#-jael

[c0ntaminxted]

how early would yall drop onto a therapist that you're a system/may have osdd

"never" is also a viable option

[c0ntaminxted]

eyeballs

explain your gender in 10 words or less without using boring words like “male”, “female”, “nonbinary”, “masculine”, “feminine” or “androgynous”.

go!

[c0ntaminxted]

idk if this is a plurality thing and my headmates just wanna front or this is a self identity thing and I don't have one or neither but have you ever felt like not quite yourself at all but you know you're yourself only because of material things but your personality doesn't like up with your general thoughts and your name doesn't feel right and nothing feels quite real enough

[theejael]

am i makin' you feel sick?

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yeah, okay, the ghoul's kinda cool.

[baul-de-frases]

Jael Medina

[c0ntaminxted]

@world-of-sun @itzonyxsengoku

sorry that i ended two consecutive messages with "lmao." i don't know why i did that. it looks really dumb doesn't it. i'll edit one to get rid of it. you can end my stupid pathetic life if you want

[itz-lauryz]

Joining another DTIYS !!

@itsxroxannex Sorry if I'm joined a bit late 😗🎶

Nightmare Sans belongs to @/Jokublog

[blacknocts]

Don't let people who want to harm you end your life, care about those who truly care

[wikkart]

@jakei95

No sé si verás esta publicación, de cualquier modo quería dedicarte un pequeño dibujo para ti.

Yo te conocí desde que estabas en progreso de animar el capítulo 0.2 de Underverse, y desde entonces jamás he dejado de seguir tu trabajo.

Así como otros fans te lo han hecho saber en los últimos días, en todos estos años que has permanecido en este fandom has sido una de mis mayores inspiraciones en mi vida, es por ti que yo creé mis primeros OC's por allá de 2016 e incluso mi cabeza empezó a soñar con una sola cosa, ser un animador profesional. Créeme que al ser latinoamericanx no me había planteado la idea de vivir y trabajar de algo así, o al menos hasta mi pubertad pensaba que un sueño de ese calibre sólo era posible para personas de otros países o que tuviesen una mejor estabilidad económica, pero luego llegaste tú, una colombiana animadora super talentosa que me demostró todo lo contrario en un pequeño blog de Tumblr y canal de Youtube. Y ahora, 8 años después, he estado cumpliendo esa meta al estar estudiando una carrera de animación en mi estado.

Desde 2020 entré a la universidad y con ello he tenido un viaje complicado, la animación es un trabajo muy difícil que de a ratos me ha desmotivado lo suficiente como para querer abandonar ese sueño. Pero luego llegabas tu anualmente entregando un nuevo capítulo de tu hermosa serie en la que todxs nos podíamos deleitar de tus magníficas habilidades, y hasta ahora eso a sido suficiente para que pueda levantarme una vez más y seguir adelante en cumplir mi meta de vida.

Con todo esto descrito, sólo quería darte las gracias por todos estos años de esfuerzo creando algo que sé que lo has hecho con todo el amor del mundo. Para ti sólo seré un random más del internet, pero para mí tu existencia misma a sido un pilar de mi vida.

En serio lamento tanto que por malentendidos de otras personas tú y tu esposo han recibido un montón de maltratos y odio injustificado, al punto de quitarles la grata felicidad de crear y compartir su arte al mundo. No merecen ni una fracción de todo ese desprecio tan corrosivo que ha invadido sus mentes y corazones.

En este instante lo único que deseo es que ustedes 2 sean tan felices como me han hecho a mí y a millones de personas más con sus creaciones, y si eso implica dejar de animar Underverse por un buen rato o incluso por siempre entonces lo aceptaremos. La salud mental de uno mismx siempre va primero antes que cualquier otra cosa.

Y sin importar la decisión que tomes te seguiré usando de ejemplo para seguir adelante con mi arte y mis estudios, cada que necesite un boost de energía para motivarme revisitaré tu canal.

Así lo he hecho siempre, y este dibujito que hice para una portada de una libreta de secundaria en 2017 lo puede comprobar 💜

Te queremos mucho Jael, en verdad gracias por todo. Cuídate mucho, te mando un fuerte abrazo 🌼

[jakei95]

Hype Hype Hype!! Youtube just sent me the redemption code to claim my Golden Button!! It will probably arrive home during a trip Nyx and I will be doing on November, but once I come back and the button is in my hands, I'll do the promised 1 Million XGaster's stream while displaying it on camera.

1 million thanks to any of you for supporting me all these years, there have been ups and downs, but thanks to everyone I've been growing up not only as an artist, but also as a person. Thank you. 💛

[c0ntaminxted]

do you ever think of consuming a certain kind of media (like. a videogame or something in my case) and you can physically feel the fictive that was introjcted from that source media rising from their slumber in the back of your mind. because I just had a strong urge to replay BOTW and Link's presence slapped me in the head and gave me a weird little headache for a second

[hypnostallev]

Family meeting when your partner is drukhari can be incredibly memorable. Good that both of them are more than happy with this

Commission by incredible Cat.B (@baiyun_cat on twitter/X). Link under the cut

[c0ntaminxted]

i got covid twice

the first time was before it was widely spread in my state/before the world literally completely shut down (soooo. like. march of 2020)

the second time was after everybody else had gotten it and people weren't wearing masks all the frequently anymore

the second time was so much worse after the first time i had gotten it because yk it evolved into different strands and whatnot but anyway it could've been WAYYY worse than it actually was but i was still completely bedridden for a week. and since i have asthma it was very shocking that i didnt end up in the hospital

but my asthma has been much more sensitive since then--i used to be able to do so much more physical activity in the past as compared to now andthatmayalsobebecauseofweightgain but i literally havent felt physically the same since

like. god forbid i take a nice stroll in the park. i'll fucking die out there. it aint good

it's still jarring to see people not get like, genuinely scared for someones wellbeing when they say they have covid. one of my classmates has covid and i am so worried about them and everyone else is just like get better soon and i get that most people don't get it but GOD.

[theejael]

do not go far from me.

[that-catholic-shinobi]

I don't think it's biblical for women to get involved with politics. Aren't you supposed to be getting pregnant and washing your husband's underwear?

Please ask your priest if the Books of Judith and Esther are right for you

[chicacrazy0]