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#zchat#hi i wanted to Delve into my thoughts on smth without it being an actual post#so tags it is#(this isnt a vent or anything its moreso just a little retrospective Thinking)#friends being playfully mean to each other is great and cool and i defs do it but Also#i think it goes too far sometimes#and loathe be me to like...idk. i dont ever wanna ASK people to stop#bc if thats how they express friendship then i dont wanna make them uncomfortable or be a bother#but it Definitely affects my self perception#i do see myself as kind of a punching bag and isolated and stuff bc of it#and half of that is my own fault for. uh. hm. idk why. but i know it IS for playing into the role#but delving further into THAT its bc as a little autistic kid that was the only reason people would have me as a friend yk#so i suppose nowadays i still have the mindset of 'if i dont let people be mean to me then i Wont Be Kept Around'#idk . i wish i had the confidence in that area to ask ppl to hold back on being overly mean yk. but how to Do That
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"Barok van Zieks is absolutely covered in scars from all his years being attacked" is like, pretty solidly in fanon at this point but I hope the other results of this constantly happening is that he fights dirty. No amount of being a respectable, well-trained gentleman who fights with honor is going to matter after a certain point.
I hope he bites people. I hope he spits blood onto the ground. I hope he has broken bones and left men bleeding in the street while he himself has to limp back to safety half alive. He may have never taken a life, but I hope he's come close.
#normally 'ooooh hes never killed anyone' is a kind of implausible notion for media with a lot of action (off “camera” in this case)#but i think barok is someone who scares himself if he goes too far in his violence#and sometimes that leads to him losing badly#i think even before the events of the game he quietly regrets how much control he has over life and death#even if he won't admit it and even if he thinks some people Should Die#“don't you find that... disturbing?” “an angel with bloody hands?”#i think his calm acceptance of McGilded burning to death in front of him is more desensitization than feelings of vengeance#violence is not his nature but he's still capable of extreme cruelty etc etc#also barok/kazuma's parallel of “I wasn't the one who killed him in the end- but does that matter? i wanted him dead”#tgaa#tgaa2 spoilers#the great ace attorney#dgs#barok van zieks
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Another dumb comic, this time in color!
#gopher art#team fortress 2#tf2 heavy#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#so corey and i were talking and floated the idea that Medic likes to bite and he goes too far sometimes and leaves marks that look downright#GNARLY. fucking HORRENDOUS nibbles. heavy doesnt mind and he's kinda into it#anyway judge all you want i thought this was funny#i think the part im most proud of is the background. and maybe the cartoony looks of Solly and Scout's reactions
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"Her time with Halbrand was a time where she was very much herself in some ways because she was an Elf alone. She wasn't following the rules of her people at that point. So, he knows a part of her that other people, other beings, don't, and there's a tragedy to losing that, and through losing him, she's also lost that part of herself. " --Morfydd Clark
I thought we were done with LA press day bounties and the latest drop brought the most devastating line yet. 😭 I could go on and on about this aspect of Galadriel's characterization and in particular what being around Halbrand/Sauron brings out of her compared to how she acts when she's back in the 'nest' as it were. I don't know if it's intentional or not but something about the way they've written Galadriel reintegrating back into her community just felt subtly stifling and like that'd be one thing if the writers were self-aware about it but I got the impression it's meant to be this 100% good/wholesome thing about maturation and growth. I think this is the first time someone from the show has spoken of it differently, because there is a Loss there too. A pretty profound one.
Yes she had reasons to feel guilty and that would mean a humbled Galadriel in season 2, but I couldn't help but also notice the way she holds herself, bites her tongue, struggles to contain her anger and pain, are all pretty similar to how she acted around the elves in season 1 before she was exiled. And we subsequently saw her really sparking and expressing everything she felt after jumping off that ship, meeting Halbrand, causing a ruckus on Numenor, etc etc. (With Habrand especially, I think the way I described it once when watching s1, the reason the dynamic really grabbed me and what I saw as Galadriel coming alive, is that he spoke to her like she was just a woman, the real flesh and blood person in between the black sheep of the elves or the untouchable Lady of Light. It's no wonder he got her to bare her soul in that forge.) I reject the idea that all of that was just this flawed part of her she needs to erase from her character to become the true Galadriel. Character growth should temper her more impulsive and reckless traits but not figuratively lobotomize her.
