#i wanna feel 16 again.
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
The average Tumblr user visits about 67 pages every month.
Text
jonas brothers new album review: too much nick and not enough guitars
#personal#once again this just kinda. sounds like a nick album with joe singing backup#which is Not my jam lmao#it needs to either be an All Three album or a joe album with nick singing backup for me to be into it ngl#and it isn't just that i like joe's voice more it's also that i like the sound he leans into wayyy better#i know it's not 2007 anymore but i will forever mourn the 'a little bit longer' sound :((( where are my guitars. where are my drums.#why isn't joe screaming and growling in my fucking face.#i wanna feel 16 again.#ANYWAYS. hopefully it grows on me by august when i'm going to see them lol#they're at their best in this album when they're singing about their daughters and wives...no surprise there skdjhdglkh
0 notes
Text
oh so NOW y'all rushers wanna talk about James Diamond/Jett Stetson and Jo Taylor/Lucy Stone?!??!?!!! NOW y'all wanna go and totally get behind that like it's the next big revelation?!!??? WHERE WERE Y'ALL WHEN I WAS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALONE IN THE FRONTLINES COVERED IN BLOOD AND RELENTLESSLY HERALDING THESE DAMN RAREPAIRS WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BATTERED CONVICTION AND YET NO ONE FUCKIN LISTENED?!?!!!! ISTG I'M GODDAMN CASSANDRA RN FINALLY WATCHING FORETOLD PROPHECIES GET FULFILLED AND YET. THE VINDICATION FEELS ALL TOO LATE AS THE LEGACY I HAVE BUILT IS ALL BUT FORGOTTEN NOW
#THERE ARE 16 JAMES/JETT AO3 FICS AND GUESS WHAT. 10 OF THEM ARE FUCKING MINE. AND COUNTING.#6 JO/LUCY FICS AND 3 OF THEM ARE MINE ISTG AM I GOING INSANE??????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I AM SO PISSED BRB CHEWING ASPHALT RAWRGRHGD#ok fr i love jocy but it's been around for a while so i'm not taking credit for it. JAMETT HOWEVER. THEY ARE MY GAY HIMBO BASTARD CHILDREN#THE FUCKING WAY THESE IDIOT BOYFRIENDS HAD A CHOKEHOLD ON ME BRO I. HAD TO WRITE ALL THE CONTENT AND DRAW ALL THE ART AND EVEN MADE#QUESTIONABLE SHIT MY ACE ASS REGRETS TO THIS VERY DAY AND FOR WHAT. THEY CALLED ME A DELUSIONAL FOOL FOR IT. NOW HOW THE TURN TABLES#Y'ALL WANNA TALK ABOUT TOXIC HIMBO BOYFRIENDS YAOI????? DO NOT CITE THE DEEP MAGIC TO ME WITCH I FUCKING WROTE IT MYSELF ETC ETC.#I STILL HAVE FIVE MILLION JAMETT DRAFTS WORTH 100K WORDS AND A WHOLE JOCY AU AND I'M TEMPTED TO REVIVE THEM ALL OUT OF SPITE NGL#IT INCLUDES HURT/COMFORT ANGST HAIR FIC AND SECRET BF REBOUND JETT+REPRESSED GAY JAMES FIC AND A WHOLE JAMETT REWRITE OF BIG TIME SURPRISE#EVEN IF ALL MY OLD BTR FIC DRAFTS ARE TRAPPED IN MY BROKEN LAPTOP;;; I'LL GET MY BROTHER TO PRY IT RIGHT OUTTA THERE IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKE#ALSO IF Y'ALL WANT MORE RAREPAIRS HI KENLOS NEEDS MORE LOVE. IDC KENLOS IS FUCKING ADORABLE AND PERFECT AND IN THIS MANIFESTO I WILL#AND DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT KENDALL/JETT OR EW LOGAN/JETT GET. THAT SHIT AWAY FROM ME THAT GARBAGE IS TRULY VILE WHAT'S THAT BROTHER ÆÜGGÖH#I'M NOT EVEN IN THIS FANDOM ANYMORE AND YET. AND YET!!!!!! I CAN'T LET IT SPIT IN MY FACE LIKE THIS!!!!!! MY CLOWN MAKEUP WILL MELT OFF!!!!#(this is all /lh btw. like i'm kinda mad ngl but just @ myself. i had jamett brainrot for the longest time and it corroded my frontal lobes#neway rant over lmao i hope everyone's having a lovely day out there <3 will this mark the return of this shitty blog???? idk djdjfjkxl#i been thinking about it for a bit but idk how welcome my obnoxious cringeass still is in the rusherblr space soooo#files this under: SHIT THAT GOT ME SO MAD IN DACLUB AT 4 A.M. THAT I REVIVED MY WHOLE DEAD BLOG TO SCREAM INTO THE MERCILESS VOID ABOUT IT#btr#big time rush#james diamond#jett stetson#jamett#james diamond × jett stetson#himbo boyfriends#jo taylor#lucy stone#jocy#jo taylor × lucy stone#stop it forever#it feels so weirdly nostalgic writing out those tags again ( ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )#ps. did i spend 30mins making that gif just so i have an excuse to show off my eien ni beautiful pink-haired one truest loml on main??? NO
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
pop!
