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Outer banks is so confusing, cause like if your not tax evasion yact level wealthy are you automatically a pogue? Does plain Jane middle class just not exist in Kildare? I live in a two story 4 bed 3 bath home with a Walmart pool buried halfway into the ground. Am I pogue? I live in rural Minnesota so my house only costed like 200,000 but like if my house was anywhere except rural Minnesota it’d cost close to 500,000. Am I a kook? I watched a video that said the house they used for filming john bs house is worth 1.5 million dollar. Do people willingly in the Carolina’s despite how expensive it is? I think the people who live in the Carolina’s are being held hostage. What’s the difference between North and South Carolina? Is one just more racist?
#🌙.txt#late nights with moony#i think ur overthinking it#also its v possible to have two extreme levels of wealth in small communities like that
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is this a safe space to admit i really don't even like the lines in lucanis' first romance scene where he says something like "perfectly gathered clouds of doom" . but that does not stop me from loving him very much. i'm choosing to see this as a guy who is the terrible combo of reads romance novels, has never had a romantic relationship before AND his definition of 'good flirt' is synonymous with 'illario' so he's got an incorrect definition of what's actually romantic. the less lucanis is specifically trying to be romantic the more he becomes irresistible but i don't think he's caught onto that yet
#like . LIKE. it makes sense to me that this is him trying extremely hard to make his attraction known before he overthinks it and leaves#as always i find a way to sneak illario into this conversation but the point stands#like the romance line is not corny if theres a reason that he's being so wildly corny. i have to believe this#i am also saying irresistible > romantic because he has some crazy lines in the romance#thats not romantic. but its genuinely like oh god here comes the yearner he's going to yearn all over the place#the discussion after the first part of act 3 for example.#'i thought i was never going to see you again' 'you're here. you're really here. i swear'#<- that is not lucanis flirting. that is lucanis being so unbelievably earnest with those stupid brown eyes that it just gets you#and the 'i've got you don't i?' 'you do' in act 3 too#<- and i dont even think this one is romance specific#theres a point to this .i just dont think he's naturally romantic#buuut. some of the more 'innocuous' lines that are part of his romance that are not overt flirting have such incredible acting/animation#which allows me to expand the mind palace. and he digs himself a little deeper into my heart#lucanis dellamorte#veilguard spoilers#dav#txt#'ur walking a bit too close to the edge 😈' and tyche's first thought in her mind is VIRGIN? but she likes him for him so its fine
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studio lan WHAT IS THIS
they just casually drop this on twitter with no context except for "summer begins"
LIKE... WHAT??? WHY ARE THEY IN A FOREST?? IS THIS THEM AS KIDS??? DID CXS AND LG SOMEHOW MEET AS KIDS AND DIDNT REALIZE??? IS THIS SOME POTENTIAL BACKSTORY STUFF FOR LATER???
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OR IS LU GUANG DEAD HERE INSTEAD OF BEING PEACEFULLY ASLEEP??? SO IS THIS NOT JUST A CUTE LITTLE ART THEN??? LIKE IS THIS ACTUALLY LU GUANG'S CORPSE OR AM I JUST INTERPRETING THIS WRONG-
but considering that this is Link Click and also considering the fact that this show does NOT know happiness, what IF???? AUGHH GJSHK OML LET THEM BE HAPPY STUDIO LAN PLS-
*stressful overthinking begins*
#plays overthink by fan ka#im not okay now#pls dont be dead in this art LG ur hubby needs u#i have enough ptsd from this show as it is and studio lan's all like “HERE TAKE SOME MORE!!!”#BUT LIKE#WHAT DOES THIS MEAN#STUDIO LAN EXPLAIN????#PLEASE???#IM SO CONFUSED#WHAT IF THIS IS SMTH REALLY IMPORTANT???#what if this is literally nothing and im just overthinking everything#like imagine this is just some random cute art they felt like making#and i'm over here in tears just thinking of all the angsty possibilities for it#but this is link click we're talking abt...#so#anything can happen#im pretty sure this is smth sad tho#but thats just me#being the angst lover that i am after all#BUT IS THIS SOME KIND OF FORESHADOWING????#I NEED TO KNOW#link click#shiguang daili ren#shiguang dailiren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi
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SOCIETY KEEPS KILLING ONE OF THEM BCS THEIR FRIENDSHIP WOULD BE INCAPABLE FOR GALAXIES TO HANDLE !!!!!