#haladriel#I said on twt that I also don't know if the (male) showrunners do this on purpose or not lol#sometimes it's like even when male writers like their female character they still think her actualization arc requires conformity#a rejection of anything transgressive especially transgressive sexuality lol#it's something society really internalizes in everyone sigh#even if they feel galadriel needs to 'quiet' herself in this way i hope they lean in more on this also being tragic not just growth/maturit#in order to resist the draw to evil and protect the elves galadriel also has to - essentially - be unhappy#galadriel#galadriel x sauron#the rings of power#I'm reminded a bit of themes you see in cbms and other action movies that feature a villain shaped by a deeply flawed society#and the cishet patriarchal hero sympathizes with the villain but ultimately must stop them because the villain went 'too far'#and once the villain is dealt with the flawed society goes back to normal and nothing changes lol
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Obsessed with what America and England have going on in HetaOni. America's like "I keep having to watch my dad die from overusing his magic in past timelines and not knowing how to stop it is killing me inside but I'm not going to talk to him about it" and England's like "I can't seem to hold a conversation with my son without insulting him but I won't hesitate to use my dying breath to ensure I can protect him from beyond the grave"
#good morning i still have hetaoni on the brain#that scene where it looks like america's going to die but turns out past loop england used the last of his strength to cast a shield on him#(+italy and germany) before sending them back to the present.... godddd#and then current loop england goes and takes on the monster america was worried about and succeeds. at the cost of going blind.#one of the very things america was afraid would happen!! he was so relieved when england survived the fight before finding that out too!!!#i don't know if this is coherent im just. they care about each other so much even though they won't say it and 😭😭😭 it makes me ill#sigh. rotating both them and hetaoni in my mind at the same time makes me so. waaughh#(also obligatory disclaimer that hetaoni doesn't label their relationship in any way them being father and son is just canon in my brain)#hetalia#hetaoni#hws america#hws england#tea dad n coffee son#personal#i have an old hetaoni wip fic that i think i intended to do more with but was mostly just about america and england as far as i got...#i can't remember the rest of my plans for it so maybe i'll shift the focus to them and try to get it finished sometime
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The Dark Santa Mammon card... Unrealistic (/hj). I'm gonna be so real, as soon as I knew his ass wasn't possessed or cursed or something I would be eating that shit uP--
Mammon can be pushy. As a treat. On account of the whole being a huge sub literally 90% of the time thing shxhjsgdhzhx Very rarely Trying to be dominant gets you free Dom For The Day tickets in my book and Mammon has a surplus--
#obey me#obey me devilgram#obey me Mammon#obey me smut#obey me mammon smut#Mammon might even be near the top of the Kuroo Wouldn't Even Brat At Him list dhzjhxh#not number one tho that spot goes to beel or barbatos#diavolo and satan are pretty high up there too but they need it to remind them they don't have to treat them like glass sometimes💀#Lucifer is dEad last for obvious reasons--#he's only allowed to dom when he's up to having Maximum brat energy in return fbzbbx#Simeon is probably also pretty high on the list but he's fun to mess with a little i think djdbhd#poor Levi gets fucking Tormented just bc his reactions are cute--#also bc a lot of the time if he's not Frequently being provoked he's at risk of chickening out 💀#solomon gets low-level bratting but its like. constant-- so idk where he falls here dhzgxhd#asmo gets a minimal amount unless he asks for it so hes also pretty high on the list dnbfjd#belphie is nearly as far down as lucifer 💀💀#anYways-#i have very strong opinions on this bc I've been here for 4 years now man the brainrot is So severe-#and because fictional kink analysis is like one of my biggest special interests so. there's that xfjjfxfix#if anyone even read this far feel free to ask about Those headcanons I'm not sure if most of them will ever see the light of day otherwise💀
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Sumerus best 24/7 babysitting/daycare service on the go - Bestowed by Alice herself
look man if you're gonna be associated with the hexenzirkel even SLIGHTLY you're gonna babysit klee at some point.
