'S LYING SHE MADE HERSELF CRY). The uncertainty would hurt any any reader, but as my target, I hoped to pinpoint some exact things you'd mentioned in the past. I was picturing the art of Es' father hunting Milgram down, and some of your comments about them remembering and missing Es.
Something clattered out in the corridor. That must have been what woke them. They rose from bed, ready to raise hell. How dare one of the prisoners rip them from such a dream. Es could never return. The offender would pay for this.
It took only a moment to put on their uniform and wipe the tears from their cheeks. They swung the door open to find Haruka stumbling down the hall.
I'm always a sucker for the uniform being a symbol of Es' obsession with their role -- putting it on is the same as them putting up an act, even if they don't quite realize it.
“Prisoner number one, what the –” they grabbed his arm. Only then did they notice the dazed look in his eyes. His body flinched, waking from what must have been sleepwalking.
“Ah! W-warden!” He blinked, his mind still stuck somewhere else. “I’m s-sorry! What, ah… I was dreaming... She was – she was right here…”
After this part I tried ending the drabble with Haruka saying, "I was dreaming," and Es replying bitterly, "me too." Haruka then says, "it was about my family," and much quieter, Es repeats "me too." As much as I loved the exchange, I wanted the gut-wrenching pain of Es rejecting their family rather than missing them at the very end 😎👍
Es took a measured breath. They steeled their expression. There would be no unleashing hell tonight. They had lost sight of their role. They had gotten distracted with childish emotions and silly dreams. They were Milgram’s warden, not some kid like Haruka who wandered around the prison late at night looking for his mama.
Es adjusted the hat over their hair. It was good, they told themself, that they couldn't remember a thing from the dream. They didn't need any of those people. They were perfectly fine on their own. Such a distraction would not happen again.
I had to mention the uniform hat again because I'm just too obsessed with the symbolism asdfsdfs. And yeah, like you said, all of this was an attempt to convince themself. They don't really believe it, but they have to make themself believe it, or else they'll be in even more pain...
“Let’s get you back to bed.”
“But, my p-parents, they were–”
“They’re not here. Nobody is. Back to your cell, prisoner.”
Of course "they're not here" is reflecting Es and Haruka both missing their parents, but I hoped the last line would also continue the parallels between them -- at the end of the night, Es is a prisoner here too :(
#THERE I HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAPPY MAKING ME RELIVE ALL THIS PAIN -- YOU ALL MUST RELIVE IT TOO 😭#but yes!!! i felt bad i didnt add too many specifics despite it being a specific drabble for you#but if i asked you questions beforehand it would have ruined the surprise 😭#so id love to hear literally all your thoughts on es' family#appearances - personalities - relationship dynamics#absolutely no pressure if you dont want to lol 😅#just know that im very interested!!#thank you for the ask!!#commentary
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i miss woodz
#listening to thanks to on repeat trying not to end it right now#when i went to his concert they played a video at the end w that song playing n i was trying not to throw up like shut uppp i love this#guy so much…#i don’t think i’ve left a concert that in love w an artist before the way i did w him not even miya…#for a few days after listening to his cds wasn’t enough i wish i could hear him live all the time#he sounded so fucking good n he had a band the whole time n his energy was amazing u could tell he loved being up there#i love u seungyoun 😭 literally life changing experience to me#8 months later n i still get post concert depression i should be able to relive it whenever i want#.txt
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I really hate when people say this. if I dont record, I cant "enjoy it in the moment" because I dissociate out of my damn mind and then have no memory of it! recording helps ground me and keep me focused in the moment! let me do what I need to in order to enjoy things you soggy potato 😭
plus, as a photographer/aspiring videographer who hasn't had the luck to become friends with bands and work with them, IM DOING A THING I ENJOY AS WELL, SO SHUT UP LMAO. I enjoy doing video and photos MORE than standing in a crowded, overwhelming room watching people do stuff on a stage. THATS LIYERALLY ME LIVING IN THE MOMENT DOING A THING I ENJOY!!!!! WHY IS THAT WRONG?!
