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slicedmayonnaise · 8 months ago

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I'm tired of the whole "precious innocent baby who doesn't know what sex is" Kieran ideology.

THIS MAN FUCKS.

Man managed to pull Mary Beth AND Bill in the short amount of time that he was with the VDL gang, and y'all gonna say he's inexperienced?

I just KNOW this man left behind a TRAIL of broken hearts everywhere he went.

I REPEAT: THIS MAN FUCKS. YOU CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND

"But Mayo, his dick is small"

HE HAS A TONGUE. WHY DO YOU THINK HIS BEARD IS SHAPED THE WAY IT IS? HE GOTTA KEEP HIS LIPS OPEN FOR PUSSY EATING AND DICK SUCKING

He's also very skilled with his hands

#THIS MAN HAS SEX #i think im slowly going more and more insane #kieran duffy #rdr2 kieran duffy #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #red dead redemption #red dead fandom #red dead redemption community #rdr #red dead redemption two #red dead #red dead 2

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lotus-pear · 3 months ago

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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay

#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think #this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei #his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out #akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in #also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation #both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death #by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place #but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making #really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions #aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5 #p5 #yusuke kitagawa #kitagawa yusuke #goro akechi #akechi goro #akekita #bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this #lotus draws

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introspectivememories · 3 months ago

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coked-out bernard dowd, send tweet

#that mf has definitely done hard substances #he's done meth he's done coke he's heroin #and it's not like he bought those things but i think the cult gave it to him #wanted to see how much he could take #and he took it. because he's their pretty little sacrifice #he's their perfect lamb. and he is so docile and so meek and he is their favorite because he takes it sooo well #and they love it because he cuts through himself like butter and his blood flows freely like rivers #and he never resists because for once in his life someone wants him and who fuckin gives a sht if he has to scoop out his guts to be wanted #who cares if he's slowly ruining his body to be loved? they like him!! they love him! they say he's the ideal vessel and that he bleeds #so prettily and that he takes the whippings so well‚ don't you bernard? you can take a little more‚ right bernard?#after all‚ he's their perfect little sacrifice‚ their perfect little vessel‚ their perfect little lamb #KAJSDHKJASHDJKASDHASHK IM GOING INSANE #recently ive been having too many thoughts about the cult being less smth he just falls into and does every once in a while and more...#addiction? smth he chooses? smth he goes back to again and again and again?#like he always needs another dose‚ a stronger and stronger dose‚ until he blinks and he's on the altar tied up‚ ready to bleed #bernard dowd #anyway‚ thoughts‚ comments‚ or concerns?#please let me know

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gojooooo · 3 months ago

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man i love open endings. the fact that thanks to yuuji there might indeed be the next time sukuna talks about in case some idiot decides to eat a finger again. and we need fics where yuuji is that idiot

#hiding this in the tags but i think jjk and mha kinda conveyed the same concept #i haven’t mentioned it because sukuita always steals 100% of my attention but gojo’s moment was great too! as i said i think gege stayed #true to his characters till the end and i’ve always thought gojo coming back to life was absolute bs not because i didn’t want him back but #because it would completely ruin what was trying to be told through his story. he carried out the destiny he was doomed to carry out and #gege even specified this for us and /why/ it’s going to be different for yuuji #it can also be found in the way gojo and sukuna fought vs yuuji and sukuna #and it’s rly similar to horikoshi’s concept of the new generation reaching out to the villains and trying to understand them & /that/ is #what ‘the greatest hero’ truly means #ok now i’m digressing because gojo was more about himself and the title he was stuck with but it’s all so similar you know #which brings me to my point (finally)#the fact that the villains always ‘loses’ in the end. and i’m thinking that letting them live would be such a risky direction to take bc #it’s so easy to make it either corny or unrealistic. if the whole thing is about succeeding in reaching out then it’s going to happen at the #very last. and realistically it’s going to be too late. they’re going to be too far gone and it sucks but that’s how it is #shoto can discuss soba with touya but he’s still slowly dying. you know #so the best we can hope for is that the battle the villain fought at least leaves a mark and they sure did #something something the bad guy changing the good guy as much as he changed him #so yeah um maybe i am making sense maybe i am not but i woke up this morning and kinda went insane because it dawned on me that yuuji gave #sukuna another chance to life taking himself out of the equation #UGH. CIGARETTE EMOJI #speaking of which i’ve been (im)patiently waiting for olasketches and cruyuu’s reactions #my fave people on tumblr are genuinely the first people i think about after something good happens #my post

