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#zchat#hi i wanted to Delve into my thoughts on smth without it being an actual post#so tags it is#(this isnt a vent or anything its moreso just a little retrospective Thinking)#friends being playfully mean to each other is great and cool and i defs do it but Also#i think it goes too far sometimes#and loathe be me to like...idk. i dont ever wanna ASK people to stop#bc if thats how they express friendship then i dont wanna make them uncomfortable or be a bother#but it Definitely affects my self perception#i do see myself as kind of a punching bag and isolated and stuff bc of it#and half of that is my own fault for. uh. hm. idk why. but i know it IS for playing into the role#but delving further into THAT its bc as a little autistic kid that was the only reason people would have me as a friend yk#so i suppose nowadays i still have the mindset of 'if i dont let people be mean to me then i Wont Be Kept Around'#idk . i wish i had the confidence in that area to ask ppl to hold back on being overly mean yk. but how to Do That
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Another dumb comic, this time in color!
#gopher art#team fortress 2#tf2 heavy#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#so corey and i were talking and floated the idea that Medic likes to bite and he goes too far sometimes and leaves marks that look downright#GNARLY. fucking HORRENDOUS nibbles. heavy doesnt mind and he's kinda into it#anyway judge all you want i thought this was funny#i think the part im most proud of is the background. and maybe the cartoony looks of Solly and Scout's reactions
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Obsessed with what America and England have going on in HetaOni. America's like "I keep having to watch my dad die from overusing his magic in past timelines and not knowing how to stop it is killing me inside but I'm not going to talk to him about it" and England's like "I can't seem to hold a conversation with my son without insulting him but I won't hesitate to use my dying breath to ensure I can protect him from beyond the grave"
#good morning i still have hetaoni on the brain#that scene where it looks like america's going to die but turns out past loop england used the last of his strength to cast a shield on him#(+italy and germany) before sending them back to the present.... godddd#and then current loop england goes and takes on the monster america was worried about and succeeds. at the cost of going blind.#one of the very things america was afraid would happen!! he was so relieved when england survived the fight before finding that out too!!!#i don't know if this is coherent im just. they care about each other so much even though they won't say it and 😭😭😭 it makes me ill#sigh. rotating both them and hetaoni in my mind at the same time makes me so. waaughh#(also obligatory disclaimer that hetaoni doesn't label their relationship in any way them being father and son is just canon in my brain)#hetalia#hetaoni#hws america#hws england#tea dad n coffee son#personal#i have an old hetaoni wip fic that i think i intended to do more with but was mostly just about america and england as far as i got...#i can't remember the rest of my plans for it so maybe i'll shift the focus to them and try to get it finished sometime
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Sumerus best 24/7 babysitting/daycare service on the go - Bestowed by Alice herself
look man if you're gonna be associated with the hexenzirkel even SLIGHTLY you're gonna babysit klee at some point.
#klee#genshin klee#klee genshin impact#wanderer#scaramouche#scaramouche genshin#wanderer genshin#art#artists on tumblr#look man#once you associate yourself with the hexenzirkel you're babysitting klee#you could interact with anyone associated with it once and suddenly shes at your doorstep#wanderer has a terrible soft spot for kids too doesnt help that she's so nice even amidst all her chaos#getting tricked into babysitting was not part of his plan#someone should write a fic ab this#i like to think he sometimes goes to daycares to volunteer/self exposure to actually being comfortable and nice with little creatures#and a kid gave him those smiley face earrings#because they thought hed look pretty w them#he works at a daycare in the far future trust#klee will be his first exposure to the horrors of babysitting instead of the joys though#she drew all over him by the way#hes covered head to toe#shes so happy#klee running around left and right up and down#“YOU CAN FLY? CAN YOU PICK ME UP MISTER PLEASE??” the little kid pleading eyes and lords who is he to say no#of course mini durin is with them#klee and him try to fly together but mini durin is too tiny for him to hold her or her to sit on him so of course#they get into dangerous shenanigans trying#dumbasses#siblings fr
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I really want to do something vastly different with Mad Hatter, but it's really hard to nail down exactly what defines him as a character and his motivations due to how heavily he's used as just a simple gimmick for a mind control story. Even the whole "kidnapping girls to be his Alice" isn't even part of his original motivations when he was first introduced! I don't mind it as a motivation, but I think at this point DC just uses it as a way to write the most sleazy grimdark shit imaginable and I'm honestly at the point where I want something entirely different with him. The dude barely has any backstory in anything outside of BTAS and Gotham, with the latter still pulling from the overused "Sexual Predator" angle and I'm just so tired.
