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me when she kills an entire city bc she's just a patootie 🎀
#shes just a silly baby#i'm her pillow princess#i wanna her so bad#elliewilliams#thelastofus#ellie williams smut#ellie williams x fem reader#ellie tlou#ellie x reader#happy wife happy life#i wanna sit on her face#ellie the last of us#abby anderson#abby tlou#ellie
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That one chef saying that the worst thing about a bad boss is how they unlock that behavior in you and seeing Carmy mirror the attitude of the chef that terrorized him and gave him panic attacks and then ending the season with Syd having a panic attack because of the stress of working with Carmy...diabolical.
#idk if it's a little too on the nose or not (i literally just finished the season so i haven't had time to sit with it) but that whole#element is so interesting (and so devastating). and the ways that mirrors all of Nat's worries about continuing the dysfunction of her#family now that she has a kid...#i also think its a good portrayal of how not addressing your trauma and leaving things to fester can end up hurting other people way more#than it hurts you. like even if Carmy is okay with choosing to not have a life or to be close with anyone (which. debatable) he's#not the only one whose life gets fucked by that. the mess just radiates out until it hits everyone around him and he ends up creating#the same circumstances that caused his dysfunction in the first place.#even if evil joel mchale chef is right (a+ casting btw very punchable face) and carmy needs to ruin his life to be a good chef#--which is a big if--he's actively making the people around him less able to do their jobs. which then makes the people around them#less able. and so on. so in the end it's still net negative. and like. chef terry proves that he's actually completely wrong#the environment in her kitchen is the exact opposite and everyone is operating at an insane level anyway no abuse necessary#this season was definitely the weakest of the 3 but i rly wanna see where they go next. and they better drop the next bit soon bc that was#in no way complete#the bear#the bear season 3#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#the bear spoilers
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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oh Wait A Second
Hang The Fuck On
Ive Got Another Thing Actually my beloved eloise Also came up with the dumbass plan to claim to be whistledown when she was backed into a corner by the queen it was a stupid plan then same as it was for cressida
the difference being eloise was confiding unwittingly To whistledown who immediately did everything in her power to shut that shit down for obvious reasons
ELOISE WAS IN DAMN NEAR THE SAME POSITION AS CRESSIDA WAS
at least in terms of personal desperation and impending doom closing in like for the love of fuck no one else could have possibly been in a better position to if not help then at the very Least EMPATHIZE
if everything went exactly as it had but *before* the dropping of the 'friendship soured' Out of Nowhere eloise had tried to comfort or reason with cressida Especially from this VERY RIDICULOUSLY SPECIFIC AND NICHE common thread but nuture and fear won out and cressida still went ahead with her ill-advised gambit?
and their friendship imploded accordingly
I would Not be nearly as annoyed as I am now because hey I like angst WHEN ITS GOOD STORYTELLING like damn
IT WAS RIGHT THERE Y'ALL ELOISE LITERALLY EXPERIENCED IT SHE HAD THE SAME THOUGHT WHY DID NO ONE USE THAT
#cressida cowper#im im y'all what#why#the more i sit here thinking about the less sense it all makes#i think maybe eloise is so bad at reading people that she thought#cressidas desperate attempt at finding a silver lining was geninue#and she just wrote her off in that moment#in my more delusional shipping mode i like to think my oblivious little babydyke el#heard cressida talking about this marriage with FEIGNED enthusiam and her heartbroke#like you can see in her eyes that shes trying to put on a brave face to smile through the horror of what cress is actually saying#and it hurts so much in a way she cannot quantify or understand#so she does the simplest thing a removes the source of it cressida#and then she reconciles with pen#and so she once again is not alone#and i think once she has the space and the quiet away she may start to feel the pain of cressida's absence just as keenly#as her presence just out of reach#and i want to be clear here i am not hating on eloise#i love eloise#i do however wanna meet some of these writers in a denny's parking#c'mon i just wanna talk#cressida x eloise#bridgerton spoilers
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i am actually genuinly struggling to come up with a watercolor idea that won’t make my art teacher send me to the counselor because he’s concerned that that’s where my mind is going
#and yk what#he would be valid#it actually is concerning#i wanna do something based off of a 5sos lyric#i was gonna do#i treat my mind like an ashtray#from take my hand#except i think people would be concerned#if i painted a girl BURNING A FUCKING CIGARETTE INTO HER FOREHEAD WHILE CRYING#BECAUSE THATS WHERE MY MIND GOES#or i could do and i buried all my sin inside a casket in a grave#from ashe’s song dear stranger#except i really think it would be concerning if i painted a girl gazing at the sunny sky like rapunzel whilst sitting in a grave#face covered in dirt#and it’s heavily implied she just crawled out of hell#that would be CONCERNING#art#artists on tumblr#watercolor#art rant#art references
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everyone SHUT UP RIGHT NOW!!!!!