#theyre actually the same height but cliffjumper's pedes are made for climbing leaping causing pain to others#so he has spikes that sheath and unsheath from the soles and he keeps them out pretty much all the time which gives him height#fuzzy fat bumblebee and ANT#cliffjumper#i want cliffjumper sounds just like Miss SecondOpinionson but monotone & says everything like it's a fact#he keeps a permanent judgemental and suspicious expression and will tell you all of his surface level judgement of u#which js A Lot as he is Very observant and skeptical of Everything#mirage loves him bcs he doesnt play nice. he tells u how he sees it when he sees it#meanwhile bee is mewing from the amount of hatred secretly boiling inside him & is constantly changing himself for others#when they have time to reunite as old best friends .. the girlies have fun which means cliff is smiling for once & bee is not#everybody feels bad for bee when they see this bcs they think cliff is boring him or something & ruining his good mood#but actually bee is having the time of his life venting finally abt all his 'mean thoughts' which are just His thoughts but he cant say that#and cliff loves violence & is uncomfortable with social etiquette upkeep so of course hes indulging#i need the world to stop pitting my girlbosses against each other like just get creative with their designs lol#characters can have depth without merging personalities together into 1 and killing off the other half to cover up ur stealing lol#bee def has anger issues too but it's an after effect from his overthinking backfiring#while cliff has anger issues that flares b4 actions due to not wanting to think in favor of pure Doing#i think they are lovely foils which should be explored and can be done rlly interestingly if they were friends#who keep getting pit against each other by life but refuse to lose that friendship .. it's just a little cracked now.. & keeps cracking#bumblebee#transformers#maccadam
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I was off my meds for a while and I think I might've sent you some weird and/or inappropriate asks 😬
I'm very sorry if I did and I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable
I hope you have a good day!
i really don't think so! that i can remember anyway. if i truly don't like an ask or it makes me uncomfortable i just delete it, which means i forget about them almost immediately, so no worries.
on the other hand if you were the anon who sent me something about being wasted and eating lasagna while reading my comics out loud to your dog, that one was good
#i just dont answer the vast majority of my asks anyway!!!#bc i dont have the energy + if i think abt it too much i get all fussy + mentally ill (/neutral) abt how what i do/dont answer is Perceived#so basically. if u sent me a nice ask i prob smiled. if u sent me a weird ask i prob furrowed my brow and obliterated it instantly#this is obviously not me giving u guys free license to be weird to me im just saying dont overthink it! ur prob fine
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so so so glad ur art has been taking off lately... i've loved ur dol art for ages now, so it's fun to see things with a wider appeal blow up! nwn
ty for sticking with me for so long !!!! it's honestly so surreal tbh,, im just kinda doing whatever comes to mind / whatever i want to do, im glad people seem to like it :33
#idkk its kinda lowkey scary in a way a part of me wants to gatekeep my stuff#NOT TO SAY IM NOT GRATEFUL it just feels like im kinda put under a spotlight and im expected to keep drawing the same shit and idkkk#and idkkkkkk i dont want to say its for a wider appeal its kinda giving me the vibes of calling my drawings content and idkkkkkkkkkkkkkk#like ohh you have to know who ur target audience is oh you have to stop posting that bc no one cares and like who gives a shit#if i like it then i like it#i mean its why i dont put so many main tags in my stuff i just put the general fandom tag and character tag for organization purposes#except for like... that one mouthwashing drawing i think i wanted to add the character tags but it ended up looking like i was trying to#add every single tag under the sun 😭#which isnt bad btw !!!! i think every art/writing/project etc etc deserves to be seen and tags help with that#personally i dont like doing it so much unless i put a considerate amount of effort into a drawing bc i earned it or smthn#shit most of my stuff just has my personal tags in it i really didnt expect for them to suddenly be shared around#its that whole 'fear of being percieved vs that need for validation' i have going on. it kinda annoying tbh#sorry i got so rambly in the tags i overthink a lot can u tell LMAO#franswers