Like, you can certainly do really dark and creepy content with mind-control without resorting to shock value! You can absolutely go into the inherent horror of being unable to stop yourself from being used as a simple tool for someone else to use and discard! The kidnapping girls to be his Alice angle isn't inherently bad writing, but I'm tired of it being his only motivation! Hell, you can even go really into the whole aspect of why Jervis is so focused on his Lewis Carroll fantasy and how it meshes with his mind control gimmick! You could go into a character gimmick of someone becoming so focused on their wish fulfillment fantasy that they drag others into it by force to play their part for him! If Jervis sees himself as playing the role of the Mad Hatter in his fantasy, maybe his mind control gimmick could be used as a way of making people play the part in the story if they don't act like how he wants them to. There's just so many potential ideas you could really do with Tetch as a character, but instead he's been stuck in the same old song and dance routine for the past few decades!
#it doesn't help that I dislike both canon AND fanon hatters!#i totally understand WHY people in the fandom tone him down because dc goes WAY too far sometimes#but I don't like the whole “UwU softbean” characterization I keep seeing#I WANT him to be fucked up! the guy's a supervillain!!!#but I'm just so BORED with his presentation#I think he desperately needs a character reinvention in the same vein as BTAS Freeze#just ANYTHING new so we can get some actual interesting stories with him as a character#tw sa mention#jervis tetch#mad hatter
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Noticed there wasn’t a ton of photocheer fanart and I wanted to change that (which why isn’t there more these two dorks are so cute together!!!!)
#come get your food (art edition) fellow photocheer’s you must be STARVING#also to anyone interested in getting into this paring read there is a light and it never goes out by pearlypairings (it’s on AO3!)#to me it is THE photocheer fic#it’s amazing and I love it (also a sequel fic from Chrissy’s pov has started and it’s also really good so far!!!)#it was my gateway into getting into it so I think it’s a good place to start#after posting this I am in fact going to reread it that’s how good it is#anyways I’m definitely going to make more art for them cause they were so fun to draw together (just got figure something out first)#listened to the smiths while drawing this (got the queen is dead on vinyl recently)#also the usual stuff too like alvvays and joy division (my beloved fave bands <3)#OH ALMOST FORGOT!!! I added pins and patches of Jonathan’s fave bands on his bag cause that bag would have LOVED to have some on there#shame it died like his rusty car </3 an unknown pleasures patch suits it nicely#I have a whole post about it too (the sketch for this inspired it btw)#and Chrissy’s skirt is a corduroy one btw (I have a similar one irl)#thought I’d mention that cause Idk of it reads as a corduroy skirt#I’m going to stop rambling now cause that’s too many tags (hope this enters the tags cause sometimes my rambles cause my own works demise#:’] )#stranger things#jonathan byers#chrissy cunningham#photocheer#jonathan x chrissy
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Alfonse calling Lif a Bastard in the same way a sibling who holds an extreme level of resentment towards another sibling might
NOT a sibling coded interaction between them, despite the example. It's more about one denying the other of that shared family of origin due to feeling personally slighted and as a consequence of the other's personal failures. Your stupid ass ways have hurt both the family I feel a level of responsibility for (no matter how conflicted I am about that it's MY burden to bear ESPECIALLY because you fucked up as severely as you did) AND ME. Bonus points when directed at a full blooded sibling, legitimacy REVOKED you are NOTHING to me
... Writing all that out, initially starting out as an elaborate self-hatred bit (will never NOT be hilarious to me as a concept, and this one in particular has LAYERS to it) and having the dawning Realization. The core feeling this is coming from, maybe would be WAY more effective as a concept between SHARENA and Lif. Then getting achingly conflicted because that's just. NEVER the angle I take with them. I think she ABSOLUTELY has valid reasons to potentially get to that point but I. I want her to love him no matter what. Plus the unmatched comedy of her just accepting she has two older brothers now and she's going to subject BOTH of them to immense psychic damage through The Power of Love. Then I run a tumblr discourse simulation through my head like okay Misogynistic???? To expect the girl to "fix" a broken man through 💖 Love 💖 no matter what?????? A sentiment you do ideologically agree with (to specify -- it is a misogynistic trope and absolute fucking bullshit dogshit in real life), it should never be a woman's job to "fix" a man. You acknowledge the cisnormativity of that statement and take shrimp color damage from the fact that you're a trans man. Someone who was raised with this sentiment being a widely understood way of life especially from your mom's side in particular, and someone who, despite the epic new (not at all new at this point) gender identity, is often still bound by the expectations enforced upon you. Also what are you, still Christian???? You hear your mother's voice. "Family Forgiveness is Important -- I hope that one day you can see that. Like I Did 😇💖"
You have died. Badly.