#hunter x hunter#kurapika kurta#leorio paladiknight#leopika#hxh fanart#art#i was a hardcore leopika fan back in 2020 and now I’m back in the pit#1999 had me screaming and crying#and the drama cds⁉️#even looking back at my leopika art from 3 years ago had me maniacally laughing in my room#I have so much old hxh art in my little shoe box it was mentally HEALING looking through them again#it was clear how much I loved hxh and honestly I’m so glad I got into it again#I was just 15 when I drew all those silly things but why does it feel like it was just yesterday#I started this acc when I was 16 so most of my oldest drawings on here was made when I was just 16#and now I’m 18??this is so weird idk why I’m rambling about my age rn but life just flies too fast#I don’t like it#I just wanna be in my room drawing away my self indulgence#and daydream about stories I’ll write later#and decorate my silly room and dress myself up in the mirror#I am NOT built for society
111 notes
·
View notes
Text
pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
do i dare write the post looking at and trying to explain Queen Kristina's behavior? probably. i swear im trying to be less annoying about it but also like. i do what I want.
#also like *gestures vaguely at the person who used 'she had her son change schools after he got into a fight#so that he would have more supervision and structure WITHOUT CONSULTING THE 16 YEAR OLD CHILD HOW FUCKING DARE SHE' as an argument#like do i condone and agree with her actions? no. not necessarily. but i do UNDERSTAND why she did most of what she did#was she wrong a lot of the time? yes. were there other things she could have done? absolutely#still understand why she did what she did tho#anyway the real debate is do i feel like dealing with the people who are going to ignore me saying that i dont condone her actions#and continue to just say that shes an iredeemable cartoon villain? not really but also like#i havent gotten a chance to rewatch and really think about characters and their actions and stiff for a while#i wanna analyze it again!! i wanna just chill for a while!!#also that person vagued about me. IN the yr tag. which i clearly used. istg they could not have been older that 14.#anywho#i probably will do that this weekend#im off work on friday so i may just do a full rewatch and whip out my yr book#i mean i will do that anyway. whether or not i actually post about it is an entirely other question#young royals#shh ac
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
as happy as i am about thai gl having variety and so many new releases, i hate how short a lot of them are
#thai gl#started affair and i’m like 8 episodes again?? why 😭#hopefully this will change in the future#feeling grateful tlp has 16 episodes but it shouldn’t be a lone wolf 🥲#for lack of a better description lol#anyways this was in my drafts i just wanna post it before i start my thai module
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
mascotless vocals lose something on an individual level but I think with a bunch of new mascots releasing soon(?) we'll be getting something back we were desperately missing when the majority of new vocals had no designs
#I was so focused on the reception of individual vocals that I wasn't even thinking about how having so many of them be designless#impacted the community and the scale of how people interact with the characters#no character puts a damper on hype for a vocal but it also changes community hype overall#maghni ai Feels like old vocaloid#disclaimer idk if it was actually the majority but it feels that way right. at least half? with all the dt and v6 vocals#in recent times eclipsed sounds was the best (new) thing to happen to vocal synth imo. and obviously like. rikka and co. + maki + anri/jun#that's pretty close to it though (for new characters (except maki))#maghni ai bringing ten from various parties (2/2/3/3) to the table feels really good when non-dt/yamaha companies#very much seem to be focusing on one at a time while dt pumps them out and yamaha came out announcing 16(?)#idk how fast they'll be done or the rate they'll come out at or anything but just knowing we'll have at least ten it nice#also I hope the test vocals have cute little designs too (I think they will). I never wanna see another non-teaser silhouette again lol /j#thoughts
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
~ ~ ~
#I hate who I am when I start missing human contact and feeling lonely#I start missing someone who was awful to me simply because they were reliable in talking to me every day and at least sort of my friend#I start craving the connections that you see in media even though I know those types aren’t real#it seems like everyone else has more people and better people and closer people in their lives than me#it seems like everyone has best friends and partners that are closer to them and better for them#and idk it just feels like things are missing from my life#I have a partner but I can’t always talk to them when I need to because they can’t always handle a conversation#I have a best friend but he barely ever answers my calls and things feel distant between us lately#I have other friends but they’re not the kinds that I feel I could turn to for help when I’m lonely like this#I have my parents but neither of them are very good at comfort in these situations#and I just want to cry because I feel so completely by myself