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I recently saw like a TikTok where someone was again…again going after the Sonelise kiss. But making it where all the characters would be disgusted with it. Because they totally would be.
And it’s the caption that caught my attention. It being “If only the kiss was with Amy”.
Okay so.
The kiss wouldn’t be necrophilia if it was Amy.
The kiss wouldn’t be assault if it was Amy.
The kiss wouldn’t be hated if it was Amy.
The characters wouldn’t be disgusted and would cheer if it was Amy.
People wouldn’t regard it as the worst scene ever in the franchise if it was Amy.
Okay. Cool.
So it’s only those things when it’s Elise. And not those things when it’s Amy.
That totally makes sense.
Just to make this clear. I’m not trying to go after Amy at all. I’m just trying to understand why it’s only bad when Elise does it. But not when Amy does it.
It was like 5AMish when seeing the video. So like apologies if I sound salty or tired at all. I just didn’t really enjoy having such thing on my fyp.
#Rambling#princess elise#Sonelise#Can I not go anywhere without running into people complaining about the kids#It was retconned anyways#why do we still care#i want to bury myself#If one more person complains about the damn kiss#Can we not talk about Elise without bringing up the kiss in a negative way#I’m getting sick of it
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Chap 118 comes out in about a week. How are we feeling party people?
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I just got scammed and lost all my savings that's.... funny gahahhaahhahagaagahahhahaaggagagagagagagagagagagaagaahahahahahaahahahhahahahaha........ ha........
HA.
Its fine its not like I literally have no money to eat. It's fine. I'm fine............. ha. Ha... ha......
#I literally have no money to buy a soda on the store god pls end me#kabra bits#god why me#I had been saving up to buy a nice set of frying pans and niw I can't even eat :;#I want to bury myself#this can't be happenningggg#I'd ask for donations but I feel shitty enough as is#I feel so broken down#I was having such a nice day :“[
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Was no one going to tell me I’ve had “clothe” misspelled on my blog title since 2020.
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The way asking for financial help to pay rent feels soooooo degrading. I don't know how trust fund babies live with themselves
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I love clothing and it vexes me so much
#lynx tales#I’ve gained a lot of weight in the last few years#and a lot of my clothing doesn’t fit me anymore#and it makes me sad#I have a lot of clothing that I love and can’t wear#I struggle so much with it#one of my jobs I wear a uniform#and I don’t like the uniform itself#but like#it is really nice to not have to decide what to wear to work 3 days a week#because it stresses me out at my other job#I wish I could afford clothes I like#I wish I could fit in all the clothes I have#especially the ones I made for myself#and the only solution I know of is to stop caring at all#to give up on style and any idea that I might enjoy what I wear#i don’t know how to describe it#I don’t have the energy to make clothes like I used to#I want to bury myself#I know my friends and such probably don’t care how I dress#but I do#and I want them to too#I crave that validation#I long for what I looked like in high school#it was so easy to shop back then
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He said I will search for you through time and space and we will meet again in a time called you.
