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foulfeast · 1 month ago

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Ohhhh i now remember why i got shy about talking abt ocs

24/7 fear that someone will tell me my ideas are cliche/stupid/bad in some other and it will hurt more bc these are my own creations and not just fun and play

#kurjatxt #i was trying 2 explain some stuff and i was immediately like #:/ does this feel like some kinf of weird hype for ancient mysticism and does that go into promoting the current day false ideas plaguing #people that make them drink unpasturized milk :/#is this too based on my view on magic from my enviroment bc it is based on my personal experience on seeking safety in #nostalgia and playing w the idea of balancing what you get from the past and integrating it into the future vs. just being stuck in the #past vs. the danger of completely rejecting the past told through the lense of smth i loved as a child: fantasy/magic/fairytales :/#and could be alienating and immature and demeaningly simple to other people who grew up in an enviroment already more inclined to #this kind of balance :/#or is me thinking about this demeaning to people bc i should be able to trust them to see what i make as silly ramblings by some random #tumble user just exploring their own experiences through story instead of trying to make some large sweeping statements about #the world and its reality :/#or is it bad of me to be careless about bc of COURSE i should put the upmost care into what i put out into the world and make sure that #everything i make is inclusive and as accessible to as many different types of people to relate to :/#or is that dumb is that limiting to art and am i giving a bad example and furthering the idea of people #havibg to make everything as palatable to everyone as possible JUST in case that nobody gets even slightly hurt or annoyed :/#man being a creator is hard OOPS that is also an evil thing to say being a creator is the luckiest thing you can ever be and ur just beinh #a whiny bitchbaby :/#<-#all that just. a small portion of the overthinking #and yk what it started from?#thr statement '<#in this world magic can be kind of more compared to how modern science is approached'#THAT SENTENC3 #I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT #WhY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS!!!! I DONT KNOW!!!#sorry this is prolly the longest tags ive ever put on a post sorry to whoever opened the see more for this #its just. i think tj3 first tim3 ive been able.to expresw the circles my brain does and its kind of therapeutic #maybe i should start writing these circles down more often so i could see how dumb they rly are on paper #instead.of fretting inside my heae

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