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clandestinemeeting · 1 year ago

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Damn, I always forget about comrade Entreri

#legend of drizzt #artemis entreri #friendship over w every other lod character. now artemis is my best friend #i am rereading thanks for asking #i kinda put the series down after the hunters blade trilogy bc i had other things going on #im tired of having lolth's warrior blocked #i wanna know why everyone's so sad!#(as if i havent spoiled myself already but thats beside the point)#i also know somethings about generations but only the parts w zaknafein #whoops #also yes im aware entreri isnt actually a communist king (tm)#which i feel i need to say just bc some people on this site are weird but not in a fun or sexy way

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lesbianwyllravengard · 9 months ago

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Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck

#More in my reblog #“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭#“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU #“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME.#I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love.#I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now.#sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness #he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn #bg3 #Wyll Ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 analysis #oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode #and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing.#I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism)#makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory)#why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)

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dont-offend-the-bees · 3 months ago

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Anyone else just not feeling like a real person much lately?

#'lately' he says #as if he's not been feeling this way for the last 28 years #idk man #maybe it's bc I'm getting older and so are the people i hang/chat with #but it feels like everyone else has a real life and real interests and experiences and things to say #and I'm some kind of hollow scarecrow person just full of memory loss and sadness #i feel very stupid and very boring #which i know is too harsh. and i know i should be kinder to myself bc life and covid and shit can't have helped the brain situation #and i should absolutely believe my friends when they say they wanna hang with me bc it's mean not to take them at their word #but I'm still like... why though?#genuinely what's the appeal of being around me. my head is empty i have nothing to add and I'm not interesting or that funny #it's been creeping up on me. this feeling like i just genuinely have nothing to offer.#i don't even know who i am #except for a person who like. lives vicariously through fictional characters experiencing feelings I've never had cause to feel #i can relate to emotions SO vividly except i myself haven't even felt the half of them #i just sort of quietly exist somewhere on the spectrum between content and discontent #with occasional drops into the despair zone #and even if the stuff i think is keeping me here went away tomorrow. like if mum stopped being an issue and i was free #like... what would i even do?#i don't even know how to want something #anyway. this has been morning mental breakdowns with newt #I'm going to go make some made up guys live the life i haven't now #mr. bees speaks #negative

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akaashii-keiji · 7 months ago

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Yall max has to stop looking at my MC like a kicked puppy because I'm feeling guilty. Jin is my day one I'm sorry stop making it so hard to stick with Jin.

#i literally haven’t gotten passed where to sleep decision because knowing max is going to be sad if i dont but jin will be sad if i do #i dont wanna be here anymore 😭#they're not real why do i feel so bad lmaoo #overall ive been enjoying this season i do think that we still have the everyone is into the mc issue #but they had some moments that had me crying from laughing #litg #love island the game #litg s8

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trippol-threat · 1 year ago

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i want to see professor squidge please!!!!!

YES OF COURSE ANY TIME

Okay so I love her and she's adorable

This was her on the way home

Last night she was super duper sleepy and sleeping on me all the time

And this is her this morning. Apparently waking me up at 530am was very tiring for her

#professor squidge #i will always provide pictures of my new baby #not pictured: the screaming every time she cant see me; my hands covered in scratches; being woken up every hour #oh also she chases her own tail and that is HILARIOUS #okay to rb #in fact pls rb #everyone should see my prof #cats of tumblr #kitten #oh also i was sad this hadnt gotten any attention. wanna know why??#didnt fuckin post it #saved it to drafts like an IDIOT #so anyways baby missed out on 6+ hrs of attention we all need to make up for papas mistake

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evansbby · 7 months ago

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I cannot believe the wicked games Drabble was 5000 words long like basically a full ass fic and the low amount of notes it got…