I’m not crying 😭
A Time Called You (2023)
#that ending though#ahhhhhhhhhhhh#I want to bury myself#he said that 😭#a time called you#this was the most confusing drama I have ever watched#but it was so worth it
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so just know, I'm healing / even though it don't feel like it
insp
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#good evening it is past midnight and i am here furthering the itfs scar kissing agenda#stumbled across the insp pic buried in my likes and i went oh this is relevant in the opposite direction :) I Can Use This :)#op has some of my fav itfs fanart ill b so real n tht piece ws swimming around in my brain fr Days#so i told myself today my reward for submitting my zine checkin wld b drawing yuuji kissing megumi's scars#also pls observe. /this/ is what i mean when i say tht megumi receiving affection looks like he is unsure and in mild pain#Does Not Know How To Respond To Affection Even From His Own Boyfriend.png#i LOVE drawing megu with this expression so sosos much the downcast sidelong gaze + furrowed brow.....#its SO good#also idk what i did with his hair here but the render actually turned out so well ?? best megu hair to date every1 pls clap#not 2 mention th shape of yuuji's bangs???? pats self on th back no offense but i am on fire w these boys' hair lately#that being said i decided i did not want to render anything else ddfdfjjghdjgf i got tired#kept the rest flat n took the opportunity to play around w light chromatic abberation on the scars#idk if any1 noticed but i found th retro film filter n used it a bunch on my recent comic#its so convenient it comes w built in noise n everything!!!!!!#anyway . caption is salt fv <333 if u care <333333#i think it is also a megu song but like . a post-canon megu song#i thought this wld take longer bc i was planning on rendering everything so i cracked an energy drink and am tragically awake#shld i start smth new we shall see smile :)
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fucking kill me
#making an oc then making a self insert is insane levels of pathetic its actually so fucking embarassing#i want to put a gun in my mouth and shoot myself then eat all of my organs and then dig a hole to bury myself into the ground#but i actually like the drawings kinda idk#also hihi get it sadie and macy#bc yk.. sadist masochist.... ok yea its bad i didnt know what to name them ok#when people tell me its ok to be self indulgent and i actually make shit specifically catered to me#🤯🤯🤯🫨🤯🫨🤯🫨🤯🫨🤯🫨🫨🤯#WHATEVER. STOP LOOKING AT ME.#my art#frayocs#sadie#macy
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college au
Meryl is NOT the first person Vash visited and Wolfwood has had enough embarrassment for the day
and unofficially wife-d up with paper rings (congratulations!)
Vash holding Wolfwood's hands, realising that it's not as calloused, no, in fact, it's soft. Unharmed. Safe. And he's holding it. Both of his hands are holding it. And those hands are exchanging something as fragile as a paper ring, far off from what they're usually accustomed of holding in the past...
(He's holding Wolfwood's hand, he thinks again. It's soft. He wonders if he deserves to hold them.)
Except it's no longer the past, Vash knows that, and now they're here, the flimsy rings weighing heavy with the promise of tomorrows he could never hope or dream of having before. It's so comical to the point of bringing tears to his eyes.
If anyone had seen him crying that day he's blaming it on the damned ring.
(a.k.a. the college/reincarnation au, "we deserve a soft epilogue" ending I desperately need)
#trigun#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#vashwood#meryl stryfe#it actually started from a jealousy prompt but my playlist changes 3 times so and it went from silly to pain#the whole idea actually came from me accidentally calling a 6ft tall fictional man ''my wife'' to peers who are neither chronically online#nor knowledgable in internet lingo and they asked ''so he's a girl?'' in the most careful tone ever I almost want to bury myself undergroun#myuminjiart
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HIS REACTION IS SO CUTE HERE ASLDKHFASDF MY POOR BABY
this is what his expression looked what the conclave blew up. Being a trickster god SUCKS, you try to do your best but you're endlessly hounded by zany domino shenanigans
#I know he's a trickster and it will follow him all his days#and this is his literal pantheon duty (I know he denies godhood but he's still playing the trickster boundary-crossing part in the story)#but seeing him go through this again makes me want to bury myself in sand#Dragon Age#DA4#DA4 spoilers#Solas#trickster gods are lords of in-between
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howdy, y’all
i am scheduled for top surgery in just a few short months! i’ve wanted this surgery since i was 14, and i’m beyond stoked that it’s really truly finally happening
although i have a little in savings, i live paycheck to paycheck, and i need your help to keep the lights on while i’m recovering
click here to view my gofundme campaign! even a $5 or $10 gift goes a long way towards offsetting the costs of surgery not covered by my insurance provider and carrying me through recovery while i am unable to work
if you’re unable to donate right now, please share this post to your dashboard, with your personal trainer, on your nearest bathroom stall wall, or with that one 3 person group chat with the really specific name. you know the one i’m talking about
sincerely, thank you so much for taking the time to read and share and donate. this online space has been beyond important to me through transition, and i wouldn’t be the person i am today without you and your shitposts and meta and edits and fanart and fic and friendship
i love u guys :o)
#asking for help with this makes me cringe and want to curl up into a ball and bury myself under the soft wet topsoil#but here we are#seriously thank u so much#i love y’all and i would never have been able to get this far without the relationships i’ve gained through fandom#scout.txt
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this is so fucking stupid but someone said amanda’s saw ii haircut looks like sasuke and I can’t help myself
#it doesn’t help that hoffman has a sakura haircut#i want to bury myself in the sand#saw#saw fanart#myart#john kramer#amanda young#lawrence gordon#mark hoffman
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today started with such whimsy and now ends in utter despair
my period came 2 weeks early 💀 need to rip out my internal organs
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I can’t hide the truth much longer. I, Lotus, actually believe that Fitz is kinda funny. He’s not funny in the aspect of haha. He’s funny in the aspect that his side comments, rage rants and comebacks are so diabolical all I can do is laugh.