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opal-owl-flight · 28 days ago

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Screams and explodes Nintendo PLEASE Im already working on a rewritten rotm and you show us the concept art for SO is also wilder than the finished product.......god...it couldve been GOOD

#IM HERE GRASPING AT WHAT LITTLE IVE SEEN OF THE BOOK SO FAR. HOLY SHIT.#they were going for insane asylum/some lobotomy shit I think. which makes Order more nefarious. what if that process of greyscaling was more #slow. painfully slowly methodical.#in the attempt to reverse Kamaboco's work #the program BECOMES like Kamabo. the irony! the drama!#bc is this bliss in perfect order really better than facing the chaos of change?#is the mindlessness brought by sanitization the...nay...the peak condition?#Smollusk is born from the dreams of the engineers for a peaceful world. it coulf be that AI misinterpreted this and turned the dream into a #absolute nightmare. But this error kinda reveals the irony of their beliefs....or at least shows how bad it could get if left unchecked.#will you become like the evil youre trying to destroy in the name of your better good?#opal owl hoots

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every-sanji · 10 months ago

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#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #everysanji #thriller bark #ch462 #theres been someone whose been slowly reblogging some of my like. really old posts #and doing some absolutely fantastic character analysis in the tags #but oh my god you're reminding me of the cringe captions i used to leave on every post #i did that FOR LIKE. IM PRETTY SURE OVER A YEAR.#IF IT WASNT SO LONG I'D GO BACK AND EDIT ALL OF THEM BUT EUGH #all but one i think the birthday post was funny okay that one was funny and i had to consolidate so much to get it to post on the right day #god. i cant believe this will probably post after the blog anniversary #4 years of every sanji. how do we feel guys #as of queuing this i have uh. 2302 followers and i'll probably have a few more by the time you actually see this #absolutely insane that people still follow this silly gimmick blog i've been running since i was 19 #ik i have said it before but this little project got so big and i dont even particularly care for op anymore #i just keep this blog running for the bit of finding every sanji and watching people be amazed at the really really small ones #that i manage to find in the background. its a special skill you gain by running a blog like this #anyway no more tag rambles i want to try and finish this volume tonight if i can

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 4 months ago

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I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au

this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂

i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl

#ask #anonymous #this is ALSO funny to me bc of 'mad scientist' and 'flower hivemind au' in the same paragraph. it reminds me of an old scrapped idea #i had about where tf the flowers even came from in the first place but i ended up never doing anything w/ it #i've been thinking abt composite au though uag i want to do more w/ it... rip the unfinished refs and one google doc thing i have #shaking myself like ITS OKAY IF THE STORY KINDA SUCKS AT FIRST!! YOU NEED TO START SOMEWHERE #cus i mean i wouldve never gotten anywhere w/ Certain Things had i not started with the og shitty versions. which were SHIT #but its wild to think ~7 years later i transmogrified them into the things they are now. wack. makes me wonder what will happen #to stuff im making now later down the line if i go and revisit it. SO CONCLUSION YES BITCH GET OVER YOUR FUCKING ANXIETY #i think my other problem is i'd loveee to reveal it slowly with like art pieces comics etc but i dont got time for that 😔😔#CURSE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING I MAKE TBH not just fandom shit but original shit too. i need to get over myself #cause i do know respectfully not everyone has the skill/time/desire to pick apart things for symbolism so a clearer explanation #would prob be more accessible. and easier for ME TOO TO HAVE SHIT IN ONE FUCKING PLACE MAN. actually how i've been taking notes lately #sorry these are some longass fucking tags im talking to myself. just went into a new academic year w a lot of stress #so thinking abt my own crazy stories keeps me sane and makes me feel like i have control over at least SOME aspect of my life #anyways circling back mad scientist len sounds incredible lowkey though lmao. its always the stem lens 😔💔✌️#JK?? but i do joke abt composite au len partly going insane bc he's a biochem major essentially so yeah bitch i fucking get it 😭 no wonder #composite au #<- ??? putting that tag purely for organizational purposes

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note-boom · 2 years ago

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Higuchi and Ranpo are just such interesting author-based characters in BSD.