#it makes my heart literally SINK like…#now how am I supposed to post wg4 which is 25k words????#it will not get any interaction and I’m just done #like I just cannot post it #it’ll legit kill me ��🥲🥲🥲 to see it flop #after I poured my heart and soul into writing something so fucking long and making sure it was good #just bc I knew I had to give you guys something long and exciting to read #but what’s the point #like I cannot believe it… I literally just cannot believe it and I don’t want to post anything anymore #omfg #I know many people will read this and roll their eyes and find this annoying #like I’m complaining or whatever #honestly think what you want to think #I’m just so shocked and legit unhappy #like so fucking unhappy #like bummed the fuck out #that it’s come to this #I don’t wanna post shit anymore lol #idk if it’s the algorithm or genuinely people don’t fuck with my fics anymore #I just don’t understand #but you guys have to understand how it would kill me on the inside if I posted a 25k fic and it got next to no interaction #like I just….#I’m scared it would make me quit writing completely #bc I’m THIS close #I feel so fucking sad bro idek #like it makes me wanna fucking cry #how… a few months ago everything was fine #now it feels like everyone’s gone #and I wasted my fucking time writing a chapter so fucking long that no one’s gonna read #WHY DID I WASTE MY TIME

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atomiclace · 4 months ago

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who knew that some agere people would be the worst type of people to exist (talking about you spinny)

#dont get your toddler army to do your anon hate and unblock me on discord if u want to talk #ik you act like a baby and thats fine but if youre bold enough to try to get me paranoid (and fail) then u should be bold enough to dm me #yknow without hiding yourself #either do that or leave us alone girl!! move on #like why do you preach about moving on to a new era and then actively seek out trouble ????#get a job or something #trying to make me think my bf is cheating on me is such a weird thing to do and a big low for you spinny. it's actually sad #the worst part youre not even good at doing it. youre making shit up from what you THINK you know & hiding behind ur friend #its okay to fall out of friendships and im not even trying to meddle with your life but you are literally actively seeking out problems #and thats so pathetic. especially when you paint yourself all high and might over us ??? clearly we tried everything for you #until we got to a point where we were literally drowning because we have other shit in our lives too #you keep losing friends and complain about it. maybe consider why??? because of lack of communication and empathy!! youre just mean!#especially to those who've always tried so hard to have your back and defend you! (buka and me!!!)#yet you didnt care. you dont communicate and expect us to read minds & you demand things #and u say that a real friend should know when to reach out & ya but when it gets to a point where i feel like im drowning? no thanks #im prioritizing myself and my mental health im sorry #not to mention i was ALWAYS IN THE MIDDLE IN YOUR BULLSHIT #so grow up. actually. and if you wanna dm me then unblock me and we can talk #if you want to keep hiding behind your toddler friends acting like youre all small and sweet and babies then go ahead but leave us alone?#at least ill have closure and finally come to terms that you're not rlly a good person and u use your illnesses to excuse ur behavior #because i still think about you and wish you were our friend but after everything thats happened (this being the cherry on top for ME)#then maybe you really just are a shitty person and you do more harm than good #soz to everyone else reading this just continue scrolling LOL #its drama cus an ex friend is sending their toddler militia on me for some reason???#delete later

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wewontbesleeping · 5 months ago

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officially on vacation (don't leave until wednesday, but no more work!) and i'm happy happy happy BUT it's also like. there is some stuff happening at work that i'm soooo nosy about and i don't want to have to wait until i come back to hear about it lmfao.

#just stupid drama #i really wanna know if the guy we all HATE finally quits or not #there was an. altercation.... at work the other day #the coworker he's been shit talking came in early and was like heyyyy can we talk?#and he tried to get out of it like 5 times lmfao #he was like oh our manager was going to set up a meeting in A FEW WEEKS....#and she was like oh we can just talk now!! i'm here and i'd love to speak to you :-)#he was like ummm i can't stay late!!! and she was like oh there's an hour left on your shift! we can talk right now! :-)#fucking hilarious. he did not want to be confronted and thought he could get out of it but she's kind of insane so that is not happening #and the thing is too he was literally MOMENTS before complaining to us that he didn't know why she was mad that he was talking about her #because he NEVER talked about her! and everyone was LYING!#and i was like dude. you're talking about her RIGHT NOW.#it's lowkey sad though bc he has two 'friends' at work that i know for a fact have gone to the manager and told him that they don't #want to work w him anymore and complained about his work performance #and apparently that somehow came out and he's convinced that the manager is lying about it. but he's not... lol.#so it's just so sad that no one is being honest with him #lmfao i understand though bc i personally have been honest with him and called him out (VERY GENTLY) and he gets sooo pissy about stuff #but like i'm not pretending to be his friend!#anyways i'm sooo nosy about it lmfaooooo #on instagram he blocked me and like all of our coworkers but two lmfao #but i know both of them hate him so idk why he didn't block them too #lmfao like literally everyyyyyyy single person i work with dislikes him #so yeah i'm hopeful that it's finally over lmfao #this is the same guy i posted about before who bullied my favorite coworker into leaving so.#yeah i really hope he's gone now