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please for the love of god if I get one more weird or suspicious drawing request I will cry and scream- -- anyways here's some lazy doodles of the twins of my sonadow fankids being angry and confused because me too :|
girlie on the left is pertinax, dude on the right is ferox here's my post of their siblings too because why not
(rambling in tags probably don't mind me)
#sigh#my art#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#doodles#sonic oc#sonic fankid#sonadow fankid#sonusverse au#pertinax the martyr#ferox the martyr#can people please PLEASE stop preying on small artists for weird art PLEASE.#like maybe im just skeptical - but all those accounts who just try to trick you into drawing *weird* art all speak the same#they compliment ur art - ask if you do comms/requests - then give you smth just weirdly suspicious enough to draw#im not stupid. i can look up usernames and see if you've done similar requests for people on other socials plus ur age if its public#get off my page if you just want to take advantage of the fact you think I don't know how the internet works#i overthink everything - your intentions wont get past me#this was a psa or whatever#anyway if anyone has any normal and wholesome requests of any of my ocs or sonic characters please feel free - it would make my day :')#renrenrambles
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he's so pretty
#i wonder who this is about#def not suna that's fs#(it's abt suna)#the only thing getting me thru this nyc trip is thinking abt him#my no. 1 tip is when u feel anxious just think abt ur cc being there w u#works everytime#getting my blood drawn? definitely saw haji/oikawa there w me#real men suck!!!#suna nendoroid please save me#i will buy him all the chuupets#new motivation unlocked#work to get money 2 buy suna chuupets#i've never abbreviated sm in my life i'm so tired but i must profess my love to the world#i don't even know how i end up in the tags it's like i'm hiding from the my actual post on the tag screen yk LMAO#i love suna#the longest contract was so cute omg#ALSO LMK SAY THIS HERE 😭😭 PROBABLY LIKE 3 PEOPLE SAID NO TO A WRITING PROMPT EVEN WHICH IS SUCH A MINORITY#but my head really goes “well then i guess no one would care u should not do a prompt event”#no i'm def going to i'm already thinking out prompts LMAOO#spilling out all my thoughts rn#ALSO IT'S OK TO SAY NO I JUST OVERTHINK EVERYTHING I TOTALLY GET IT#ness' brainvomit <3
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common misconception i see about claudia is that she's a grown woman trapped inside a child's body. while this isn't technically incorrect, it leaves out a major aspect of her character that isn't often addressed and serves to make her all the more tragic. see claudia is less a woman who's been forced into a child's body and more a child who is and will always be a child no matter how long she lives. don't misunderstand, she's blindingly intelligent, she certainly has the intellect of a grown adult, but she does not and never will possess the wisdom and maturity of an actual adult. all of the vampires in the series, claudia included, essentially exist in a state of limbo as though frozen in time, their organs petrified and unable to grown or age. in claudia's case specifically her brain ceased to finish developing at 14. her frontal lobe will never come in, because its development got cut off while she was still a child. it's why she often makes choices that aren't always rational, or why she might be blind to the intentions of others, namely the parisian coven. its part of why she can't see that she's being toyed with, and why she has such a desire for community, a desire to fit in and be seen as mature. that's the thing that makes her so tragic to me, she wants nothing more than to be seen as an adult, even though, in the eyes of both mortals and her immortal peers, she is not and never will be one. if anything, her attempts to do so will always and forever be seen as childish, like a little girl trying on her mother's oversized high heels for the first time.