#klee#genshin klee#klee genshin impact#wanderer#scaramouche#scaramouche genshin#wanderer genshin#art#artists on tumblr#look man#once you associate yourself with the hexenzirkel you're babysitting klee#you could interact with anyone associated with it once and suddenly shes at your doorstep#wanderer has a terrible soft spot for kids too doesnt help that she's so nice even amidst all her chaos#getting tricked into babysitting was not part of his plan#someone should write a fic ab this#i like to think he sometimes goes to daycares to volunteer/self exposure to actually being comfortable and nice with little creatures#and a kid gave him those smiley face earrings#because they thought hed look pretty w them#he works at a daycare in the far future trust#klee will be his first exposure to the horrors of babysitting instead of the joys though#she drew all over him by the way#hes covered head to toe#shes so happy#klee running around left and right up and down#“YOU CAN FLY? CAN YOU PICK ME UP MISTER PLEASE??” the little kid pleading eyes and lords who is he to say no#of course mini durin is with them#klee and him try to fly together but mini durin is too tiny for him to hold her or her to sit on him so of course#they get into dangerous shenanigans trying#dumbasses#siblings fr
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I really want to do something vastly different with Mad Hatter, but it's really hard to nail down exactly what defines him as a character and his motivations due to how heavily he's used as just a simple gimmick for a mind control story. Even the whole "kidnapping girls to be his Alice" isn't even part of his original motivations when he was first introduced! I don't mind it as a motivation, but I think at this point DC just uses it as a way to write the most sleazy grimdark shit imaginable and I'm honestly at the point where I want something entirely different with him. The dude barely has any backstory in anything outside of BTAS and Gotham, with the latter still pulling from the overused "Sexual Predator" angle and I'm just so tired.
Like, you can certainly do really dark and creepy content with mind-control without resorting to shock value! You can absolutely go into the inherent horror of being unable to stop yourself from being used as a simple tool for someone else to use and discard! The kidnapping girls to be his Alice angle isn't inherently bad writing, but I'm tired of it being his only motivation! Hell, you can even go really into the whole aspect of why Jervis is so focused on his Lewis Carroll fantasy and how it meshes with his mind control gimmick! You could go into a character gimmick of someone becoming so focused on their wish fulfillment fantasy that they drag others into it by force to play their part for him! If Jervis sees himself as playing the role of the Mad Hatter in his fantasy, maybe his mind control gimmick could be used as a way of making people play the part in the story if they don't act like how he wants them to. There's just so many potential ideas you could really do with Tetch as a character, but instead he's been stuck in the same old song and dance routine for the past few decades!
#it doesn't help that I dislike both canon AND fanon hatters!#i totally understand WHY people in the fandom tone him down because dc goes WAY too far sometimes#but I don't like the whole “UwU softbean” characterization I keep seeing#I WANT him to be fucked up! the guy's a supervillain!!!#but I'm just so BORED with his presentation#I think he desperately needs a character reinvention in the same vein as BTAS Freeze#just ANYTHING new so we can get some actual interesting stories with him as a character#tw sa mention#jervis tetch#mad hatter
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Noticed there wasn’t a ton of photocheer fanart and I wanted to change that (which why isn’t there more these two dorks are so cute together!!!!)
#come get your food (art edition) fellow photocheer’s you must be STARVING#also to anyone interested in getting into this paring read there is a light and it never goes out by pearlypairings (it’s on AO3!)#to me it is THE photocheer fic#it’s amazing and I love it (also a sequel fic from Chrissy’s pov has started and it’s also really good so far!!!)#it was my gateway into getting into it so I think it’s a good place to start#after posting this I am in fact going to reread it that’s how good it is#anyways I’m definitely going to make more art for them cause they were so fun to draw together (just got figure something out first)#listened to the smiths while drawing this (got the queen is dead on vinyl recently)#also the usual stuff too like alvvays and joy division (my beloved fave bands <3)#OH ALMOST FORGOT!!! I added pins and patches of Jonathan’s fave bands on his bag cause that bag would have LOVED to have some on there#shame it died like his rusty car </3 an unknown pleasures patch suits it nicely#I have a whole post about it too (the sketch for this inspired it btw)#and Chrissy’s skirt is a corduroy one btw (I have a similar one irl)#thought I’d mention that cause Idk of it reads as a corduroy skirt#I’m going to stop rambling now cause that’s too many tags (hope this enters the tags cause sometimes my rambles cause my own works demise#:’] )#stranger things#jonathan byers#chrissy cunningham#photocheer#jonathan x chrissy
