#i wake up like three times a night

[straightlightyagami]

I was sneezing a lot and then I started coughing so much it felt like my lungs were going to fall out. maybe it's just allergies. what the fuck is wrong with me what is wrong with my body

[martyryo]

Him being cunty, him slaying, him mothering blah blah blah you get the point.

[bonefall]

maybe with the ending.. make it be like the link between Breezepelt's leaving to join Kin and his POV in AVOS? of course from Nightcloud's perspective but

like. she would be injured and recovering away from the clan. but they would be unaware that she is alive and like in canon assume she died and hold her a vigil. Breezepelt, who is already at low point, taking it very badly - yes he was pushing her away bc he was hurt and angry and started taking it out on her, but.. it's still his mom. his Mi. and she is dead? or is this stupid clan just going to believe this to make it easier? are they really giving up on looking for her, or her body??

i can see Nightcloud being the one of very few, if not THE Only one, things that kept Breezepelt in WindClan at this point. and without her, what's the point? it's not like anyone else likes him. the link is gone and they buried it in a bodyless vigil. so it's what pushes him to actuall take the step and leave.

not sure how well it would align with the timeline and events. and how soon Darktail was assembling cats from other clans like Breeze. but i think it would be interesting and heartbreaking if at the end of her SE, Nightcloud just arrived back to WindClan and asks where Breezepelt is and someone tells her.. he either was missing since this morning or just left the clan earlier the same day. like, just have them miss each other by a hair.

I'm thinking that the second-to-last chapter is her with Pickle, having a bit of a sabbatical to unpack everything that happens through the story. Mostly because I want to throw her into some kind of pretty garden as a nice setting for this lmaoo

A LOT of BB stuff is being added to Nightcloud's Pannage that wasn't in the main series; Hillrunner's abuse, her mentor Addersong, several expanded little background characters now complete with their own side conflicts. I think what I can bind all these things with is Nightcloud considering what a Clan means.

Because of her new reputation, I'm noticing I'm writing scenes where she's intentionally doing and saying things to try and sway them. While also grappling with her resentment towards them, and things she can't change.

There's a bit of a melancholy air so far, so I'm starting to feel like the best ending is just having a bit of space to herself to think. Ultimately, she decides that it's more than Breezepelt or Crowfeather that binds her to WindClan. It's the life and connections she COULD have.

WindClan cats are also quite religious next to other Clans, so I really do mean "sabbatical." I'm going to have Addersong die of old age shortly after they reconnect, so she's in Pickle's Garden talking to her new friend, choosing cats she's lost to pray to as patron spirits to give her the traits she feels she needs, and just recovering both physically from injury and spiritually from turmoil.

So all that to say; it works well that by the time she gets back, Breezepelt has joined The Kin. He was one of the first to join when he started calling for members anyway, so having Night be gone for about two or three weeks sounds appropriate.

[hajihiko]

a family of ex-terrorists splitting their time between living on a ship and living on a deserted island, their complicated polycule structure, and their teenage girl ghost that follows them everywhere

[mihotose]

I Know kim and harry literally index the case using the date 08/03 suggesting this is the date of day 1 however ruby's diary entry says M's peone is coming to martinaise to investigate on the Ninth (and besides, it doesnt fit with the date of death being the fourth and that the corpse has been hanging for seven days as of day 1). might the index just use eg the date the corpse was reported to the rcm rather than the date assigned officers actually make it to the scene

[nickbutnodick]

sleep doesnt exist but i animated a fish even more so life is okay

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

/lighthearted

what’s it like to not have nightmares multiple times a week. do y’all just live normal style like that. couldn’t be me.

[sleebyconfy]

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[witchofanguish]

Lucid dreaming would be so cool if it didn’t involve taking an ax to your sleep quality

[supercantaloupe]

need to stop taking my meds right before bed and remember to take them with dinner like im supposed to bc oof ouch my tummy.

[cunagussos]

obnoxious professor that I've had before and never liked told me (somewhat passive aggressively but thats justified) that my attendance thru out this semester was a huge issue and I was like. yeah thats real and I gave a very sincere and honest apology, explained myself without making excuses, and expressed that I meant no disrespect to him and thanked him profusely for his help after id been kind of a shit. mind you this interaction was only after I had to email him a second time because he ignored my first email for half a week. and now he's ignoring me again and not replying even though I had time sensitive questions about the work in my email. and like he called me a hypocrite bc I as a teacher obviously want my kids to show up but like. while again true i am a hypocrite. I did have students that struggled IMMENSELY with attendance and I had a hell of a time trying to convince them not to skip class but at least I had the presence of mind to fucking realize that if I was an ass to my chronically truant kids then they were just gonna be more likely to skip. like its just driving them away. I was always friendly w my truant kids and genuinely excited to see them in class and was as welcoming and accommodating as possible and you know what. they fucking showed up more. they trusted me enough to tell me ehat was going on or to ask me for help. like if you're just gonna fucking be bitchy with me and then ghost me repeatedly to put me in my place obviously I'm just gonna give up on trying to fix this. think for two fucking seconds. I'm a jerk but you're a dumbass

[apricote]

in theory i like the monster under the bed, but in practice i'm abt to turn it off with mc command center

[dandyshucks]

crawls in here coughing and wheezing... everyone is so niceys to me.....

[identitty-dickruption]

fellas is it normal that all my nightmares are about alcohol now

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

why does absolutely everything get harder when you get older like. why is THROWING UP harder than when i was a kid

[ivan-fyodorovich-k]

I miss running around outside in the pretend field