#i love her so much#and shes literaly smarter than everyone around her#but a smart kid is still just a kid at the end of the day#interview with the vampire#claudia my beloved#it doesnt matter how you dress or what you look like or how many books you read#youre stuck in time just like all the other vampires#sidenote: im pretty sure this is part of why armand is so chaotic in both the books and show#he got turned at 20#im gonna hold ur hand when i say this armand#but your frontal lobe is undercooked too#in the books its worse he only gets turned at 15#like intelligence wise armand and claudia are adults#but emotionally? developmentally? from an extremely technical standpoint??#no#shes not#shes a little girl begging to be chosen first and cared for and respected#at her core#ofc this is j my take on both her book and show counterparts#this might be me overthinking things but i think this is what the biggest tragedy surrounding her is
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Ohhhh i now remember why i got shy about talking abt ocs
24/7 fear that someone will tell me my ideas are cliche/stupid/bad in some other and it will hurt more bc these are my own creations and not just fun and play
#kurjatxt#i was trying 2 explain some stuff and i was immediately like#:/ does this feel like some kinf of weird hype for ancient mysticism and does that go into promoting the current day false ideas plaguing#people that make them drink unpasturized milk :/#is this too based on my view on magic from my enviroment bc it is based on my personal experience on seeking safety in#nostalgia and playing w the idea of balancing what you get from the past and integrating it into the future vs. just being stuck in the#past vs. the danger of completely rejecting the past told through the lense of smth i loved as a child: fantasy/magic/fairytales :/#and could be alienating and immature and demeaningly simple to other people who grew up in an enviroment already more inclined to#this kind of balance :/#or is me thinking about this demeaning to people bc i should be able to trust them to see what i make as silly ramblings by some random#tumble user just exploring their own experiences through story instead of trying to make some large sweeping statements about#the world and its reality :/#or is it bad of me to be careless about bc of COURSE i should put the upmost care into what i put out into the world and make sure that#everything i make is inclusive and as accessible to as many different types of people to relate to :/#or is that dumb is that limiting to art and am i giving a bad example and furthering the idea of people#havibg to make everything as palatable to everyone as possible JUST in case that nobody gets even slightly hurt or annoyed :/#man being a creator is hard OOPS that is also an evil thing to say being a creator is the luckiest thing you can ever be and ur just beinh#a whiny bitchbaby :/#<-#all that just. a small portion of the overthinking#and yk what it started from?#thr statement '<#in this world magic can be kind of more compared to how modern science is approached'#THAT SENTENC3#I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT#WhY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS!!!! I DONT KNOW!!!#sorry this is prolly the longest tags ive ever put on a post sorry to whoever opened the see more for this#its just. i think tj3 first tim3 ive been able.to expresw the circles my brain does and its kind of therapeutic#maybe i should start writing these circles down more often so i could see how dumb they rly are on paper#instead.of fretting inside my heae
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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Why you so cool?
Why?
And how?
Tell me your secrets.
TELL ME!
*holds a rubber duck at Tacs head*
Tell me or he's goin quackin!
Better yet!
*holds the Tourette squads hostage with rubber ducks. They just lay on the ground, being non-threatening.*
TELL THE WORLD THE SECRET OF BEING A DOPE ASS PERSON!
DFJNBKJKJDFNV
IDK! erm..
be a silly lil guy
have anxiety
draw skeletons
#was originally gonna go a lot more self deprecating wif this#but it was too much#yall may see what i show yall online n think i'm cool#but if u saw how much of a mess i am irl i don't think u'd believe that anymore lmao#also th ''have anxiety'' part is lowkey tru lmao#i am so afraid of appearing not cool that i overthink everything#and usually hold myself back when i feel like something i'm abt to say might b weird or too much or something#but i still sometimes dont end up holding myself back when i should have n then i regret it#anyways#ofc i do not wish this much anxiety on any of yall tho#bc it rly sucks#but i know som of yall do hav it :'>#wishing everyone a not so anxiety week <3333#specially with thanksgiving#sry for rambling abt anxiety on ur silly ask lmao#didderd asks#anonymous
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☀️🌈if u haven’t already!!
-> weather wip asks
☀️ Sun - What's your favorite part of your WIP?
answered here, but here's another: I kind of unintentionally started doing this thing where i give bits of lando lore at the start of some chapters. i love it partly because it's a lot of actual baby emma (like in her first eight months) that we don't obviously get in the real-time of the fic, but also bc EYE have all this lore stored in my head to help me make choices, and it's like giving y'all little glimpses of the whole backstory so you can understand everybody a little better.
🌈 Rainbow - What do you think makes your story unique / stand out?