#this isn't @ this person directly but is @ ALL the hundreds of people i've seen/heard say this same shit and ones that said it to me#directly 😭 i'm glad you can “live in the moment” and have good memory but i'm not like you so stop complaining!!!#lee rants#memory issues#dissociating#does anyone else have this issue and get really annoyed when people throw a fit over your struggling coping mechanisms#THAT ARE NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS#this is one reason ive become a photographer#ive tried for over 10 years to figure out how to do concert shoots fir photo and video because its fun. let me do what i need and enjoy#i went to a concert i have no memory of since i didnt take out my phone once. wanted tk try this “live in the moment” thing#only know i went to it because i saw the email receipt for the tickets. so living in the moment really was just that moment and its gone now#IM SURE thats not the case for everyone and they can relive it by seeing it all in their heads whenever they want. lucky 🙄#photographer#tag that too because any photographers like taking videos snd photos at concerts more than watching the concert???????#its more fun idk. so why do people complain about it 🙄#and ive seen the argument if “it blocks peoples views” but i personally and very aware of people around me and will try to#be seated at the edges or get to the barricade and where i can keep my phone close to me (preferably under my chin) so that aint me lmao
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hello friends, this is no longer just a sims blog so do what you want with that information 🫡
#got myself a ps5 :') now i can play more interesting games while not having to think about building a pc & budget & billion other things atm#and i prefer console over pc so it's just a personal preference#yeah it would be nice to have reshade/mod installed i want to take pretty pictures 😭 but we make do#anyway ive been wanting to play assassin's creed for soooo long but couldn't#(not financially just that the switch & ts4 alone cause me enough distraction from being a decent human with responsibility and a life)#first dipped my toes with black flag but it definitely wasn't made with potential consumer in mind#the game literally: ig you've played the other 3 so you know what to do. NO I DONT??#not beginner friendly at all i was overwhelmed 😭#so i restarted with origins since they literally reboot the series and#it was the best decision i've ever made!! reliving my childhood egypt fantasy with the badass medjay bayek of siwa 🫡#also the game!! exploring ancient egypt tomb raiding assassinating rp as bayek a wholesome man at heart#so yeah! im enjoying every second of it!! be it ps5 or the game 😋#dippi.txt
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Wait in which interview did Jacob call Eric his baby 😂😂
#i want you to know i scoured my blog to find this#just bc you asked and also to relive it bc wow he really said that 🥹😭��
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I fully convinced myself for 5 mins after waking up that in my dream, PJ Duncan from Good Luck Charlie had a boyfriend.
This blonde dude was in an off-brand Olive Garden with his parents and brother and if you answered trivia questions you would win a crown and the workers would sing. PJ (pretending to be a waiter) came to the table and asked the family the most basic question but asked the blonde boy harder ones to make him look smart (the blonde boy was a nerd but his brother was like a Harvard student so PJ wanted to make him look even smarter).
In the end the blonde nerd wins the crown and the restaurant does their little song for him and he’s so happy. He goes into hug PJ (who is out of the disguise???) and PJ hugs him back. While they’re hugging PJ asked if he’s happy. He says yes but PJ looks a little disappointed (he looked starstruck to me) and the guys is like “what?” And PJ is like “oh well I was just hoping for something else.” And the blonde guy is like “what could possibly be more.”
And PJ leans in and kisses him! And the Disney “oohhhh” track plays. Like, it felt like this was a big moment the show had been building towards for a couple of episodes and now, we the audience and get to see the payoff. And this wasn’t like a little peck on the cheek, PJ has his arms draped over this man’s shoulders giving him a Troy and Gabriella after they repaired their relationship for the third time kiss.
I was convinced that this imaginary epsiode of a show I haven’t thought about since it was ended a decade ago existed so much, that I GOOGLED “PJ GET BOYFRIEND” IN A COLD SWEAT AFTER WAKING UP!
He doesn’t- of course he doesn’t, this is Disney- but for 5 minutes that was the reality I wanted to live in! Mind you, there were much more extreme things happening in that dream- do I remember them? Nope! But I remember PJ Duncan’s imaginary blonde buzzcut nerdy boyfriend.
This wasn’t like a little blonde twink either. This guy was like 2 inches shorter than PJ, but was wide. He had the vibe of that ROTC kid who looks like a jock but is the geekiest guy you’ve ever met. Full buzzcut and glasses, wearing a button up shirt. Lowkey looked like a really young Anthony Rapp’s Mark Cohen from RENT.
#shitpost#shitposting#once i dreamt#good luck charlie#PJ Duncan#hoping this reaches the right audience#and doesn’t upset the Good Lick Charlie fandom#if yall even care#I wasn’t kidding when I say that dream had other intense moments#I was reliving some real unresolved issues through that dream#this PJ boyfriend bit was just a literal epsiode I was watching to distract myself from the hell I was going through in that dream#I saw this episode so vividly in my mind and it’s making me MISERABLE cause I want it to be real now#If any Disney family would be accepting it’d be the Duncan’s 😭#tell me you can’t see Teddy signing off on a video diary at a fucking Pride March cause she’s an ally#I like to think k shifted to another reality#a better reality#one where Ryan and Chad’s rivalry in HSM2 opens the floodgates for PJ and his blonde boyfriend to exist
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Guysssssss, guysssssss*running around in the house* *screaming* *fainting* 😭😳🫠
He knows, my bf knows about my relationship with tickles- 😳😳
Sooooo little storytime..