I know it's weird to connect the two but hear me out...

So far, the only authors I can remember that don't have a known ability are Aya, Higuchi, and Ranpo. Aya and Higuchi will likely get an ability (latter has been confirmed to have one, at least) while Ranpo...probably won't? Though you never know.

But the reason I bring Higuchi and Ranpo together is because the latter is an author who is heavily implied to be the son of one of his IRL counterpart's characters. And meanwhile, the former is someone who has one of the real people in her IRL counterpart's life (that is to say, BSD Higuchi's sister) brought into the manga. Yeah, Tanizaki and Akuatagawa have their sisters be based off characters, and we also have Haruno based off a Tanizaki character, plus Fitzgerald's characters in the eyes of god story arc.

But I really think that it's interesting that Ranpo is the child of his own character. And that Higuchi is I think the only one with a family member that is based on IRL Higuchi's own family situation. That we might actually have a BSD character based on a real life person that wasn't a significant writer of some sort (to my knowledge, at least).

I don't really have a point with this, but it is interesting and aghhhhhhh Asagiri I'M BEGGING you to do something with Higuchi that doesn't involve Akutagawa! There's so many things about her and I want to know!

#seriouslyyyyy #ive seen some metas about higuchi's ability being tied to one of her shorts that shows how people cant escape their childhood fates #and that would be SO cool in a manga like bsd that takes the whole doomed by the narrative and fighting against the narrative theme #and also just....her sister!!#im just obsessed okay? i want to know more about higuchi #i want to know why she kinda gives protagonist vibes when we were introduced to her #and i NEED to know her motivations and goals because forget staying in the pm for aku how did she join?#how did she climb up the ranks?#but you know i wonder how people survived without the light novels given all the hints canon gives us about the side characters #like how did they handle chuuya before fifteen and stormbringer?#how did they handle dazai before entrance exam and dark era?#what did people think about fukuzawa and ranpo before untold origins?#asjdurjthhtjdkskeh screaming and yelling because so many of the side characters need light novels #but yeah ranpo is pretty fascinating too but we got almost all his backstory now for what happened during the ada early years #and this manga is probably aya's backstory xD #anyway above is me slowly going insane thanks #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd higuchi #bsd ranpo #bsd aya #character analysis #spitting nonsense

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imagoodone-iswear · 3 months ago

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can someone just tell me something good

#like seriously im going insane here. finding more and more symptoms of psychosis so get ready for me to be swallowed by my destiny #going slowly insane until i eventually accept my grandeur delusion and think i rule the world.#and that everyone is out to get me anyway.#fun.#personal.vent

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becauseplot · 5 months ago

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Sometimes I have nice coherent thoughts about Liz and Thiago but most of the time I'm gonna be real this is what my brain looks like.

No thoughts just spinning them in the microwave.

#curlyosnf #dont mind me im just rambling #the season 0 and 1 rewatch is going great ive gone insane no less than 8 times thinking about these two.#my main reason for rewatching is so i can chew on the characters more since i find i usually understand characters better on the 2nd pass-#-of the story. i wanted to focus more on characters that i didnt focus too hard on on my first watch through like cesar or cris but-#-this has also just been feeding my liz and thiago brainrot that has slowly been growing over the past couple months. the moment i can-#-string two words together and write the 578943 fics in my head it is OVER for you bitches.#osnf

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painfully-unoriginal · 1 year ago

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i would get SOOO MANY INCREDIBLE art ideas from my dreams but unfortunately im literally fucking cursed to forget every dream i have the instant i wake up

#p #yeah it does drive me insane. if ur wondering.#and if i dont forget them immediately i slowly forget them over the course of like an hour before i can get the ideas down #its so bizarre i can literally be actively thinking about it and WATCH IT leave my brain #but for some reason im more creative when im sleeping so i always wake up and go THAT WOULD BE SO FUCKING COOL TO DRAW #but before i even finish thinking that #the dream is gone. i fucking HATE IT WHY AM I DOOMED LIKE THIS

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sludgeguzzler · 1 year ago

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man. i changed so much these past years