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listen i like robert whumping chris as much as the next guy but i don't like when people treat it as evil villain robert enacting torture on a hapless victim chris that's not their relationship.........the push and pull is vital to their dynamic.......robert pushes too far sometimes yes but chris usually is able to push back in some capacity and even get some jabs back in sometimes that's what makes their dynamic so compelling.........chris is also an Asshole they're two Assholes in love and the Beef is how they express that
#liiiike i know i just posted that thing about robert going too far in season two and that's a fun thought to think about#but i once again must emphasize that it's mutual fuckery that's what endears them to me#robert just wins most of the time cuz he's naturally more dominating lmao#ALSO ROBERT'S NOT A MASTERMIND SUPERVILLAIN HE'S DUMB AS HELL........#most of the assholery we see is not particularly premeditated he's doing half of this on a whim just to push chris's buttons#i think we give him too much credit sometimes he's not that smart glskdfjkl#SORRY I'VE HAD THIS BUILDING UP IN ME FOR A WHILE idk i just hate treating chris like he's defenseless in this specific relationship#like i'll talk about him being subservient to his parents all day long but robert is Different the relationship is Different#give my boy some agency goddammit#(says the man who specializes in taking it away from him agjkldsjfklds but you know what i mean)#the goes wrong show#chris bean#robert grove#grovebean#marshy speaks#i almost didn't put the grovebean tag but then i remembered that they're in love so lol
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Alfonse calling Lif a Bastard in the same way a sibling who holds an extreme level of resentment towards another sibling might
NOT a sibling coded interaction between them, despite the example. It's more about one denying the other of that shared family of origin due to feeling personally slighted and as a consequence of the other's personal failures. Your stupid ass ways have hurt both the family I feel a level of responsibility for (no matter how conflicted I am about that it's MY burden to bear ESPECIALLY because you fucked up as severely as you did) AND ME. Bonus points when directed at a full blooded sibling, legitimacy REVOKED you are NOTHING to me
... Writing all that out, initially starting out as an elaborate self-hatred bit (will never NOT be hilarious to me as a concept, and this one in particular has LAYERS to it) and having the dawning Realization. The core feeling this is coming from, maybe would be WAY more effective as a concept between SHARENA and Lif. Then getting achingly conflicted because that's just. NEVER the angle I take with them. I think she ABSOLUTELY has valid reasons to potentially get to that point but I. I want her to love him no matter what. Plus the unmatched comedy of her just accepting she has two older brothers now and she's going to subject BOTH of them to immense psychic damage through The Power of Love. Then I run a tumblr discourse simulation through my head like okay Misogynistic???? To expect the girl to "fix" a broken man through 💖 Love 💖 no matter what?????? A sentiment you do ideologically agree with (to specify -- it is a misogynistic trope and absolute fucking bullshit dogshit in real life), it should never be a woman's job to "fix" a man. You acknowledge the cisnormativity of that statement and take shrimp color damage from the fact that you're a trans man. Someone who was raised with this sentiment being a widely understood way of life especially from your mom's side in particular, and someone who, despite the epic new (not at all new at this point) gender identity, is often still bound by the expectations enforced upon you. Also what are you, still Christian???? You hear your mother's voice. "Family Forgiveness is Important -- I hope that one day you can see that. Like I Did 😇💖"
You have died. Badly.
#my notes#i tricked you. you thought i was gonna give you enriching askr family thoughts and fun headcanons.#instead i give you a recreation of what happens in real time for me. when i think about them#also editing this augh. like. i don't wanna get too into the details of the 'like i did' bit bc#like. despite everything. i want to have some level of privacy and respect about it.#but her situation was. bad. far worse than mine. and even acknowledging that like i make a huge fuss esp lately#but like. that's just how it goes. traumatized people will sometimes go on to traumatize others#like in all of this all of my shit talking i feel the need to acknowledge her humanity. okay.#all that said all my bullshit about the askr family unit as a whole. you could psychoanalyze me for days.#i would prefer if you didn't. instead you should find amusement in my post and take anything that sparks a vision#okay. i love you.
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harry and louis definitely exchange the most disgustingly expensive christmas gifts, but they also definitely put cute things in each other’s stockings. they always find the most thoughtful little gifts, as if they need any more proof of how well they know each other.
like yes, they can buy art or cars or whatever they want, but what about the sweet, domestic gifts? you just know h gets l the cutest, most festive fuzzy socks to help keep him warm. he knows the winter cold makes louis shiver even when he’s indoors, and as much as harry doesn’t mind when louis shoves icy feet under his thigh to warm them, he knows they’ll have to stand up eventually. and l gives h a new whisk to replace the one that was slightly warped after years of use, something h mentioned in passing while cooking dinner that louis immediately wrote in his phone because even though his memory is shit, he wanted to remember.