Earlier this evening i went to his house (literally just climbed the stairs, we are living a floor away from each other) and this days we've been talking about how he wants to see my Tumblr 😳 and because i was being hesitant cause yk 😃 he got even more curious and suggested we could swipe phones and see each others Tumblr (*mentally screaming*). Sooo i went to his room and after some cuddles he sneakily took my phone, open Tumblr and run to the living room 😶🌫️. I was dead dead, I was dying inside. Like one part of me was excited and wanted to show him but the other was just really shy and embarrassed to do so..
But yeah- he ended up scrolling here and seeing all the tickle stuff 😃 Like I was sure he wouldn't judge me but i thought he might get confused on why i like it and what's up with that.
But instead he was sooo sweet 😭 I was hiding my face in his chest cause of embarrassment and he just caressed my hair and said "aw it has to do with tickling huh?, why you reacting this way?, i already know about this".
And okay tbh that last one is true he already knew about it cause i had sent him another day a list about some cute stuff i like that he does to me and i may or may not had put "tickling me" there too- But its just we never address it so i thought that he maybe didn't pay attention to it or forgot about it
Sooo yeah.. that happened.. and the cherry on top is that after that, after his scrolling and my embarrassing state he- he tickled me 🤭😳
#i still can't believe that happened 🤭#like was that a dream no way he knows now 😳#I'm still slightly embarrassed thinking back to it 😶🌫️#but at the same time I'm soo relived that he finally knows#like he's the person i trust the most and i wanted him to know about sth so personal#ahhhhh 🥺😭😭#I'm so so happy now 🤭😭#still shy but so happy 🫠🫠#tickles#tickling community
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Always wanted to ask this: How were all of your World Cup final nights?
I have THE most insane story. So basically, I had a MASSIVE physics test the next day. But my mom and basically the entire family had gathered for this. I was in my room studying DURING THE WORLD CUP FUCKING FINAL while they were all watching 😭😭. The moment Argentina scored, there were fire crackers everywhere, people shouting in their houses, cars and every vehicle pressing their horns. It was like watching the match without watching it. It was simply a movie. So skip to the 79th minute. I unknowingly come out to take a break and eat my dinner. Boom, mbappe scores. My mom almost dropped our entire dinner. THEN BOOM, THAT MF SCORES AGAIN?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?! MY ENTIRE FAMILY WAS SCREAMING AT ME AND CALLING ME BAD LUCK
istfg that moment is forever engraved in my mind. I wasn't even there to watch Argentina score, and the moment I step out, there goes kylian. It was absolutely insane.
Dinner turns from 10 mins to 20 to 30 to extra time to the penalties. I remember sobbing and feeling so torn. Like my parents were having an ugly divorce. OFC I wanted messi to win. OFC I wanted to see him lift that fucking world cup. But when mbappe was so fucking close, i couldn't help but cry. I literally sobbed watching him walk up with that broken, stone cold expression and receive that award. Fucking hell that was a night to remember.
Another hour and a half went into all the social media, trophy lift, calling up friends, opening up bottles of champagne. A literal dream is the only way to describe it.
The next day, the teacher literally asked if any of us actually studied, and all of us unanimously broke into laughter. Literally, everyone failed, but looking back? I'd fail it 100 times over. The buzz that entire day was simply electric. What a fucking story to tell!?!??!?!?
#id trade my sister to relive it#not even kiddinh 😭💀#PLS tell me your stories#i want to know what you were feeling!!!!!#where you were!!!! who you were with!!!!#world cup#argentina vs france#argentina nt#argentina#france nt#france#leo messi#kylian mbappé
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AA4 spoilers
It really sucks playing as Phoenix during That case because you know what happened from everyone talking about, you know the catalyst that sets this whole train car into motion, and you can't avoid it.
You have to make the same mistake. You have to go into this case knowing you will fail, because it's happened before and you can't change it.
But you wish, so desperately, after seeing how Phoenix's life fell apart, after being subjected to his lack of self-care and self-destructive tendencies, that you can just avoid it. That because now you are here, in his shoes, maybe you can grab fate by the reigns and fix everything that has come to past.
But you can't. And it sucks.
#i just want him to be happy 😭#i just want to fix what happened#but you cant you never can you cannot change the past you can only relive it over and over again in a futile cycle#ace attorney#ace attorney 4#ace attorney apollo justice#aa4#ace attorney spoilers#aa4 spoilers#phoenix wright#hobo phoenix wright#seven year gap#disbarred phoenix wright
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