#im different from last years me who was different from 2021 me who was different from 2020 me and so on and so forth #it feels kinda weird thinking about it bc i went through *so much stuff*#all of it in just the past 4 years... insane #i found out i was trans. i went on lockdown. i started posting my art online. i made online friends.#i went through three different relationships. every single one of them changed me forever.#i started writing. i finished middle school. i read homestuck. i used discord everyday for 2 years.#i found my personal sense of style. i started going tk school again. i made friends irl. i lost all the online friends i had.#(thay wasnt bc of any scandal i just left the friendgroup and then started to slowly interact more with ppl irl #whi sorta made my online interactions dwindle especially one-on-one interactions #i think i feel better like this go be honest with you. the connections feel stronger and i feel closer to the friends ive made #not saying i dont like the people i know and befriended here just saying that not being chronically online anymore really changed how i #go through with internet interactions)#damn. really feeling the passage of time now.#also this is not a sad reminiscent post im *really* glad im in the place i am in life right now #i have a qpp i have an irl friendgrouo that i feel 100% comfortable with for the first time in my life im doing ok at school #i have a vision for my future my relationship with my parents is sooo much better #idk man. compare that with 14 year old me eating alone at school bc i was too scared to talk with the other people on my class and like.#yeah man. im doing a lot better #i DO have to update my art blog though. its been too long sincd i posted anything #talk

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townslore · 1 year ago

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thinking about gorosumi siblings again.... i am in tears. big bro goro. lil sis sumi. inseparable. wanna see how hard i can cry

#persona 5 #when the towns lore #im listening to better in stereo. yknow that cheesy disney channel song from the show abt the twins #ugh. guuuhfhdgd. anguish #they make me so unbelievably happy and it makes me so sad that almost no one shares my vision on this #only a handful of people..#theyre best friends to me.. siblings..#its the appeal of a cheery person being best friends with a grumpy person but its also so much more than that #sumi first thinking that goro is terrifying and being scared of him but slowly coming to realize that his anger is.. inspiring?#its so funny to me how goro could say anything mean to her and she'd see it as an inspirational quote.#and goro opening up to anyone is Sweet.. but with her its like. it just makes so much sense to me #their parallels are insane. u guys realize that.#but i went ahead further and made them SIBLINGS #obviously not By blood. but like akira and futab yknow. which is also funny cause they could technically go on double dates #and i can see futaba making fun of shu.ake constantly. hah #anyway. gorosumi siblings #hop aboard. i need to spread my agenda as far as possible

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elegyofthemoon · 1 year ago

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Spell your URL!

Spell out your URL using song titles that can describe your muse/OC, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!

OO thanks so much @cove-holdens !! This seemed like fun so I'll try ; v ; it's probably going to be pretty length though (> _ >) so i'll just put it under a read more

BUT want to tag beforehand idk enough people with ocs i think so i just toss it to @fayesdiary, @narzissenkreuz-ordo, @lemonbronze, @garlandgerard (i THINK you have some ocs sorry if i am misremembering), and whoever else I follow that has ocs :D let me get to know them!! (also of course no obligation <3)

I'm too fixated on my OC Octavia so here we go lmao

E - "Escapism" from Steven Universe: "I guess I have to face/ That in this awful place/ I shouldn't show a trace of doubt/ But pulled against the grain/ I feel a little pain/ That I would rather do without"

L - "Letter" from the Fragile Dreams OST

E - "Extraordinary" by Clean Bandit: "Am I the only one who sees what you've become?/ Will you drift away?/ We're running out of time, two wrongs can make it right/ Could I make you stay?/ People making choices, they can't fake/ Sacrifice it all and maybe say"

G - "Get Your Wish" by Porter Robinson: "Don't say you lose just yet/ Get up and move ahead/ And not only for yourself/ 'Cause that's your role/ The work that stirred your soul/ You can make for someone else"

Y - "Youth" by Daughter: "We are the reckless, we are the wild youth/ Chasing visions of our futures/ One day, we'll reveal the truth/ That one will die before he gets there/ And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones/ 'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone/ We're setting fire to our insides for fun"

O - "Octave of the Maushiro" by Chewie Melodies

F - "Future Friends" by Tilian: "Slow down/Give me a reason not to slow down/ I can feel the bottom and it's cold now/ I'm on the outside looking in/ So I'm calling on my future friends"