and I don’t know what to do anymore#I just want someone to talk to and who will listen to me when I need help and advice and be there for me#I’m starting to really miss the wrong people again even though I know I’m better without them in my life#but at least I could send them anything and get a response fairly soon when I needed to#at least for a while they were very close to me and i think that’s what I really miss most of all#just the closeness of another person since I don’t always feel that with other relationships these days#it’s times like these I wish I’d just killed myself at 16 so I wouldn’t have to keep dealing with this over and over forever#it’s times like these I wanna fade away#if I’m going to be alone anyway then why bother keeping others around at all? why not just break off and go be a hermit somewhere else?#but I can’t do that because I have too many responsibilities that I need to take care of#idk maybe I should just kill myself and get it over with#pretty sure I wasn’t supposed to make it this long in the first place#I mean I’m being facetious cause I’m not overly suicidal and I’m not actually going to do anything#just kinda wish I could in a weird sort of way#like missing the feeling of a blade slicing my skin since I stopped cutting a long time ago#just want more out of my relationships and from myself and from my life and idk how to get any of that#personal
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
it'll all be okay because there's only one more day left in the school week and after that it'll be the weekend. wait no what do you mean after the weekend I'll just have to go back to school? what do you mean the cycle of going to school and coming back home completely worn out is gonna continue?
#mole talks#ive been back in school for..... one week.#im so tired i can't stop feeling tired all of the time now this is horrible#i have to walk around school so much and im forved to be around other people anf its just exhausting#for me school would be better if they removed all social aspects#and all you would have to do is work and you wouldn't have to see other people ever#(apart from the teacher who is teaching you about the subject)#because if theres no forced socialisation that also means....... my classmates would never be ableist towards me again#:[ i can't believe i have to continue going to school#and ill probably have to continue going for many years to come#i hate how much it wares me out. i was si productive during the summer but now im not at all#and i JUST started school. it only gets worse from here#i just wanna learn. i dont want some annoying kid to call me slurs#i dont want to wear a uniform that makes me feel uncomfortable in my own skin#i dont wanna walk around the corridors feeling like everybody is staring at me and judging me#i dont want to go home feeling too weak and tired to do anything#i just want to learn stuff#i don't think i even really care about how going to school is good for my future because i don't know whats in the future for me#i just want to learn things in the present#:[#wow i have a lot of homework i need to do. i say i don't mind the work but i haven't finished all of this yet so maybe im just lying#im gonna cry. i dont want to go back to school tomorrow i dont want to be surronded by people who hate what i am#but also i dont want the teachers to infantalise me anymore! im not a kid. im 16. treat me like everybody else im not a kid#why am i crying into the tumblr void again
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
woagh 2 posts in one day
#sketch#listen your honor i love him#im unsure if i wanna tag yosuke in this bc theyre like 15 min sketches so i think imma leave it like this and let the lord decide#i know hes not a like the fan fave in persona but somehow the trash boy has grown on me and is now like top 4 for the whole damn franchise#like mold or smth#you just gotta like reimagine him as a very tired repressed bi 16 yr old in a closet made of glass and he immediately becomes more likeable#like bro he works retail and is 16 thats why hes like that#also like the scene from the group date in pq where he goes “all right now we can be partners for all eternity!!!!”#that lives in my head rent free#listen he lives with teddie and works retail#as someone who also worked retail i promise you most of his not kanji related outbursts are justified#the kanji stuff is bad fr fr but like hes also 16 in 2011#let the 1st 16yr old who was not an asshole and uninformed cast the first stone#sorry i have a lot of feelings for 1 yosuke hanamura and i needed to tell all of you in this my diary#which reminds me#most of yall came from me posting about dr which ndrv3 has a very special place in my heart and on my walls#but alas p4 kicked saihara to the curb so idk if ill be making anymore??????? maybe i might in the future but idk im old and tired#and dr is and always will be full of 13 yr olds which is fine but i dont wanna interact with them bc im old#and tired of the same discourse every 6 months#maybe when the not actually but totally is dr4 that kodaka is cooking up drops ill make dr art again but unlikely for rn#once i figure out how p4 protag chan's bowl cut works ill draw boys kissing#i do need to figure out how to draw boys kissing#since it will also lead to figuring out how to draw girls kissing which is almost dare i say more important#anywho thank you for coming to my newest diary entry#i will never stop yapping in the tags#this is a promise#yall gotta know all my thoughts in as many characters and tags tumblr will let me have