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hecksupremechips · 9 months ago

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The best feeling in the world is when there’s a piece of media you know you love and you’ve hyped it up as your favorite thing for so long but you haven’t revisited it in a while so you start to worry if it’s really as good as you make it out to be and so you go back and revisit it and it’s like. Oh this is even better than I remembered this shit rules

#the klock keeps ticking #i always get this feeling when i play 999 but tonight i got it with the letter #cuz ive uh finally decided to bite the bullet and play the evil meanie route where everyone dies 😟#a route ive put off for so long cuz its just too damn sad to think about akjdksk god it hurts #and ive played like for the most part every route of this game EXCEPT this one but i know the ending is really dark and i need to see it #plus i will at least get my beloved torture scene in so thats nice #i didnt kill off isabella though its a coma route which i hope still allows me to get the ending i want cuz i mean shell still be out of #commission in the final scene so hopefully it works out #but yeah no i started off tonight on the marianne chapter and while i did skip around through it cuz ive played it many times and i just #wanna get to the important stuff already alskj i also just replayed some of the best parts #aka the shit where lorraine appears and the gay shit alksks and god like hnnnghh not only does this chapter still ruin me emotionally #i also just remembered why i love this character so much and remembered just how good the character writing in this game is #and i also played into the rebecca chapter and didnt skip as much cuz i actually am not as familiar with the coma route #cuz it makes me sad and i never revisited it lol and i havent gotten to The Scene that makes me sob yet #its so coming though dont worry but idk i guess its just been cuz ive been thinking about p3 so much lately #and in particular shinji both the death route and coma route but in particular the coma cuz thats what im writing #and damn lol the letter just writes the grief and nuanced relationships and death stuff so much better lol god #like marianne loses her childhood best friend whom she has a gay ass relationship with to suicide and like its just better #she blames herself and still isnt even kinda okay with it after 13 years #like it just fucking ruined her and the only thing keeping her from losing it is her repression and drinking problem and unattached sex #and then with coma route well fucking first off isabellas friends actually like. visit her frequently damn #and they just all have such unique ways of coping like Zach is being optimistic so no one gets too upset #rebecca is sorta in charge of making sure everything goes smoothly she has to contact the family and make big decisions #and shes also just taking the most stress and shes got so many complicated feelings around isabella going on but she genuinely cannot stand #that isabella is hurt shes fucking destroyed she loves isabella and then ashton AAAAA god yeah i also just remembered that hes SUCH a good #character hes like being a genuine asshole right like Rebecca calls to tell him that isabella is comatose now and he literally doesnt let #her say anything he literally says ‘i dont have time for other things rn’ like the wellness of his friend is just ‘other things’#but you just know thats not it not at all hes burying himself in work to the point of destruction so he can figure out who did this and make #everything okay and he refuses to show even an ounce of vulnerability cuz THE SECOND HE DOES IT ALL COMES OUT AND HE CANT GET OUT OF BED #ANYMORE CUZ HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WHEN THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IS DYING

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ilovecoffeeandchemistry · 1 month ago

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ooooh i woke up in a bad mood and it's so hard not to be a bitch about it