“Like how you knew about your mom?”
“Maybe don’t run away with the enemy next time.”
“And they’re eating it up-“
My favorites HAVE to be in flashback when Fitz was to seconds from committing mass murder because his mom and dad want to play house with Alvar. I would have been pissed too. Ain’t no way you’re gonna have a terrorist in my house. And what’s even crazier is that they looked at Fitz as if he was crazy for being upset. Ngl I was disappointed in Sophie for a bit when she was like “welllllll Alvar has memory loss-“ because if I was Fitz and I heard that I would have dragged her too. I wouldn’t have given TWO flying shits if he had no memories or not. He’s a terrorist and it’s told MANY TIMES that the right trigger can bring people back. I would not want to live with him in MY home. HELL NO. I’ll try to sleep and he’ll be in front of my bed. I would have jumped him a long time ago and I’m TIRED of people stopping Fitz.
“But pookie wookie bookie bear!!! You can’t hurt Alvar!!!! You’ll end up just like him!!!”
“*snaps fingers* fitzy Pooh please! Look at me 🥺 this isn’t you. If-if-if you do this… you’ll be no better than Neverseen.”
Personally he’s better than me cuz I would have been like “then slap butter on me and call me a biscuit because I don’t give two FUC-“
#see me dragging Alvar’s body to the wandering trees myself#except he wouldn’t have a tree. he would just be buried#I’m tired of the power of friendship I want RAGGEEEEE#kotlc#kotlc fandom#kotlc thoughts#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc sophie#kotlc fitz#fitz vacker#kotlc biana
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(I haven't played twst in months but if my memory is serving me right:)
Malleus tends to take most things very literally right? He takes the straightforward path, direct instruction without much consideration for anything else etc etc He's also not at all good with any type of """modern slang"""
MC, from what little they talk, uses a lot of sarcasm and snark right?
But also the two of them have canonically spent much more time together talking than we get to see and Malleus actively seeks them out to have conversations
So anyway;
MC gets used to adding what are basically irl tone indicators to the end of their sentences whenever it's needed. Just an offhand "i'm not serious/not literally"
And one day during their regular nightly walks Malleus is doing his pouty face because he's just come back from some meeting or another (that he actually attended for once) and sure it's great that his friend is thoughtful enough to always make sure he's following the conversation but there are times with all the other little humans where sometimes things just don't make sense. Not that he cares of course! It doesn't matter to him what they're talking about, he doesn't care if he's included or anything.....just... it'd be polite (that's it!) if he was included
Which is what he says when they ask why he seems upset (even though he's not upset! Really!)
And casually they say "well I'll just have to clear it up for you everyday then"
And now as far as Malleus is concerned they're engaged
#brought to you by: i just had an entire conversation with someone before they said ''...you know i'm being sarcastic right?''#NO?????? WE WERE ON A VIDEOLESS ZOOM CALL IN WHAT WORLD WOULD I HAVE KNOWN!?!?!?#there were other strangers in the meeting i want to bury myself#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#twisted wonderland malleus#twisted wonderland yuu#malleus x yuu#malleus x mc#mallyuu#twst malleus#twst yuu#twst mc
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