pepper and shadowheart :))
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#shadowheart#tav x shadowheart#bg3 spoilers#pepper's a dumb gay evocation wizard and didn't realize shadowheart was into her until she specifically spelled it out to her#after the gauntlet of shar#(she has 8 wisdom)#at some point i wanna draw a lil comic w pep sitting with karlach like ''karlach 🥺 do u think shadowheart likes me? 🥺''#and kc is like. thinks about all the times she's shown concern for her. healed her up from near death.#that time they spent the whole night together on a cliffside with wine and literally kissed on the mouth#the fact that she keeps talking about butterflies in her stomach when pepper's around.#and karlach's like. ''idk could be anyone's guess tbh''#followed by a flash to the confession with pep making the kianamai big city greens :O face
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*kicks door down* WHOS READY FOR SEARI BEING GAY
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A WOMAN MORE GORGEOUS?!?!?! SASODNASFKLX SHES SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL SHES SO PRETTY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
SHES MY WIFE, SHE LOVES ME, SHE ADORES ME JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE AND ADORE HER!!! LOOK EVEN THE BESTIE KNOWS!!!
HER SMILE!! HER FUCKING SMILE!!! IS SO FUCKING PRETTY!!! SO FUCKING IFJDSAOJBFDNOS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *punches desk* IVE NEVER SEEN A WOMAN SO FUCKING PRETTY!!!
HER SMILE HER FACE LOOKS SO GENTLE SO KIND SO BEAUTIFUL!!! THIS IS THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES AT ME BY THE WAY!!! THATS HER LOOKING AT ME, IM WAVING BEHIND THE CAMERA AND THEY TOOK THE PICTURE THE EXACT MOMENT OUR EYES MET!!!!
AND GOD THE WAY SHE LOOKS IN THAT SUIT!!! FUCK SHES SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!! I COULD JUST LOOK AT HER ALL DAY AND SIGH HAPPILY, I LOVE HER
#I WANT TO HUG HER AND LOOK HER IN THE EYES AND KISS HER ON THE LIPS#I WANT HER TO HUG ME AND KISS ME BACK AND THEN SHE SMILES AND CHUCKLES AT ME BEING CLINGY BUT SHE LOVES THAT!!!#we will sit together and chat for a while while we hold hands#i need her#i need this woman so badly#her smirks her chuckles her love her embrace i need her#SHE MAKES ME WANNA RUN TO HER AND HOLD HER FACE AND KISS HER ON THE LIPS AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#im okay#wife <3#seari being gay#seari talks#more like she screams
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for the vrains colour pallete, #177 and blue angel? no worries if the request is too late, absolutely no pressure, have a lovely day :)
Tysm!!!
#ok ok ok i genuinely am trying to say this in the nicest way possible#i just really wanna know why you picked this palette#was it to be festive? was it to challenge me?#im not even trying to be a hater i just want to know why there is multiple people out there who want blue angel without the blue#is it boredom of people drawing her the same way?#tysm again!#(also to everyone im saying this to. pls do not feel discouraged from submitting requests)#its just when u sit for hours drawing something u get curious yk#yugioh#vrains#aoi zaizen#skye zaizen#art#reblogs appreciated#IGNORE ME EDITING IT BTW. MY FRIEND SAID I FUCKED UP THE SHADING ON THE FACE SO I CHANGED IT
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Trixie is breaking my fucking heart right now
#mama we all love you so much#she is looks sicker every time i see her#I'm not talking about weight loss#im talking about the exhaustion on her face#she is weary#i just wanna sit on her until she fucking rests
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I just love that I can think about something a little too hard and it suddenly feels like it’s real.
I’m sobbing uncontrollably over my grandma dying when she’s literally fine. Girl let’s not do this yet please
#m rambles#tw death mention#I could call her right now#she texted me five minutes ago#yet the grief feels so fucking real#just the thought of losing her one day is enough to feel like I’ve been fucking stabbed#how the hell am I supposed to want to live if living longer means having to live to see that reality?#how am I expected to deal with the thought of her not being there anymore one day?#I’m not even exaggerating about how real rhis feels either#I’ve cried more in this one sitting than I have for everyone else I know who’s passed combined#I just wanna hug her and forget about the world for a while#I’d call her but she always gets on me about this#‘we all die someday honey’ YEAH BUT I CALLED YOU TO FORGET ABOUT THAT FOR A BIT#god damnit#edit: just saw my reflection and my entire face is red and splotchy#I genuinely don’t think I’ve cried this hard…. ever?
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surprise, bet you weren't expecting THIS
ok but real this is technically just a test. wasn't actually aiming to really make this lmao, but things lined up and i realized this sounded good actually so i was "hmm maybe i should post that." idk if i'll make a video for this so for now just take the audio ig.
VSQx by Hatsune Dan, distributed by Yumeko. Some minor tuning edits by me. Mixing also by me. Original song by wowaka.