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
tonight i am thinking about birds falling out of the sky and small creatures so full of life that they choke on it. i am thinking about home-cooked meals made by friendly faces and about cartwheels and about how the world does not end all at once, but slowly, ever so slowly. i am thinking about tie-dye and trees that grow with us and landslides that pull us back to hot summer days at 7575. i am thinking about how even children get older and i’m getting older too. i am thinking about mirrors and a dark blue blanket and a medicine cabinet swallowing me whole, about art taken off nails and light blue paint chipping away. i’m thinking about a large table and a small kitche, about popsicles and a scratched wooden floor. summer is here. summer is here. and the world is ending
#i’m having so many feelings today#a bird died in my garden today#he choked on his own vomit and his beautiful yellow feathers went limp#his neck turned in that way that all birds necks do when get die#i buried him with the other birds in the soil and i sang to him as i covered him in earth#my childhood friend bought a new house today#16 years we’ve been playing there on 7575 selkirk street#shes moving halfway across the city to a brand new house near fraser street#my family friend closed her restaurant today#and i see my dad play with the little girl and wonder if that’s what i was like when i was 3#god i wanna be a kid again#payton rambles
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Baby fever go brrrr
So very self-indulgent eloist librarian kids time
-They differ in age based in groups of 4 considering that they were made in batches of 4. I'll give a list of em from oldest to youngest and also I'm going with @ratherpekewliar's idea of naming them after literary subgenres.
-Group 1(Eldest); Fantasy, Romance, Sci-Fi, and Mystery.
-Group 2(Second eldest); Dystopian, Adventure, Horror, and Thriller.
-Group 3(Middle); Literary, Magic, Memoir, and Bio.
-Group 4(Second youngest); History, Travel, Guide and Spirit.
-Group 5(Youngest); Cozy, Quiet, Mythic, and West.
-Small note for some of the names, a few of them had been condensed since, you know, it would be a bit weird if you named your kid 'Magical Realism', plus I think it just sounds better.
-All 20 of them are curious, busy bees. All day, every day is spent finding and discovering new files for their mother and my lovely wife, the Archivist, to archive.
-The fifth group is still getting used to things, considering that technichaly they weren't really a thing until just recently. So they're still little infant babies in robot terms. As in they can walk, they can speak a few coherent words but otherwise are still babies <3
-Sparky is an aunt of 20 niblings now I guess./vvv lh
-Very curious about organic life, and having a father who is such a thing never fails to fascinate them. Archivist sometimes has to pry them off whenever they pile up on me though.
-They really enjoy it when I or their mother tells them stories, especially during bed time.
-Speaking of bed time, we all just kinda collectively sleep in a large pile together. It's very cozy.
-I love being a father of 20 fictional kids :)
#eloist#healer elowen#i'm feeling so soft right now#like I just wanna cuddle up with my wife and 20 kids#then again it's Saturday evening so that'll have to wait until later#edit: My apologies I miscounted again snnbndsbn#I was like. I knew but my mind was like '16 children' meanwhile I literally was like 'Gee I sure do love my *20* children. wink wink'#but yes now we have the correct number of children in the bunch
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
finally got our damn concert program (we leave in less than two days lol.) i'm listed as a soloist on gabriel's oboe which is nice (and as it should be.) but not on the schindler's list
#to be fair they list the cello solo for the latter but c'mon.#they're making me bring my EH just for that number i should get listed for that too#am i being too demanding........eh i don't think so LOL. these people have been a pain in my ass this whole time#well the kids seem fine to me. it's mostly the organizers and director#man she is MEAN during rehearsals she is so rude to her fucking players#i feel so bad for these kids. they're getting micromanaged to hell and back and their instructors are so rude to them#it makes me really upset honestly. like i can deal with the bad communication and stupid expectations of me#cause like. i'm a whole adult. and i'm not affiliated with this group in any way other than as a ringer#like i am Showing Up. Playing. And Leaving. never have to deal with them again after this#but these fucking kids man. they don't get a choice and the adults are so unkind#i feel bad for them. i wish i could unionize them or smth but they're like 16#not really much i can do about the situation unfortunately :/#anyway. uh#oboeposting#i guess#i wanna talk about me#sasha speaks#and yes. lucky me i'm finally being forced to play gabriel's oboe. i lasted twelve years but my time has come...#it's a fine piece it's just overdone and boring compared to our other rep. but whatever#gotta play The Mission(tm) on the mission trip i guess#well at least they spelled my name right!