and maybe those little gifts are the best part of christmas morning
#idk i think little gifts are sometimes the most thoughtful#because it shows they were listening even when you didn’t think it mattered#i love the thought of them seeing a stupid thing at the store and the other going back later to buy it#l sees a mug he thinks is cute#so h goes back the next day to buy it#even though they have far too many mugs already#(but don’t we all)#or h makes l smell all the candles in the aisle before not buying any of them#because he couldn’t decide which he liked best#(as we all do)#so l writes them down and buys them both when h isn’t shopping with him#stuff like fidget toys or an airpods case#headcanon
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watching rory's joy at the beginning of her internship at the stanford eagle gazette and later when she worms her way back in during season 6 (which like hey whatever happened to that lol) is why i simply cannot accept a universe where she doesn't have a career in journalism
#gilmore girls#like she does not have to be a foreign correspondent but i want her in that realm#idk how people think like 'oh she's writing a book about her life this is great' in the revival like. i just think it was a boring choice#i do like the idea of her working with jess on it but. ultimately if they made another season#and she didn't return to journalism that would be a huge bummer#and them making her so like irresponsible and whatever like not preparing for an interview#AS IF lol rory obsessively researched mitchum huntzberger#she was angry when richard set up a yale interview without warning her bc she wasn't prepared#like. if there's one thing rory is gonna do it's PLAN for things#like i'm okay with storylines where she goes adrift sometimes bc i think it's understandable#but ayitl went way too far in that regard#and most regards lol
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Can I be really mean for a second. Just two seconds.
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Making…a uh, a zine, a paid one at that….for your obvious self insert OC….shipped with a canon character is umm…..well that’s certainly a choice….
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#listen. LISTEN. we are all cringe sometimes. we all do cringe things.#but sometimes….the cringe goes too far 😭 it breaches containment#call me an asshole I just think it’s CRAZY to do something like this#the audacity 💀#sw salt#might tag this as the canon character in the ship just to be mean LOL
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chat what do u do when it kinda seems like a girl likes u
#“ermmmm ask her out” *INCORRECT BUZZER* its not that simople#i feel like once i got a bit of self confidence i started realizing this actually does happen sometimes#but everytime i realize i dont do nothing abt it so nothing happens#and tbh im bad at reciprocating#learned to tone down my rabid love and attraction to my friends but now i think i went too far in the other direction#it isnt even just “how do u pull” question either its more like. hey do u like me if not no problem if so#then i like u too but maybe not the way u like me. but not like jsut friends either im just not really a boyfriend type of guy#not that im not into doing bf things im just probably no substitute for a boyfriend yk. unless you dont want a boyfriend then im perfect?#umm but not like in a im not capable of affection type of way i can be affectionate. too affectionate even. um#idk man. the convo wouldnt even start w “do u like me” i feel like id have to start with “do u know what a qpr is”#theres so many layers to this onion man. id like to just be friends first an see where that goes#but i kinda feel like ive fumbled like five hot people that way#at least im still friends w some of them :) BUT NOT ALL OF THEM !!#basically its like. should i pursue long term friendship or short term fun. also really really dont wanna hurt anyones feelings#is this a vent. im not rly upset im just kinda down bad and frustrated#also im high 👍 and the heatwave is slowing my cognitive functions i think
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psychic damage.
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#I HATE BEING WIFE-STARVED.#i. see one new image (GOD BLESS) and need to take a fucking minute.#its so pathetic but my brain. goes into fucking overdrive.#I CLICKED OFF SO FAST I HAVENT EVEN PROCESSED WHAT THE ACTUAL IMAGE WASSSSS#fuck#holy shitttt#oohohhhhhh tonight will be awesomeee :3#sillyposting#oml.#ok i added the image under the readmore because HOLY SHIT. i think everyone deserves to be blessed today oTL#ok its crazy to go insane over this but. downturned eyebrows???? ON MY WIFE. im going to throw oup. EVIL. evil women#fuck my stupid baka life /pos#i hate hate that im insane over pixels but also. WHAT A BLESSED DAY TO BE ALIVEEEE#i hopehopehopehopehope this is a full illustration with her pussy out but. hope it shall remain sadly i thinks.#UEHUEHUEHUEHUEHUEHUHEUHEUHUE#hewwo :3 i am normal. smiles.#hhmhmhmmhmhmhmmhmhm redraw time me thinks :3 ive been drawing something huge but i cant make too much progess bc i cant post it yettt#hhmhmh maybee#=w=bbb#yk sometimes im afraid im diverging my version too far from canon but then shit like this gets posted and. yeaghgh im still on track. o7
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