#i don't want to ruin the mood for my family so i'm just laying in my bed and think about everything that pisses me off #and i'm getting more and more mad about it #come to think of it it's kinda funny but also really frustrating #i probably just need to cry because i've been extremely tired and stressed for the past week #but i don't want to make myself sad on purpose so now i'm really angry over literally nothing lol #for example today i saw my colleague and turns out she knows my father #and she was like 'oh your dad really misses you!! he mentions you all the time!!' and i was like '....really?.....'#because i thought he didn't care at all (and the feeling is kinda mutual)#because call me crazy if you want but if i miss someone i just go talk to them.... problem solved........#we barely talk but apparently he's yapping abt me all the time to everyone so everyone thinks that he's oh such a loving and caring dad #which makes me look like a bitch of a daughter #which is like #on one hand i couldn't care less #but on the other #why would you talk about missing me to other people and bever bother to try and talk to me yourself??#though i probably dodged a bullet #talking to him is extremely hard because he's incredibly stuffy? boring? english doesn't have enough words for that #and i don't wanna listen to him talking about himself for 2 hours straight without having a chance to interrupt him 🤩🤩🤩#ooof #idk how to stop being mad i probably need to distract myself somehow #anyway there is probably a ton of mistakes here but i'm too lazy to fix them #idk i wish i could scream so loud that every bad thought in my head would disappear forever #i'm so tiredddddd

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phagodyke · 3 months ago

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ah shit only just realised its september now.... lets hope the rest of this month isn't like this.....

#just med shit innit. gonna force myself up at my usual work time even tho i have the day off bc I need to be in my routine or ill lose it #i am. very tired and very sad. and thats ok generally im ok ive been keeping myself so busy for weeks and weeks #and im glad im going out n doing shit often n meeting new ppl n trying to focus more on hobbies n get more on the life balance #but whenever i have a moment to stop i still get so sad. ik exactly why theyre all just old aches n wounds i dont want to wallow in them!!#lately its been well under control i only usually have one actual bad day a week and sometimes its not even a whole day #and the rest im.just busy and i dont know if im just avoiding things and its not satisfying being busy bc im still missing out needs #but i cant fulfil them so might as well stay busy and not think about it!!#and its okay its all okay im just so sad right now :-( but im going to sleep soon and then ill be busy tmr so i dont have to think abt it #i wanna ventpost abt it but also i dont rly want to bc findinf the words to talk abt the things distressing me involves thinking abt it #which will just.make me feel worse. and it wont resolve anything bc its all mostly outside of my control anyway just hurts innit #but im trying hard to make my life bigger than it was before even if its still shallow and not quite enough at least it covers more space #yeah yeah we all want to feel genuine connection and wanted and loved but life doesnt often work out like that so.#hands in your pockets player keep it moving. im goiny to brush my teeth and then rly need to go to bed zzzzz #.diaries #hope everyone else had a nice weekend i had a pretty good saturday at least. and played a lot of videogames today so could be worse #very glad i dont have work tomorrow as well thank u past me for booking it off ahh..

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apathyfairy · 1 year ago

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you are either a girl who is miserable and sad on her birthday or a girl who loves her birthday and there is no in between and neither group will ever understand the other

#obviously i am part of the first group and like it just makes me sad. like with every passing year i’m just like ok. well i super have #nothing to show for this past year or my age and i just hate everyone acting like i’m worth something or worth still being alive #so when the 3 family members i have are like yaaay happy birthdayyyy i’m like ok thanks but i should have died a long time ago #like there’s just nothing to celebrate like i’m not proud of who i am or that i exist u know what i mean? like i think i cracked it i think #that’s why i hate my birthday and so i like to just be alone and do alone things and cry if i want to or usually i just drive around and #sing along to sad music in the car and just wait it out u know #like i fully just let myself be as miserable as i want like that’s my gift to myself #but this year it’s on a saturday and so my mom is like what do u wanna do let’s do something fun and every year it’s always the same bc i’m #miserable beyond belief and she’s trying to hype me and it ends up with her getting mad at me bc i’m such a miserable downer fuck up and #it’s like great i can’t wait. it’s so pathetic to complain about birthdays we all have them we all get old whatever but it’s just like #genuinely u should be able to just skip it if u arent feeling it and everyone should respect that

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deviousdiesel · 4 months ago

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