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I'm Stanley, welcome to my blog.
» TW; Sh, ED, Rape, Drug use, alcoholism, suicide
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» ✿stanley rants - Rambles, shit posting (sometimes vents, vents will be tagged accordingly)
» ✿Stanley Ed - self-explanatory
» ✿stanley sh - self explanatory
» ✿Stanley art - me drawing
#boy with ed#th1gh g@p#thinspø#ana male#tw ana bløg#mental illness#mia male#tw mia#tw mia stuff#th1n$pø#tw drugs#tw suicide#tw: alcholism#i need help#i wanna cut
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Thank god I'm single cuz a break up would get me internet in a mental hospital (no irony)
#codependent#love hurts#partner#single#unhealthy attachment#manipulation#bpd#im insane#i wanna cut#blank space#lesbian#yearning
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Went out for a walk today and had a coffee :)
#obessive love#actually insane#cw: gore#borderline personality disorder#kawaii#cannibalistic#guro#cute gore#ed but not ed sheeran#cvt addict#cvtt!ng#i wanna cut
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the urges™️
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Fake injuries underneath + talks of self harm and ed (not Sheeran.)
I wish these injuries were real.
I wish I could tear my nails off and watch them bleed.
I wish the wounds got infected and maybe would give me some kind of infection that makes it hard to keep food down-
That way I'd get the release of pain from injuries while also not being able to eat.
Maybe I could eat and just. Throw up.
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that datamined karlach design…..
#i also want to draw a mod i saw#where her hair was buzz cut!!! really cute#i love all karlach designs… my heart so full of karlach love#i wanna try that one EA karlach too wahhh#my art#digital art#illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#clip studio paint#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#karlach
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WORK ON BEING LESS STRESSFUL IM GUNNA FUCKING CRY
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY ITS NEVER GOING TO BE ENOUGH
FUCK
FFUCK
I'm gunna kill my fucking self I'm sick to death of BEING ME
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WHERE MY GORE LOVERS AT BABY
I never see appreciation for the bishop purgatory designs anywhere, so. I am here. To change that.
I want to see more people mess around with the designs... I want to see more people including silly headcanons and stylizing them!!! Because the designs are all amazing!! The way each design conveys how the lamb fought them is INCREDIBLE.
The top of Leshys' head is devoid of foliage because the rest of him was hidden underground during his fight. Hekets' throat and stomach are raw and skinned because she's always landing and scraping around hard on stone when she's trying to crush you. Kallamar is covered in a large burn because it's so difficult to get close to him during his fight, implying the best strategy was a long range strategy. Shamuras' front is completely torn open and hanging out because they're running directly at you during the entire fight and that is exactly! Where! You'd! Be! Hitting them!
I'm just really really passionate about the bishop purgatory designs. I want to see more people explore them I think they're so cool.
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl fanart#cotl bishops#cotl leshy#cotl heket#cotl kallamar#cotl shamura#gore#cw gore#tw gore#blood#cw blood#tw blood#body horror#cw body horror#tw body horror#sorry im loading up on tags here#i dont want to put the art under a cut#so this is my manner of keeping this off the dash of ppl who wouldnt wanna see it lol#anyway#if you reblog this tag it with your favorite purgatory bishop design#mine is def kallamar because of the intrigue of it all#i have silly headcanons for him borne of the purgatory desjgn alone
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Sleep time.
#star wars#the bad batch#star wars fanart#the bad batch fanart#tbb#tbb fanart#I was trying coloring methods#idk#they still rely on me doing a clean sketch#and I'm really bad at doing clean sketches#and color tooo#It felt like most of the time I success randomly without knowing why#which is a problem if you wanna do it on command to get a job ya know#or do commissions#oh btw I finally cut my hair#I baked sweet potatoes cinnamon rolls too#Ok bye
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got a worm nibbling my brain. can someone help me find a piece of obscure media?
webcomic/indie comic from the 2010s. basically a sci-fi short story about a young girl (with red hair?) who was being raised by scientists as part of an experiment. she receives a haircut/has her head shaved, in preparation for her annual brain scan/testing. it is revealed that while her body is human, her "brain" is artificial, made of computer implants throughout her skull and spine. at some point her biological mother (also a scientist on the same campus?) encounters her and is repulsed, viewing her as a machine who has murdered her daughter.