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
girl help i am either in love with nobody or in love with everybody and my brain doesn't fucking make sense
#like idk im like. very affectionate and want to share this affection in a way that means something but also#i don't like the idea of 'this person is your number 1 and above everything else' bc like#it just feels foreign??? to me???#idk unless im like hyperfixating on a person which is awful and i never wanna do ever again for anybody around me's sake#like i guess i shouldn't make any decisions about my sexuality before ive been in at least one real meaningful relationship and but like#idk i really care about the guy i think i have feelings for i dont wanna pull any triggers unless i know it really is for me yanno?#like yea ive edated before and like no offence to ppl happily in an LDR online but#its just. different from an irl thing#and even then i was like 16 the last time i thought i had a crush on someone#and i know full well that 95% of my teenage 'crushes' were just me really liking a friend and thinking i wanted to date them#but like no i was just a jealous teenager and wanted my pals to hang out with me more than others LMAO
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sorry to still be a #Hater but, knowing I Will be playing 3 playthroughs of Persona 3 (2 Portable runs and one FES+The Answer run) sounds so much more fun and enjoyable than playing Persona 5 for a second time, vanilla or Royal I'M SORRY THIS IS A P5 HATE ACCOUNT NOW
#victor beeps#meanwhile i will play P4 one million times#i'm sorry!!!!! i didn't like 5's story as much#it starts off SO BAD (content wise. which is why i put the game down for like a year)#i love the phantom thieves. honest. but joker isn't my fave protag#I HATE MORGANA >:V I WANNA LIKE HIM SO BAD CAUSE KITTY BUT HE SUCKS#ann was done SOOOOOO dirty. and ryuji too <:/ (love both them so much tho)#yusuke is written as the ''weird kid'' and just feels like everyone is laughing at him all the time#i didn't find makoto or haru all that memorable compared to the rest of the party#i don't really have a problem with futaba's writing. i love her so much and love how they handled her mental problems actually#but the ''she's practically my sister'' line in Royal and you can still romance her :/ kinda yuck#also ummm biggest issue with 5 is that you can romance the adult women and joker's 16. one of them being your teacher :/ big yikes#and i don't much care for kasumi as others do. she's an interesting character yes but sorry#akechi my wonderful son it felt like his story was snuffed out super quick just to get to the end. also fuck pancakes shut up fuck you#i'm sorry i can't help but compare it to the games that came before. 5 was my first persona game tho#i just prefer 4. story and characters#a copy of p5r is at the gamestop for like 20 bucks and i do want it! but i just can't be assed to play p5 again at least for a long while#long tags of me being a hater man sorryyyyyyy if you read all these i love you <3
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
has anyone figured out a way to engage in their interests, without feeling shame? asking for a friend
#my ass being like ‘oh i’m sad bc i’m not engaging in my interests and if i do that i’ll feel better’#but then i try that and just feel a mass amount of shame over being passionate#and i feel like a little kid again#but the person bullying me is me#coming back on here and tryin to engage in succ/tomgreg posting#and it feels dumb and then it makes me sad#which is basically why i don’t post anymore bc i just think ‘i’m a stupid dumbass loser’#yeah i know i’m on the stupid dumbass loser (affectionate) website#it doesn’t make me feel better#but like i don’t wanna not engage ya know?#i miss succ posting :(((#i stopped reading fic for some stupid ass reason and my brain keeps telling me to stop writing fic bc it’s stupid#but i’m obviously not gonna do that bc it’s like the one thing that makes me happy anymore#and i’d rather die than not be able to write#feels like when i was back in college and i kept masking#but like i don’t even need to mask anymore bc who the fuck cares?#i’m not surrounded by dumbass 16 yr olds anymore#and if someone actually was to bully me i’d actually probably just laugh bc it’s all just kinda pathetic really isn’t it?#but whatever i’m carrying on bc i actually don’t give a shit my brain is just a wee bitch#so maybe you’ll see me around or maybe you won’t#gwen rambles#gwenposting
1 note
·
View note