#my notes#i tricked you. you thought i was gonna give you enriching askr family thoughts and fun headcanons.#instead i give you a recreation of what happens in real time for me. when i think about them#also editing this augh. like. i don't wanna get too into the details of the 'like i did' bit bc#like. despite everything. i want to have some level of privacy and respect about it.#but her situation was. bad. far worse than mine. and even acknowledging that like i make a huge fuss esp lately#but like. that's just how it goes. traumatized people will sometimes go on to traumatize others#like in all of this all of my shit talking i feel the need to acknowledge her humanity. okay.#all that said all my bullshit about the askr family unit as a whole. you could psychoanalyze me for days.#i would prefer if you didn't. instead you should find amusement in my post and take anything that sparks a vision#okay. i love you.
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watching rory's joy at the beginning of her internship at the stanford eagle gazette and later when she worms her way back in during season 6 (which like hey whatever happened to that lol) is why i simply cannot accept a universe where she doesn't have a career in journalism
#gilmore girls#like she does not have to be a foreign correspondent but i want her in that realm#idk how people think like 'oh she's writing a book about her life this is great' in the revival like. i just think it was a boring choice#i do like the idea of her working with jess on it but. ultimately if they made another season#and she didn't return to journalism that would be a huge bummer#and them making her so like irresponsible and whatever like not preparing for an interview#AS IF lol rory obsessively researched mitchum huntzberger#she was angry when richard set up a yale interview without warning her bc she wasn't prepared#like. if there's one thing rory is gonna do it's PLAN for things#like i'm okay with storylines where she goes adrift sometimes bc i think it's understandable#but ayitl went way too far in that regard#and most regards lol
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Can I be really mean for a second. Just two seconds.
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Making…a uh, a zine, a paid one at that….for your obvious self insert OC….shipped with a canon character is umm…..well that’s certainly a choice….
#listen. LISTEN. we are all cringe sometimes. we all do cringe things.#but sometimes….the cringe goes too far 😭 it breaches containment#call me an asshole I just think it’s CRAZY to do something like this#the audacity 💀#sw salt#might tag this as the canon character in the ship just to be mean LOL
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chat what do u do when it kinda seems like a girl likes u
#“ermmmm ask her out” *INCORRECT BUZZER* its not that simople#i feel like once i got a bit of self confidence i started realizing this actually does happen sometimes#but everytime i realize i dont do nothing abt it so nothing happens#and tbh im bad at reciprocating#learned to tone down my rabid love and attraction to my friends but now i think i went too far in the other direction#it isnt even just “how do u pull” question either its more like. hey do u like me if not no problem if so#then i like u too but maybe not the way u like me. but not like jsut friends either im just not really a boyfriend type of guy#not that im not into doing bf things im just probably no substitute for a boyfriend yk. unless you dont want a boyfriend then im perfect?#umm but not like in a im not capable of affection type of way i can be affectionate. too affectionate even. um#idk man. the convo wouldnt even start w “do u like me” i feel like id have to start with “do u know what a qpr is”#theres so many layers to this onion man. id like to just be friends first an see where that goes#but i kinda feel like ive fumbled like five hot people that way#at least im still friends w some of them :) BUT NOT ALL OF THEM !!#basically its like. should i pursue long term friendship or short term fun. also really really dont wanna hurt anyones feelings#is this a vent. im not rly upset im just kinda down bad and frustrated#also im high 👍 and the heatwave is slowing my cognitive functions i think
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It’s been like a month I know, but I updated my Goes Wrong show fic!
Vanessa got hit in the head (again. It was only partially Trevor’s fault) and this time she didn’t just get back up again.
It’s Vanessa and Dennis focused and also eventual Vanessa/Dennis and everyone knows this except Vanessa and Dennis who are the only ones who haven’t figured it out yet. I mean, it’s not helped by the fact that Vanessa has been in a coma for the majority of the fic so far, but that’s all about to change.