AH answering this feels like insulting other ppl's writing for no reason 😭 there's not a ton of kidfic in the landoscar repertoire in general, though? and i think mine's a bit different in form too, because the two long landoscar kid fics i think of are both more ~baby acquisition-y (not derogatory why does it feel derogatory to differentiate my writing......).
anyway, lando is not learning how to parent in my fic. he's learning how to fall in love while parenting. like obviously emma is a big focus, and lando being a dad is essential to the narrative, but it's ultimately lando's love story. i think most existing kid fic uses the introduction of the child as the instigating event (either POV character acquiring baby or POV character realizing love interest has baby), whereas the kid is a preexisting circumstance for my POV character. i'm explaining this kind of poorly i think. lando is always already a dad; the story is focused on how he's learning to be other things at the same time.
that was like pulling teeth. if ur @zolica-ao3 or @nyoomfruits and ur reading this, i love ur kid fics NOBODY PLZ THINK I DON'T LOVE THEIR KID FICS !!!
#answered#ask game#weather wips#istg i didn't even start writing dad lando to be 'different' and i've never thought about why my fic is different until rn#it's different bc theirs are written by them and mine is written by me 😭#if you wrote a kid fic and ur someone other than those two i'm also sorry i'm not insulting you either#why was this mortifying#i think my fic is good but not bc i think theirs are not good.#i am overthinking this#dad lando#my wips
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me, giggling and kicking my feet as i write the next chapter, knowing the slow burn is finally burning, we have hit the Will They/Won't They Era, and the geurdo desert segment is coming up.
49 chapters and 185,101 words later.
#sometimes i will be writing and will be like 'hang on is this going too quick now?'#like my perception of slow burn is so effed up#THIS IS FINE FOR SLOW BURN UR ALLOWED TO SPEED IT UP A BIT IN PLACES IF U WANT#WE ARE 185000 WORDS IN#heres me thinking a hair tuck is going crazy pace#i'm just going to try and not overthink it too much anymore#ill do what feels right#and what feels right is letting the romance begin#it has to happen at some point#doesn't mean they will be macking out in the next chapter mind don't get ur hopes up#legend of zelda fanfiction#zelda fanfiction#the legend of zelda#botw link#botw#tloz#botw fanfic#zelda#the curious minds
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ill be honest what some people are calling "compassion fatigue" might just be ocd
#doesnt excuse people being a dick to people asking for help tho#but like if ur sending urself down a spiral ruminating on how people need help or feel compelled to donate all of ur money when u cant#afford it#or overthinking the moral implications of not sharing every single post u see#or being genuinely afraid to post anything that isnt a dono post#u may wanna look into ocd#i genuinely do think people on here project their ocd onto others on a large scale#which contributes to others developing ocd or their ocd worsening#ive been diagnosed with ocd for a long time but i know for a fact its been getting worse#and i know tumblr and other social media does make it worse#all that being said please do donate to people in need its an important thing to do#but dont let that drive u to actual self harm or even suicide#if ur genuinely considering suicide over something someone said on tumblr its time to take a step back#speaking from my own personal experience
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ok so i was over at sam’s place again for dinner and was introduced to tico (random faggy blonde dude of italian descent) but somehow just dodged roommate and they came down later for a sec while patd was playing lol and made a comment just sorta to themself abt the album cover vs brendon just standing there on the tv pic and i was like yeah heinous um anyway and then when they came back down they were kind of awkward but friendly but just yeah sort of awkward and on their phone only sorta following the convo while we’re yapping but then they stepped in to have me comment on some dudes response to a pic they posted with tico and i was like yas ok handsome squidward and then once again i’m being rather chatty w sam and tico and lydia and don’t find my moment to be like ‘hi i’m -‘ try as i might and then they’re heading out and we didn’t get an introduction but they paused and like waved a playful little goodbye with a little smile. in their stupid little skeleton fingerless gloves. yeah my type is turning out to be weird little scemo dudes. anyway so is this sufficient enough an acknowledgement for two sort of odd off putting people for me to ahead and follow them and try the social media game and see how it goes perhaps shoot my shot or do i stay chill and mysterious and wait till next time and try to officially introduce us and go from there
#i mean like don’t wanna be weird and desperate but also hashtag embrace being an earnest loser right like idk i just think ur cool#or whatever…#and like we’re now at a point where we’ve sort of. acknowledged chatted with each other#made eye contact etc huge things. but also i could chill out idk#but also gotta be bold. but also like girl… the history…#u cannot do film girl pt 2. but it might be different but they could be a loser but i’m overthinking it’s chill it’s literally whatever#maybe we could just make out or whatever or NOTHING! whatever…#abby talks
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