T - "The Hymn" by FLOYA: "I hope you understand that I cannot stay/ Don't expect you to feel the same/ There's a dream that I have to chase/ I'm feeling alive in the unknown/ Dancing to the hymn of the wind/ And though you and I are on our own/ I know you're close whenever I feel alone"

H - "here and now" by Tony22: "Here and now i'll find my hope/Yesterday is far gone and tomorrow never comes/Here and now's where I belong/So tired of using the present moment as my stepping stone"

E - "Eternal Sunshine" by Jhene Aiko: "Is it strange for me to say that if I were to die today/There's not a thing that I would change, I've lived well/ Maybe I have made mistakes and been through my fair share of pain/ But all in all, it's been okay, I've lived well"

M - "Miss You" by trentemøller

O - "Old Weapon Testing Ground" from HSR OST

O - "OUTRO" by LUCY

N - "North" from the Ender Lilies OST

#this was fun because i had to go search around a bit #askdfjahl i have an octavia playlist but theres only three songs on there 2/3 of them were listed #the instrumental songs are ones that ive mostly written to for octavia myeheh #or it just gives off certain vibes for them #speaking of octavia #i had a call today with my friend and i accidentally rambled (i was off in my own world tbh LMAO)#about transduction arc and i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #but talking about it? it made me a little more motivated to write it #but HH WHEN?#ngl if i just dip out in june just to go insane in writing ✌🏼hbd to me ig lmao #but 'future friends' the more i think about it the more it reads a lot like transduction arc!octavia lmao #dont ask about the arcs im just rambling to myself LMAO #girls on a mission to destroy herself and shes only being stopped by the friends she kinda blindsided #oh god now that im slowly finishing this...#its mostly instrumentals LKAJSDAHF #okay only SOME of this ive written to #but theres certain vibes to them that give off octavia vibes #which is weird bc a lot of it feels like they contrast one another #like outro for example feels like the happy tranquil ending for them (fitting outro)#miss you feels like when they're lost in themself. which fits the vibe for octave #asdlfkadsjhaflk #tag games #again no obligation #also im sleep deprived idc if im posting about octavia here hi LMAO #and im about to do another one bc im just digging lmao #but anyways ~#to tag later #bc i want to put this on the other blog for octavia #and then dissect it out further lmao #for octavia

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love-songs-for-emma · 2 years ago

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how do i turn off this awful new feature on tumblr mobile (android user, US) where you're shown a random reblog comment sometimes below a post???

#this is making me Unable to use this app or Think #i dont know if its related to my ADD or which disability honestly but ive always had this Thing where #i cant fucking READ if theres something lower on the page with color or notably different/distracting #i will literally just Skip to that and read it and try to force myself back & its So hard #i only got back into reading heavily bc reading fanfic on my phone allows me to not see the next text until im reading it –#i read from the bottom of the screen slowly scrolling up and revealing more text as i go #this taught me that for books i can do similar with a physical piece of paper/card or something like that #but tumblr is different?? bc the content varies wildly and i cant slowly scroll up each item like that #so i bring up most of the post and see the Extra text and the lil green reblog thing and my eyes Fly to it first #skhfksjc #feeling Insane and also Deranged #real hashtag disabled hours🤪🤪✨ im Losing My Mind.#tumblr update #mobile update #personal #adhd #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi

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blubary · 2 years ago

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I feel like some of the deaths should've been sadder in the dark pictures games. Specifically Little Hope.

When Taylor dies (rest in peace) Daniel gets really mad at Andrew, but I just really want to see Daniel cry and Andrew and John comfort him. But that's probably just because I love Daniel dearly. Daniel please just be sad your girlfriend died. I get it though, he thought Andrew let her die. But please Daniel calm down and just please. He only really gets sad for like 5 seconds and then he's fine. And when he gets sad he just makes the same face he does for the rest of the game. So he just looks scared.

I think that is the only example I have lol. It's just Daniel. Daniel should've shown more sadness.

#im sorry for the rant #i just thought of it #also #I think Daniel would lose his mind if Taylor and Angela died #the two people who he really talks to and actually likes #and cares about #I love Daniel but man he really has to just be a bit sad #maybe even more than a bit #dark pictures little hope #little hope #dark pictures anthology little hope #rant #i'm slowly going insane i think

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