#how is it already 20k words - I’m only 4/10 chapters done!!#and by ‘change’ yes - Indo mean she’s finally conscious again#Dennis is more PtGW Dennis than Goes Wrong Show Dennis#by which I mean he has a singular brain cell he is sometimes able to access#he’s also not explicitly autistic in this but also I wrote it and I’m projecting slightly so there are *vibes*#Vanessa has vibes too but again mostly unconscious so far#and there’s only so autistic you can be while actively in a coma#goes wrong show#goes wrong show fanfic#the play that goes wrong#the play that goes wrong fanfic#if you want to tell me what you think of it so far I will literally cry tears of joy#vanessa wilcock wynn carroway#dennis tyde
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i wish the go fandom (or ...even the show) would just abandon whole 'aziraphale hates bepop' thing, it just .. its not that funny + it smells tastes and quacks like racism .. i know hes supposed to be old fashioned and behind the times but i wish like .. specifically Black american art forms werent always the butts of those particular jokes :-) i know its just straight up textual that he doesnt like it, but everytime im reading a fic where 'eugh bepop' is mentioned or one of those clips is included in a compilation of his 'cute' moments i just ..
#:-/#good omens#aziraphale#just uncomfortable and a bummer to see sometimes#like#idk i know the joke is even the things he thinks are modern are still old#why not make the joke: he hates a niche style of classical music that to non-az ears sounds exactly like all the other music he listens to#also im sorry but his character's aversion to modernity ALONE rides a weird line#the bepop thing is just 1 of the times it goes a bit too far into like .. straight up racism for me to think its cute or charming#also sorry if putting this in the main tag is like .. gauche in tumblr rules or whatever#but im not actually sorry cos i genuinely wish ppl would think abt this particular running joke a lil deeper
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I may be failing my plan to not make any isat aus. So there's this guy her name is Euphrasie right. What if I took her and combined what could be 3 separate au concepts into one. And in the process forced myself to go back and reread a bunch of shit to make sure I know how to maximally fuck over this sad wet puppy of a woman
#rat rambles#did I ever actually make a proper isat talking tag? I don't remember but erm#stars posting#anyways dont count on me committing to this au too hard since Im mostly eternal gales brained rn but I am rotating ideas in my head#shes always interested me deeply as what am I if not a sucker for women who are mostly silhouettes of a character#I was mostly just thinking abt other ppls aus where she is also looping and was thinking abt how fucked it be for her in general but also#how much more fucked it would be for her if it was Only her looping#because as far as she would know theres straight up nothing that can be done to fix this and shed be stuck in a hell of what shed be sure#is her own creation#and then I thought to myself. what if she then accidentally did a loop while trying to fix it#and then my brain also said but what if loop was also there#so I did some mental gymnastics to ignore the possible problems and decided to take an extra spin on it and just sorta add her to the main#party by having her have basically wished to be able to help them defeat the king to make things right and her getting dropped earlier#on in the adventure so I can fuck around with potential character dymamics more (cough cough siffrin)#and for the actual loops I think it'd be funny if she could remember just like loop but was fully convinced that she was looping alone#so itd be siffrin and her acting at eachother trying to hide their seperate breakdowns while meamwhile loop is just staring at her with a#whole heap of mixed emotions but mostly the confusion of who the fuck is this guy???????#and sif is just like yeah thats secret. shes a powerful craft user who's craft experiments backfired and fucked up her body. duh.#and loop just Knows that thats not true but they have no real way to bring it up properly without drawing too much suspicious#oh yeah and Im calling her secret for now. in my minds eye shes like constantly putting on different fronts in hopes that one of them will#stick but shes been able to get away with it by playing up her belief in change to a cartoonish degree#shes really trying to be strong and not raise suspicion since she does want mirabelle to be able to learn and grow from this just the same#as her own mirabelle before and just wants to be able to fix the broken wish by being there to defeat the king herself#which she had already convinced herself was the reason the wish broke since she was the one stuck remembering#I should reword it to that probably because saying shes the one looping isnt Wrong but asside from sif not remembering it still entirely#revolved around him she was just the one forced to deal with it without any real way of learning how to fix it#and while she never figured out the entirety of the sif stuff it was always him taking to her that reset the loop#so she has. complicated feelings on him. she doesn't want to be avoidant or distant or to dislike him! and as time goes on she does grow to#like him a lot! but its just. hard to look him in the eye sometimes.#and then theres the horrors of the actual main game starting and the slow but horrifying realization of how badly she fucked up
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Yesterday I watched Cartoon Saloon’s short “Screecher’s Reach”, and thought Daal’s hair was almost exactly like how I envision Mathilde Lachance’s hair, so I decided to try and draw her. Today I stopped cleaning up the sketch after about an hour because I got bored, so it’s going here.