#my audio lol#vocaloid#vocaloid cover#utau#utauloid#utauloid cover#utau cover#openutau#nurse robot type t#two faced lovers#wowaka#this is her sherry vb specifically; i wanna do smthn else w/ it but i was testing how she sounded like w/ files i already had#and this was one of the only ones where she actually sounded good 😭😭 maybe the different resamplers and wavtools are a piece of the puzzle#but still i'd need to mess around w/ her maybe. i got her cause i wanna do a specific thing w/ her but we'll see if i ever get there lol#i feel bad ugh i didnt actually do that that much here :'| feels like cheating. but if i keep trying maybe i'll get better some day#i had this vsqx just sitting in my files for a while lol... i have a lot of shit in there honestly that i plan to do stuff w/ but havent#i was actually intending to make a cover of this w/ iku b/c ily her (a slowed version tho b/c the song's sadder slowed imo)#we'll see if that happens tho lolll... rip to all the covers that never actually happen. ugh i dont really like any of my past covers :')#im stubborn so maybe ill figure it out SOMEDAY. but bruh how is it im better at making them swear at each other than like. sing#CAUSE YKNOW SINGING IS THEIR INTENDED PURPOSE. ugh. vsynths got me actin crazy#sorry if the mixing's kinda bad i need to read up on how to do better mixing... tried smthn a lil different here and i think it sounds okay#but who knows. idk
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actual visual representation of me decaying in bed all day due to those bts pics of lucy in the hospital.
#*carly catalogs#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#there's soooo so much i wanna get out of this!!!!!!#like richard is there too so i hope that means we'll get to see him comforting tim like a wounded animal#the way tim is gonna be all scooched up at her bedside holding her hand instead of sitting off to the side in a swivel chair like in DOD#close up shots of his fingers tracing soft patterns around her IV (if she needs/has one)#MORE FOREHEAD KISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like... he leans over like 'oh thank god' or 'hi baby' when she wakes up#brushing her hair out of her face so he can place a long relieved kiss right smack dab in the middle of her forehead#being super attentive and pm hovering all over lucy during her recovery#'let's go home' and he takes her to HIS house to save the hassle of scaling up to her apartment#escorting her with a gentle arm around her waist helping her hobble at a snails pace back to his bedroom#i could really go on forever but i think i should stop now#if you're still reading you're a trooper god bless
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thinking about chiyo and her preference for dressing up for her partner -- pretty lingerie, tights, and garters hiding beneath a carefully chosen outfit ( their favorite one, perhaps ). thinking about how she does not care whatsoever if these garments are ripped and truly is hoping they will be at some point. thinking about chiyo...
#chiyo as she holds her lover's face: don't you ever wanna go a lil nuts <3 get a lil rough <3#honestly if she doesn't have her partner losing their patience in one way or another she feels like she needs to be trying harder asdf#and chiyo will go to great lengths bc she's nothing if not competitive :' )) and someone who lives to please :' ))#anyway my headache is calming down but i think i'll shower real quick#and then!! we'll see#on one hand chiyo is on her knees for something spicy ( no pun intended asdf ) and on the other i have kisses and other replies#so i dunnooooo#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons#tw suggestive#shield your eyes | nsft
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my mom is a big fan of rosamund pike (kinda gay tbh...) (as am i) and so innocently just now she was like hey why don’t we watch saltburn before the oscars :-] and i was like ummm...
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Why are middle schoolers in gym class so misogynistic?
#willow speaks ♡#There's this girl who is honestly one of the best in the gym class and none of the guys pass the ball to her and just ignore her#And then the teacher asks why shes not playing#bc no one is playing with her#and one time when i was playing dodgeball i got hit in the face with the ball#and those balls are DUSTY#so my eye is watering and i sit down for a minute cus im disoriented#and this guy asks me if im gonna cry#no im not gonna fucking cry#my eye is watering bc it doesn't wanna get infected#and one time one of them gave me shit for getting a bandaid when i scraped my knee#sorry me wanting to make sure i dont get a nasty infection from the crusty ass gym is threatening your masculinity <3#uggghhhh#i could rant abt this all day#rant post#personal rant#rant
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The urge to rearrange the outside furniture into something better designed to fit the confined space is strong
#of course MIL was the one to try and arrange it originally#and the way she picked sucked#okay so like the set is two chairs and two ottomans that operate like a sectional couch right?#the way she areanged them was so that they'd be like two chairs#and Kaiden and I were like well no we wanna sit on it together like a couch cuz ya know we do that shit lol#and she (jokingly) huffed like okay you pick how its done then#and so Kaiden and I put the two chair pieces together with one of the ottomans so it was like a loveseat lounger type deal#and the other ottoman is in the opposite corner so that if we're out here MIL can sit with her cig#but the couch faces sideways (towards the neighbors balcony) and not out like I'd want for stargazing purposes (laying down is ideal lol)#so I wanna make an L shape out of the chairs and one of the ottomans so I can lay down and face out/up#its getting darkish so if I wanna fix it up to stargaze I should do that soon
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