it was very poignant and it bruised my heart and i can NOT find it anywhere
#i thought it was made by the creator of 'O Human Star' for some reason but apparently not?#goddammit goddammit goddammit#'i don't have to write down the title of this piece of media i encountered in my formative years bc i'll always remember it'#*cut to ten years later frantic googling*#fun fact 'a.i.' is now a completely useless search term#google in general is useless#and stuff i read 3+ years ago regularly vanishes from the internet#bookmarks are not enough! if you like indie media--download that shit! buy digital/physical copies while you can#save it to the cloud back it up and organize that shit!!!#keep a list of the stuff you read (organized by date/media type and possibly with keywords if you want it to be useful longterm)#(or a spreadsheet even if you're like me and rabidly consume short stories/comics like a pack of amnesiac piranhas on a feeding frenzy)#(that stuff PILES UP over the years ok. if you wanna make sure you'll be able to find it again a decade later--curation is key)#because art WILL touch your soul and then vanish into the void leaving naught but a 404 Error in its wake#i am an old man shaking my fist at the kids on my lawn but the kids on my lawn are me and my longterm digital planning skills circa 2012
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made a post a while back on how javert's suicide is often poorly portrayed in film adaptations to the point of accidental comedy, and how the 1978 movie in particular is the most unhinged example. audio warning for a loud trumpet blast, don't turn up your volume
#len's videos#inspector javert#javert#les mis#les miserables#les misérables#javert les mis#les mis 1978#les miserables 1978#les misérables 1978#the trumpet blast as he does a flip... the way it just cuts to a cheery carriage ride... girl what were they ON in 1978 😭#it's so tactless that it veers into absurdism for one of the most serious parts of the story#girl you KNOW your scene is bad when the dogshit bbc version is miles better!#at least i didn't laugh during that scene! that scene was the only bit of genuine emotion i felt besides rage for that whole miniseries!#i have yet to finish '78 LM and i'm sure it has it's redeeming qualities that i don't wanna dunk on! it's just this scene is utterly whack!
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#something lgbt happened to both of them
#rhaenicent#rhaenicentedit#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#mysaria#rhaenyra x mysaria#house of the dragon#hotdedit#hotd#hotd spoilers#dailyhotdgifs#rhaenicentdaily#gameofthronesdaily#targnation#tvedit#userbecca#tusererika#tusereliza#tusermiles#useraish#mialook#userhella#tuseraixa#userzaynab#wlwedit#wlwgifs#*#hotd *#it was originally gonna be two gifs but i didn't wanna cut (lol) alicent's reaction
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Paper doll Rollo!
Hehe his hat is detachable- I really wanted an excuse to make his ahoge and show it
Oddly enough for my first paperdoll (I’ve made paper children before), I just gotta recreate one of the most complex designs for some reason idk why??? Rollo was meant to be practice and goddamn did struggling on him force me to problem solve- I do hope to make Rook and Cloche <3
[Process] (In the form of IG stories + ramblings)
#August is me rollo posting while I can ig#💀💀💀 I’m sorry I’ll try to make rook stuff soon#cut me some slack I’ve been drawing the same character for 3 years straight I wanna try another flavour-#it’s been too long since I’ve done traditional art aside from sketches-#most complex paper child I’ve ever made smh#my kindergarten ass actually loves cutting and pasting stuff for some reason-#but it’s so messy 😭😭#cat scribblez 🌸#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fanart#twisted wonderland fanart#twst glomas#glorious masquerade#twst art#twisted wonderland art#twst rollo#rollo flamme#paper dolls
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or is this what it means to be a human being?
#link#link botw#botw#totk#loz#loz fanart#i am very extremely normal about botw/totk link i promise <3#anyway this was NIGHTMARISH !! to draw. i was like ohhh i wanna try a semi-comic format (ideas dreamed up by the deranged)#it was kind of fun though. i am definitely not cut out for doing it consistently. but it was fun.#that being said i will not be doing it again anytime soon <3 zelink content will Resume.#my art
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senshi dungeon meshi tell me what to eat for lunch…. senshi from dungeon meshi pls… Guide me…..
#lunch is thee hardest mealtime for me. lunch is bullshit.#breakfast and dinner are both clear cut. very specific food options. always good choices#lunch? vague. undefined. an irritating interruption in the middle of my day.#I wanna like lunch. I believe in what she stands for. but girl why are you so difficult.
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Momentarily arose from my sims slumber just to spin my girls around in the amazing new 1930s pieces by @gilded-ghosts and @happylifesims. Y'all truly blessed us with these.
(CAS background by @surely-sims because I never use these and this truly had me feeling like I was a tailor dressing everybody up in the newest garb).
#forgive the lil CAS arrows I woulda cut them out but alas I didn’t wanna lose the shoes#or go in game and actually pose anybody 😅#sims 4 historical#ts4 historical#ts4 decades challenge#sims 4 decades challenge#Darlington extras#Zelda darlington extra#Josephine Duplanchier extra
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