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#mathilde lachance#idk if anyone’s ever drawn her before (which makes sense bc no description) but I wanted to give it a shot#I’ve always envisioned her like. goth former art student. just the vibe of a pretentious 20s-30s artist who is also kinda goth. for funsies#when I said this blog is where I ‘dump’ my fanart I am being serious. bc sometimes I just quit part way through. lol.#I always try to be one of those ppl that ‘renders’ just by cleaning up their sketch + flats and then I always get bored and stop doing it#I need to stop avoiding doing lineart bc I actually enjoy doing it. when I do otherwise I just end up w a bunch of half finished stuff loll#anyways. I haven’t drawn in ages bc college sucked all my time and energy. but I just graduated 💪 and I’m excited to get back into things.#especially nevermoor stuff!!! bc I have so many ideas!!!!!#fun fact for if you’ve read this far: I like giving wundersmiths bright golden eye highlights when I draw them. just for fun!#the gold of wunder goes sooo well w the black/purple color scheme of morrigan. genius idea from jess. that’s why I always love drawing mog!#I may never draw stuff but rest assured I’m always thinking abt how I would draw nevermoor ppl/places/things and why#I have so many thoughts and my nevermoor brainrot is also is where my art/animation brain and media adaptation brain get to combine#I am going to be insufferable when (if?) the movie starts being made and I am not even sorry#anyways. enjoy this lq image. bc this is a screenshot and I have a problem with drawing way too small lol. oops.
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well, I quite liked tbosas.
#We’ll see how it goes.#I can never think after seeing a movie for the first time#All I really concretely have is an emotional reaction#(Sometimes negative sometimes positive)#But this movie was certainly very enjoyable and thought-provoking (thoughts are provoked but only in developmental stages)#Tom Blyth’s face did a lot of work but—is this too far?—it was in the name of Art#And Rachel didn’t get on my nerves too much! (We’ll see if that lasts longer with me than her West Side performance did)#That’s all for now!#ranting and raving#tbosas
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this isn't meant to like. make you give your opinion on Discourse™️ or anything I just wanted to ask, but I keep seeing people upset about taylor dating mr. 1975 and I can't figure out if it's bc he's a terrible person or just a greasy alcoholic 😭😭😭 do you know what's up with that guy??? like on one hand I like not knowing things about celebs and I should keep it that way. but also
i, unfortunately, do know what's up with that guy and it's that he's said something problematic about every faction of society at least once. for me i have some weird, reluctant fondness for him because he is just a train wreck and he's such a twat all the time that at least it's nondiscriminating, and i also like that when he sings about mental illness it's bc he's actually BEEN THERE and been publicly a mess bc of it and been addicted to drugs and acted like a dick, and he ACKNOWLEDGES THAT, but also at no point am i gonna jump on the 'he's an amazing person' parade bc generally he is just a sleazy idiot. it is weird watching people suddenly dragging up every single thing he's ever said to be like 'look! this is why he's bad for our tay tay!' when the running joke with matty healy is that he's just a prick. like u dont need to expose his moral fibre. u can just say he's a prick. and also as funny as the jokes are she's still a grown woman who's been around the block a few times when it comes to dating. i think she will be okay maybe
#idk that's just what i think though. like he's been cancelled more times than he has songs and yet a lot of us are still here#and he acknowledges it like there's a running gag at his live shows where he goes to say a very explosive sentence and then he gets cut off#by the band with a random song it's so funny. like he'll go 'i just think that immigrants- *LOUD GUITAR*' & i think that's a part of it too#is that a lot of people don't get that sometimes he's being ironic? he takes it too far and these days he's annoying#but idk ive seen certain instances where im like. that went over so many people's heads#idk i just dont think he's Evil and Malicious i think he's just a prick. like people can just be pricks even if they're super famous. wild#he's so fucking pretentious but he got famous for being REAL and his music has helped a lot of people because of how real it was#like i made a post a while ago about his song 'give yourself a try' and how the concept of it is literally#'life is a little bit shit to be quite honest with you and you WILL get fucked over by it and fuck yourself over but you're here anyway#so you might as well give it a go' like???? so many mental health ballads are like 'the world is So Beautiful and So Are You'#but matty healy ALWAYS has gone actually it isnt and you arent. whatever though#and i just really like that#ask#also big disclaimer that i dont have an encyclopedic knowledge of all the dumb shit matty healy has said ive just been listening#to the band for a while and have picked shit up along the way. if it turns out he's done some actually reprehensible shit that ive missed#then that's literally bc i do not actively run in 1975 circles and do not intend to ever start <3 so dont yell at me LMAO
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